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I’m a 25-year-old man, and honestly… I feel completely alone.
I don’t really have anyone I can open up to — no one to talk to, no one to share what’s heavy in my heart. I keep trying to be strong, smiling through the pain, but deep down I’m slowly breaking apart.
It feels like I’m losing interest in everything, like life is passing me by while I’m just existing — not really living. Sometimes I feel like a robot… doing everything I’m supposed to, but without any real feeling inside.
I know a lot of people, but it hurts knowing most of them only remember me when they need something. I always give my best, even when I’m the one hurting, and yet… I feel invisible when I need someone the most.
I don’t have a partner in my life either. I know many women, but none of them are truly mine. I wish I had someone real — a true partner I could trust, someone I could love and share everything with. But sometimes, it feels like my heart has gone numb, like I’ve forgotten how to feel.
There’s this one person — my former best friend. I had feelings for her, but she told me she already has someone. I didn’t want to ruin her happiness, so I stepped back. But the truth is, I still think about her… every day. And that hurts more than I can say.
Right now, I just wish I had a true friend — someone I could talk to freely, who’d understand me without judgment. Someone real, someone who’d care even when I’m quiet. And maybe, someday, a partner who’d see my heart for what it really is.
I’m tired of pretending that I’m okay when I’m not. I just needed to let this out.
Thanks to this group for being a space where we can speak honestly — it means more than words can say. 💔
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Confession: I feel tormented, like something dark clings to me.
I don’t know how else to say it I feel possessed. Not in a movie sense, but in a soul-heavy way. Like there’s a demon on my shoulder, whispering, weighing me down. I’ve struggled with addiction for years, and every time I try to break free, it feels like something pulls me back. Not just temptation something deeper. Something spiritual.
I’ve had dreams that felt demonic. Shadows chasing me. Voices mocking me. Sometimes I wake up gasping, drenched in fear. Other times, I feel numb, like I’m not even myself. I’ve prayed, cried, fasted, and fought but the battle doesn’t end.
I’m not saying this to dramatize. I’m saying it because I need help. I need prayer. I need someone to hear me and not flinch. I need light to pierce this darkness.
If you’ve ever felt this way haunted, addicted, spiritually attacked please reach out. I don’t want to walk this alone anymore
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I’m 24 female I have this friend ena she introduced me to her brother he’s very very very hot and handsome one time we were hanging out in house it was deges nbr ena he was tipsy tinsh I was a lil bit tipsy too keza becha yhone time lay I was in his room keza he kinda out his hands on my waist keza make me sat on him
Then I felt something moving when I looked down he got a boner and “it” was big asf keza he start getting closer to my neck I can feel his breath keza I blacked out 😭 he hands were inside me while him sucking my titis everything happend so fast and we had sex we didn’t even use protection yezan night u went home thinking everything should get to normal tomorrow.
Gn it’s the opposite when ever we saw eachother he tease me and we had sex again in his bed with everybody in the living room it was sneaky but I liked it
At this point I can’t resist him . He makes me cum nobody ever made me cum before
Eskahun ehtu atakm i don’t know how to tell her I’m to deep in it I mean I had sex with a guy who u just met for god sake a day didn’t even pass
And the way he’s giving it to me is addictive he’s can’t keep his hands off me
Mn beye nw menegrat he’s her big brother and I’m her bestie
Idk where to start it has been 2 month and
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Selam endet nachuu Ye Gibi temarii neng ena mn meselachuu Bedenb anebalewu... keza fetena eseralewu grade aref yehonilengal gn ka gize buhala ka wusxe xefet yelal.... keza le mastawes semoker bexaam erasem yasceneqengal ena bexaam gra eyegebang new ene yalewubet department demo Ka wuxet yeleq ewuqet new meyasfelgewu ene gn be teqaranewu eyehonebing new ena please mn larg ewunet bexaam gra gebtongal.....
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Mental note
life is hard as it is even harder for those who seek to stay in their comfort zones and wish to not get bothered.
Just like me.
but is that right tho?
I highly doubt that.
should that change?
obviously it should.
but should the change be this depressing and hard?
I suppose so, you know what they say, "change is hard and changing to better is even harder." that's why there are limited amount of people who are successful. and they are successful because they were able to withstand that change that made them who they are now.
and I know one thing for sure, if you want to change you should at least harm your ego and make a fool out of your self if not other things.
do you remember that one school year that you didn't care about having friends or people at all. damn that was one good year. but looking back at it if you wanted to befriend anyone you could have you just chose not to just because.
and then the next year, there was literally a radical change.you started to have more friends than you used to have in your entire life .
and then the year after something went wrong you became socially awkward, not that you weren't already but it got worse. especially after that one fight you had with your brother. everything was falling apart. your will to have friends, your socializing skills , your sense of humor it just flopped up side down.
you changed from being independent to being surrounded by people then to being lonely and seeking others attention and approval.
girl that's nasty when have you ever sought people's validation and attention.the heck is wrong with you. you gotta calm down. don't be overly quite. just relax and be normal.
i know that you feel like you are everyone's burden and you try not to get on their way. but why get out of your way to make them pleased.
why feel ashamed and talk in a low voice when you can be proud and louder.
feeling awkward? thing are only awkward if you make them awkward. so don't.
why be so reserved. talk and play just like how others do.
fear no more, the judgement of others. cause it do you nothing but low self esteem.
don't be dependent on others because they will never be there always. just normalize not getting help from others. they shall leave you empty handed or maybe even take what you already have.
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damn guyz 😩 there was this guy back in the day who had the biggest crush on me like ever 😍 but lowkey he wasnt it skinny asf super introverted super religious so i rejected him hated his guts for no reason like he killed my fam or somethin 💀 i literally told him i hate you from the bottom of my heart 💔 and bro started crying 😭 ngl i felt baddie after that cut to 5 years later bro glowed up he's like 1.90ish 📏 got a whole new physique gentleman drip on point good job the whole package 📦 btw from the day he cried i couldnt stop thinking about him day and night the only thing he ever said to me after was tnx melu the shame omg ... recently i saw him again and he was like oh melu nice to meet you after all those years i was like same here 😳 we change numbers started talking a lot 💬 and my feelings just got bigger and bigger 🫠 i couldnt imagine my life without him 😔 so i shot my shot and asked him to be my bf 💘 he said no ❌ karma is a bitch yall 😵 i cried the whole night 😭🌙 my life is so boring now 😴 i cant move on 😓 i swear i love him more than i ever loved my first bf 🥺 but hes still friendzoning me 🚫 he's still nice about it 🥲 but the more i nag him the more he tells me the truth he has a gf 👩❤️👨 and theyre getting married this year 💍💒 i swear to god im losing my whole mind rn 🧠⚰️ my mental health is in the gutter 🚮 i cant even talk to my fam or my friends 👨👩👧👦👯 ahhh what do i do 😫 on god im thinking about just going to mergeta ga fr👹
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Selam 2017 matric wesje almtlghm enam awen remidale say metalgn betam confused hughlew University heje lemar weyes eziew collage diploma lemar?eski ke enante meker lewsed gera selgbagn nw
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Hey everyone. I’m 23 F
So I met this guy not too long ago through a friend that I no longer talk to and he doesn’t talk to also. about 6-7 months. when we first started talking we really liked each other and we clicked within like a couple of days. But the thing is we have never met in person. He lives in a different place which is a 2-3 hour flight from where I am. so the problem is…. He was in between jobs and his mom was not feeling good. So he was not in a place where he would fly across the country to meet a girl. Which totally makes sense. And I also know he’s telling me the truth because he FaceTimed me applying for a job and talked to me in the hospital blah blah. But now he’s in a good place and it’s been a couple of months working. When I told my best friend about it she said we should go to wherever he lives and meet him and that she would go with me. I told him that but he was not too happy about it. I don’t mean he was mad or anything but he was not that excited 😂. But anyway I never talked about us meeting after that and he never talks about it too. I am so confused and it’s starting to feel like a waste of time and idk what to do cuz he doesn’t want to talk about it. But he still never goes a day without calling or updating me everytime🤷♀️. But he keeps on saying that he wish he was closer to me🤷♀️. Should I like just stop talking to him or nah him or sth idk😂.
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anyone here have an eating disorder?? sometimes i feel like i see ppl who look like they do have it but i don't want to assume or, worse, push them into an ED by mentioning it in front of them, so it makes me feel like i am horribly alone. don't tell me "esu ye habtam neger new bezi economy yemn eating disorder" mnamn i don't wanna hear any of it. it's an illness that can happen to literally anyone.
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I am 21 f, I need a friend bzu guadegnoch alugn eko gn ene enji enesu yene guadegnoch adelum yene bye yemawerat guadegna efelgalew wendm bihon chgr yelewm gn guadegna bcha bemehon miyamn kehone open yehone negerochn kelel adrgo miyay guadegna yelelw sew kale pls be my friend….
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Hey guys semonun ATM saweta pin masgbyawn sechan betam yenzrgnal it is not a tiny zap full neztret betam haylgna nw tedgagme nw yagtmgne kene bhula sewoch seawtu mnm aylachwm am I the only one who this happened to and if you have advice on what to do
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Hey guys I'm 22 M
Guy's please read it carefully and then give me your advice mn meselachu before 4 year tmrt bet wst yemawkat lj neberech she was so cute gn demo 1 kfl wst enkuan endehonn yawekut esua be 1 agatami meta yawerachign ken new kfl wst kememar wchi sle lela negeroch gd misetegn aynet sew alneberkum sibeza zmtegna sew neberku when I get back to the point kehone gize behuala slken kesew wesda mawrat jemern mejemeria akababi bzum Destegna alneberkum kezia behuala gn sus eyehonechbgn metach beka beyekenu enaweralen mnamn then one day she asked me to be her bf ena mnm alasebkubetm neber wedyaw neber eshi yalkuat kezan ken behuala r/n wst geban bekerebkuat kutr betam wededkuat esuam endemtodegn mnm alteraterm neber then after 1 year mnamn teleyayen(b/c we have d/t religion) so we just decide lalemegenagnet keza behuala hulum neger kome kezian gize jemro awrten anawkm gn beka I can't get her out of my mind beyekenu new masbat Tbh kesua behuala bzu setoch kerbe awkalew gn beka mnm aynet smet yelegnm I still love her a lot And I miss her so much yemr betam new yenafekechign getan beka manm endesua lihonlgn alchalem
If their is some way to stop thinking about someone please
Thank u!!
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does anyone want to date ppl without being intimate? i (21 F) have never really been with anyone officially. it seems like everyone wants to have a physical relationship (which is obviously okay) but i personally do not want anything physical to do with another person. i am not trying to be like i'm not like other girls mnamn 😭 but genuinely i want to know if there are ppl who kind of like the appeal of a relationship with absolutely nothing physical
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Hey, 28 M, I've been in a toxic relationship a year ago. since then I was working on myself and healed properly. now, I believe I'm ready to start a new relation but don't want to stay much longer just in a relationship. I wanna get married. (my old life teaches me staying for a years doesn't ended up with marriage. instead God's intervention is crucial regardless of time). I can say I'm hard worker and earn enough to marry.
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I met this girl at university at first, it was just friendly conversation, but we clicked right away. She had this energy that made you want to talk to her. I used to be the talkative one, always joking around, but with her, it felt deeper. She made me want to open up, and I did. Over time, we got close long talks, small gestures, askingabout family, and little things that felt like they meant more than words.
Then suddenly, things started to shift. She became distant, colder, and started pulling away without giving a reason. I noticed she was around other guys, acting like nothing happened. It was confusing, because I still cared, but she seemed like she was playing some kind of power game. I tried to stay calm, to not chase, to protect my pride but deep down, it hurt.
There were times she’d ignore me completely, then come back acting friendly again, like nothing had happened. I started realizing it wasn’t love anymore it was about control. She wanted to know she still had an effect on me. And for a while, I let her have that power.
But then something changed. I started focusing on myself my fitness, my goals, my peace. I stopped reacting, stopped explaining myself. Silence became my response. I learned that when you pull back, people reveal what they truly want from you. She didn’t like that I was quiet, that I didn’t give her the same attention anymore.
Recently, she started showing interest again little texts, trying to talk, picking up mutual friends’ phones when I called, even shy looks when we crossed paths. It was obvious she wanted to get back in the picture. But by that point, I wasn’t the same person anymore. I saw her games clearly, and instead of getting excited, I stayed calm. I refused to go back, not out of anger, but because I’d already learned the lesson.
The truth is, I don’t hate her. I actually wish her the best. But I realized that sometimes what we miss isn’t the person it’s the feeling, the idea of what could’ve been. Now I’m focusing on becoming the best version of myself, building something real for my future and my family.
If she ever truly cared, she’ll remember me as the one who grew stronger instead of bitter. But if she just wanted control, then I’m glad she lost it. Either way, I’m at peace.
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Ik you'll probably never see this but um yea i was actually in love with you. I dont know what happened but yea here it is. I feel like I had to say it somewhere cuz I fucking hate feeling like this.
Oh also thanks for making sure noone else was ever the same even after all this time. Also fuck you cuz like wtf S. The only proof I have of a heart anymore is the fact that u broke it.
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Okay guys don’t judge me and are mistress in Ethiopia is real? Kehone yet nachew😭
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Hey is ther any one who have been in love with his best friend actually she is my childhood friend so as i was not mature enough i hide out all my feelings but last time i have seen her with a dude of mine (they have been dating ) and it doesn't go well now this 2 thing are bothering i am afraid of losing our friendship if the answer is no it will never be the same i would never see her
2 my fincial status is lower than her because of responsibility of my family
Could u share your thoughts tnx
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So um 29/M.
I have no freinds, I ditched them a couple of years back due multiple reasons. I have been alone for almost 3 years now.
I don't enjoy meeting people in person and I feel just exhausted. I wish I have some genuine friendship with people, where I can talk while smoking ( I smoke occasionally, like every month, not daily ) or just have nice convo.
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This is for the girls, who act like a complete J Offs, and a bitch sorry for my language.
Okay you’re a girl and especially if conventionally attractive, why in the hell would you act like a complete a hole,…when a guy approaches you…just because of a simple approach and trying to make a move in a respectful manner. Obviously you won’t be attracted to everyone who is attracted to you, that’s a given. But why would you do that, giving all nonsense faces and mixed signs.
Look I get it, some I presume are fear motivated and some are just pure arrogance. If you don’t like the guy for whatever reason or maybe you’re not feeling good about the situation. Just respectfully decline by saying you’re not interested or you are in a relationship currently or because you have a boyfriend and you are onto something serious. Wtev you can say.
Cause when you do that, a guy would think A. She’s playing games and making herself hard to get, or B. Which is worse, and happens in most cases, He would take it personally and which would be making him feel like a subhuman not worthy of a simple attention or kindness. This is such a bs move made by a lot of you girls. If he introduce himself let him, if he asks you for more, just say you’re not interested in a decent manner that’s all. If he can’t take that well okay then I guess you can do what you do.
To your surprise this girls you would see later going for a completely shity guy who cheats on her and not even half a man, or atleast half of a worthy man. Regardless
Look am not saying you should do this like it’s an obligation or whatever but it’s a basic mannerism and a humanly decency any one would do.
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The thing is I'm a dude with a high sex drive as I'm my body gets hot and all out of nowhere, sudden urges come frequently and too freaky as well (checked too many Smuts awhile back). I know how to please a woman in many ways reading her body language and all bicha alasaferem lemalet new.
What I want to vent and ask is that I hook up with ladies and do these things and they like em but after that I feel sort of guilty idk why. I have committment issues since I came from a broken family, never really saw what a healthy relationship looks like. I can't seem to trust women with my heart and somehow I can't seem to love anyone right out of this fear. Don't really want to feel stupid after loving her and she decides she's bored.
I really want to be in a relationship where we become yelib guadegna, can plan futures and make a mess out of her in bed if U know what I mean😉. Ik im 22 and it's early at least until I get my finances right.
Ik I'm a dude and this sounds feminine and all but I grew up in a broken family where both my parents neglected me. Amma be honest I was isolated most of the time being alone in the house since I was a kid then my lil bro came and now suddenly I'm responsible for taking care of him, don't get me wrong I love him but damn I was a kid too here👀.
Things went on like that and I had to learn what our parents had to teach us from strangers and all. Now I'm sort of okay but my mentality is affected in some way.
Now I want to have a healthy relationship but looking back what if I become like my father and neglect her or be a bad partner. Really want someone I can be a great partner for her and have a great one too but idk what to do
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As reminder ይሁንልኝ so many of us need to hear ብዬ ስላሰብኩ ነው . ahun አሁን አብዛኞቻችን struggle ምናረግበት ጉዳይ in my opinion "perfection " ነው: :
ግድ የላችሁም ሁሉም ቀርቶብን እንኑር Let's choose to live, truly live, with all its beautiful imperfections, rather than just chasing a shadow.We struggle because we want everything to be perfect. But the heartbreaking truth is that true perfection doesn't exist in this world. ከብረት ዝገት ከሰው ስህተት አይደል ሚባለው perfect አለመሆናችንን አውቀን እና ተቀብለን እንኑር.
The human heart's desires are limitless. The moment we think, "Now everything is right," a new desire appears. It's a never-ending cycle.
Sometimes እስኪ ግድየለም እናመስግን የምሬን ነው ሁሌ ወቀሳ ጥሩ አይደለም atleast የባሰ ሊሆን ይችል ነበር ብለን እናስብ i mean Sometimes, we just have to say "it's not necessary" and be thankful for what we have. Constant complaining isn't good. We can always think, "At least it could have been worse."
At the end of the day We are human. We are not perfect, and we can never be perfect. And when we constantly chase perfection, we lose our peace, and we can even lose more than that.
Life is veryy short ከምር ከምናስበው በታች በጣም አጭር ነች While we are struggling to be perfect, we forget that we are supposed to LIVE.
Sooo perfect ለመሆን ስንጋጋጥ መኖር እናዳለብን እንረሳለን ግድ የለም ቸልተኛም እንባል ዝንጉ ግን እንኑር ደሞ we live once
Thank you for reading... እና ደሞ አይዞን ይሄም ያልፋል እሺ አብሽሩ... እናም ደሞ ኑሩ በእናንተ መኖር ውስጥ ተስፋ ምያድርጉ ብዙ ሰዎች አሉ perfectionun ትተን እራሳችንን ሆነን እንኑር
Love u all🤗
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I am a 28 Years female my story begins while am at university graduation time ..we meet with a coincidence in the first i didn't give attention after while I fall in love I didn't told him at the time ..we didn't have any intimacy ..back home he is local so I call all the time to hear voice..text becha betame nber menafekgh ..short time he came to addis and surprised me tesfa aderkugh betame denget hede then ye semnu tornet tejmere I lost him for 20 months betame kebad gize nber i try to contact ppls NGO meseru they told me that endayut ..tenfeskugh after 1 year ..tornetu endekome network sekeft aghut betame nber des yalegh gn things changed due to the war ..mknyatu lesu esu nber eytbkut nber behiowt selghutem betame nber yetdestkut bc bzu Zena esema nber memot sw nber ...gn betame tekyere long distance nw silke ayansame ...Alcholol Etekem nber esun lemawerat ..he even blocked me..Beseatu Bzu nger atche nber . I decided to go there ...one day I saw his pp on telegram he got married..💔.at the time I was nervous i didn't believe but it was true betame kefaghhhhh alkeslkugh esun mayet makef enafek nber almost 3 years tebekew nber betsefa ahun 5 amet hone gn i still love him i can't move on ...techew nber gn demo erasen aghewalew eza west ..pls mn laderg bzu nger mokerkugh sw kerbkugh gn alchelem esun maseb makome destaye nber eko esu 😭 be past life nger nw eynorkugh yalhut ...
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I kinda hate everything right now. I'm so fucking tired of it all. I ran out of energy for everything. I even wanna rant about it soooo bad but i don't even have the words.
I am so drained by this constant fight with my self and everything else. I hate this shiiittt soo much. I hate the self-sabotaging, self-destructing, muthafucker i became. I hate the fact that i hate everything i used to love. People, music, movies, this place, my phone, anything nd everything else. I hate the fact that i love life too much to call it quits. How it fucking sucks to be dumb enough to have Hope so you can't call it quits. I CAN'T FUCKING CALL IT QUITS!
i swear to my fucking god, nothing could articulate how tired i am right now!
It's a fight between me and myself. I'm out to get me. I don't know how many beatings i can take anymore. FUCK
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I just want to create. Every idea I have, every thought about making content, feels like it’s burning inside me, but there’s no one around who wants the same. I’m craving someone who thinks like I do someone who wants to film, write, design, or make something real, not just scroll through life. It’s exhausting wanting to start projects, share ideas, and grow, but having no one to push with, no one to share the excitement with. I wish there was someone who gets this hunger to create, because right now, it feels like I’m doing it all alone.
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Entrance 400 cheat arge ametaw then balefew family Aastu tefeten blogn alalfm bye endekeld tefetgne Alfeku…. But now negeroch serious honewal eza gebche cheat mareg alchlm slezi manbeb alebgn…gn gn mnm alawkm ene ke 7th grade jemro temreee alawkm….ahun manbeb bjemr arif lewt ametalew…Aastu survive mareg ymeslachuhal?
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"ይሂዱ!! ምን ጎደለብኝ ልትይ ነው?
በምጣት መሄድ የነሱ ፋንታ ነው። መቀበል መሸኘት ደሞ ያንቺ"
"ምን ሀይል ኖሮሽ ነው እነሱን የማስቀረት? የትኛው ፍቅርሽ? የትኛው የቅንነት ገመድሽ ነው የሚተበትባቸው?? ይልቅ አንቺን ቦርቡሮ አበሰበሰን ምስጥ ለነሱም አታጋቢ"
"ስንት ክረምትን ሸኝተሽ ስንቱን በጋ ተቀበልሽ? ከእድሜሽ የትኛውን አትሂድብኝ ብለሽአስቀረሽ?? ንገሪኝ የትኛውን ድቅድቅ ጨለማ በሂድልኝ ቀንበር መተሽ ያስቀረሽ?"
"ልንገርሽ ሁሉም ያልፋል ሰውም፣ ወቅትም፣ ሌቲም ቀንም። ይግረምሽ አንቺም አላፊ ነሽ። "
ገላመጣች ሕይወት። ከተቀመጡ ረጅም ሰዓት ሆኗቸዋል፣ 4 ሰዓታት ?? ቀናት?፣ ወራት ? እነሱም አያውቁትም ከመፋጠጥ ከመገለማመጥ፣ በቃላት ሰንጢ ከመዋጋት በቀር ምን እንቅስቃሴ የለም። ሕይወትና እሷ።
"ልንገርሽ አይደል... ል... አንቺ ማለት እኮ .." አፏ ተሳሰረ ተሽመደመደባት። ሕይወት ከት ብላ ሳቀች፣ በሷ ላይ
" በያ አውሪው፣ ለምታልጎምጉሚያለሽ?? ተናገሪና ይውጣልሽ! እስከመቼ የሆዴን በሆዴ ብለሽ?? ስሌላው አስቢ እስቲ አይንሽን እያዪ ቃተቱ እኮ ?ቀና ብለው አይንሽን ማየት እስኪፈሩ ድረስ እኮ ነው ዝምታሽ የሚያርዳቸው"
"እኔ ምንላድርግ ታዲያ በልጅነቴ ማንም ሳያወራኝ አደኩኝ። ምን አፍ አለኝ ብለሽ ታወሪያለሽ እየተባልኩኝ አደኩኝ። ተይው እኔ ምንም አፍ የለኝም። ግን የተሰፋውን አፌ በምን ልተርትረው? የሚሳለቁብኝ እየመሰለኝ በምን ይሉኛል ፍርሃት ምላሴን እያላበው እንዴት የውስጤን ልናገር??"
"ሂጅ አንቺ ሰበበኛ፣ ስሞተኛ ነሽ። ለስንፍናሽ እርባን የሌለው የምክንያት ኩታ ታለብሻለሽ። ማንም ምንም ያድርግ ለኮልታፋው አፍሽ ተጠያቂ አንቺ ነሽ። ለሚወዱሽ የዝምታሽ ጅራፍ ከሚያደማቸው አጉል ምክንያትሽን ሰውተሽ ምናለ ብትኮላተፊ?? ለወደዱት አይደለም ሰበብና ምክንያት ሕይወትም ይሰዋል እኮ!!"
አሁንም ጸጥታ ሰፈነ ንፋስ በሌለበት ድምጽ በማያልፈበት፣ ብርሃንም ጨለማም በሆነበት ሁለቱም ቁጭ ብለዋል። ሕይወት እና እሷ።
"ግን ባይረዱኝስ" አለች እሷ በሆለሳስ። አንገቷን ላቀረቀረችም፣ ግን ፍርሃትና ሀፍረት ሊጥሏት ይሽቀዳደማሉ። አይኖቿ ግን መሸሸጊያ አጥተው መቃብራቸውን ይቆፍራሉ፣ ከጥልቁ ገብተው ለመደበቅ....
"ደግ አደረጉ!! ሲጀመር አንቺን የመረዳት ግዴታ ያለበት አንቺና አንቺ ብቻ ናቹ! መጀመሪያ አንቺ ረስሽን ተረድተሽዋል?? ማንም ማንንም የመረዳት ግዴታ የለበትም ማንም! ካንቺ ሚጠበቀው እውነትሽን መናገር ነው መተንፈስ ቢያንስ በቂም ዝምታ እንዳልዘጋሻቸው ያውቃሉ" ሕይወት አሁን ዝም አለች .... ከዚ በላይ መቀጠል አልቻለችም .... ሕይወት አቆመች ...
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Hey guys, I know some of you might think I’m crazy or weird for saying this, but I just want to be real about how I’ve been feeling. Sometimes I feel like I’m the weirdest or dumbest person, even though my GPA is 3.8 I know it sounds crazy, but I can’t help it. I often feel out of place with my friends; they talk about stuff I don’t really know how to join in on, and I end up being the quiet one. Honestly, I want to be alone a lot, but I can’t because they’re around, and to be real, I don’t even feel like they’re real friends. I’ve felt like this since high school.
I also feel like I’m behind in life behind my friends, behind people my age like I’m not keeping up with everyone else, even though I know I’m doing okay. On top of that, I have these weird thoughts where I imagine people hurting me friends, family, even my ex and I get this strange satisfaction from it, like I want to experience hurt and then heal from it. Part of me thinks that if everyone hurt me, I’d finally be forced to start everything on my own, and maybe that’s when I’d feel truly independent.
I struggle a lot with expressing my feelings. I have so many thoughts I want to share, but I don’t know how, so I end up keeping everything inside. It leaves me completely drained sometimes. Most of the time, if I don’t have class, I just stay in bed and don’t want to talk to anyone. I guess I just need some space to process everything and figure myself out without having to be hurt or pushed by others.
#School #Friendship #MentalIllness #HealthComplications
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Owkayyy this happened at 22/01/2018 hamus wede 11 wey 10 seat akababi teklehaimanot hospital ategebe ye arada gebiwoch yalebet hentsa west tin n.o lemawetat heje neber with my father keza chershe mahteb lemasmetat huletegna ፎቅ lay weredu teblen senhed there is this guy ezaw tekemeto neber ena bcha des yelal liju betam eyeteyayen neber eza father mnamn eskiyaweraw dres mahtem mimetawen sewye we were talking with the eyes n everything 😭 keza wediyaw bzum alkoyenm wetan snweta esum tenesto weta yaw cherso yhun yetenesaw liyaweragn idk beseatu keza gn sezor slk kutren endesetew selkun aweto ke hualachn neber almost ke hentsaw esknweta dres ke hualaye neber .....enem baweraw des yelegn neber gn father slenebere alchalkum keza eske lay dres tenesh teketelegn ena mihon aynet slalhone temelso geba meselegn sezor yelem ena beeetm regret eyareku new baweraw noro betam normal nebere yemawkew lij new mnamn elew neber fatheren i guess demo ezaw akababi new minorew meselegn he was with his slipper on ena lela mastawesew eju lay neksat alebett 😭ena bcha wht i want to sayyyy Please lejun leresaw alchalkum ena le ehtoche snegerachew lemn vent ataregiwm mnamn silugn new whyy am here ik this is reallyy hard to get gn beka idk wht to do ena antem bethon kaleh lemme knoww 😭❤️
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Most of the time I just can’t trust the morality of the society I am living in. Like Why is it that leaving a relationship is automatically seen as a “failure in love” (”they didn’t truly love them”), while cheating gets excused as a “mistake” not a failure?(”they love them they just slipped”)
Think about it. society glorifies staying no matter what, treating it as proof of commitment, loyalty, or “true love.” Leave, and suddenly you’re selfish, weak, or cold hearted (we’re talking if the relationship is toxic or unhealthy or simply two people not being compatible). Movies, books, social stories… all of it teaches us that enduring love, no matter the incompatibility or abuse, is the only “real love.”
But cheating? Bruh That’s just a “temporary failure”
It’s sickening how our society has a double standard and its moral is not based.
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