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So I met a guy through friends and turns out we work the same company but he works from home. A month ago he came to office and we met. Last Saturday a group of friends asks me to hangout and he was with them as well. He was making sure that I was okay because the first place we went was casino. When we left he was holding my hand. All of us went to club and I only had one drink and I thought everyone was also not drinking but turns out everyone started making silly dance moves and he also was trying to make me dance. Anywho we were a bit closer during the night. As we left the night club one of our friend wanted to grab something to eat. We are seven in number so we couldn’t find an uber that have 7 seats so my friends had an idea of taking the scooter. I told them I’ve never ride a scooter and he offered that we can go together and he’ll drive the scooter. He also bought me flowers and I kissed him on his cheek. My best friend also bought me flowers so people didn’t think weird. As we were heading to the restaurant he was holding my hand and kept asking me if I was feeling cold. He was rubbing my hand with his in order to keep me warm. I didn’t want to eat anything but he insisted and bought me fries. When we went home it was me, him and my best friend in the taxi and my best friend was sitting at the front . He was still holding my hand and rubbing them. Today he can at the office and one of our common friend was with us. They kept talking about how they were acting on Saturday and will never do it again. In my mind I thought they were sober enough like me to know what they were doing. Now my question is was he doing all day on that day because of that or he likes me? I also asked my best friend the same question and he told me it’s not a good time to talk. I also told him I have a crush on him and he said the guy also really likes me because when they told him I was going to join them he was excited to see me. I’m confused what do you thinkV

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18F I’m 18, but I feel like I’ve lived a lifetime already. Maybe it’s because I did something girls my age wouldn’t normally do; I moved in with him. Not officially, not with a lease or anything, but piece by piece, my life ended up in his apartment. A toothbrush here, a hoodie there, my textbooks on his desk, my dreams folded neatly away in his drawers. Until one day, I realized I didn’t have a home of my own anymor, just his.

At first, it was thrilling, like I was living some secret, grown-up life. Sneaking out of lectures to meet him, cooking dinner together like we were playing house, falling asleep tangled in the sheets like nothing outside of us mattered. But love turned into sacrifice, and sacrifice turned into silence. The fights started small like why did I take so long to text back? Who was that guy in my class? Then it became my fault when he got mad. My fault when he punched the wall. My fault when he grabbed my wrist too hard but swore he’d never actually hurt me. My fault when he cried and said he didn’t mean it.

Now, I wake up next to someone who once made my heart race, and all I feel is empty. I skip classes just to avoid the questions. I barely see my friends anymore because explaining would take too much energy. My world has shrunk down to one person, and I don’t even recognize myself in it. I keep telling myself to leave, that I’ll pack up my things tomorrow, or the next day, or the next. But I don’t. Because somehow, the idea of being without him feels just as terrifying as the idea of staying. Some nights, I stare at the ceiling and wonder, if I walked away, would I be free? Or would I just be lost?

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25 f i want sex በጣም እና ግን በጣም የሚያስፈራኝ ነገር sex በኃላ ወንዶች ይርቃሉ ብዬ ሰለማምን ነው እና ደግም ልክ እንደ ፍልስፍና ይሄን የማደርገው አንድ ሰው ጋር ነው ምናንምን የሆነ ሰው እራሱ ለትዳር ተዋውቀን ብዙ ጊዜ date ከወጣን በኃላ ምናምን በቃ ይደብረኛል እና Ghost እሆናለሁ በቃ ያስጠላኛል እና ግን ግን...እና አሁን ምን ይሻላል.

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Hello everyone! I used to be a member of Fiction Land and Fiction Land🔞, but it looks like the channel has been shut down. I’ve joined similar ones before, but they’ve also been taken down. If anyone has a link to a channel with novels and fiction like those, I’d really appreciate it ... I’ve been trying to get back into reading, but my attention span isn’t what it used to be. I even quit social media to help myself focus, yet my mind still refuses to settle down, and I end up burning out quickly. Since I used to enjoy fiction, I figured it would be the best way to ease myself back in cuz I love reading .epub files rather than pdf cuz they are easy to access when it's in a lithium app but lost all the channels I used to read books from, containing epub files...

If u have any recommendations on how to build a steady reading habit again, I’d love to hear them too...

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#confession
Confession

I need to confess something that’s been weighing heavily on me. I’ve found myself in a place I never expected to be, and I realize now how far I’ve strayed. It all started with my obsession over my ex. I couldn’t stop thinking about her, so I began talking to her on Telegram, trying to maintain a connection, even if it was just through messages.

One day, she called me, and we met up. During our conversation, she asked if I had been talking to her using a different account. There was a strange resemblance between that person and me. When I saw her face light up, her happiness was palpable—like she was on cloud nine—when she talked about him. I felt a deep curiosity, almost an obsession, to understand what made him so unique in her eyes.

In my attempt to grasp what she found so captivating about him, I started watching porn videos that reflected the fantasies and the dynamics I thought she was interested in. It was Queen vs. Sub stuff, and before I knew it, I was drawn deep into it. The fantasy, the chatting—it all consumed me. I became addicted to the idea, to the role-playing, to the power dynamics that seemed to hold such a strong allure.

She told me that I’m now better than him, but despite that, she isn’t into it as much as I had expected. However, by the time I realized this, I found myself deep in it. This addiction has taken hold of me, and I feel lost, trapped in something that started out of a need to understand and connect, but has spiraled into something much darker and more consuming.

I’m confessing this because I want to break free, to regain control of my thoughts and my life. I don’t want to be trapped by this obsession anymore. I need to find a way out, to rediscover who I am without being tied to this fantasy that’s taken such a hold over me.
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I’ve been dating this guy for almost 6 months or more I honestly don’t know the actual time but whatever, so it’s a long distance kinda thing, we’ve met once in person and bruhhhh 🙄 it was bad. So we met online and we started chatting and stuff then he asked me to be his gf (online) and I said yes bcuz whatever so we started talking (dating online) I never took him seriously to be fr but I don’t think he felt that way, I mean he was so damn serious about our relationship, keza I started to lose interest after some time I started to get angry when he called or text mnamn beka there was nothing interesting about him at all. Becha I started to distant myself beka leju he was the most annoying person in my life neber beka uffff, everything he talks about beka boring af. Keza yehone Ken we met in person, esunem he begged me to meet him in person keza I said yes keza it was worse in person my god 🙄 kesum beso he tried to kiss me mnamn I was like tf bro fuck off. After a while I decided to break up with him but I couldn’t, I never know it’s that difficult to say “I wanna break up” keza I started hitting the bushes. Mnm aygebawm, I really want him out of my life gen I honestly don’t know how to. Esti amakirugn. What shall I do, he is always planning for our future mnamn beka he has hope in our relationship but me, I’m done. So what shall I do?

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Hi guys i need your guidance
I am working 9 to 5 as a graohic designer, content creator and video editing and social media managing. I am also an extension student at admas university in CS dep. But my salary tnsh slehone ke transport ena tmrt bet kfya wchi yan yahl ayterfegnm. So lela part time weym remote sra feleku gn alagejehum. So i decide to promote my works on linkedin mnamn so that sra endimeta gn mata 3 seat new mgebaw ena betam eydekemgn yhun snfna yhun consistent mehon alchalkum plus i don't have equipments like my slk is samsung a10 with yetemeta camera, no light mnamn you know i can't afford gn post sareg gn i get good feedbacks and comment sra bayhonm. Demo srawn endalek ena endalkeyr my pc is yetemeta so yemesrya bet pc new mtkemew for my works too mnamn. Ena betam rasen eyewekesku new chnket be chnket honku skill eyalegn kene betach skill yalachew sewoch due to social media yet endedersu say mnamn ene yhene elalew gizewm behede kutr edelen eyasmeletku ymeslegnal ena people bezi life yalefachu mnamn eski help me mn endemaderg mkerugn bemn menged endemhed and where can i get jobs mnamn bcha everything.

Thank you for your help 😊

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I'm 19 years old, and I'm a pathological liar. I lie a lot, and I don't even know why. My life feels like a performance; I lie to my friends and family. I've done this since childhood. Most of my friends are people I grew up with, so I have to constantly maintain these lies. It's incredibly exhausting, and I can't have deep, genuine connections with them because my life is built on lies. It's my fault, yes, I know. But at the same time, it all started when I was a child. It was a coping mechanism that spiraled out of control. I want to abandon everything and start a new life.

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Im 20 male and here is the thing im scared of my future im at uni now but wutet betam tblashtobingale plus evey one i know i let them down including my family evey thing i do is wrong beka mnm lik yhone nger mesrat alchlkum plus timirtunim withdrawn limola lm plz mikerung mn larg

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This might be out of the blue and you might not be expecting a vent like this but people really don't grasp how cheap a healthy life is. Most of the money you would waste on healthcare is due to conditions you would have prevented in the first place.

Let's start with diet. It might sound ridiculous to say to you but the average Ethiopian diet is considered really healthy. Unless you are from a drought stricken area the likelihood for you to develop disease due to malnutrition is really low.

The second one is just to avoid alcohol at all costs. The rule of thumb is there is no "moderate" or "safe" amount of alcohol you can consume. It destroys your liver which is one of the most important organs in your body that has a wide range of functions and really messes up your blood work. You might even experience anemia and in the worst case scenario, cancer!! So just stop putting that stuff into your system.

The third thing you should do is exercise. You don't even have to go to the extreme to achieve health. You just need to do moderate exercise 2 times a week to get a wide range of health benefits.
(Any form of exercise is acceptable, whether it be weightlifting or cardio).

The other thing you should do is to stay well hydrated. Again you don't have to do this to an extent where you are force drinking. Matter of fact your body has its way of telling you to drink some water when it needs it. Generally 2 to 3 liters of water a day is considered optimal for most people.

You shouldn't be a fear monger when it comes to this but minimize sugar. It sure is not going to kill you but there is no potential benefit in consuming processed sugar, yes!! that includes table sugar. Carbs from fruits, vegetables and whole grains are just about enough. Don't waste your money on unnecessary cravings. It is not going to hurt you much if you are not diabetic but the reason why sugar isn't good for you is because it stimulates you to consume more of it. But then again treating yourself once in a while isn't going to hurt.

The last thing I want to mention is (especially guys, am looking at you!!). Don't be afraid to follow a skin care routine. Just as your other organs your skin is part of your body too and it has many functions other than just covering your body. To name a few, it is the first line of defence in your immune system, it is the site for vitamin D synthesis, it is one of the body's organs capable of excreting waste passively, it protects you against UV light which is one of the causes of cancer, and it is one of the organs that doctors observe to make the correct diagnosis; Unhealthy skin might give a false result for many health conditions. It is not feminine and it certainly isn't about simply looking good either. Take care of your skin and you will be rewarded with good health. It isn't even that expensive if that is your concern. A fairly decent skin care routine will only cost you about 750 birr in a span of two months. There really isn't a reason for you to be not having a skin care routine while you can still invest money on internet expenses like WiFi and mobile data.

Just don't let yourself go and take care.

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Ethiopian society tends to idealize innocence, which can be problematic in a harsh world. This glorification makes individuals vulnerable and is often used as a tool for control, ensuring conformity. Additionally, it creates the illusion that good people are always rewarded, which doesn't reflect the real world

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Hello it's emergency I need everyone I need your help🙏
I don’t know how to handle this anymore. It’s been almost three months, and I still miss them like crazy. I know I messed up a lot, and she always forgave me—we kept going, kept trying. But this time, she left. She went far away, and I can’t even see my boys. I don’t know if she decided it on her own or if something happened, but either way, she’s gone.
I just don’t know how to stop missing them. I wake up thinking about them, go to sleep with them on my mind. It’s like a hole in my chest that won’t close. I want to be better, to fix things, but how do I even start when I feel this lost? How do I move forward when everything in me just wants to go back?
I need to find a way to handle this, to not let it break me. But right now, it just hurts too much.
To the fathers who’ve been here before, who’ve felt this same pain—how did you handle it? How did you keep going when everything in you just wanted to be with your kids?
I want to do better. I want to be the man my boys can look up to, even from a distance. If I can’t be with them now, I need to make sure that when they do see me again, they see a strong, responsible father. I know I can’t change the past, but what can I do now? How do I fix myself so that one day, they’ll be proud of me?

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Im 21 F
I live alone and I’m a second-year management student, so my family isn’t here with me. I have to pay for everything—rent, school fees, food, literally everything on my own. I’ve been doing online jobs to get by, but now they’ve completely stopped, and I don’t even know what to do. The stress is really getting to me, and it feels like I’m stuck. I just needed to put this out there.

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R, someone I used to call my bestie, I used to think our friendship was real and solid but tbh looking back now I see it differently. It’s been a long time and idk where it all shifted. we still talked in class as classmates and everything seemed fine on the surface but today it hit me I realized just how much I was holding myself back in that friendship. u accepted me when it was convenient but the moment I started being myself like actually myself u had a problem with it. u didn’t appreciate my truth, my voice, or my confidence, and that says more about u than it ever did about me. losing u was hard but honestly it was the best thing that ever happened to me. Because of that I found people who actually celebrate me for who I am unapologetically my new friends have shown me what real support looks like they remind me that being true to myself isn’t just okay it’s powerful I couldn’t see that when I was holding onto a friendship where I had to dim my light just to make u comfortable. so thank u for walking away cuz u made room for the kind of connections I actually deserve and let’s be real I’m thriving now, and I don’t need ur approval.

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Am M22


ሰላም family esti ande nger amakrugn ke fkrgnaye ga almost 4 year abren koytenal esua Orthodox ene Protestant nbern ke giza koyta bohala esuan lalmatat sel ene haymanoten keyrkulat yeha nger kehone 1amet ke 1,2 wer akababi honew timketenm kechersku 15 ken hone ahun hulum ketstkakele bohala family ye church agelgayoch nachew ena esuan betam yikawemuatal zare gen tetrche kesuaga yalewn nger bemulu endakom tenagerugn endetetmkum awkewal yalgn amarach bet tekrayche mewtat nber yehan madrg mechlew gen fkrgnaye nge kenge wedya tmrtuan endechersech metagebgn ena abren menenor kehone new betam yasferal kebad wesane new echi lej nge lay guneta bikyrat weym betkedgn demo wede haymanotem hone wede betseb memles betamm kebad new esuan samakrat mnm aynet hasab eysetchign aydelm kelbua aydelchim melsochua yastelal ke ken 7,8 seat jemro still mtaweragn endet endi aluh lemn endi aluh enji endi enaderg endi yehun enkuan alalchignm esti erdugn mndnew madrg yalebgn esuan beye kebet kewtaw bohala nge betkdgn aymroye teru ayseram abdalew esu tekrbgn betseboche endalugnm church endemles ena esuan betwat demo yibelt egodalewyasalefnew 4 amet kelal aydelm bichemek yene enat ena abat ketgabu yasalfut tarik erubun aydersm bezu nger be hiywetachn alfual mekrugn Please
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Hey I am 19m and I think  I am losing my faith in god slowly I am trying to believe there's god but my logical Brain isn't allowing me to I have one athiest friend and everything he says seems to be true  like for example most of use got our religion from our families how does one now that his religion is the right one of all 4000 religions and ontop of that when someone brings up this topic people will be like "yehe ke egna aymero belay new fetarin lemamen faith beki new" so in my opinion
No rational answer = No evidence
Only believe by Faith = also proves there's no evidence
I am writing this kelelitu 8:00 cause I am confused asf and no one seems to understand

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I am 18 and I have a horrible dating experience mostly I have horrible taste in men mostly I go for personality and then everything else doesn't matter every guy I went on with at end of the first date all wanted to fuck me I mean I understand now is that I don't have the look or sth just a naive idiot men can use like toys which I ended up leaving each of them at then and now like yesterday I meet this guy like we been talking in a while and then like we meet yesterday and like I was damn he was handsome gentleman and nice personality it went well like that what I thous and then today he told me that he didn't feel the connection and that he was sorry and worst part is that like I thought of everything with him how I would marry him our children etc... like I took it to far and he did give me hopes the thing he said that he was the one then like this just crushed me like I just needed up looking at the mirror looking at my self thinking "they so right who would want a mess a thing nobody will want this "I feel like nth really will work I want to be loved and know feel but like man I just pinning after it bc idk what family love is friendship or anything like btw ppl andhere I am telling this

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አንተ (ክፍል ሁለት)

የኔና ያንተ ፍቅር ዝንተ ዓለም የሚኖር፣ ከዓለም መጨረሻ እንኳ ተርፎ በሕዋው ላይ ብቻውን የሚንሳፈፍ። የቱን ነግሬ የቱን ልተውልህ፣ እውነት የመሰለኝን ፍቅር ባንተ አይቻለው። ፈንድቄ ተፍነክንኬ ትንሿ ሰፈራችን በሳቄ አውኪያለው።  ከቤትህ ደብቀህ አስገብተህ ወንድነትህን አሳይተኸኛል። ጉልበትህን ተደግፌ የሚጣፍጥ እንቁላል ፍርፍር፣ የፍቅር ፍርፍር ከጅህ ጎረስኩኝ? ግን ከዛ የዘለለ ምን ነበረን ? አልጋ ላይ መራወጥ (እሱም የጥድፊያ ሰው ሳይመጣ)፣ የማይገባንን የነጭ ፍቅር መመልከት (አሁን ድረስ የሱ አይነት ፊልም እንደሚያበሳጨኝ ታውቃለህ?) በቃ የልባችንን ማውራት የለ፣ ስለወደፊት ማሰብ የለ።


"የመጀመሪያዬ ነሽ"አልከኝ።  እንዳልሆንኩኝ አውቅ ነበር በፈረንጂኛ ልበለውና 'you know exactly what you do, you know it well, too well'

'እንዴት አወቅሽ?'

እንዴት ልበልህ የዛኔ  ሴትነት የለገሰችኝ ስድስተኛ ስሜት ይስለኝ ነበር ። ግን እናቴ የአዋቂ ነገሮች ቁጭ አድርጋ ሳታስረዳኝ በፊት አውቀው ነበር።

አየህ በልጅነቴ አፌ ሳይፈታ በፍርሃት ዲዳ ሆኜ   ሁሉን አይ  ነበር አስተውል  ነበር።  ባልተረዳሁት  ሕመም  አቃስት ነበር። በሽታ መሆኑን እንኳ ሳላውቅ  ባህሪሄ ነው አመሌ ነው በሚል እሰቃይ ነበር? ይሄንን እንኳ አላውቅም ። በማላውቀው ቅዠት ግን እንቅልፍ ባይኔ ዛይዞር አድራለው። (የአክስቴ ልጅ እጆች ጭኖቼ ውስጥ፣ የአንድ ተከራይ አቅፎኝ እግሮቼ መሃል፣ በአፉካዶና ዳቦ የተጠረዘዘ ቦርጯን ላይዬ ላዬ ጥላ  ከንፈሬን የምትመጥ ጠባቂ ጎረቤት...) ታውቃለህ ሁሏም ሴት  በዚውስጥ የምታልፍ ነበር የሚስለኝ፣ የሆነ የሕይወት አንዱ አካል። መጥፎነቱ አይታየኝም ነበር (አሁን ላይ እንዲ ነው ብልህ አታምነኝም እኔም ጠባሳዬን መንካት አልፈልግም) መጥፎ ባልመሰለኝ ግን ለእናቴ እንኳ መንገር በፈራሁት  ክብሬን፣ ልጅነቴን፣ ነፃነቴን ነው ያጣሁት። ደሞ ብዛታቸው እነዚህ ጠባሳዎቼ። አንዱ ባንዱ ሲደረብ ግማሹ  በጊዜ ሲፈዝ፣ ሊጠፋ ሲል ግን አተኩረው ካዩት  መልሶ አይኑን የሚያፈጥ። ዲዳ ያደረገኝ፣ መጥፎ ያልሆነው በሽታዬ ይሄ ነው። እኔንም ወደ መርዝነት የቀየረኝ መርዝ ... አየህ እኔ መጥፎ ነው ብዬ አለማሰቤ  አልገደለኝም እንጂ


ልረግምህ ተነስቼ ሌላ ፈተፈትኩኝ አይደል ?

ሕይወትም ያው ነች። ሌላን መፈትፈት፣  የሕልም ኑሮ ማሳደድ፣ ወይ ደንዞ ድንጋይ መሆን ቢቀመጡብን እንኳ የማይከብደን፣ ለሌላው  መኖር መሞት። manual አልተሰጠንማ ቀድመን የምናጠናው script የለማ። ሕይወት የተቀመረ አይደለም፣ እኛ ነን ለመቀመር ምንሞክረው። ለሱም ደሞ ፎርሙላውን አናውቀውም። በቃ

ስማኝ ሁሉ ነገሬ ነበርክ፣ በጥቂት ፍትጊያዎች፣ የፍቅር  ልፊያዎች  እኔ በመሰለኝ እስትንፋሴ ሆንክ።  ደውለህ ዘፈን ትጋብዘኛለህ፣ ማን አድርጎት ያውቃል ? ፍቅር አንድ። ስስምህ አንገትህ ስር በትንሹ ... በጆሮዬ የሚያንቃጭለው  ማቃተትህ ነው። የደምስርህ መራወጥ መወጠር ነው። ፍቅር ሁለት።  እጅህ ፀጉሬ ውስጥ ሲርመሰመስ፣ ስታወራ (ምን እንደምታወራ አላውቅም ግን በተመስጦ እሰማህ ነበር) በለስላሳ ሰመመን ፣ የራሴን አለም ካንተ ጋር በሃያና ሠላሳ አይነት  እየገነባሁኝ ነበር። ፍቅር ሶስት።'የኔ እንደዚህማ አያደርግም' ማለት ጀምሬ ነበር። አዋጅ አውጄ። ፍቅር አራት። ለረጅም ሰዓት ታየኝ ነበር ያለቃላት። በዓይን ማውራትን ያሰለመድከኝ አንተ ነህ።

ፍቅር አምስት። አጠገብህ አስቀምጠኸኝ የራስህ ስራ ላይ ትመሰጥ ነበር።

ፍቅር ስድስት

ፍቅር ሰባት።  ውሃ ቀቅዬ ቅጠል ጨምሬ ብሰጥህ ይጣፍጣል ብለህ እጄን ሳምከኝ "እጅሽ ይባረክ"

ፍቅር ስምንት...አስቆጠርከኝ። አለም ለኔ ጎዶሎ ሳትሆን ሞልታ የተርፈረፈች ነበረች።


ስንት ጊዜ አብረን ቆየን  4 ወር። የዛኔ እንደሌሎቹ 4 ወር አራት ቀን ሆነብኝ። እኔንጃ አሁን ሳስበው ግን  በጣም ትንሽ ጊዜ ነው።  ሁሉም ጅማሬ እንዳለው፣ ፍፃሜም አለው፣ ፍፃሜ ባይሆን እንኳ  ወደፍጻሜው የሚያንደረድር እንቅፋት አይጠፋም።

'እሷን እንዳትዪና እንዳልስቅ  ከመጀመሪያውም ነግሬሽ ነበር በኔ እሷ መሃል ምንም እንደሌለ'

አይ አንተ። እኔም ነግሬ ነበር ቀልቤ እንደማይሳሳት እይታዬ እንደማይዋሽ። አሁን የት እዳለን ማየት ቀላል ነው።   መደለንን ባንተ ሀ አልኩኝ ።
'በምንም የለም' ማስተባበያህ 
አይንህ ለሷ ሲስቅ  እያየው ቀንተሽ ነው ተባልኩኝ..
አጠገብህ ልቀመጥ ስመጣ መውጣት ...
አሞኛል ብለህ መተኛት
"ቤትህ ልምጣ?" "የለሁም።"  "እሺ ደውልልኝ" እዛች ጠቅጠቅ ስልኬ ላይ ማማተር፣ ፊት መንሳት፣ ቃላት ማጠር... አይ ጊዜ ግን

አነባሁ፣ ሁሁሁ አልኩኝ ። ለሚያውቀኝ ለሚያውቅህ፣ ጉድ እስኪባል።  ያንተስ መልስ "ከሷ ጋር ምንም ግንኙነት የለኝም" የዛኔ ገረመኝ ? በጣም ። አንድ እውነትን አየሁኝ። ባንተ መወደስ የተሸፈነው አስቀያሚነቴን። የአለም ቆንጆ እንደሆንኩኝ ባይሰማኝም፣ ያንተ ሙገሳ በራስ አለመተማመኔን አጥፍቶት ነበር። ታዲያ አንተ ያንን ስትል በራስ አለመተማመኔ በአስር እጥፍ ተመለሰ። ሊዚህ ላመስግንህ ወይስ ልርገምህ ?

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hi am 21 uni student ahun ly am struggle with social anxiety and depression besu Giza class cancel yedrgil most of the time home nw yemslfre scroll tik tokቀኑ ሙሉ eski ለሊት 7i need to try something ,new friends MNM ምንም friend ,r/ship yelnim day to day እራሴን እየጠላውት ነው ያለውት ቤተሰባቼ እያስጠሉን ነው any volunteers work, part time job ,becha any ke sew ga connection yemfterbt Negri ፍልጉልን please 😭ህይወት በጣም እያስጠጣልች ነው ሁል ቀን ተመሳሳይ ነው I need someone to hug me ewent , I need sew ewent😭

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Hi there, I'm 23M

These days I was thinking 'bout things and I just realised that death is the only thing I truly fear in life. It's beyond human understanding and it's like no one really knows what comes after. Personally I am Orthodox Christian, I want to believe in heaven and hell, but how can I be sure? What if it’s just absolute darkness? That’s what scares me the most.
Sometimes, I feel like I’d rather exist in the worst possible form, holding onto my memories, rather than simply disappear. Because at the end of the day, memories whether good or bad are all we really have.
But after thinking about it , I realized something: if it’s absolute nothingness and darkness there’s nothing to fear because we won’t even know. And if there is an afterlife, then, just like in this life, good brings good and bad brings bad. It’s simple.
Yet, I still feel like I might be tricking myself 🤔. And I just tought their could be other perspectives perspectives I haven’t considered. What do you think? Let me know✌🏾

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Hey, I'm a women a freshman student at some university, so the thing is I'm really struggling with studying I'm not even just saying it, it's being a problem. I'm a procrastinator in normal days and on exam days for the first courses I'll study but for the last 3days courses it feels like heavy thing on my head and my shoulder. This was happening starting from high-school, I thought University would be different, but nothing new. Any tips to stop procrastination and any tips to catch my studies better would be appreciated. Thank you

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Sorry for stating the obvious but This generation is very fucked and it’s going to get worst for the next generation. Just to start look at the amount of people who are lonely/incels or look at the once that are in need of intimacy but can’t get them because our expectations have skyrocketed because of social media so now everyone looks un attractive because of that and “our type” isn’t realistic to find.
Even the economy has fucked this generation over look at the job/employment problems that are going on in Ethiopia. Let’s say you get a job mind you it’s very hard to get one but let’s say you did the inflation will make the money you earned less and less while you’re saving for your plans.
So now all this people are getting suicidal because they think their lives are worst due to lookin at the small percentage of people in there generation who are rich,attractive or even popular/famous…thanks to that now that life is deemed as the bare minimum/normal life to live
Now why am i telling you all this shit. Well I promise you my goal is not to get you scared or give you a mini panic attack💀,i just want to give some awareness and to tell you that you’re doing good and to keeping on improving on your craft daily, just a reminder to tell you the faster you lockin on your fitness,job,education or even in your dating life the better the life your guaranteed to have for the future but i can’t say the same for the future generation. Okay now i wish you all the best in life

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Hi I’m a 21 year old female who can’t get over her ex. We dated for almost 5 years and broke up cause he didn’t really know how to treat me right even tho I literally did everything for him. My life is actually pretty good now, my parents are very proud of me, I’m financially make a good living for myself, also have good grades and all that. I’m not lonely either, I do have guys that put in effort and talk to me mnamn but I still just can’t get over him, and sadly I gave him my virginity but it’s not what it looks like, I don’t want you guys to think it didn’t matter mnamn but I genuinely thought we were gonna last. We’re still friends cause we both make each other better financially and we still enjoy each others company but I still get jealous whenever he mentions another girl, he even fucked someone else after me when the thought of kissing someone else disgusts me. He apologized to me many times and told me that he regrets losing me and that I exceed wifey material mnamn but I’m conflicted. I’m also stressed cause I know guys don’t wanna date a girl that’s not a virgin. Is that really true? And how the hell can I get over him?

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I stopped everything alcohol, cigarettes, drugs just out of nowhere. I thought maybe things would get better, that I’d feel clearer, stronger. But now, it just feels like I stopped everything. No more distractions, no more people. My friends disappeared, my family is far away in the countryside, and I’m just here, tired all the time. Not physically, just... empty. I feel like I’m becoming this dull, uninteresting person no one wants to be around. Like I traded chaos for silence, and now the silence is just swallowing me whole. I don’t know if I’m doing the right thing anymore. I just know I don’t want to feel like this forever.

If anyone knows of a sobriety group I can join, please let me know. I think I need to be around people who understand what this feels like.

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I just wanted to take a moment to share what I’ve been going through lately. I’ve been actively searching for jobs in the NGO sector, and honestly, it’s been really tough. I feel like I’m putting in so much effort—tailoring my resume, writing cover letters, and networking—but I’m just not getting the responses I hoped for.

It’s frustrating to see so many positions I’m passionate about, only to face rejection or silence. I know the competition is fierce, but it’s hard not to feel discouraged. If anyone has any tips or advice on how to improve my chances, or if you’ve been through something similar and want to share your experience, I’d really appreciate it.

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I’ve been dealing with something for a while, and I’m not sure how to make sense of it. Ever since I was young, I’ve had an interest in findom and femdom dynamics, where I feel drawn to being humiliated and controlled by a woman. It’s something that’s been part of me for as long as I can remember, but recently, I’ve been feeling more conflicted about it.

I sometimes wonder if it’s just who I am, or if it’s something that I should feel uncomfortable with. I can’t deny that there’s a part of me that feels fulfilled by these dynamics, but at the same time, it feels strange and overwhelming at times. I’m just trying to process it all, and it’s hard because I don’t know how to talk about it without feeling judged or misunderstood.

I guess I’m just venting because I’m struggling to make sense of these feelings and the confusion that comes with them. I don’t expect any solutions, but just wanted to share this and maybe hear from someone who might understand.

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hey everyone 

i really need to vent here’s my situation i’m a university dropout i left school last year due to financial issues and since then i’ve been trying really hard to find a job but i haven’t had any luck i feel stuck and honestly puzzled about what to do next 

i’m 22 turning 23 on april 4 and i’m 185 meters tall with a normal bmi i even tried my hand at modeling but that didn’t work out either i’ve been feeling really low lately and i’ve struggled with some dark thoughts but i know that’s not the answer 

i’m reaching out because i could really use some support or advice on job opportunities if you know of any places that are hiring or have any suggestions please be mariyam don’t hesitate to share it would mean a lot to me thank you for listening

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Hey Unihorse 🦄
I am net
I need to vent
Sup...i feel like im losing myself i know i am messed up inside but how am i wrong for refusing to help? i feel like it can't be fixed maybe im stuck in the dark i just don't think all the pills can fix the pain in my heart i guess its pointless.. i lay in the dark in my sorrow today i just gave it my all...but there isn't enough for tomorrow because im tired of the pain im tired of fighting just tell me what it is worth?
to give my all to these people for me to be selfless?
just to be filled with this hurt..what is the point? cause i cannot see anymore i feel like there is no point in living my life cause im not me anymore an they say it gets better but it's been forever so i don't think i believe it properly gets better with time bt i won't be here to see it but please don't be mad It's not that im weak im just tired I wish that my heart wasn't broken..cause then i could work on my mind but life isn't fair i know and not being happy is killing me i try to be vocal they listen but i don't think that you're hearing me i hate that i am broken ilikehate that i am stupid i hate that i fell  a mistake i hate when i am talking to God i feel like he don't listen in times when I pray i hate that i look in the mirror an hate the man lookin back i hate that i am so insecure i just wish you'd understand

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Hey Unihorse 🦄
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21 M here

Just curious, why is it that one's opinion on a topic should be dependent on what that person is? It is something that I have noticed on this channel a lot. I have made wild takes since I have been here.

To name a few
1. I have claimed that men and women aren't equal. The vent was about how women would be the future of this world and I stated why using logic the leadership of men is needed in this society. I was expecting a logical counter argument but instead what I got was being labeled a misogynist man.

2. I claimed that sex before marriage was wrong and explained why marriage was part of nature and pointed out the presence of cultural universals in societies that have no prior interaction with each other having similar patterns of cultures, leading me to believe that marriage was also one of our natural evolution. I went back and forth with someone, this isn't meant to be a personal attack but the dude insisted that I was a girl living in a sea of religious delusions and continued to say I was stupid without debunking my statements. The funny thing is while it is true that I am Orthodox, I never brought up religion as an argument. I am not even that religious in the first place to do so.

So my question is when did opinions get assigned to a specific gender? Are we really supposed to believe in things that favour us based on what we were born as?

And please I didn't post this vent so that I can argue why those two things I mentioned above are true or not, I am just curious on why you would have to belong to a certain group to have a stand about something?

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Hey Unihorse 🦄
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Heyy everyone so im gonna start from 2years back
So we where 3 friends one boy and 2 girls on the last year of campus…i liked the boy and he knew n started smtn with me then he stopped kissing me n stuff n told me he has someone else in his mind….his mind on the our other friend…i felt like shit but accepted the situation even though it was uncomfortable…he told not to tell her what he had with me so it doesn’t ruin their relationship(then that’s where i made a mistake)….I couldn’t distance myself be cause we studied all together even when i tried he wouldn’t let me…he will get mad n stuff…..fast forward we graduated and went back home i still had feelings n she found out about us they broke it off n we started being together…but he didn’t treat me well…it always felt like he was there because i loved him cause i know how he used to be like when he was in love,how he used to treat her n he just says it was the the circumstances….a year half passed and still the same..even the slightest of argument n he decides to break it off n he doesn’t wanna talk about the situation…i was always the one trying to fix thing…he doesn’t call for days…even when i call he says he saw it n forgot about it n says he’s busy….on our last call after 3 days without talking i was mad asked if he thinks it’s right to not call all these days n he said no…he wasnt even sorry about it….while we were talking i gave him short answers n he said is this how u are gonna talk to me n hung up on me…he texted to never call him again…he said i did something i that I didn’t tell him about n asked him what it was but he didn’t reply….it’s been weeks i called n texted but no answer…my sister n bestie tried talking to him but he still says i did something..like shouldn’t he tell me what i did and at least discuss about it…even when they told him i was having a hard time n told him talk to me he still didn’t….he was my best friend n it’s hard to lose him just like this…i dont how it’s easy for him to just let go like that and i just want answers
What should i do?
I know he didn’t treat me right but even he doesn’t want the relationship we could’ve have ended things on good terms cause i don’t want lose him

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