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24 августа 2023 15:38

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So am kind of new to this thing  but here it is

So its now a vent ..its kinda am here

Ik its a bit confusing..its just i have seen so many vents like" i need a friend who we can go out have fun ..check a lot of places ..with out judging" and stuff bro am him specially if your a girl (not for jenjena and stuff trust me am gena for that) but for the fun and the exciting stuff i am fucking here man we gon go every place u want u gonna talk bout anything u want u gon eat any place u want .."AS LONG AS YOU ARE PAYING FOR IT" i swear i will be your bestie u never had the little or big bro u always wanted am him ... so if you got the finance side sister bene lay tayew soo if ur down hit me up sis lets make a plan and go for it

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24 августа 2023 15:38

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እያንዳንዱ ሰው ለ purity (ንፅህና) ያለው አስተሳሰብ በቀጥታም ሆነ በተዘዋዋሪ ለጋብቻ ያለውን አመለካከት ይቀይረዋል። ጋብቻ ማለት ለእግዚአብሔር መስዋዕት ማቅረብ ነው መስዋዕት ሲቀርብ ደግሞ ንፁህ የሆነ እንስሳ ደም እንደሚፈስ ሁሉ ጋብቻ ክቡር ነው መኝታውም ንፁህ ነው ይላል መፅሐፍ ቅዱስ ። እግዚአብሔር በሴቶች ላይ ለምንድነው ደም ያስቀመጠው ብለን ስንጠይቅ መልሱ የጋብቻ መስዋዕት ስለሚቀርብበት ነው ።
እና በንፅህና የማይቀርብ መስዋዕት ሁሉ ለአጋንንት ነውና እባካችሁ ለንፅህና እና ለጋብቻ ያላችሁ አመለካከት በእግዚአብሔር ላይ አድርጉ
ሀሳብ ካላችሁ አስቀምጡልኝ። mtesadebu sewech hulum neger normal nw it’s okay mtlu sewech asbubet....

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24 августа 2023 04:00

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Hey people hope all of you doing good ...
So am here to talk about something ,i met girl on telegram i guess 3 years ago and we start talking she is so gorgeous long haor brown eyes short she is my type ..andm kn gn tesasche konjo endhonch ngryat alwkm ena she send me her selfie mnamn i roast her enji becrash konjo endhonch ngryat alwkm and kn she blocked me without any reason and i didn't call her or i didn't ask her why she block me temlsa unblock arga mawrat jmrch normal honge awrawta betam mawrat jmrn then i start catching feeling for her ena i ask her she also show me the sign then she told me she didn't want to be in r/ship and i move on endza kalhone let us cut it alkwat i moved on then suddenly i meet her be akal in the campus i dated her 2 ken keza bhwala she start ignoring me enem tewkung i don't like to beg i just move on bezim alabekam degame bemalastawesw agatami degame awrachng on ig this time we start talking she send me reel ena kinda couple stuff i just don't feel good when she send it enem zm beye lklatalew idc i just start playing her game and i told her game atawchi i will play kore than you cuz am player ikw how to play degagma argchew then she ignored me and i saw she removed me from her followers after a month ....


My point is girls and boys pls stop this kinda game don't play ytm ayadersm wey real ngr jemru wy atawru beka that's my point thank you.

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24 августа 2023 04:00

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Hey people. I have a problem.

23F and I am sexually attracted to myself and only myself.

I've had some partners and I've done things with them as well but what turned me on is not what they were doing to my body but what I sounded like and my movements. I would look down upon my body and lose all composure what is wrong with me😂.

I am not even that sexy in conventional standards. No big boobs or a big ass. I am too mediocre but I am the sexiest thing for my eyes.
I don't like watching porn at all but I like taking pictures and videos of myself and watch them.that counts as porn right?

I haven't been with anyone the past two years but I can say I'm more sexually active than ever and I feel so comfortable by myself.


This is my biggest secret and felt like I needed to share😊 Thank you for taking your time and reading my Vent.

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24 августа 2023 04:00

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Hello ppl
Idk how to begin bcuz am feeling so fckn sad rn.

Ok wede gedelew segeba
I didn’t get the chance to grow up with thy parents so me and my sibiling had to live with some families am not gonna lie i had a good time growing up ppls that raised us were good manmn but then at the same time we had no respect to each other specially now sasebew ke kerb gize jemro i was living by my own astesaseb didnt care wt they say wt they order. I know they like and dont like so i know how to no to get in to trouble. I used think that am special like I don’t every body says that to me but thats not true am so messed up.
So guys how do i humble my self how do i learn to respect bcuz I don’t wanna learn that in the hard way. I just want to rasen zek mareg fr. I’ve disappointed alot of ppl. I’ve hurt ppls so many times. I used to think that I don’t hurt ppls like but i was so selfish. I don’t want to be like that anymore I swear. Bcha I don’t know if u guys understand but i just need help bka😩

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24 августа 2023 04:00

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I wish relationships were as plain and simple as some of y'all put them. But some of us have been through a rship that broke our heart into pieces and all of our rships after that will be ruined. See, I was madly in love with this girl i was with (this was 5 years ago)...anyhow, we broke up and man that shit hurts!! I never wanna go through that again. And people who have been through the same can understand this, some heartbreaks can still affect you even after several years but that doesn't mean you're still in love with that person. Its just like a traumatic experience. Anyway, I decided not to get involved in a rship and its been 5 years and thats fine. Now life is going good for me in all other aspects but I feel this numbness in my chest like i cant truely fall for anybody. I wanna be with someone like kiss her, spoon her and talk all night...look deep into her eyes and we both know its not gonna last (part of me thinks that makes it more exciting) but its bcuz i can't!! I can't and don't want to fall for anyone, i don't wanna think about getting married. Apparently, when you're this broken you can only be with someone who shares your pain, someone who know what to expect and not. Its frustrating!! Hope u guys never go through it.

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24 августа 2023 04:00

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Hey guys idk እንዴት እንደምል ከዚ በፊት ቬንት አድርጌው declined ተደረገ አሁን ፀባየኛ ሆኛለውbut why ? respectfully ለምንድነው guys homosexual የሆኑትን ምትቃወሙት coz you are afraid of ለሚደርስባቹ ጥቃትፈርታቹ ምክንያቱም you already know የወንዶችን ፀባይ ግን ከዛ በፊት በሳምንታት ልዩነት ብዙ ተከታታይ ጥቃት ሴቶች ላይ ደረሰ አብዛኛው ወንድሞቻችን ሴቶቻችን ሲሳለቁ ነበር ሴት ልጅ ስትደፈር ምን ለብሰሽ ነበር ለምን ቤቱ ሄድሽ አንዷ ለከፋ አላስፈላጊ ድርጊት ነው ስትል አንቺን ማን ይለክፋል blah blah ለምን በማታ ወጣሽ አንዱsocial media ላይblind ነኝ ብሎ የሴት ቂጥ ሲዳብስ ምናምን it's just TikTok አይደል ግን እነዚ ሰዎች ስም ሲነሳ ሁሉም ኢትዮጵያዊ ሁሉም ሪሊጂየስ ሆነ ለምን coz እነዚ በሴት ላይ ሲታዩ ቀላል ሚመስለው ስርአት አልባ ድርጊት በወንድ ሲሆን ግን ያፀይፋል

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24 августа 2023 04:00

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I didn’t dance around and say, “Geez, David, you are not taking your education very seriously.” No, I had to own it in the raw because the only way we can change is to be real with ourselves. If you don’t know shit and have never taken school seriously, then say, “I’m dumb!” T ell yourself that you need to get your ass to work because you’re falling behind in life!
If you look in the mirror and you see a fat person, don’t tell yourself that you need to lose a couple of pounds. T ell the truth. You’re fucking fat! It’s okay. ?ust say you’re fat if you’re fat. The dirty mirror that you see every day is going to tell you the truth every time, so why are you still lying to yourself? So you can feel better for a few minutes and stay the fucking same? If you’re fat you need to change the fact that you’re fat because it’s very fucking unhealthy. I know because I’ve been there.
If you have worked for thirty years doing the same shit you’ve hated day in and day out because you were afraid to quit and take a risk, you’ve been living like a pussy. Period, point blank. T ell yourself the truth! That you’ve wasted enough time, and that you have other dreams that will take courage to realize, so you don’t die a fucking pussy.
Call yourself out!

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24 августа 2023 04:00

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It's not a vent... I don't what it is but listen up kings now a days we boys are the underdogs of the society or like a slave for the girls which is betam asazagne why are we wasting our golden time by chasing them ...lmnden nw rasachnen eyasnaken yalnew ..it's clear eko ahun setoch birr yelelwen wend ayfelgum so ensun chase marg tetachu make money bros make u r self better physically and mentally ye hiwetachu wesagnu edeme lay nw yalchut or yalenew ena setochen be meketel nege lay kebad tsetset west lmn engebaln betchaln akem rasachen lay serten ensu egnan felgew endimetu marg alben enji kuch beln malkakes yelbenm so busy u r self in your self kings and bright your future .....forget the girls

we're proud men's not little pussy ✊✊

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23 августа 2023 12:48

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እንዴት ናችሁ
Yes I loved him!!!
So I met him from campus,same class,last year when I was somewhere b/n numb&Dead,depressed,sad,lost a family,I withdrew from my dream campus,joined Lela school …beza gze tewawekikut.
So:……I took the initiative n made a move,we spent so many intimate moments,many ups and downs abren,he had my back always,in spite of huletachnem being in depression we were there 4 eachother! we had this on and off more than friends less than lovers thing(we even spent a week living together in a room solving some hard time he had,we lived together!!!took shower together yezin yahel close nebern…But the dynamic was bad:
1.I told him my life story the 1st day(I felt like doing it)
2.i was the only one who wanted this(he reciprocated not to hurt me)
3.yebet lij new but experience yarg beye I took him to a club overnight and it made him feel uncomfortable keza behwala lanchi yalegn neger deberegn aynet neger alegn lately
4.he told me several times( I don’t LOvE you😔,I don’t want this,Kanchi ga Shon anxiety alebgn,it doesn’t feel right belo)
5.recently he told me he thinks he still has feelings ledro crushu(she is my mokshe😭)
6..he said what we have had no meaning for him,he just cares a lot for me as a friend,and he never tried to FIX what we had! Mayet bifelg betam teru negeroch neberun gn esu hule yelelun negeroch lay new focus yemyaregew!
7..yesterday after we kissed he told me huleeeeee after being intimate with me endemikenekinew ena regret endemyareg
8)and also tlant,I cried in front of him(i usually do),when he said he never loved me romantically,n he said kemejemeryaw I forced myself on him and ke friendgroupu ararakikut (he has a female friend ena keswa ga tetaltewal but he said yeterarakut 1du mknyat bene endeneber(yehone gze keswa ga sayih kenahu kalkut behwala keswa ga mehon endechenekew negeregn belelam mknyat teraraku ena lastarkachu wey Selew he said no gn idea ltsechign tchyalesh endet endemtarekat,Chrash he said yehone drama serche ltarekat asebeyalehu eswa wedene meta endtaweragn myareg drama alegn,I told my friend what he said ena she said ,if they r normal friends lemn yezin yahl techenekelat? Yawem anchi bezi huneta hunesh,he doesn’t respect you alechgn,biwedesh lanchi slelela set ayaweram alech
Do you all agree?please help your sister!!!he also said we have no chemistry yehes Mn malet new?help me! I need your advices❤️😔
1 be 1 letyakewoche Mels stugn ebakachu I’m sad!!!

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23 августа 2023 12:48

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How do you forgive yourself for going blind when you clearly saw the red flags, for not respecting yourself enough when they saw you as an option, for staying for long when you should've walked away, for trying hard when you shouldn't, for begging them to stay, to notice you when you know you deserve better. How do you forgive yourself for lossing how you were just to be loved by them, for killing your days by thinking of them when you don't even cross their mind. It's eating me alive thinking what I sacrifice knowing well enough it wasn't right. How do I forgive myself now for loving them harder when they were pulling.

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23 августа 2023 12:48

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This is not a vent, just a reminder to every woman, that you are strong, you’re smart, you’re beautiful….We women are not just about beauty We have mind, and they have souls, as well as ambition and talent. I know life can be so difficult as a women but u just got keep going and believe in you 🥰

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23 августа 2023 12:48

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God is a lie and religion is a scam. Enjoy life on your own terms and not on rules set by ancient men. You yourself know what is right and wrong, you do not need a guidance from the scamming religion Institutions. Work hard to achieve economic freedom, no prayer is gonna give you a good life. Do not feel guilty, sin and hell are made up. This is the only life you get, enjoy each day and make it count. Be kind to yourself and others, do not judge and always give back more to the universe than you take.

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23 августа 2023 05:23

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19 m...my problem is that even though I hv lots of boy and girl friends I cant find someone who can I talk to everyday through social media,who can I describe my emotions for and hang out with . I am desperate to find those close friends but how?

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23 августа 2023 05:23

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First time venting here
Okay so here is the thing,i was in a relationship with this guy for like 2 year ena we broke up a month ago (gn yaw besememenet nw)kza when we were together he told me he was photogenic ena profilu lym mnm foto alnbrem gn after the breakup he start posting frequently so my question is what do you guys think his intention is🤔 (i know mnm endmayagbagn gn i want to know😊 )

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24 августа 2023 15:38

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Gira gebtognal min endemaderig.

here's a brief of the situation. I am employed at a private company where the CEO is a woman who I find very attractive. We have already engaged in sexual activity. However, her daughter recently arrived from another country and I, being a promiscuous person, have also started having sex with her without realizing she was the CEO's daughter.

Unfortunately, the daughter is not as physically appealing as her mother. What should I do in this situation?😭

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24 августа 2023 04:00

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Hello
23 M

So I have been in a committed relationship for a some period of time & now I don't feel like I'm ready to be in a committed relationship in a fear of hurting the person I will be with. This is because I don't feel like I'm ready for it. So I'm kind of thinking about some casual relationship & I want to know if that is a normal thing to consider at this point.

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24 августа 2023 04:00

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Is it just me or are there other people who share my point of view?...I mean is there a trophy for being a drama queen in real life? I was a bit far from the dating world for years and even the bible Say's not to be alone so wanted someone that i can share their happiness and pain same goes to them too but I couldn't believe how the dating world is full of drama....I mean some of the things makes me laugh like why go to all the trouble....why lie to get what?..so I met this girl and it was all good we met on the second week of we met in a cafe with her friend and we just talked ate and she asked me what I hate the most all I said was lies i hate them so on the 2nd month we met I called her and wanted to invite her to some program and she said she's busy she can't make it plus shes depressed and can't contact me or any person till she is fine ..I didn't want to disturb her then I went with my friend to some bar ...I swear to God I saw her with two men one lying on her boobs and drinking ...I was shocked ....I went out and called her ...she said she can't talk she's home I was laughing not mad because so that I can hear her properly I was out of the bar and she was too ...I simply said hi to her in the bar she was shocked ...and called me said sorry she's just stressed and that I'm too good for I was just laughing she don't know me eko...anyhow and is it okay to date 8 people once at the same time like how can someone find the time even....I was disgusted... Or act so cool or modest...I mean why is the truth just be enough like seriously I once met this girl in atmosphere if you know it there was a boxing fight and we had fun there was music after that and she's half Ethiopia half Canadian she's the most upfront person I've met she was like tell me if u want to fuck me don't do anything bullshit ...I mean its not our culture so say things this up front but can't we at least not lie to everything just be ourself....let's just be honest as if we are drunk ......I mean just wanted to let this out...
M 25

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24 августа 2023 04:00

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Hey hyd guys...i am 24M and the thing is it has been 3 months since i broke up with the first love of my life(she cheated on me with her ex) and i was still ready to forgive her but she left me nomatter what...and ever since we broke up i have been hitting the gym everyday and trying to focus on my life and my family. And i still dont think i moved on completely. My question is ... is it better to try flings with other girls to forget her?

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24 августа 2023 04:00

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Hi everybody how's everything going it's not pretty well here but I'm not here for talking about that or for taking advices I'm here to talk about the comments that u guys give for vents
Ena there's a different type of commenter here gn sometimes I read a vent Ena betam aggressive hoghe beka mkr lmekr mnamn sgeba yemayachew commentoch damn like wher did u guys get this much positivity huh? I mean like how?? I appreciate you guys so much yemr.
Some of u all demo betam negative thinker nachu beyesusm if u can't give helpful advice zm maletm eko ychalal sewochun lemndnew chrash tesfa mtaskortuachew? Sle suicide eyetewera go for it nothing to lose mnamn mtlu sewoch seriously? It's life eko esti sewochn le dena neger inspire argu !

Keza demo there's this type of niggas at the top of the vent female blo jemro the age range ke 17 eske 20 kehone ljtua yanesachw issue mnm yhun mnm ask my identity I can help milu bro seriously????
I mean yea maybe yemr merdat mifelg sew hono ask my identity milm eko ale esun eshi gn most of u all magez felgachu endalhone enawkalen just stop it It's so disgusting ljtua be snesreat yetghaw liredat endefelege yetghaw flirt lemareg endefelege mawek ykebdatna hulunm tetaw gudayu solution mageghet eyakatew nw so just say ask my identity if u really can help!

Kezas demo hulum vent sr endi eyale comment miyaregew sewye
ΛMΣП 👑 here, Listen up kings😈                                                      Women want attention/security and Men want sex.
Never simp, sell her a dream!                                              " It's an evil world we live in "
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Endeee am I tweaking or smtn ? Ene bcha adelehuma notice yarekut he is literally everywhere beka demo hulem echin nw mitsfew it's not even related for the situation eko gn hulem ale beka ene ga bcha adelema guys? Is he a bot or smtn? Ye sw lj kehone endet kenun mulu miseraw neger saynor hulum vent lay temesasay neger comment yaregal besmam

Any how hulum sw Judgey neber mimeslegh tnx to u guys MN yahl positivity endalem asaytachughal gudayu lemanbeb enkuan yemikef neger hono gn mtsetut mkr damn🫶
Tesadabieochu demo sw tesfa ataskortu pls just go and get a life Jesus
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24 августа 2023 04:00

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Hey this is my first time to vent. So the thing is that I’m not good at school I’m in college and i learn freshman course for two years and I’m still not passing the exams and my parents don’t even know that so what shall I do and it’s not normal right.

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24 августа 2023 04:00

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Am M 26 I'm so lonely, I've started talking to myself. And the worst part is, I'm not even that interesting. I mean, who wants to talk to someone who's just going to complain about being lonely? But I don't have anyone else to talk to. 😭

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24 августа 2023 04:00

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Hey guys,I am 23 f,Really please advice me on this
I met this guy on this vent he was emotionally hurt and I tried helping him.So we started relationship I knew it was so quick we had some sleep overs and movies stuff.So we were in a long distance r/ship before sleepovers minamin and the thing is I finally found out he is not my type in everything,he is really active in romance side but his look makes me feel insecure sometimes and his way of talking and his future ambitions are not for me..He doesn't fulfill my requirements and he is way too attached to me now and I don't know what to do.The thing that makes me angry while I go on a dates with him,I always worry o 'what if I pay',it would have been nice share binareg but I wish...He is so innocent but everything I feel is not good right now,I am not happy,I deserve better..that's what I think..

So guys please help me on this,show me the brighter side of the r/ship before I end things and keep hurting him

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24 августа 2023 04:00

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Hello everyone , not my first time venting. I am university student . I live with a narcissist dorm mate. She wants to manipulate me. Lately she has been giving me the silent treatment. I already have some mental health issues and she is making it worse. How do I deal with her?

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23 августа 2023 12:48

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21M
I masturbate. i remember the first day I masturbate. i was 13 y.o boyy.
i am masturbating from that day to todayy.. even i wrote this after I finished masturbating.
i can pause it for a month or 3 weeks mnamn.. but aregewalew Degime
''i feel like am not addicted and i can stop it.'' this is what i believe in my mind, but i keep doing it. Now am starting to believe that am addicted and am finding for solutions...
When I searched it on google about its disadvantage it says ''masturbating daily is Normal, Or twice is normal, it doesnt harm your life, or Your sex life unless you are at stage of not able to do your work or not able to communicate'' this is what i get From the search and am not at the stage of not able to work. It doesnt say stop it... It makes you to feel like your just doing some normal thing. and i couldnt read or watch about it Dangerous consequenses precisely.
So I still believe that if i want to stop i can stop it... that i proved my self many times. i have my own ways.
Additionally, if you believe what you are doing is Normal, you dont feel any shame lezza new for many years am not ashamed of it..

ena what i wanna ask you is, tell me politely why i have to stop it, if it is Labeled as Normal. And tell me Does it affect my Sex life... (am glad if you Tell me from your experience.)

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23 августа 2023 12:48

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I'm 32f , married, and got 2 kids. The thing is that I need a friend who I can talk to, watch movies, drink coffee ☕️ and so... please ask my id if you need a friend 💗 💓

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23 августа 2023 12:48

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Hi am 20M ...here girls i need your advise ....i had some r/ships before but it didn't go long cause they says you are atractive boy and having many girl friends...and they didn't believe me so beka mnm liseralgn alchalem ...we go on a date frequently have some contacts and do not goes on it become faded up...when i ask why i got the answer that i said before cause of being atractive boy ...seems having others gf behind her ....what do you advise me ...what i have to do ..am i the only one want's true love....

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23 августа 2023 12:48

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Some people in the comments said that wasn't surface level description. But how? Those are so mundane and tell people very little about who I am.

Anyway. Here is the reason why I couldn't get any deeper than that. To elaborate on why I don't think I'm self aware enough to describe myself in depth would give me a headache. But I'll try.

So you know how it's important to be self reflective and do regular introspections and all that. That's how growth happens. That's how I become a better person. I have a more complicated world view than I did a few months ago and my perception will change and expand as time goes by. It's a never ending journey. That's how I'm growing. Self reflection, introspection and self criticism. But fuck if those aren't difficult waters to coast. Still, I try to do those a lot. And like the mega overthinker I am, I drive myself crazy doing it. Picture smoke coming out of the ears and the top of the skull popping open and springs and screws bouncing out. That kind of stuff.

One of the biggest headaches of my young adult life is this dilemma that haunts my everyday thought. It's how I wonder if I am too self critical due to my upbringing and tend to see my flaws magnified by a hundred or even see flaws that do not exist at all because I am incredibly good at overthinking. On the other hand, I wonder if, again, due to my upbringing (funny), I am extremely deluded in how I see myself and actually am not self critical at all. Instead, I am a narcissistic mad woman who has subconsciously created a whole schema of psychological explanations, such as the one above, to sooth my fear of doing some real introspection because deep deep down, I know it's dark and ugly in there. Some days I lean towards the former, other days the latter. Most days I prefer to believe it's the second one because believing the first one is quite risky. If I believe the first one and feel sorry for myself, pat my own back in consolation for beating myself up and being so hard on myself, that means I get comfortable right where I am. I will just feel sorry for myself, feel like a victim of strict and abusive childhood (which I am, like most people.) and dismiss myself from having to change and become a better person under the guise of self love and healing. That means I don't do any growth at all. That means I become less self aware because any uncomfortable conclusion I come to after doing some self examination gets chalked up to overthinking and having set too high of a standard for myself.

I prefer to believe the second one because although it drives me crazy and has me question every bit of my psyche I am conscious of, it keeps me on my toes. It reminds me that I have a long way to go, so much more to learn and a lot more growth to do. And despite it being very uncomfortable, I like it. Because one of the greatest fears of my life is being like my mother. So self assured and zero self awareness. That's the last thing I want to be. I'll take constant uncertainty and maddening self doubt over confident ignorance and narcissistic certainty.

I like venting. Venting is nice.

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23 августа 2023 05:23

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hey guys am 22 F and i wanna ask a question.... he's my bf ena 8 month mnamn hononal ena.... he's my last... he's my soulmate mnamn bye hulunm nger akje mnamn chershalew.... ena z question is sle leloch setoch shape mnamn yaweral yadenkal mnamn even kenega slk eyawera shapeua mnamn eyalew yaweralegnal... ena sle shape yaweran kenm ye ex'u shape betam yamr endeneber ngrogne photowan tykew mnamn lakelegne ena becha z problem is ene yrebshegnal yhe nger.... like matured bihon enem ende soulmate biyayegne endezi aynet tkaken ngerochen ayaregm nber... weys am being toxic...

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23 августа 2023 05:23

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Hey Unihorse, first time vent, I am rich person but the issue is that girls only seem to be interested in me because of my money. I want to change that.

It's strange how when I'm walking, girls aren't interested in pursuing a romantic relationship with me. However, as soon as I'm driving my car, their interest suddenly spikes and they even ask me for love or even a one-night stand right away.

Is there a way to be loved by girls quickly without relying on material possessions?

I'm just curious, I know there are a lot girls who don't like money or material. Dinget ezih kagegnehu biye new

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