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If you are the eldest daughter how is your relationship with your dad going I think he expects a lot from me yeneber idk why we don't talk for 5 yrs living in the same house he used to be the best dad for me like migerm relation nbrn tseguren serto egren atbo teret eyanebebe yastegnan nbr and now I am like a dead person zurom ayayegn mn endarekut alawkm and as a woman's first love is her father for me he is my first heart break too I am not even interested in a man these days...idk I would love to be back with him gn tz silegn mnw abate balhone ynbr elalehu bcoz enem load bezabgn since childhood bzu leftual lene yalhonew ylm ena ke aymroye belay hone ahun yaregegn sasbew dmo hulun lfatun be 0 abazaw my peace of mind nw yasatagn ymr

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Hey beautiful people 24f
I’m starting to wonder… do tall men even exist anymore? 😭😂 Because why is every guy I meet somehow ending up being shorter than me?
I’m 1.72m betam tell yemibal kumet nw le set?
Don’t get me wrong, I have nothing against short guys🙌but as a tall girl, I’m simply asking for someone taller than me. Is that really too much to ask?😭🤣
Like… where are you guys?? Where are the tall men hiding?

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So lately i feel i am happy when i am with friends and all but when i spend time with myself i start to feel alone even when there are people around me and when i try to find my person i mean my other half i dont go all in idk i would feel like i am being despirate and all

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And the war begins again, and another trauma is going to happen, I am living in Amhara region, we smelling something worse is coming, and I don't knew what to do,,
being alone
being surviving mode
being in war
I think I am not going to survive this time, and I wish we all Ethiopia love Each other!

and what if after life hell is going to swallow me, suffering pro max,

finally, God help me please, pray for me Ethiopian brothers, thank you

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Broo i wanna vent about my recent intimacy. 2 or so months ago i was talking to this girl and after like 3 days of talking and flirting we agreed to be Friends with Bs because we both wanted to have fun and explore. So yes we became that. And we continued through chat and call for like a month, since i was busy with work and she couldnt go out during the weekends. Any ways last week she teased me in a bratty way that I'm avoiding her because i couldn't back up what i was saying over text. That pissed me off☠.
I asked for half a day off last week friday and scheduled to meet her. I was so frustrated about what she said that i didnt give her time to breath. I also had a vibrating with me so asikayehwat nw mlachu☠. She started shaking and finished multiple times before we finished, she genuinely couldnt walk after so she just stayed the night. Now she is ignoring me and ghosting me. I dont know whether to feel proud or sad but I'm definitely proud of myself, gin it is frustrating because i did enjoy exploring with her. Sucks to be ghosted😩

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Hello, you.

Call me Z for now. I make videos. I create content.

I'm the type of person who finds it hard to open up, but here I am, leaving that aside because I'm here for something serious.

Serious? Not really 😂 But let's say... important.

I create content alone. One, that's hard. And two, whenever I think about what I could do if I had people like me around, it always excites me.

Having a dedicated group of people or even just one person with the same drive as me would be really nice.

And if you're wondering, I'm 22 m, and I create long form content of course. Not short form.

I just wanted to leave this here.

Why?

Because if I could find a couple of people like me... forget that, even just one person... I think we could do a lot.

I don't know. Maybe I'm just putting this out here and hoping it reaches the right person.

I hope I can find that person.

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Here’s the situation, buddies.
I met a girl on TikTok. She makes TikToks, mostly dancing to music—something I honestly used to call nonsense. One day, I decided to slide into her DMs with a pickup line. I don’t even know why I did it, but surprisingly, she was very open to talking to me. Maybe the pickup line actually impressed her.
We kept talking, and then I introduced myself with a completely fake personality. I even sent her a picture of a man I don’t know and pretended it was me.
The truth is, at the beginning, this was just an experiment for me. I wanted to find out if I actually had the ability to attract and convince a girl just through texting. I wanted to prove something to myself because, honestly, I’ve never dated a girl in my entire life.
I’m 23, I’m tall—around 6'3"—I take care of my hygiene, I dress well, and I know I have qualities that could attract someone. But I’ve always been kind of nonchalant and introverted. That’s not really something I consciously chose; it’s just how I’ve always been. Because of that, I’ve never really tried to approach or date a girl.
I’ve had huge crushes before, including girls I knew from school and university, but I never had the courage to actually approach them. I would think about it, imagine doing it, and then do nothing.
Lately, though, I’ve been feeling lonely. My friends even make fun of me sometimes because I’ve never been with anyone. Deep down, I always knew that if I could just find the courage to approach someone, I probably had the potential to do it. I just lost that courage somewhere along the way.
And that’s basically why I started this whole thing with this girl.
But something I thought would just be an experiment became something completely different.
It has been about a month, and she has become genuinely attached to me. The way we talk is almost like we’re already married. She’s even talked about telling her mother about me, and I had to tell her not to.
We’ve been talking constantly. In around 30 days, we’ve exchanged something like 8,000 messages. That should tell you how intense this has become for her.
She’s outside Addis, and I’m here, so realistically, we can’t easily meet each other right now. But despite the distance, what started as a stupid experiment has become very real to her.
And now I feel horrible.
She has no idea that the person she has been falling for isn’t actually me. She believes everything I’ve shown her. Meanwhile, I’m sitting here realizing that she could end up getting her heart broken because of something I started just to prove something to myself.
I’ve been thinking about blocking her everywhere and disappearing. Part of me thinks that would be easier. She wouldn’t know the truth, but she would probably spend a long time wondering what she did wrong, why I suddenly disappeared, and why someone she trusted just abandoned her.
And honestly, that thought hurts me too.
The other option is to tell her everything—to reveal my real identity and admit that I lied to her from the beginning. But I already know there’s a very good chance she’ll hate me, and honestly, I wouldn’t blame her.
That’s where I am right now.
I started this because I wanted to prove to myself that I could attract a girl through nothing but words. I succeeded in proving that I could.
But I never expected another human being to become emotionally involved in my experiment.
Now I don’t want this to continue anymore. I don’t want to keep lying to her, and I don’t want to disappear and leave her wondering what happened.
I genuinely don’t know what the right thing to do is.
What would you do if you were in my position?

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I saw a nightmare that iv'e been repeadely watching throughout years when i was religious which i am not rn, the fact that religion confrims the existence of the evil spirits made me think that i was being targeted by them, what i always see in those dreams is a paranormal activity inside our house especially in my parents bedroom which is dark or vivid light, i see a force pulling me towards their room, there is no hand or rope tied to my body that explains why i'm being pulled which makes it odd and scary but it always tries to pull me inside that room, my legs stop to work so i can't run, the main door to the outside of the house won't open while other people in my dream run and open their way out effortlessly, and even sometimes i made it to go out the main door closes, i stand outside facing the door and shout "get out you pussy, reveal yourself" but the figure just moves back and forth inside the house which isn't visible from outside and i only manage to see the figure's dark energy field not the figure himself, sometimes he possesses the people i love, like my sister, she suddenly starts walking in her 4 limbs while her stomach faces the sky and her back faces the ground and she runs on walls like she defied gravity which is so terrifying but things changed yesterday night, i have seen the same thing but more powerful, it was messing with my vision inside my dream, i was feeling dizzy, i managed to run out of my parents bedroom into the outside of the house,it was at night inside my dream, but i remembered i was an aethiest inside my dream which means i don't believe in neither God nor satan or evil spirits, that put me in a state of being that was outside fear, (mind you i most of the time can interact inside my dream )so i said to myself "let me just walk inside close the door and sit, what would happen? Death? Suffering? I am inch away from dying everytime i experience this dream i don't call this living, so let death or torture be it " i got in the house, it was so dark, i sat on the sofa, closed my eyes and relaxed my body, and i felt the being becoming unstable incide the house circling me, it's like it feeds off of my fear and it can't feed no more because i was no longer afraid, and it just vanished from the house, the lights stopped blinking, it was like normal the nightmare that kept happening again and again was defeated by a simple action, not fearing, and i realised that the dream was unexplainable and reoccuring not because it was real or it was demons but because it was a subconciously constracted fear, my mind kept feeding me what i was afraid of inside my dreams and the dream itself was not complete by itself, so i broke the code by detecting the only thing that dream runs on, fear, i became a rational being who doesn't think by the motivation of his feeling, then things changed, the program inside my brain couldn't continue to operate, because the main drive it runs on was gone.

I think we are not battling demons or some ghosts, we are fighting the fears and traumas we experienced subconsiously shaped as a scary dream, it's like two people laying on the ground and seeing patterns in a cloud, trying to interpret what they see int heir own way, they observe the same cloud and get diffrent patterns because of the state of their mind and how it operates, so we interpret things as spirits snd demons because we fear em that pattern builds up over time, upgrades and we see funny nightmares like this, when we change our state from enotionally driven observer to reality based observer we see things diffrently.

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The world lost its color when I lost you everything turned dim. Everything that I loved and appreciated all the beauty before my eyes got defeated. The trees don’t look eternal no more they don’t seem like they’re from heaven they don’t feel like the fairytale beings I obsessed over. The roads I loved walking on turned in to a pale dark line leading straight to nowhere. My trips to home on taxis that I loved so much now feel like they’re painfully long and empty. I’m always dazed and I can’t see clearly. I can’t fill my heart with the enchantment of beauty anymore it’s like I lost my super power. The child within me is crushed the lush earth and the flower fields withered the music stopped playing. Feeling like I’m dead.

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Hello I'm m28, I suffer from anxiety and ocd. I usually find myself worrying over things. And lately i feel numbness around my waist. It feels as if it's separating apart. I think it has to do with stress. does anyone experience this?

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23F. Or should I say 19?

I think I have two personalities. Two split personalities. Idk how many of you are familiar with this the term. But it's clinically called DID-Dissociative identity disorder.
Two sides. No mix up. Two different behavior. Two different memories, emotional response, etc.

Completely different person online (cuz that's where I feel safe and comfortable) and completely different person in real life.

I'm an empath. Family person. Shy. Bright minded. Religious. "Good person". Emotional. Sex repulsed (almost assexual). Funny and very awkward. Yet so calm and collected.

The other one- I don't feel shit. Don't have emotions. Sadist. Prude. Pervert. Anxious. Angry. Judgmental. Generally uninterested in people. Very avoidant. A liar. Hypersexual. I dissociate at times and this is where I come back to.

This personality of mine is 4 years younger. Cuz everything started when I was 4. And I built this personality of mine as a trauma response. I was raped when I was 4. I don't know if any of this makes sense but it is what it is.

I know it's hard to comprehend. I don't know if any of you struggle with this condition or other mental health problem. I hope this is a way for you to know that you're not alone.

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"Hi guys, I am 25 years old (female). I got married 4 years ago without my family's approval because I was deeply in love, but the big mistake was that our religions were different. After that, none of my family members talk to me. I fell into deep depression and even changed my religion to his just to please him, but I am not happy. I stopped praying; I don't know the religion I married into, I don't believe in it, and everything has become confusing to me. I have reached a point of severe loneliness.
When I got married, my husband was always on his phone, and we couldn't even have a child. I went to the hospital and got checked, and the doctor said, 'Your husband must come and get tested too; he needs to be willing.' But he was completely unwilling. After a lot of begging and quarreling, we finally went. They collected a semen sample and tested it, and the results came out. The doctor called both of us in and started counseling us, saying, 'Even if a marriage doesn't have children, it's not a problem; the main thing is love, etc.' When I heard that, everything clicked—I realized he is the one who cannot have children. It has been 4 years since then.
After that, another hospital told him he needs to undergo hormone tests and possibly surgery so we could try our luck, but he is totally unwilling to go to another hospital. I have been begging him for 2 years. Guys, I have now reached a final decision. I am a woman, and my age is worrying me. It feels like he has ruined my life—he won't even agree to bring in a child and raise them together, and he refuses to cooperate. I am even thinking of ending my life. What is your advice? Please share your thoughts with m

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Hey am 23f so I’ve only dated one person in my life, and that relationship lasted for a year.....Recently, we broke up, and honestly, it was something I prayed so hard happen endayaderg. I loved him, and I genuinely. Tiru sew neber I didn’t want to lose him, so I tried for a long time to hold on and keep us together
But the more I tried, the more he pulled away. Eventually, I realized I couldn’t keep fighting for something that was no from both sides, so I chose to let go.....
What surprised me the most was what happened afterward. I thought I would be completely crushed. I thought I would cry every night, miss him endlessly, and struggle to accept that it was over. But somehow, I was okay
Maybe it was because of the prayers I had prayed "geta hoy leben tebekw"beye neber so leben geta tebekew
Ahun gn chegeru mndnw
I don't think I'll have that family i dreamed of i mean kezi behuwala relationship waste of time nw beye eyasebeku nw but if God has marriage or a family for me someday, I believe He can bring it into my life at the right time

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25M here and I have a problem. I have the opposite of premature ejaculation, I last way too long. This isnt a flex of any kind i swear. Msot of the time when I'm intimate with someone I dont finish, My partner finishes 2 or 3 times and I'm still hard and frustrated because I cant finish, and she feels bad about it too.
I have to literally finish myself off. Does anybody know what this is?? And does anybody have similar problems? Help a brother out

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I gotta work on myself this year ... not the gym muscle mnamn kind but i wanna face the things I pushed down not to deal with you know traumas etc ... i gotta be a better person from the inside out . stop blaming childhood trauma and childhood abuse for my actions and take full responsibility

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Have you ever felt you are competing with time? I came from financially low class family but my father has done everything in his power to have everything I wants. He spent most of his life doing field works to support our family. He was in military supported his mother who never appreciated him. He has two a sons' from two different women and also he took responsibility for them provide them everything. Imagine he joined an army when he was 16. All his life he was living for others not for himself. He paid for both me and lil brother private school for the sake of better future. Now I want to help him and take his weight but it's hard. I'm trying my best but still I can't. He still works to provide for us and this and everytime when I think about it this aches me. I dropped out of med school and joined aviation for the sake of this but still this time isn't moving at all. I want to make him rest and says you don't have to worry cuz I am here. But time is ... He is so confident on me being successful and by talking his burden in the future. This creates so called rush... Time is ticking and everything depends on your strength and survival. I will be successful in the coming two years but the thought of my father not being here puts pressure in my chest. So why is it so hard to compete with time for the sake of success?

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Hello everyone I'm 21 M from aksum university 3rd year ECE student and with transfer MOE send us to Hawassa University and I'm new to the campus and if any kind person want to be friend and wanned to go to HU drop ur username the felloship member also

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So what if I get high, drink, have sex, or choose not to be in a relationship? So what if I’m not religious? People are so quick to preach about how to live, as if their way is the only way to find happiness. But darling, life is far too beautiful to be lived by someone else’s rules.
I want to be educated, rich, free, and a little reckless. I want to fall in love, lose myself in books, feel beautiful in my own skin, make mistakes, and experience everything life has to offer. Maybe my heaven is freedom, my religion is being alive, and my salvation is love. I don’t dream of marriage just because the world tells me to. I dream of a life that feels like mine.
And honestly, I don’t need everyone to understand me. I just wish people would stop confusing their beliefs with universal truth. We’re young, we’re here, and we only get one life. I’d rather spend mine living than constantly worrying about whether I’m living correctly.

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M25 here. I just graduated last year and tried to get a job and man tesfa niw miyaskortiw yehe nigr. When i get the job it pays like 12k tsehay laye eyetkatlku(I'm a civil engineer). I have given up working for ethiopian companies and have started applying to remote jobs that pay USD, so far i have gotten 3 interviews and i thought i did good but they havent offered me a job, I'm feeling tired. I applied for like 60 places so far in that last month and half.

I barely sleep trying to find a job cuz it feels like I'm running out of time in my 25 years of age. I feel so tired and done with this.

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My story with bdsm started when i was 17, I started reading those books(you know which) and that changed my mind. It is like my eyes opened😂. I believe myself to be a pleasure/primal dom. Unfortunately it is really hard to meet someone who is down to do this type of relationship. They either want vanilla relationship or just want dominant sleeping partner. My ideal partner would be a middle point between both, a fully submissive partner who will eventually trust me to leave her life in my hands, that's what gets me going. It is reallt frustrating to find a person like that, I even chatted with a foreign sub online and she was amazing and down with my way of intimacy but the location restriction killed us. It is really frustrating and annoying to me i swear.

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Hey guys 20 f so it's been 3 years since I joined arbaminch University and friendship never really worked for me even though I know people around and most are guys but things never worked for me with girls even tho I try my best to be friendly either we our vibes don't much or they change and its pretty difficult to deal with and have a good friend so what should I do ?

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Hey bros. How you doing?

Your bro needs help with something.

Two weeks ago, I was introduced to a girl through a mutual friend. We established a strong connection promptly, sharing a lot of common interests. I was particularly drawn to her open-mindedness. She's down for whatever. She's simply the freakiest girl I've ever met.

Given our mutual compatibility, I asked her about the possibility of establishing a casual sexual relationship (friends with benefits), to which she agreed. As I have no prior experience in this type of arrangement, I am seeking advice.

For those with experience in such situations: Do you regret the arrangement? Did you find it satisfying? Please share your perspectives.

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During yesterday's ceremony, while under the influence of alcohol and peer pressure, people began making financial pledges for the following day. I ended up promising too much Birr and a case of beer. However, when I woke up this morning, I was filled with deep regret. What should I do now?

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Okay, so I’m a 23F, and I have this little situation I don’t know what to do with 😂.

There’s this Protestant confession channel called Christian Vent where I met a guy. I originally confessed something there,regarding my spritual life and he left a comment that was actually really helpful, so I decided to send him a private chat request. That was almost three months ago, and somehow we’re still talking 😂.
He’s really cool, very spiritual, and knows the Bible really well. We have plenty of time to talk, and our conversations have become pretty comfortable. We chat, laugh, make fun of each other, and sometimes have really deep conversations about faith and life. we both live in addis
The funny thing is, though, he has never asked me anything personal. Since the bot is anonymous, neither of us can see the other person’s Telegram username or any personal information. He has never asked for my picture, username, age, or anything like that even my name for your surprise.I was the one who asked name and adress even
At first I didn’t really think much of it even I am not comfortable with some one who asks personal things deeply, but now I’m honestly getting curious 😂. I want to know what he looks like and who I’ve been talking to for the past three months. But I also don’t want to randomly say, “Give me your username,” because that feels way too direct, especially since he has never asked me for mine either.
So what do you guys think? Is there any way to bring it up and maybe get him to reveal his username or send a picture without me directly asking? 😂

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I need some serious help yall 😭 I’ve been struggling with hair loss for about 3 years now and I’ve been trying to figure out what could be causing it. I don’t think it’s mainly due to mechanical factors so I’ve started wondering if there might be something internal going on.

I’ve had my vitamin B and D levels checked before and they were insufficient but not technically deficient and now I’m wondering if it could be something like low iron ferritin zinc or another nutritional deficiency. The problem is I honestly don’t know where to start and I don’t want to spend money on random blood tests only to find out that what I suspected wasn’t actually the cause. If anyone has experienced something similar or knows a place or doctor that properly checks for the underlying cause of hair loss I would really appreciate any recommendations. Thank you

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እንደ ቂጣ ተነባብሮ ከተደበረ ቀን የሚረጭ ፉርኖ ዱቄት ፉርኖ ዱቄት የሚሸት የቀን ጠረን ሊገምጠው ወደተዘጋጀ የጀንበር ጥለግለግ ስር ይገላመጣል።(''እየው ይሄን twilight'' የሚል የገደል ማሚቱዋ እየተሰማኝ)
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ብርቱካናማ ብርሀን ካዝተከዛት የስዕል ቤቴ ስር ድምፁ ውስጥ ያኮረፈ ናፍቆት የምሰማበት ንጉሱ ታምራት
''ቱሩን ቡሌ''ን ይጫወታል....
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የመንገዱን ጠረዝ ሳይሸርፍ ይዞ የሚጓዘው ድልቅልቃታ ውስጥ ልጥ ያቀፋቸውን ፍልጦች ፣ እናቶች(ሚተነፍስ እንቅፋት በጀርባቸው ያዘሉ) ፣ ወፎች(ሁሌ ወደ ምስራቅ ለምን ይበራሉ?) ፣ የበር መንሳጠጦች(እየተዘጋ ይሁን እየተከፈተ የማይለይ) ፣ ክምክምታ የሶቄዎች ፣ ከክንብንብ ያመለጡ ሳቆች(''ሲመሽ አንፋርም!''ን ሚያስተጋቡ.... ትዝታ የሌላቸው ይመስል) እናም ሌሎች መኖሮችን በምታሳየኘሰ እና በምታሰማኝ መስኮቴ ስር አጮልቃለሁ።(ዓለምን በአይኔ አየሁ ከምል በመስኮቴ ብል አሁን ላወራሁት ሀቄ አይጠጋጋም።)
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በዚች መስኮቴ ስር ከለመለመች ጸደይ እስከ ጎንቦት ሀጋይ ያለውን የተፈጥሮ ስክኩነት አስተውያለሁ።
አይቻት የፈካች አበባ እስክጠወልግ ፡- ከገላዋ የተላከ የጠረን ደብዳቤ የላስታ ንብ አሻፍዶ የእንቧይ አበባ ሲያስቀስመው ተገርሜያለሁ ፣ የታቀፉበትን እንቁላል ሰብረው ጎጆ ሚሆን ሰርዶ ለመልቀም እስኪሰማሩ ያለውን የመብረር ለውጥ በሰፈሬ ጁንጁላቴዎች አይቻለሁ።
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(መኖር እንደ ትዝታ ቢከብደ ኖሮ.....)
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ከCaravaggio ፀሀያማ የደች ስዕሎች በላይ የሰፈሬን ተሲዓት ያደነኩበት ፣ ከvan Gogh ዘይትማ ቀለም ከፈሰሰባቸው ከዋክብት በላይ በ
በደለማ የሰፈሬ ጨለማ በተመሰትኩበት መስኮቴ ፊት ሆኜ ዛሬም እንቅቃሴዎቿን እየገለጠኩ እዛክራለሁ ፣ በሆዷ የሞላውን የምስራቅ ነፋስ እናፍቃለሁ....

ናፍቆቶ 1፣ 2 ፣ 900000.....

የeither orchestraን ''እዬዬ'' የሚል ዜማ ተታቅፈን እየሰማን ያስተጋባናቸው የማለክለክ አኮቴቶች፣ በtang dynsity ባለቅኔዎች የሞላው ቡኒ መዝገቧን ገልጣ Quiet Night Thought ፣ Exile's Letter እና Goodfellowship እያነበበች ያሳለፍናቸው ጉም ያስኮረፋቸው የክረምት ንጋቶች ፣ በGustav Klimt ያበደ የቀለም ፍትወቴን ሰዓሊ እንደነበር በማላውቀው ሀዋርያው ሉቃስ እንድለውጥ ያነበበችሊኝ መልእክታቶች(''ሉቃስ ነው ከሁሉም ሀዋርያት ትሁት የሚመሰሰልኝ። ከሱ ውጪ ማን ወንገሌን ''የከብርህ'' ብሎ ጀምሯል።'' የሚል ያ ጠል ደምጿ....) ጋር ዛሬም እራባታለሁ ፣ እጠማታለሁ......
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እኔስ ይሄን ጥም ለማን እነግራለሁ?(ባዶ ሸራዎቼ ፊት ስትስቅ ሀምራዊ አረፋ ሸራዎቼ ላይ እንደተፈናጠቀ ለማን ነግሬያለሁ? ሳቋ ውስጥ ባለች ቄንጣም ሂሂሂሂ ውስጥ አስቴር'ን አልሰማሁም ሊያውም ''ባቲ''ን ስትጫወት) ፣ የስዕል ቤቴ ውስጥ ከደበኳት ጉልምስናዬ በላይ የተሸሸገች - ቤቴ ባሉት ቀለሞች የሳልኳት ፍጡር ያላያት የልቤ ምስጢር ነች።
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ያልኖረበትን ንፁህ ክፍተት የት'ጋ እንደሚያገኘኝ ለማወቅ ወደ ኖረበት የግርንቢጥ የሚሮጥ ጤይባነቴ ቢያሳዝነኝም.....
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ማዘኔ
መተከዜ - አልደከመኝም......

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What's up you all. Let me get straight to my point. I need someone to hear me. I'm 24M and why is it hard to find yourself in a relationship when you are a good person?? I was in a relationship with this girl who is famous now btw when I was in med school. Imagine I helped this with everything academically and mentally cuz she was an addict to khat, shisha and clubbing. When I was with her all my effort was to make her safe and happy. During that time we got in a room together more than one and she was the one who paid, prepared everything in advance( I have no financial issue or didn't want to exploit her femininity in sexual way) so no sex cuz I respect her. I told her that if she wants we can do it if not we won't... I did everything and she still cheated on me on her birthday. After that we separated she started to spread some bad rumor like we had sex, had an abortion and other stuffs like I was shocked tbh. This killed my reputation in university btw. After this breakup I started talking with this girl 2 years later who is perfect and everything so I gave her everything in my capabilities and beyond. She is learning abroad cuz of me, when she was in Ethiopia she was my queen. I gave her beyond what a 24 yr can give paying for more than 70% of her scholarship, training her to pass her visa, sharpening her proficiency level however when her foot touches USA she left me. She told me she is broken inside and have to fix herself and don't want to waste my time. Most of you will say there were clues before this and trust me no clue was there. She acted perfectly up until she settled and striked me down. She was my nemesis, mentally she broke me in to pieces. I recovered fully now but I don't think I will be in relationship not because I'm hurt rather I gave up. This generation is way beyond saving this goes in to for both sexes. Being decent, honest, respectful and God fearing isn't enough what is it then??? Where do a good, honest, lovley and God fearing girls are? This question is a mystery for me. Anyways thank you for hearing me out and commenting is much more appreciated.

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I(M25) started reading smut books a while back because my girl best friend recommended some and at first i thought it was weird but it grew on me. I love being dominant during intimacy and love taking control, I'm never nervous I will always lead during sex and even in other situations so in that regard it fits me well.

Problem arises when i show them my bucket list of to do and they get freaked out. It isnt even that bad it is mostly mild bdsm but they get weirded out but are willing to try for my sake. That doesnt work for me, I want her to want it like i do.

Anyways It's hard man finding that one person who is open to trying my bucket list😅. I have been talking(sexting really) with this girl abroad and she is soo fun and open minded she is even kinkier than me. But we had to stop because there is no way to meet for us at this time.

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I hate women. Let me elaborate on this more, I hate dating wome(they are good as friends). Mariamn they are the most illogical, unpredictable creatures. ምንድን ነው ግን ችግራቹ. I will tell you of my recent dating history. I met this girl a year ago and atfirst we both didnt want to date but overtime we fell in love(or i did atleast). We say we love eachother and we say a lot of lovey dovey things to the point of cringe. ግን It isnt always like this, I'm always lover boy with her, I bring the same energy everyday. Not her though, some days she could tell me she loves me so much and that I make her life bright and that she is obsessed with me bla bla bla. Other days she will ignore me completely, even if i text and call her again and again for the few days after. Then I would give up and start moving on, that's when she will come back blaming me for not trying enough and not loving her enough to try again. እኔ ደሞ I would get defensive but then she starts crying and I love her a lot so I would just apologize and we would move on to being obsessive lovers again. That happens every 3 months, I'm so exhausted አሁን ራሱ she ignoring me for the past 3 days but I swear I'm done this time.
I have no idea if this is a hormone thing or cycle problems, and i genuinely dont care. ምንም with logic የማይመሩ beings gari menkakat rasiu alflgim. This isnt just her either, the past girls i dated were different in every part of their lives but they are all the same in being illogical. Why do you put someone you love through this, i dont get it. I cant imagine hurting someone like this let alone someone you love.

I'm very envious of people who are aromantic and asexual. I wish i was both so i dont have to want to try all of this.

Please dont make this some form of gender fight thread. I dont hate women, i just hate dating them. I'm not saying that men are better to date, I'm straight as an arrow so my dating pool is only women, so I dont know It is for you all.

But yea felt good to write all of this hehe. My comfort videos these days is to watch lesbian women talking about the horror of dating women hehe, I feel seen when even women themselves admit the mental fortitude that is needed to date them.

Should i just go for women after the menopause inde , I think there more consistent hehe

If you have a similar dating story isti say it in the comments so i can feel like I'm not alone

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I'm 24M

So the thing is I am an architect and an engineer, I design building for a living. Its betam consuming and I want some friends to have fun with. If anyone interested hit me up

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