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❤️My 6-Month Situationship: A Comedy, A Tragedy, A Full Mental Illness
Based on true emotional damage
So let me tell you all how my peaceful life ended.
I was on a bus, minding my business, a normal law student just trying to go home.
Then boom — a tall, handsome bus assistant appears like a romantic movie intro I did NOT ask for.
He was helping everyone, talking sweet, looking good…
Basically a walking distraction.
I even asked if he wanted my number, but he said:
“I already have your phone.”
Sorry??
Who are you? FBI? MI6? Ethiopian Sherlock Holmes???
Then I discovered this man asked my friend for my number —
So he liked me from DAY ONE.
We start texting.
He’s charming.
He’s funny.
He’s tall.
He’s handsome.
Basically: dangerous for my mental health.
Two months later, he begged to meet.
I didn’t want to — I swear — but he begged like he was about to cry.
So we met.
On the date, he admired EVERYTHING:
my eyes, my lips, my nails, my ass, my feet…
Like sir, calm down, I’m not a museum.
And still, we did NOTHING.
Not even a hug.
Because I wasn’t ready — and he accepted that.
(Iconic behavior, thank you.)
Then the plot twist came like a Netflix series:
He tells me…
“I have a girlfriend… but feelings for you too.”
Boy, be serious.
Be for real.
Pick a struggle.
He kept calling, texting, saying “I love you,” “I miss you,”
while having a whole girlfriend like a side character with speaking lines.
So I ended it.
I blocked him.
I threw away the key.
But this man?
He’s persistent like bad WiFi.
After one month he BEGS me to meet again.
I go.
We talk.
Again — nothing happened.
Not even a hug.
After the date he calls me like:
“I wish I kissed you… mnamn.”
Sir… why are you like this?
Now look at me.
Six months in this emotional chaos.
I don’t even know what we are —
Situationship?
Confusion-ship?
Mental-damage-ship?
And the worst part?
I’m supposed to be a LAW STUDENT.
Reading cases.
Studying.
Building my future.
But no.
I’m here crying over a man with a girlfriend who works on a bus.
God please, why me?
I’ve tried leaving.
Blocking.
Avoiding.
Ignoring.
Everything.
But somehow I still have feelings.
My heart is stupid and my brain is tired.
So please —
What should I do?
Do I block him again?
Do I run away?
Do I pray?
Or do I just drop out and let life finish me?
Because honestly…
This situationship has me fighting for my life.
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I swear, being an intern in GynObs is a whole new level of madness. You walk into the ward and immediately get surrounded by shouting, random orders, and zero actual guidance. Seniors ask the dumbest, most pointless questions in the middle of chaos — questions no one would remember in real life. And the moment you don’t answer perfectly, they act like you’re lazy, clueless, or completely useless, as if we’re not the ones running around doing everything they don’t want to do.
They disappear when work actually gets real, then reappear just to point fingers and shout. Watching people who should be teaching act like their only job is to criticize is exhausting. Meanwhile, we’re surviving on no sleep, running on pure willpower, and holding the ward together.
Honestly, I don’t know why anyone would willingly join GynObs unless they’re completely sick in the head.
RIP for the unsaid words.
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23M I was talking to this girl for a month and we meet on social media she's 19 i didn't know her in person until our first date and honestly ive seen some pics of her and she was good looking but in person bruh lela sew literally another person, i was shocked i was turned off immediately but i stayed we talked and i can tell that she's in to me she was happy and i was fighting with my thoughts so after the date she texted me and said she likes me mnamn but me i don't want to talk to her anymore and at the same time i don't want to hurt her feelings by gosting her
so how can i tell her that im not interested anymore?Additionally she have so many common things with my ex and that's not a good thing she reminds me of her my ex was beautiful tho
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Selam endet nachu I'm 18F Alhamdulillah ene mnm allm zare yemetawt hasaben lagarachu new maserat mtchlu hasab mestet mchlu kegone mekom mchlu hulu kumulgn be hasabm bemchlut agzugn wendme yezare amet bereha lay motobgnal esu eyale enate ena ene anchenekm nebere esu karefe jemro enatem mgb atbelalgnm ke bet awetam fzzz blalech halafinet ene lay tetale gn ahun betam kebdognal eskezare yechalkutnm ken sram mnm mnm eyalku chyalew ahun gn enante fit metchalew mn larg hasab stugn bchayen negn
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Guys help me out ur girl needs advice
So I've had this crush on my brother's best friend for long time now and idk what to do.
He's 6 years older than me (he's 28) and I fear he only sees me as his friend's lil sis
He's everything u can ask for.
Our parents are also pretty close and idk what they will about it
And when I see him I become too awkward and think will embarrass myself so I don't speak to him🤦♀. He's quite friendly and my mom really likes him. Well the whole family likes him a lot n they talk about him all the time... One of the reasons that made me like him even more. Yet I'm the only one who's not close with him.
They somehow got along really well when I was in gbi while I wasn't there.
And now he doesn't come that often and I don't see him that much. His dad on the other hand comes to our house sometimes and he's easier to talk to. I wish they set us up or sth.
Anyone with the same experience I wanna hear please
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This vent is for my girl ppl and for matured man only.
I have question I fall in love with a man who only have a problem with his emotions. What I mean is when he have financial, family crisis he run away he doesn't control his anger issues even he doesn't act well when we chat .... During the crisis he act like stranger. But I was planning to help him even financially. My problem is not helping him my problem is his acts during crisis it matter to me even after this Crisis he stop calling me babe .... He stop caring the way he used to and I feel like I have to stop pushing him to work on this relation so I just want to have space. Before the space I told him what I feel this days because am not a girl sit and wait for him to do something before telling him about my feeling figure things out and even I ask him to call me babe but he doesn't have a willing to do it and when I ask why he always tell me he is in crisis so this crisis doesn't allow him to have feeling to me or make him to call me like before he used to so I chose space. And i choose to breakup i don't have energy for speace. Now I need you to suggest me on the other view side about this situation on girl and mature man side.
Thank you 🙏
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I have a question for the girls.
Don't u ever get scared of marriage or is it just me?
I feel like once I get married my life will be over and then I have to take care of someone else for the rest of my life. Then there will be children which you'll never sleep after having.
I've come from a very toxic family and my parents were never happy or supportive. Everyone around me is suffering from marriage. Is this just me?
If there's anyone married, I'd like to hear ur thoughts too.
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21M
I need Advice on something
So it isnot cliche yehone ngr becha i just didn't see myself endezi ehonalewu beye so there is this friend that i have i known her around aune 4 years aune highschool andelay nebern we werenot that close highschool laye just classmates selenebern we just talked,joked around minam enam since we have a lot in common bedeb eyaweran nbr class wust ena kes kes eyalen we became friend but not that close so fast foward after 12 prom buhala we tallked even more in a slightly different way ena mehal laye she told me cinema enhid ngr ena i was like okay minam i was shocked endeza seteley gn you know yehe yale aydelem beye asbeku i thought bet mekemet deberoyal eyaleche nbr ena leza nw beye tewukut ena cinema heden (nth happned) we just chiled bet tolo sheyewat minam ena keza buhala more mawurat jemern ena remidal geba same class nebern minam yane mehal lay tinsh teraraken cuz of family issues enegar ena bezum mawurat akomen andade class egebalaewu yane enawuralen ena aune 2 year nen ena she is in the same uni as me 2 year ena aune we are talking again ena kebalefo even more mixed signal eyeseteche nw like late calls randomly,walk to her house ena bezu alu ena my friends make a move eyaluy nw she likes you gn i cant cuz we have different religions( i know i should have started with this mejemeryan laye sorry) i know if i made a move maybe we could be together gn ayekorem ena we wont last at some point yehe topic yenesal ena i have been trying to distance my self kesuwa cuz we have the same friend group ena guess she started to grow on me i realized this like balefo ena some guy tried to filrt ena ask her out ena i have to be honest liju kene belay yameral like ene erasu i am not goodlooking becha she said no yane ende des enda;ley tbh 😂 siteyekatm tinsh debroy nbr tbh yane nw yawekut i had feelings for her ena idk what to do aune gera eygebaye nw evertime i see her i cant help my self ena i cant go on like this forever min laderg Help me out please?
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19 M freshman negn elachwalewena 1 lij alech befit betam nebere mwedat ena smeten negreyat abren nebern but after 6 month astelachign mtaregew neger des aylm ena enleyay lanchi yalegn smet teftoal alkuat esuam eshi alech but she can't text ahunm dres l love you eyalech text tadergalech ena tdewlalech asbut keteleyayen 5 month ago help me mn ladrg eski ngerugn
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It all started when I started working in this institution recently and there's this beautiful girl (a girl that deserves the word beautiful) she's younger than me. She's been there before me and we are in the same department. We have one mutual friend and he tells me that she talks about me every time they meet. We say hi mnamn gn I don't talk much mainly because I don't want female friends (that's my principle). We were 1 sefer, service abren neber minyizew mnamn ena we got a little bit closer over time. Then yehone gize silkuan tekebelkuna dewelkulat then tinish aweran and she was also calling. Keza yehone gize text madreg jemerkugn (begibidaw mejenajen jemerkugn esuam tifelg neber mawratun) but I was not desperate... I was cool fr. After a week of talking bewere mehal she said she has a bf and I thought she was bluffing then I asked her in person and she affirmed. Then I completely cut off her and it's been 3 weeks gn 1 department sleminsera it's been very hard to get over her. I think about her and I miss her very fuing much. I'm usually very good at goodbyes and I know it's just a crush and it'll pass but yesua tinsh kebedegn. What shall I do guys.
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I am 26 m and I don't know why people assume I am some kind of susegna person (but I don't smoke or drink alcohol )
Recently One of my friends girlfriend asked to go out to night club with her and she even said she had weed minamin I was shocked cause I didn't know she do all this stuff and to your surprise neither my friend
So should I tell him
Please help me out
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mejemria lay yafekrkgn meslogn lemafker eymokerku nebr yehone seat lay endematafkrgn gebagn....,keziya behula melkamnth,tru gudegneth new yemitaygn enem tru lemhon new mmokrewu.... iwunetun sngrh tfkrgnaleh bye alasbm...enem endezawu gn betam iwedhalehu balatah des ylegnal. my gf sent me this and i say ok and know eshi i didn't mine like zate , i dont know wt to say i lose interest in her , any advice u guys tell me , thanks for your time
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Hi, I’m a 25-year-old woman. I recently met a guy who I find physically attractive and who I can see as a potential husband. We connected on Telegram, and he reached out to me first. We talked a lot, and he expressed that he’s physically attracted to me and hopes to marry me in the future. He even said he loves me, which feels quite fast since we’ve only been talking for about two months.
I’m really drawn to him and told him I like him too. However, since yesterday, he hasn’t been replying to my messages quickly or calling me. I’m worried and unsure about what’s going on. Could you help me understand if he’s the right guy for me?
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Hey 22M
So here's the thing, I kinda spent the past few years telling myself am not gonna date unless it's someone I picture myself going the distance with, but what this has resulted in is me staying single for a few years and i basically lost all the ability i had to talk to girls, but recently some of my friends kinda convinced me to try and put myself out there again because "you can spend the rest of your life alone waiting for a girl that might never come"... so now I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place, I dont wanna stay single... but I also don't wanna be in the typa "relationships" half the ppl my age are in its just to damn immature, the hell do I do
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I'm 24 years old female... I don't know ahun yemisemagnn smet endet endemgelts but I know one thing I hate me. Graduate adrge 2 amet yalesra ketkemetkugn buhala besnt yebeteseboche tselot sra agegnehu betam busy negn kesegno eske arb sra then weekend class. I thought sra matate bzu endasb yaregen gn sra yze after a few weeks I felt z same sheet I hate me I hate my body... Ene eko sewochn emekralehu aberetatalehu but I feel hallow in my inside... Lenesu mmekrewn lerase aladergm. Even I have got better salary lerase and yereba neger salaregbet drashun atefawalehu. Sra bota, taxi wst bcha every places I don't know how to defend my self beka slcht ylegnal lerase mekom I felt like unworthy. When I see my self in the mirror attract yemiyareg face endalegn gn sweta yemecheresha askeyami endehonkugn new misemagn
... Even pp admire my look I allways feel like they r mocking me. Bcha mot mot memot new mitayegn
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አትለፉኝ plssss
F 24
4th yr univ student
ከመጀመሪያው ለመጀመር ያህል ከልጁ ጋር አብረን ነው የተማርነው ከ 4-8 ክፍል ድረስ
ከዛ ወዲያ የተለያየ ትምህርት ቤት ገባን ፍቅር ስለነበረን 9 ክፍል እያለን መንገድ ላይ አጊንቼው የምነግረው ነገር እንዳለ ነገርኩትና ተገናኘን ቀጠሮ ይዘን በዛ ስዓት ልጇች ስለነበርን አሁን ላይ አብረን መሆን አንችልም ትንሽ ከፍ እንበል ሲለኝ እሺ አልኩት ልጁ በመሀል ለትምህርት ወደ ሌላ ቦታ ሄደ ስልኩን ለማግኘት አፈላለኩት ላገኘው አልቻልኩም አመታት አለፉ እሱም አዲስ አበባ መጣ መንገድ ላይ ሲያየኝ እንኳን ሰላም አይለኝም ባላየ ነው የምንተላለፈው እኔ ደግሞ እግዚአብሔር የሰጠኝ መልክ አለኝ በዚህ መሀል ሴት ነኝ በዛ ላይ ብዙ ፈላጊዎች ነበሩኝ date አደርግ ነበር እንደማንኛዋም ሴት እድሌን እሞክር ነበር ከሁለት ሰዎች ጋርም relationship ነበረኝ ያው ሴት እንደመሆኔ የእድሜዬም ጉዳይ ያሳስበኛ but still ድንግል ነኝ ምንም ግንኙነት አድርጌ አላውቅም የነበርኩበት relationship ሳይሳካ ቀረ የሁለቱም በዚህ መሀል ማለትም የ 3rd yr univ ተማሪ እያለሁ ስልኬን ከየት እንዳገኘው አላውቅም አወራኝ ከብዙ አመት በውሀላ ስለነበረ ገረመኝ ለምን አሁን መጣህ ስለው ቃልሽ ይዞኝ አለኝ መሀላችን ያላለቀ ፍቅር ስላለ ወድያው ፍቅሩ አገረሸብን እሱ ግን l relationship ዝግጁ አደለሁም ነበር የሚለኝ በግዜ ሂደት እያወራን ስንመጣ ወደ relationship ገባን በጣም ነው የማፈቅረው እሱም እንደዛው ግን ችግሩ የሚጀምረው እዚህ ጋር ነው እኔ ከዚህ በፊት relationship ውስጥ እንደነበርኩ አያውቅም ማለትም just date ብቻ ነው ያልኩት እሱ ደግሞ history ያላትን ሴት አልፈልግም ነው የሚለው ሁሌም እንደዚህ አድርገሽ አታውቂም አደል ማንም ነክቶሽ አያውቅም አደል እያለ ያሳቅቀኛል ባነሳብኝ ቁጥር ተጨንቄ ሞትኩኝ ማንም ወንድ እጇን የያዛት ሴት እንኳን ብትሆን አልፈልግም ይለኛል ውስጤ በጣም ፀፀት ይሰማዋል ያውቅ ይሆን ከዚህ በፊት የነበረውን ነገር እናልኩ ሰውነቴ አለቀ በሰቀቀን ለምን አትነግሪውም እንዳትሉኝ ከነገርኩት ዞር ብሎም አያየኝም እና please ምን ላድርግ ሀሳባችሁን አካፍሉኝ
ያልነገርኳቹ ነገር እሱ የአሜሪካ process ነበረውና አልተሳካለትም ቢሳካለት ኖሮ እኔ ጋር አይመጣም ነበር በዛው ይሄድ ነበር
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Okay so… I’ve literally never had a boyfriend 😭
I grew up with super strict parents, especially my mom. Like, I wasn’t even allowed to talk to guys unless they were family. She used to say stuff like “if you hang with boys, you’ll get pregnant” and I was a kid… so ofc I believed her 😅
Because of that, I just avoided guys completely. No friends, no crushes, nothing. And now… when a guy talks to me, I just… freeze or ignore them. Not even on purpose, it’s just how my brain works lol.
People always say I look serious or unapproachable… but the truth is I’m soft. I just don’t know how to show it 😔
And honestly… I do want a boyfriend now. I want someone I can actually trust, someone I can be myself with, someone who sees the me behind the serious face.
It’s like my heart wants it, but my brain is still stuck in all the fears from growing up. And yeah… it’s hard
So please advice me I don’t know what to do
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endet nw le nggrachew maytenekeku sewochn tolerate mtadergut?mnm satnageruachew malef ychalal wey?sometimes beka kezi behuala mnm binageru zm nw mlew elna gn i can't.ena demo beminagerut ngr mknyat wste tlacha endayfeter feralew endet nw handle mtadergut????
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Me and myself
Who would have thought a fall is around the corner the moment you stop being watchful? a glimpse of reality is enough to shatter the 'illusion' we have. I never thought I would be back to my old self after I became better or lack thereof. I am questioning whether I was better or my mind decided to give me a break so that I can feel I am changed person? Well it is been 2 months since that delusion is shattered. I am writing this in state of the unknown , depressed?exhausted?or simply uninterested? I am not sure which is which right now. My mind avoids the hard things for sometime and the moment I sit to do it, everything falls away. I can't tear myself off the task until I get every inch of the task. But how can I if my mind keeps distracting me from doing it? No one , I mean NO ONE is sleep deprived as me. I wake up late so everyone thinks I slept through the night. My mind won't let me rest. I think a lot. I plan a lot. I ask questions. I fantasize. I see the fallouts. Potential risks. Everything my mind gets a touch on. And then it is suddenly 2:30am. I sleep without knowing. I drink coffee because what use does quitting have if I am not sleeping anyway? The dark circles around my eyes, the tiredness is there. The spiritual void I keep trying to feel but the lack of consistency gets in the way. I am writing this as I keep trying to make sense of everything. Maybe everyone is struggling with something we don't know of. That they don't talk about. Lots of sadness covered with mask of indifference,smile ,anger , detachment. Deep down, we want someone to see us. Not in the conventional way of ' I see you, I support you ' thing. But more than that; we need understanding, empathy or maybe a hug because words are void nowadays. Real communication is expensive. It is not about avoiding to be yourself. Wanting someone who understands and be there is not too much to ask. But till then, I think we should keep going. Being with ourselves, figuring out things, experiencing life by ourselves is a way to go through.
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Im 32m, last time i vented in here, and gladly i met someone through it, she is beutiful with amazing character, but you know wt as soon as i met her(8-9 month ago) i landed the bigest project of my life, and it took my attention sadly i couldn't attend her fully and after 6-7 months she got tired of my busy ass. And also since i work in construction there was so many things to distract me and make me busy, and something happened in my work place and i got depressed and i couldn't be attentive as she was expecting, finaly what got me mad was she planned to get distant because i guess she didn't think it will work, although she used to love me a lot, she decided to detach and stop contacting me, i was angry,
one time i came to addis from site (which is not in addis) when i call she didn't pick, she later claimed it wasn't intentional but i got mad and texted her i wont call again, although i texted her one more time also called her, ...
Anyways i missed her,
Im still busy,
But i feel like I'm missing big
I feel like calling her is not an option,
Advice me what should i do
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I am very tired being addicted to porn vid Idk what to do I want to stop but always I found my self in it
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Gosh! I Never thought there where so many people with lots to say( lot's of vulnerable) things to say, shout out to people that created this community 🫡
Now its time I vent my Tale,
I'm pretty happy with my life.
I live moderately, grad in marketing, currently working a family business finally have a car life is good genuinely
But I am starting to realize that good isn't the same as "fulfilled" i realized that I don't have a social life
You see, it’s not that I can’t socialize. I can. I just move through the world in a different rhythm. My mind runs deeper, wider always drifting into meaning, nuance, spirit, a world beneath the surface. Most people float on lighter waters, and there’s nothing wrong with that, but it makes me feel like I’m built in a different dimension.
simply put i need friends real connections
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am i the only one who wants a girl who is experienced and are into alot of weird things i don't even care if she has been with hundreds of people i just want someone who is cute and soo balege i swear am not joking
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I wanted to ask if it’s okay to date your ex’s friend don’t misunderstand me, I didn’t mean that I had been cheating with the friend while i was dating my ex it’s not that they r so close but they know each other and now i started liking the friend after i breakup with my ex its has been 1 year since our breakup and i started talking to his friend recently and i think he is interested too so what do u think can u tell me your thoughts i am lost about this
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Suuuuuup! hope y'll doin gr8
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really I don't wanna die but everything around me is falling apart I'm not doing well at uni my mental is getting worse day by day no job no friends betrayed by people I trusted and know all I really think about is ending my self the only person I have in my life rn is my mom and can someone please help me help ur brother out I don't think I can hold it any longer if some one whose a therapist please contact me
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Hi! I am a 21-year-old female going to a christian university in the us. i became a christian 1 year and a couple of months ago and its been one hell of a journey. right as i got saved i broke free from some things i was addicted to such as masturbation, listening to secular music and reading smut. a few months after accepting Jesus Christ as my lord and savor i gave up my phone and started using those old school flip phones because i just felt like my phone was nothing more than distraction for the year that i was going to have. since i was still in high school during this time it was relatively easier to give up my phone. during this time of being phoneless i dove into my bible and grew really close to God. however, there were a lot of things trying to distract me, one of which was a guy who messed me up to a certain degree. throughout that year I got into a total of 2 relationships, 1 situationship, 2 infidelities, i lost a friend, got accepted to the college that i go to now, wrote my national exam, made friends, cut off friends and learned a great life lessons.
that was just a summary of my life.
right now I'm in a great relationship, gotten some really great friends, felt farther from God than i have ever felt, and lost my virginity to my current bf.
I am so grateful for my life but i hate my life. I miss God. I miss my family. I miss being free. I miss being at peace. I miss my church community. I miss the support system i left. you might be thinking "don't you go to a christian school?" I do and i think that is the problem. dear reader when i tell you this i mean it with everything in me, preformative christians might just be worse than satantists. these preformative christians are absolutely filthy. Paul tells us to be open to eachother about things we are struggling with and trust me i have tried to be open to these people but all i got was judgmental eyes and gossip behind my back. i genuinely hate whatever is going on with most of the christians in my school. it is absolutely sad to see people put bible verses in the instagram and to find out that they are dl messing with people in their girl groups.
don't get me wrong, i'm a sinner and i have done things i am not proud of and said things i am not proud of but it is so draining and destroying when people say things like "oh pastor so and so, weren't you doing this and this a month ago?" and then they treat you like you're literally Jesus Christ who never fails, who never says a bad word, who never gets annoyed, who loves all. like geniuenly wtf are we saying. its so fucking retarded to hear people downplay whatever you have to say because they know of some times you have genuinely failed at. its so sad. im not saying i want to be treated as an official but whats the point of making fun of people who are just trying to get back on track?
all this is to say, i don't know what to do. I love my friend group and i love my boyfriend but neither of these are pushing me closer to God but rather they are pulling me away from him. losing my virginity to my bf wasn't supposed to happen but it did and ever since then I have been careless about having sex with him and because of that I feel like I'm a whole planet away from God because I know what the word says about those who know the word and keep on sinning. because of that I feel way too guilty to turn to Jesus, i feel way too dirty. how many times will i fail and nag Jesus for help? what a burden this life is.
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Hey, I am 17 and currently I have a crush on a girl who doesn't even correctly know me. We were on the same class last year and I had this crush for almost a year. On exam also we worked together but after that I was assuming we will be a little bit friends but as I saw and understand she tries to ignore. Even though we had eye contacts wherever we just passed by each other she immediately look to other direction.
Ena guys pls help me I am dying b/c of this
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hey u guys this might sound silly but its kinda bothering me so a lot of people tell I'm attractive like random strangers both boys and girls but the problem is that nobody actually approaches me like for dating and stuff when i come think of it even in friendship I'm not really close with them (i don't even have numbers of some people i call friend )I'm 20 i wanna have fun date people mnamen I'm not doing none of that so am i the problem or is there something else
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