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Hello my good people out here. For those of you having a hard time just remember 'BEER IS ALWAYS CHEAPER THAN THERAPY'. Instead of going to bad therapists, call your friend and have few beers and see the magic happen. Beer🍺 is just water plus good 😊. Tried it and worked💯!
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Its been a while.......Six years ago, when I was 17 years old, I fell in love with a girl who was my everything. We spent three wonderful months together, but due to my immaturity, I made a mistake and we broke up. Since then, I have been with a few other girls and have had many feelings with them, even staying with some for more than a year and celebrating anniversaries. However, deep down, I can't stop thinking about her.

Over the past four years, I have only met her twice, but every time I see her, all the memories come flooding back and I am consumed by thoughts of her. I even have a folder of her photos that I look at frequently, and I find myself thinking about her all day long. Despite being with other girls, I still love her and can't seem to move on from her.

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this is my thoughts at their rawest form so forgive the lack of refinement.
for the past several years my life was plagued with inner conflict. I've gotten as close to yeeting myself off a building as I could ever possibly could, and it was all because of a goddamn boy.
I wouldn't even know where to start if you ask me to describe him. I could write sonnets about his eyes. I could speak about him for hours and I'd barely scratch the surface of who he is and how much I love him. every time I lay my hands on him feels so right, yet it isn't. I know it isn't. you don't have to write a paragraph preaching to me what's wrong and how to fix it because I don't want to know. I've already had my talk with God, and I've told him that I'm tired of asking Him to take this away from me. I've prayed and fasted and punished myself and I've tried everything I could without putting myself in danger, and He did nothing. the only thing I've gotten out of it is pain, guilt and self-hatred. so from here on out, I've set myself free. I'm tired of fighting and I'm tired of pain and I don't care what the consequences will be, but all I fucking know is that he's worth it.
it's the most terrifying thing to stare at what you've been told will happen to you if you live the way you've always felt is truthful and say "it's fucking worth it". it breaks the whole structure because hell is supposed to be the worst conceivable thing that can possibly happen to you and you simple realizing to yourself that there is nothing that will come that will make you regret the love you have is the scariest thing ever because of how free you suddenly are. the conflict within you has been settled and one side has won. you have understood that there's nothing that can change the feeling that this is the purest, rawest thing you can ever experience. no matter how much you tell yourself that it is wrong the core of your being is yelling at you saying IT'S GODDAMN RIGHT and at this point you just give in and let it take over you. this is what life is all about.
maybe one day we'll be safe to live our lives and love as truthfully as we want to. maybe one day we won't be terrified of being beaten to death by a mob of fanatics driven crazy by the cult that raised them. but until them we'll simply lurk in the shadows and behind closed doors I guess.

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Kindly Scroll if u r a teen pls😊😊

This might be the first time when am writing a vent actually needing help / relatablility. So if u relate to the vent pls share ur ideas i wanna know am not the only one 😁

So lately I've been thinking abt leading a simple life. Simple life in what sense u may ask a life of no or less desires maletm a life with no husband ( i enjoy and like guys tho🤧) , no kids, no luxury. Just a life with basic needs like simple food, non fancy clothes and roof over the head but the main things being social interaction with like minded people and serving the community for free ( or for the basic needs )
We all are suffering, being depressed, anxious, suicidal and all bcz we have endless desires that we have to fulfill most of them which are set by the society as a definition of success. What if i genuinely don't want them? Like the best kind of life for me is being with a community of selfless ppl serving orphans, living with them, eating what they eat, and giving them my all for free i just want my basic needs i don't want to work hard for this damn life.

Don't get me wrong am not saying money, kids, hubbys are evil endewm i believe if u r blessed with the right person and healthy children and a life in which u atleast don't suffer economically then des ylal infact i am traditional and if i ever get married i want to be a housewife and raise my 7 kids 😂 waiting for hubby being preety, cooking and all. But i don't think it's necessary to have these things to be happy in life.


And while i told this to my parents father understood my logic and was explaining to mom ( even tho he was saying it's a path of lazy ppl and failures ) on behalf of me while she was saying yhen hula invest yarekut lezi new tadya 😂😂

So is there anyone here who relates to this who actually thinks external things aren't necessary for ultimate happiness and infact their desire add to human suffering? And who actually wants to lead a simple life just free of luxury, spouses, kids and all,

Is it being lazy?

Am i being delusional?

Is it my age?

Doesn't my new path fullfil my voids as a human?

Will i regret

Idk esp after my father said it's a path of failures and am thinking like this bcz recently I've not been going out and am being a bit of a philosopher 😏 ሀሞቴ ትንሽ ፈሰሰ ( he's always correct ena azenku but idk if he is this time 😢)

I still work so hard ( med student😂), go out on dates and talk wz guys , invest on my beauty, health and work on self development like no other, but is it worth it and necessary 😢

Beka i want to live simple and enjoy serving the community with ppl who have the same mentality like me sharing love ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️


TELL ME IF U RELATE PLS🌹

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Sup guys, . Betam and yasechenekegne neger ale. . Wendemoche ehetoche ayetachu atelefugne. . . .gera gebet belognal. . ."endet🤔" lemen 🤔 yemilut negeroche betam teyake honewebegnal. . . . Negeru enedi new. . . My Gf . . .ende. . Senegenagne malet new 1makiyato tazaleche beka atebelam atitetam . . .malet men aseba new ? hule gize eko new. . . Ende beye enbi. . Techi enbi. . .koy birr yelewem bileshe new ? ayedelem. Ena lemdenew ? wtf is wrong with u.. . Ende. . . Men aseba new. Yehew ketegenagnen jemero 1makiyato new yemetitetaw. . .hooooo. . Mendenew chegeruwa simeselachu ? Lemendenew endezi yemetehonew ? lela neger zerezer aderege betsef selemetawekegne enji etsef neber. Yehe gen betam new yasasebegne . . Beteyekat baseb menem lagegne alchalekum . . . Eski hasabachehun . . .

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So my finance is extremely involved with his family which drives me crazy. He barely has time to spend with me because they take up so much of his time. Like one Sunday we were spending time together and they were calling him nonstop because his mom wanted to go somewhere. Mind you his mom knows we are together. And what annoyed me most was the fact that she can drive and take herself. This happens a lot. And he actually entertains it. Should I call the whole thing off? Because I’m becoming a completely different person. I’m becoming his angry person all the time.

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Have you ever been so obsessed with someone that you literally dream everything with them 😩 you don't know how the thought of seeing him happy brightnes my day you know what I'm doing for that his graduation is in month and I planned something so special for that so I started a job and am working hard to complete everything I planned for him in a month but the stress is killing me 😭 because am not getting everything as I planned but I believe GOD has plans he is everything I prayed for I hope he is safe

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Holla am M23 i go straight to my point I just wanna ask that Is there any girl who thinks luv exists or am I The only one dreaming, I believe in love why is it hard to find the one or am I looking in wrong places ahun ahun tesfa hula eyekoretko nw

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Hey there f 22
So... I've met someone online who lives in another country , he got my account from some telegram group and he is ethiopian.
& we talk everyday and we get closer and like each other too.
Btw i have never been in a relationship but now i am ready to have serious relationship lasts until marriage if it is God's will.

So now my question is .....

- Can it work meeting someone online from another country ?
- Has anyone had any success meeting someone online ?

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What point is there in living? Like, I genuinely want to know. Why is society very judgemental even our closest friends to families? If it weren't for the assumption people make out of our words we wouldn't even need this anonymous vent. It would have been better to talk and vent to someone personally and not get judged. At this rate I really need a therapy or else I gonna lose my God damn mind.
I never thought I would ever vent here but I just can't take it anymore. I really feel like suicidal like for real. But I am trying not to be that person but  I don't know how long it will last. How do you guys overcome such feelings and not give up? How so you cope with such society and misery? How do you guys stay positive and strong? How do you guys change your mindset into a sparkling and a positive energy?

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Six years ago, when I was 16 years old, I fell in love with a girl who was my everything. We spent three wonderful months together, but due to my immaturity, I made a mistake and we broke up. Since then, I have been with a few other girls and have had many feelings with them, even staying with some for more than a year and celebrating anniversaries. However, deep down, I can't stop thinking about her.

Over the past four years, I have only met her twice, but every time I see her, all the memories come flooding back and I am consumed by thoughts of her. I even have a folder of her photos that I look at frequently, and I find myself thinking about her all day long. Despite being with other girls, I still love her and can't seem to move on from her.

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. So here goes what's happening to my life... I had to get over my current Situationship and I started giving the guys that approach me a chance and started looking for something real. So I met this guy he's about 9 years older than me. He's good looking and seemed nice at first. Then he asked me out. So I went but I wanted this thing to last and as I mentioned earlier I was looking for something real so I wanted to take things slow . Little did I know it was the worst date i could ever experience in my whole life ig . And he kissed me in like 10 minutes . That's when it hit me it wasn't going to be the relationship I was looking for. And I kissed him back cause I knew I was never going to see his face and that I'll block him as soon as a get home. So I decided to go with the flow that day. And we ended up making out. He was such a bad kisser. And he tried to convince me to go to his house and spend the night with him but I refused. I never hated kissing more than I did that day. And I felt like I was cheating on my Situationship. Every little thing reminds me of him . I sometimes feel his scent all around me. He is currently talking to other girls and is acting like I don't exist. But I miss him💔. Demo have yall notice the city bemulu couple be couple honwal which makes me miss him even more What shall I do ? Going out with other guys apparently didn't help

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Dear bot I find myself surprised that I am sharing my things with you since I am not particularly outgoing and lack people to connect with ... In fact I have hardly conversed with others before ... Ultimately all I truly desire is to find that special someone who can love me for who I am ... btw it is my first time here ... not really I did commented once unknowingly but I deleted it today yeah I believed that I had connected with someone on a deep level through this channel as if we were kindred spirits ... this emotion were unlike any I've experienced before ... kemr we have not yet met in person eko hula It's difficult for me to understand how I can feel such strong thing for someone I have never even laid eyes on ... this girl is dealing with a lot in her own life right now ... bzu miyasasbat neger ale ena slene mechem maseb atchlm as she said it she don't want to hurt me good peoples all I want is to be with her and to be hurted Kemr ... I lack a physical connection with others and it disappoints me to see that some people seek relationships mainly for the purpose of having intercourse or to avoid the feelings of loneliness... my desire is different ... I simply love her for who she is ... Despite the apparent differences between us such as her richness and my modest lifestyle or her lack of religious conviction compared to my belief in God ... But I felt a strong pull towards her regardless of whether she reciprocates my feelings ... Now after a long thinking I have decided to stop everything and seek to experience the genuine profound love that lasts a lifetime ... Dear bot I only ask you for you to suggest me one true person who I can be connected with ... Thanks

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Hey y'all
I'm sitting here thinking about how this generation has absolutely destroyed what love should be
No one wants something serious
yawe hulum the same ayedelm Gn abzagnawen endza nw
now days everyone just want to hook up
wendoch sele setoch complain yaregalu
setoch demo sele ensu complain enargalen
🤦‍♀ ግን ማለት ነው አንድአንድ ገንገበቶች
literally what do you gain when you break a pure person heart what's the point acting like you care if you are just going to hurt them in the end?
If you don't truly love someone then don't steer them along

በ stupid exኦች ምክንያት እነሱን የተበቀላቹህ እየመሰላቹ ሌላውን አትጉዱ
ከእነሱ የባሳቹ ገንገበቶች አትሁኑ
if you can't find true love then work hard
just focus on yourself n enjoy your single life in peace
Nobody has ever died from being single
life is too short to be wasting your time with the wrong person

Pls ገንገበት's respect yourself
ladies have self respect
Respect yourself enough to walk away from anything that no longer serves you
Man
You must Respect yourself and understand your value as a man
Be a man not a boy
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Hi 22f here we have been dating with my boyfriend for almost a year before things get boring and I let him go then we sometimes go out for drinks and casual sex after that now i am pregnant with his child am far to long to get you know so I let him know at first he was excited even with all our problems he ask me to marry him we can start our own life he planned the life we can have together and stuff I wasn’t expecting that but I was happy then after 2 more months he is acting like he is not sure and he started distancing himself now we don’t even talk I am confused am I day dreaming or can this really be the end to this relationship

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I wanted to ask everybody who's deconstructing to share their religious trauma. it doesn't matter if you still consider yourself a believer or not or whatever religion you're deconstructing I just want you to share as much as you can.
and for those of you religious lads who are going to get into a hissy fit because of this, I want you to take a step back and wonder if it's really your place to police people's experiences somewhere where they're trying to share them.

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i am thinking about ghosting this guy i am talking to. it isnt bc he is bad at something or anything but i feel like i need to cut ties. does it feel bad to ghost a person, and the person u r ghosted does it hurt?

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Do we ever get to meet people without social media? I've stayed away from almost all social media for years, all It feels now is as if I'm invisible, women find it rather odd when I talk to them in person, I'm not weird or anything, it's just that the world has changed so much that I feel like I can't keep up with it. How do y'all meet people without SM?

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hey guys so we contacted my cousin in Spain( who knows my bf since he was little and is willing help us) he said that it will be easy for me to go there since I have spainish citizenship but not for him unless we have a document that proves our relationship has been for more than a year and/or that we lived together for some time which we don't have and not to mention we still are teenagers and I'm afraid they might not take us seriously if this doesn't work I don't know what we will do can't think of another country that will accept a bunch of foreign teenagers just like that so I guess spain is our only hope.

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Hey, so I have been studying for my finals. Logic and critical thinking if you have heard of it. It is great the subject matter is suberb.

Look at what I did I just said the same thing twice without giving any evidence to why it is great. It is called fallacy of begging the question or otherwise going in a circle.

Well, the way we talk is the way we think. This course is helping me see how flawed my analytic capacity was. It made it clear that book smart people aren't the most articulate people. In general University is proving to be a place of learning and growing.

My roommate said and I quote " esum timhrt hono yitenal." I was furious but just packed my stuff and left. I understand school might not be your thing and you think studying makes you ፋራ but what is with the negatively laden judgment. How can u still operate on a highschool level? That is her part to figure out.

Again a bit random, but have you ever gone thru a person's profile pictures and constructed an identity about them? Because I have a lot especially when I was younger. Call it over thinking or what you will but I always felt like people left clues here and there, and I liked picking them up. Whenever I put something on my profile I feel like I put an actual piece of me out there. Funny right?

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Hey guys, it's my first time venting here. Am 23 and my bf is 28. It's been 1 year nd 5 month since we started dating. He's my first. When we first started dating I told him that I need constant reassurance, I need to spend quality time , am insecure nd all. He used to act that way for a while but not anymore his Instagram following is full of girls nd he's in their likes fyi he told me he don't like the way I dress nd he likes a girls pic who dresses like that And I overthink like crazy it's costing me my peace. He still has his ex's pic on his phone. Nd I did communicate most of it nd no change. I feel like he's still with me coz he doesn't wanna hurt my feeling since he prefers to hurt that hurting others. Am Soo confused Am thinking about ending things or should I wait?

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Jesus Christ I am so triggered right now, throwing a few punches might help. But brothers seriously... WHAT HAPPEND TO THE BRO CODE???
I see guys around me trying to get in between his friend and girlfriend bro wtf, i saw even some posts on here and other channel 🤦🏾‍♂️

Man up!

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ISo there is this girl I have been dating Ena I am not sure if she loves me or not cause I don’t wanna fell deep if she doesn’t feel the same way for me Ena how do I know if she loves me or not

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MY PARENTS ARE NOT MY PARENTS!!!
For those of you who didn't see my previous vent please look at it first so you could understand my situation and judge
Part 6
One day 7 month from now, while I was chilling, a notification in my insta pops up and when I opened it I saw an unusual text saying " DON'T PANIC, I AM YOUR FATHER you have a brother called A  who is 14 years old and I reached to you now because you have grown up to analysis things and you are ready, sorry I wasn't there for you but I can explain "   and I laughed it out  thinking it was a scam(because I have heard things about this types of scams) so as a usual guy I played along with it saying " father were have you been😭" and then he sent me the so called brothers photo saying sensitive things so I stoped texting him  and I could have blocked him but for some reason didn't, because I still thought about "what if". the next day a notification pops up from his account and I pressed it with worry " what if it is true" then a load of photos unfolded and when i saw the content i was unready for what to come,  I WAS DISAPPOINTED BECAUSE ALL THESE YEAR MY FEELING WAS RIGHT. I saw a photo of me when I was a baby held by my mother and my father, saw me playing with my father and many more...It turns out he is truly my biological father and I had a half brother that i don't know existed but the most unexpected thing that I saw is my mother, in that photo my mother who held me was my AUNT!!!.    I know my life is a fucking DRAMA
Part 7
All things were connecting now, all questions were answered and all gaps were filled, now it was not just a thought but it was the truth the whole time. I was mad, confused, sad, frustrated and disappointed. It turns out my sisters and brothers were my cousins and my father was my aunts husband and my mother my aunt and my aunt my mother. I knew myaunt this whole time, she often comes to our house and she was my favirote aunt, my question was these whole time wy didn't she tell me?😔 why hide the truth? i dont know and i am afraid to know the truth. But I was ready for it,for some reason I knew this day will come and you could say i am crazy but for some reason i knew that my aunt was connected someway in all these shit but didn't expected it like this don't ask me how, I don't know may be GOD who knows and I wised and prayed i was wrong but the sad story Is i am not. 
Now the true question is:-My real biological father insisted that I meet him and let him explain and that my brother knows about me and wants to meet me but I am afraid to confront the truth. So you know what I did this 7 month?  I acted normal, like nothing happened but I was crying in my room but show no sign no were else, I didn't confront my real biological father and diggied his profile and I saw he had his on whole life In other country's and has a wife and a single son which is my brother, and I am seeing all my family and my aunt and pertaining like noting happened but deep inside I felt I was being stabbed over and over again, deep inside I did it  because I didn't want to lose the life I have built and I feared the outcome of facing it, that every thing will not be the same again, I don't want that to happen so PLEASE!!! help me what should I do, should I continue ignoring these truth and live my life as it is or should I confront them I really really really need your advice and I know this happened to me for a reason, I know I am in these family for a reason and I am great full for it but now I DON'T NO WHAT TO DO!!!

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Hello, 20M
MY PARENTS ARE NOT MY PARENTS!!!
Your going to see some drama
But These is my true story and I need help so please give me a genuine advice
Part 1
Here is my story, in my early years were I had a beautiful life were the sun always shines and never fall, were I had a loving mother, a loving father, sisters and a brother whom which I loved the most and still love, and were I was the younger child or that was what I THOUGHT, I was happy, funny, positive, loving and i loved spending time with my family(don't make me wrong they loved me as i was there on son and I loved them for that and i am still there son), BUT every thing slowly started to change after the age of 14, after I stared seeing the world as it is.
Part 2
I stared noticing weird subtitle hints, at first I ignored them pretending, saying " pff what a weird thought ha", but it won't STOP!! they kept on repeating again and again until i couldn't ignore them. At first they were funny stories my dad used to tell me about how he found a little monkey in the woods were his mother abandoned it and my father took the monkey with him and shaved his whole hair, cut his tail and suddenly poofff the monkey turned into a child and twist line the little monkey who was abandoned was me, my father used to make fun of me with these joke and I used to laugh at these joke, I truly didn't understand at the moment what the joke was hiding beneath it but you now I had these inner filling that the joke wasn't somehow a joke and I am sad😢 and disappointed that the joke wasn't a joke.
Part 3
l didn't notice any thing from my relatives nor other people who were close with my parents, but from my distant relatives I noticed the most clues, like when they come to our home and Greet me nearly all my distant relatives assume that I am my older brother which in these case is the last born child of my parents, in these situations I just smile and say "no he is my big brother I am the last one" and they will replied "when did they have a new one" and my parents will give some excuse and I get confused and I am like "what? how don't any one know I exist when they first meet me, surely all of them knew my brother exist" but I quickly ignore them , well that is until I started noticing our family albums.
Part 4
In our family albums I saw every life line of my sisters and brother childhood, especially!!! my brothers, i thought it's b/c my father wanted a son that will continue his line, that's why it took him 4 sisters to have one son so that was special to my parents, I guess. And the suspicious part was mine was missing, I didn't see any of my photo's of my birth nor photos were I was atmost 3 years old and That got me really, really suspicious from a young age and slowly those unanswered questions and unfilled gaps started to concern me and question me my identity, "am I not there son?", "where are my photo's?", " is the story of the monkey about me?", "why some people act wired near me?".


Part 5
Well I know it is sad but all these clues still I didn't want to believe, I didn't want to accept them, I avoided them like nothing happened, I pushed these thoughts deep inside me, I acted normal. And for 6 years I leaved with these thought and throw time slowly I started to change and my behavior started to change as while, I was funny but I started becoming series and rigged, I used to love spending time with my family but I started ignoring them, I used to be open but I started to be closed, I felt deep inside I didn't belong, and my feelings became senseless, (DON'T TAKE IT TO EXTREME I still had a normal life there were no significant changes and no one suspected I had these thoughts) and my suspicion grew larger as I grew older and became more able to analyze things UNTIL ONE DAY THEY WERE NOMORE SUSPICIONS😖 YA I KNOW MY LIFE IS A FUCKING DRAMA

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Hi endet nachu am 23F enen yametagn le relationship intereste eyemote nw malet bagatami kebizu wendoch gar etewawekalew enesum likerbugn yimokiralu Ene gin wereachew Hulu yidebiregnal I dono what happened on me rasen Betam open lemareg mokirealew gin eskahun liwedew michilew wend alagegnehum min tilugnalachu

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So my dad is very toxic and manipulative and I think it's because of his childhood turama he is so controlling and toxic like betammmm controlling new berasachem menem enedenaderg ayfekdem even momen erasu betam new yemiketatelat kebet seteweta she have to tell him where she is going ena kesew gar menamen litigenani kehone like her sister or friends yemetal abren new yeminedew yelatena lela bota yewesedatal I want to go meet my friends menamen sitelew kene beltewebish yelatal which is a form of manipulation betam new yemichohew demo menem sanaderegew yezeganal like for a month or 2 ayanagerenem yikirta teyiken leminenew menamen new yemiyawaran but he says he is doing all this for us ena when something happens ena sinitala esu new kenia belay yemigodaw I don't know how to help him cause this is clearly mental illness gen demo esun please lemadreg endaynaded eyalen hulachenem esu yemifeligewen becha eyaregen new but as a day pass I feel so miserable 😖😖😖😖 knowing my mom is the most unhappy person makes me more depressed andande bifatu beye emenialew leniam lerasachewem it's would be better that way gen demo who am I to say that
Btw I am 19 and so guys I need your advice should I just ignore him and do what makes me happy weyes tinish gize new yekereni leza esun yemilewen madreg liketel

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Look I had this guy which is his in neighbor and I always see him that he bring a different girls ever night I don't know keyet erasu endmiyagegachew and bcha I hate him and then when he met me on the way mnamn he start talked to me to give him my phone number but I refuse and idk where he get my number but he call me then always told him not to call me bcha after that he changed his home to other neighbor after that we never met but after 1 year mnamn we met on taxi and he say I'll call you and he called bcha beatkalay selamen nesag he say I love you mnamn I still hate him kza mn endalg tawkalchu he want to cast me for his film and also he wants me to work with him but why and also am not interested in film industry I also refuse it but he never listen he want me to try it bcha let me think bye zm alku kza dmo he got me in my weeknes (money) he told me there will be a work that pays good also it goes with my filed but I don't wanna met him he's bitch nger when he ask me why I hate him I say I always sees you when you bring a girl to your home and I don't want to be one of them and you know what he says it was not him that was his friend mnamn ughh bcha boys are boys and kbzu tert bhewala we met and after we talk mnamn he try to kiss me bcha what am trying to say is what should I do should I ghost him or tell him not to meet me or call me or should I see what his trying to do fyi I need money but should I ignore it... please advise me please

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