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Hey i am M 25 years old am Protestant ena i want serious relationship cause bezi generation Christian honachum alhonachum betam kebdual ena serious relationship yemetfelg ena i work i learn tekekelga ye geta sew yehonch bethon des yelegal
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I'm 21 and didn't experience sexualities before and there is a girl in my neighbour and she is like my sister for me and this week she start flirting and I do flirt well then she wants me to bang her like she start bagging mnamn then and I agree then I'm ABT to search couple house but my mind still doubt I need help fam
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Hey I am 21 M and the thing is I don't know how to properly talk to girl's I am introverted may I say I make things a rush if I try to talk to some girl I feel attached so quickly like after talking for 1 day and dream abt making love so quickly maybe this happen bcs of the porn I watched or the nights I gooned. when I was in highschool I had a girl that was interested in me she even talked to me first we had a feeling for each other and it even lasted for some months but I fumbled and lost her now she's even a model I regret losing her 😭😭I don't want to go back to her, sometimes I feel like I don't even know how to open up to someone even for friendly talk most of the girls I got crush on open a way for me but I don't know what to do at that moment I feel like i don't know the magic words pls help me especially girl's
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hey y'all anybody here who used to smoke weed like for 4 yr and get over it tell me how!!am gonna lose him otherwise plsss?
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Yehone lj ale ena he has his own company plus dgmo famous nw. Ena one day while I was scrolling on ig he texted me. I mean tg laym ig laym follow adrgewalw gn 1 kenm text yadrglegnal beye malasbw sew nw ena textun sekft it says "u r so cute" ewnt endet endedngtku & I thought his account hack endetdrg. Keza esu endhone lemaregagt degagm tykut ena erasu nw. Yan ken bezu aweran ena ketay ken yehone tyke tykut malet ke life experience tensto limlsw yemichlw aynt tyake gn his text was so dry beka may be bad mood west hono yihonal beye ketay ken lela tyake setykw his response was in the same way. Keza beka tewkut. Gn my question is sijmer rasu why did he talked to me? I mean what do men think when they do this kind of thing?
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I'm struggling with something tonight and I need to get it off my chest.
My faith in Jesus is the most important thing in my life. It’s a real, living relationship that gives me hope and purpose. But right now, that very faith is causing a deep conflict inside me.
I feel this persistent, gentle nudge from the Holy Spirit—a tug on my heart to share about the hope I've found in Christ. And I keep ignoring it. I'm kicking myself for staying silent when I feel so strongly that I shouldn't.
It leaves me feeling guilty and frustrated with myself. I believe so completely that He is the path to salvation, but my fear of being awkward or saying the wrong thing keeps winning. I feel like I'm failing to live out what I believe.
This is my personal reminder that I need to be braver. I need to get more connected with my church community for support because trying to do this alone isn't working. I just feel a heavy weight about this tonight and needed to vent.
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So I'm a freshman at st.paul. And I saw a guy. He's taller than me, nice, ND the prettiest hands I have ever seen, I really like his complexion , he's playful but kora Yale at the same time .I felt so comfortable when he was talking to us.I saw him in church too and there's something graceful about him .I think he's in C1 , like the new batch cause I heard them complain about it . I don't know what to do , should I approach him. Is 3 years gap a lot for things to work out. Am I getting ahead of myself . Helpppp I can't believe I got emotionally involved this soon😭 .
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18f and i have a spicy movies addictions and weird fetishes girls in the same shoes i need your help
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You know… people always assume that if you don’t go to church, it’s because you don’t believe. Like you’ve turned your back on God or something. But that’s not it. That’s not me.
I do believe. I really do. I believe He’s real — that there’s something greater, something beyond all this mess we call life. I feel it sometimes… when it’s quiet, when things make too much sense to be random. I believe.
But belief and obedience — those are two different things.
And that’s where I stumble.
See, I’ve got questions. Big ones. Questions about His rules, His ways. About why things are the way they are. About how some of those commandments, those laws, they feel like they were written for a time and place that isn’t this one. And sometimes, they don’t make sense to me. Sometimes they feel… harsh. Or unfair.
So how do I walk into His house — sit in a pew, sing the songs, bow my head — when I know I don’t live by most of what’s written?
It feels wrong. It feels… disrespectful. Like I’d be pretending.
And if there’s one thing I don’t want to be with God, it’s fake.
It’s not that I’m rejecting Him. It’s that I don’t know how to approach Him when I’m this full of doubt.
When I’m this tangled up inside.
Maybe someday I’ll get there.
Maybe someday I’ll find peace with all the questions, or He’ll show me why the rules are the way they are.
But until then… I’d rather stay outside the church doors and be honest about where I stand, than walk in pretending I’m clean when I’m not.
I do believe.
I just… don’t understand.
And until I do, I’ll keep my distance — not out of rebellion, but out of respect.
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What's up y'all, so I had a situation okay, see there's this girl that I kinda like whom I see every morning on a taxi queue, she's cute, even our destination where we get off from the taxi is similar, I've been waiting for the right moment to have a chat with her and you know get her number, talk, and even take her on a date. Seems kinda good, right? well I've never been in a relationship before, and the only romantic experience I've ever had in my life is a deep limerence, with some girl I knew in college that I seemed not to get over for a long time. When I read journals and articles about limerence and unhealthy obsessive intimate behaviour they say it's good to go out and start a real conversation with real people with real intention. I was trying to do that UNTIL, I saw this girl (the one from the taxi queue) on tiktok, and guess what her name is, the exact same name with the one I had limerence with, just like that Usher song" U remind me", looking at that created a flood of uncontrollable emotions of that nasty limerence depression, i don't know what to do,
Thanks for your time
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I am mostly asking the girls.
I mean whats the difference bn yall being hard to get and us being desperate. I was talking to a girl on ig mnamn we were talking she was replying fast we were clicking and then snap she stopped replying ntn wrong was said she even said sorry for a late reply and i replied to that boom she went ghost. I can't understand yall i thought i did gn NADA. And does liking our stories mean anything. i mean i try not to be delusional so i just let it be and the ones who was constantly linking ended up unfollowing. And some others put me on close friend and put uo the nf? Question yk. I didn't reply. Am tired these days i can't start from scrabble and boom they do the same too. I used to be the player kind and talk to many girls and once i started to care things changed. So what ur idea on these.
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we have been together for almost three years. last year, he started talking about this girl a lot ik the girl we went to high school together with me, and he went to university with her n they know each other there. Well, at first I didn't mind, but then my gut started screaming (always trust your gut, always), there is this unsaved number on his phone, and there are calls every day. I knew it was her, and I asked him if he calls every day, and he said yes. To make matters worse, he even meets her seferua bekul siyalf. Not even once did he mention any of this. We tell each other every single detail of our life and our days, but then I started going through their chat on TG he was flirting with her. then sth popped in my mind. I remember when he was in campus, there was this girl who always called him when he was with me, and he didn't tell me who she was, but he had told me they were about to start a relationship. I told him that's a disrespect for me, and he said they stopped calling each other, and guess what, she is the same girl. I always thought I will leave the moment I found out he is cheating, but easier said than done. I stayed, it has been months since this happened, but even when I am writing this, I can feel the ache. even though he claims he understands the damage he has done, but in arguments he says I am staying even when you see me as someone who stole sth, now am the one to be blamed for his actions.He even starts saying you dont trust me because you have done something that breaches my trust an starting to get suspicious (it hurts to be honest) this is putting timeline on when I should heal.
On top of that, I end up covering most of our expenses ,transport, food, and almost everything we do together. If he lends me even a small amount, like 200 birr, he will ask for it back, while I often lend him money without asking for it, even though I’m not financially stable and am just starting my career. When he takes me out, I let him choose what to order so he doesn’t feel stressed and to stay within his budget. If I want to go somewhere average, I won’t even suggest it unless I have the money to cover all the expenses. He doesn’t have a stable job, and I try to understand and help out, but it’s exhausting to carry most of the financial burden.
I love him, but I feel drained, judged, and confused about our future , especially when thinking about marriage and shared responsibilities. I just needed to vent somewhere safe because keeping all of this inside is really heavy.
Am feeling guilty for writing about him this way, am just telling you what has been bothering me , there are lots of good side as well
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Hey i'm 23F
Lately, I’ve been feeling a bit lost — not in a bad way, but in that “figuring life out” kind of way. I’m questioning my career path, wondering what I really want to do after graduation, and honestly not even sure if I’ll end up working in the field I’m studying.
It’s also been over a year and a half since I last dated. I’ve been using this time to grow closer to God, to my faith(Orthodox), and to myself. I’m learning what I truly value — peace, purpose, and genuine connection.
I know the kind of love I want. I want a man older who’s emotionally mature, serious about life, grounded in faith, and ready to grow together. Someone kind, supportive, and patient — a man who wants to love the way God intended: pure, honest, and lasting.
Maybe it sounds rare these days, but I don’t think it’s too much to want real commitment — someone who’ll be my best friend, build a family with me, and protect what we have with love and loyalty and ik i should also be a great women which i'm trying.Is it relatable tho?
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ሰሞኑን በሥራ አጋጣሚ የተረዳሁት አንድ ነገር ሰዎችን ቀድመን አንገምት ጥሩ ያልነው መጥፎ መጥፎ ያልነው ጥሩ ሊሆን ይችላል ሕይወት ብቻ አይደለችም ሰውም ግራጫ ናቸው ነጭ ሲሉት ጥቁር.... ጥቁር የተባለው ደሞ ነጭ ሲሆን እናገኛለን "እኔ " የማወራው ስለ ቆዳ ቀለም እንዳይመስልሽ እሺ ማወራው ስለ ሰው ማንነት ነው
ሕይወት ልክ እንዴ ቂጣ ናት ሚል ነገር የሆነ ቦታ አየሁኝ ምን መሰለሽ የእኔዓለም ሰው እንዴትም treat ብያድርግሽ በተሻለ መልኩ ምላሽ ሰጠሽ ወይም ዝም ብለሽ እለፊ ከእነዛ ppl ጋር በምን አይነት መልኩ ወድፊት ላይ እንደምትገናኚ አትውቂም so pls pls በጣም ትግስተኛ ሆነሽ ነገሮችን አሳልፊ እሺ.... ለሚያልፍ ቀን የማያልፍ ቃል አትናገሪ
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I’m 22 and I’ve never been in a relationship. I want a girlfriend, but whenever someone asks me to be her boyfriend, I reject her. Many girls have asked me, but I still reject them. What should I do? Please, give me some advice
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Hey guys my question is simple and short
I have been struggling with this thing for a lot of years and still I can't get rid of it .
Personally I am a very caring person for my personal hygiene like I get showered regularly and wear as clean as possible stuff
But this shit (Halitosis) bad breath I can't avoid it guys
Like I brush my teeth daily and even I talked with dental doctors and they washed my teeth ( even they were saying your teeth is clean and you're not needed to wash it at clinic ) and they gave me Hydrogen peroxide to use as toothpaste but no change 😭
I'm orthodox and is there anyone has avoided it after you had affected by it
Give me advice related to religion or anything you know , your brother suffering here 😢
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Hey 22f ye gbi temari i am struggling bcos of genzeb betam ymr and this bot sra felgulgn mnamn sl decline eyaderegebgn new yematreba bcha even for kbat and modes bcha ahunma tesfa eyekoretku new tutor mnamn endatlu everything new yemokerkut maybe edle new meselegn aysakalgnm beka besmam bcha help me pls pls guys
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Have any of you lost someone one might be your mom or dad , someone you can’t imagine losing…. How did you handle it
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i have a situation ship with a complicated boy ena he's so complicated i was trying to be close with him malte esun lemkereb fr he's so caring lene malte i thought at first everything for lust mesloghi neber gen ke gize hedet bewhala zem beye saywe he cares about me kefu neger endarge ayfelgem even some addictions menamne eraso he smokes cigarettes gen when it's comes to me cigarettes endeneka ayefelgem becha a lot of caring ena he tolds me about he's childhood trauma about he's family about he's dreams menamne ena inside him he's really hurt ena i really want to heal him we hangout together bezo gize gen with mutual friends new not bechachenen ena demo he lives like telke sew he's not a social meder person a call person menamne beka he uses his phone for only for transfer menamne ena be selke anweram last saturday we're together menamne ande bota lay keza ye ahne areb menamne neger sanasbwe yhone bota ayhote ena he's with he's friends gen there was a girl koche bela aberachwe ena betam dengeto salayhwe with his friends kes belo weta ena i don't think he's cheating menamne gen the gurl ke enso gar endhonche aklalwe keza bwhala they stop hanging out with us menamne zem alkon for like 3 days menamne and still now there is a lot shittt explain yalarkote selizzz gudaye gen ahne be defenawe what should i do about the situation????
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I'm a 20 year old gurl ena I've seen from 1 experience that dating is actually very traumatizing. You might think that it was childs play but i was really committed and it broke me when it ended. And maybe I'm the problem or the timing wasn't right or generally we're doomed as a generation but i really want to be a mother and a very loving wife in the future. I want to build a house that's more than walls and roof...i want to build a home. I want to show someone's son what being loved as unconditional as possible is. I want to be a resting place for my partners heart, i want to be the reason he runs back home as early as he could, i want to be comfort. But genuinely i have my own issues i have to solve to get there but even if i do, i don't think there will be anyone to reciprocate what i am willing to offer.
Maybe is just naivety cuz I'm young and you might think i haven't seen as much but as to what i have, i am very close to loosing hope and just sticking to celibacy for the future.
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Im a shy kinda guy (introvert), my family and my community thinks that im good kid with good manners but i masturbet alot and i see prostitutes. I don't know how to talk girls romantically ,,, i just think fucking them,,,, nowadays im starting to think that girls don't like sex ,,,,they just wanna have family kids and bla bla
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I'm here for an advice. soon to be a freshman University student.so yk uni life kebad nw it comes with a lot of struggle with everything ena set ena Gena fresh endemehone beza ly highschool eyalewem ke bet malweta ke class bet sometimes church endemihed sw everything adiss nw mihonebegn like my age weta beye zore be rase negerochen adrege mnamn aladekum always sw ale ena ya demo bechayen mehonen endefera argogal uni demo don't always come with good genuine friends so I have to face being alone ena MN temekerugalachu
I've already set my mind ke bzu metefo negeroch le merak, fellow ly endegeba ena wanegaw enen yegodagn betam expect madrege nw last year eyalew bezi mekiniyat I lost a friends at the end of the year. I just said you didn't treat me well And ignoring me from others and also disrespecting me because selemalekota mnm sele malel and when they apologize I smile and tewewalew beka and they are like (the two girls,the other 2 was so good still ) it's not our duty or responsibility mnamn ngr alugn ena block remove follower mnamn aregu the one clearly I don't want you to my friend anymore alech the other removed me silently after that attitude enaaaa yehe agatami because of expecting MN yahel suffer endareku ena le maytekemugn sewoch gd lemayesetachew ppl's sechenek salakes ende nbr realize aregiyalew and no one is permanent so gibi demo kezi yebesal ik
ena MN temekerugalachu
Cause experience'u kalew sw mesemat it's better beye sele maseb
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Hey all!
I hope everybody is doing good.
I know there will be insluts coming and all but I have a question in case there is another person experiencing the same shit. I just started dating, we clicked off and the connection is going fine. The problem is I get horny whenever we meet up and that is kind of painful around my groin since it stays that way for so long. How do I resist it? Is it just me or what? I don't even have an interest on physical connections let alone become horny. I have never been in a relationship before and for your information, I am past my mid 20s. Genuine suggestions would be appreciated.
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So its been 4 ½ years since we been together. The past 2½ years feel so faded.
It all started fading when his grandma got sick and died suddenly and that hit him so hard, she raised him like an egg and he was devastated. But I was there for him you know he knew he could depend on me somehow and we were getting through it. Right after her death, his dad was told he had tumor in his brain. The tension was high and then the surgery was a total mess and his dad suffered the consequences! The pain he went through the hospital and stuff it was a painful journey and that wasn't enough after 2 years of suffering God decided to take him.
Then my baby was left all alone with all the questions, with all the guilt with all the fake smiles. The day his dad died, that's the day I lost my baby! Everything became meaningless for him! He just couldn't see anything beyond! I try to make him smile or try to make him forget it for a while but nothing works and now? It has gotten worse, all he enjoys is going out and drinking his guts out! And I'm here just sitting doing nothing!
He then told me that what he is going through is messing with his head and that is disappointing me and he hates to see me go through all the shitty things he puts me through and he hates to see me cry but in reality he is dead inside! And it hurts me to see the spark in eyes gone! He doesn't care about anything in life no more and he pushes me hard as well but I don't take it personally because what he went through is something I always tell him he is strong for but it's still hard for him and to see my King hurting hurts even more! And when I feel like he needs something in his life I don't even ask, I just go get it you know. And me being very understanding with him made him want to be better for me you know and I suggested maybe I could give him some space you know if having me gave you pressure of not being good enough for you then maybe we could try to give you space you know but in reality I hate breathing without him and I cry and cry! If tears were to be sold, I would have made millions by now! I cry for him! I pray him! I cry praying for him! I cry for his spark! I hate to see him empty like this, he is the superhero that everyone depends on, the one comforting everyone, the one who is like a shield for everyone but when everyone is gone, he is my baby! It hurts to see him cry, and I don't know what to do genuinely I feel like I'm losing him!
So should give him space or should I cling to him?
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I just want to create. Every idea I have, every thought about making content, feels like it’s burning inside me, but there’s no one around who wants the same. I’m craving someone who thinks like I do someone who wants to film, write, design, or make something real, not just scroll through life. It’s exhausting wanting to start projects, share ideas, and grow, but having no one to push with, no one to share the excitement with. I wish there was someone who gets this hunger to create, because right now, it feels like I’m doing it all alone.
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I'm M 22 and by most measures my life is on a good track😎i've built a career in interior design i'm financially stable and i live with and provide for my mom and my grandmother i'm her only son and that responsibility is something i take seriously but there's a hollow space in my life that all the success can't quite fill i lost my father when I was a baby i have no memory of his face his voice or what it feels like to be held by him it’s just an absence i've always carried😣what makes that absence heavier is my father's side of the family when we were at our most vulnerable when a young widow and her son needed a safety net they turned their backs they were absent for the struggles the questions the important moments when a boy needs to see a reflection of his father in the faces of his relatives now that i'm successful and stable🙏they've found their way back and the part that truly hurts my mother with a heart much kinder than mine welcomes them she treats them like beloved guests and it feels like she's sanctifying people who abandoned us....i can't do it i can't pretend i can't smile and make small talk with people whose silence during our hardest times spoke volumes so i don't i stay quiet i remove myself....sometimes i wonder if my reaction is wrong AM I BEING TOO HARSH? but then i remember the loneliness they were okay with us feeling and my walls go right back up... i just don't know how to forgive a neglect that only ended when i no longer needed it
Is there any advice or thought to my reaction? Am i wrong?
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I'm a 31 F. I hate that I have no focus or aspirations.
I realized that I hated my life and I want to make some changes. FYI am the first born and was raised to put everyone before me. I have made peace with alot of things but I know moving forward I need to make some changes. Mostly I want to know how to ask for help and tell some people eff off and At the end of I just want peace and a life am proud of.
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So its been 4 ½ years since we been together. The past 2½ years feel so faded.
It all started fading when his grandma got sick and died suddenly and that hit him so hard, she raised him like an egg and he was devastated. But I was there for him you know he knew he could depend on me somehow and we were getting through it. Right after her death, his dad was told he had tumor in his brain. The tension was high and then the surgery was a total mess and his dad suffered the consequences! The pain he went through the hospital and stuff it was a painful journey and that wasn't enough after 2 years of suffering God decided to take him.
Then my baby was left all alone with all the questions, with all the guilt with all the fake smiles. The day his dad died, that's the day I lost my baby! Everything became meaningless for him! He just couldn't see anything beyond! I try to make him smile or try to make him forget it for a while but nothing works and now? It has gotten worse, all he enjoys is going out and drinking his guts out! And I'm here just sitting doing nothing!
He then told me that what he is going through is messing with his head and that is disappointing me and he hates to see me go through all the shitty things he puts me through and he hates to see me cry but in reality he is dead inside! And it hurts me to see the spark in eyes gone! He doesn't care about anything in life no more and he pushes me hard as well but I don't take it personally because what he went through is something I always tell him he is strong for but it's still hard for him and to see my King hurting hurts even more! And when I feel like he needs something in his life I don't even ask, I just go get it you know. And me being very understanding with him made him want to be better for me you know and I suggested maybe I could give him some space you know if having me gave you pressure of not being good enough for you then maybe we could try to give you space you know but in reality I hate breathing without him and I cry and cry! If tears were to be sold, I would have made millions by now! I cry for him! I pray him! I cry praying for him! I cry for his spark! I hate to see him empty like this, he is the superhero that everyone depends on, the one comforting everyone, the one who is like a shield for everyone but when everyone is gone, he is my baby! It hurts to see him cry, and I don't know what to do genuinely I feel like I'm losing him!
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I wanna say sth.i am scared i am 24f and never dated anyone.and if i am being honest i used to pride my self on that.the fact that i am not a hoe,someone that anyone can have.do i think i am a catch? I hope so because i am extremely loyal,caring,sweet but i also have a demon side which is hot tempered and stubborn so can i completly say i am a catch? The answer is no but i think i have got the most important quality and i believe every rose has its own thorn.but lately i am scared on today century would i really find someone for ever!!! It is very doubtful.would i look at another soul and be glad they are mine forever,would i be grateful for him for existing as the same time as me? What if i couldn't find him even if i waited for him forever? What if this whole thing was just a waste? What if the ones that sleep around and date multiple guys at the same time get the good one's and i couldn't find mine? What if he sees the fact i have been waiting as a sign of red flag? What if the dream of me having a good family becomes just a dream? And most importantly what if i found out that i am not special like i thought? I have got a lot of what if's.
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I’m 22, and honestly I don’t even know what’s wrong with me.
I’m good looking guy girls get attached to me, they fall deep, they love hard. But the closer they get, the more I pull away. It’s like my heart shuts down right when it should open.
I crave love, I want to be understood but when someone actually tries to love me, I start to lose feelings. I push them away without meaning to. It’s like I’m wired to run from what I need I think it’s avoidant attachment .
There’s no girl who’s ever really understood this part of me. They just think I don’t care, when deep down I’m just scared to be seen.
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