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01 июля 2024 04:00

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M23 I'm an introvert and not just the "I'm too shy to talk" type but a real introvert, where talking to a person drains the ever living life out of my body, i feel drained more than running for 5kms

I'm not shy at all I'm very confident, infact i talk to strangers pretty easily whether they be a guy or a girl, it is just that i always think about it ending and how i just want to move on from the current situation

Any type of scenerios in which there are many people or it is outside(like weddings, parties or just gatherings) i see as a chore. Anyways i just feel like this is hurting my ability to be sociable and create genuine bonds as i constantly push away good friends.

My question is if u are like me or experienced what i experienced what do u suggest?

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01 июля 2024 04:00

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Sooo the thing is a year and a half back i met a girl at church she so beautiful and i liked her but she said she had a boyfriend and things between her and the boyfriend wasnt actually going well, and i was there for her most of the time and as time goes by our friendship does feel like a friendship it's more of like a relatonship we hold hands manemn menamen ena peoples started a roomer thinking that we are dating. So there is this thing that she says when we say good bye to eachother after we met" kiss me on the chick" and i do it everytime after we met , so that day i decided to go for the lips instade and i did, to see how she would react and her reaction was kinda off and later that night she called and said we had to end our friendship and i said fine👍. So the next day i was over it already but we met at church in a coincidence and i ignored her but ig she couldnt resist it and she wanted to be friends again and i said im sorry for what i did that night but NO we cant be friends or whatever but she begged for it and i said fine lets be friends.
So we continued being friends and after sometime i knew she had feeling for me but the boyfriend is still there and she's afraid to admit that she likes me but with all the things aside we decided to go for it and started dating and one week after we started dating she told the guy everything and ended it with him and as i told u things werent going well between them so he just let it happen. Then we dated for like a year and a half now but after that same thing started to happen she met some guy from church and she told me that she met some guy at church btw he's diakon and he's helping her with a lot of things and they started talking mnamen for like an hour mnamen be silk ena i felt like this isnt right its like what goes around comes back around type of shit... IK ITS KARMA THO but i just didnt like it and i forced her to stop everything she had with him and she cried and after that she's not the same we fight everytime and  our relationship hasnt  been the same since then.
So even tho i love her so much i decided to let her go and ig breaking up was the best thing to do at the time but she didn't want that either so we're still dating and at some point our love is turning into hate but both of us are afraid to let go of eachother.
I need your help y'all

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01 июля 2024 04:00

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So i'm 20M N second year college student so there is this chick in my class N we start chatting last year N we Become friend Best friends but then She Showed me Signs that she Luv me N She Do This Every Day like She Send Me Couples reel or Engagement Ring N then she Said I luv u every time we talk I was Like Damn but when i try to kiss her She said no we're just best friend n i was Like Cool Whatever then last week She kissed me but here is the Twist man After i told her I met this new Girl N I said I really liked her N here's another twist after that kiss i asked her Like Girl What are we N SHe Was Like We're friend i was like then why did u kiss me N she was Like that's mistake then two days later i told her i have Date N She Was Like i wanna Talk to u abt smthi i was Like aight N she Kissed me Agin N i was Like Girl I like u but Don't play wiz my feeling N she Was like i'm not playing i was like Stop What are we N she Said we're Friend N i was like Fuck u I'm goin to that date n she Was like Aight N i met that girl N She Kissed me N i told This my "friend "she kiss me N she Was Like cool N we Get along yesterday N we kissed N Kiseed like Real d3ep kiss The She Was Like we're friend after this so help Guys I'm stuck

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01 июля 2024 04:00

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Hey Everyone how you doing?
An 28F. And i have dated a giy for 6 month and got married for 3  months and got divorce in 3 months 


And guess what i couldn't have sex with him..i was so scared it was my first time...when i got married i was 26 yrs...and i couldn't have sex with him..i can't even open my legs..my body goes automatically strong..i can't control it. Surprisingly i cant even get wet...he wets it by his saliva..and then we couldn't have sex..only one time..he just penetrate it once and i stopped him. I understand him..why he was mad..i even went to psychiatrist and i even went to tsebel..but i can't..the he cheated then i find out immediately so i was mad and left him...after 20 days i forgave him..and i asked for forgiveness...i forgave him before asking..the  i asked he said..he was over me..then begged himand tried tk save our marriage for a month and we divorced...

Guess what still couldn't have sex..tried to have after 1 year and 8 month...i still couldn't have sex..i don't know if it affects me or alakem becha. Am confused...alkame....

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30 июня 2024 15:21

Hey Unihorse 🦄
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As a man, being an introvert at your "going out, meeting people and widening your connections" age a bad thing? Will this affect me in the long run? Is having nowhere to go or no one to meet considered okay? I'm genuinely concerned because my family nags me to go out and do things and always bring the "Your friends are on top and you're still sleeping" move like any other habeshan family. I mean I do work my own things, hustle mnamn. But I don't want to go out because the city is awful looking.. seriously it has a bright cool color and shitty roads. You watch a movie or something on your device then go out ... The difference is astronomical, I know movies and real-life sceneries can't be compared but still... Like no rainbows, no sunset, no good looking parks, no like-minded people,sun is too bright, this city only looks better at night but all of these are personal preferences and opinions (I know no one cares). No one talks about the stars, books, the earth, human behaviors, coffee or classical music.. something different than politics and how life has hit them hard. People date for hookups, money, attention, fame or just spend time with. I did try dating but who'd see and love your soul if everyone's blinded with the temporary lashes, muscles, fat, shapes and glitters. The majority of the people I find are those who listen to them cringe noises made by cringe people who spend 2K birr for the project and entitled it "music". Where are the guys who loves watching "Oppenheimer", "Babylon", "Blade Runner", "Chernobyl" and not cringe Amharic movies? Where are the girls who loves listening to classical music, jazz, blues and not some cringe noise made by the cringe producers? Where are the people who prefer sitting in a cozy dark café, smelling a good scent from a good ዕጣን, talking about philosophy rather than partying every night with daddy's money? Am I a "ፋራ" or "ሰገጤ" for being someone who loves the first things I mentioned? Am I the only one who hates the sun? Am I the only one who prefers listening to The Neighborhood in a cloudy weather and imagine my self at a beach? I've been called "weird" by many people and family members for choosing alternative indie music like Tame Impala over some rap and hip-hop. I never listened to them but now that I get those "weird" looks from almost everyone I'm starting to ask my self if I am the problem or if they are, if it was me who never belonged here or if it is them. Am I considered "weird" or "a weak man" for disliking the cringe titles kids came up with like "alpha" "sigma" "beta" mnamn? Am I considered "weak" for being loyal? Am I the problem or is it the generation? Is not being a caring man, a God fearing man, a kind man, family oriented man considered masculinity or is there a new book that says "Being masculine is to be toxic towards the opposite sex, cheat, wear the shittiest cloth, have the most absurd haircut and act tough"? Even the girls disrespect you if you are someone who is comfortable for being loyal or stay the old fashioned way these days. Long story short, am I the problem or is there something else?

I didn't write all of that to offend anyone or insult anyone, I spoke what was in my mind and in seek of answers. Nothing else.

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30 июня 2024 04:00

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Okay 
hi everyone I am 24 F I need to vent  I don't know where to sart becha when I was kid tedferalew b3 wendoch betlalye gize I don't live with my dad and my mom because abate yene lij nat belo selalemne so live with yemother zemdoch klijneta jemro like 1 amte menmn eyale nw addis ababa yemtahut ensu ga they are rich betam I am trying to make it short ebet west sost wedmocha mlachew sewoch nebru yehulahnm talak yehonew hula kiflu yetragnal enlafalen yachawetgnal menamn keza one day ebet manm saynor ene ena esu becha senhon he raped me bednb alstawesem gn I remembered he told me kamemesh ngerign I think I was 8 or 9 at that time ena ene mn endhonm mnm alakm I didn't tell to any one sijmer i didn't know that it was wrong or right thing because he is my big brother keza demo another day yone ysfer lij ale ebet sera meyasrut telalaki nger he also raped me still didn't tell to anyone beka ene normal nger nw ymslgn and the other guy ebetachn eyetades nber and my uncle was there ebet enen bechayen tetewgn wetew nber keza keflea ders meto he raped me this all happed to me when I was kid asbut I think grade 7 eskgeba ders I didn't know what happened to me keza Mn endtfetrbgn sawek betam azenku ngerochn lemastawes mokerku menmn becha betam tesbaberku tried to kill my self sijmer berkinam yayte merzem aygelm atlfu sewoch almotkum
Anyway my big brother yenbrew bezu saykoye wed wechi hed bezu amet koyto ene 20 sehon temlse  ena he think I don't remember ena he act like normal and the other guy ysefer sw yalkut ahunm sefer west entyayaln ena esu he act like yone neger beka the way he see me menamn ds aylem gn he also think I don't remember enanja and my uncle demo he now act like the good guy asabi menamn he married and have two girls I don't know how all those guys live peacefully after they did this to me ene eko hiwoten nw yachelmut betly ewnt ene erasen mestawet lay komo mayt yefkgnal bechayen hogne erasu lebs sekyer yone sw meto meyzgn nw mimslgn shower sewsed aynen chfegne nw erasen mayt alflgemgn I have a lot of question fetariyen metyk meflgew lmn endzi endhonbgn lmn ene lay destgnam hazentgnam mnm emaysmaw sew tawekalchu that's me ena ahun lay besent mekra I started to talk with a guy he is deacon he is very good person I think I like him  I don't how gn esun sawera tru nger yesmagnal menamn gn balawerawm mnm aymslgnm yan yahel excited adelhum gn saweraw betam teru mood weste honalew hulun ersalew and he don't know anything about my dark story endet endmngrewm alakem abrew mehon yenurbgn aynurbgnm alakem becha now I am confused endena aynt sw keza hula nger bewala wend lij mewdede betam yegrmgnal gn meyasaznew yewdedkutm lij yene mehon maychlewn  nw ena lesu demo tedefralew belo mnager alchlm becha lmn yemil tyake ale ene ga I am only 24 gn yehe hula yegbagnal koi
Becha mekoyet deg new bezu nger yasayal gena 😊😊

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30 июня 2024 04:00

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Hey, I need to vent.

I’m 24, living with my family and I’m really concerned about my little sister she’s take entrance this year and really smart always ranking between 1-3 in her class but she doesn’t pay attention to anything else she doesn’t cook, clean, or do any of the daily chores the other day, she didn’t make dinner, and we ended up having just tea for the night she goes to the mosque from 12 to 2, and even if there’s no food, she doesn’t care and just grabs some snacks like bread with chocolate.our mom works all day and gets home at 2 she has advised and even disciplined her many times, but my sister’s behavior hasn’t changed I’m worried about her future If she keeps this up I’m scared for her marriage life since men these days have high standards
Did you ever go through something like this and change as you grew up? Please tell me🙏

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30 июня 2024 04:00

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I am 🎭 Wolelaw
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If you keep having Cringe memories from your past just know it's a sign of growing up. and it feels good! ones yk.
I used to be seriously depressed and alone so much NGL it kinda made me write a lot of good songs😂. Even if I never shared them with anyone. besides that gn this habits of mine where messed me up mentally and making me feel so unworthy of anything. So a change was a must for me.

I really believe I am Changed now. I hate that you are part of it enji. I was the one walking away and I still miss her. I wrote an Ep and poems almost a chapbook, I wish i showed it to her just like the feelings I hold. It requires bravery and I didn't have it back then enam I couldn't have it now, cause negru would be jibe kehede wsha chohe type shit.

Fiker mn yaregal alu enen gn jezba argogi nw ynbr. Ahun sakew gn you had seen the worst side of me and still called me love. I saw a silly mistake and throwed you under the rug. It hurts me. I wished you saw the person I had become....

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30 июня 2024 04:00

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Hi
18f
I have avoidant attachment disorder. The people that seems that they don't care if u hurt them or not but deep down they are rly afraid of being hurt so they avoid every people. And they were left out to deal with ther own problems they will never ask for help they will wait until the problem eat them out. And they were abandoned before they will avoide attachment to people they start loving or love because they will feel like they will never fulfill ur expectation and they may dissapoint u . I have hurt a lot of ppl I'm sry I don't know my feelings, I liked being with u but I don't want attachment may be when u know that I am not perfect u may abandoned me or I feel like. I am acting like a child? I have tried to connect with ppl but once I get attached there is no turning back I will lose my self, I have tried a lot of things I don't know what to do

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30 июня 2024 04:00

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Life's been a tough ride for me at 22, coming from a poor family. Being an architecture student is no walk in the park, and now, my PC's been stolen, a vital tool for my studies. It was on loan from the government, so I need to replace it. I feel so alone, stuck far away from my family, feeling like a burden because they have no room for me. Landing an internship was a glimmer of hope, but my PC situation is a huge stress. I'm struggling to find a job that can provide a PC in time for the new school year.

My breakup with my long-distance boyfriend hit me hard, leaving me questioning my value and stability. The rollercoaster of our relationship and his own issues have drained me, leaving me lost and hurting inside.

I'm even considering a shady deal from someone rich, offering help in exchange for things I'm not comfortable with. It's tearing me apart, and I'm at a breaking point.

I'm overwhelmed and burned out, desperately needing a way out of this dark place. Any advice, job leads, or support would be a lifeline right now. I'm reaching out, hoping for a ray of hope amidst this storm of hardships.

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30 июня 2024 04:00

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Hello vents.
I have stummer since childhood.i am 26 now.i graduated from university this January.and I have been scared of every opportunity that comes to my way because of my stummer.the stummer part really destroyed any part my self confidence,self esteem and and adds fear to my life.

Do you guys know any stummer I could talk who might have shared my struggle.i want know how those people overcome.and do you know any speech therapy center or tips ??

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30 июня 2024 04:00

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Hey I’m a girl and 22 years old  Ena I’m addicted to porn and masturbate istg like degme alaregm sin new beye aseb ena for 1 week techew the next week ejmeralew and my mind stalk with lesbians porn ena like mehone efelgalew kale les Lela porn alayem ena wat shud i do? Any girls on my situation tell me how can i stop

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30 июня 2024 04:00

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Sup ፒፕል
I don't know how to put this well but here it goes...
Me is a dude ena
I've lost the thing that makes people KEEP GOING in life. I mean that an energy to hope and work towards something challenging.
I'm a campus student currently and working on a few part time jobs. However, I've lost that color in my heart that makes me push forward in literally ANYTHING

I've been in mild depression for the past 7+ years after my mom passed away(dad's also gone before her). I didn't even know that I'm in a very bad situation eske kirb gize dres btw. I've always thought that I'm in a temporary bad mood gn sasbew it was happening daily. I couldn't figure out how to get over my parents these whole years. Ena i can say that መጽናናት አቅቶኛል if that clarifies it.
I've been trying my best to be good at school and career, which are going kinda well, gn still there's nothing I'm getting driven to. Beka I'm doing things for the sake of doing enji there isn't እንጥፍጣፊ of hope and optimism in me.
Friends and family think I'm doing very well but the opposite is true. I'm crumbling piece by piece inside but everyone assumes I'm strong enough neger...
No one around me knows I've been through this f'd up shit for years because I don't find it logical to let them know what's making me depressed as they can't solve the problem(they can't bring them back to life adel)

I've considered alcohol, drugs mnamn to numb myself gn sasbew it aint a sustainable solution ena didn't do it yet.

Semonun I've been thinking about starting something big and dedicating my life to it if it helps me get relieved from the depression.
Alea there's yehone saying along the lines of "I'd rather die trying to reach the moon" mnamn. But i couldn't figure out what and how...

Bcha I'm living black and white yehone life without color. Not enjoying anything

It's hard to say this but I need help or else imma die. Die inside malete new 😆

So before I'm completely finished what do you guys recommend me to do? Prayer? Therapy?
Or should I መሰገጥ on something in life to fill that large void?

If you've reached this far, thanks betam for reading! Hats off

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29 июня 2024 04:00

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heloooo ....am 18F so here is the thing ..... i know my passion is to do content like i really love making videos and stuff on social media and i wanna do modeling too (not runway)yk ..am Ethiopian but i want my content to be international, i love fashion mnamn ena i want to get out of this country for tons of reasons but the 1st one is to start a content ik i can do it here too but as i said i want it to be international not just local content ..i want to collab with some bigger content creators and do lot of things i the future and ik i will do it one day ena here is the thing balfew i got rejected for my f1 visa💀 yapp its kinda sad and ahun matric negn alamltkum yaw lhed nbr hasabe but i will take it and am trying to study but am scared ena i was thinking maybe lela hager heje to transfer to USA like dubai memoker flge nbr but matric yflgalu msly(which i hope i will pass) ....and europe well strict argwtal ahun so ion know what to do like ezi tmre transfer larg or(its not all about content creation bcha tho i wanna get tf out of here ) i have a really toxic mom ena bka i just want to go somewhere and be creative ena if i stay here endet nw maregew like help me out please 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

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29 июня 2024 04:00

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Hello everyone 
26 male
By chance I got a job right after I graduated, but the jobs I was getting took me out of addis abeba, even though I love the job(I work as office engineer in road project) am far away from my families and friends I went to addis abeba only on holyday  and this thing affect my social life & some new opportunities..... On between this things I started a relation with my best girl friend we know each other almost for 6yrs (just as a friend) & in relationship about 6 months  & she wants me to move to addis abeba  to be with her.... by the way I like her she is really caring, religious...in short she is wifey material 😍
The stress is even if the job brings me a better income in the future it also take me out of my social life plus since my relationship is long distance its makes our relationship difficult and I don't want to lose her &
My biggest fear is what if I don't get job quickly in addis abeba after I moved there.... So what do u guys advise me will I resign my job & move to addis for looking new opportunities or will I have to stay here??? I really need ur advise specially people's who worked on a field because u know the feeling!

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01 июля 2024 04:00

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Ykefagnal, out of nowhere i feel the emptiness of my life, no friends and my love(bestfriend and i love her) is avoiding me, lost 90% of my income, over dues, bills, rent, mortgage, and i am sad, because it would be easier if i have someone i could open up to, lost it all and my phone is dry now, everybody calling with their problems not to check me, phone rings.. hey i just need this, this.. i am like sure or maybe sorry i can't... they say bye. many days and every phone calls not a single soul asked me how was me, how i am coping with loss, noone is there for me, i walk into a room greet everyone with smile and sit quitely coz noone really cares, tbh i used to like the lonliness but recently when i get apart from people i get anxious, depressed just a bunch of feelings at once, it is getting worse,  everyday is going harder and i am here trying to keep up with everything going on, put my headphones and relate the songs but when i put my phone down and be with me, leka wendm yaleksal, i just feel the tears in my cheek,
Finally to the girl i love(and never told her) fuck my life would be 50% better from this if you wasn't selfish u was the best and i killed the gangster in me and put my walls down, done everything i could and u think u could just be on and off with me, just so u could be free to entertain all the guys in ur dms, fyi i am not fine, and i am exhausted of everything but u don't care coz you have me, me to be there for you and i dont have you or anyone for me, i am having episodes and zoneouts but i couldn't even talk about those coz u r busy when i need you, and available when u need me, let it be then, yehun there is nothing i could say more.

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01 июля 2024 04:00

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I'm a guy 21 years old... I have seen so many negative vents here so I wanted to share something positive. For the last 2+ years I had a terrible life. I had considered my self as a failure to my family. It was all because of a collection of poor judgement, betrayals, hopelessness and just naive stupidity. I have been depressed, became suicidal and burried myself. I had become what I hated. I was broken mentally and spritually.
But it was all for good. Being in darkness is what makes you see the faintest light. And now, I have descovered my true self. I know what I want and everything is going great for me. achived all my short term goals in just a year. And now I'm planning big. I just open and run my business. I'm thankful for my problems, for all the misery, lonelieness, heartbreak, hopelessness, doubt and stupid decision because that's what made me who I am today.

So what I'm saying is everyone who is going through the same stuff, I feel you! Believe me! And I'm telling you it's all for the better, it will all pass, you'll prevail and be a better version of yourself. Don't care about what anyone thinks of you. Just invest on yourself the profit is unimaginable. Stay strong ya'll.

P. S. I recommend every one to read "Sapiens" by Yuval Noah Harari. It helped me understand society and how the world works. In short it helped me to not care about what people think.

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01 июля 2024 04:00

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Eshi mn abate ladergeh sakfeh eko des yelegnal setnete yefetatenegnal sewnete sigel kodaye sileseles yesemagnal tekerarben tset senel chnekelate sera akumo lebe lebehen yadametal mnm aysemagnem mn albat selematwedegn yehone… yesw ej meyaz yalkefefegnen yahel ahun kemeyayaz alfen kodah ser gebeche wede wechi mayet jemeryalew …wey gud ahun eshi mn milut ngr nw endi asefsefo menor …andande kemagegneh dekika eske menleyayebat second lebe yenteletelal …ere leben aweredelegn bakh… 😢😢😢eshi mn lehuneleh ene alfelekutem lebe endi mehonun snt sera eyalebet bemehal tenesto ket yelal ..endemenm telemameche sasnesaw demo frain leko kuch … ere yazulegn beleb dekam memote nw .. ene ahuns melew ngr yelegnm keshem eko negn ahun ande besemeh tensh eregaga nbr gn demo ande becha sme makom alfelegem beyeseatu beyedekikaw terebegnaleh …weyne tsgurhen sedabeseh demo faint eko nw beleche memelesew wedeweste wattt badergeh rasu des yelegnal nana ande lekefeh ande becha …demo senetekakefem tez alegn eshi koy lmndnw endeza yezeh matlekegn enes wedjeh nw ante lmndnw leteleyegn endematfeleg yemaregaget yakel ankeh yemetyezegn …mn abate ladergeh eshi.. endi eko alnberekum dmo abet tenekare😁😁 ahun lmn ….? Makuref lmn…? Mekosater abet mekebet endi akbetehegn tehedena behuala man endemimelesegn alawekem …yene hun benath semoteleh benath alasazenehem 😢

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01 июля 2024 04:00

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hey y'll m23 , i just wanna say to those rare peoples out there who give their all while they rarely receive, who give their heart , time and everything but end up getting none or a broken piece of their own heart they gave, keep goin ik it sucks betam gin it will all be alright eshi now am writing this alone in my room feeling broken hopeless suicidal but i still choose to live..depression is my bestie yeah my sister is sick yeah my dad is horrible cheater and angry all time yeah my mom is trying to live through abuse for us yeah i got dumped by my friends yeah its paiful yeah i still give freely yeah i feel like a burden yeah again...yeah alot guys but i choose to live through this darkness ik y'll are through more tough situations but yeah i don't know why am even cring while writing this but i still looking forward to live...you might love someone and get dumped at the time where you thought that person is your future soul ahhh this one is irritating i know but you are alive aa ?? keep goin through the pain don't use shortcuts like alcohol and drug...you will get mature and strong while walking through the pain not jumping from it...sorry for the long text love y'll keep l;ving, keep f;ghting❤️. if yall want safe space to talk or to cry, shout or take a walk with or anything. Y'll can dm me. stay safe and live ppls❤️

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30 июня 2024 11:07

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I've been feeling incredibly frustrated lately. I've had my heart broken in my last relationship when she cheated on me, and it's left me questioning everything. I've never been the type to easily approach girls, always believing that the right person would naturally come into my life at the right time. But now, as time passes without any promising connections, I'm starting to doubt that belief.

All I've ever wanted is to find a kind-hearted, humble woman who shares my dreams of building a family together. I thought I had that once, but it turned out to be a painful illusion. I know it might sound superficial, but I also have a preference for someone with light skin. Beyond that, I don't have a checklist of specific criteria—just someone who genuinely cares and wants a future with me.

These days, though, it feels like everyone around me is finding love effortlessly while I'm stuck in this frustrating cycle of disappointment and loneliness. I try to stay positive, reminding myself that good things come to those who wait, but it's hard not to feel discouraged. I wonder if I'm doing something wrong or if I'm just not meant to find that special connection.

I've always believed in love and hoped for a partner who would be my equal, my confidant, and my cheerleader. Someone who sees me for who I am and loves me unconditionally. Yet, as the days turn into weeks and months without any meaningful prospects, I can't help but wonder if my idealistic view of love is naive.

Maybe I need to be more proactive, more assertive in my search. Maybe I need to step out of my comfort zone and take more risks. But part of me fears rejection again, fears investing my heart only to be hurt once more. I know I'm not alone in feeling this way, but sometimes it feels like everyone else has it all figured out while I'm still searching, still hoping for that one person who will make everything click into place.

So here I am, venting my frustrations and uncertainties, hoping that somehow, somewhere, the universe will hear me and guide me towards the love and happiness I yearn for. Until then, I'll keep holding onto hope, despite the challenges and setbacks, because deep down, I still believe that my soulmate is out there, waiting to find me just as eagerly as I'm searching for her.

Thanks for reading my vent!

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30 июня 2024 04:00

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Am a 17F
Wede gedelew sengeba there is this guy in school he's a senior so 1 class older than me. I used to see him before in school like when he's going home with his friends or maybe at break time becha I used to see him and think wow that guy is really good looking. Then Beka I go on with my day and don't think about it too much. But one day I found a picture of him on instagram and he looked FINE in it. So starting form that day I began obsessing over him and thinking about him all day long 24/7. And started stalking him on telegram like I watch when he gets online and watch his storys ( using a fake account of course) and beka sus yazeg kesu ga. I stopped being productive and started being very delusional about him ena almost after 3 months of stalking I took the courage to talk to him on telegram. So I did. I sent him ugly picture of someone in our school that all students hate. And we started talking. We talked for 3 hours straight then it got late we said good night to each other and we went to sleep. Oh and by the way i talked to him using a fake account and a fake identity too. Of course I wouldn't tell him who I am for real. So then after that day he didn't initiate conversations or anything. And I was going crazy. So now fast forward 15 days later i sent him another picture of the same person again. And we started talking. We talked for almost 4 hours ( again ) and said good bye to each other. So after this second time I started sending him pic of that person more frequently to discuss it. What I mean by frequently is in 2 or 3 days difference. And we discuss them. So now we talked tons of time but am the one who's always starting the conversations and he's not starting them at all. But when we talk he seems very interested and loving the convo. And also he started taking longer time to respond now. Like 7 or 8 hours of delay in replies. And mind you he doesn't know the real me yet. Now my question is do you think he is interested in at least being friends with Me or do you think i should let go of him. This is really making me overthink about what's happening like am i not interesting, or am i not funny enough for him. And so on. And please don't tell me to approach him and tell him my feelings menamen. Cuz i have a huge reason to not do that. This might seem such stupid thing to worry about but please give me your opinion and thanks

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30 июня 2024 04:00

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Hey guys, I need help cause I am confused. I am a 4th year uni student and there is a girl. So, the story is we were working together and we started to talk to eachother and I found out she had a relationship and she got dumped by the dude cause he didn't know what he wanted and she was in love with him and he hurt her and that was year ago and more further into her story she had 3 previous exes where she didn't have much of a belief in love no more but We just started dating and it was good for 2 months we were dating and we were completely vulnerable, trusted eachother and we would also make out but she still considered it an open dating and also she kind of still had unresolved feelings about her last ex, now Fast forward we had problems with that, I knew she had but she doesn't admit it and she also believes she will hurt me cause she's numb kind of and it was on and off like this but i was angry so I said to take a break, she is going to some other place and so I told her to work on herself and She says she still loves him but she also says she loves me and for one I am confused and for two after I did it, her vibe kind if went colder and Idk I fear I have hurt her and Idk I am feeling uncomfortable, what do I do?

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30 июня 2024 04:00

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Hey i need advice
I am an only child to my family we not the rich type of people and my school payment also cover by my uncle so i was top 5 student but when i change school i just lost interest in everything and that year i just got 87 average it never happen but i can't help it when my family saw this they say i have to work hard and i say yes but this year it is even worst at first semester it was 69 and my father didn't say anything to me but i promise to do better but i didn't 2nd 65 3rd 69 4th am afride that i will fell this class .medgame yalibnem i know am trying my best it seam like i can't my Father say all i need u is to pass this grade but my mom she is am opposite she need me to be on top 5 but i can't

I really need to change school because this school it not good for me i just can't get along with there ካሊክሩም am lossing everything .
If they found out this they will kill me and before they did i will kill my self .
How do i have to make them believe me and change school

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30 июня 2024 04:00

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Hey guys new dude here im 20M
And their is a feeling that i feel idk how to express its a void that makes me feel empty thank God im healthy good looking tall mnamn gn i dont know what happiness is i have friends a family i workout i hustle
But what do a man do to be happy
When i was a kid everything was enjoyable exciting the holidays the meetups family gatherings
But know life feels like a movie you watch a 1000 times can someone relate.

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30 июня 2024 04:00

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Me and my ex-boyfriend been dating for 1 year we broke up now and I found out I'm pregnant When I told him about it he was happy but the problem is I don't want to be back with him and I can't see myself with him in the future
On the other hand, I think about the baby should I keep it or not I don't want to be a single mother at the same time I want to keep it I’m really confused what should I do? (I'm 2 months pregnant)

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30 июня 2024 04:00

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So basically I’m an introvert n extremely quiet person I’ve hided so many things that u can’t even imagine hear me out
I slept with over 18 girls over the past years n I convinced each of them that I love them …all I wanted was to have sex n dump them right away
it actually worked cuz they can’t even suspicion me cause people often trust me n think I’m a good and compassionate but NO I was not I’ve used them girls for granted for my own satisfaction
I was so toxic,cheater,lier,hypocrite n manipulator and that thing was fun for me to play that game with girls till I met this girl everything changed I was never a lover boy but I felt something beyond the reality i never experienced such kinda feeling in my entire life we were classmates in uni n we started dating n everything seemed perfect I was so happy n joyful with her I never opened up for anybody but I opened up for her n told her that I have this genuine feeling I have for her n told her that I’ve never loved someone like her n she told me that she have the same feeling toward me I was so blissful when she told me she felt that way it was actually such a rainbow and rain for me

We started rp right away n everything was flawless n deep but that thing didn’t last long cuz I’ve hided too much things about myself and my past n I lied abt my body count n too many things cause I thought she would leave if she knew n I fucked things up we didn’t understand each other by my fault n she ended up leaving me

At least I should’ve been true for her to show her how much I’ve changed by her .. I tried but it was too late and I don’t think she would ever comeback

Trust can’t be built again but I’m changed for good now thanks to GOD
…What goes around comes around and it came to me when I never expected it to come and I totally deserve it

Thanks fo readin

I’m 22M

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30 июня 2024 04:00

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Hey I'm a girl soon to be 19


I have a sister I raised her because our mom passed away she is 9 she is beautiful she have a long black hair just like our mom she always wants to be a pilot she makes me buy her plane toys all the time she calls me mama she is the only thing I have in this world but I'm going to lose her soon. Her two kidney fail argual we got someone who much with her but the money is so expensive I got ytwesnawen but about 500k ykeranal I even tried to sell my body but that is not working ether I don't even know why I am venting this but but please pray for sister 🙏

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29 июня 2024 04:00

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I am 25 M I just finished Collage.
Lately I started to loose weight and getting sick. My tongue got all fucked up and shit.
That's when I got tested and found out I got HIV. It's been 10 days I haven't told my parents,my brother and sister.
I have since started talking the medication. But the effects hurt at night and I can't sleep having stomach cramps.

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29 июня 2024 04:00

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I'm 26M
I love my religion before you say anything or judge me, I know I disappointed myself and my beliefs, I am a sinner , i made a lot of mistakes, so I was sexually molested as a kid and I didn't choose this life but at some point as i grew up i started developing feelings for a guys and found them attractive. Just so you know i don't even support the lgbt community , and i hated myself for who I've become, i imagine how my family would get disappointed and might disown me if they knew my true Identity, I was depressed a lot of times and on Internet I try to find people like me and find friendship, and as my life goes on ,I've always prayed that this feelings would disappear, I've found guys that were struggling like me and it was easy for me to speak openly with them. And for people that says it's a choice, it's not bc if it was a choice why would I let myself suffer ,like why would I choose to be hate by everyone around me specially why would I purpose choose to disappoint God ,and my family. But I just want to say sometimes it's easy for you to judge and you don't know how someone is struggling with their life ,I've Always wanted to be normal, straight guy ,date a girl, get married and start a family so I just try to put this feelings behind and I started working, studying at night, and keep myself so much distracted.

Anyways I believe in God and things will get better. All my trust 🙏 are on God .

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29 июня 2024 04:00

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I'm 27 i am feeling very weak and tired of believing something good will happen in the future like getting married,having good business and so many other my child hood dreams sometimes i feel like if suicide is not haram i did it long before but i think also for my families especially my father how can he handle this but i feel like he's leaving me soon cause he's cancer patient ohhhh how can i live with out him , how can he leave us with out seeing my Childs wellahi nowadays i'm not talking with anyone but i'm broken inside anyways ........pray for me and my father

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