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am 22 f ግዴለሽነቴ እንዲተወኝ እፈልጋለሁ የጠበኳቸው ተስፋ ያደረኳቸው መልካም እድሎች ጥለውኝ ጠፉ ከዛ በኋላ ይመስለኛል ግድ የለሽ የሆንኩት ማታም ቀንም ብዙ እተኛለሁ ቢሆንም ድካሜ አይለቀኝም ብዙ ጊዜ ያዛጋኛል ለአለባበስ ማሰብ አቁሚያለሁ በጣም ትልቅና ሰፋፊ ቱታ ዝርክርክ አይነት አለባበስ, i often listen songs about bad luck, ለብዙ ሰአት እግር ኳስ አያለሁ ብቻየን ጨለማ ውስጥ እቀመጣለሁ ነገ ፈተና አለ ቢባል እንኳ እንደድሮው ተጨንቆ ማንበብ የለም ሰአት ካለ handout አየት አደርጋለሁ ካልሆነ ሳላነብ እፈተናለሁ ውጤቴ እየወረደ እንደሆነ ባውቅም አሁንም ዝምታ ላይ ነኝ ፀሎት እፀልያለሁ ሰው አድርገኝ ወይም ግደለኝ እያልኩ ግን መልስ አላግኘሁም ምን ተሻለኝ?
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Okay here me out am 2nd year student but till know I never had a boyfriend and idk stuff like tat not even a date it’s not like I don’t want it mnamn gin beka I can’t ymr their was a guy I used to love the whole high school long story short kesum ga we were not together after high school gin my heart becomes a stone I don’t have any feelings I deleted my social media mnamn beka like not sad not happy bicha like am scared endet nw mihonew like ahun Demo by chance most guys that I think they r cute they like me back keza beka yastelugnal idk I don’t even have my first kiss eko it’s not like I don’t feel good by myself gon sometimes I really wish if I had bf specially seeing cute couples everywhere 😭😂 anyway give some advice esti
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So , am just start a new job and i thought it will be easy and i can fit with this kind of work cuz i graduate with the same field so for a week menmn arif eyserahu like customer handling lay gobez negn i treat them well ena , responsible + handling money also am soo loyal ena seraw the first thing customer ayayz yefelgal eskmakew long time or potential customer lemafrat online yesral plus ketatam productun metew aytew tesmametew mewsed yechelalew gene every single product lay online ayetew simeru ena reality w kalsamenachew liker yechelal so, ende employees feedback yemetal sele waga, quality ena yemsaselut ena akerbiw ene balmhone le balbetochu bmeneger gize "u r work for us , don't try to tell us how to do it " mil negroch selmetu i just stop there bcuz i want that money 4 abt 2 yrs and half yale sera tekmeche selnebr be desta nebr serayen meseraw morale erasu
Keza betam comment sidegagaem 2nd time tenagerkugn yebelet tebsachu like laseredachew bemoker enante gen betemare yebsal ende medenkor yemern eko newe cherash fix lemderg ayfelgum i am perfect perfect perfect negn beka belew miyasbut ena eski ene seraw yan yahel astekmogn aydelm atleast wetche legba beye newe yetshale eskagn or berase eskesera ...gene seriously mndenew tefate betam tenadeje nebr yemer ene sew disrespectful sihon and then hulunem negroch tefetgna siyadergebachu betly sera bota ende slave eyserachu lek enderasachu sera kelbachu focused honachu like bad guy metayet endza endismah mefelgu tergum alsete belognal eski experience yalchu menmn share argugn eski do and don't negrochen
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Olla guys let me get to straight to ma point have you ever felt being stupid like literal stupid i feel like i have disleksia i dont know why i try to study i used to listen in the class room but boom i got hursh grade even if i use all my potential for study and the exam can easily tricks me and as usual i got bad grade im so sick of this plus being broke and having broke families and im the first daughter in the family with divorced family and none of them help me i have no one who can understand me.all the people love to take advantage from me it's hard man its fukn hard i don't know what my next life will be i don't want to think about it i hate people i hate everyone its a selfish world i don't know why am living for . All i feel is am stupid. stupid at everything i can't protect my boundaries i don't know why i wake up in the morning, doing shity things all day and continue this ugly routine. Im sure everyone can easily notice that im bored with this life .
Don't tell me i can survive without education you know we are in same Ethiopia for the shity job a degree is required.
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I’m 28M Things haven't been going well for me when it comes to relationships. It is frustrating and disheartening when things don't go as planned.
I feel a range of emotions, from disappointment to anger to sadness. I feel like I've done everything right and yet still haven't found the right person. Sometimes I feel like I am running out of time or that I am not good enough.
I have this ambition to have kids while I’m young and when they grow up we can be friends.
Again, I don’t know how to chat with women. I am the kind of person who prefers to talk on the phone or in person. When I try to approach it turns out to be left on read🥲Sometimes I feel it is because of my work. I’m a government official and academic nerd who is achieving beyond his age.
I do engage in serious talks and engagement and through time it's shaping my character to be very formal.
How do you ladies would like to be approached? How do you guys are doing it?
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21 f I think I like my friend but idk for sure .. I keep thinking about how different we are our lifestyle, personality everything. Idk if I should go for it shoot my shot but if it goes south he is my friend and someone I see every damn day cause we are in the same campus and class so it would be very weird. Any thoughts??
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Finally I've realised that I wasn't trying to get you back, to win you over, to make you mine. I just wanted to prove my worth, to show you I'm worth the wait I'm worth your time and everything. I got confused love and ego. It was my ego playing me this whole time. But know I choose peace. I don't need your approval to know my worth. Being rejected sucks but it never determines your worth. I came to realization that I can't make you see me, ppl choose with who they want to be. Came to realization that I can't force you to feel what I felt for you. It's time to let you go Nate
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Hi.. I'm a 23 year old male and I have a 22 year old girlfriend. We been dating for 7 years. We met in highschool and things have been going great.
Weve been intimate for a while now it's mostly oral, fingering, hand jobs etc. We haven't had penetrative sex yet. Ena I wanted to take this relationship to a next level And she agreed.
I love her, I do more than I ever love myself and I would do anything for her. Eskezare we've been through ups and downs we've gotten through them all. Yaw ena I used to think it was our effort mnamn gn had God not allowed it I don't think we'd be together until today.
Which Is why I want to marry her be betekrstyan.
It's was a big hard decision gn I want God's blessing for our relationship. Im not a relegious person believe me, I don't even know how I stumbled on this thought. Gn mnm bihon mn I feel it's the right thing to do.
Wede gedelew enegba this are my Questions.
1⃣Questions so neseha lemegbat wesenenal. Gn ena betam eyasferagn new. Endet new neseha migebaw? How do I get the courage to spill each and every sin I did? Be hafret memot new mimeslegn. And I have a lot to be ashamed of in my past like my porn addiction le msale yahl. So neseha gebto miyak kale how did you do it? Was it hard?
2⃣ Questions
Kurban Ena teklil leyunetu mndenew? Egna egziabher bifekdelen Ena benegaba which option is possible for us? We haven't had penetrative sex.. Gn technicaly we are not virgins aydel? Slezih yetegnaw new lek ke niseha behuala benegaba.
Ye orthodox emnet teketay yehone sew bimelse des yelegnal.
Ena please pray for us. It was a difficult decision to make ena senfen endanshesh tseleyuln.
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So recently i started to receive messages like i like u mnamn from girls, I'm a girl btw ena 1 bcha adelem lately i even received lets pay u and sleep together mnamn . i kept blocking them but it is really bothering me , when did this thing got normal, plus why me its just disturbing isn't it?
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F20 and freshman lol ..I want advice on this so I've been fighting myself over someone ...
Let's just call him N for now .. he's been a nice sweet friend for me ... we hangout together a lot and text all night ...
But i think I'm developing feelings for him but I don't wanna lose him by telling him my feelings either ...
He's dereq all the time he will make fun of me if I tell him 😄 I don't know what it is but I miss him even when I don't meet him for one day mnamen I'm afraid he will soon be with another girl and I don't want that to happen. What should I do?
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here me out people
bechelema wst mebrat tefto silk sntekem yeslku brhan mnm tlk bimeslen even yeslkun brightness eskemwchereshaw kensenew yann light slelemednew bcha haylegna meslo bitayen, neger gin dnget yebetu apol sibera wey demo wede wechi senota yeslkachn brhan endemaytayen, mebratu tefto sale aynachnn yasamemen ya tinishu brhan ketlku brhan gar sinetsatser berasu yemaytay chelema endehone endemnredaw hulu sew ewnetegnaw yekrstos brhan behiwetu siberalet, yekedmo lemadu mn yahl beki endalnebere erasun yimeleketal.
ya yebeza yemeselen andande bcha yehone egziabhern mefelegachn, ya andande bcha yehone smetachnn bcha teketlo yemimeta yetselot motivation ena tselotu berasu, Ehud ehud bcha yehonew hbretachn ena le ehud bcha yehonew mezemerachn mn yahl beki endalnebere..
Egzibhern bemulat kemawek endet endegedeben yasredanal.
You will never get enough of God's presence and knowing him, and your relationship with the Holyspirit
There's a greater light🙌🏾🙌🏾
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Hello my fellow people. I am here to ask about something that has been in the back of my head for a while now.
So I started dating this girl and she is beautiful and we vibe a lot. I really like her. But there is one bit about her that I find downright weird. She likes to smell me. Which normally, I would assume, is because she really likes me but that's not it. It is like a fetish of some sort. For example we would be spending the night together and what not wink wink and when I get up to shower she gets mad. She says she likes the smell of my sweat. And if she is ever at my place, she's always going through my unwashed laundry looking for t shirts and hoodies to wear. If she has to wear something of mine, it always has to be something I have previously worn and haven't yet washed. This is even difficult for me to try and explain because it is so bizarre. Bottom line is she likes the smell of sweat. I have never before experienced this with any of the other girls I have went out with and I genuinely don't know how to react or handle it. It doesn't necessarily bother me but I just found it to be wildly out of the norm and I was just curious if there's anyone else that has experienced this or something like this.
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Read This vent about a guy who got blocked after a date and it reminded me of my encounter
I was in a bus minding my own business and I saw this cute girl standing there....ena was thinking to talk to her but their were like 2 people inbetween us Aymchim nbr ...so I waited until we arrived or busu kelel eskil.... when we arrived at our destination rischew nbr esuwan approach marg so zembye werdku ...... after that while i was walking I noticed her walking by the opposite side of the road ena this was my opportunity beye I crossed the road and approached her ...started the convo naturally like " you were in a bus aydel ..." mnamn ngr beye ena she said yeah kza we had little chitchat she was laughing ....ena half way through the walk zenab zenebe , she said " enaslfew or enerut " .. I said Entelel ena enasalfew ...So telelen eywran I fazed out As she was talking , I was looking at her smile , her hair uff beka she was my type eyalku sedmem neber in my mind....After that tinish walk argen deresin metatfiwaga ...I asked for her number like let's hangout sometimes mnamn beye ...She gave me kza tinish shegnwat ...as soon as i got home and called She hung up ..When I called the second time am blocked 🤦♂
like WTF!!! was the convo that bad ....or was I making her uncomfortable the entire time . Maybe my approach yhonal since it was while she was walking ....or maybe she had bf beye asbku
Dang she was Fine!! agenew sil lash🙃....Bcha its weird out there gents we keep on movin ... Ena Just wanted to say this
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Keduye please don’t hurt me after making me like you this much, I know you might not be ready for anything right now and I may not be either but at least let me know what you feel about me, ene kezih belay eyedebabesku malef alchalkum getan, your whole personality, the time you give me, kelel yalsh mehonsh endiwedsh argognal mn larg eshi tifategna negn? Ferahu keduye, wste yene endtogni temegne …. minalbat lene mnm simet kelelesh wedefitm minorsh maymeslsh kehone just tell me before I like you even more, it is better for me if we end everything here than putting myself in a worse mess that will take me a while to get out of, do you like me more than just a friend, you just want a friendship with me or you don’t like me at all?
I’ve even tried to stay away from you because I didn’t want this to happen gn I just couldn’t ignore you yene konjo getan …. happen arege eshi Mn larg 😭 talking to you is becoming a place where I find Joy kemr, a notification from you is what brightens my day whether you like it or not, I thought I was gonna write what am writing to you now in a year minamn gn Leka anchi hule negeren eyegezashw nw ….. that’s how I surrendered …
I am literally in tears while writing this because for some reason it also feels like a good bye text and am gonna lose you, and I don’t want that, you shouldn’t have texted me in the first place if this is gonna be our last text, you should have just ignored me and passing a day without thinking about you and looking at your pics would’ve been easy, but now, you are already becoming part of me, losing you would be painful but I’ll take it if that’s what it takes to save myself from a more painful pain.
Yene konjo, I respect and like you more than you think beka I just want to say this. Whatever happens after this I may not be ready for it but whatever, who said always things in life happen when we are ready for them?
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Hey I just turned 24 last week(I'm a girl btw) and I think like what's wrong with me? I have never been in relationship, I have never even been kissed. I've graduated last year with a great distinction so I get a job real quick. Now that I'm trying to get a boyfriend it's really being hard. I couldn't be interested in any guys that are approaching me right now, they all are good but l can't be with any of them I just keep rejecting them😞. I am thinking of trying a dating app to help me meet new people, do you think dating apps work. Please give me any advice🙏
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Hey I'm 17 m.I'm handsome asf but always girls think that I'm a play boy,actually I only loved 1 girl in ma life and she broke ma heart into pieces and every pieces start to be attracted to other girls and i can't control that at the time I was in r/ship I was never attracted to a girl,any of'em the love of my life left me unprotected and if I have the opportunity at any time I'd pay by ma life to get back to her.Tell me sth uf any of you have been through this,give me advice.
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I am sick of being made fun of the same thing.
I've lived in AA all my life. Gn seferochn alawkem.
I been on a couple of dates, ena both of them ende big issue argewt nebere.. never been to ednamol (didnt even know it closed🤷♀), dont know bole, dont know the most famous clubs in the city, didnt even know what gast was (now i know in a painful way😭).And even my friends are shocked when i say i dont know when they talk about famous places.
Like, im sorry that i grew up with a strict mom. And that i only know the road from home to school and now from home to work... man leave me alone😭
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Sooooo i got no friends at the moment.I’m 19 F and lost all my old so called friends and can’t make new ones(they shitty af btw).I mean I try and try but at the end of the day all I get is a friend who would be by ur side if it’s only convinient,a type who would totally fucking abandon u when they meet a new person or the type who would totally talk behind ur back and I fucking feel like a fool for even trying.I’m not saying I’m perfect,far from it but still is it so bad to want someone as messy as u but still got ur back and be there for u at all times?cuz that’s what’s friendship is as far as I know ryt?man,all I want is someone who I can call the half me.I know I know that friends ain’t everything and I even know how to be independent and not give a flying fuck abt it but still I sometimes want someone who I can depend on,have fun and shit idk maybe I’m being a…whatever I just wanna get all out
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THE CURSE OF THE ROMANTIC DUDES
1st n foremost, there's nothing wrong with doing romantic gestures once in a while for your woman. But only from a position of power not weakness. The gestures should be a reward for good behaviour not to make her love you more or loyal
Understand this, a woman doesn't owe you her self control or loyalty, especially because you did or bought things for her. A woman is only loyal to her feelings & this is what these naive romatic dudes just don't get
A woman will appreciate how you make her feel more than what you do for her. Which should explain to you why they'll attach themselves to the most toxic men who have nothing or do nothing for them. Their trick? They make women feel things. Once you grasp this, you'll put away your wallet
Many romantic dudes end up crying "How could she do that, after all I did for her?". Either after being dumped or cheated on, well my naive brother it's because you don't emotionally arouse her, in simple terms BORING
Women only love these romantic dudes on paper & social media, yet in real life, such guys are pxssy repellents, they make them dry. Sure enough she can tolerate the boringness for the gifts & money but eventually her nature takes over & she says enough
Know this, a woman's nature will always prefer "toxic good for nothing" dudes MR EXCITING who keeps her wondering what's next. Over romantic dudes MR DEPENDABLE who are predictable thus boring. Learn OR perish!!!
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Hey 20M there's is this girl she is literally the dream girl every man wants to have forever.
She is beautiful, has a a really nice body, beautiful smile and her personality I can't begin
She is the kind of girl who always minds her own business doesn't involve herself in other people's business She is just focused on herself She is feminine and girly and innocent yet kostara with boundaries when necessary she just makes any man's masculine side oohh, she is sooo intriguing and confusing sometimes hot sometimes cold she is detached and emotionally independent and soo mysterious you don't know what shes doing in her life she had like only 3 friends and every guy in school yes every guy in school wanted her including me I was in love with her for 7 years she is still the one I want I think i won't ever stop loving her.
The thing is I just want her she is a dream girl so you guys give me some tips to get her and what do I need to have or be to make her mine only
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A guy 24,... Hmm, Where do you guys get female BFFs? 🤔 is it only me who doesn't have a girl BFF?? Like guadegnoche hulu alsachew sidewawelu mnamn ekenalehugn is it normal?
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God, I am such a fucking terrible person for the feelings I still have for you. Three whole years of no contact whatsoever but no one can make me feel the way you do. But you were not special or anything,you didn't even treat me right but it was my first time being loved EVER by someone so genuinely so I let myself fall..deep. I did nothing to stop you when you were breaking me piece by piece. I lost my identity and then you were gone.and now I hear you are married, fuck, it hurts so much if I am writing this at the office in the morning after I spent all night crying. A month before you called and told me you loved me and you will be with me instead of her if I am willing but boy I am not one to tear others home to build mine.so I said no but sometimes I wonder if should have said yes because of the amount of pain I go through every day but MARRIED, you are hers entirely. My God, the pain is just too much,its tearing me apart and I am fighting to get up everyday. I hate myself for still feeling nothing but hurt. I wanna be angry but boy I have no energy so I am going to cry until the tears erase your face and hope time will heal me this time because the little hidden hope is gone and with that is gone my sanity.Have a good life and marriage stranger
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I try to tell my self consistantly that I am just not frendily enough, but then I start to talk with peoples and they don't want to take it any further. I see the same peoples invite peoples to go out with them, exchange their numbers/socials. And I dont want to say lets go out sometimes because I don't know if the person is actualy vibing with me (I am also very shy). I have always felt like I lack grace. That somehow this is not something I can change. I never in my life had a person to call my friend. and now I will be turing 21 soon and I am scared that this is how my life is going to be and it is affecting my self confidence so much. I used to not worry about this things and say I could survive on my own but I want to be geniunly loved and understood, be choosen and have a good laugh and just experience life yk... and do the same for peoples as well. And when ever I say things like this outloud I feel so gulity because I am not saying I am special or need a different type of treatment. I just want to around peoples that I could be myself.
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F Hey guys I am a college student I broke as mf like broke malte new I don't even have anything for school ena I can't ask my mama because esua le rasua yeltam I seriously don't know what to do right now mariamn enba eytnankeg new when I am writing this becah I fell so bad that I can't support my self becah .ufff I don't know.
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I'm extrovert and introvert at the same time.
I'm happy but angry at lots of things.
I want to have commitment on things but its gets harder sometimes.
I want to be loved and all but also hates it when i get too much attention.
Am supposed to have a feeling for guy sexually but i don't have any.
I want to stay true to myself but society doesn't allow me.
I wish my dad was here but his gone too soon.
Isn't life suppose to be balanced?
But Thank God for all of this in my life.
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Most of you (or probably all of you) who are reading this believe that there are 2 genders. Y'all think that it is simple as that. How the fuck would you think like that? There is nothing perfect in this world, nothing balanced, nothing fair, nothing ordered. You know there is imperfections in other things, and yet you expect gender to be perfect. Why? Just because it doesn't happen to you or just because you don't understand it, it doesn't mean it doesn't exist. It does exist. There are tons of imperfections in gender. Whether your believe it or not, like any other things in the world, gender is not perfect. There are many varied things that can affect how a person feels with regard to gender, or maybe physically there could be issues that doesn't confirm with one gender. Accept it please, your 2 gender system isn't enough. This comes from my personal experience as a person who doesn't fit in any of the two genders and as a person in the medical field... I became more aware of my own personal experience and through education I get to understand the different issues people may face regarding gender and sex. Nothing in this world is perfect, the same is true for gender. Trust me, it is not perfect. I am not saying I support all of the movements or actions are being done in the name of gender. And I personally don't want to be known for being like idk whatever they call it. Gender is just tiny part of who I am. I am much more than that. I am trying my best to do well in school and other part of life, and be a good person to people around me...help myself, my family, and all the people I love. I have plans, goals, dreams... there are things i love doing, things that inspire me to keep going, to keep fighting, to wake up everyday and do this shit over and over again. And I tell you I am not gonna stop. I am gonna show you...i am gonna show you that i am more than this. I am not less of a person than anyone. I will show you! ....finally what I ask from you guys is to be compassionate, kind and empathize with all human beings, no matter who they are, what they look like, how they choose to live their life. All that is not you business...it requires no energy to be kind. It is in your nature, it is humanity!
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it’s kinda embarrassing for me to talk abt this but here we go .. i can’t enjoy sex and it’s not because of my man didn’t know how to please me or sth, i’ve never had an orgasm , he always tries to try new things but ntn is helping .. now sex is like lela sira for me and idk wt to do …. plus he always thinks that he’s not good enough in bed but that’s not the case i just can’t feel anything …. if u have any advice that would be nice
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Okay so the thing is there was this girl ena she made it clear that she don't want relationship when we started talking and I was cool with that I just wanted to talk and I started having deep feelings for her I mean like really deep we went to the same highschool but we never talked in person. Bcha I always felt like she liked me back but I wasn't sure after a while I said let's stop talking ena she wasn't happy about it and I missed her so fucking much keza one day she replied to my story then we started talking again keza I felt like she wanted me to ask her out she was giving signs but I was scared. What was I scared of? Commitment and I knew if I started going out with her I'll love her so much and I didn't want that. One day we were talking about which college we wanted to go to, her choice was always AAU nd I wanted to stay home keza I told her I was thinking about going to astu keza she kinda hinted and wanted to push me to AASTU AS ALWAYS IT SCARED THE SHIT OUTTA ME. THEN I TOLD HER TO STOP TALKING AGAINNN BUT THIS TIME I TOLD HER WE CAN TALK LIKE ONCE A WEEK (SINCE WE'RE FRIENDS). AFTER A WHILE ONE OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS MADE ME CHANGE MY MIND TO GO TO AAU for career nd shit. Then I told her ena she hinted that we'll go out and THIS TIME I was ready. we didn't meet after like a week in campus because of me, I was afraid ig. Then she started to ignorey texts dry replying mnamn nd that got me feeling like shit, I asked to hangout and she came up with an excuse, maybe it's not a good choice for a date but after that I gave up. I felt like shit, I mean was I crazy or delusional to think she liked me back ? Bcha I let go, at least I thought so. Them for some shit we both went home and we kinda met but she acted weird nd that made me think she liked me back. But we both went to where we were before keza I found out she was trying to flirt with my friend and that made me angry, I asked her and she said she wasn't trying to nd btw he thinks she like him. I didn't know why she wanted to hurt me, so I went for revenge. I asked her date ideas and she asked if I was going to ask smo out and I said yes and she told me some. That day at night I sent her a message and she ignored me after like 2 days she asked if I had feelings for her still and I said no then she said let's stop talking and I was actually okay with that but if I was really okay with it I wouldn't vent here. I didn't miss her but I still think about her all day but now am starting to forget her. I still checked her tele bio where she said with a heart like that u deserve the world and I can't lie I enjoyed that. Bcha if by any chance you're seeing this I want u to know I care about you but move on, am not attracted to u the same way, I have feelings for you but they ain't strong like before. There wer days where I have thought about starting smtn even a family with u but now am done and I want u to know that my stories and notes are not about u, just move on there's no coming back now. May the force be with you
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Emmmmmm pls beallah be fetariachu i need a therapist rn kenm matam depressed ngn ymasbew hulu suicidal nw ena ebakachuuuuuuuu arif therapist ngerugn 😭memote nw
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Am I a psychopath?
Well, I kind of made out with this dude from my school, and he stole my first kiss on the first date. So we had been chilling and getting intimate we went out on a couple of dates etc. He told me he likes me, therefore, I started lowering my guard and became vulnerable. Then he wanted to be just friends and I was like sure. However, I was super upset about it, and looking back I realized how he disrespected me and didn't appreciate me. I felt like I was his last chose n which made me super aggressive. He treated me like a game and I wanted his validation. But I also thought “I have no right to be upset over him”...after a few weeks, he asked me to be “friends with benefits”...now I'm plotting his downfall
So what I have in mind for him is when we make out (when he lowers his guard/ naked) I would cuff him to the car seat and go home 🙂🤷🏾♀️ I just want to teach him a lesson
Does that make me a psychopath?
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