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14 июля 2023 08:21

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So y'all I need a therapy I've been depressed and some traumas keep coming back it's silly but I couldn't get over it I've really tried btmmmmm more than u can imagine but I couldn't and I don't think I will. The funniest thing is that I told ppl about this stuff but they didn't give a shit. I thought someone will help me get me out of it but no one is willing to do that I guess I ain't worth nth.
I'm not here to complain its just I need someone to talk to and I rly need a solution.So if anyone is willing to recommend a therapist or idk I rly need help.
P.S. I hope its affordable(if its a therapy)

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13 июля 2023 04:01

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why is it that very very nice ppl mekeset in your life just when you've had enough bullshit in your life and the only thing that comes out of your mouth is "bullshit" ere wuuuuuuuuuuuuy beka. i want to die rn.

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13 июля 2023 04:01

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Guys what should I do I'm 2nd year and currently learning a Field i hate with passion (Civil Engineering) the thing is i can't drop out ቤት አይሰሙኝም(Father የመውጣት እቅዱ እንዳለኝ ካወቀ በጠረባ ነው ሚዘረግፈኝ💀) The annoying part is ትምህርቱን ችዬ ብማረው ጎሽ እቀጥል ነበር (I'm barely passing with C and C- while putting effort😭)
በዚው አካሄዴ ከቀጠልኩ aydelem lag dismissed mnamn hula ledereg echlalew. ughhhhh I guess it's not for me.
My question is how can I convince my parents that I'm in Extreme agony and i need to escape this hell hole🤮??
(Btw I'm in AASTU)
At least so that I can learn something I actually enjoy in college!

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13 июля 2023 04:01

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I have a friend who has a body count of around 10-15, and almost all of them were virgins. One day, I asked him why he likes virgins so much, and he replied that the difference between a virgin and a non-virgin is like the difference between a new phone and a used phone. He doesn't want to engage in sexual activity with someone else who has been intimate with someone before.

After some time, he told me he was in love with a special girl, and I was surprised because this wasn't his usual self. I asked him what he loved about her, and his response was that he loved her because she didn't allow him to touch her, despite his efforts to woo her with dinners, gifts, and compliments. He continues to pursue her.

Now, let's talk about my dating life. I have dated four girls in my lifetime. I had long-term relationships with two of them and a short-term relationship with one. Currently, I am in a relationship with a girl. The first long-term relationship ended due to family issues, and the second one ended because I was insecure about her having many male friends. The reason I had long-term relationships with them and my current girlfriend is because there was some form of physical contact between us, such as holding hands, kissing, cuddling, and sex.

The reason I ended the relationship with the girl I had a short-term relationship with was because she denied me any form of physical contact, even holding hands. She was similar to the girl my friend fell in love with. However, instead of loving her more, like my friend, my attraction for her went from 100% to 0%.

The difference between my friend and me was that our love languages were different. For him, the more he did something for her, the more he fell in love with her (Acts of Service). In my case, the more physical contact I received, the more I fell in love with her (Physical Touch).

So, what I want to tell you at the end of the day is that if a woman becomes intimate with you quickly, 90% of the time it's because her love language is physical touch, and she simply wants to express pure love.

Girls, especially those whose love language is physical touch, should be careful as they are often targeted by guys who just want to play them.

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13 июля 2023 04:01

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Ehmmm hi guys 1st vent here.

And is inferiority rly bad feeling ? Becos I dedicate it as self-awareness and I said this becos I realized that everyone is trying to look (not to be) smart , cool mnamn the society is being more materialistic I think that's what's affecting our personality example am kinda broke , HIV positive , vibeless boy ... but I also have best frnds , girls I date wz and everything but all r fake that is not my real personality , I think that's happening on all of us ,if I am right do we always have to continue like this? I guess revolution stars from a bit

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13 июля 2023 04:01

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Now ik your going through some shit but would it kill u to check up on your old friend..you are not being fair fr.... i was here way before everyone else..i was checking on u when no one else did... it was your idea to quit our friend ship but you were the one who reached out when you needed comfort ...
This is the part that sucks about being a guy , i really want you to check in on me but i cant say it out loud coz im a guy and men are supposed to be strong and emotionless ...well fuck being a guy, fuck being nice and caring, damn is this what they call rock bottom

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13 июля 2023 04:01

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I find myself trapped in a world where I am surrounded by these pitiful creatures called humans. They scurry about, driven by their base desires and shallow ambitions, completely unaware of their own insignificance. It's as if they are mere tools for my amusement, pawns in a game I have grown tired of playing.

Their predictable behaviors and mundane conversations only serve to remind me of my own detachment from the human experience. I observe them with a mix of pity and disdain, for they are trapped in their own limited perspectives, unable to comprehend the depth of existence that eludes them.

I see them as mere instruments to be manipulated, their emotions and desires mere playthings for my own entertainment. They are so easily swayed, so desperate for validation and acceptance, that it becomes almost too easy to exploit their weaknesses.

But amidst this cold detachment, I cannot help but feel a sense of being an alien. The power I hold over them, the control I exert, it all feels funny.
All I have for you humans since the day I could articulate my thoughts and learned letters pure is disgust.

Oh humans how pitifully predictable you are. You prance around, believing in the illusion of your own righteousness, while I see through the facade of your humanity and how you almost orgasm at the very sight of evil. I am devoid of empathy, devoid of any discernable human emotion, for I have transcended such trivialities.
Humans, mere insects scurrying about, are nothing more than tools for my amusement. Their desires, their dreams, their very existence, all serve to fuel my insatiable greed. I revel in their weakness, their vulnerability, for it is through their exploitation that I find my power.

You, reading this now, are no different. You are but a pawn in my grand game, a tool to be manipulated and discarded at my whim. Your feeble attempts at heroism are laughable, for you are blind to the true nature of the world. You cling to your ideals, your sense of justice, while I revel in the chaos and darkness that surrounds us.

Do you not see the futility of your efforts? Your attempts to measure up to or even surpass me are in vain, for I am the puppet master, pulling the strings of this wretched existence. Your feeble resistance only serves to amuse me, as I watch you struggle against the inevitable.

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13 июля 2023 04:01

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Hi guys I am 18 f I had in relationship but it doesn't work he cheated on me in that time I was broken and now it's been like 1 year and I never look someone after him but I think it's time to stop but I don't now how can you give me some ideas on this please

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13 июля 2023 04:01

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Hey guys I can’t search this on the internet cause I prefer it should be answered beghaw setoch so here is the thing is smoking a turnoff malet if you guys start talking and you find out his a smoker like cigarette assuming girls who answer doesn’t smoke. is that a deal breaker or a turnoff?

Second demo his not a smoker (constant) but he smokes weed like you know ones in a very while just to chill, how about that ?
I would appreciate your positive answers, thank you.

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12 июля 2023 08:46

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What hurted the most was not what everyone did to me but how unapologetic they were about it.

What broke me was no one recognised my pain
I was suffocating inside trying to act normal and nobody cared enough to check if i was okay.

What a fool i am, waiting for them to tell me how to heal while they are the ones who inflicted that pain.

They robbed me of my innocence, my passion, my ability to see good in life, my will to fight and my will to live.

I sat and watched as everything crumbled down piece by piece.

In a way i assisted my own demise, by being the fool in the story

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12 июля 2023 08:46

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Wassap ma people..... I sound fine when I mashkualet ma people mnamn eyalku😂....I am fine tho ... Who is this days lanagaru🤔, any who... It's more of like a suggestion for my bros/sisters out there who might need this maybe 1 person aytefam if your struggling with depression and shit for something that's not worth the dime of it, you got this what ever it is (ሳይጨልም ኣይነጋም) and you can escape those bullshits ...you know what is the key to escape all those bullshit fr first yaw obviously the iconic focus on your self and religion nw Don't worry about things that doesn't matter only focus on the useful things like the real useful things not those bullshits you know what they are.... and I know you've heard about this and be like mehhh fu it but guys just try it for latenesh gize and isolate your self from things that are dragging you down and try it just focus pray work grind and most of all be 🔑 disciplined....

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12 июля 2023 08:46

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It was 4yrs ago, when i was in 10th grade......i had the most wonderful friend i could ever ask for, even now. And there was a girl i liked....i loved her to the extreme and my friend somehow knew.....immediately the day after he knew he took me where no one was listening and asked me if i liked her. I told him the truth. Then he took a pause and looked at me with such honest eyes(i still remember it clear as day) and told me that he would help me hook up with her.....i should mention that he and the girl i like were extremely close.....but even despite that, he offered me a helping hand....then after that he would sacrifice his relationship with her for my sake. I was so greedy. Despite his effort, it didn't work out. And do u know what i did? I blamed it all on him....because I didn't want to admit the truth....then after that, our unbreakable bond crumbled like a cookie soaked in milk....after that, after I realized that i lost everything, i finally accepted that it was all my fault....i hated myself from the bottom of my heart....i despised myself.....then i gave up on friendship and love.....what meaning would they have after what i did?....so i stopped interacting with girls....stopped talking to people. I won't converse with them until they go out of their way to talk to me.....i thought "i think I'm ok now. I think I've made up with myself" then immediately, I started crying for who knows how long and that self hatred came on rushing back to haunt me yet again.

Main point: don't do anything to upset yourself....you'll regret it.

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12 июля 2023 08:46

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Hey y'all Wagwaan,
I saw some of my n¡ggas venting about relationship and shit and the mad thing is that y'all thirsty niggas ain't ready for life(commitment,providing, being protective) literally at all and the reason why you keep looking for gf is the fact that u feel lonely and y'all thought having a girl will fix the void, trust me it will never do.
So,  wake u pussy ass up and work on yourself, try to hustle, create connections, read books and stuff then when you are ready to provide for your future wife then you will start looking for a wife bruh a husband who doesn't provide for his wife aint a man. And girls multiply the seed u gave them, if u gave her anger brother she will multiply it to....😁, and vise versa

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12 июля 2023 08:46

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damn, it's been 4 almost 5 long years since my girl kicked the bucket 😓 n I still ain't recovered from it. I've lost interest in a lot of shts n I ain't even tryin to be in no relationshts or hook up with nobody ever since. but like five months ago, I started talkin to errybody i know for no good reason. n now for some crazy reason most of em be thinkin I'm tryna get with em or somethin. like come on man I just wanted a plain old friendship😭 yk? sure maybe I was flirtin a lil bit without really meaning it but that don't mean I was tryin to start no romance. now I'm just stuck in all kinds of confusing situations with a whole bunch of people. I'm startin to wonder if it's even possible to have a normal friendship these days without any kinda romantic complications

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12 июля 2023 08:46

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Sup sup
So F, 20
I have these mixed feelings yehone gize i want to be with someone Yehone gize i want to be left alone. After my breakup Which was nearly 4 or 3 yrs ago i haven't had any serious relationship and it was bc of this efelegalew alflegm smet ena there's this one guy he says he has a crush on me like Kedro jemero mnamn and he'll always wait for me and stuff ena eski lmoker biye I've tried yk texting and calling all these bf and gf cringy stuff ena idk why I'm not feeling anything, I'm neutral as i was like nothing has changed in my life esu sletechemere even when i respond i love you back or when i see a text from him i feel nothing ena ahun mn yeshalegnal ena this is not my first time with him kezim befit we've talked and tried too gn this time would be different biye nebr gn z same shit ....if you relate to my situation pls contact me or lmk what to do..have a good night

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14 июля 2023 04:00

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I am a man in his late 20's never been in a relationship አይናፋር ነኝ ጭራሽ ሴት ልጅ ማውራት አልችልም : አሁን አሁን በትንሹ እያሻሻልኩ ነዉ በተለይ ማህበራዊ ሚዲያ ላይ አውራለሁ ። ጓደኞቼ ብዙ ex ነበራቸው እና አብረን ሆነን ስለፍቅር ህይወት ወሬ ሲነሳ ይደብረኛል : የማወራው የፍቅር ሒወትም የለኝም አንዳንዴ እኔም በሀሰት ጓደኛ እንደነበረኝ እነግራቸዋለሁ :: እናም አሁን አሁን እያሳሰበኝ ያለ ጉዳይ አለ እስካሁን ከጠበኩ አይቀር relationship መጀመር የምፈልገው ከማገባት ሴት ጋር ነዉ ነገር ግን የምፈልጋት ሴት ልክ እንደ እኔ relationship ኖሯት የማታውቅ ሴት መሆን አለባት ብየ አስባለሁ :: እንደዚች አይነት ሴት ደግሞ በቀላሉ አትገኝም : እስኪ ወንድማችሁን ምከሩት ምን ላድርግ ? አንዳንዴ ብቸኝነት ይሰማኛል እና አጠገቤ ካሉት ከአንዷ ጋር ለምን ግንኙነት አልጀምርም እልና በኋላ ላላገባት ለምን እንዲህ አደርጋለው ብየ የጥፋተኝነት ስሜት ይሰማኛል : ግንኙነት ማድረግ ያለብኝ ከማገባት ሴት ጋ መሆን አለበት ብየ ራሴን አሳምናለሁ :: ይች ሴት ግን የለችም : እስካሁን በተማሪነት ህይወቴ ያላወኳት ሴት አሁን የስራው አለም ላይ ላገኛት ከበደኝ :የተሳሳተ መንገድ ላይ ያለሁም ይመስለኛል ::

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13 июля 2023 04:01

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I am feeling so lonely... I know this is so clique to say but I got no one to talk to.. All my friends are busy I don't have a permanent partner and I can't/don't want to open up to my parents.. I don't know what to do with my life im 23 and I don't know what I should do next.. And I'm starting to have panic attacks when I face some difficult stuff to deal with, and I'm getting easily stressed out and anxious lately, I don't know if it's a mental or physical problem. Do you guys know of any books or something that would help understand my life & live a purpose driven life and enjoy it a bit more and ..

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13 июля 2023 04:01

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I am in a need of a friend,  recently went through a through break up n feeling hopeless 😪 and suicidal.  Any one who can help me pass this hard time ?

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13 июля 2023 04:01

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i'm starting to find myself lying to people repeatedly . It is not about things that might hurt anyone but it can be to avoid some responsibilities ,or the things i said i would do . Idk aregalew yalkuten negr madregiyaw gize siders i don't wanna do it then i make a false excuse to cancel whatever it is. Ena its bothering me

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13 июля 2023 04:01

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Weyne, ong i hate those days when all of a sudden Tiktok is boring and instagram reels aren't funny anymore and suddenly your dms are dry (not really, you just decided not to reply) and you try to read a book and then you feel panicky, which you don't even know why!! And it's just blank, you and your thoughts alone, you don't even know what to do... And right at that time,😂 that's when you decide "Hey🤠 how bout i cry?" Kills me to say this smh, which then you proceed to trigger that triggered brain of yours to reminisce triggering memories so that you can cry (it's not even that triggering, probably my dads preference towards ESAT or VOA over me) and then you cry over Frank Ocean songs and that's when White Ferrari makes an appearance and it's just cherry on the top, reminding you of how it was back then. And you're so Pathetic thinking you'd look good in the mirror (which you do, like fr) and right at that very moment was when Frank decides to show up with a banger(Pink + White). And i kid you not, You get the Adrenaline. suddenly you're out. Now bro like what do you even call that emotion? and how tf do you even explain it endee?

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13 июля 2023 04:01

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It's been almost 2 years and I can't seem to get u out of my mind. U keep doing over n over u keep coming with all those memories u gave me all the bitter sweet things we've been through, all the smiles u put on my face and all the tears took out of me, all the magnificent kisses u gave me it was magical that I couldn't be able to feel that after u left eventhough I tried to get over ubI tried with the perfect man but perfect don't mean that it's working bc u ruined me u made me unable to feel love unless it's with u. 2 years of and I haven't moved on I still remember our first kiss like it was from yesterday but why am I like this when I clearly know nothing is gonna change at this point. Ik u hv become a better person than u were when I met u and to my surprise that makes my heart warm to think that u r doing very well n u r not a hot mess anymore I'm genuinely happy I think that's what love is I'm happy u r happy. Yes u sol I'm talking about u

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13 июля 2023 04:01

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Hi just need to let it go how would you feel if ur boyfriend exs come back ena she made him believe abrew menor endemichlu mnamn ene demo i'm university student timhrten salchers alku ena she tried her best keza they are moving on together next year ene ezi am crying my eyes off b yekenu gn endeh addis nw eyhonku sasbew malkesew koy am i dumb to say no for sex and moving on

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13 июля 2023 04:01

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Hey am 25 f. The thing is idk why i always end up alone since childhood zr will be my jema zn we'll having a great time n connection zn afterward i be left alone most of zm are still together i was in more zn 3 groups since grade 3 and non of zm are in touch wiz me. I always manage to make new friends and new jema but it doesn't end well or be a life time friendship. Dont think am zat self centered bitch or gossiper mnamn i even create a good bond wiz all my jemas while we were still friends but whenever we change school or get to uv zy all have ghosted me n felt broken in to pieces now am getting used to it ena whenever i meet new friends i think zy will leave me so i started being half in to z friendship so it started to end up quickly n btw zis all happens only wiz my girl besties n most of my best boyfriends have sticked n we still reach out each other. N z problem is i need a girlfriend who could almost be my sis where we can chill out go new places, try new tngs, wash each others hair n wear each other's clothes am in need of such a sis am feeling so lonely 😭😭😭

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12 июля 2023 08:46

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Hello ✋
So am a university student and I have an ex which I can't get over we used to be soo good even when we argue or stay amd at each other he loved me like no one else ever did I still see him in my dreams and miss him badly but in reality were friends I would rather be his friend and see him grow to the man I know he would be and I would rather give him the love I never had then just going in separate part of our lives his the kind of a guy who would cheer you up and make u laugh even when his not happy his the kinda guy who would smile and get hurt inside his the guy I have been waiting all my life for I mean price charming doesn't even describe him but the saddest part is that I ruined that relationship 100% myself I admit everything but I didn't mean to now am watching him be some else's and I watch him happy don't get me wrong I love it when his happy it turns my world up side down in a good way but at the same time am his best friend at the time being but had a life with him which I crave every single minute but won't get that chance I have tried so hard to say sorry but some mistakes are just deal breakers and I messed things up now am taking care of him which I live sooo much even if am still his bestie I give him all the love I have it's been one he'll of a year our 1 year of meeting is left with 18 days but his at his home and I am too which is hard because his in hawassa and am in A.A. I have taught about that day Million times in my head and I still smile thinking that it was the nest day of my life 🙃 and that I forgot all of my pain all the suffering I have been through and how he protected me healed my broken pieces and filled my heart with love I have a trauma only he knows it wasn't easy being raped and feeling bad about yourself day and night thinking no one would love me and all of that pain healed by his love I know u made him sound like a fairy tale price but he was more than that I just wanted to let it all out here cause I have no one to talk to about him and I don't wanna say all of these things to him I dont wanna ruin our friendship like I ruined our relationship I want him to be happy and successful I am in his life to support him no matter what you won't know it was me who wrote these but I love you with all of my heart nothing will ever change that even if I have to see you get married someday I will still be happy for you even if my heart burns 🔥I love you dummy B

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12 июля 2023 08:46

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Its very urgent. I need to vent.
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I think I'm a kleptomaniac or a person who is addicted to stealing things and I don't even remember doing it. I just find it in my bags late and get confused to who it belongs. I have a blank memory when I try to remember who I took it from. I need help and if any of you have experience with this types of situations I desperately need your help with it. Please its going to destroy my life if it continues.

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12 июля 2023 08:46

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before this person came, in a world filled with broken hearts and shattered dreams, there was me, a guy who had experienced betrayal in numerous relationships. With each heartbreak, I grew more disillusioned and began to lose faith in love. Just as I was about to give up on the idea of finding true happiness, fate intervened and led me to a new kind-hearted girl "my zo-zo" it sounds funny when i call her this way, still good tho, btw her name is "zoe" it means life.
our connection was instant, and we found solace in each other's company We spent hours talking on the phone, getting to know one another on a deeper level ...our bond grew stronger bcha mn alefachu betam temechechign ena I couldn't help but fall deeply in love with her. However(a big one),.... there was one significant obstacle standing in our way - our religious differences...
Despite our reservations, we chose to overlook this disparity, focusing instead on the happiness we found in each other ... We knew deep down that our love was special, and we were willing to fight for it. The promises we made to each other were sacred and meant to be kept forever..... "forever" hmm
Anyways i had to move wdelela hager and she also decided to move to the city where I was temporarily residing for educational purposes. She made this sacrifice willingly, leaving behind her career and family..her college for the chance at a future with me 🤦🏾‍♂️... However, as time went on, she noticed some changes in me . I began to withdraw.. yetewesene seat nw mingenagnew ymigebatn yahl alhonkum beka alea like becoming distant and aloof
This was not what she had expected yene "amelewerk" stagegnegn bzu bzu tasbalech... beza lay She had given up everything for me and now I seemed to be slipping away.gn It wasn't that I was purposely avoiding her... it was just that certain conditions and circumstances had consumed my attention... She felt lonely.. especially when she realized that she had given up everything for someone who couldn't keep his promises
It was ironic how I would become angry ኡፍፍ... when she asked for my attention considering she had given me the care and love that nobody else had ever given me. I was blind to see what an angel she truly was in my life. The pain became too much for her to bear meselegn.. she made the difficult decision to walk away.
Now, I find myself in a position we had always prayed for. I have the time and the financial means to pursue my dreams, but none of it brings me joy. My mind is filled with memories of her... and the things I possess hold no value without zo-zo by my side. I realize that everything I have now is a result of her prayers and sacrifices.
I deeply regret the lonely times I putted you through, the neglect you experienced despite loving me with all your heart. I am sorry for the broken promises, for not cherishing the queen you were and always will be to me... . and finally Thank you for everything you did for me, even when I didn't deserve it You went above and beyond to support me yene ngist, and I am forever grateful for your love. love you

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12 июля 2023 08:46

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It was around 2008 (Ec) when my dad whom I barely see twice a year pulled up on New years Day and introduced me to his kids. They're from his other wife ( I didn't know he had kids, I didn't even know he had a wife. For all I know, he was a dude that worked 24/7 and lived on the road most his life and one day he'd just come back to me and my mom. I was Such a dumbass)

Yeah, well, that man is the reason I am this way.
Most guys have father issues and that's being sort of a norm these days. And I knew about that early on so I never complained or anything I just buried it deep inside and listened hip-hop to ease the pain away.

And yeah, he showed up, introduced me to his Two kids like we were some strangers meeting each other for the first time and he was like the mutual work friend that knew us both. He brushed it off like it was nothing. I remember holding back tears like I have never done before. I couldn't wait to go home and cry my eyes out like I was just praying "don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, just wait till you get home( unfortunately some tears slipped but I brushed them off without anyone noticing)

He sort of took us all to his parent's house and we just had food there, I left about an hour later, I walked all the way back home with my head held high and emotionless bound for nothing suffering and disappointment.
I got home, fell on my pillow and cried the rest of the night. Nothing ever felt right after that day. Nothing ever feels like it would go my way and it doesn't.

I still see them till this day ( I'm actually in their house now haha,)
they're more or less good kids, there's three of them now and I don't mind much.

But even here, even today or the past few days, I see this oddly big man who has similar facial structure as me walk in to the house and treat these kids with also similar facial structures as me with fatherly compassion and love. Not towards me tho, we can never have that father-son bond. It's always the
: "endet neh, timhrt tiru new"
Me: "awo"
Him: "gobez Berta"
Me:"eshi"

I don't even know who the fuck this guy is and It really really really fucking hurts me. It really does. I know Maybe I sound a bit childish or like my problems aren't big enough but I don't care at this point.
He was no where to be found when I was a kid, he didn't feed me love or gave me any guidance in life but he just shows up one day and says " look, I have three kids that I spoil and splash with everything they want and I am there for them even when they're down, I feed them with guidance and I hold their hands and take them to school and I kiss them and hold them and tell them they can be anything they want to be.
Not for you tho, kiddo."

I don't hate the man. Not anymore. I just feel this sort of anger towards him. I know it's a shitty solution but I blame all my inadequacies I have on him. He's the reason I'm lost in life. He's the reason that I have to teach my self everything in this life.
I'm over looking my mother here. She's the greatest woman in the world, she literally saved my life on more than one occasion and she doesn't even know it. She's the reason I still fight to be a somebody in this world just to make her proud and retire her so she can do whatever the fuck she wants in this world.


Crap, I feel like I wrote too long.
I'm thankful if you're still here. I've never really let this out and it feels good.

Oh, yeah, so my point is, I'm a 20 year old guy blaming all my life problems on a shortcoming father who was never really around and now I feel shit because I'm I feel unlovable and like I was just a mistake along the way

Well, I guess that's life eh.

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12 июля 2023 08:46

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This is for you eldusha

Yk I thought I loved you once. You were the perfect girl, pretty, sweet, kind and religious. And here is me not good looking, no friends just working hard on my dreams. I am not saying you should be mine or I deserve you but at least u should have given me a chance. I could have given you a better life believe me but yeah it's crazy u chose a dumb ass who vapes and smokes like I would kill him with one punch. I think girls tend to fall for the popular guy rather than the lonely better guy.

I have been daydreaming a lot abt us for the past couple of months, I imagined us starting a family, buying our house , raising our children, visiting our parents on holiday....uff I still want that like really bad. I just want to be a good husband for you, treat you better than anyone else.


I get that u think u hv better choices and I respect that. I don't want you to be with me without loving me, but it hurts. It hurts me that I am not good enough to even get a chance. But I believe God has his own plans for me, and I hv decided to stop talking to you. I have been trying for months but you just dry texted me and I now see things clearly. You never liked me, maybe u just wanted to use me for stuff like u hv been doing, u never made an effort, never texted me first and all that.

Anyway thank you for opening my eyes. I will now focus on my dreams even better. Ik I am miles ahead of the guys in your dm but I hv not reached my dream just yet. So sit there with your drunk and high friends and watch me climb up greatness, watch the life you could have got with me but u missed , watch what we could hv been , just watch I will make it with God

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12 июля 2023 08:46

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Hey I am 19F
So the thing is I am skinny not like betam gen I am skinny you know with flat boobs and flat ass and I really thought it would grow cuz it started growing when I was like 11 but then akome and I am really insecured about my body
So one question for the dudes out there would you date a flat girl? Like does it really matter?

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11 июля 2023 21:07

Hey Unihorse 🦄
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Ehmmm hi guys 1st vent here.

And is inferiority rly bad feeling ? Becos I dedicate it as self-awareness and I said this becos I realized that everyone is trying to look (not to be) smart , cool mnamn the society is being more materialistic I think that's what's affecting our personality example am kinda broke , HIV positive , stupid boy ... but I also have best frnds , girls I date wz and everything but all r fake that is not my real personality , I think that's happening on all of us ,if I am right do we always have to continue like this? I guess revolution stars from a bit

Thanks 🙏

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