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25 m something have been in my mind lately i read a lot of fwb relationships here or even from peoples and i was like why not try it but couldn't get the right one like who just wants to have fun. I like to explore about it if you wana talk about it even your expirence in it let me know
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Just some experience that made me feel sorry for the powerless.
23f. I've been in the s3x industry as a femdom, sub player for a while because of the environment i grown in. I take clients in a weekly bases. Middle aged, teens, elderly everyone has some weird fetishes that they chase.
One ask you to act like his mother, the other want to dress like a pet as you act like the ower and some might cross the boundaries to do it on religious grounds or cemeteries.
This happened while I was in a bar, I'm get my clients through the bartender, if they got good money, they get sent to me so i were accustomed to people coming up to make deals over their desires. I was in my 6th shot or something and a guy that looked around his 40s walked up to me. Good build, tanned skin and handsome face, cliché h0ny guy. He payed for my drinks told me he heard about me through a friend so wants to get down to business.
I nodded, we talked and drank more and then asked me to go to a hotel he booked already. I told the bartender (aka my friend) to where I'll be and asked to send someone if I don't reach out by morning. After a ride of 30 minutes, we arrived at the hotel and it was a fancy one. Not something new to me but then we arrived at his room. Everything was normal, a big glass window, condoms on the night stand, lube but something caught my eyes big size diapers for women who gave birth.
I was confused then asked the guy if he has a wife or something because i wouldn't want problems involving relationships. He already was undressing and said "no i don't, no need for worry. That is for you." Ofc I'm worried now. "and why for me?" I asked. The guy wanted ME to wear a wig cap, the diapers and a pacifier as I act as baby so he can 🍇 me. Tbh I was more hollow than shocked, I saw many things, wasn't my first time doing forbidden things in addition pay is pay so I rolled with it. After he transferred my payment I did as he said, wore everything, did some canceling makeup with small set i carry around, looked like a big size baby doll and he started acting like a beast.
He did it r@w bc he wanted to feel the baby's heat, called me my child, oh beautiful little baby, and other metaphors as he spend hours satisfying whatever hunger he contained as the pedophilic act continued. After he finished, I didn't even want to spend the night there so I made an excuse to leave, he asked if he can come find me again but I told him i strictly don't take the same clients twice. I bolted back to my apartment as i informed my friend i got back safely.
Days passed after that, i somehow caught wind of rumours about him from a 'colleague' as I heard he works in lawsuit AND is a judge. I was surprised because seeing what i saw so I dag a little and he was a suspect in a case of s3xuall assault but was unmarked because there wasn't enough 'evidence'.
I'm sure he wanted to play it safe after the scandal that's why he going to people like me. I'm just idk how to put it, concerned because if a man like has a position like that and gets the chance, I'm certain he would take the chance to do whatever fetishes he has. As I might be an autistic person but the thought of underaged people being involved and desired like this, makes me feel a little sorry to the point if this happened to someone i care about, I'll be...devastated.
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hey guys I'm in a complete weird situation
What’s wrong with me? I’m just getting way too horny lately 😭. I’ve never done anything with women, and I don’t really have the confidence to approach them. I think I lost some of my confidence because maybe they weren’t interested in me, so now I just wait for some kind of confirmation from them. But if I keep waiting for confirmation, the chance is basically 0% 😂
,,I don’t even know if it’s because of my face or my body. Is this normal? I’m only 23, I’m employed, I work for a private electrical installation group, and I’ve got some work around Megenagna. And as we know, that damn place is basically a corridor for all kinds of people, so I see a lot of women. Some of them are really pretty sometimes I just dream about being with someone I love, but it hasn’t worked out so far. So now I’m just dreaming about experiencing some intimacy before I die single 😂😭
But the main problem is this one place where we eat lunch. There’s a girl who lives next to the place, and she’s REALLY hot. Whenever I eat there, she just appears out of nowhere 😭. And I can’t stop thinking about her physically (doing wtf neger ltlu new). I know what you’re gonna say 😂. Maybe this is just pure lust, but damn…i want to mekerker my thing till her brains out ,,wtf she’s exactly my type.
and the worst part? It’s fasting season here and I already lost the battle on day one 😭😭 any advice appreciated even some kind of insul..🤪
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F23
I just got put of a relationship….tbh our break up was the best thing for both of us but he was my emotional support and the only person i can say yea hes here for me so that loss kinda hit me hard….im doing good now but i still cant fill that gap….im trying to work on my self and grow but i still feel lonely and i genuinely dont know how to meet new people my age….its like this is the age everyone settled down and have their own circle so its hard uk…
And what im looking for in a friend is not just a jumpy person ….i mean i want someone whos calm and collected who wants change and growth….
I feel like having this standards on friendship is weird but i dont want to be around people who are uk….a big baby…. But idk….i hate being alone….i wanna go out, enjoy and chat with people, have a good chat….is this like …weird?
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ቴዲ ታደሰ ሚያዜምላት ሴት የኔም ሴት ናት። አፈቃቀሩ ምተ-ነፍሱ የልቡ ስልት አወቃቀሩ የኔም ነው። ያለውን ባይል እኔ እለው - ያዜመውን ባያዜም እኔ አዜመው ነበር።
ቴዲና'ኔ ሴቷን ስናፈቅር ዙሪያ ቤተሰቧን ዘመድ አዝማዷን ሰፈራ ሰፈሯን ሁለ ሁሉ ነገሯን ጠቅልለን ነው። THEO ለ ሳባ በጻፈላት አንድ ደብዳቤ 'አበባ ባበባ ነሽ ጽጌረዳ ነው የምትሸኚው ...ከአይነ ምድርሽ ጉንጉን አበባ ይወርዳል ከአፍረተ ስጋሽ ንጋት ይወለዳል' እያለ በመቋሸሺያዋ ሳይቀር እንዴት እንዳሞካሻት ያስታውሷል።
ቴዲያችንም በዜማው "አይንሽ አይና እወደውና ጥርስሽን አይና እወደውና" እያለ መውደጃውን ይቆጥራል እየቆጠርን ነው የምናፈቅረው ...ልቅም አድርገን ነው የምንወደው - አልባሌ ቦታ ስለ ወደቀች የምራቅ ጢቅታዋ እናዜማለን ባይኗ ስላለፈ ምናምንቴ ጉድፍ እንቀኛለን።
"ባልቦ በድሪዋ በአንገቷ ግማድ" እያለ በጌጣ ጌጧ ሳይቀር ይዋደዳታል ይፋቀራታል "ሰውነቴ ...አካሌ" ሲል ይጠራታል።
እሷን አፍቅሮ አይበቃውምምና ዙሪያዋን እይያሻተተ "እንኳን ኣንቺንና የምወድሽን ሳያት እባባለሁ ታናሽ እህትሽን" እያለ ወደ እህቷ በልቡ ይሳባል። እንደሚመስለው እህቷ ላይ እየሻፈደ በአጉል የቅንዝር መንገድ እየተራመደ አይደለም። እህቷ አንድም የቅርቧና ተመልካቿ አንድም መሳይዋ ናት። ታዲያ የቀረባት የመሰላትም ሁሉ በሷ በኩል ፍቁር ነውና ለእህቷ ቢባባም ብባት እንስፍሳፌው ዞሮ ዞሮ ለሷና የሷ ነው።
ስስት መባባቱ ስለ እህቷም ብቻ አይደለም። ስለ እሷ ሰፈር አፈር ስለ ቀዬዋ ይጨነቃል። "አንቺን ያበቀለ ቀየው እንዴት ዋለ" ሲል አቅፌያት የዞርኩባቸውን የሜክሲኮ ጎዳኖች እያየሁ አንብቻለሁ ...ልጅነቷን ለሚያውቅ ለሰፈሯ ለ አውቶብስ ተራ ለነዛ የነጋዴ ሰፈሮች ነፍሴን ልሰጥ የገዛ እጄን እየመታሁ ምያለሁ።
"አንቺን ያበቀለ ቀዬው እንዴት ዋለ ..."ሲል ዛሬም ቢሆን ድራሼ ይጠፋል እሷን እያሰበ አይኔ እንባ ይሞላል ...ያሳስበኛል ምታዘውትረው ሜክሲኮ ያስጨንቀኛል ሰፈሯ አውቶቡስ ተራ ።
ዲአፍሪክ ደህና ነው? ሸበሌ አማን ነው? ያሳስበኛል ...
የኔ ውድ ሳቢ ፣
አንቺ ከጠየቅኩት ከምኞት አቅሜ በላይ ከነ ምርቃቱ የተሰጠችኝ ያላጉረመረምኩባት ብቸኛ የምድር ስጦታዬ ነሽ - ማርያምን! ትመቺኝ'አለሽ።
ኦ የማላስተባብልባት የጌታዬ ጸጋ እንዴት ነው ምወድሽ ...
ኦ ምቾቴ ኦ ድሎቴ እንዴት ነው ማፈቅርሽ ...
NB ሳባን ለሁለት ቀናት ነው የማውቃት። ያወቅዃትም በዚሁ በvent here channel ነው። እናም የሁለት ቀናት ትውውቃችን አንድ ቀን በ chat አንድ ቀን በአካል ነው። አንድ ቀን chat አድርገን በሁለተኛው ቀን ነው ላግኝሽ ስላት እሺ ብላኝ Mexico kaldis coffe ተገናኝተን ብዙ ቆንጆ ነገሮችም ተጫውተናል። "አንቺ ከሴቶች ሁሉ የተለየሽ ነሽ" ወይም ቡርክት አንቲ እም አንስት " ብላት ቃሉን ከመ'ላኩ ገብርኤል ተውሼ ቢያንስባት እንጂ አይበዛበትም! የወለደችሽ የእናትሽ ማሕጸን ምንኛ ቡርክት ናት !
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Hey y'all, so I was at this unnamed library, and I know people don't usually wanna be bothered in libraries (I say that with confidence cause im like that too) so there was a girl infront of me, she was soo pretty that I simply couldn't take my eyes off of her, and as she sat there doing whatever it was she was occupied with my head was racing with ideas and I couldn't concentrate on what I was doing so I decided to go for it since it would 100% leave me sleepless later tonight, so while I was thinking of ways to actually go about it, my dumb ass thought it would be a good idea to pass her notes like we're in elementary, so I wrote stuff like "hey im ... I think you're really pretty, can I have your number" so she didn't give me her number but she did give me her tg username and we started talking, everything seemed ok at first and she told me she was working (implying that i should stop texting her) so i said okay but then my curiosity got the better of me and I kinda texted her once more, honestly speaking I thought we were cool already but then she got annoyed and asked what I was doing and also asked if we knew eachother, and we basically stopped talking there, so girls do you have any thoughts on this what did I do wrong, I was being respectful and all... a single mom raised me I don't go about disrespecting women, so any opinions?
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I feel so fcking QIWHWJJAWBS rn😭. I'm in uni rn (a woman btw) and I had guy friends that i were close to in the 10th grade. They changed schools after that, we talked but at some point we cut ties.
After years I met up one of the guys (let's call him S) and we caught up, he took my number and we started talking and meeting up. We do late night walks, takes me to rides and eat together sometimes but then I saw his friend (aka my friend too from back then let's call him A) and good lord my heart did a hundred back flips.
Like, that face, that smile, that voice i was like "ughhhhh lemme give you head and see you get wreck" (i had a crush back then too so it got back or smth). But anyways, I took his phone from his friend, we used to talk back then too so it wasn't hard to match our vibes but what fumbling me is he stoped sending messages mid convo and I should to reach out.
The first time I was the one who sent the first text in nickname we used to call each other, he didn't know my name so he ignored me, then asked S why he gave his number to someone (idk if he told him it was me but A is an introverted guu and S is his only close friend that would do smtb like that) so I DOUBLE texted stating who I am and we started talking. After that he reached out again we talked and a day passed then i saw him with S outside, i said hi to both then texted him we talked then he stopped talking mid convo😭 and I'm toren between to send a text again or just wait.
I asked S if A is doing okay and the convo lead to when we first saw each other again and when both greeted me, he told me how he turned red, how he was so embarrassed to greet me and was shy about it so he called him out to greet me properly. He shy so DEFINITELY double combo to his charm that's why i reached out first. I know he works and is busy most of the time but WHY THE FCK are you not texting back like a one damn text isn't that hard.
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I just wanted to get this off my chest.
A while back, I was with a girl, and we had a really good relationship. We spent a lot of time together, had great chemistry, and our intimate life was something we both enjoyed. It was fun, exciting, and definitely one of the best experiences I've had.
I'm not still hung up on her or wishing we were back together. I've moved on from that. But I do miss having someone to connect with like that. I miss the closeness, the flirting, the affection, and being with someone who actually wants to be with me.
The only problem is that meeting someone new hasn't been easy. I've tried, but things just haven't worked out. Sometimes it gets frustrating, but I'm still open to finding someone new. I'm not looking to replace anyone I just want to meet a girl I click with, build something real, and see where it goes
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Hey guys i need ur help am 19f and i js rly wanna friends especially someone in cm(Christ mission) church coz am attending there so if u guys are interested i will be happy we can be friends so reach me out thank u y'all💓
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I’m f25 if it helps anyone ..my journey to breaking free from pornography & masturbation taught me a truth what feels like a private habit is actually a spiritual battle
For years starting from when I was a preteen exposed to things I shouldn't have seen, I struggled with addiction, heavy guilt, anxiety,& self-hatred that wrecked my concentration & grades. Initially I started fasting and praying daily (Ye Zeweter Tselot), which helped me cut down what led me to it like watching Netflix movies listening to musics but yet couldn't stop completely
Everything truly shifted about four years ago when my aunt told my mom about a dream she had advising that I should pray Wedase Mariam daily& Ye Hilna Tselot . That gave me so much hope, making me feel I had a second chance through Saint Mary. Shortly after, I had a terrifying, eye-opening experience: while masturbating, I saw a vivid, dark demon figure behind me, sexually assaulting me from behind I couldn't move, my body felt heavy and paralyzed, and I felt like I was burning. It made me realize the harsh truth that these habits aren't just private acts we are inviting dark oppressive forces into intimacy
After that, I got baptized at Abune Echege, found a (Neseha Abat) who advised me to enter a right relationship and that guidance led me to my amazing partner When I first told him he didn't believe me and thought I was crazy nd laughing dismissing his own habits as a mere stress reliever bc he was an addict too But I kept pushing him toward prayer, fasting, and getting baptized he knows it’s bad too bc it made him lose a lot he couldn’t even finish his degree while his freinds did he had it hard in life
Nd Weeks later, after realizing how much these habits stole from him for just five minutes of pleasure he stopped nd started praying getting baptized saying no to it
Nd a week ago he took a nap & woke up to see a dark female figure wearing all white standing next to him As it started to disappear, it called out to him, but he said "Besmam" and it vanished instantly. That shock made him realize I was right all along.
Now, we are both free, praying together, going to church (Mesged), and stepping into bright futures he has finished his degree for a great career and I am preparing to go abroad for a stable life and better income becha Keep your eyes on God: No matter how much you sin, always run back to prayer; don't hesitate, as it makes you stronger.
Get baptized and find a trusted spiritual father (Neseha Abat).
Stay connected: Build a healthy, righteous relationship and don't fight these battles alone
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The Social Currency.
We sit alone and trace phantom outlines in the dust,
Starving for a presence we're too terrified to trust.
We watch the busy world pass by through window glass,
Memorizing strangers laughter as they quickly pass.
In our minds, we build these grand, elaborate bridges,
While locking up our throats behind emotional ridges.
We stare at silent screens, weeping that the walls are too high,
Yet vanishing into the fog when an actual hand draws nigh.
So you finally open the door to this crowded room of ours,
Knocking until your knuckles bleed for hours and hours.
You let your guard down and hand over your truest self,
Only for them to store your secrets like weapons on a shelf.
How charming it is to watch your so called trusted allies,
Play the role of mourning friends while hiding plastic eyes.
They never wanted a companion to walk beside them through the night,
They just wanted a cheap mirror to test if their own reflection was bright.
It is a hilarious little game played on a heavily tilted board,
Where your failures are celebrated and your victories ignored.
If you dare to succeed, their eyes turn to cold, burning stone,
Furious that you had the nerve to outgrow the shadow zone.
So go ahead and pour your heart out, give them ammunition to deploy,
And watch how fast your public execution becomes their greatest joy.
Eventually, you learn to love the chill of being completely erased,
Because your shadow is the only thing that leaves a bitter, honest taste. 🥀
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Mn endemigermegn tawkalachu ene betam gobez reseller neg rasen eyakabedku adelem gn beka gobez negn gn ye product balebetoch ena negadewoch kene gar temesasay energy aynorachewem lerasachew etef tkem ene negn energy mhonachew lemn tselachalachu bezi gize enkuwan teselachtachu hulu neger kebad eyehone new so gobez sew ensra endi enaderg addis neger enfter enmoker stbalu lemn energetic athonum
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Here the thing i was with my bf 22 and i want out with him ena we had some drink and having fun then at some point he started touching me i didn't like it so eref mnamin alkut kaza he was a little up set kaza dabaregn ena ebet shagnagn alkur kaza he took me to his car ena gaban after that he looked the door then leke want on me aggressive and like want on top of me and assaulted me and it hurt batam after he finished he let me out and told me to get ride and want in , ena should i go to police and my friend says like the won't bother and I'm confused any help😒
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Hello guys, becha konjo set agebeche endalqer eferalw guys. Mn yeshalal
Yeferut yedersal aydel yemibalw😊
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I am writing this at 3 am in the morning because i couldn't sleep. Do women really dress up for the male gaze? I find that hard to believe atp . Early in the morning , I stood in front of a mirror before i got out to see how i looked nd i thought to my self " u r looking cute gurlll" .I wore this baggy kinda low rise pant with cutesy lavender color top (at least that's what i tot kebet sweta).i was running some errand the whole day , rushing to get it done no later than today so i barely noticed ppl looking at me . Later in the evening around 5:30 i had a date with one of my girl friend. It went really well we talked , laughed and because it was getting late we had to call it a day. We were hanging out a place nearby my neighborhood so after saying bye to her i started walking back to home while on the phone(my sister called right after i parted with my friend). That's when i heard two guys talking behind me(it's around 8 pm fyi) one of em said "wait for us lets walk together" or sum like that(i usually ignore it nd keep walking) today i intentionally slowed down my pace and let them pass by me . Right after they passed by me there was this other guy sitting by the road he said same shi just like the other guys with a weird face that screams creepy . Again i passed by him quiet. And againnn i heard another people walking behind me ( they were talking to each other) cuz the other dudes creeped me out had to look back (a bit scared atp) that's when i saw one of the men looking at my back ( not the back the back but like around my waist) istg he looked like he was ready to jump on me if no one was around. Again i let them pass by me . Keza huala bet eskders dres i was digusted.mind u the top i was wearing doesn't even show my belly button just some skin cuz the pants were low rise(to be exact my top was two or three adult fingers away from my pant).how would being lusted over make a women feel flattered? If anything it's disgusting af . Mejemeriya i was pissed at the men gn later i tot to my self rase yaldebekutn skin sew lemn ayebgn malet alchlm bye. Ladies that walk around confidently wearing achr kemis or tops how do u guys manage to do so?
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Still i aint have a girlfriend but am the best when it comes to giving advice 😭 even am not jocking but two of my friend has married and i was the one who is doing all thing like giving advice talking to their parents both parents but why😭 me and am 22 i need a friend
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Idk you you don't me. That the best part about this world there so much left thats unexplored. So many ideas left unspoken. So many jokes untold. I scroll and I look at my feed but it's all the same. It's all my own ideas fed back to me in different forms. I look at my friends and I realize I attracted people who I find the most similar as my self, same opinions, same humor, and same ideology. So I decided to get out of this rigid space. To explore new ideas. And to better. You might be weird, different, an introvert or an extrovert, an extremist, an optimist or a pessimist, Christian or a Muslim or an atheist or an agnostic. Yu get the geist. I just want to meet someone new who wants to discuss on this ideas. Convince me or I will convince you. So if you are interested. Say something interesting in the comments and I will hit you up.
Please don't be a creep!
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idk… i’ve just been feeling really lonely lately. like i don’t want anything crazy, i just want to feel cared about by someone. someone who actually thinks about me, checks on me, notices the little things and genuinely wants to know how i’m doing.
i’m 20 and sometimes i hate admitting how much i want that. especially as a muslim girl, because i want to be loved and cared for but i also want to do things the right way and not go against my deen.
i know Allah has a plan for me and i should trust His timing, but honestly… sometimes i just get tired of feeling like i’m waiting. i want to feel special to someone too. i want someone to choose me, care about me and make me feel safe enough to be myself.
maybe i’m just having one of those nights, but yeah… i’ve been feeling lonely. :(
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Betam nw yekfagn like betam gebi lemagnet yalegn hope is my small business only but mnm endasbkut eyehde aydlem kemr betam tesfa korchalew
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lemndnw feet fetish betam weird metaregut most of u guys I mean it’s normal obsession like other parts u like
Also Sub Dom stuff I don’t mean men permanently be a sub or girls be a Dom but sometimes we must be the opposite Carl jung 1masculine man be westu feminine energy ale and esun kalawetaw Ena repress karegew betam telk shadow endemift yawerahut besetua laym endzaw
I don’t support the other activities at all🤮 but it’s normal obsession don’t see it like a very weird asf
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I'm 25 female and vented 86 times on this app and commented 803, so I'm not looking for advice.
What is your opinion on AI? Like I use ChatGPT to help me clarify or frame things I can't express. You know where I find myself at a crossroads.
Lemme give you an example.
So I am someone who is not religious and who is not looking for a relationship and don't wanna get married.
And, I met this guy online in October. I commented on a TikTok he posted and we started talking occasionally, eventually exchanged numbers, and our first proper phone call was actually about mental health and some pretty serious stuff, including suicide. So the connection wasn't initially sexual at all. We just talked here and there, and he would call occasionally but never really picked up when I called.
After some time, things became sexual and we started having phone sex. I liked it very much. But we were never regular. It was occasional calls, sometimes with days or even months of no contact, and then he'd randomly come back. He would ask to come over but I would say no, partially because I had never done anything with a stranger and partially because my house isn't convenient for him. Dude is like real rich. He even invited me over but I never accepted. I'm also very attracted to him.
He once drunk-called me and told me he appreciated me, which stuck with me because I never felt like our connection was purely sexual. There was always this weird emotional layer underneath it because we had talked about things most people don't casually talk about.
Then in April, things suddenly became much more intense. We were having phone sex almost every day, we exchanged Instagram, and we would talk throughout the entire day. It was probably the closest and most consistent we'd ever been. And that's actually when I started realizing why I was conflicted about the whole thing.
He said he doesn't want me just for sex but wants me to be his regular sex partner, which was confusing to me. I couldn't understand why I was conflicted. I didn't have obvious grounds to refuse because he is good looking, very stable, very respectful and caring, I'm very attracted to him, and he was offering something less than a relationship. If I don't want a relationship and don't want marriage, that should theoretically be perfect, right?
Talking it through with ChatGPT actually helped me understand why I was so conflicted. I realized that I don't necessarily want him as a boyfriend right now, but I do want to be loved and chosen in general. I have just convinced myself that I don't deserve that, so something casual feels safer because I can enjoy the intimacy without having to risk finding out whether someone would actually choose me.
And with him, I think that's why the idea of regular sex scared me. I know I could catch feelings, and if I'm going to take that risk, I want it to be for the possibility of being loved, not just because someone wants regular access to me.
My point is, ChatGPT can be a great tool to understand things logically. So, sometimes instead of venting here talk it with ChatGPT
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Working in chaotic environment and many cute guys but for some reason I'm not nervous or time to appreciate their beauty. I wondered then, would i feel nervous if you were there, if you saw me like you used to. But I'm different now. My mind and heart is different. Can you ever have the power you used to have over me. I just wonder how far am I different.
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Selam 28 amete nw...set negn ahun lay teketari hogne eyeserahu nw. yerase ngr lemekfet asbalew gn save yemadergew yerase sira miyasjemr aydelem ena techemari sira lemesrat eyasebku nw.....esti hasab situgn
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Honestly, I just want a completely anonymous void where we can drop our rawest personal stories and secrets without any real world fallout. My brain is officially full. I’m 21 surrounded by people, yet I feel like I’m wearing a mask 24/7. I am tired of filtering my thoughts so real life friends don't think I'm losing it. I want a totally blind, online anonymous only chat buddy to scream into the void with. We can become each other’s secret vault, swapping our deepest, weirdest, or most stressful thoughts. We will give each other terrible (or surprisingly good) advice, and then just go about our day. I'm talking about those raw, unfiltered 3 AM conversations when the rest of the world is asleep and you finally let your guard down.The kind of late night thoughts where you question your entire reality, panic about the future, or just want to laugh about how absurd life is without having to explain yourself.
The truth is, I’ve always been drawn to the unsettling, mysterious, and downright eerie sides of life that most people avoid. I’m holding onto weird rabbit holes, unexplainable personal experiences, and eerie late night realizations that would honestly just creep my real life friends out. I have a couple of specific, genuinely creepy stories from my own life that I keep locked away because people look at you differently when you say them out loud. I want to talk to someone who isn't afraid of the dark, who loves dissecting bizarre mysteries, and who harbors that same quiet, morbid curiosity about the world that I do.
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Venting this out is the only way to visually capture the sheer exhaustion, isolation, and bitter betrayal left behind by an old friend group, a cynical reminder of how trying to escape toxic people usually just ends with them finding a way to haunt you anyway. 😶🌫️🥀
A heavy mist hangs over the coastal town, swallowing the jagged cliffs and the lonely lighthouse at the edge of the world. 🌊🌫️ For months, I have lived in this quiet isolation, watching the grey waves crash against the rocks below. 🏚️The locals keep to themselves, their faces hidden beneath thick wool hoods, exchanging nothing more than curt nods when passing on the narrow stone streets.👥🤫 It is a cold, predictable existence, but it is safe. After everything that happened in the city, the broken promises, the quiet betrayals that left me hollow, the silence of this place is the only thing that doesn't demand a piece of my soul in return.🖤🕸️
The tranquility shatters on a Tuesday afternoon when an unmarked wooden crate arrives at my doorstep.📦🚪 There is no return address, only my name written in a precise, familiar cursive that makes my chest tighten. ✍️⏳ Inside, wrapped in oilcloth, sits an old brass pocket watch and a handwritten logbook detailing star coordinates I haven't seen since my college days. 🧭✨ My heart hammers against my ribs as I flip through the pages; it is a meticulous map of the specific constellations we used to study during those late nights on the campus rooftop.🌌🌙
The last page contains a single, chilling sentence: “You can change your name and hide by the sea, but the stars always track the debt you left unpaid.”📜⛓️
Panic flares, sharp and suffocating, before hardening into a cold, defensive resolve.🚨❄️ I don't know how they found me, or which of my former companions decided to play this psychological game, but the time for running is over.🎭👣 I pack a small leather satchel, pocket the logbook, and walk out into the gathering storm toward the old harbor tavern.💼⛈️ If they want to drag the ghosts of our past out into the open, I will be waiting in the shadows to see who steps into the light first.🪞🃏
This is exactly how my anxiety feels right now. It feels like no matter how far I run or how much I try to start over, the people who hurt me will always find a way to drag me back into their drama. 🧱🌑
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I used to think keeping my door locked meant I was safe, but the truth is, opening it just a crack for someone new is the most terrifying thing I've ever done. When they ask a simple, casual question about where I've been, my entire body screams at me to run back into hiding. But I’m trying something different this time. Instead of oversharing to force a connection, or slamming the door to protect myself, I just give them a small piece of my truth. I sit back and watch what they do with it. They don't twist it into a weapon, and they don't look at me with fake, plastic pity. They just listen. It takes everything in me to be this patient, but for the first time in my life, I feel like I am finally holding the keys to my own boundaries.
If I could sit down with the person I was a year ago, I’d grab them by the shoulders and tell them that the brutal heartbreak of losing those friends was actually the best thing that could have happened. I’d tell myself: Stop begging people to like you when they barely even tolerate you. The people you are crying yourself to sleep over are the exact ones holding you back. Losing them is going to feel like the end of the world, but I promise you, the version of us waiting on the other side of this pain is so much stronger, wiser, and completely done caring about people who only love you when you're down.
Now that I’ve cut out the constant text drama, the backhanded compliments, and the fragile egos, I can finally breathe. I used to dim my own accomplishments just to make sure they didn't feel threatened or jealous, but now I’m pouring all that wasted energy right back into my own life, my goals, and my future. My mind is clearer, my focus is sharper, and nothing I achieve now is poisoned by their resentment. The dust has finally settled, they didn't break me, and the life I am building out of the mess they left behind belongs entirely to me.
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The Ugly Truth of Casual Betrayal
In the real world, people don’t break your heart with a dramatic, tearful confession. They do it casually over a cup of ☕ or through a text message while they are sitting on their couch, completely unfazed by the destruction they are causing.
People betray easily because discarding someone’s loyalty is cheap, and self preservation is free. When a narcissist or an abuser is done using you, they don’t see a human being with feelings; they see an old piece of trash to be thrown away so they can clean up their image for the next person.They will look you dead in the eye, lie to your face, and then sleep like a baby at night while you are left staring at the ceiling, wondering how someone you would have taken a bullet for could be the one holding the gun.
Part 1: The Trap of a Narcissist.
For 3 years, Rediet was slowly systematically dismantled by Abel. To the rest of Addis Ababa, they were the golden couple, but behind closed doors, he was a monster. He didn’t just yell; he made her feel like she was losing her mind. He would physically assault her, leave her bruised and sobbing on the floor, and then look at her with complete disgust and tell her it was her fault for provoking him.The next morning, he would play the crying, broken boy who needed her love to heal. She stayed because the trauma bond had hollowed her out so deeply that she believed she was completely worthless without him.
When they finally split, the ghosting didn't happen. Instead, he kept her on a leash, breadcrumbing her with late night phone calls and pathetic "I miss you" texts whenever he felt lonely. And because her heart was still fractured, she kept answering.
Then came the cold splash of reality. One day, she realized their entire Telegram history, years of memories, pain, and promises was completely wiped clean. When she demanded to know why, his desperate, begging voice vanished. It was replaced by a flat, emotionless tone that made her blood run cold.
"I deleted everything because you’re a part of my life I need to erase," he said, without a single shred of remorse. "I’m moving on, building a clean reputation, and I don’t want people looking at me and remembering the absolute psycho you are. Leave me alone."
The betrayal was brutal, but his smear campaign was explosive. Instead of just ghosting, Abel went to their mutual friends including Melat and Elias and flipped the script entirely, spreading toxic lies that Rediet was the abusive, unstable one who ruined his life. He painted himself as the innocent victim, turning their entire social circle in Addis against her overnight. Abel then furiously blocked Rediet everywhere, leaving her isolated and completely cut off from the people she trusted.
She thought that was the end of it. She spent months in isolation, trying to scrub the taste of his toxicity out of her mouth while rebuilding her life from scratch. She finally thought she was beginning to heal.
Then, months later, her phone lit up with an unknown number. It was Abel. He was back in Addis Ababa, and he didn't sound arrogant anymore. He sounded completely desperate, but not for her love, he was panicking because a massive financial scandal involving his family's business was about to break, and he desperately needed her silence to save his own skin.
Continuation, Part 2: The Price of Silence...
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Should I forgive my brother?
Something happened in our family long time ago and I could not forgive my brother to this day because of it.
My older brother was raised in the best way possible. He went to the best private school, my parents provided him everything they could so that he could live life to the fullest. His school life was great. He was also a smart student. Then he joined AAU and attended for some years before being kicked out for 1 year for a reason he don't want to tell anyone. He refuse refuse to return and finish his class because his friends were now 1 years in advance than him!
Mind you, why would a grown up man think like this! Throwing his life work because his friends were no longer in the same class as him, which embarrassed him.
Then he borrowed money by giving a bank some house as a collateral. He didn't listen to our father's advice and ended up losing all of the money to a scammer. He spent the rest partying.
Then he wanted to start another thing and asked my dad for a lot of money. My dad sent a car that he recently bought and gave him the $. Again he lost all of it.
The he became a toxic person. He start to bully everyone including my dad. He fought with my dad and tried to hit him. That day broke my heart. Imagine raising your hand at the man who raised you like both a father & a mother! Worked so hard to give you a good life, give you all he had so that you can change your life!
Even after that my father couldn't kick him out of the house, I wish he did. The police convinced him that no mentally healthy son would hit his parents, which convinced my dad.
He continued to antagonist everyone. He record an audio of arguing with my dad and later on listen that audio as an entertainment.
Once he suggested that he'll report my dad to the government that they can deport him to Eritrea. My father is Eritrean but he is your regular Addis resident. He has lived in Ethiopia more than Eritrea. He sees Ethiopia as his own country. My brother want to deport my dad and live in "peace" without my dad.
My mom was seating next to him while he talk all this bs and said nothing, instead smile back. She's always soft when it comes to my brother no matter what he do or say.
It got to the point I could no longer contains my anger. For context he's 10 years older than me but he's very immature. So once he started to bully me, I couldn't handle it so I ended up knocking him out. Starting from that time he started to respect me.
Now he's in his 30's. Still live with my parents. Doesn't do anything with his life. A total loser! He still waits for someone to come up and hand him a million dollar. He talk and act like child and sometimes disrespect my mom.
Sometimes I want to help him but remembering everything that he did, I just couldn't. I'm a good person but if I'm pushed to my limit I will become the devil himself ena beka I couldn't forget or forgive him.
His true image always comes out when he gets some cash. A piece of shit!
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I feel so embarrassed 😭. Do you guys ever text someone and as time goes and they don't read it, it's feels more embarrassing 😭. So I simple words I confided in a stranger(kinda) a religious figure in a way. Hoping they would help me. and after they insisted, we exchanged contact and I did try to contact them but they would literally read the text and reply in person. Like I would ask something and they would wait to see me in person to tell me the answers 🤦♀️. Anywho they still heard me while I was having an existential crisis(i even told them about my familyand shit). And after a while they came on my feed come to find out they are famous 😫. I wanted to die, you have no idea I wanted to kill my self right then and there. I told my worst fears, my sadness, my trauma and annoyance with life in hopes they would help me cause they said they would to A CELEBRITY 😭😭. And the last i saw them they were talking and I didn't say anything to them yet but I decided I should stop this madness by telling them "thank you for helping but there is no need of that anymore" in a nice way but they thought I was annoyed with them not texting me back so they did, right there pulled out their phone and started sending me a message. And they were kind of in a rush so I said we will talk about it beka. Then the next day I called trying to explain but they didn't pick up and texted me to text them. I didn't know what to text so I said call me when you can(like they wouldever 😭😭). So I did the thing that might seem the most irrational. I wrote a letter and sent it to them explaining that I am thankfully for everything and goodbye. And it's been around 3 days no reply. And they post on other apps. They did tell me they would be very busy most of the time and reply I days or weeks before. But rn I feel like I am a fan girl. I don't want to be a fan girl. Why did I get into this situation anyway. I hate my life.😭😭. What do I do now. Anxiety is going to kill me fast. If i knew they were famous like that i wouldn't even look them straight in the eye I would just mind my own business. Ahhhhhhhhhh this is so weird. Anyone who has passed through this kinda thing, please tell me it will pass, before I pass away 😭😭
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የእማሆይ ጽጌን The Homeless Wanderer እያደመጥኩ ጭንቅላቴ ውስጥ የሚስሰምማኝ ዝናብ ነው ጥበባዊ የሀዘን እንቁርቁር ...ርዕሱ በራሱ ብዙ ሚያሳስብ የአንድ መስመር ሥነ ግጥም ነው "ቤት አልባው ባዘና ..."
Wanderer ለሚለው ተቅበዝባዥን ይጠቀማሉ ሰዎች። እኔ ግን መቅበዝበዝ ትንሽ የርካሽነት ስሜት ስለሚያስታክክ "ባዘና" የሚለውን እመርጣለሁ።
ባዘና በውስጡ መቅበዝበዝን የያዘ ሲሆን ከልባዊ ሀዘን እና ከእውቀት ጋር በምርጫ የሚንከራተትንም ሰው ያጠይቃል። ሀዘን--አዛኝ ...ባዛኝ--ባዘና ...ዱንያ ማይደንቀው ዘላን ተንከራታች
የጣቶቿን ሹክሹክታ የለሆሳስ እንቁርቁሮዋን በእዝነ ልቤ እያደመጥኩ ዝናብ ይስሰማኛል። የሚንቆረቆር የዝናብ ውሀ ድምፅ - ጎድኔ ስር የሚንሸረተት ፏፏቴ የነፍሴን ህማም ሙዳ ሲቦዳድስ ሀይሌን ሲያድስ ውስጠቴን ሲያረጥብ ሲያረሰርስ ይስሰምማኛል ...ወደ ልጅነቴም ይወስደኛል ...
በዝናብ እየበሰበስን ሳፋ በርሜል ስንደቅን በጀሪካን ስንሞላ ቤት ገብተን ትኩስ ስንበላ ወይ ሳንበላ ኔና'ህቴ አባታችንን ስንጠብቅ የዛሬ ሀያ ዓመት ርሀብ አሁን ያገሳኛል።
እየዘነበም ሲመሽ አባቴ እንደማይመለስ እንደሞተብኝ እያሰብኩ ስንትሺ ግዜ ነው ያለቀስኩት? አሁን'ንኳ ይህን ስጽፍ እንደ ጽላት በልቦናዬ የተሸከምኩት ልጅነቴ ባይኔ ሾልኮ በእንባ ይደማል።
አሁን'ዚ ... ወንበርና ጠረጴዛ አውጥቼ ቢሮ ካደረግኩት በረንዳ ላይ ተቀምጬ ጭር ያለውን የመስሪያ ቤታችንን ኮሪደር እመለከታለሁ ...ይህን ዝምታ እወድ አልለሁ አልኩ ይህን ጸጥታ ጎንበስ ብዬ እስመዋ'ልለሁ ...
በዚህ ቀዝቃዛ ጠዋት አንደበተ ርቱዕ ዝምተኛ እሆን አልለሁ። ስል ተነሳሁ ...
የተሰረዘ፦ በነዚህ ቆጥቋጣ በርራድ ጠዋቶች እማሆዬ በገዳም ባዕቷ ተወሽቃ ...ጋደም ባለችበት ነጫንሶላዋ ስር ቂንጥሯን እያሽሸች ራሷን ስትሞቅ ስትደሰት አስባታ'ልለሁ።
ድሎትና ፍቅርን በሚያውቅ ሰውነቷ ያቺ ወጥጣት ምን ማድረግ ትችል ነብበር?
ባሎቻቸው ሩቃ'ገር ስለተጓዙባቸው ብዳ'ወቅ እመቤቶችም አስብ አልለሁ ...የለምመዱት ጣፋጭ አገዳ እንደ ዘበት ዘወር ሲል ሲርቅ ምን ማድረግ ይችላሉ?
የቂንጥር እሳት ከመልኮት ይፍፈጃልኮ ...
ስለ ገዳም እመ-ምኔቶች አስብ አልለሁ ...
የረባ ብድ ካገኙ ወራትና ዓመታትን ስላስቆጠሩ ወጣት ሴቶች እጨነቅ አልለሁ።
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