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Hey guys I'm 26 now I'm protestant and I don't have any Christian friends and I need friends now who i want go out and go to church doing everything as friends please add me your username guys

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Lately I want a man that could love me and marry me and live happily ever after

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24
Graduated
Not ugly not too beautiful
Short(avarage for girls)
Smart
Kind(not for all)
Virgin
Christian
Romantic
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Requirement

27-32
Educated
Smart
Tall(1.82-1.90)
Stable( you don't have to be rich )but it's a plus
Manly man, gentle, kind..
U don't have to ask for a e before marriage
Romantic

Don't come if u don't fulfill the requirment

Am Just delulu but let me try if I get my Prince charming here 😭😭😭

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I am ℒⅈ𝒹𝓔𝖙
I need to vent
I am 20 m Looking back I don't feel like I've truly lived the life I've had up to this point I’ve been in a constant struggle to understand what reality actually is As I gradually began to figure things out I realized that the meaning behind most things was merely shaped and rationalized by my subconscious mind So for 20 whole years I didn't really live I was just chasing what is called truth now that I’ve figure it out I know how I ought to live yet I still can't actually live that way. If you ask me why it's because the world has changed. We aren't living in the kind of world we were originally made for it has taken on a completely different form And this world won't allow me to live the life I define as true

Therefore in my pursuit and decision to conquer this world I have decided to harness the emotion of hate Because I’ve lived with this feeling for so many years it serves as a powerful source of motivation for me Hate is what drives me I want to dominate and crush I harbor a hatred for humanity's weakness and I embrace that hate I am for I am

To win in this current reality I have resolved to use this emotion and I am actively building upon it I have killed off what people call morality A sheep gets eaten because it is weak while the wolf feeds because it is strong So enough with living like a sheep I believe in becoming the wolf I am prepared to do whatever it takes until the day I die to achieve what I want However as I attempt to navigate this power chasing world I haven't been able to find detailed information on manipulation techniques I want you guys to share me effective tips and techniques with me on what specific areas I should focus on

#MentalIllness #Melancholy #Agitation
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Can we talk about Habesha men and findom for a second? 😭

Because some of you will literally seek out a dominant woman, tell her you want to spoil her, act like you're ready to be submissive, and then suddenly start negotiating every single thing. 😭 If you don't actually want the dynamic, that's completely fine but why enter it just to waste someone's time?

And the entitlement is wild sometimes. You want the fantasy of having a dominant woman, but the second she actually sets boundaries or expects consistency, you disappear.

Findom is supposed to be consensual and clearly understood by both people. If you're into it, own it. If you're not, don't pretend you are just because you're attracted to the idea.

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Hey guys I hate to say this but I have no other choice I want to know if there's any suicide method that has no pain and being saved I just want understanding answers Please

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Hi 21 m, this is a feel good vent I was having a bad time til I met this gurl, she is amazing in every way that a guy can imagine i've known her for a very short amount of time but We haven't gotten bored of eachother even for a single day.
She's perfect in a way a glove fits a hand.
Basically what i wanted to vent or rather give hope abt is you don't know when the next big event of ur life is gonna be at and you dont know how or where you will find love so be very very optimistic

Lbachun kft argachu tebku ofc you will get hurt in the way but its gonna be worth it when u find the right queen as i have.

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Hey guys i am 24f I just wanna know is love actually real or are we all just collectively gaslighting ourselves😂 Wt do u even feel when u r in love?? 🤔 I need answers from people who have actually experienced this thing...Like, wt changes? wt goes on in ur head? do u actually know u r in love, or do you just randomly realize one day..oh damn… I’m cooked😂 mnamn just tell me honest answer

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Anti-Climax

Having everything you wanted is weird. Right now everything is going too good, all my needs met, weed, sex, money, relationship, projects to keep me fulfilled, an endlessly curious and well calibrated mind.

But something about being here feels a little soulless. I'm not sure, but I think I felt more alive when I had less money, (I always had weed)...

Maybe I'm just yapping for the sake of yapping idk, but I'm just glad my mind will carry me on regardless of my circumstances, or else I would've buckled under the weight of certain realizations.

The whole point: make sure you have a fortified mind, that's the only thing that'll save you when things get absurd.

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I want to kill myself, I want to kill myself, I NEED to kill myself.

I didn't ask to be here. I didn't chose to be here. Why was I born like this. Why AM I LIKE THIS.

They say find meaning to your life, where even I can't take a breath to figure out what is the purpose of this. The purpose of me being here stressing over everything that will happen in the future.

I know I don't have it the worst, and thank god because I'm not even as storng as to handle most pressures but still this is something I don't want to carry.

I just want to return to nothingness. No before, or an after, just nothing. Someone or something please spare me from this pain because oh I scream at my mother to why she brought me as useless daughter.

Years drowning in this so called life, for God whom brought me for whatever needless glory is. I'm too weak, for this. Too weak to handle myself, too weak too handle myself, too weak to live and even kill myself. Why live then? Why live? Why live? Why live?

Dying, dying, dying is all what flies on my head. I eat, sleep, talk, breath, for whom I'm doing it? For me? For those who love me? For God? No one deserves this, no one should've forced me here. Fuck fate, fuck destiny, fuck where I should've belonged if I wouldn't have existed. I don't want to exist, I don't want to live, I don't want anything, I just want to be nothing.

Please I want to die, I don't want normal, I don't want worse, I don't want the best, I just want to die already. I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die, please I wanna die already.

Please.

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Hello
HELP….the thing is I think I am experiencing anxiety on another level(probably not the worst) tho it is affecting my day to day life and does anyone here knows a good psychiatrist I might visit and plus if any of you have taken anxiety medication before does it really help?? ….the diarrhea and the nausea is on another level for even a small errand….whether it is a taxi,school,family gathering,being late,being early….everything seems like it wants to make me go insane …..any advice

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​Yo guys, I’m 21M.
​Six months ago, I ended a four-year relationship. We go to the same university. Earlier that year, I wanted to improve my communication skills, so I took on an internship. I did so well that they offered me a job alongside my studies. I was so excited to tell her the news, but she wasn't happy for me at all.
​Around that time, we were only meeting once a week. Whenever I called or texted, she’d take forever to respond. I honestly didn't know what was wrong. She became obsessed with anime and K-dramas, constantly doomscrolling, and I started feeling completely alone in the relationship.
​The day we were supposed to meet, I called her, but she said she was too busy. Then, just a few hours later, she called back wanting to meet up right then. I was genuinely busy at that moment, so I texted her, "Call u later."
​After that, I prayed about everything. I realized this relationship just wasn't working for us anymore. I felt a sense of peace, texted her that we should separate, and blocked her.
​At the time, it felt surprisingly easy to walk away because I was finally at peace. But when it came to healing, my homie was right by my side. I threw myself into the gym and became a total gym rat—gained 8 kg of muscle, got closer to my family, drew closer to God, and focused on my job, success, and building good habits. Even with all that progress, I still find myself looking back and overthinking how it all ended.

The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you all. Amen

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Hey F23 ላለቃቅስባቹ ነዉ

The thing is እናቱ ገበያ የሄደችበትም የሞተችበትም እኩል ያለቅሳል ነዉ 😭😭😭 gurl welahi am. Mad at myself ደሞ እኮ ወላሂ i was reminding my self pls make sure ur grade is good gurl 😭 3.2 is that even a grade i told my self again and again i reminded her again and again 🤧አሁን በዚህ grade bank እንጂ ማን ይቀጥረኛል welahi am. Trusting Allah's plan እኮ ወላሂ i am very understanding and waiting for the tadaaa✨... but gurl welahi ወደፊት ብዬ ሳስብ ክብድ ይለኛል the expectation of my parents እረ ምን የእነሱ ብቻ የእራሴም i can't face myself hula gurllllll 😭😭😭welahi i am confused and don't know what to do.....

My fam, friends and ppl that know me are expecting and excited about my graduation but me 😔 welahi ግዜው በደረሰ ቁጥር am stressed about will i found ጥሩ ሥራ that i will be happy doing it or will it pay me enough or can i move further with my professional 😕 am mad at myself. For not trying hard slowly am lossing myself again i thought getting into uni means am. Gonna figure out everything or somehow it gonna create some opportunity's..... But am. Losing myself i don't see myself አሪፍ ቦታ or የተሻለ ቦታ as i thought i would see my self in 😭and also i deleted my ig and tiktok cuz i found my self in comparison with ተመርጦ ከቀረብ ነገር ጋር ik they don't show everything but atleast ppl at my age are at sth like my friends they are either have built their own business or they are working in big companies atleast they don't have to care about what's next after grad 😭 welahi am. Happy and proud of them but at the end of the day am also a human and am. Gonna try so many staff atleast አንዱ ከተሳካ ብዬ but it ain't working but me ik ik learning holding a Bachelor degree is also sth ik መማር ግዜ ማቃጠል እንዳልሆነ but look i tried online shop ወፍ ምንም የለም እቃውን ሳልሸጥ መለስኩት 😭😭😭welahi i am trying and i already have tried some staff like i applied for volunteer internship either i will not hear from them or ደሞ i will have class with the time i should be there 😭😭 i tried to learn for atleast certificate @ Alison and sth came up and i couldn't continue idk y when i try sth so many things came together to stop me like, family member gonna be sick or ዘመድ or ማውቀው ሰው ያርፋል or ደሞ all of the sudden the class became serious like assignment over an assignment then test over test and i got distracted, 😖amn't blaming anyone am. Blaming myself anyhow ብቻ am tired am not excited but ቢሳካ ደስ ሚለኝ ነገር ላይ apply አድርግያለው atleast እሱ ቢሳካ i will have sth that i have achieved. 🤦🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️but may be it's my 40 ቀን እድሌ 😭😂 idk ብቻ i don't think it gonna workout.

ስለስራ ምናምን ሳወራ or unable to achieve my dream as me ሳወራ ppl usually misunderstood that craving for achieving my dreams and to be someone worth knowing እና ዝም ብሎ የተገኝውን ሥራ ሰርቶ በልቶ ማደር are to different things am trying to be the main character in my own story when i see myself in the Mirror i wanna love and be proud by what i see amn't talking about physical staff but rather am. I proud myself should praise myself for how far i came and what i have achieved እኔ ብዬ እራሴን ሳስተዋውቅ or if i have to write about my biography ይሄን ይሄን achieve አረኩ ምለው ነገር አጣው staying alive እንዳትሉኝ that doesn't count ብቻ 😮‍💨 i think it's my fate to be sidekick...

Ik comparison is ain't good but look all my cousin are in good places like, most of them in tech( software engineer,computer science...), medicine ( medical doctor, dentist,neurologist, health officer...), engineer( civil, mechanical,env'tal,chemical....), Law or sth similar lay nachew in a family of genius to be created as an idiot is hard 😭 ብቻ ተፈጠርኩ እና my family expectation and my comparison gonna kill me. ደሞ ወላሂ no CAP am telling the truth when i list the courses atleast business department መሆኔን ብተው እራሱ i wanna achieve staff idk what am. Talking ብቻ am trying and things aren't working out maybe they aren't my ቀድር ብቻ i stopped being excited and wishing rather ዝምብዬ ንፋስ እደሚያንከራታት እፍዬገላ ሁሉን ነገርን የፈጣሪ ፍቃድ ላይ እርግፍ አርጌ ትቼዋለሁ who am i to doubt the plan when i knew he is the planner the one that knows all the plot ደሞ the thing is am mad at myself እና to came.

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Hey u all am cooked fr I js lose all ma cloths in the first day of university and the place I learn is so cold and fam can't afford it idk wat to do fr should I hv to go back home pls somebody help 😩

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ጎረቤታችን ጋሽ ሚካኤል አበዱ

ዛሬ ስራ አልገባሁም ከአንድ ጓደኛዬ ጋር ቸርች ለመሄድ ተቀጣጥረን ከሰፈር እየወጣሁ ነበረ ጋሽ ሚካኤልን በራቸው ላይ ያገኘኋቸው..ሰላም አደሩ ብዬ ሰላምታ ሰጥቼ አለፍኩኝ..ከዛ ወደ መንገድ ወጥቼ አስፓልት ላይ ጓደኛዬን እየጠበኩኝ ነው እስክትመጣ..ከዛም ጋሽ ሚካኤል ከፊት ለፊቴ መጡና ቆሙ
እኔም: ጋሽ ሚካኤል ምነው በሰላም ነው አልኳቸው
እሳቸው: ምን ትሰሪያለሽ አሉኝ
እኔ: ጓደኛዬን እየጠበኩኝ ወደ ላይ ልንሄድ ነው አልኳቸው
እሳቸው: ልታደርጉ ነው ?
እኔ: ከጓደኛዬ ጋር ቸርች ልንሄድ ነው አልገባዎትም ያልኮት?
እሳቸው: ከእኔ ጋር መቼ እናድርግ,ስልክሽን ስጪኝ
እኔ: ምንድነው ከኔ ጋር የሚያደርጉት ብዬ ግራ ገባኝ
እሳቸው:ስልክሽን ስጪኝ
እኔ: ስልኬ ምን ያደርግሎታል
እሳቸው: እንዳገኝሽ
እኔ: ሁሌ አይደል እንዴ ሰፈር የሚያገኙኝ?
እሳቸው: ስምሽ ማነው?
እኔ:ነኛ አላወቁኝም እንዴ?
እሳቸው: እኔ ሚካኤል ነኝ
እኔ: እንዴ እሱንማ አውቃለሁ አውቆታለሁኝ እኮ
እሳቸው: ገብቶሻል የፈለኩሽ ለግንኙነት ነው
እኔ: (አሁን ደነገጥኩኝ) የምን ግንኙነት ?
እሳቸው: የወንድና የሴት ግንኙነት
እኔ: ጋሽ ሚካኤል አበዱ እንዴ??😳 ብዬ🏃‍♀‍➡️🏃‍♀‍➡️
ጋሽ ሚካኤልን የማውቃቸው ድሮ ነው..23 አመት ይሆነዋል ሰፈራችን.. ሳውቃቸው ጀምሮ ጡረታ የወጡ ሽማግሌ ካቶሊክ ናቸው (ካቶሊኮች ግን ለምንድነው ቶሎ የማይሞቱት? ሰፈር የማውቃቸው ፈረንጅም ሆኑ ሀበሻ ካቶሊክ ያረጁ እንጂ የሞቱ የሉም)...ይሄን ጉድ ለእማ ልነግራት? አፈርኩላቸው

በስመአብ😒

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Hey, I’m a 23M who graduated last year, and let me tell you, friend—life is a lesson. God taught me the hard way, and I respect that.
The story starts right around graduation. I landed a huge project from abroad that made me a lot of money almost instantly. And what did I do? I fumbled it. The first thing I did was rent a house and move out. In my mind, I was going to lock in, be independent, and finally be free from my parents. Huge mistake.
I found a great place, moved in, and furnished it with everything a house could need. The first few months were good, not gonna lie. I started working out, gained some healthy weight, and looked good. But then I stopped focusing on growth because, suddenly, I didn’t need to work that hard anymore. I kept postponing my business plans, telling myself, "I’ll do it next month, next month, next month." Just like that, the months flew by.
Another bad habit I developed was Snapchat—hooking up with girls, you know the drill. I had the time and I had the place. At the time it felt like fun, but guys, it was a major mistake. My advice? If you're working on yourself, don’t even think about girls unless you’re in a healthy, committed relationship. Stay away from hookup culture. It numbs your heart and pulls you away from God.
Eventually, I looked in the mirror and asked myself, "What are you doing, man? This isn’t you. It was never you." I felt so ashamed of the things I was doing. With my money draining fast, I decided to do the hard but right thing. I took what was left, poured it all into a new business, and moved back in with my family. I needed them to check on me, and I knew I wouldn't have the urge to bring girls over. You know what they say: you don't fight lust, you run from it.
So that’s exactly what I did—I ran. I stopped talking to random girls. Now, I rarely talk to women, and when I do, it’s only with someone I can see a real, long-term future with. No more hookups. Lesson learned. I’m focusing on myself, growing steadily without distractions, and building my future.
And wouldn’t you know it? God works in wonders. Projects are starting to come in again, my work mindset is resetting, and everything is falling into place. Yeah, I burned through that initial money, but hey—it was a lesson, I’m still young, and I’m not sweating it anymore.
It feels really good to vent here. As a man, you aren't usually expected to vent, so I appreciate having a place to just lay it all out.

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I'm 21 yrs Old male and I've no idea hw it feels to touch a girl and I actually hv the chances to do anything but I don't like it when it comes from the person I know.. I always reject when it's about this type of things but now I really wanna feel it and there's these girl she do anything to hv a good time with me she is beautiful asf but I don't hv z gut for it idk bcha help😂

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Hey guys am 23f and i really wanna have friends especially someone in Christ mission church lately am start attending there so if u guys are interested i will be happy we can be friends ask my id🫶❤️

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After we finished high school, he contacted me on Instagram, and we started a relationship. He became my first sexual partner. I did things I had never done before, including oral sex. Later, I found out he was ignoring me, and I felt terrible. I cried a lot and regretted everything.
After that, I started dating different boys. Just last week, I had sexual experiences and made out with three different guys. Now, I feel like I'm becoming someone I don't recognize, and sometimes I call myself a bitch because of the choices I've made. I feel guilty, confused, and emotionally exhausted.
One of them is incredibly kind and has been waiting for me for years, but I don't think I can love him back. Another one is really nerdy, and the third one asked me, "Be mine?" in such a romantic way.
The truth is, I don't know who I love, or if I even love any of them.
What should I do? How do I figure out what I truly want instead of hurting myself or leading

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Hi guys, straight to my point:
i’m a third-year university student and I’ve always wanted to apply for scholarships. So last year on August I finally started applying through Common App, especially because they have the application fee waiver option (i don't have money to pay application fee for each college i am applying to). But halfway through the whole scholarship process, I realized that I actually can’t apply as a first-year student Since I’ve already done more than two semesters of "post-secondary education", I’m supposed to apply as a transfer student. And if I apply as a first-year student even though I’ve already been in university, it could apparently be considered as application fraud. Now you might be thinking, “Okay, then just apply as a transfer student.” But THAT’S the problem. If I apply as a transfer student, they’ll look at my university grades, and my grades are… very very bad 💀 when i say bad I am actually referring the grades full of C and D. So I’m worried that they’ll affect my chances of getting a scholarship. Please don't comment saying "grades are not the only thing in scholarship , stop worrying about grades... ". They might not be the only thing that are required but they are one of the thing that would strengthen my application. And I know not every college requires transfer students to submit their university grades, but from what I’ve seen, almost all of the colleges I’m interested in do. Not only that scholarship for transfer students are very competitive and some colleges doesn't even give financial aid.
So now I’m kind of stuck and honestly don’t know what to do. So my question is:-
-Has anyone here applied for an scholarship while they were already in university?
-How did you apply?
-Did you use the transfer application?
-And how did you deal with your previous university grades?

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I am 24 m ezhe ngre lay setsfe yemjrya nw gra selgbgn nw ena metlogn ngre kal hasb lekorart yechalal ahun lay btam echnkalhu ena tsefa mekoret yesmgnal le 5 amte real depression westi nebrku ena bmchrsha medication le 1 amte wesje be ftari erdata ahun dena negn ahun mnm sera yelgnm college nw memarew last year negn ena mnm wete yelgnm 2.1 bzh mnm ngre weste mektre alclm lela sera lemokri asbi nber gne akatgn ferhat yesmgnal before social anxiety nebrbgn ahun lay meknse bchlem yeha ngre yemslgnal friend enokne endaynorgn yargegn and my child hood truma affect my life... ena ahun mn sra ljmre genzeb yasflgnal family ga negn gne mnm genzeb lestugn fekdgna adelum even andi lebse degagmo melbse eyslchgn nw leza nw yersene ngre lemomolat genzeb meyasflgn freelancing lemsrat eysbku nw video editing temri tru yesrbtal blachu tasbalchu gnezbe magent alchlm bzu investment mayflge ngre selemslgn nw eskahun yekoyhute be ftari tesfa nw gne kahkmi belay sehone nw family beki mebale genzeb alachew gne mnm leyagzugn fkdgna adelum chnketu ena debrtu andlay sehone btam eykbdgn nw aymroye lay bzu aynte haboch yemtlau kezh befti 1 gize erasen lemtfat mokri nber ngroch kaltelwteu dena mehone almslgn eyale nw eskhunm yekoyhute ke ftari gar kerbe selhonku ena esun tesfa adrge nw karzmkute sorry

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You know as i grow up ....  i thought that i could never be loved..... no one never really hugged me not my mother. She she ...wnated me to be tough, tougher than an iron ... no comforting hugs, no kisses, on my forhead ..she kept her distance.... it was not like that when i was little child i still rmemmber he warm ebraces, her hands in my hair ...her warmth ... but it got rarer and rarer as i grow up... i sought every little touch, every little contact, i would do whatever for her to hug me...but it was never there ...and even if it is their, they are for the briefst moments, hesitant .... not really out of affection but rather out of duty and politeness ....

No i didn't  have friends as a child ... i was the blacksheep,  i always got bullied for the reasons i don't  ever know or will never know. But that made me the loner .... loner with the book. 4th grade was the worst of them alll. I still remember  it like yesterday. I cried every day for that year everyday... their bully is always the same.... it starts with a snicker, sitting bihind me .... wishpering, then a laugh...i close my ears and try not to listen... pictures  of men from magazine  put on my desk, the poking with the stick, washing their hands, (this only made me confused and the little me concluded  that it was because i am ugly .... i am like a dirt ...nobody wanted) the insult, the yanking my hair, bag thrown on the floor, ...

The loner me got more into books and music and movies I really didn't  want to be in this world.... i always felt unseen, i feel like air.... who can go from one stroy to another, relive one character, get to be loved by another character ....years i lived in the story, i became the hero, then the beautiful  girl, the villain, then a companion, adventurer, inventor .... i forgot me i forggot all the people  around me .... in reality  no one really mattered... the bullies stopped, i stopped caring ..i am entirely  in another world. Read, watch, listen.... that was my reality.

I can't  life that i didn't  have friends  by my late teens i did..... but they have their own ... problems ...theyy were outcasts, also bullied, and always always loners... it seems like  we understand each other without saying anything. It was not based on favors or being pretty... their was unsaid agreement that would stick with each other.  I talked with them ... listend to them ......  the only problem was they still want to check reality ...and me ... realtiy didn't  not matter any more, or the people in it.... but i still relish them being with me, their hugs ... hand shakes, their  greetings .... it made me feel like i exist... every physical touch assures me that may be i am normal....

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Hello... 29 m
I just got diagnosed with stage 4 cancer, n as u can imagine i am going through a lot emotionally. Idk how to tell my family i havent still told a soul n its hard to act normal holding it all in. Idk i am physically not bad but i still feel like i dont have much time left.... i just wanted to let it out 😉

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Guys, does everyone have a Protestant church friend? 😅 I’ve never really had one since childhood. I’ve always gone to church by myself. Is anyone else like me? If you’re looking for a church friend too, let’s connect and go to church together. 🤍⛪

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Hey everyone,

Lately I’ve been wondering if I’m actually better off staying single 😂. Dating has been a rollercoaster good conversations, bad timing, unexpected disappointments… somehow it always gets interesting.

But honestly, I’m not looking for just anyone. I’d still like to meet someone I genuinely connect with someone I can laugh with, flirt with, challenge, and actually enjoy getting to know.

Maybe I’m asking for too much… or maybe I just haven’t met the right kind of trouble yet 😏

Anyone else feel the same? Am guy late 20s

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Hi I’m 19 and I got a bf we been together for a yr now and these summer I was pregnant and I got abortion and I got pregnant again what shall I do I’m afraid to tell him too

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I’m male 35 now, and honestly, I’m tired.
Not tired of love, not tired of women, but tired of trying to find something that feels real and stable. At this age, I’m not looking for games, temporary attention, or someone who is only there when it’s convenient. I just want one person I can build a life with.
I want the kind of relationship where I don’t have to constantly question where I stand.
The frustrating part is that I know I’m ready for something serious, but somehow I keep meeting people who aren’t or people who want something completely different from what I want.
You watch people around you fall in love, get married, build families, and you start wondering, “When is it going to be my turn?” I’m happy for them, but sometimes I wish I had someone to come home to, someone who feels like my person.
I don’t want to force anything just because I’m 35. But I also don’t want to pretend that being alone doesn’t bother me.
I still believe I’ll find something real. I just wish finding it didn’t feel this damn difficult.

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መከራ ቢበዛ መሞት ራሴን አጥፍቸ ምነው ገነት ቢያስገባኝ!
በፀሎታችሁ አስብ ነገ ሞቸ እንዳድር ቢያንስ የሆነ ምክንያት አለኝ!

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Last week my 25 yo virgin ass was begging a guy to fuck me literal begging please please eyalku lezawm istg 😭 i was willing to do anything ( not anything but close to anything 😁) to get that D and that body on top of me but he said no ( the story has a context but that's not thr point )

If i told this to a 2 month old back me she'd suffer from both ischemic and hemorrhagic stroke 😅

Pls don't flood my comment section with ask my ID comments ( if i wanted to get fucked by randoms I'd have ) gn ahun teredahuachu guy who get under a comment section to beg for some vagina i swear i won't judge u guys ever 😭 ur sis understands u

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አንድ ግዜ....ስብሃት አንድ የሚወደውን ጓደኛውን መፈለግ ጀመረ አሉ።
ይገኝበታል...ይቀመጥበታል...ይውልበታል በተባለው ቦታ ሁሉ አስፈለገው።
ስልኩን መታ....በጓደኞቹ ስልክ አስደወለ።
አዲስ አባበን አሰሳት....ያገኘውን ሁሉ ጠየቀ።

አጣው!
የሚፈለገው ሰው ጠፋ።

ታድያ የስብሀትን ፍለጋ የሰሙ ሰዎች የሚፈለገውን ሰውዬ ያፈላልጉ ገቡ።
አገኙት! ስብሀት አጥብቆ እንደሚፈልገው ነገሩት!

የሚፈለገው ሰው ለስብሃት ሰው ላከበት....እዚህ ቦታ ነኝ....ና አለሁ አለው።

ስብሀት ሲፈጥን የተባለው ቦታ ደረሰ።
ያንን ሰው አገኘው።

የሚፈለገው ሰው....

ምነው? አለ

ስብሃት....

ሰዓት የለኝም ቶሎ ብለህ ፊትህን አዙርልኝ አለው።

ያ ሰው የተባለውን አደረገ።

ስብሃት...ይፈልገው የነበረው ሰው ጀርባ ላይ ተደግፎ ስቅስቅ ብሎ አለቀሰ። ሰው ጉድ እስኪል ንፍጥ በንፍጥ እስኪሆን ተነፋረቀ።

ሰውየው ግራ ገባው። እስኪጨርስ ጀርባውን ሰጥቶ ጠበቀው።

ስብሃት ለቅሶውን ጨርሰ። ሰውየው ግራገብቶት ምነው? ምን ሆንክብኝ? ለምንስ ፈለከኝ ብሎ ጠየቀው።

ለቅሶውን የጨረሰ ስብሃት....እንባና ፣ ንፍጡን እየጠረገ ጅሌ! አለው።
ለዚህ ነበራ የፈለኩህ።

ጀርባው ላይ ተደግፈው የሚያለቅሱበትን ሰው(ጓደኛ) ከመፈለግ በላይ ምን ፍለጋ አለ? ብሎ ስቆበት ሄደ።

በቃ! በቃ! አለ? ጓደኛው።

አዎ.....ጀርባህ ላይ ከማልቀስ በላይ ምን እረፍት አለ? ብሎ ጥሎት ሄደ።
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ስንት ጀርባቸው ላይ ለማልቀስ የምንፈልጋቸው ጓደኞች አሉን?
ጓደኝነት በጀርባችን ዞሮ እኛን ከመውጋት ውጪ ትርጉም እንዳይኖር አድርገው ጥንቡን ያስጣሉት ስንት ሰዎች ዙሪያችን አሉ?

ብቻ....ጀርባችሁ ላይ ማልቀስ ከሚፈልግ ሰው በላይ ጓደኛ የለም ለማለት ነው።

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Sometimes I look at the people around me, the ones from normal families who can just accept warmth without looking for a hidden trap and I feel like I am speaking a completely different language. They have no idea how lucky they are. They walk through life with an invisible shield, entirely unaware of what it feels like to have your baseline for safety shattered before you even knew what a baseline was.
People toss around the term "daddy issues" like it's a joke or a simple personality trait, but they don’t understand the crushing reality of growing up under a narcissistic, abusive father. It shouldn't be a punchline; it is a profound, lifelong fracture in your safety. Living with an abusive father means your reality is twisted, your boundaries are erased, and your worth is only measured by how well you serve his ego. You are left fighting a silent war every single day just to keep a grip on your sanity, entirely on your own, trying to collect the shattered pieces of a childhood you never got to experience. It leaves you broken that you prefer isolating yourself and removing everyone from your life entirely, because trusting anyone else feels impossible when the person who was supposed to love you first was the one who destroyed you.
21, yet already so exhausted from just trying to survive. Growing up in this house means living in a constant state of siege. The abuse doesn't stay in the moments where it happens; it stains the walls, sits heavy in the air, and turns your own home into a map of landmines. You learn to read every shift in tone, every footstep in the hallway, and you master the art of minimizing your physical presence just to avoid being noticed. You carry a deep, quiet grief that turns into an interrogation room inside your own mind: If the person who helped create you treats your existence like a burden, what could you possibly expect from a world of strangers who owe you absolutely nothing?
It warps everything. It makes you look at casual kindness with immediate suspicion, always waiting for the other shoe to drop. It leaves you feeling entirely exposed, forced to be your own protector and your own parent while your nervous system remains trapped in a perpetual state of fight or flight. When the pain becomes too heavy to process, you end up turning it inward. You find yourself resorting to self harm, hurting your own self just to find a physical anchor for an emotional agony you still can't figure out how to voice or resolve. It feels incredibly unfair that you have to spend your youth trying to mend a spirit you didn't choose to break, using your own raw endurance to stitch yourself together in the dark.
Sometimes, the weight of it all just completely bottoms you out, and a heavy, suffocating hopelessness takes over. When you are stuck in the exact place that breaks you, it becomes impossible to see a way out. You look toward the future and it just looks like a blank, terrifying void. You find yourself wondering how things could ever possibly work out for you when your starting line was so completely ruined. It is exhausting to keep fighting when you are running on absolutely nothing. The hopelessness makes you feel like you are just spinning your wheels in the mud, trapped in a cycle that will never end, forcing you to question if the freedom you are holding out for even exists.
The hardest truth to swallow at 21 is the cold, isolating reality that no one is coming to save you. A stranger can't wave a magic wand and erase the history written into your skin, and nobody else can rewrite the reality of what you are living through. You look at the sheer amount of healing, moving, and rebuilding you have to do completely on your own, and it feels like trying to climb a mountain with broken bones. In those dark moments, the resilience fades, and you are just left sitting in the quiet reality of how deeply unfair, lonely, and exhausting it is to have to survive a life you didn't ask for.

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