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30 октября 2024 03:00

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Today I woke up to someone touching me. I 25,f live by myself in a rental house in a compound. There is a main house and like 9 rentals in our compound.
The late owner were so kind and thoughtful people hardly change rentals and I remember one time when she asked me if there were anyone who bothered me and my friend(any sexual harassment) since she also has grown-up boys. I remember wondering what it meant, not that I don't know harassment, I had my fair share as a kid but I know everyone so it never occurred to me till today.
I have a bad habit of leaving my door unlocked when I have to wake up around midnight and usually sleep with the door open and never not even once had anything stolen and Noone tried any funny business either.
And today I woke up to someone touching me. My blanket was stripped to the side and the guy is standing at the end of the bed, next to the door. The lights were out so I didn't get to see his face, and it took me a while to wake up and I screamed 'you' and he run out. It's 5 LT, close to midnight so this guy has no place to go and I can hear the toilet door closing so I did the simple logic, whoever is out and not in their house is my guy.
The owners son, I think, heard my scream and got out but I was collected so he just took a phonecall outside. I started washing my socks outside waiting for the guy to come out. My next door neighbor is a guy and we bicker like brother amd sister so I was disgusted when I found his door open and none responding, so I waited and after a while, since he has no where else to go he came out, not my neighbor but a friend of his. I called after him to wait but he rushed to the house and closed the door but the key was on the outside so I locked him in, he didn't say a word at first. I wanted to make sure he doesn't have another key so I flooded his house with two jugs of water. After like 15 minutes he called out and asked if I was the one who locked him out. I told him to guess why and when he played dumb with me, I told him he can explain in the morning.
Now I don't know what to do. I have locked my door and covered my windows well but it's like being haunted. And the more I think about it, the creepier it gets. This happened around 10:50pm and the outside door usually locks around 10:30, if his key on the outside could only mean this guy arrived not much before he decided to do this or was in my room for a while. And God almighty I was fully clothed cause Im on my period cause normally I wear a dress. And now I'm wondering was he in my room before.
I take responsibility for not closing my door but that is as far as my fault goes.

Now it is midnight and I genuinely don't know how to take things in the morning, I put the key on the corner of the door he will be able to see it in the morning. And a little backstory I was molested for 2 years by my uncle who denied everything when I confronted him as a child so this hits as close to home as anything. What do I do?

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30 октября 2024 03:00

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I am 🎭 Coldheart
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Am 21 F

I don't know how to begin, but I desperately want to feel loved😔. I have a boyfriend now, and it's almost a year since we met. I've tried so hard to convince myself that I love him, but deep down, I don't think I do😔. I'm not sure about my feelings. Before 3 years mnamn During my 12th grade, there was a guy who was very religious,genuine,caring kind and polite beka ye chewa wend mesale nw ቢባል ayansewm and he saw all girls as his sisters. We used to sit together on the last seat coz of Corona terarken nbr yemnkemtekw Once we started sitting together, we got closer and closer, and soon there was no distance between us😊. It felt like Corona didn't exist. At first, we were just friends, but I would get jealous when he talked to other girls😏😒.. eventually, we found ourselves in a romantic relationship. Betam des belogn nbr btm😊. My 12th-grade experience was incredibly joyful because of him. I went to school just to see him, esum enen lemayet ena lemagegnet sil nbr yememetaw😇 btm btm nbr yemewedgn ena የሚሳሳልኝ and also btm nbr yemiyakebregn ordinary relation alnberem yemiyasbew like ye ahun generation aynet alnberem bemejemeriya date kiss then be huletgnaw pension aynet alnberem like btm serious yehone ngr neberew liju😣. I also loved him But over time, wisten ye meselchet simet tesemagn  abrew sihon tolo yeselchgn jemer the happiness I used to feel with him began to fade😩. While we were preparing for our matric exams, I told him clearly, ena btm btm kefaw beka btm malet nw . Then, I found an excuse to reconcile with him so he wouldn't be distracted from his studies. Then We passed matric successfully, and I entered Addis Ababa University esu demo private college. We kept in touch through Telegram, but then I told him we should break up. After that, he never called or texted me. Btm btm mokreyalew lemewded . endaygogda btm efera nbr esun kegodaw my future relation lay tiru ngr aygetmgnm biye asb nbr😁 miknyatum btm tiru sew slenber beka I tried to convince myself that I loved him deeply, gn ya ye meselchet simet sesemagn ke libe endemalwedew teredahu I even questioned myself, wondering what kind of heart I had 😭😭....If I  had felt the same way about him as he felt about me, he could have been my future husband, gn beka fetari alfekedewm.....Right now, I'm caught in a whirlwind of emotions with the current guy. Initially, I thought he didn't like me, ena le simetu bicha yemifelgegn yimeslgnal ene demo am still virgin and am proud of it btm😊 beka before marriage mnm ngr laladerg lerase ena lefetari kal alebgn kibren metebek efelgalew....gn bizu gize btm endemiwedgn ena be kumneger endemifelgegn yenegrgnal making it hard for me to believe him. Despite this, I've been clinging to hope, telling myself I love him too. Love construct mehon endemichl I believe  like 2 sewoch  saywadedu enkuan bigabu be koyta bizat love construct mehon yichlal between them...
Ene demo 1 filagot alegn I want to marry someone I've known well, not just for a year, but for at least five or six years before we tie the knot. Ahun abrew kalehut lij ga btm fkr endiyzegn efelgalew I want a love that's deep and genuine. Bizu gizeyatochn demo andlay koyten  1 ken tenesche beka lewedh alchalkum break up enarg kalkut  yigodal ahun meleyayet demo tiru aymetam 1 gibi nen yalenew plus demo btm እልኸኛ ena stubborn nw  What should I do? Are there any preconditions be fkr lemeyaz? Please, share your insights.. 🤗       

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30 октября 2024 03:00

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the thing is since i was grade 4 i love to read books በ fiction ነው የጀመርኩት እና if you remember የሸክስፕር ስራዎች የሚለዉን book it was my first book since then ብዙ fictions አንብበያለው መፅሐፍ የሚሰጡኝ ጥሩ ሰዎች ነበሩ የሀገር ዉስጥም የዉጭም hard copy ሳጣ በ Epub, pdf... አነብ ነበር የሆነ ጊዜ ግን fiction ማንበብ ትርጉም አጣ እኔ ጋር እና መንፈሳዊ እና self help books ላይ ትኩረት ማድረግ ጀመርኩ ግን እነሱ ደግሞ እንደ መጀመርያዎቹ interesting አይደሉም so የሆነ book club join አደረኩኝ እና ጥሩ አንባቢ ሆንኩኝ check ስለምንደራረግ ቅጣትም ስለነበረው i think 😊 አሁን ግን book club'um የለም እኔም አንድ መፅሐፍ ጀምሬ ከጨረስኩ ወራት ሆነኝ ሁሌ ጀምሮ መተው ነው ስራዬ so all I'm asking is to support me to read more እኔም ጥሩ supporter እሆናለሁ እኔም i swear.

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30 октября 2024 03:00

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Am 21M am uni student and am in best economic stable family Ena betam gobez balbalem grade yemetalegnal ena university life lay girl's are so interested in dating stuff but yahun wend(not all) only yemiflgew sex mareg new idk why b/c most of my friends are this type of guy's ena andande secret blew esuan le future alasbatem le ezi neger new silu mnale heje benegrat elalew to save her life because she think him for future.yantes kalachu ene eyugn eyugn ml sew aydelehum but girl's like playmaker nigga idk but the girl's I tried to reach are this type of girl's so I am done .ena wendoch pls pls ehet eyalach endi aynet neger yidebral baynorachum yesew hiwot lay nw mtkeldut yekochachuhal.
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30 октября 2024 03:00

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Sup Crew! I'm  22-YO  M,  4th-y uni student,
Here's the thing when i was fresh  I met some1(local)in a campus N we began chatting . convos' leads to a strong friendship. We enjoyed countless moments 2gether, filled wiz calls, meet-ups, N walks even in n8 till 4🕑. Gradually our friendship turned into sth deeper—lov🙈
Hwever, during my 2nd -y I found myself feelin' anxious,cuz She's lecturer's daughter N we've different   religious beliefs ,she was in grade 11 when I entered the campus but we felt a strong desire to be 2gether  TBH she's crazy bout me (lov me af) when i tied her shoes,fixed her hair More ሳተች(siuuuuu)👀She gets jealous/worries that I'll meet up with my ex when I go home for break ....., but Ik it's just passing emotion ,last year she moved to Double A town n my trust in her was shattered .😐
She was patiently waiting for me to express my emotions , she said" y don't u tell me i was waiting for u eko n i feel like u don't luh me", but we boz held back due to our stubbornness(derek 🪵 erasu endegna ayderkim). Despite this our luv and care z difference has created challenges in our r/ship,  then we often go months without talking n suddenly  we reach out to each other again after a long silence(AYASCHLENMA).😌 (imagine 4-y mulu)
rn I feel like It's not practical for us to be 2gether, so I hv to focus on myself N not invest in sth that isn't meant to be on flip side hv desire to be w her.
This situation is rly hard for boz of us (ከባድ ነዉ አለ ተሸካሚ). What 👞 🪵 I do guy's ?

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29 октября 2024 06:55

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I've said it before and I'll say it again. I was in a deep shit basking in a sexual paradise, although most of it was masturbation. Whenever I saw women I used to only see through their clothes not their hearts and that was long time ago, I'm proud to see myself changed now and want to tell all you young and adult men to stop objectifying women, stop masturbating, stop watching porn, stop normalizing having sex with your partner before marriage like it's a must thing to do. STOP objectifying women. There is hiking, skating, coffee, football, reading, watching movies, listening to music alone in a cafe whilst drinking coffee, developing new habits instead of watching porn and killing your soul. What do you think is the reason why you feel empty and dead after doing the deed? It's because you're literally killing your soul fraction by fraction. I know it's hard, you know it's hard but try living life the way you're supposed to for your own sake. A man's most attractive thing is his testestrone, if you empty that everyday it gets produced then you'll both be fragile both physical and mentally. Women will start approaching you even after a month of not doing anything related to sex. Listen to holy music depending on your religion, pray. And DO NOT STAY AT HOME DOING NOTHING! Staying at home and being bored(depressed) is the major cause for lust so keep yourself busy or go take yourself outside. If you can't save yourself, no one else will! Your mom won't save you, your dad won't save you, your guardians won't save you; only YOU can save you! Stay strong.

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29 октября 2024 03:01

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Hey 17M, i'm here to find ma childhood crush ( actually not crush cause we were child for zis shit ). Any ways let's get to the point keljtua ga yemntewawekew when we were in 3rd grade mnamn eyalen nw ena ale aa we had a high intimacy mnamn beza edmiachn rasu abren nw mnkemetew bcha bzu des yemil ye lijnet story neberen, ahun it's been 7 years keteleyayen. Ena if u're here talk to me lemalet nw. For better information her name starts wiz s and ma name starts wiz k. And i heared u're doing well in ur studies, but tastawshialesh i was the topest student in our batch when we learn together.

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29 октября 2024 03:01

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I am 25M
I am not a big complainer or a feeling person who associate every thing with some emotions but lately there some big cloud running around my mind called lonely ness i feel very lonely i got no one to call mine, i mean not as a romantic way just even as a friend or family even tho i have a best friend a Friend or a family and a coworkers i feel very distant, i can't scratch that feeling even tho i have tried. Not only that i am distant from myself I can't be here even for myself i am not even friend with myself, my life became a routine of going to bed,work, eat and do that again Tomorrow, i have talents things that i can do but i am not cooperating with myself. I am not depressed but my life is getting very depressing what shall i doo!!

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29 октября 2024 03:01

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Hello everyone i need to vent here is the thing am 21 and university student ngn long story short depression west eygbaw nw bka hule bsot honal ngre no one can understand me even my mom bhulum ngr nw yselchgn class,relationship ,family hulum ngr endet sw bandu ngr arif ayhonltm ahun dmo yaschnkgn yfam guday nw familwohe abso dad tv lay endalut lijoch endninlt yflgal bka tv lay yhon ngr kay egna endza mhin albn bka ebetu tornet ynsal memarw arif school slhon godgnoche bygizew hangout maderg yflgalu ene dmo am broke birr aystgnm chrash ahun dmo b colider lmat mknyat hulum fertol bza btam tchnanknal mnm yflkut ngr ayhonm bka tsguren enkon mderat luxury ngr nw lne bka hule endalksku nw am tired bka mn lbelachu atamnugnm bEthiopia tlku private university nw memarew but bken 25 birr nw mistgn ltransport lela nger aystgnm knun mulu salbela mwelbt kn al family saychl kerto aydelm akm alachw that why am mad bza lay btam strict nachew tmretn bka tchewalw anbebe alakm mnm bka mnm aygbagnm mhakelgna student nbrku ahun gn mnm aygbagnm mnm bka grade twut aywera bza lay dmo bmnm huneta mnm understand ayargugnm bka toxic nachw confidence ylgnm i know btam pretty ngn ahun balhubet huneta gn dump honku mature ynbrku lij ahun mn aynt decision endmaderg twut eski bzi huneta yalfachu setoch ngrugn

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29 октября 2024 03:01

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Hello beautiful people,
A serious dilemma I’m in like…. 😭I absolutely adore twerking it's it’s like my soul is talking through my hips. N let’s not even brag on the fact that I’ve been blessed with packages that deserve their moment of glory 🤭. But here's the kicker I’m Protestant. Every time I crank up the music and start shaking what the good Lord gave me, I get this guilt trip like, “Gurl, didn’t we just repent for this last week? God’s watching 😭n so cycle continues.It’s kind of an unholy at this point. I mean, I get it beauty and booty have an expiration date (tragic, I know 😔), but eternity? That’s a whole other level of stress. Plus, nobody knows about my secret, late night solo dance with my imaginary boyfriend. I mean, should I even be twerking over an imaginary guy? 🤭 That’s probably more awkward than it sounds right?

Honestly sometimes I just shut off my brain n go for it like, “YOLO, let’s live in the moment”. But then comes the wave of post twerk guilt. Ugh it’s a mess. So is there anyone else out there on the same rollercoaster of temptation n holy hesitation? I'm open to suggestions… preferably ones that don't involve judgment.

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29 октября 2024 03:01

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So here is the thing. I am 25F and we are a family of 6 and we are Christians. I am a first born. I am depressed to the point I can't take it anymore. The issue is that my father has been cheating for more than a decade and I found out when I was in 9th grade and confronted him but he lied and said the message I saw on his phone was in fact sent by his friend to his wife. At that time I was young and almost believed him but I wrote down the number and after two or three years I checked the number on telegram and saw that she was renting our house and he was cheating with her. After that he has been cheating with all sorts of women to this date. My mother doesn't know and she is a stay at home mom. I recently found out that  my sisters know about this and we have been going crazy. We even have evidence of his cheating. On top of that he has been manipulating our mom (she is the sweetest person ever) yet he acts like an innocent and hard working father. At this point I don't even know what to do. I need help!!

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29 октября 2024 03:00

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11th grade.
First time here, I don't even know why I'm here, but hear me out—is it worth it to be stressed over the entrance exam? 😭🙏 I mean, I want to pass, and I’m going to study and all that, but I don’t want to be stressed for some goddamn exam for 2 years. So, how do I avoid being stressed? 😂

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29 октября 2024 03:00

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I'm 20M so the thing is how I'm gonna level up as a man ? What things needed to be done to be like great man. Like to have wealth wisdom like I hit the gym read books take care of my self and still am in greed for more n it's a gd thing to feel this way but what are the things that I can do now to make me a great man in the future money wise knowledge wise relationship wise ? N if any of u suggest meto learn a skill that makes good money tell me please help a brother out

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28 октября 2024 03:00

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Ma ppl ylal

This is for my protestant niggas...................................

Ena semonun tiktok scroll eyareku akelilu mibal sew ayehu channelu apostolic answers ybalal Ena kedro jemro prostestantism lay yeneberegnin tyake meleselgn guys he is kinda genuine beka sewyew legit nw be theology masters yalachewn sewoch mnamn eyasgeba beka zem yasblachewal pasterochn mnamn chewa nw yemiyaregachew specially ye 66 ahaduna 81 ahadu lay yalewn misunderstanding kelbch argo nw yaskemetw ena mn case
I am rly starting to doubt protestantism I mean there is even difference b\n denominations yemekane eyesus tmrtna yemeserete krstos doctrine is not the same ena demo just Ethiopia wst ende and ytayalu enji like in foreign countries kebad yehone yedoctrine leyunet alachew

Lelaw degmo wt is rly wrong orthodox doctrine not just enesu ahzab nachew ጣኦት amlaki nachew kemilew chfn idea lela eskezare genuine yehone be ewket yetageza hasab yesetegn pastor alagegnhum enesu gen disprove siyaregu eyandandun sihtet eyetekesu nw I am just saying enesu sle protestantism yalachew ewket yegna pasteroch sle orthodox kalchew meredat ybeltal so yhe wede mn conclusion ametagn may be welajochachn like bedemb orthodox saymeremruna sayfetshu nw wede protestantism yemetut biye asebku anyway mels stmelsu mejemriya apostolic answers yemilewn channel check btaregut arif nw ena this is pov and no offense 

disclaimer\-no emotion just logic

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28 октября 2024 03:00

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Im M(23) and i have had some gfs and situationships/fwbs in the past and almost all of them had the same issue during intimacy, they all pretty much said that i gave their body too much attention and that was somehow a turn off, and that it really furstrated them

one of my exs pointed out that it made her feel like she wasn't contributing as much and that it made her a bit depressed but thing is I'm not only doing this for her i like seeing the girl I'm seeing to feel really good, i want her to feel light and calm the whole week after she met me, that is what i really want during intimacy

So here is my question to the ladies especially experienced ones is it rly a turn off or does it depend on the person?

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30 октября 2024 03:00

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"Well am writing this under my blanket" M in his early twenties.
Am like really traumatized man fr...back when i was 12 or 13 yo(we are poor so living standard force us to make the family beds closer) our bed was 2 in 1 aka 'tederarabi' with my other 3 siblings and my mom and dad sleep just behind me just because of my sleeping position...about my parents they are divorced in their heart and ideally but they keep on living with us making our life nightmare(they are hard workers but they have no idea about our mental health) and around mid night idk i always woke up because they whisper when they talk and grow up hearing words i should not hear as a kid hearing their endless sex and a lot...and i have to give them the "smile 😊" in the morning 💔 and their drama goes to the day and to night and started to have insomnia just in my early ages...i had a lot growing up carrying grown us man problems...

I write in the first line am under the blanket because screen time isn't allowed at bedtime here so that kid is now grown but i just heard them whispering and it hit me back to those traumatized times. I just wanna say a lot but am mentally exhausted i just want to let this out...

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30 октября 2024 03:00

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soo how do u tell when u r finally healing?
in my case, it is when u no longer feel any anger when their name is mentioned nd when someone asks u abt ur exes/situationship or whatever
in my case it was a year situationship followed by a 3 month long relationship. the way it all began, ended and almost everything affected me soo bad.
bcha when u r healed u no longer feel pain, anger, etc and most importantly u dont pity urself.
ena mn lilachihu new its sad that im still not perfectly healed.
how do yall know?

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30 октября 2024 03:00

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Im male i fell for this girl we really loved eachother we stayed 2 month and broke up know its been a month since we talked and i damn miss her i see her in my dreams cant focus at anything idk why is that i have been through breakups before but i have never felt this empty i zone out and idk what to do their is a part of me that says she will come for you i pray for her always advice me.

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30 октября 2024 03:00

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So I'm going to be joining AAU as a freshman soon ena I have no idea what I want to study but I chose Economics for the time being (I'm a social science student). The thing is I have no passion or interest in anything at all I just want to be rich but I also don't want to choose something I'm going to regret Later on and I also want to make my family proud . tell me is Economics as hard as people say and is it worth it and also does it involve a lot of math Or should I study law ,BAIS, management, international relation or sth else . I'm kind of smart but at the same time I Procrastinate a lot and I'm lazy. So pls especially if there are ppl in those fields I mentioned could u pls tell me the pros and cons pls pls I really need ur advice

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29 октября 2024 03:01

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Hi, 22 F here.

So earlier i was thinking that if i met someone very successful, especially in my career, I'd ask them how they get so much done without their emotions getting in the way. I am a med student and well, life is hard here 😂 gen kesu belay my non school related life is affecting me. 5 years ago i was this optimistic energetic person with so many dreams. Keza things happened bemehal and i found myself to be a shell of my former personality. I go where the flow takes me ena i have no interest in life left in me. I feel tired already, which is weird for 22. I feel mostly numb but that little part of me that can feel emotions feels so much everyday, and mostly its not good things. I'm not expecting to be as happy as a child all the time but...i need to hear what other people think of this. Lately its been getting in my way of functioning so much that when i sit down to work/study i feel overwhelmed by what is in the back of my head. I feel very mentally tired and left behind. Ps nothing majorly trsumatic happened to me besides what happens in everyones lives the usual loss family stuff & self conflict. I also am aware that its possible I'm using it as an excuse to not do things.

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29 октября 2024 03:01

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Hello everyone 21 F

So this is for people who wear eyeglasses…how does it feel? How does it feel having blurry eye vision every damn time having to wear glasses everywhere, every time being attached to something fragile? Depending on sth breakable? How does it feel? Am I the only one that overthinks about it? It makes me nervous I create scenarios in my head and what would happen if someone took my glass away what would I do, what would happen if my eyeglasses this my eyeglasses that? In nature I’m an overthinker and I just think of this kind of irrelevant scenarios in my head and I don’t want to sound ungrateful but whenever I wake up and I see blurry things I feel depressed like seeing things in blurry makes me panic I had sleepless nights panicking like “Omg I rlly see things in blurry and I can’t be cured for life” and don’t get me started on being jealous of people who don’t have to wear glasses I’m so insecure to even take my glasses off bc I think I look so different without it and bc of that I don’t even do activities that requires me taking my glass off I’m missing a lot in life and it’s messing with my mental health Ewnet Endet arege accept laregew I know I shouldn’t act or think like this gn beka aymoreye miyasebew yihenen new alemaseb alchalkum selezi guday metseley erasu alchalkum cuz what if God thinks I’m being ungrateful beye gn it’s not like that kmr I wish I could stop thinking like this, I wish I did not think that I’m not pretty without my glasses, I wish I didn’t feel insecure about it, I wish I just accepted myself gn beka ledeset alchalkum hulu ngr kezi gar eyagenagnehut metahu sometimes when I see nature like sunset mnamn I wish I could see it with my own two bare eyes ik there are people who can’t see at all mnamn and I try to stop myself from thinking like this gn alchalkum hule yechenkegnal chenket yezognal be Maryam mn laderg istg I need help mn beye erasen asredechew erasen maregagat endemechel alawekum gn chenket alebegn ena tnsh ngr yaschenkegnal leza yihe guday bezin yahel dereja eyaschenekegn yalew me wearing glasses built my personality malet I have become the girl that wears glasses if u know what I mean I will be honest with you having to wear glasses all the freaking time sucks and I have gotten bitter thinking why why? I don’t want to be ungrateful but my brain won’t let me rest please help me I don’t know what to do, what to feel ena mnm aynet solution magegn almesel alegn to pull me out of my misery gn beka pls I’m not being ungrateful it’s just my overthinking habit I hope I get to feel better and see things in new perspectives…

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29 октября 2024 03:01

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29 октября 2024 03:01

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So. I am 24 m. I am gonna tell you my deepest darkest secret. I know some people are gonna insult me (just don't do it too much). I know it's probably fuqd story but what u gonna do is 🤫

I had a girlfriend like 7 years ago. I have been single ever since I mean I have some sexual flings  but no relationship at all so no sex is intolerable in your 20th. the reason being I can't tolerate maintaining continuous conversations even with my friends I hate replying to calls or messages. I like my peace and solitude but my body wants sex sooo much..

So I sometimes wonder if I should go to a prostitute to release all that but the idea of even touching a girl who has been with lots of guys makes me wanna 🤮.

I try to get girls but grow tried of trying to make up convos within a week. I can't act. I completely stop calling them after that.  I am still uni GC class but lucky for me I have a job and make around 18 grand a month. I live with my parents so I have no expenses at all. I don't drink , smoke or do anything except spend it in food everywhere.

So here comes the weird part I stumbled on a Japanese video online of a man groping a girl on train and it works for me. I am hooked now. When I go to work or go to uni there are lots of public buses so i wait for peak hours for people to board intentionally to grope girls. omg if u get a good ass with a cooperating girl it is awesome even when other dudes watch makes me feel like the guy. Funny thing most girls like it. 20% to 30 % don't they move away and pretty sure u will know from their body language.

Anyways I am still young and don't intend to marry at least before ten years so thank u bus ladies for ur strong legs 😁 and bad judgement. From junior perv .

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29 октября 2024 03:01

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Selam family

Yewlachu am 2nd yr uv student and I loved one girl since we were learning together grade 5th class ena dro yaw chuche slenebern bzu anakm gn eyadegn snmeta lesua yehone smet ysemagn jemer ene ke 1-3 mweta lij negn esuam eske 10 mtweta lij nech she's so pretty hulum negerua ena kehulum belay degmo ene yemfelgat aynet set nech betam descent ena bzu ke wend ga mattay aynet lij nech ena yehone smet lene endalat akalew gn yan yahl enem set slemalawera formally sle tmhrt mnamn neber mnaweraw (yaw andande keld binorm) ena 12 matric ketefetenn buhala ene wtet metalgn esua degmo remedial gebach ena ahun i'm far away from her ... slkua alnebergnm ena beka teleyayen malet new? Yhema ayhonm biye addresuan mefeleg jemerku ena after 6month mnamn Ig lay agegnehuat ena eza lay mawrat jemern slkuanm setechign ena aweran mnamn ... gn ene ahun 2nd yr temari negn esua degmo 1st yr gn betam mirarak university malet new ... gn still Ig laym bihon formally new mnaweraw sle department mnamn malet new ena esua degmo Ig lay story'wa mnamn sayew betam eyeteftatach new ena mnalbat 1sew endaykemagn esegalew ...ena mn aynet were lawrat? esuan attract liareg michl mn aynet were lawrat yaw 'kayn yerake ke lib yrkal' mibalew neger endayfeter slemfelg new ene kezi befitm hone still bzu pretty setoch akalewm ligbabugn felgewm erkeachewalew yaw enkuan endesua aynet set lihonu chafuam aydersum biye slemasb?

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29 октября 2024 03:00

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SUBJECT: I FUMBLED A BADDIE!

Greetings. I'm using proper English to conceal the embarrassment of telling this story, a happening I can't admit to my friends either, so here we are.

I connected with a young man three or so years ago through social media. Our initial exchanges revolved more around work. That went on for a while, but then the conversation started to get more friendly, and we started getting closer.

This was all still on social media, and we never met, so both of us, I assume, were not serious about anything. Fast forward a year after, he suggested getting together due to our persistent flirtation, and I consented. As a reminder, despite me being well into my twenties, I have almost no experience with dating and I am very awkward in person. But I found myself irresistibly drawn to him, so what more reason was needed?

So, we got together. Letting out a huge sigh It went horribly, but damn, is he handsome and just nerdily adorable! Your girl was too nervous. I couldn't make a coherent sentence. My mind went blank. I sat there, being a shell of a person. I wanted to kiss him and tell him interesting facts that I have read upon, but I didn't. Instead, I kept making inappropriate jokes, and I might have poked his face twice for no apparent reason.

Despite me acting like a total goon, he still maintained an air of gentlemanly composure, and he also had good conversation skills, which made me look even worse comparatively. That day, I got back home, and I genuinely wanted to convulse and die.

We did this two or three times. I didn't get better. The butterflies I felt when I am around him were actually feasting on my social skills. I reached a new level of anxiety and awkwardness with every encounter. I assume at this point, rightfully so, he was getting tired of me, which dragged us right back into just being friends.

We still kept talking daily, primarily via text, and we also hung out once in a blue moon. During those rare times we hung out though, there was a bit of tension there. I can't be sure. I may or may not have imagined that just due to my lingering affection for him. The constant flirting through text was also a factor for my assumption (#wishful thinking).

This just kept going on, and nothing really spun out of it. Amidst this ongoing drama, I was going through somewhat of a tough time with my personal life, so I had to push whatever I felt aside and focused on getting my act together. I had to forcefully convince myself that a romantic relationship with him was not in the cards and tried to maintain our friendship.

It worked until, fast forward to 10-ish months ago, it didn't. I saw what he posted on one of his socials. It was about a girl (nothing specific like a picture or anything that is assuring, but it was something that was kind of implied, more cryptic in nature), and my stomach turned. In the wise words of Hitler, I genuinely started tweaking.

I tried to talk to him and make him spill the tea, but he didn't say anything about it. It didn't help that what he posted was not on a platform we followed each other on, so I couldn't even be upfront about it. I pretended to be unfazed and even convinced myself that the post was unrelated to a romantic engagement as a cope-up, I guess. But after that moment forward, I couldn't be myself. I felt sick. Every waking moment was just awful and filled with unease.

So, the dumbass that I am, and maybe as a desperate attempt to keep him in my life, I, yours truly, asked him out on a date. The outcome is what you predicted. He informed me that he was seeing someone else.

I am not lying to you when I say this: I felt a sense of relief. If I went on the same way for one more week, I wouldn't bear the pain. So, somehow, being certain about where he stood gave me some sense of comfort. At least that's what I thought. Part#2- In the comments.

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29 октября 2024 03:00

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I have a friend I've been close with since high school. I know she talks behind my back, but I've always pretended I didn't know and kept being friends with her.I understand it's really messed up, but I feel bad for her because she had a very traumatic childhood. I know that doesn't excuse her behavior now, but I don't think it's just trauma—she acts differently with everyone. Maybe it's BPD, I'm not sure.She also talks trash about people I love to my face, and it's just so disgusting. Her other friends are done with her behavior and have distanced themselves, but I don’t know if I can. I know I should, but I feel stuck.I really care about her betam. What should i do?

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28 октября 2024 03:00

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Hey everyone I just wanna get out from  my chest so  Am  male 23  like one week ago I broke up with my gf we dated like 8 months we start like FWB we only meet up for sex so Am freaky asf she is to not that much gn she is and after too many hookups she wanna be my gf then I let her after that our sex getting wild she is horny 24h like every second so we had sex a lot like a lot she is a good head giver am to some time she ruining away for me while am giving her head bca we are wild we were fucking for like hours non-stop anyways she start seeing porno  and she starts masturbate she become sex  addict  then she wanna end our  r/s  by silly reason  Idk  why she did  that bca now am  tired of dating no  dating now I  only want fwb  who wanna have fun me   mmnmn enji im  done with dating tanks

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28 октября 2024 03:00

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21, M
Was readin vents here, apparently most r bout relationships, n y'all r sayin u love the other person n shit, but how? N what exactly do u love about the other person? I mean love is good, but what thing exactly makes it romantic? There r definitely good traits that r like most people have that are loveable n stuff, but how can u "romanticate" it😂 if that's a word, so i want to know this, do u love someone n start a relationship or do u first start a relationship n then love them in the relationship or r there no ways n u jus go with the flow? N how do u find out u loved someone too?

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28 октября 2024 03:00

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Hey guys so bebalefew I was sitting in my favorite coffee shop, just chilling waiting for my buna to come, when this guy came up to me. He looked kind of nervous but sweet, and when he asked if he could buy me a coffee, I thought, Why not? So, we sat down, and to my surprise, we actually had a really nice conversation. He was funny, kind of awkward in a cute way, and it felt like we were clicking.
Everything was going great until his phone rang. He said, “Enate nech” I thought it was adorable at first, like maybe he was one of those guys who’s close with his family. But then… I overheard the conversation. His mom was saying “ee libs latib new panthin liteblih?” And i thought wait hold up his mom still washes his underwear?
I tried to keep a straight face, but inside, I was cringing. The guy was nice, but now all I could think about was that conversation. He kept talking like nothing happened, but I was barely listening. I just wanted to get out of there keza I said “koy ande shitbet dershe limta” keza I didn’t even wait for his response I headed straight to the bathroom, pulled myself together, and quietly slipped out the side door.
I didn’t look back ena now I’m feeling a bit guilty but I don’t know I think I just kept my priorities straight gn I’m thinking about going to the coffee shop and making things straight tomorrow eski we’ll see what happens

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