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26 июля 2023 04:00

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Hi my people habesha ppl 😁
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Today I want to share smt or need advice. Here is the thing am twenty three M and protestant . I date only orthodox chicks and I hate pro chicks idk why I don't feel confi when am around pro chicks I don't even have just pro friend(g) in my life. At the end of the day my r/ship don't last long cuz of dis religion thing and am not and plan to see pro chicks so I might end up alone in my grave yard

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26 июля 2023 04:00

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so um i'm mid sized and most fits aren't that appealing on me. i mean i think i look great and i put a lot of effort into it but my photos say otherwise. i want to lose weight. i really do want to but the thing is, i have seen myself naked and i think i look amazing. what's that about, right? ever since i could remember i have had a love hate relationship with my body. no wait. it's mostly been hate directed towards my body. but now, i am fine with myself. i love my curves and everything about myself. i don't care anymore and the realization of that is freeing. i love myself and i want to further better myself. both internally and externally. i want to be a better and cooler version of myself ❤️

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26 июля 2023 04:00

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Hey 21M here, 3rd year Uni student
These days we're on a break from campus and I'm being stuck at home really sucks, and it's getting kinda lonely in here uk being Home all the time. I need a best friend, someone I could call my own and they could call me theirs one where we know everything about each other one where we are the top priority for each other, I have friends gn ik I'm missing an important life long bond rather than a short lived weak bond, thanks for reading it🙏

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26 июля 2023 04:00

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I'm a 26 years old guy. I have been feeling empty and lonely lately. I am desperately in need of someone to talk to.

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26 июля 2023 04:00

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Tolo comment efelgalhu yetwaweknew besocial media nw ena 3 amet dres awretenal ena zare agegnehwat eswa ergim ene achir honnn which means bekumet beletchign ena achir atmeslegnim nbr bila tsegurkn betlachewma chirash alawkehm alchign ena sira nbrch tolo hedech ena betext selsgegnhuk des blognal achir selhonkm aydebregnim normal nw alchign tadia mata be tg tinesh aweran chawm satlegn replaym satadrg tewat text sadrg sedwul atansam why min ladrg are guys beagatami eswa yalchibet ketema 2 wer koyche ehedalehu yehone nger ngrugn plssssssss

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25 июля 2023 04:00

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Hey Guys

Since peoples who r around me and aware if wht i have been through are few i want to share my success with u (am not pretending )...I have graduated and passed the exit exam and also am requested for a job interview...like that time was very challenging for me gn kemnm belay fetari endene sra sayhon ebdesu chernet ezih sladeresegn kibr hulu lesu yhun plus yhenn tariken lemanm share arge slemalawk manm mekrogn weym አፅናንቶኝ የማያውቀውን ሰሰላፅናናችሁኝ i want to thank all of you all the comments given to me in the previous vent were very useful....wht i understood from my life is that አምላክ ምንም አይነት ፈተና ቢያመጣብን የእኛን ትዕግስት እና ፅናት ለማየት እንደሆነ ነው...i wish both of my parents were with me at this point gn alhonem i wish good rest for them in the heaven.

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25 июля 2023 04:00

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I miss someone so bad. I like her a lot. I like thinking about her too. She's lovely to be around. She's, I don't know, an experience. She feels like the end of a good day. She isn't wild or anything, but I feel a bit more alive talking with her. We don't talk anymore. I wish we did. She makes me want to become a better person, although I'm too lazy to actually follow through. But I do hate myself some.

I wish I knew how to love. I've an idea, and I try to love, but I'm flawed. I don't think I do it right. I wish I did it right. Maybe she would have been still be around if I did. I never got to hug her. I'm not a hugger, but I hoped I'd hug her very tight one day.

I really, really miss her.

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25 июля 2023 04:00

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Dingle Mariamn everything is breaking me down slowly and this all happened because I stopped praying.
I had a lovely childhood at that time I had middle class parents mnm saygodl yeflkut be akmachew Ena kezam belay adrgew asdgwegnal
Even spiritually my mom used to tell me about the Bible she tried what she can at that time
And when I got in my early teenage things started changing nuro kebed ale my parents don’t seem to be happy in their marriage lots of arguments started fighting quite often
They weren’t following me and I really got hurt to avoid that
I became an addict (not drugs the worse one )
Internet is my addiction
I created false world there and it affected my grades, communication skills, socialization skills, my physique, my mentality, my connection with God everything about me got affected except for my heart.
I still have hopes in my heart that I will change everything to the better.
And because all of this I started becoming burden for them I have no income or future plan in life no aims , goals they started to fight with hurtful mind draining words
I’m not seeking anyone to blame in this short story of my life
I need help but I still don’t know why I’m doing this on the internet
I’m deeply sorry for all peoples I hurt
I wish I could say sorry to myself
Egziabher yiker yiblegn enji

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25 июля 2023 04:00

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Ere woooooooooo
Woooooooo
I've to shut off instagram demo eko deactivate argew it's been just a week since i reactivated it
Ena mndnew mayew everone is graduating 😭😭
2k11 batch are graduating yaw mostly engineers
And here we med students are left wz 2 years with some months 😭😭
Eskezare never felt like this ahun gn idk
Anyone who's feeling me 😢?

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25 июля 2023 04:00

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i don't know if this ever happened to you.
once upon a time depression sounded rediculous
sad songs were never relatable.
self harm was unthinkable.

this place is not for me.there is no one to talk to. my whole family doesn't want to hear me babble.if am trying to be honest with them my aunt says that i'm possessed,my dad beats me up,my brother mostly thinks i'm a joke,my mother just cries and says its probably a family curse.i wanna give them a sign that i'm on the very edge of insanity but they blame everything on my fucking phone. so tell me where is a safe place?if my family doesn't wanna deal with me who tf would?i've slowly lost my faith too.the only thing i got is my fucking arm.

i've lost hope in everything. my hobbies,my friends,religion,self care...nothing makes sense now.people compliment my hair alott and now because of that i want to shave it. my mom is the one who begs to detangle it for me because i don't give a fuck.when i was in campus like a months ago,my hair was always like tied for two weeks straight in a bun.and when i untie it it smells like a disease.please please do not judge me but one time i was on my period and i got too tired to wear a pad and i spent 5 days without it.i know i am disgusted by me every single day.

I wanna rip out my organs.i wanna stab myself between my pairs and feel the struggle to breath.thats what i think about every single day.i can't sit or stand i'm on the floor everytime.i mean who tf goes out at 10 pm in the dark intentionally hoping for something to endanger their life?i would never go out in the daylight or else i end up crying. plus i am sure i will be dismissed from campus.and then what?my parents will be ashamed. school means a lot to my dad.both my parents are hiv + and has other severe illnesses.the only thing that keeps me away from death is my sisters upcoming wedding.egzihabern new yemlachihu i don't know if i will ever make it to the new year eve. one time i overdosed my self but next day woke up nothing happened except for my teeth and my tongue turned black.

look i just wanted to say whats going on in my life.i wasn't fishing for attention... or maybe i was,deep inside maybe i want someone to save me.
it feels great knowing someone reads all  my problems though.

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25 июля 2023 04:00

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Hello every one am 29 F and am an introvert
The problem is i got out of rship after 7years ena
He was more lik a family tbh i dont have a single friend literally guadgam menem esu neber ena ahun lay i relized i had no social environment not that i am intersted in socializing its just i literally have no one i meant to just say hi too enkuan not as bff or smt ena i feel ok cause i enjoy being alone gin i feel like am cut out of the rest of the world ena do u think its normal to just be like this....literally selachu manem yelem ena am ok with it is it normal to be ok with such isolation

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25 июля 2023 04:00

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Me and my bf met a year ago and we have been through so much already. 2 abortions and a whole miscarriage . Our relationship became so toxic for the both of us but we have so much love for each other. When I was going through those times I was lonely. He tried all he can but it wasn’t enough. When I had the miscarriage it was because I found out he cheated and I forgave him. When I had the abortions it was because he wanted me to it wasn’t my choice at all. I did all of that because I needed to compromise for us and the relationship. He has a friend who is a girl who ended up being close to me that knew about all the abortions and she ended up spreading it. And I’m a VERY lowkey person who doesn’t like my shit out there. We broke up and we got back together and I just couldn’t stay in a relationship with him when he is always hanging out with her and still friends with her. And I told him I can’t do that. He didn’t even think twice. He told me that my love for him should have been bigger than the hate I have for his friend and decided to keep his friendship with her instead of me. Am I an asshole for leaving him?

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24 июля 2023 07:07

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Hello everyone
I really needed to vent because it is affecting my day to day life and I would like to know how other people would consider this .
Me and my boyfriend have been together for about 4 years and currently living together but we are not married yet .I get jealous and insecure when my boyfriend goes out to meet his female friends. ( it is actually because he had an affair with some lady during our relationship ,even tho it has been a while since that happened , it is still hard for me to trust him and it gets worse when he meets his female friends .
How can I stop getting those feeling ?
Is it also normal for a person who is in relationship to have opposite sex friends ?
How would you react if your boyfriend or girlfriend have (friends of opposite sex )that usually meet for lunch , coffee etc …

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24 июля 2023 07:07

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Sex is overrated... I mean seriously isn't it? The moment you slept with someone whom you were longing to have sex with, you just realised it isn't worth at all. We are manipulated by what we see in movies and porns. We watch the ladies giving blow-job and the feeling to have done it hit pick in our mind. Yet, once we done having it we ended up confusing and asking our inner self is that all. I think unconsciously we are programmed to have wrong impressions about dating and stuffs. Nowadays many people date to have sex or making out. Sadly, in the process we lost our value and intent of living. I am not judging the western society way of living but it seems something is broken.

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24 июля 2023 07:07

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Muslim women? are you there? I want to ask you a question.

In muslim culture the male is the dominant one, the provider and the female is the nurturer and the caring. how is that affecting you? are you happy in your life being dominated by the guy?
I know the same is true in other cultures too but in muslim these kinds of things are strict, right? I am not a muslim and I wanted to know how is it like

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26 июля 2023 04:00

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I just wanna scream out loud !!!
Hey it's me im 25 M ... how you guys doing i don't even know how to type vents am not good at writing but yeah im here i stay home bezu time gen ahun lay i think it's too much betam eyastelagne new i don't like the word depression but i think wedesu eyehedku new idk , i do have friends gen no one understands me they all know the sakita and techawach dude but deep inside me it's not who i am i can't even express what i'm feeling right now i'm losing myself .... Say something sewoch

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26 июля 2023 04:00

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I just wanna let it out thats why am here am m20 i just want real thing in the fake world i want someone that i can relay on trust on i want someone who i can call mine be with me through my up and down i dont want them to be perfect but uk being lonley sucks am not saying i was lonely the whole time i have this relationship all of them doesn't work idk why things don't work out with me idk if i am the problem or them but every time i try my best somthing happen its like some kind of cure idk i have friends that love me family's too but they only know the happy me the one with smiley face i will keep it this way i guess it been relief talking it out i feel lighter now

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26 июля 2023 04:00

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Hey am F 19
Okey chinklate west yalwn ngroch lzrgf cuz I don't have any place to do 😂....ngru endi new like sew aynafkigm mnm ena esu ngr eysasbig new even my family ksnt gize ande new ehin feeling feel margew ena demo suddenly sewochin kne lmrak mokralhu they didn't do anything eko gn I just lost interest in everything fr 😂 normal endalhone ik gn dmo bn barg new ehin ngr maskom mchlew I like lonely shon btam selam ysmagal gn dmo I have to communicate and have some people in my life gn demo ya comfort aystigim



I mean is there someone like me in here

I think ngroch btam kyrwigal kbftu manente btam ena am turning in to evil fr😭😭 bka dengay eyhonku new dengay mnm feeling feel alargim nothing happy eyargig adelm senseless honku eko people ere help😭😭🙃

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26 июля 2023 04:00

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I am 24 years old male I wanted to ask you about something one year ago I was in love with a girl who learns with me and she told me she was in comitted relationship but we used to talk for hours then things got harsh between us and this year after we become friends again she told me she broke up with him so I asked her if she is willing to start relationship with me she said she still have feelings for him but we still talk too much on phone my feelings for her are not stronger like the first time it is nearly vanishing
What do you suggest me to do
Thanks in advance

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25 июля 2023 05:30

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25 июля 2023 04:00

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ሰላም guys🙌 ሰሞኑን አንድ ሃሳብ በጣም ሲረብሸኝ ነበር እና ላጋራችሁ ጥያቄም ልጠይቃችሁ። እግዚአብሄር የሚባለው ነገር እውነት ነው? በርግጥስ አለ? ወይስ ሰው የፈጠረው ሃሳብ ነው? ሰው በሙሉ ቢጠፋ እግዚአብሄር ይኖር ነበር?

ታሪኩ እንዴት እንደመጣ እና እውነት እንደሆነ ማስረጃ ባይኖርም በክርስትና ክክርስቶስ ሞት በኋላ ደቀ መዛሙርቱ በሙሉ ተሰቃይተው ከተገደሉ በኋላ የሮም ኢምፓየር በሓይል መግዛት ከጀመረ ቀን አንስቶ ክርስትያን የተባለ ሰው አልነበረም። ለ400 አመታት ያህል ክርስትና የሚባል ነገር ጠፍቶ ነበር። እና ከዛ ቡሃላ መጽሃፍቱን ማን አግኝቶ አሰራጨ?

ሌላው ደግሞ በውነት እግዚአብሄር ካለ ለምን ስንለምነው አይሰማንም? ፈጣሪ እስከሆነ ድረስ፤ ሁሉን ነገር ማድረግ እስከቻለ ድረስ ለምን የኛን ፍላጎት ማሳካት አልተቻለውም?

በመጨረሻም ደግሞ ለምን ፈጠረን? ሰው ነን በጣም ብዙ ነገር ያሳስተናል። ተሳሳትን፤ ሲኦል ገባን፤ ምንድነው ትርጉሙ? ሲኦል ለመግባት ለምን ተፈጠርን? ወይስ ሲኦል ገነት የሚባለው ነገር እውነት አይደለም?

ብዙዎቻችን እምነትን ከቤተሰቦቻችን ነው የወረስነው። ብቻችንን ያደግን ብንሆን ወይም ቤተሰቦቻችን ሃይማኖት የሌላቸው ቢሆኑ እግዚአብሄር የሚባል ነገር መኖሩን አናውቅም ነበር። ስለዚህ በነዛ 400 አመታት ምን እንደተከሰተ አናውቅም። እስቲ ሃሳባችሁን አጋሩኝ። በብሉይ ኪዳን እንዳነበብነው በብሉይ ኪዳን ዘመን እግዚአብሄር ከሰዎች ጋር ጥሩ የሆነ ግንኙነት ነበረው። አሁን ግን ጭራሽ ማን እንደሆነ ምን እንደሆነ ከክርስትና ሃይማኖት ዉጪ ለሆነ ሰው አስረዱ ብንባል ይከብደናል። ምንድነው መልሱ? ለምን ከበደን?

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25 июля 2023 04:00

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How you depressed guys over come loneliness i really can't like its killing me inside i don't wanma be alone it sucks my mind won't be normal what should i do there is nobody truly want be with me Please advice me Please don't say ask my id im just here to get some points to make things work

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25 июля 2023 04:00

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This is a vent from a girl who is extremely 'homebody'.. I really enjoy every min I passed at my home.. It isn't because there are special things I do gn beka I just enjoy being home.. I prefer not to go anywhere but it is hurting me.. I don't even go to my relatives home it is very rarely tkkl endalone akakew endi balonm des ylegn neber gn beka kehedku behuala bete eskememeles yalewn seat new mnafkew am uni student(AAU)ena beka eza ena bet bcha new gize masalef mfelgew ereftm sagegn wedebet memtat enji zemed ga hedo meteyek mnamn mibalewn neger chrash enjoy alaregewm the main reason is home is the only place which I can be my self... Ena tlant my cousin called me and asked me what's wrong is me.. ezihu A. A honesh endet atmechim mnamn😔ena yemr tesemagn mnale sociable zemed meteyek yemtod sew bhon bye🙁..Gn at the same time beka endi aynet neger enjoy kalareku gdetaye aydelem mil negerm ysemagnal anyways It feels good to vent.. hv a good time😊

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25 июля 2023 04:00

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This is my second vent
24 M living in this shit hole
So the thing is if u see someone who is laughing and happy all the time they are trying to hide there feelings and emotions. I'm that kind of person and i want my friends to know that about me and they dont. They found me funny and sarcastic, they can't see my pain or ask if I'm okay. If u have someone around u who is always happy and energetic ask them if they are alright and thay will say that they are but u should push them to talk and then u will be amazed by how much they are holding inside and all the pain thay are going through.
This is a cry for help, a cry for friends who would care to hear me and feel my pain, I need someone to talk to. I want to get it all out. I want to feel okay
I want to feel free.
Help😔

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25 июля 2023 04:00

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Guys መደሰት እና ማዘን አልቻልኩም Please help your bro here its really affecting my social circle
Whats the actual problem and solution for this?

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25 июля 2023 04:00

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Hey beautiful peoples
Here are some advices you can get from me.....and thank you for reading.

God sees not just the beginning but also the ending of every story. So if he knows that some people are not right for you, he will allow them to be removed from your life so try to accept this and have its all for good mentality.
እንዲያዉ ሰዉ ስንባል ነገሮችን መቀበል ይከብደናል አስተዉለንም ላናስተዉልም እንችላለን ግን every person that comes in our life የሆነ lesson ይዞልን ነዉ እሚመጣዉ ጥሩም ይሁን መጥፎ ik it's so hard to accept happened ያረጉትን ነገሮችን ግን ደግሞ we have to know ነገሮችን እንደ አመጣጣቸዉ መቀበልን በህይወት ዉስጥ ሰዉ ይሄዳል ይመጣል, እናንተ ብቻ ናችሁ ለራሳችሁ ያላችሁት just remember this
እና when እንደዚህ አይነት ነገር happen ሲያረግት ያንን ነገር ቆም ብሎ እሚያሳስበንን በመጥፎ ሁኔታ ውስጥ እና በመከፋት ውስጥም ጥሩ ነገሩን እሚያሳስበንን ልቦና ይስጠን። plus learn how to say temesgen in every bad or good situation.

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24 июля 2023 09:41

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24 июля 2023 07:07

Hey Unihorse 🦄
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I need to vent
This isn't not a vent actually.
F19
Since I love writing let me share this one beye nw

ያልተላከው ፖስታ ✉️
እንደማንኛውም ሰው ህልሞች ነበሩኝ
ከህልሞቼ ሁሉ ትልቁ ደህና መሆን ነበር ..you know waking up with a greatfull heart instead of one filled with dread and hatred.
Looking 👀 at myself in the mirror and smiling because I appreciate who's starting back at me.

ከሀቅ አልርቅም ካልኩ ትልቁ ህልሜ ላይ ተስፋ ቆርጬ ነበር..እውን የሚሆን መስሎም አልተሰማኝም ።
Everyday felt like carrying a pile of the world's burden and everyone living in it. The days took everything out of me the year's made me hate my existence and God.
ሰው እንዴት ነህ ተብሎ ሲጠየቅ
ደህና ነኝ እግዚአብሔር ይመስገን ሲል የእውነት እቀና ነበር ።
እንደዚህ ደስታ ፊቴ ላይ እየተነበበ የምፈነጥዝበትን ቀን እያሰብኩ ጉጉት ልቤን ይሞላብኝና ወይ ለካ ተስፋ ከቆረጥኩ ቆየሁ ወደራሴ ይመልሰኛል

I'm not going to say a miracle happened and I was suddenly okay. No it took forever
It took so many " you got this, it just one more breath, one more day"

So many days being ruined with panic attacks and grief.tons of "ምነው heal 🩹 ባይደረግ ቢቀርስ"
To hell with growth

I don't want to do this anymore but we're here. God. My people 👨‍👨‍👦 and me.
አሁን የእውነት ደህና ነኝ።

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24 июля 2023 07:07

Hey Unihorse 🦄
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Hi
18M (bout to be 19)
I wanna know what yall think about this. here is the thing
I'm a fresh man in Aau. life has been different to me since I started uni ,ppl told me I look way different from what I looked like back when we was in highschool and now most of my friends are in  relationships and they are doing the deed mnamn and they want me to be involved in the typical uni life like the r/s stuff ,talking to diff girls minamin gn even when I consider doing the little things I feel anxious and a little fearfull and nowadays Im kinda getting so much attention (especially with girls)idek what to do with it so I shut down any girl that tries to talk to me even if her intention is just being freinds and even if I talked to them I will eventually ghost them leading to them thinking I'm arrogant or egoistic but the reality is I think even being friends have its own consequences and I just don't wanna do it rn demo i heard rumors about girls in my class saying sew yinikal and prideful nw mnamin so should I just be friends with them or cutting them off is the better option ? And how can I be less anxious about this whole situation?

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24 июля 2023 07:07

Hey Unihorse 🦄
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I need to vent
Who is on the wrong here me or him?
I love him and he loves me too. I asked to be together he said he doesn't do relationships, instead he wants to just hang out and see where things go.i didn't like it but I accepted since I was new to this. we continued to hang out but he doesn't want ppl we know to see us so we met at weird places. We just sat n talk, after that we text . For months. So After a while I brought up the relationship question again and I got the same answer and I did the same thing and bicha we went on the same cycle 3 times. To go further on physical stuff I couldn't, not when with a person who is not serious enough to commit so I think he started backing away and so did I but eventually I ended things . I didn't say why bc I got fed up of listening to my own voice repeating the same topic again and again so I just did it . I was hoping he would ask me why gin, why I did this but he didn't. He went along with the silent treatment and I just concuded he didn't care that much malet new biye. Cried a lot and all that shit ppl go through when u realise u just lost a piece of ur self. It hurt bicha anyways what bothers me is we used to be really close I know I that I am the only person he let in, who knows a lot about him. I just worry about him Ena I wonder how he is doing with Noone next to him .specially with all the things he had to deal with in the past.
I feel like I should reach out but again what about all that mess we went through. I don't want to feel like crap for loving someone. So question is
Should I have let him know why I ended us?
Should I have waited like he suggested?
Should I have Stayed friends ? But it would hurt to only be that
I know it's pathetic but for anyone who have anything to say , I would appreciate to read your thoughts on the matter

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