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Their is a guy i met and fell in love and we start dating then after 1 year of relationship he propose to me ask me to marry him ofc i say yes then le family tenegere shemagele telake hulum ngr process lay nw then after all of this he said that he wants to marry 2nd wife minamn i wasn't happy about this but just i don't want lose him so i agree then he found 2nd wife he introduce me to her but idk man this not what i want i don't want share my husband with another woman i want him just for my self he i tell him my opinion i scared that i will lose him beside everything is on process to get married family minamn eyetezegaju nw idk please help(specially muslims) what should i do? Should i leave him or just continue????

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Sup guys, am a uni student and i have a gf, she has a great personality. The thing is she lied to me about her past. She had sexual relation with my friend which i didn't know at the beggining. (If i known i wouldn't date her at first place). Keza after sometimes i figure out a lot of things that she lied and hid. Ena id don't know what to do. Wste tewat ylegnal keza demo i have a feeling for her.gra yegebaw neger new. And a few months ago i told her that we should not keep going. Keza she cried and begged me to forgive her and start all the things again, which i tried to gin sadly i can't forget the lies she told me. Wst wsten ybelagnal. And mkerugn esti.

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I started medical internship in one of well known teaching referral hospitals in the country. why does life gets brutal on some people? why does God want to absolutely wreck someones life? people hurt by breakup or losing some friend..I have been alone for the past 7 years, most of them are sleepless because of empty stomach or missed psychiatric pill. people worry about their insta likes, I do not have my own phone to catch patient x ray or some shit....no body cares. if one patient passed away in my hand everybody blame, try to sue me. Fuck you. i don't care.

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This is for the love of my life, Phoebe99.
I met you when I was at my lowest and you made my life feel better ever since. But I have failed you. I couldn't keep my promise and I relapsed into the usual self-harm route. Things were never the same since I observed some changes in you last year. It's as if you have been fed up with my BS. Of course, I took a fair share of all that happened because I couldn't keep you happy as you have kept me content with my life. I am an utter failure. It's all my fault. I am sorry that Mom knew what I had been up to and tried to make you feel bad with those texts. And I am sorry I couldn't keep my word when I said "...by my blood". If I failed at unaliving myself then what is the use of living an empty life without you? I am beyond broken. I still have not accepted that I am your EX. I still think highly of you and my heart beats only for you. I am so sorry for everything that I have put you through.
I love you with all my heart and nobody is going to replace you until the day I die.
If you read this and know it is me please you do not have to reach me. Do whatever makes you feel happy.
In case I get out of this alive, I hope we might see one day and try to regain the empathy we lost along the way.
From that anatam dude.

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I am 26 ena I have never have a intimate relationship or love with a girl and no girls are interested in me even , is this normal? I have trouble being with the community and I am mostly lonely I would always wonder about the future

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Selam everyone ,


I need to vent.

There was a girl ena we made a lot sex (protected በጣም)....እና i has been almost one month and she said she haven't seen her period for a month?..she didn't even tell me she havent seen her period for a month?...she suggested she is pregnant and i dont want to get into unprepared serious marriage or another path?...ምን ትመክሩኛላችሁ በቅንነት please?

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What happned to me ?m a horribel person and im the only one who knows that .. I'm dating outside my religion having zero feelings for the guy. I'm basically using him for the things he does for me and cheat on him . Hard to say im even respecting my religion anymore. I sin alot.. knowingly . I'm a cheater and a liar and a maniuplater . I m messed up and I hate myslef . I don't think I have a heart anymore or will be able to fall inlove or deserved to be loved.

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it's gonna be long one, bear with me,
It's my first time venting here, I just got really lonely and don't have other people to talk to my pain so, I just thought I could vent it on strangers so here we go🙂
I'm teenage 16 F , divorced parents, currently living with my fathers parent(my grand parents)
So here's the thing, I'm kinda kelem student was number 1 student since grade6 I'm now 10, but this second semester I ranked no 2, thanks to oromic, anyways the thing is I mean I accepted it but like still have uk idk ufff bcha it hurts, malet I work hard, ena bcha my grand parents snegrachew alakabdum, gn my grand father idk his word hurts uk, what I'm I even writing? Idk bcha, the other day I was sleeping cause I was sick and he came from work and said " zarem tegadmeshal? Asdegemubsh ende" idk why it hurts me so much, ena yezane bcha I'm overthinker so like endeza silegn bandm belelam ayayze keteta ke divorced family slalegn new bye azamje, fathern be tg tenagerkut malet like he sent me some photos of his other family (happy family) so I said don't send this kinda stuff, good for u, u got happy marriage don't need to rub it on me that my mother doesn't care, mnamn ena he tried to communicate in what he thought he would help me gn he just blamed it on me like, we gave u ab option to come live with us mnamn, bcha whatever alefe, zare demo I wanted to be productive bcha so I took shower betewatu keza ate mnamn ena tnsh relax larg bye I was watching some TikTok, granddad came and said atategnim? New weys asdegemubsh? It's hurts uffff, I never talked back tohim, today gn I couldn't, I was holding back what I felt, so I let out my anger, he wasn't the one who reminded me to read eko, I always do it salbal, and I said don't u think about my emotion, my feelings, no one understand, u don't even have friends who understands, it's just me, and me is tired, I'm crying while writing this, I'm wanting to commute suicide, I mean ik eko I'm overreacting but it still hurts, why can't I just be like my step sisters, why do I have to have this family, anyways that's it, sorry for bothering, thank u for reading 🖤

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Am 24 years old male
I am in a relationship for over a year now. I love her and she loves me too. We never had sex because we both think we have to do it after marriage but we make out sometimes. Am a physical touch person I want to have a lot of intimate moments but I don't think she is. She gave me a lot of excuses everytime I ask to make out mnamn and now I am feeling embarrassed to ask her because I feel like am forcing her. I feel frustrated everytime I met her. I don't know what to do

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Let us call him X
Ena X is my crush since i was grade 9 I'm 12 now ene 9 eyalew esu 11 neber betam konjiye tegbabi betam confident bzu setoch miwedut lj nw he knows it demo ena ehe crush teblo yetejemerew neger eyekoye wede love eyetekeyere meta 1 ken rasu awerechew alakem ye ayn fikir nw mibelew enenja😂 keza 10 gebaw esu demo 12 then le guadegnoche mnam negerkuachew mnamn endi komen eyaweran mnamn esu siyalf ene maweraw hula nw mitefabegn eje mnamn yenketeketal😂 demo ene manm sw lay interest ataw i remember 10 segeba betam buzu wend approach yaregegn neber ene gn wef esun neber mefelegew keza ametu liyalk hone beka yet abate ayewalew class kaleke bubala demo 12 nw degami aymetam beka keftogn yemecheresha ena yemecheresha gize sayaw tz yelegnal zm bye eyayehut "fetari kale yagenagnenal zoro zoro yetem ayhedem" egalku demo yehone connect endeneber yesamagn neber maryamn😭...keza beka hulum alefe enem 11 gebaw mnamn esu yet ydres yet yehid makew tarik alneberem keza gn ke 5 wer befit nw meselegn Instagram segeba text argual esu malet nw ene behiwete endeza yetedesetkubet ken tz aylegnem keza becha class leshegnesh mnamn blogn neber mejemreya yetegenagnenew shegnegn class dres mnamn beka enawera neber, enegenagn neber andande date neger malet nw keza gn kes eyale his intention sex endehone gemetkugn ene demo bezi seat alchelem endi aynet neger ena beka gost aderekut esum beka zm ale yemer enen felego kehone text yaregal bye snt ken tebekut zm ale mnamn enem beka move on mareg alebegn alku...keza i meet someone i started deting him mnamn betam tru lj nw yemrun nw miwedegn akalew esu...keza ehe X yetebalew aweragn intentionu sex endalhone mnamn busy neberkugn sorry mnamn ale ena I'm confused lawraw? Weys cheat mareg nw? Demo i have i feeling for both of them i don't wanna lose them😭 Karma is a bitch demo enew ga nw zoro zoro

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Hey everyone, I need to vent a bit. So, I found myself in a bit of a friend zone predicament. It all started when I met this person online, and we decided to take our connection offline with an in-person meeting. We went for a walk, had some great conversation, and then planned to grab a bite at a café. But just before heading in, they dropped the bombshell: we're just friends, right? I was caught off guard and, in the moment, just went with it, brushing it off. We continued hanging out, having simple conversations and enjoying each other's company, but I hesitated to make any romantic moves, worried about misreading the situation.
I've paid for our outings, not because I felt obligated as a man, but because it seemed like the right thing to do in those moments. Now, she's invited me to her birthday party, but I couldn't attend, partly because of scheduling conflicts, but also because I'm unsure about the dynamics between us. Should I seize the opportunity and make a bold move, like going in for a kiss? I'm torn and could use some advice. What are your thoughts on this?

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...ሰው መውደድ ግን ሲከብድ አንዳንዴስ ባላወኩህ እላለሁ ...እስከ ጨለማዬ ብኖር (  ሳውቅህ አይደል የወገገግልኝ  ስቀርብህ አይደል የበራልኝ¿)ስወድህ ልክና ገደብ አጥቻለሁ ምን ተሻለኝ ይሆን? ቆይማ ምን ባደርግ የኔ ትሆናለህ ?ለነገሩስ አሻፈረኝ ብለህ ሸሽተህ የለ ግን ይገርመኛል የቱ ጋር ምኑ ጋር እንደወደኩልህ ራሱ አላውቅም እኮ🥺 እንጃ እልህም እንደሁ ብዬ ካንተ ሸሽቼ አየሁት ብሶብኝ አረፈ እንጂ መቼ አስታገሰልኝ 😩 ውዴዋ ዛሬም ድረስ ሳስብህ ከፊቴ  የሚቀድመው በዛች ቀን የኖረህ ሞገስና ውበት ነው(ሰው እንዴት እንዲህ ያምራል🌸) ሆዴዋ ጠረንህን እኮ ከየቱንም ሉባንጃ ከየቱም ሽቶ የማይነፃፀር  የማይረሳ ድምቀት ነው¿ ❣️ አባቴዋ ናፈከኝ እኮ 🖤ምን ይሻለኛል ግን? እስኪ ደግሞ ልሂድ አዛኝቷ ጋር ትሰጠኝ እንደሁ  ዳግም ልለምናት💜

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Have u ever felt a burden for someone whom u don't won't to be? Anyone who is reading my vent I want u to tell me ur perspective about friendship. Like what's friendship???

I thought I was right about my definition but I guess I'm not. After joining collage things were never like they used to be. when I was a kid I gave a big value to my friends my sis always said love ur friends but don't trust them too much I didn't heard her and end up being in mess. The friendship I thought it would last...it didn't. But I'm not that sad now because I have a good friend. A friendship that lasted for 10 and half years which I'm proud of. They're other friendship too. But after joining collage it became hard to make a friend. There might be a problem with in me but still I just see the bad things. They say collage is the best year of ur life but here I am couldn't make a decent friendship. The so called friend I have right now she's good in her way but the last weekend she literally cuts me from all of the things that bound us when I asked her why she said she's not giving and taking any advantage from this thing so she don't want it anymore at that time I kinda understand her because even myself when I make u my friend I always see what kind of advantage I get form the friendship. But then the friend I told u about(my 10 year friend) when I told her about this situation she said "what kind of friendship is that? Like I make u my friend and I just want u to stay that's all" and it make me to sit and think. Of course it's selfish of me trying to look advantages form friendship I swear I was not like this but things happen and I became like this and if u ask me " why are u sad when ur collage friend told u that u're like her too" my answer will be I didn't expect it to come I thought we were friends the real ones and I didn't expect her to say it in my face to. It feels like she said " u're such failure a burden to me"( we used to do a lot of things beside studying)


Anyways thank you for reading and pls don't forget to stat ur definition of friendship.

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Why do I do anything?
What's my reason for doing the things I do?
What would I accomplish before my time in this world comes to a close?
What am I afraid of? Why do I feel the need to hide behind a mask?
Has the trauma I encountered in life actually paralyzed my ability to move on and live?
Was I able to fix my inferiority complex? Is it still present in my life?
Will I stop being afraid of everyone and stop doubting them? Will I ever be what I want to be in life?
Will I ever be happy? Content? Confident? Present in life?
These are questions that plague me every day. But this hell of a life needs questioning simply because letting it pass by me is not an option I'll be able to accept anymore. There needs to be a change in perspective in how I view things. My outlook on life is flawed and has been consistently reaffirmed by the many warped thoughts that I entertained when I was in a dark place. So if anyone here has been able to break the perpetual cycle of insecurity and sadness, I would appreciate it if you would point me in the right direction.

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I just wanna vent my frustration with people not accepting or at least being nonchalant about atheism ppl, he is atheist owk mehh lets get on with our lives why can’t u all do that , if a dude came up and said i am a muslim u wouldn’t be riled up all of a sudden if atheist and u wanna kill him , mind u you are also atheist to thousands of religious, bruv we need like a community of atheists ppl , why does it have to be like coming out to ur family as being gay or gtosexual or some shit , bro sometimes i fear for my life ppl out of the blues ask me for my religion and i say i am athiest it took me a lot of courage to do that so far i aint got no death threats gn one day someone fuck up yemrghe yemlghalghe , like why? Jesus bro chill

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Girl friend alegn sex adrgenal mekemechawa tenkara neber
Le 1 amet teleyayten neber dgami sagegnat mekemechawa muamutual laltual sakfat taleksalech
Beteleyayenbet wekt yetefetere neger yamelekt yihon chenkognal amakrugn

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Hey guys I’m 20 F
So these question just popped into my mind.
Am I bad person? So this is the thing I keep distance myself from peoples that I think they aren’t good for me. But at the end of the day they will be good person. And also they talk shit behind my back ena they will act like they want me menamn ena idk how to tell you berifly but idk am just confused. Pls say something

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"Hey everyone, I need to get something off my chest. I'm in the best relationship with a girl who loves me deeply, does everything for me, and is completely devoted to me. She's loyal, a virgin, and gives her all to our relationship. However, there's one issue that's been bothering me - she's very active on Telegram and Instagram. I can't shake the feeling that she might be talking to other guys when she's online. Despite being skilled in cyber security, I crossed a line and hacked into her accounts one day. To my relief, I found nothing incriminating. But the paranoia persists every time I see her online. How do I rid myself of this insecurity and trust her completely? It's not healthy for our relationship, and I want to overcome this hurdle."

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So here is the thing i only been in love once after him i never liked anybody and never been with anyone. I always thought i would be in relationship only if i genuinely liked someone so even i've been asked out i always said no. But recently i met this guy i taught was cute he asked me out and i said yes because i was bored and i have nothing do plus like i said he was good looking dude .now i'm in relationship and it's so fucking draining .i think i only liked his looks and said yes .we are not compatible at all.I'm realizing this day by day while he's telling me how much he has fallen for me since we got together. i feel bad for leading him on knowing exactly How i feel.i keep telling myself i would develop feeling if i gave things more time but i'm actually going in the opposite direction.idk maybe i should have stayed single but i also want to be in love again. I miss being in relationship because i like somebody not for the sake of relationship

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Hello everyone😁 I'm a 25 years old girl. Okayy imma be honest about what i need, i wanna make my life exciting, have new experience create beautiful memories in this repetitive same old days of mine i wasn't an out going person but now i want to change that.....it could be going somewhere with a mesmerising view (mountains.lakes)and sitting there and admiring that beauty...you can introduce me to whole new perspectives about life giving me your favourite book and I'll  read it i know there's so much new thing for me to learn ye ይስማከ ወርቁ dertogada endanebebku stuck yareku sew negn😄 I'd not hate it you influencing me to know those amazing writers, books I'm missing or it canbe  going out somewhere cool having a real convo while drinking and listening to cool musics 🤎🤎 also going to music events too....and I'm not talking about betam fancy slehone ngr kelal slehonut nw or some other decent stuffs  you wanna suggest me to do it together....  I'm searching for somebody who can do this with me,if you need someone to accompany you i can be that😁 and of course I'm broke that's why i can't do this by myself😂😂 you should have the money to do so i can hear you saying "yeman defar nat"😂😂😂 mnm lanareg endi gizeyen makatlew kanchi gar mnamn😂 gn mn chgr alew ehtachu aydelehu😥 mn ale endi bthonulgn mn tgodalachu😄 mnalbat endi zm blo arif gizwochn masalef mifelg sew dnget ketegegne bye nw maybee😒...and guys who is just thinking about going out and having sex at the end don't you dare text me that's not what I'm searching for 😭 for God's sake there are more fun things to do other than sex. while we hanging around if we feel like being more than friends i don't mind kalhone gn abren gize slasalefn bcha sexual ngr wst megbat alebn blachu kasebachu tewut i can find somebody like this almost everywhere 😒😏...wishing i can find somebody who can understands this and spend unforgettable days together🤎🤎 techemaleksh blachu kasebachu yaw tesadebu 😂

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Any girls out here getting obsessed with masturbation. I feel guilty as fuck. I stopped for almost a year but now I'm back . I wanna get outta of this . Any one with advise to help me please 🙏

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Hey.. so um I had this one guy friend, we met on tiktok and stuff, i thought of supporting his vids and we became friends pretty easily. but then he suddenly confessed his feelings to me, but sadly i rejected him cause I'm still not ready and can't have a relationship :( years passed, we been a good bestfriends for a while, we do flirting for fun btw. and then... i suddenly caught feelings, i realized how gentle and kind of a person he was. all of my years not falling in love this is actually the first time. the way he compliment me... the way he talks to me... makes me feel special... but then this one girl, came into his life. the wrost part is, they're dating. the way my heart broke when he mentions that to me, i couldn't stop crying for days. my chest felt heavy and hurt everytime i remember him. but one day, they broke up. that made me relief, but i thought his heart still fills with her love. i was there for him, i made him feel better for months. and then we got back again, he made me feel special, loved. "you're the only girl i love", " you're the prettiest girl I've seen" hah... funny joke, he probably said that to that girl... which hurt me now... he got back again with her... what about my feelings? i thought we already talked about how bad she is, talking behind her back,calling her names? but now you said you still loves her? i gave you many signals, is it not enough? is my love not enough?... i couldn't help but cried while typing this... we stopped talking... i couldn't help it anymore i decided to text him first, "can you block me" and he did, so casually. i thought you said "please don't ever leave me you're the most important thing to my life" but what about now? i want to support your relationship but it hurts so much... my chest kept hurting everytime i remembered about you... i hope, you don't come to me back ever again. please... and for the girl, please don't hurt his feelings... treat him well... i hope you both gets a healthy life..

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Bzu gize interesting person lememsel madergachew negeroch bzu neger eyesatugn new am feeling lost wedet eyehedku endehone rasu alawkm am uni fresh student beka like des mayl enviroment selam minesa bota yalehut hule and neger smokr lene ayseram ....just sewochn lememsel smokr i loose bzu neger ....yejemerkuachewn tlilk negeroch lemeketel saseb ahunm des mayl senfena
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Koy ene gar bcha new yhe ebdet ene bcha negn endezi misemagn
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In the labyrinth of my mind, I find myself grappling with unfamiliar emotions, questioning if what I feel for you is indeed love. Each day begins with your presence lingering, occupying my thoughts like a dedicated athlete preparing for the Olympics. I contemplate if you tire of this relentless pursuit. Mornings are spent pondering if you perceive me as beautiful while I ready myself, envisioning scenarios of shared laughter and intimacy, dreaming of a future where we navigate life's challenges together. Your absence weighs heavily on me, yet the mere thought of you brings forth a rush of adrenaline and oxytocin. I yearn to confide in you, seeking solace in your embrace and reassurance in your words. Night falls, and you remain the last thought before slumber claims me, your absence a palpable void until you once again invade my dreams. I harbor a desire to shield you from the world's harshness, to cherish you as if you were the last precious egg on Earth. Yet, amidst these sentiments, doubt creeps in, fueled by insecurities and past experiences. Your affectionate gestures hint at love, yet my heart hesitates to fully embrace it. Could it be my low self-esteem or fear of heartbreak that holds me back? Perhaps it's societal expectations or familial pressures that cast shadows of doubt. The uncertainty gnaws at me, leaving me torn between longing for love and fearing its consequences. Despite the uncertainty, I find solace in the belief that our paths crossed for a reason, leaving the possibility of forever lingering in the realm of "maybe." And as a 16-year-old, nearly 17, I grapple with these emotions, unsure of where they may lead.

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Hey guys i am a girl who's starting to look at life differently. I am trying to change myself. I am being more aware that life is precious. I paused and looked at myself and saw that i didn't like what i had become. I wanted to change but that needs discipline. Have you ever tried and still didn't feel like it is good enough? I look at people on socials and say really how come them and not me? But that is the problem. We compare someone's highs to our lows. Then we feel discouraged and stop our growth. With social media it is a constant battle of am i good enough? But they got there and so can you and plus you don't know the behind the scenes. Everyone is going through it one way or another, some are just better at hiding it from others. So as i am struggling this battle i urge you to do the same cuz we will taste victory as well. Life isn't fair but that's for everyone.

Ayzochu Bertu Yesakalchuhal Destega tehonalchu Manem Meto Seketama Yehone Entae Mathonubet Mekniyat Yelem.

Its You Vs You. Nobody else.

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So I was 9 when I had the thought of killing myself and it was with a leather belt and while it was happening I took a faint and woke up apparently, years later when I was 12; I got fed up with life again and I tried to end it with a detergent and still failed, I woke up again after that. Again years when I was 15 similar issue happened tried to hand my self with a rope and failed again. Again years later when I was 18 I tried jumping from a building from the 3 weirdly I survived without a scratch. years later when I was 20 tried that again still failed. years later when covid hit during the pandemic I tried to cut myself for like an hour or 2, the knife was not sharp enough I sharpened it multiple times but couldn't get deep enough then I gave up..... or so i thought so last year multiple families died, one my closest friend which I grew up with died in his sleep before we could meet up then I tried to OD but my brothers came saw me and the math didn't add up to them cuz the amount of pills I took and my state of health didn't make sense to them.
What the is keeping me from what I wanna do?
It's odd for a mind state such as this cuz I came from a stable family and a very very religious one to make it even more clear my father was born of a prophecy type of thing, his dad my grandpa who wanted nothing to do with the world and stay for the rest of his life in a monastery was kept from it cuz the father of that place told him to find a woman and marry her have seven kids and his bloodline should continue. And he was told within the third day of him staying in that monastery. To make it even more weirder my father was the first child (son) who met my mom of a day of the third and got married with in a year of that day which is the third day of the month and gave birth to the day third day of a month 9 months later.
I personally do not feel like I shouldn't exist, but here I am. What should I do? I can't clear my head off of this suicide thoughts, finding no purpose to exist. I just Don't know man.

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I have this vent that u know that you feel dark soul person comes to u someone like that came to my life recently the worst thing is that person Tells me a whole story of their suffering I'm mean I'm sad for that person but in other way it's getting me depressed but if I try to distance myself that person uses the sickness of the person jesus I mean I really hope their life gets better and get better life to get them about I mean I'm not saying it's bad person but u don't have to share everything to someone u r not close to so why does that person tell and surrounded me with their dark and depressed life we all have problems and we all may wana talk but this far till no pt of return I'm tired I just want to get surrounded with happy and positive behavior

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20M. Idk why but I'm fundamentally repulsed by women's biology. It's not women who disgust me, but rather their bodily functions. Thinking about periods, pregnancy and all that makes me nauseous.Last month, I read about some guy fucking his girl while she was menstruating, and I couldn't hold down food for a week. I don't even think I can be near a girl while she's on her period. Even pregnant women weird me out. I feel like a jerk but I can't help it. All this is making it hard for me to have relationships. Last week, my friends set me up with a pretty hot chick and we got together in a cafe, had some drinks and had a good time. Then she got up to go to the bathroom, and there was a red spot on her white skirt. Doesn't take a genius to figure it out. I bolted immediately. Later, the girl called one of my friends crying and asked why I left. I covered it up and told my friends some excuse and they all thought I was an asshole for leaving without telling her. And they didn't even know the real reason. Never saw the girl again but I shouldn't have done that

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am I the only one who feels choked?,wore out,trapped but lost at the same time? afraid for a change?wanting something but not sure if I can handle it?am I the only one who's heading to her 20's in a month and so scared of what's next?am I the only who is burning out while doing nothing?am I the only one whose inside feels just like a burning day with a burning overhead sun at a cemetery ceremony?am I the only one who is tired of the surrounding?please tell me I am not the only one who feels so scattered that I want every piece to fade away so quietly and never ever become a one whole conscious piece again.smirk at me and tell me that it's over for me until I'm fully swished & squeezed out to lose the last drip of hope that's left within and become deserted.
or tell me that someone is dreaming and I'm just an element there. shush me and convince me it is supposed to end sooner.what the heck is all this?🥲

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