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22 октября 2023 11:00

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I need to vent here is the thing I have a bf n he was my classmate mawrat yejmrnw Le entrance compus yegban geza nebr ena he told me about his ex gf ena betam Des yemil fkr nebrachw after 5month they break up for no reason kesuwa nw yemtaw gn even virginity wan yestchw lesu nebr beka yehonk ken tensta break up enadrg alchw betam tegodto nebr gn yaw heal adrguwal ena we talk to much I told him about me menam... keza endzhe bawran be2ken Des endalkut menam negrgn keza kewtan behulama mawrat jemrne his kind betam and he asked me to be his gf enem eshi alkut and then yehona ken Sela sex tensto ene ahun lay endzhe aynt negr madrg endamalflg negrkut betam techkachkn menam esu degmo like normal nw belo nw yemiyasbw ene degmo betam yeftnen yahle nw yetsmagn(be for marriage madrg alflgm nebr)keza altsmamnm tetaln malt nw keza yehona ken lay dewlo he wanna get back eshi alkut 1wer ersu Gena be4 nw yemihone. Gn betam nebr close yehonw keza ahun lay degmo temslo yan negr eysba nw ena kaldrgnw mektl alchlm algn horny yehona sew nw even kiss senadrg ersu he can't beka enem degmo lose madrg alflgm eshi alkut ena zarem nebr lengnagn yasbnw mata betam amogn nebr ena perioda limta endahona negrkut endza eylkut Hulu men chger alw yelgn sedawlelt memtat endmaych negrgn guys yewnt men madrg endalbgn alwkm even Ie enate Hulu negriyat nebr bf endyazku pls mednw madrg yalbgn😔😔

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15 октября 2023 13:53

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Hyy there
I had a girlfriend for whom I would die for we been together for one year we used to have wild and intimate sex have 6 inch and good performance at bed she used to tell me that I made her to be sex addicted but the thing after 1 year she broke my heart and dumped me for dude who is rich and was just university student I couldn’t do anything …now I moved on gn why money matters for women this much ?

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15 октября 2023 13:53

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So I have a question am 22, been in a rship for almost 6 years the thing is I am the one hule almost 90% enweta engenagn melew bota meflgew beteley for the past 1&1/2 years it become like begging him ena I started to get tired of it, andande let's end this rship elna gn demo I don't want to regret it bewhala cus I love him and he loves me i know,
he gives me yhone reason sera albgn sera kelele yhone nger aytfam endezam hono andande miyagegnegn giza ale...be wer ande mnamn gn still

I don't think this is normal lene rship lay abro giza masalef gd yasfelgal bye nw masbew.. It has become boring
What do you think?

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15 октября 2023 13:53

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selam guys, 21 M here. 
i never thought i would vent here but cant stay quite like nothing happend plus its killing me insiude out so here i am. Lately i am drowning with our past i love the memories gn the real situation is quite different to this.

To start with, we were in the same school but i had no idea what she looked like till i met her. ofc i approached her through text only ena things started to get along mnamn ena bzu koyen eyaweran mnmn then things started to shift mnamn. Then after i noticed we were on the same page that's when i experienced an odd feeling towards her ena i mentioned that to her directly gn gguees what? she was having that too. To be honest i had some girls and classmates whom i knew had a crush on me and approached me gn mnm meslo nbr yemaytayegn gn for her alawkm mn endehonku and the thing is she was 2 grades lower.
I never thought i be thinking about some one every single time when we were together gn after that i couldn't tell more of  what i was feeling towards her because of my ego but i am sure she knew because i knew hers too. Then things got easy we started seeing each other kind of dating mnamn and that was sweet.

it has been long since we broke up like years  years ena kesnt ande enkuan sngenagn like we feel that mnm endaltefetere ena we keep talking like normal andande she mention that it was me that got us into this situation and blame me for not caring like she does for me and so many things that she felt i wasnt giving her(which was basically true) and i know i made a mess. By the time i couldn't be serious about the relationship because it was my first time to get into relationships and i didnt know how to handle things mnamn. So ahun wedalenbet situation smles, sngenagn the feelings get mixed up i know she has a thing for me and also i know she's been with several guys whilst the time since we broke up ena sha has explored so much ena i get the fear that she is having this thing for me cuz of the memories we have had enji for nothing more. Recently we are kind of having a conversation and am struggling with the memories ena i dont rly know what to do should i shoot my shot or let everything slips away.

Ladies I rly need some point on this

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15 октября 2023 13:53

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I'm 25m I finished college a year ago and dating was much simpler, I had a gf and we had a good thing going till we graduated But we broke up after college. Then I came back to AA and finding a good girl became a struggle for me because I work in construction and there aren't female coworkers or any thing, and most girls I tried to date are hard to trust and commit to, my question is How would you suggest I find a good person that could be taken seriously?

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15 октября 2023 13:52

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2304.
You are right .I am a very bad person.I betrayed people that cared for me just because I am unstable mentally and Because I love adrenaline surge and because am stupid. And because I am fucked up .


The irony is I died for people that betrayed me.everyone here
thinks I am awful.I dont mind zat.


But she hates me.fuck. it feels like a nightmare.not having her in my life anymore.

she moved on so fast. She is happy.I dont hate that . She deserves it

She will never forgive me. She assumes am dead.

If its her by any chance reading this know zat I have experienced everything u experienced.not feeling good enough.not feeling loved . feeling lonely in the midst of crowd.being cheated on . being betrayed.and heart aches .i am not complaining.I just want you to know I am dying inside. You are currently not feeling all this I know .
I meant, I felt everything I ever made u feel when you used to love me .I miss u calling my And my heart aches non stop for reasons I dont know of.I wasn't like this.I hate being weak .but I am the defination of it right now.

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15 октября 2023 13:52

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I'm a 24 year old Christian dude and I believe I'm ready for something real but whenever I attempt to form that bond with a girl she doesn't respect the attention and effort I give out. My respectful and gentleman mannerism doesn't seem to help when trying to create that attraction 🧲 , they think I'm too nice or boring even the girls with super Christian bio's and lifestyle don't like it but as soon as a change my vibe to something that I am not they literally can't get enough of me so this leaves me confused at the moment questioning my rizz...but still I do want something good and long-term so I need help tell me what I'm doing wrong here especially the guys.

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13 октября 2023 09:12

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I’m 24 M
I’ve a relationship with this girl for 4 years and we love each other very much. When I come to my point we had frequent sexual interaction but after year of dating we decided to use only anal and bekirb she told me that she is pregnant. How can that be? How the fuck this can be possible and I don’t know what to do and having a hard time and i’m also suspecting her so guys what do you suggest me??

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13 октября 2023 09:11

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I have never been in a longterm relationship, my longest relationship is 6 months and I am a girl in my mid 20s. Recently I have been dating this guy , i have spent a good time with him, he told me i am the woman he is looking for, i got way too attached within a month. And after a month and half of dating he stoped the good night and good morning texts, no regular meeting on the weekends, there were times where he even made me feel like i don't exist. It is his first time being with a girl eventhough he is older than me.He didn't totaly stoped talking to me additionaly, we have some social work that we do every month.Do our relationship has a chance after now? If so what should i do to make it work? how
can i be a longterm relationship kind of person? Guys what type of woman is your prefrence for a long term relationship?

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13 октября 2023 09:11

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I'm 20 M, uni student(Aastu) and I'm neither sad nor happy. I've started feeling this way for months now and I'm trying to change I don't have anyone to connect with! I'm the type of person who wants meaningful connections. I'm tired of searching and feeling empty and lonely like this. I need some one who wants to listen and connect with and I'd do the same!

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13 октября 2023 09:11

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Hello I am 23F
So I think am losing my mind am in the process it's a matter of time enje bezi keketlku aykerem i was graduate in accounting but I didn't pass that shit exit exam ena biz seat I don't have a job am not learning I have friends but I have never have a best friend am so depressed and also I don't have a relationship and I have family problem some times I think if I kill my self I don't have to worry about any thing elalehu ena yehe hasab ahone ahone betame eyebezabege newe bezi seat sera yeze betseben merdat neberebeg gene beka ena I overthink so much it's killing me inside yaa that's all.

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13 октября 2023 09:11

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Hey guys , I am going to make it short. I have porn addiction can you redirect me to Terapist you know Who can help me with it.. Any suggestion would be appreciated.

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13 октября 2023 09:11

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So it's been like 2 months we started dating .... so he wants sex but i don't also i told to him but he said that he can't wait so what should i do

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13 октября 2023 09:10

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Hi everybody here i want to ask girls what should a man need to do for his girl to continue the relationship she stop loving me i love her she thing i don't have option but i have more than she think but i leave them because i love her what should i do .

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11 октября 2023 05:57

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Hello to whoever read this are you happy ?

If you have a job, does your job makes you happy ?

In truth, have you discovered true joy within yourselves?

Or is this really it? Living dead and yet not so.

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22 октября 2023 11:00

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I'm 20F Idk if it is vent basically I just need your advice I'm campus student in ena I've never get into relationship before ena I met this guy on tg and he's also in campus there and we talked for few days then he said he want meet me and I said yes I met him but he act like he wanna be my bf at that day we talked we walked mnamn then I discovered that he follows other religion I liked him in every means but feraw after we get in serious thing these differences may have an effect mnamn bye ena what should I do ignore argew nuroyen liketl weyns lmokrew drop your advice
Thanks in advance my people

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15 октября 2023 13:53

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This is my first time expressing my feelings here. I am a 23-year-old ugly male who used to be doing well academically. However, something has changed in the past year and my life has become miserable. I suddenly feel depressed, obsessed, and constantly overthink everything. I struggle to communicate with people, often appearing withdrawn or displaying odd gestures while talking. My confidence has plummeted. To make matters worse, I don't have any real friends. Even though my family loves and cares for me, they are unaware of how I truly feel. I remain silent at home. I have exams coming up this week and I fear failure and being kicked out because I haven't studied. My family has invested everything in me as I am their only child. I remember my father's tears of joy when I passed my entrance exam with a good grade. Now, I find myself praying for death, not because I am suicidal, but because I feel like I have lost my sense of purpose in life. I am desperately in need of someone who can help me. I long to meet someone new (preferably a girls), who can earn my trust and become a true friend. I am lost and don't know what to do or who can assist me.

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15 октября 2023 13:53

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Hey guys 20M Here
I got a question for the ladies, so in the recent relationship i was in before it ended we used to always talk about how i will give her head when we meet and she always said that she was down for it and wanted it and stuff but whenever we were together and got to that part she kept saying not today next time…,mind u this has happened a couple times and i dont get what the problem is do girls not enjoy it or somethin cuz i really wanted to try eating a girl out and making her cum but never got to it so can someone give me some insight on this please
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15 октября 2023 13:53

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Hru guys fine 🙏 so im just a boy with 20 yrs age ... i think i goin into depression i was unv fresh student but i dont want to go again the place is just a mess ugh😤 so i have been here for 3 months now and its killin me tho 3 months in house doin nth and im alone sometimes the house looks like its gonna eat me yo i feel so cringed i have been in many breakups with my precious friends and my gf i cant handle this anymore 🙌😐 ma house ehud betekerestiyan keza bet aleke this is the daily rotation i try many things as reading books and thing but i just want a friend right now or im gonna lose my self any one who can be may friend please i need you( im Orthodox) so 😕 if u r there reacg out for me help ur friend get me out from my situation I NEED SOMEONE and if u r there stay safe friend...

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15 октября 2023 13:52

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Hi

I'm 26M. And I think I'm ridiculously addicted to sex chat and doing it online. I guess years of experience have made me good at it but now I can't stop. When i say this I mean I try to see how far I can take it with every girl I chat with and I'm relentless until they finally agree and we do it online and they become a regular. And I'm not exaggerating because they do cum from it. So what do you advise me? It's getting out of hand ✋️ 😩

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15 октября 2023 13:52

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I know u will not read this but atleast let me take it all out..The convo that was making me shy and smile like idiot now hurts me a little hard..
U the stupid one who let go of me and am the idiot one who fell for you not just once but again and again
I wish if there was a turn off signal to feelings cuz when u try to ignore them that's when they became stronger..Let's all heal from our unspoken traumas cuz we should stop hurting the real ones..and I was ur REAL..am so sure u won't find a girl who will love u as much as I do..Idiot atleast why didn't u let go gracefully?!?!?
I still think abt how we chuckled and our shy smiley face during our little talk, the way you hugged me,the way u were looking at me ..the funny thing is u weren't even my type but u had this magical thing abt you ..it is so sad it ended even before it started..ughh bitch atleast get off my mind

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15 октября 2023 13:52

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I'm a 20-year-old girl, patiently waiting for the love of my life to come into my world. While I wait, I am dedicating my time to self-improvement and personal growth. I've never been in a relationship before, choosing to stay safe and pure until the right person comes along. I hope that when we finally meet, you too have kept your heart reserved for me.

I want you, to know that I value purity and safety. I've chosen to stay true to myself and remain untouched until we meet. I hope you can appreciate and respect

I also understand the importance of building a solid foundation for our future together. I yearn for you to be an exceptional father to our children, who embodies responsibility, care, and dedication. Together, we can create a loving and nurturing environment that fosters the growth of our family.

While we remain apart, I will continue working on myself, preparing for the beautiful journey that awaits us. Every moment of my singlehood will be cherished, knowing that it is leading me closer to u. And when our paths finally cross, I trust that the love we share will be worth every minute of the wait.

Until then, pls also strive to build urself into the best version of u. Let us both embrace personal growth and development so that we may complement each other in every aspect of life. May our love story be one filled with passion, understanding, and unwavering commitment. Stay safe🥰

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13 октября 2023 09:11

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To be a man, a son and a brother. Mentally delicate, moody, couldn't say a word, the expectation from other just because you are a guy, when will ever the world see us men a living matter who got emotions and feelings not just some robots who functions without failure. To be molested at a young age, to be bullied your whole school life, to never felt enough for anyone, what a burden I carry. Ending it seems a good idea, but am not ready. I still got some hope. I wish I won't be my mother's misery. I hope I will come back with a happy vent soon.

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13 октября 2023 09:11

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13 октября 2023 09:11

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Why can't I cry? Does anyone else feel like this? I have more than enough reasons to cry about in my life but for some reason I just can't let it out, when I see people cry for the smallest reasons I always wonder what it's like to be emotional or cry and let everything out and feel better afterwards. Recently my grandpa died and when they told me about it I tried to cry but I couldn't get anywhere I ended up pretending like I cried so it wouldn't seem weird. in fact I don't even remember the last time I cried is it normal or is there something wrong with me?

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13 октября 2023 09:11

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hello zer, im F N 25👋🏼 ,im losing hope, i have no one to talk to,to go out with,to share my feelings with...so if there is anyone that can help me,spend some quality time with me n who can be a real frnd ,please im here seeking your presence

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13 октября 2023 09:11

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I'm going to put it out there. We, as a country, should be the last people to be proud or criticize the West. Adwa is in the past. Let's leave it in the past because it was our ancestors who led that victory. Even that occurred due to fortunate circumstances, but we're not going to get into that. When the Japanese rose from rubble, when the Chinese made something out of the shit they were given, when the Arabs dug out resources and made names for themselves, what the fuck were we doing? What we're doing now. Acting like we matter just because of a stroke of luck which happened in our favor. When in reality, we're insignificant. There are thousands of killings in Ethiopia? Nah, this is not interesting, We'll be lucky to get even the most minimal amount of coverage. 1 person killed in the US? It calls for a fucking revolution internationally. Look at George Floyd? In this country, how many people get killed just because of their ethnicity? White people worry about homosexuality, trans rights and all that shit because they have the privilege to do so. We need to straighten the fuck up and build our economy.

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13 октября 2023 09:11

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I'm gonna rant again
this time it's religion
could y'all ease with shit? I'm out here trying to make sense of my life and make peace with God, as sm1 looking out for me but here comes u, fucking crawling out ur netelas and jellabiyas talking about the "devil trying to get u through the ear hole you put your music earphone in" (for real sm1 said this to me almost word to word) n ukw maybe u ryt but know most of us couldn't care less coz if i'm out here life afer eyabelachegn and i still find the time n energy to go out n be good n try to have a sense of humility through God and the devil is fucking my ear then let him have at it. And y the fuck do i gotta believe in the entire thing? Can't I just take on things i care about? Coz i can believe there is a God and he had Jesus and the Prophet (yes they both can exist... there are 5 dudes who tried to fight the same alligator at different times and all of 'em died if the world can tolerate this 5 dumb fucks within 3 years it can have more than one spiritually elite leaders over thousands of years) to shows us the way our soul or whatever chooses but u tell me there were these two ppl that lived apparently smwer on earth and got thrown down to earth for eating a fruit (so did He like push 'em off a cliff?) I just don't have much to do with that information. And I am not disrespecting God or the bible or the Quran coz i do believe that power exists where ppl believe it to exist but y do i gotta believe every single thing? and if you're going to say it's a metaphor then y do u get offended when sm1 says God doesn't like it when we take over ourselves and give in to our desires and that makes Him a little not great n i am not saying this is true or anything I just mean it's plausible. And you people are so fucking hateful while following the most peaceful and loving books (n b4 u other siders go "oH it'S alL blOOdshEd... " it's also a book of history, history is literally all war. There is a difference in what one says and what it preaches) and this side of you just roared like a fucking wild fire with these homosexuals. Now i am not for that community, just coz if we were all thinking there is a monkey sitting on our shoulders and 5 people just walked around with their chest out and shoulders relaxed, these 5 fuckers are out of their fucking minds. And most of us, i could almost say all, don't like things shoved up our ass so if u do u r fucking crazy and u need help, professional help. But all this "religious people" out for blood are way more psychotic cause if a guy is walking around with his back bent talking gibberish to his own shoulder and sm1 walked to him n chopped his dick off, we need to prioritize on who we put in the straitjacket first. And having either a violent or disdain attitude to everything that don't confirm to your ideals not only go against the peace, love and humility you preach but it also kills your religion and i am not saying accept everything but consider them, try and see them entirely not just their pin multicolor head you see from ur grand pavilion of righteousness. And most importantly allow people to find their own way to God. 98% of what u do is symbolic, u should been kin on sm1 understanding what it represents than forcing the non-sense activity(at least to them) down their throat. Telling me a shower is gonna clear my sins, bruh i done put effort and thot to these sins clearing em should cost me as much at least. before u get offended i'm still talking about symbolism, people looked at a cross with legs n killed 6 million Jews, power resides where people believe it resides.
But then again maybe these world needs to be washed in fire to be pure again so maybe Y'all are right.

P.S I don't think Jews are just humans, these fuckers done a lot to just be mundane like us

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11 октября 2023 05:57

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We don’t have even 1 fucking similaritiy!
Have you ever found someone with absolute 0 similarity but u guys got 100% attached without even knowing why???
Him and I….are toooo miserable,fucked up,mentally unstable people! We are 2 opposite ppl.He is so fucking calm and overthinker and I am crazy and impulsive.We both love temhert tho
We went clubbing,we slept in a room(just made out),we studied together,we went to church together (ፀበል too),we ate,we chilled,we got drunk,we had sleep overs at my home,we lived together for like 5 days(solving a problem and ofc making out and cuddling),we spent long boring days too,we played games,we played a 3D roller coaster,we made out in the cinema,in a public toilet,in my room,in the guest house we stayed,in an empty hall inside a hospital….he went down on me 😩& I gave him a bj,he forcefully kissed me after a fight,we even took shower together once….bcha…we fought so many times,we always said it’s better to stay friends n not ruin our friendship and we made a DEAL not to do do these things again,but I lost count of how many times we broke that deal…I told him “I love you”, and he struggled to say it but finally said it,he told me he didn’t want serious things with me but pursued me n came to my home to tell me how the world is boring without me when I distanced myself and left him,he came n just kissed me and told me”I want you in my life”…this cycle continued and….it fucked me ofcourse…but…hey guys,what are we???enena esu are we just friends???what do y’all think?

Please help your confused sister😔

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11 октября 2023 05:57

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Hey, I'm 21 have you ever felt like you're tied up with an invisible rope, and you want to wake up and change everything you say to yourself this is not where I want to be, this is not what I want to myself, I need to get close with new persons, I have to start doing something new, and then you start to lose energy all of a sudden, you start to think that you have nobody even if you're the one who pushes people around you without sufficient reason, you start to think you're bad looking, not attractive enough even if you got pretty face with model figure, 100 DMs every day but no one worth talking, even if you talk to them it's worthless cause it can't be more than just simple talk, and you know you never shared your feelings for anyone, you never tell your real-life story, your family status, no one knows where you live, what you do? Cause deep down you know no one cares or they will just pretend they care till they show you they don't care, well not everyone is like that but for me, everyone is the same I can't even give them a chance to get close to me I detach myself the second I feel like trusting someone, I feel like they will start judging me and disrespect me asa I start sharing I like being mysterious, I like the way not anyone can attack you from a dark, I got trust issues since my dad beating the hell out of us and my mom, then she promised that she will not take him back and guess what she did like not once 6+ times, and he kept his bad habits till he marries the next victim anyways yeah I want to change that I want to trust someone, I want to have friends and go out do things together , I don't want to push everyone out I want to tell them my true story but I don't know how I tried my best but my best wasn't enough it's like a drug it relapses after some progress I start doing it again

#Friendship #MentalIllness #Family #Melancholy
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