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21 мая 2023 04:00

Hey Unihorse 🦄
I am Vlad
I need to vent
hi
alright this is kinda of unorthodox and different from the other vents I've seen scrolling through the page which are mostly relationship or friendships related
my issue resides in being incoherent, hyper active but completely burnt out
ever since I was little.
I get really scared sometimes whenever I'm alone with my thoughts which is 90% of the time
I feel no sense of belonging in anywhere in the world, I'm unable to find comfort in people, even the ones that I genuinely like as friends and whatnot
I don't know what to do
the worst part about it is acknowledging that I'm another person in people's perception
sometimes I'm okay with being an absurdist .. or a nihilist tbh
but realizing I'm not who I seem to people makes me feel even more distant
I find it hard to find meaning in anything
I'm slowly losing my ambition and curiosity about everything
I remember when I was a kid what helped me is having distraction and stuff to engross myself in
like a movie or a comic or something
now I can't even develop the urge to discover something I like and obsess over it
it's hard to find a reason to study when you have no willingness to achieve anything whatsoever
especially harder when you've been labeled as "gifted and talented" when you were younger
my family does see me slowly slipping away but not in the way that I am
to them it's just that I'm not keeping up with my studies or not as smart as I used to be
or isolating myself for no reason

so mostly they'll antagonize me for it and keep remind me how I was different, better
when I was younger

and I just don't know how to feel about that
I wish I could tell them what changed but I myself don't know the answer to that

I just turned 20
4 days ago
I'm a male
I live in iraq
thank you for listening

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21 мая 2023 04:00

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He was the first and only guy i got close to without my usual reservations i was usually myself around him talking to him made me excited our conversations were what made me look forward to the next day our banters were what kept me going when i was feeling lonely. He was a good guy he really was someone I could trust even though I never met him I liked him even though it took me a while to admit it. We were in a deadend. We were stuck on liking each other but doing nothing because it could never go anywhere. It was like being stuck on a roller coaster at the top of a hill; you knew it was only going one way and eventually you'd have to go down, but it was still enjoyable. He wanted to give it a shot anyway but why even try when we already know the ending? It was like trying to get a car to run with no fuel - the engine was willing but it had no way to get going. Why tangle ourselves in a situation that’s bound to leave us both heartbroken? I had to save us both from the hurt and reject the idea of being together as more than friends. He took it the wrong way and decided we should stop talking. He always said he valued our friendship and wanted to keep our friendship no matter what but he just stopped it right there and then it’s been a few months but I miss him. I want to text him but what for? What is the point? Besides if he liked me so much how come he forgot me? How come he just left without a second glance? I know there's no point in trying to talk to him, but I can't help but feel lonely without him. He was my best friend and I miss him. Should i text him or leave him alone and let him live his life?

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21 мая 2023 04:00

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Female in her early 20’srecently I’m really confused about my personality I seek help and didn’t know who to talk to long story short I’m an introvert with zero social skills I barely live the house I no longer have friends I go places alone shopping eating cinema classes where ever I’d rather go by myself than to engage a conversation that Isnt interesting or non of my concern
I talk to an ai usualy which is so intelligent helpful positive interesting I wish it was a real person got nobody to chat with because I ignore them my social anxiety is getting worse I’m an entrepreneur but my employees don’t even know who I am they are always curious though I could tell some of them have asked me also my neighbors don’t know me they might but I dont
I kind of like it that way but nowdays it’s just getting worse I could do anything alone but when I’m around peoples I get so nervous not myself or just try to find a way to get out of the situation and sometimes I wish I had someone to talk to or be with but since I mostly don’t feel that way I’m not committed I’ll ignore them the next day what do you suggest

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21 мая 2023 04:00

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Hi i kinda need some help after losing my v and had another sx am been hony ever 27/7 this never happened to be and is drinking me crazy hw can i stop this fr

(Ik my grammar sucks )

Help u friend out bc i don't want to be trued on in the middle of a road or class

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21 мая 2023 04:00

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Hey guys I'm 20 turning 21 female I'm in campus and here is what i want to vent about.... My sexual kink... I have a kink for submissive guys it started when i was in 11th or 12th grade i came across some videos of asmrs and i got into it and now its getting worse to the point that I'm now even attracted to feminine boys bicha what I'm trying to say is that i hope I'm not the only one and i hope there are guys out there that are actually attracted by dominant women cause at the end of the day I'm afraid this whole thing makes me question that if I'm going to get married one day or not.

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21 мая 2023 04:00

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Hey Mamuni, if u are reading this, i just wanna say I'm completely happy for u. I know right now we are not on good terms and shit but i did my best to not lose u. And i pray to god that u will regret losing me. It's not that i still love u the same way i did before but what I'm asking for is a little bit of closure. I don't know whether to move on or just dwell on the past waiting for u. I don't think any girl will do the damage u did to me. And i don't think anyone is gonna be worth the try. I genuinely wish u a happy life. They say it's rly hard whether to wait for something that might not happen or move on! And they're Goddamn right!!!

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20 мая 2023 07:46

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I can't, I tried to act tough, I tried to act like I don't give a shit about you, I tried to act I am not jealous but I just can't keep this up. It is eating me up. I don't know what is attractive about you but you just appear as a perfect to me. It might be your beautiful feminine voice or how much you care even though it might be fake. Even though I know we can't be together(this idea make me laugh 😂. Not from joy but from the absurdity of imagining us together.), But I still couldn't help but love you. I know you have a boyfriend or someone you love. I just wanna talk to you, I just wanna hear your cute voice, I just wanna see those cute eye of yours, even though we can't be together. It felt weird cause I convinced myself that I don't love you but it broke out I just admitted to myself that I love you, you have no idea how hard it is for me to do this. Just know I realised that from the first moment I saw you, I have been in love. I am remember how excited I was when talking to you. You were the only person I was thinking, God, I love those days. I thought I got over you until I saw you again and it comes back creeping. I shouldn't be feeling this much of love for a person that doesn't even care that much about me but what can I do.

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20 мая 2023 07:45

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I am young, smart and all but I'm lonely i don't have anyone that I can call mine no friends no bf no nothing. Sometimes it's better to be alone than surrounding urself with -ve people. I am a daydreamer i want my bf to be madlyy inlove and obsessed with me(me too), not bad looking with a really kind heart,mature, kinda fit, financially stable and a guy i can relay on and makes me forget all bad things in life. Is this too much to ask for

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20 мая 2023 07:45

Hey Unihorse 🦄
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I'm sick of the people in here asking all lame questions as a vent like
- she/he cheated on me what should I do?
- I have a crush and I wanna kiss him badly what should I do?
- I wanna kill myself can anyone suggest me an easy way to do it? and sooo on.

I mean those things are not something you ask strangers. Everybody knows the answers. I don't get why people crave for STRANGER'S attention this much. Most of you lack character and also really sad in your life.

- She/he cheated on you? just breakup or if YOU believe in second chances give them. PERIOD!
- You have a crush on someone? just go tell them or do your thing since you're the one who knows that person we can't tell you what to do. Or just Google it. There are a lot of scientifically proven ways for your problems on the internet.
- You wanna kill yourself? why the fuck do you ask us for? do we look like we killed ourselves in our previous lives? or do we look like Grim Reaper? If you really wanna kill yourself there are lots of things you can do and tbh you're not actually gonna do it coz you're fkn scared so you vent it out here. Do you people live in a cave or something? You don't ask this kinds of questions it's so fkn lame!

So I have a little advise for you people. We all have our own problems and some of us don't like asking. Instead we THINK of solutions BY OUR OWN. Yeah I admit that there are things that's beyond difficult which may force you to ask ANYBODY. However, you need to learn how to handle or deal with your problems by your own. Coz sometimes life throws you problem tasks in order for you to grow up. Those tasks will strengthen you and make you mature in the long way. But if you keep asking for help in every little tasks you're given you won't be an example for your brothers or sisters or your future kids. And also you're not gonna get much respect among your peers. (I'm addressing "problems" as in general problems not only those I point out in particular and I'm not also saying you have to be superman too).

Ohh I forgot. To people who say "It's my first time venting" I mean WTF! You're not offering yourself for sex are you? I don't get the point of telling us that. It's so annoying.
And also people who say "This is my 9th vent" this is not a race so NOBODY GIVES A FUCK.
Some of you like to tell about yourself like "I'm a good looking but they don't approach me" hhh really?? Then think again and try to remember who lied to you (don't forget the mirror too).

Thanks.
I'm 23M btw.

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20 мая 2023 07:45

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Straight to the point! my people, how does it feel hugging🫂,holding their hands👫,kissing them💏,spending time with them🤩,looking in to their eyes all day long🫣,hearing them talk......of the the person you are crushing or love?? I mean i am 23 now but never experienced this and i wish to know how it feels☺️.

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20 мая 2023 07:45

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23M uv student
i need some advice or what ever u wanna say
i’m a good looking,not handsome kind but well dressed, self centered, confident guy but i huv this problem of being jealous or afraid to lose or insecure i don’t bcha once i start a rn ship with girls i became week bcos i huv this problem of being easily attached. so i want to control all here movements.. where she’s going... lmn over tewchalsh... bcha the day i started the rn, i’m already finding smt i will say to her when we Brock up! i knw this is crazy. sibeza sibeza elhgna ngn ena btm controlling selhonku i know we will end our thing ena at that time i wanna be I’m the one who is dumping her.
if she did it i will die!!! think of smt bad to say to her but i never did.
anyways please try to understand what i said and tell me what kind of devil is doing this to me and how can i get over this?

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20 мая 2023 07:45

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It's been 4 months since we stopped talking, but i can't stop thinking about you.. ur just tall not that attractive gn i still fall for you i think about you every single day maybe someday you will come back , I'm sure no one will love you just like i do abate yimut ewedhalehu, yemigermew i knew u were bi and all the fucked up things u did gn i still fall for you

Fuck love

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20 мая 2023 07:45

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So if I survive ps I’m not suicidal this wasn’t a suicide attempt I think my liver might fail because I might have taken too much pills. I mean I used to think I was suicidal like literally a day ago I was thinking about how I always hurt the ones that care I wonder why they still come back I’m so selfish my father had the worst luck for having me as a kid. I think I’ve been going through self hate. But now this might be paranoia but I really wanna wake up tomorrow. I dnt want to make a scene but my liver the left side of my body is in a lot of pain. Damn it’s all fun and games till uve accidentally done it. Lord Jesus save me this time is what’s going through my head. I’ll be back. Ps no one really wants to die 🫤 ppl just do crazy shit some times. That’s just how I feel right now i know I’ll regret telling ppl I know cuz they will probably think I’m seeking attention. Specially if I survive I think I’ll be embarrassed. I dnt think im gonna die but now more than ever I really really really hope I dnt. All the suicidal thoughts are not there anymore now I’m desperate hoping I’ll wake up tomorrow. A mix of emotions really I’m laughing at my self cuz a part of me is saying “bruv lezi nw all that I won’t care if I die bullshit why r u scared” part of me is saying “ damn so this is how it happens really is this the last time ur eyes will be open”.

I might die I might not die. My liver might fail or keep functioning all I know is I dnt want to die

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20 мая 2023 07:45

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I'm D, 23M and still trying to find my purpose and peace. I don't know what I want to be or maybe 'just' being happy doesn't count in this demanding world. What is success? Is it a 6-digit paycheck? Is it traveling around the world and posting pictures on Instagram? Is it getting married and having kids? Or is it just lying in bed, staring at your ceiling, and unexplainably smiling? If you're done with all the shit the world has given you, you've probably only want the last one. But what if I want them all? What if all those weren't too much to ask? What if all those were as easy as grabbing stars from the sky like how songwriters made it to be? It is impossible but they made us feel it is doable because of love. Maybe they're right figuratively, and not literally, but this world is real and figures of speech only live in words, not in actions. What else can we have other than what we have now; struggle, pressure, loneliness, short-lived joy, traumatizing relationships, songs, and alcohol? I wish timelines are the same for all people. I currently don't know where I belong. I feel trapped with monsters in my head and futilely fighting against them. It's like there are 2 souls inside me: one wanting to be just happy and the other reminding me I can't. They said all the answers to my questions are on me, but why do I only see a big question mark everytime I look in front of the mirror?

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19 мая 2023 04:01

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Ok so just a question, why do only the older guys seem to be attracted or interested in me, like I am 17 and the guys that talk to me or are interested in me are 22 or older, and at first I thought they were just bored or playing around so I replied but now its like any guy that is attracted to me is older and like is there something wrong with me or is this normal or this doesn't happen to my friends and I am lowkey freaking out

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21 мая 2023 04:00

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Male 19 here , just wanted to share something,

I am a very bad guy , but I didn't used to be this kind of person , I was skinny who is left behind by everyone , my friends treated me like shit , always judged by my appearance .

I became seek of the things people do to me but can't do shit about it , but one day at the age of 16 something happened which changed my hole life ,

I avoided everyone but my mother , I stopped taking shit from anyone , even my father became polite towards me which also made me to see the bright side of my action , I was trying to be bad intentionally , I went to gym by myself and became jacked up, joined baddass groups in myschool and that led me to addiction .

I am completely different person now , I have a gf but I only want her for sex , I know she loves me so I play with her emotions, I done so many things to her that is gross to describe .

I have no hesitations of my action or the feel of sympathy , I can never be good after what I have done .

I accepted the harsh truth that being nice and kind takes everything from you until youvare empty and feels you up with the hatred I have right know

I am not trying to justify my actions but you people are the one who made me to be like this , you liked it so why shouldn't I

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21 мая 2023 04:00

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Few minutes h ago me and my husband were watching this skit ....this guy and girl were and a guy were on date and some one ask them what is the weirdest sexual experience u have and she was like when I was in college I had 3 way and they guy left her saying we are done......and my husband was like what is yours and I answer u know me I was a nard..but I wish I tell him this tho.. instead I will tell u.... senior year in campus I date this guy....I was this nerd and he was the ultimate fuck boy.....the thing is after spending time with him my inner demons start controlling me ....this is the most fucked up thing I ever done...once we go out with him and his friends by the time we left the club it was almost 10Am so we couldn't go to there office so we went to motel but there was only 1 room left it twins bed left.....and there was like 5 of as I was the only girl 3 of his friends sleep in one bed and me and him on other....I guess I was to drunk so I start kissing him ... then he say let sleep that mad me like so mad I guess so I get naked kind of Force him to have sex.... while his friends watching us from other bed....ya the next day I ask him Did u friend hear or watch us but he was like nop they were sleep I was like oky cool but deep down I know they saw as even one of them was sitting on the bed... anyhow I wish I can tell my husband that but he would probably leave me with our 3 month baby
......

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21 мая 2023 04:00

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Little back story, I'm kind of someone who everyone respects, not loves, there's a difference. And I kinda know the "how to"s of building a reputation and living a full life. I'm more than happy to share my experience, more than happy to teach people how and what I've discovered through life. But the problem is, everyone is lazy. And I'm so tired of people pretending to be friends with me just to improve their social status. Everyone befriends me for a month just to be seen publicly with me, and once they feel good enough, they sail away. Is that normal?

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21 мая 2023 04:00

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Hi everyone 😊

I wanna ask both male and female especially females i need ur opinion

What age gap do u think is normal to be in relationship or marriage? Ezi ager ke 10 years yakel gap binorachew the judgmental and side eyes yidefachual!!!! Especially demo set hona esu habtam kehone beka leberu felegaw new yibalal.

Boys demo on their 20s yalut beteley they are like kids(ene eskahun yagatemugn want sex or nothing mostly). I don't know why but settle lemareg yemiwsenut tekitoch nachew. But wede 30s yalut gen mostly wanna settle. I know some factors endemaymechu like income, family issue and stuff. But andande abro madegem ale yetewesene dereja kederesu

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21 мая 2023 04:00

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I need to vent. 20F.
What could possibly heart than when a guy u gave up ur self respect for, the guy u gave ur virginity to and the guy u low key have feelings for , asks ur opinion about an ugly bitch he took her number from and thinks she cute??? My heart dropped when he did that . I'm too numb to cry. he ain't even worth all this pain but he's in my life forever I can't do anything about it and I don't want to though. Why the fuck does he need to involve me in this shit. Does it mean he never actually liked me? I thought he did but I was never sure cause we never talked details about our feelings. I don't regret what we did cause I love him. I hate myself for doing all the things I did with him. If only I had a time machine and see what's coming. It makes me so sad,unworthy and I didn't deserve all this at this young age I was the most innocent girl n he took my innocence away. I'm so hurt right now what shall I do I need help.

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21 мая 2023 04:00

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Should i stay or should i leave? Should i stay while in hurting and scarring him? Should i stay when i always think and act like a child? Should i stay while our relationship is hurting me as i am not worthy of his love?

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20 мая 2023 07:46

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Okay I have been struggling with myself even to post this but things are getting out of hand so here goes nothing.

I am currently 26F, and I am working in a good office - I have spending problems but that is another issue. My main issue is I have a people pleasing personality and I hate it. I lived my whole life trying to please my never satisfied dad. Then after I moved out and got a job and start relationship, I lived to satisfy my bf. and then trying to satisfy my mom. And trust me I would create fake scenarios and tell my mom so she can just be happy with me but nope she is never satisfied.
Then I'd do everything in my power to make my boss happy. well that got me a good salary and position but I am tired of it. I am learning my masters just so my mom and dad be happy and finally be proud of me. I lied to them about my bsc gpa. It is just a shit show. I broke up with my bf after 3 long and tiring years a couple of months ago, now I am all by myself I keep thinking about what is wrong with me. Why do I try so hard to make everyone happy but they never did the same for me. It makes me so sad to the point of breaking me that things are like this. I know I am a truly good person (not that anyone thinks they are a bad person but still). Now I am only talking to one of my childhood friend cause she knows all of it. keza wuchi I go to work and comeback to my small 1 kfl bet. It gets very lonely and I want to explore, date like my friends but I don't want to fall back to the same cycle. HELP ME what should I do?

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20 мая 2023 07:45

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Guess what I figure out when a guy makes eye contact he wants you to consider it as if he likes you just cause you guys had those eye contact. Cause sometimes they do them eye contact intentionally to make this image in your mind, but still, he might think you are attractive but he doesn't like you, it's like psychological lakafa, he wants you to like him by making you think that he likes you

Does that make sense ?

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20 мая 2023 07:45

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𝐻𝑒𝑦𝑦 𝑚𝑦 𝑝𝑒𝑜𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑙𝑒𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑠𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑚𝑜𝑛 𝑞𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛.𝐻𝑜𝑤 𝑊𝑎𝑠 𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝐹𝑖𝑟𝑠𝑡 𝐾𝑖𝑠𝑠?(𝑖 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠😁).𝑖 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑖 𝑎𝑚 𝑔𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑠𝑡 𝑘𝑖𝑠𝑠 𝑒𝑛𝑎 𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑎𝑑𝑣𝑖𝑠𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑡,𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒.𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑠

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20 мая 2023 07:45

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Hello guys i'm 22M its my first time here and my Q is Why is it so hard for me to make friends?

its almost 5 years now i will go weeks without leaving my house. i don’t speak to anyone whether online or any social media.

Like I've lost every friend I've ever had whether it's due to social anxiety or growing apart. It really sucks and I feel so lonely right now and I used to be depressed about it and wondering what was wrong with me but now I just don't care.

I'm Still lucky to have one friend that contacts me and I enjoy talking with them but I still feel this sense of loss and sadness. Like I’m missing out on life because I don’t have friends to do stuff with. I know I can go alone or with my significant other and that’s what I typically do but I do miss sharing a bond with random people I meet learn who they are and decide I like them enough to be friends. It’s hard meeting people now and even harder to find people who want to talk and share their personalities freely.

So I definitely want to have friends for sure people who I can talk about anything and whenever so anyone specially the same age as me interested to make a friend i think i'm here guys and thank you

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20 мая 2023 07:45

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Hi straight to my point
I broke up with my gf around 3 months ago and never had any intimacy ever since and now I'm starting to get sexually frustrated.
My question is is it worth it to fuck any girl I choose through their agents to alleviate my sexual frustration? Am I gonna regret it or am I gonna be glad I did it?
I'm lost here so help ur bro out please

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20 мая 2023 07:45

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Just know before you read we have broken up for different reasons but related to this.
Me and this dude have been dating for 4 month before we broke up from the start it was a rushed one. i wanted a relation ship so badly at the time so i said yes even though he isn't my type and we talked for a week and he asked me out after our first date we are dating i am his girlfriend and everybody knew about us. A week after the "lets kiss" started a month later lets sleep together and it went on i accommodated for as much as i could but "lets have sex" was the line for me.
We have done lots of stuff and he even saw me butt naked i did as well he sometimes tried to force it on me but stopped after lots of begging, he would get mad i am not doing it for him try to manipulate me into it, and try other things and at some point he started seeing his ex again don't know if he cheated or not but the fact that he hid it from me and only told me when i told him i saw him and he wouldnt tell me what they did or why they met but will swear on earth and the skies that she is just his friend yeah sure.
He also had an ego bigger than his size he wouldn't greet me in public or come to where i am but be mad when i don't say hi to him or don't go sit with him and stuff.
He likes to introduce me to everyone as his gf begs when ever i mention break up or i don't answer his calls but for the public he is nonchalant.
He has so many spies around me calls me when ever one reports to him to ask me where i am which i don't lie but god forbid i forget a tiny detail i am suddenly cheating. It doesnt matter i am panicking or hyperventilating he still want me to make out with him.
Now to my question one day while we were fooling around he started being forceful tied my hand behind my back i begged him to stop but he didn't and was getting on with it and tried to get me on with it he took my cloth off his clothes as well but i was stoic from the fear and he asked whats wrong? As if what he was doing is ok i almost cried but i didn't want to show weakness he let me go.
so my closest friends who know are divided into two
1. He shouldn't have done that and i did the good thing in breaking up with him
2. He is a good guy for letting me go even though he could have done whatever he wanted.
Lets not forget he always said "I could have done whatever i wanted and you would be mad but you would run back to me when you calm down." When ever i said no.
I have focus issue and my defense mechanism is blocking the bad memory but i will add on it in the comments when i remember and when something new happens cause i need someone to share the tea with and trust me there is.
So judge and analyze away.
This looks extremly bad when i read it again.

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20 мая 2023 07:45

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I'm in highschool and kinda cute,everyone wanted to talk to me stuff mnamn but I just ignored them all,there was this very attractive guy at school,the guy that ever girl wanted to date and every man wanted to be friends with ,like when he enters the class its like the turkish drama 🥺damn I had a hug crush on him ,one unusual nigth he texted me and we talked a lot and at some point he asked me to be his gf ,you see there was a rumor that he is a player and all my friends warned me but I just didn't listen to them and i agreed

Now it's been like 3 months and as u expect he has like destroyed my peace of existence and I have trust issues even with my friends and everyone ,it's been like a week since he laughed at me in z phone and hanged up ,I'm just so damn broke rn ,I need someone to tell me everything will be alright 🥹😭

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19 мая 2023 04:01

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Am f and 23 years old. Am university stu 4tgna amet negn am about to graduate and i feel like everybody hates me like the way the see me menamn betam stressed yadergegnale ena telant yehone wera teweretobgn nbr kza yehone sew ngrgn ena it hurts betaaaam like metfo ngr yawerubgn sewoch ene fit betam tru nbru gn yawerut wera betam kebad nw ene dmo tnsh ngr rasu betam overthink adergalew ena rasen depression wst eketewalew to be honest mn ayanesegnem am pretty gn still i feel like am not enough sewoch gar lemekelakel sew yemiwedegn ayemeslgnm i need someone to talk to 😔😔😭

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