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M25, i writing this for the youth so that it becomes a rude awakening on what u will face after u graduate , i graduated from addis ababa university with software eng degree graduated with 3.8 , while studying at uni i was grinding to get internship in the states which all attempts failed then i graduated i applied to probably over 500 jobs and i managed to land one after a year of application just for my salary to be 15k and each month i probably have 1-2k left from it , forcing me to live paycheck to paycheck , in the meantime i tried immigrating to USA which also failed , also tried to start my own software realted bussiness which also failed so my only hope for a better life was to be a pilot which i just relized from yestrdays announcment that i failed where i wont be getting any more chances cause im turing 26 on septmber , there goes my last hope , i dont think there is any point to go on living any longer a life like mine with such poverty isnt worth living, i dont think there is a hail mary for me after this , cause i see no path that will earn me 1k -500 usd to lead a comfortable life, idk how to say good bye to my family and friends
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Job Opening
Disclaimer: This is all in fun and games spirit and to attract a person with my sense of humor, please feel free to pass if u r not feeling it
Position: Friend(more based on performance)
Gender: Female(l’m a guy)
Age:>22 (I’m 23 btw)
Qualifications:
-22 or more years of experience in being human
-Weird and quirky
-Open minded and likes debates on world views
-likes sitcom references(being sarcastic is a plus)
-likes goofing around
-again being weird is appreciated
Salary- having an easy going, fun and goofy friend around
If you meet the above qualifications, please leave an Office reference on the comments and we’ll reach you in 1-2 business days.
Inspired by Sheldon Cooper.
I mean, why not make life more interesting 😁
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25M here. Honestly I’m just tired
I’ve been searching for someone I can genuinely connect with someone who actually loves me and wants something real. But lately it feels like every time I think I’m getting somewhere I end up at another dead end
I’m not even trying to rush into a relationship I’d rather take my time, get to know someone and let things happen naturally I just want something genuine
I don’t know maybe I’m just frustrated and needed to vent It’s just disappointing when you keep hoping you’ll finally find your person and it never seems to happen
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I am 🎭 Euphoriaa
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I really really want to know what goes through the mind of a guy that leaks a private and nude picture of a girl like seriously pls if u r / were one enlighten me please 🙄
Malet is it revenge, is it for money, or is it just for fun
I thought it was all for revenge gn demo i was watching a habesha sex channel ena beka ewnet it's soooooo sad 😔 setochu ammewachu lkew how could u do that ena pls what r the possible reasons koy, amroachus endet fekede yeandit setn lj hywet mabelashet, kezi mndnew mtagegnut 😣 these are genuine questions ewnet cz it's beyond me and i might be biased gn when look at the few guys in my vicinity i can bet anything that they r not ppl who'd do that, so mn aynet tefetro binorachu new
And any leak yetederegebsh set btnori...... U got this my dear tbh anyone in love or too invested yehone miyaregewn new yaregshw eshi. Bcha fetari yesrachewn ystachew 😐
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Hey guys, this might sound weird so bare with me. I’m a virgin but I might have sex soon. But one thing that’s bothering me is my dih size😭, what if she isn’t satisfied with my dih size? For context she is also a virgin and I’m 5.5 inchs. I know this is weird to ask but ladies here please tell me if I’m good or nah😭. Thank you
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Hii guys endet nachu, 22 here, soo i have "friends" but i don't feel connected to any of them and i don't mean that i don't relate to any of them in any way which i do, but i don't have this so called intimacy with any of them n it makes me feel sooo lonely at times which is often than i'd like to admit hw can a fully grown person fails to create deep connection with people when they r surrounded by them, n i think oo i need new friends new group or wtv so i can start over but its all the same story over again, even with family i don't have that connection its all surface level, while they think im their person its not that deep for me and ik i need to be vulnerable to create the type of connections i deeply crave but i can't seem to do that , i got so many uncomfortable issues that i mask everything so well even some times i get confused on hw im feelin , and its bothering me so much i can't stop thinkin bout it.
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Hey y'all
I miss my ex so badddd it's been a years since we broke up I really want to call her or text her but I can't really go back it's like chasing someone who doesn't even care about you, and smh she got a boyfriend and moved on her life actually couldn't blame her it's been 2 year but deep down tho I really couldn't get her out of my head even after all those things she did to me , i still love her like betam how she likes bdsm how she was horny,deep down I feel like we're gonna find our way back to eachother .
Yes I'm being delusional but i can't really jus forget someone that I spent yrs of my life.
Someone please tell her to call me i want my submissive girl
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⭕️Attention Please ⭕️
So here is the thing
A year ago, I left my parents’ house and rented a place by myself because I wanted to become a strong, ambitious, independent woman. I wanted to build my own life, make my own money, and prove to myself that I could win at life.
I used to be hardworking. I had goals. I was hungry for success and didn't want to depend on anyone.
Then one night, I got really sick. My landlord, who lived on the second floor of the same building while I rented the fourth floor, took me to the hospital. Somehow, after that night, we started connecting. We developed feelings for each other, and eventually we started living together.
It has now been about a year.
And honestly, he is a really good man. He loves me, cares about me, supports me, and treats me well. He isn't the problem. In many ways, he's been like an angel to me.
But somewhere along the way, I lost myself.
Because I felt safe with him, I stopped fighting for myself the way I used to. Money wasn't as scary anymore. Safety wasn't something I had to worry about as much. I became comfortable.
And that comfort slowly turned into irresponsibility.
I have a job that can pay me in the 100k range with relatively little effort, yet I don't even do the basic things I'm capable of doing. I became lazy. I stopped pushing myself. I stopped being hungry for the life I once wanted.
I became a version of myself I never imagined I would become.
And that's what scares me.
I don't want to blame him, because he didn't take my ambition away from me. I allowed myself to become comfortable.
Now I'm thinking about leaving the house and starting again from zero—not because I don't love him, and not because he's a bad person.
I just want to find me again.
I want to wake up and know that whatever I have, I built it. I want to become disciplined again. I want to chase my goals again. I want to be financially independent and responsible for my own life.
And honestly, I don't want to get married at this age. I know that living together for a year can look almost like marriage from the outside, but I've never personally treated it that way. I still feel like I need to experience life, grow, build myself, and understand who I am before making that kind of commitment.
He's a good man. I love and appreciate him.
But I think I need to find myself before I can decide what kind of life and relationship I truly want.
What do you think?
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25 M Hi guys so i have been dealing with msturbation for the past 11 years and i can't even controll my self about my sexuall fantasy i have msterbated a lot that my dik gets exhausted fells like ማርች ሙዝ i have msterbated all the west celebrity's,my sofa,news papers, and that was not good for me it shrinks my confidence my self-esteem i really need your thought is it normal should i accept it and move on or what should i do plz cuz i can't help my self
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27f so i have started a relationship with this guy and been few months he kind of is hard worker and committed bcoz of that he usually don't call or texts currently he's working every other day so that is when he usually txts or calls. this is not the type of communication i wish to have in my relationship n i have told him about it he tries to fix it for 2-3 days then same again. he actually is my preference for something serious but communication is key am confused
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ሥለሚያምሩ ጠርሙሶች የሚስሰማኝ ሥለሚያምሩ ሴቶች የሚስሰማኝን ነው። ...ጠርሙሱ በውስጡ ለኔ ለነፍሴም መርዝ የሚሆንን ወይን ይዞ ሊሆን ይችላል ...በሴቷም ገላ ውስጥ ህልው ሆና ትርመሰመስ ያልለችው ያቺ የምፀየፋት ነፍስ ትሆን ይሆናል ...
ይህ ሁሉ ግን ግልጠተ-ውበት ካልለ አያገባኝም ... በፈቃደኝነትም እምመረዛለሁ።
ስለ ነፍሷ የምወዳትም ሴት አካሏ ፍርስ አፈር ቢሆን እንኳ ከማምለክ ወደ ኋላ አልልም ...በየትም ስግገኝ እኔነቴ መስሰጠቱ ለውበት ብቻ ነው። ውበት አንድም ያካል አንድም የነፍስ
ውበትን በማላገኝበት በዚያ ብቻ የልለሁም ...
ጉዳዬ ውበት ነው - ውበቱ የተገልለጠባት ውብ ሴት ሳትሆን ራሱ ውበቱ ...ያም አይጭጨበጤ የዚህ ውበት ምንጭ።
'መንሰፍሰፍ መንገብገቤ ስላንቺ አይደልለም - ባንቺ ፈቅዶ ስለተገልለጠው ውበት ነው' ስላት "ውበቱ የኔ አይደለም እንዴ?'' ብላ ነብበር ...
እንደሷ ይገርመኛል እኔንም
ግን ውበት የማንም አይደልለም። ...የሆነ ዕለት ምናልባት ያ የውበት ፍፃሜ ይሆናል ...ማለትም ይሄ ውበት የእከሌ ነው ስንል።
ሰውረንነ ...
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Hi 22 M a very mature guy, been in a lot of relationships never worked out. Financially in a very good status. I’m trying to get closer to God nesha eyegebaw new I’m fasting I’m praying gen ahun beka I’m losing it I’m getting depressed and everything that was getting me happy isn’t working. I feel alone I need intimacy in my life idk becha I don’t even know what I want at this moment
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I am tall I am 189(6'2) I have dated short girls before, but I have never dated tall girl I want to see what it feel like dating a tall girl
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27F, Muslim
Okay, this is probably not the usual kind of post here but i thought why not give it a try? :)
I'm 27, Muslim and genuinely open to meeting someone for something serious wiz marriage in mind if things naturally work out and Allah wills it. Im not looking to rush anything or collect conversations just hoping to meet someone i actually connect with.
Im drawn to someone who is thoughtful,emotionally mature, intellectually curious and grounded in his faith. someone who can hold a meaningful conversation beyond "wyd" 😒
Im keeping the details about myself private for now. and honestly Im jst a little tired of the whole “go out,meet people, maybe you wil find someone” kinda thing so i figured to try this instead. who knows? 🤷♀️
If you're Muslim, single, around my age or beyond and looking for something intentional rather than just passing time, well..
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Hey y'all, endet nachu
Male 24
Okay so the thing is i have a girlfriend and i love her so much and she does too. We both are working and have enough income. And we plan serious things like marriage the thing is her family is very rich like investor types of rich and am from a low income family and am a hard worker, with the help of God i know I'll achieve all the things i want. Gin i get scared what if her family hates me for being you know as level as them. She wants to start a family with me. And may be her family interfere she might defend me gin beka my brain is restless thinking about this and thank you. Be safe.
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M 25
I am not sucidal
I am not depressed
I am just tired
I want time to slow down
I want time to stop
I just need a break
A long long break
Let me take a breathe for once
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I am 🎭 ጎዳና
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እኛ አንወቀው እንጂ የሚወዱን ሰዎች ብዙ ናቸው።
አልገባንም እንጂ የሆነ ሙዚቃ ሲሰሙ እኛን ብቻ የሚያስታውሱ ሰዎች ይኖራሉ…
አይደውሉልን እንጂ ቤተሰቦቻችን ስለ እኛ ሳያስቡ አይውሉም።
አልነገሩንም እንጂ እኛ ስላለን ብቻ ከሚጠሉት መስሪያ ቤት ስራ ያላቆሙ የስራ ባልደረባዎቻችን ይኖራሉ።
ቅድም ከሩቅ አይታሽ "ደስ ስትል" ብላ ያደነቀችሽ ሴት አትጠፋም።
እንደ አንተ መሆን የሚፈልግ የሆነ የዘመድህ ልጅ ይኖራል… ሲያይህ ሊኮርጅህ የሚጣጣር።
ስታልፍ "አረማመዱ ደስ ሲል" ያለ ወንድ… እና… "ጠረኑ በጣም ይስባል" ያለች… ግን ያልነገረችህ ሴት ትኖራለች።
ልጅሽን ያለ አባት ለማሳደግ ስትታገዪ… እንደ እሷ አይነት አንድ ልጅ በኖረኝ ያለች…
አንቺን አይቶ ሚስቴ እንደሷ ኮንፊደንስ ቢኖራት ብሎ የተመኘ…
አይጠፋም።
የሚስቱን የሆነ ነገር ባንቺ መተካት የሚፈልግ። የባሏን የሆነ ነገር ባንተ ጥሩ ነገር መተካት የምትፈልግ…
አንቺ ያለሸን አይነት ፍቅረኛ… አንተ ያለህን አይነት ሚስት የተመኙ… ብዙ ናቸው።
የፀጉሯ ቀለም ሲያምር ፤ ጥፍሬን እንደሷ ብሰራው፤ የምትል ሴት በእርግጠኝነት ቅድም ታክሲ ውስጥ አጠገብሽ ተቀምጣ ነበር።
ግን አልነገረችሽም…
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አልገባንም… መቼም አንደርስበትም… እኛ አናውቀውም እንጂ…
በሰው አይን ሲታይ ጥሩ ጥሩ ነገሮቻችን ይበዛሉ።
እኛ አይታወቀንም። ጆሮ ለሰሚው ባዳ ነው እንጂ…
ከሚጠሉን ይልቅ የሚወዱን ይበልጣሉ!
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ክረምት 💦
ያባቡኛል ፤
አንቺን አንቺን ይመስሉኛል።
ደፍ የሚደበድብ ካፊያ
የውሻ ቡችሎች ልፊያ
ስንጥቃት ያለው መስታወት ፣ የተለኮሰ ሲጃራ
የረጋ ጥቁር ደመና ፣ ጨቅላ እናቱን ሲጣራ
ያለቀ የጥርስ ብሩሽ ፣ ደግሞ እንባ ያቀረረ ዓይን
ብቻዋን የምትበር ወፍ ፣ መሬት ላይ የፈሰሰ ዋይን
ያሳዝኑኛል ፤
ስምሽን ያስታውሱኛል።
የአመሻሽ ሰአት እርምጃ
የአዋቂ ሴት ቁልምጫ
ላብና ወጥ ያበከተው ኮት
የተዘጋ የብረት መስኮት
ሰማያዊ ቀለም ባልዲ ፣ ሻይ የሚያቀዘቅዝ ፔርሙዝ
አቧራ የሳመች ቅጠል ፣ ያለቀ የሽቶ ጠርሙስ
የተሰበረ እንቁላል
በቀብር ያለፈ በዓል
የውሰት ቆንጆ መፅሀፍ ፣ የተጨማደደ ገላ
የሴት ልጅ የአንገት ድሪ ፣ የተሰጣ ነጭ አንሶላ
ያስጠሉኛል ፤
አንቺን ይጠሩብኛል።
ነግቶ አይኔ ተገለጠ ፣ ጆሮዬ ደግሞ ሰማ ድምፅ
ሁሉና መላ ነገሬ ፣
እናም ያለ ነገር ሁሉ ፣ በኔ ላይ ሆኗል የሚያምፅ
ወድጄሽ ሰክሬ ነበር ፣ አሁን ጠላሁ ትዝታሽን
እንጃ ከውስጤ ላይ እንዴት ፣ መፋቅና መሻርሽን።
መተኛት ማረፍ መነሳት ፣ መኖር መሄድና መምጣት
ጀረሬ ቡና መጠጣት ፤
ከሰው ልጅ ጋር መነጋገር
ከአዲስ ሴት ጋር አብሮ ማደር
የድሮ ሙዚቃ ማዳመጥ
አሮጌ ፎቶግራፍ ማየት
ደግሞ እንትን እና እንትን
እንትን እና ደግሞ እንትን
አይጥሙኝም በቃ ምንም ፣ ወዲያው ወዲያው ይቸኩኛል
የማልድን ብቸኛ አርገው ያስቀሩኛል።
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ያባቡኛል ፥ አንቺን ያስታውሱኛል።
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Hi guys iam 23F and am muslim teketere naw meserawe ahun lay a need real friends i dont mind if aman or women gen hasabachen share lemederarege ena lemadege addis nager lememoker mimechen sew kale friends mehon enchelalen
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am21f guys ene bcha negn childhood trauma yalbgn I mean beka my mom and dad did a lot of mistake beka beysus sm ahun lay mnm keweste lietfa alchalem let me tell you enesu beka mebelaten bcha nw miyasbut ena keza wechi yalew ngr mnm aymselachew specially mind peace mibalew ngr menagerm demo anchelm Ethiopia west u know ene betam aymro minku sedbochn tesdbiyalew,tameme aweka birr lemaswetat nw tebeye awekalew,chama egre adgo tebogn algezalshm tebeye temhert bet salhed kerchalew, servicem alkfelm belew kerchalew temhert bet yehe sihon gn stew sayhon beka betam selfish honew nw ena beka ahun lay tez mnamn eyalgn betam nw mikfagn maryamn even enate anchin endasordesh abatesh negrogn nbr bela negragnalch,be "s"mejmriew sedb hula hultum sedbwegn yawekalu ena lmndnnw Esti lerdachew beye sasb there's no valid reason beka ahun university negn ena bet mehed endet endmiyastelugn Addis abeba west hogne mnamn birr hula ene kaltykuachew ayelkulgnm then beka eyzorku mnamn temari astenalew even straight A eyametaw mnamn sasayachew mnm aymselachew beka mnm badrg ene alsedsetachewm even PC felge nbr mnamn selachew (ayenen yamegnal lemanbeb yasfelgenal)gezachlgn enate ena yehen madrglsh anchi mnm adrgshilgn aydelm alchgn keza ene birr generate madrg alchelm ahun leza nw yaschgrkush gn bet west hulunm sera eyseraw aydel wey selat mayhon ngr tenagerchgn ena ahun Hulu ngr meto deken yelal fite hule eysemagnal mnamn what should I do maryamn ene ensun metelatem hone metfo ngr masb alfelgm gn beka yemetal chenklate west geragbagn
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late night thought but i really think sometimes we forget how many people are still strangers to us and how much of life we have not even reached yet everyone is looking for something their person their real friend their second family their purpose their career or just that feeling of finally belonging and it is so easy to look around and feel like everyone is finding their thing except us but maybe we are just being impatient with a story we have not finished yet maybe the people we are meant to meet are somewhere right now living their own lives growing learning healing and becoming who they need to be and maybe that is exactly why we have not crossed paths yet i honestly find that kinda beautiful because it means not finding something yet does not mean it is not out there maybe we just have to let life happen a little instead of thinking every delay means something went wrong maybe some people come at the right time and some things take longer because they are meant to and if Allah knows the best then maybe we do not need to understand every why right now we just keep going keep growing and trust that what is meant for us will reach us in its own time and maybe one day we will look back at all this waiting and realize it was not really waiting at all it was life quietly putting things where they belonged
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Hello guys, I need to vent here.
I am a 23-year-old guy, and I have been HIV-positive since birth. I have really good friends, but no one knows about my status. I don't want anyone to know; I just want to live my life. But lately, I’ve been feeling incredibly lonely like I am the only one dealing with this.
I don't want to disclose my status to anyone unless she is my girlfriend, but at the same time, I wish I could be open. I wish I could talk with my friends about it freely. I just want someone to ask me how it's going or how I'm actually feeling. I need someone who truly understands me I don't want someone who isn't positive trying to give me hollow encouragement when they don't really get it.
I want to join or build a friend group exclusively for positive people, where we can look out for each other, even if we just hang out one day a month. I know there are many support groups out there, but the members are rarely in my age bracket. I just want friends around my same age.
So, if anyone here is in a similar boat and is interested, let's be friends
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I am 2F
The thing I’m in a lot of stress . I just graduated my life have never been easy I used to take care of my mom lej hogne on everything and we were so close but i lost her , i used to take care of my lil sis and the house mnmn my dad have an anger issue like a serious one . He sold our home and we moved mnmn I was one of smartest kid from class like top 5 but failed grade 12 matrix for only 2 marks when civics was out then I got to private university but I didn’t give up so I took private re exam kza degami sefeten alefku with the hope of health emaralw I go to the university i was assigned gen I got in to the worst department for the first 3 sem I didn’t study I was depressed cause I withdraw my 1yr college tmert then came but turned out to be I get the worst of all but I still didn’t give up I tried worked on my grades it was too much up and down yaw my bad luck was following me then graduated now I feel like I wasted not only a year but almost 5 years gebi kekoyewbt but gebi just ruined everything my dream bzu ngr plus myerba department memar dmo imagine then now we are in a rent house after my graduation and my bf also have lost his job he is not working we don’t have peace bet west . Im applying btmmm bzu bota bechalkut gen it’s not working my friends are getting employed and called for interviews even tho I have greater grade but nothing is happening in my life it’s getting worse edewm nothing seems to work i was trying to work online idk mnm sera salmert lemesrat kerase bly dmo my fam my bf edzi mehon bcha I’m starting to give up maybe im not allowed to be happy Maryamn something weste eyetsber nw 24 yr is too much a btm yhe Hulu amet be sekay menor ena tesfa mekuret alfelgem gen eymotku nw mn eyetaygn adlm. Im tryinggggg but it’s not working out leben effen eskeyrggn nw mechnekew i feel like I’m gonna go crazy meyabrtagn ngr ataw some time I see my self hanging on a rope mnmn my thoughts became sucide bcha but then I come back gen ahun btm tesfa eykortku nw eyetaygn adlm . And my family expects a lot from me and I don’t even know what to do . I don’t even have a real friend I can share anything.
My life is messed hiwote asteltognal hulum kene yhon ngr yetbkal no one sees my pain but I’m dying
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Yeto gar nw foul yesrnanew like when did we skip the class on how to get rich like mnm legbaghe alchme how some ppl r extremly wealth like what do they know what we dont , influncers , utube ... say that its easy to get rich , how nga i have done everything right what socity to upto the tea , got in the top uni in the contry got awarded for having a great grade , but im out here struggling with only 10k salary like ye habte class meche nw yamltghe ena do i still have hope to attend that class , becha gera nw yegbghe bole yane holo habtme say , nga how we gonna get rich cause its not been easy for me
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This is probably going to be all over the place, so bear with me.
Maybe I behave this way because I’m mentally ill. Sometimes I genuinely feel like I’m not a normal human being. I’m so self-destructive and impulsive, and I have such a hard time forming normal relationships with other people that hooking up feels like the only way I know how to interact with anyone. On top of that, I’ve experienced sexual trauma that still follows me around.
I feel like I need help, or eventually this is going to be the end of me. I wrote all of this here, I don’t know, maybe part of me was hoping to feel validated or understood or something. Instead, I was told what I already knew people thought of me: that I’m a whore.
Anyway, I’ve been feeling incredibly depressed lately. I honestly don’t remember the last time I experienced genuine happiness. I feel like I’m not allowed to be happy. I’m an atheist, but sometimes I even find myself wondering if there’s a god who hates me and keeps playing these cruel jokes on me. Because how can someone possibly be miserable for this long?
I feel like damaged goods. I wish something could pull me out of the darkness I’m in, but a part of me already believes that nothing will. That I’m just not meant to be happy.
I’m just ranting at this point, but thanks for reading anyway.
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I'm a 25 years old lady who ruined her life. So here's what I did, I dropped out of university without withdrawing, it was an impulse decision. I was having anxiety attacks and was very stressed. I live with my mom & sis and if she knew, she would kill me so I leave the house, take netela to go to church and pretend I went to school. I've been doing this for 2 years. My dad doesn't live with us, he has his own family but he supports us financially even if it's little. So graduation year came but a relative of mom's died so I said I don't want to go to grad during this sad moment. My dad didn't believe I was learning so he kept asking for my transcript, after months he sent a relative and demanded that I give them but I just gave them a copy of my 2 years. He's asking for the original and he's fighting with my mom because of me. She's defending me cause she thinks I finished school. He's threatening to kick me out of the house and he's spreading hateful rumors around the family. We haven't been talking for over a year now. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm in a stuck position. I don't have anywhere to stay. I'm currently looking for a job most of them need a degree, and the ones that don't need one aren't replying. I just need a place to stay at to work and continue to learn. I know taking my life isn't the right thing to do but it's the only option I see rn.
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Uff where should i start..ok I am a guy 29 who lives in addis and naturally introvert guy and that has made me a lonely man eventho i see a girl and interested on her i couldn't approach. So my life has been boring. I would love to meet someone who is like me someone i can be connected so deep. Someone who feel like home to me. Is that possible to someone like me tho.
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I swear right now I just want someone to give me like 50,000 and say take this money and do what you want with it and no attachments 😭😭😭😂😂😂 oh how much that would help me 😂 but I guess that's what everyone needs at this moment, እግዜር ይሁነን እንጂ እየተሰራም ኑሮ አልተገፋም
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Hello everyone M26
I’ve decided to get checked for a possible mental health condition. I’ve been feeling down on and off since my teenage years. In the past, I would feel sad, unmotivated, and exhausted for a few weeks, then somehow get back on my feet for a while before the feeling came back. But lately, it has been much heavier than before. This time, it has lasted for a couple of months, which is much longer than what I’ve experienced in the past. It’s affecting my ability to do almost anything.
I need to improve my skills and work on myself, but these days I can barely read a single page or exercise for 10 minutes without feeling exhausted. My mind also feels restless, and I struggle to concentrate. So I feel like it’s finally time to get professional help and figure out what’s actually going on.
For those of you who have been diagnosed with depression or another mental health condition, I have a few questions. If you were diagnosed and prescribed medication, did you eventually feel like yourself again? Did you become more functional and energetic? Were you able to concentrate, read, exercise, and do the things you wanted to do?
Also, are these medications addictive? Once treatment is stopped, are you generally able to function normally without them, or is medication something you may need to continue long-term?
I’d really appreciate hearing about your personal experiences, what getting diagnosed was like, what treatment you received, and how things changed for you. Thank you.
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21, F. Hope this won't be too long and boring 😭 So, I’m currently a 3rd-year university stud, and I’m actually doing pretty well with my grades. The problem is I don’t think I’m interested in the department I chose to study. I’ve always been a straight-A student since I was a kid. After high school I took the matric exam like everyone else and obviously, everyone in my life expected me to get a really high score. I expected that too. Then the results came out and I was shocked. It wasn’t even that low but it was definitely not what I expected. And the worst part is The kids who literally cheated from me got higher scores than I did. They even got prizes while I sat at home watching them on TV. My whole family was disappointed, even though they tried to hide it. When I got to university, I hadn’t given up on my grades yet. I studied really hard and managed to get into the department I thought I always wanted. But as time passed, I realized I wasn’t interested in it anymore. Actually, I realized I probably never was. When you’re the “smart kid” your whole life, the society kind of decides what you’re supposed to become before you even figure yourself out. Don't get me wrong I am not trying to place all the blame on them. After all I started doing little side quests and discovered that what I’m actually interested in. I had no idea how to tell my parents. Growing up, I saw how they reacted to my brother's personal intrest. They didn’t approve of it, and my dad even used to lock him inside so he couldn’t go. They used to fight all the time. Now he gave up and start doing what our parents always wanted him to do. So I learned pretty early that, in my household, talent and interests weren’t always considered acceptable career choices. So I kept it to myself and continued learning. But over time, I started struggling mentally. i start getting Depressed. I became distant from my friends and my family. I stopped going out from my dorm room. But No matter what, I force my self to study so I can survive academically. but mentally i don't think i will make it to next year. That’s when I thought maybe I should try for a scholarship. If I could get away from here and study somewhere new, maybe I could finally learn what I actually want. I have good grades and some extracurricular activities. So I started the process. Then, halfway through the process, I got asked for my SAT score. And I don’t have one. the problem is taking the SAT exam costs 15–20k. I’ve been trying to focus on universities that don’t require the SAT, but so many colleges have dropped their “test-optional” policies, and getting a scholarship without an SAT score has become much harder. I don’t know how to ask my family for the money because they’re already struggling financially. I never ask them for money unless they offer it themselves. Cuz they always complain how much they are struggling. so asking them feels impossible. So, the whole point of this very long ass story is: if there is anyone who could help me pay for my SAT exam, please don’t scroll past me. You don’t have to cover all of it. I’ve saved some money myself. I just need someone to help me cover the rest. I promise I won’t waste the opportunity. I’ll work hard, and one day, I’ll pay you back. I know this might sound very silly, but for me this exam could be the first step toward getting out of this path and finally studying what I actually love.
So please, please help me if you can. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
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