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Hi everyone

Help me understand things,
Few years ago I was this clueless girl from small town. Now I don't know who I am, in terms of career you can say I am successful for a 24 Yr female. So let me get to my point
So far I dated three times, the first one was older like 5 years and he used to smoke, a fact I figured after we were in a relationship. One day we were making out and he pulled his p our and grabbed my hand and made me give him a hand job, which at the time I didn't know what was happening I just followed. Trying not to disappoint and I generally didn't understand it.
We broke up the day I saw him smoking. I was like 17 to 18
Second boyfriend I was like 19 I was in love this time. I was in Addis. I really loved him he loved me too. Same age. We dated like 6 months but during that month we had already started staying in a room and things. We didn't have sex. But one day he fingered me and the next day I bleed. I thought it was my period but nothing. I realised since I was having pain that could be my hymen.
This brings me to current boyfriend, 1+ Yr of relationship. At some point he started nagging about staying in a room and we started spending a night. I did it with my ex and nothing I didn't want or out of prior agreement happened so I didn't think much of it this time. But one night I woke up and he was on top of me and he was saying he isn't going to put it in, I don't know why but I froze. I didn't say anything. And I didn't feel anything but he froze and apparently he was inside me half way. I didn't feel pain or anything. He pulled out. And he kept saying sorry and he slept.
I didn't fall back to sleep. I felt disgusted with myself. I had been half innocent from the time of the first boyfriend and between the 2nd and the 3rd like for 4 yrs, I couldn't say I was a virgin. I was always half, the girl who can't say she is innocent but don't know what sex is. I don't know why I never expressed or opposed. I couldn't say what my current boyfriend did was wrong. I got tired of this half state. The whole night I was disgusted with myself so I don't know how I thought doing it properly would make me feel better but in the morning I told him I was ready to do it. Boy was shaking, I didn't feel pain. And the deed was done.
From then on I have no interest in life.
I have a good paying job, with annual net income close to 400k. I'm doing my masters and applying overseas too. But nothing is making sense. I'm still in a relationship with the last guy.
I'm thinking like maybe I should start doing things people my age do. To feel something you know. I asked one of my guys to bring me something to smoke but once I had it on my hand I said no.
I don't know why I'm doing this. Life is senseless.
This vent is also nonsense.

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its almost 10 months now . i got type 1 diabetes.i know many youths are suffering from this disease.its terrible disease hard to control but thanks god its going smoothly. my question its normal dating yhe yalebet sewn i need to know. thank u for ur

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Soo it has been a few months since i vented that i want to get married with a lots of ብቻ ብቻ in between. I thought it was a feeling of moment, i thought, my mind needed some change and was subconsciously make me want things. ብቻ i thought it would pass in no time!

But it did??

No, it fucking did not. To make things worse it got persistent, dormant, ever growing feeding off my imagination. And lord have mercy on my imagination. Smetimes it is deppressing(not your typical deppresion)but that sense of emptiness where even your breath doesn't serves any purpose what's so ever. It doesn't make me sad, it doesn't have any feelings to it. And tbh that is the wrost of a state a human can be in. But thanks to my imagination, now my wedding, my man, my family ...everything realted to that has a detail like the devil. To mention that now, writing about it will wake that urge again, the "i wanna get married, with the whole shenanigans" and we can not get to that rabbit whole.

So what else is there beside me want to get married??

Not much really, some little changes. I saw comment on the previous thag said "there will be a flood of guys beneath your feet" 😂 there are not any guys down there or any where for matter. I have been in little first date and to none sceond dates. Had a fleet of moments that seemed like love?🤔 (what is love ግን ) but all endes up in vain. May be i am not looking in the right direction ?? ብቻ it is hopless than ever my last plan Z will be to outright ask my family to find ባል 😭

I heard somewhere that "if a woman wants to marry and didn't find the right guy it is because God is preparing her for her husband ሔዋን ለአዳም ተፈጠረች እንጂ አዳም ለሔዋን አልተፈጠረም" they said there is no "the right guy for a girl" God is shaping the girl in order to fit the man ( this the context i can make the best of it ) and it became my መጽናኛ 😊ብቻ every time i doubt and lose hope to why i am not married yet. I say "God is preparing me for my አዳም"

the other thing i heard is "instade of having a type , list the characters you dsire and, find the perfect man. Try to work on yourself make you type list your character then you will get the man you want" this is very helpful too. ብቻ i think these two things helped me greatfully and tame this urge.

so there are some change, learning a lot of things, i think i understand why most marriages doesn't work now a days, but that is for another day (don't want enrage my pitful feminist , yet )

I really appreciate your comments and i wanna say thank you🩶

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SLEEP AROUND AND DIE POOR OR CONTROL YOUR SEXUAL APPETITE AND SUCCEED.
A man is not measured by how many women he has slept with. There's absolutely no trophy for sleeping with countless women.
Having self control over your sexual appetite is key.
A man who has conquered his lust for sex has won 90% battles of life. Don't be sexually driven, don't allow your penis drive your life.
The alpha male movement is all about becoming the best version of yourself, becoming a man of value, power, influence, greatness, success and relevance.
Remember that the more women you sleep with, the more poorer you're likely to become. Because every lady has a bill for you in terms of lodge bill, transport bill, food bill, beer bill, clothes bill, hair bill, rent bill, outing bill, nail/eyelashes bill, lotion and perfume bill... by the time you are done spending you'll be a broke niggah.So please, be wise I am here to open your eyes.Discipline is everything and if you lack discipline as far as women are concerned then forget about success.
I personally have what it takes to sleep with women on daily basis but life has taught me that there's more to life than sex, discipline taught me to prioritize life goals first not sex.I lie not, these days getting sex is cheap and that's the more reason why you should not take it serious.
You can always get it any time you want. So no need for unnecessary drama and in any hurry.
What's more important than sex now.Is to focus on building your life, your bank account, your future, improving yourself, pursuing purpose, relevance, value, power and fame.Truly, women are not worth it if your life hasn't been built yet.So don't be a fool ny brother Stay focused and zip your trousers then go hustle hard for your future 💪

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Hey how r u i am 23 years old m i have a huge sex addiction but i haven't done anything still know i was have many gf but only kiss no sex what should i do tell me

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18 F here
I've geen going through self hatred since i was 15, i cannot stand my appearance, especially my face. In my eyes, I'm the ugliest person alive. My friends are all so pretty, and have great personalities. I'm awkward, werid, and dirty. I have crooked teeth so I'm afraid to smile or laugh, my face is full of hyperpigmentation and alot of acne. I'm so thin i look like a stick and no matter what I eat, i can't get thicker. Whenever i pass by someone who is pretty, i internally wish i was like them. It got to a point where i can't look at a mirror in public cuz i know I'll hate what I see. I have zero confidence, i can't even do presentations cause i know people will judge me. I'm not dumb enough for self harm or suicide, but i think I'm self harming myself mentally. I have this voice in my head calling me names whenever i make the smallest mistakes. My self esteem is so low I've let everyone walk over it. I hate that

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I hate nice girls. If they so much as say hello, it stays on my mind. If they return my texts, my heart races. The day one calls me, I know I'll look at my call history and grin. But I know that's just them being nice. People who are nice to me are also nice to everyone else. I almost end up forgetting that. If the truth is cruel, then lies must be kind. That's why kindness is a lie. I gave up on always expecting it, always mistaking it, and even hoping for it. Someone who's worked hard at being alone doesn't fall for the same trick twice. I'm a veteran at this. I'm the best there is when it comes to losing. That's why I'll always... hate nice girls

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I have a question : How many times aday do u guys masterbate like for its 10 to 15 times is it notmal for me to continue or do u know how could i stop completely 🤔

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Ok guys am 21M
Here is my story i was a kid when my father and mother start fighting my father was sekaram ena yemtat nbr my mom eskahn ders yetetal sometimes ahunm yetatalu when i see my mom crying ena mnm marg balmchale most of the time bechayan aleksalw i have no one to talk ena enaten kezi sekay meglagel balemchale i feel so bad i swear am crying while writing this shit i trying to help my mom by forex tradeing but i lot around 90k i really wanna kill my self it's pain full to see ur mom crying any one who can help me with 100$ plss i will return it within a week i swear on my mom if u can't put ur opinion it may help 🙏

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I am a girl

Ever since I was a kid I was taught to be strong, never give up, try harder, and be the perfect version of myself. In a way, this has benefited me because now, I'm well-educated and I earn my own money. But the thing is... it’s affecting my relationships a lot (both friendships and my dating life).

I have little tolerance for people who don’t try as hard as I do to overcome challenges, people who complain, and those who aren’t motivated to grow. I spend time with people, but once I notice they don’t have the same energy as me I lose interest and don’t see what new things they could add to my life.

I end up without anyone and although I’m successful I feel lonely. I have many aspirations in life (I want to be rich, successful, and have a great life in the future ) but I can’t seem to find people who match my wavelength and it sucks. It’s really affecting my mental health. What should I do? :/

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I Am Female. Be positive dmo klbe yetsemagnen nw yawerahut i am too skinny girl malet btam kechacha ngne underweight 🤦🏾‍♀️but am pretty ena wdi gudayu segba bzu gezae wendoche shapy girl yewedalu yebalale even for sx wdi tariku segeba university kegebahubet kn jemero still eskahun behiwote betam bzu wendoche mawekachwe class mate lehone yechelalel ye sefer sw or dmo be family mawekawchwe best friend melachwe zmde bcha keteleke eske tenshe wendoch shmagle lehone yechelale or dmo kne edme meyanse young age lay yalu ene ga sehonu ayasechlachwem malet they want to sleep with me even hulum common yehone word nw meyawerugne kegone sethogni ayasechelnm or always dream endmyadergu yngurgnal ene ga sehonu le dekika enkwanm mkmet aysechelcwem malet reaction achwe yekyrbgnal mgermgne dmo hule yetgnawe shapy amalulachwe nw or dmo yetlye act masaye aynet sete aydelhum or dmo weta yalku girl aydelhum enam still am v ena shy kumnger masbe sete ngne  . Enam yehone time lay depresstion wst gebche nbr bezi case mknyat lmndnwe endezi mehonut meche nw real sw behiwote mgbawe bye ahun lay lmjwe mnm aymeslgnm behonm gn westen hule tyake yefetrbgnal esti amakrugne 🤦🏾‍♀️ mefthe ketegegne

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Hi guys so just wanna talk about something it's been on my mind ena  so i was with my man and  we were fooling around ena he said "please " ena i freezed ask him to ask me more like beg me lil more and he did at that moment i wanted him so bad like so bad  like even want to tie him up do stuff to him idk where this things came from but i have urges now ena i start to distance my self from him cuz what if he freaks out idk what to do every time i see him i want him on his knees begging ena ik this is wrong cuz i grow up wanting a dominant man but know am not sure ik this isn't ur problem and it's suppose to be private but u gotta help me out fr

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I'm 19m and I have a question for all the boys out there. Did you find that one thing that's supposed to change your life for the better.?

Well I never found the thing and it's annoying me. There's this fire 🔥 burning inside me telling me to find that thing.

I'm not relating to every man but for me I'm not what you call a normal person. All my life I never did anything except existing.(I'm a coward when it comes to social life norms)

even my taste in women is kinda crazy. Well for reasonable reasons I'm attracted to girs who are older than me like 22.23.24.

I know it's gonna get me judged but I don't care yk. The thing is with my generation is that it's full of drama and drama.

One thing about me is that I hate drama. Any girl who's the same age as me or younger is looking for the longest thing 🍆. ( I'm not referring to all younge ladies. Just the other kind of young ladies).

They're all into some weird stuff like I thought I was weird but they got me beat..
But when it comes to an older woman I have no words how to say this.

Like they don't care about drama and stuff they're calm and mature I just love that about them( I take relationships seriously)

and plus they're beautiful that it leaves me speechless.( I'm captivated by the beauty and the love of older women that are 22-24 ) of course I haven't found her yet but I'll never give up..

so now I have two dreams to chase. That fire inside me and the woman who will fix this mess of a boy..( me)

Thanks for reading I'd like some feedback....

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am 19 yo There was this girl I went to high school with. We were in the same class during grades 10 and 11. She was always full of energy, constantly orbiting around me with her laughter, her quick wit, and those unexpected hugs from behind. Her mission seemed to be making me laugh, breaking through my stubborn defenses.
But I wasn’t having it. I’d brush her off, tease her, pretend her antics didn’t mean a thing. Then, at the end of grade 11, we were separated—different classes in grade 12. I didn’t acknowledge it, but part of me missed her.
As grade 12 dragged on, I stopped avoiding her. I started listening. When she talked, I found myself drawn in, looking forward to her stories. The walls I’d built were crumbling. But just as quickly as it had begun, she stopped showing up. Silence. I wanted to reach out but couldn’t  I’ve never been the type to text first. So, I waited.
The weeks passed, and I was unraveling. Studying was impossible. All I could think about was her. Then, the day of the exam came, and at the University of Addis Ababa, I saw her. She seemed so calm, while inside I was a wreck. We ate together, talked late into the night. It felt perfect. But when we said goodbye at 9:00 p.m., I already missed her.  We spent five days together at the university, but it wasn’t enough. When we parted, she said, “I’ll miss you,” and I felt like I was losing her all over again. Weeks later, we both passed the exam. I got into Addis Ababa University, but she’s going somewhere else.Now I’m stuck, wondering should I follow her or stay and risk losing her forever?

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So guys i need to tell yall something asap. Mod be fast and send this.

So i am 16f and i have been talking to this guy mnamn he is 21 and i have found him by one of my friends. he is perfect gn he likes sex. Ene demo i wanna marry by teklil. And he mention it once and i told him i wanna wait till marriage gn he has been nagging me this past few days ena i told him i cant keza he gosted me and yesterday i found out he had an ex and she was telling him she was pregnant and i found it out cz he accidentally sent me screenshots of their chat thinking i was his bsf but he deleted it like 20 seconds later but it was too late and the thing is he doesnt know that i saw it. i was crying all night but then i thought if i slept with him he might choose me so i told him to meet me at a pension(ፔንሲዮን) next week after the ፆም. He said yene fikir i would love to gn eskeza metebabekya badoshn pic lakilgn alegn. Enem lakulet keza esum masturbating video lakeling enem temechegn gn lesu wow mnamn bcha alkut keza porn vid eyelakelign endezi yshalal endezi lften wys kes lbel mnamn eyale ylklignal ene gn beka ezaw enayewalen mnamn bye dismiss aregewalew gn esum hule pic laki malet jemere enem melak ketelku

this guy is perfect apart from bezi guday. Ena i feel like i should do this to keep him ena what should i do plz i need to get this as fast as possible ngerugn guys moderator be fast.

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Hello F19 There a guy I can't get over the story begins when were in elementary I used to have a crush on him 😅 i even write a diary and my family found it and they beat me ..when we get to the point .when we were in elementary astemari bota askemeton ene esu ena his bestfriend ande lay tekemeten gn kesu bestfriend gar kedro jemro entewawek neber ena at first betam scared hogne neber lemawrat enkuan gn cuz I know his bestfriend bizum lemegebabat gize alfejebenm neber betam tegbaban sostachen ena I was feeling that he likes me malet ena everyday endet des eyalegn endmhed endeneber gn there was a problem I have 4 bestfriends ena 2 of them liked him andua gn betam confidence slnberet she would flirt mnamn ena he likes me I know that gn I have no confidence or open minded to romance thing am scared even besua ena besu mood mnamn yeyazal bichal even with my 4 bestfriends snawera like yemnadrgewen sew hulu tenagere alakem awke yelem elalelew mnamn Gn yehone neger eyegebaye meta keclass mnamn sinota endmayakeye mnman yelal cuz yetmhert bet hot person slnber hulum end cold person new yemeyute gn betam nber yemewedew ena gn class wiste love birds nen😂 ena this thing gn out of control eyeweta sihone bota keyerku ena he stare at me sayew degmo he acts as he was not staring bicha drama neber that year ended the next year gn I make him jealous betam ena yastawekebetal betam malet that year corona break lay I heard he started a relationship with my Bestfriend ena kesu gar yemtawerawen tilekeleye jemre I was mad gn I act like supportive friend ena One thing I realised I was fool mn ale if I was not scared of romance thing if I have confidence like her biye temeyewe ena i was getting insecure betam about my body mnamn keza when we get back to school aynu enen yemeyayebet mneged was so 🥹gn he was with her esua degmo she get too rude legna after she got famous with her new boyfriend gn I was disguiseted by how I fat I was after the corona and even though he was with her he send her texts how perfect,mirte sew nech mnamn ena I could never forget him we get separated hulachenm highschool sngeba gn I heard esua yalechebet tmhert bet endegeba ena beka yezane wetaleyee after 1 year mnamn 10 grade lay ageyehute ena when he hugged betamm chemnkoye neber hi bicha tbebalen telalefen keze he was with his friends enem endza keza I start to think about him endegena at that time degmo there was aguy that I was talking too gn I could not forget about him yezane yerem endza alef 11 grade gebaw ...nth 12 lay gn we meet meheja seat lay hule keza hi bicha then bicha I can't stop thinking about him but I heard he is in a relationship and what can I do I can't stop thinking about him ena I regret it yane if I was not scared we would have been somewhere now. . Anyways what can I can I do help pls ,Thanks if you read it all

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Yo i just have a thought why is our National anthem so ass? We could really do better i have written better poem and melody for it, whom do i give it to so they can change it that shits ass fr

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I wish he could spoil me like any man who does for his girl who he says she’s the love of his life, or at least try a little. Because why would a man not be able to do that when he got all the money? and before you get me wrong he already has his life together and we’re getting married soon. I’m sure about his love for me and he’s the sweetest man I wouldn’t ever trade for anything. But right now he doesn’t do anything more than paying for meals when we have a date. Like literally. I’m a uni student and he’s 4+ years senior of me. I’m the kind of girl who gets excited over the smallest things, even buying me chocolate will make my day. He actually used to do that before we started dating but not anymore. I guess I’m not lucky😭

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I'm very tired of my life... I don't even have the energy to write and explain the whole story for you guys... but currently I need help so If anybody who works in airport or who lives Mekele please try to contact me thanks for your kindness ...

Besides this, suicidal thoughts were normal for me, I even tried to committe that one or two times but now I know that I was wrong, so for those who are in tough situation right now God is here don't be afraid to face what ever comes in life... Cause I know the feeling even after I stopped attempting suicide I wished everyday that I leave this world for good... so for those who are in depression be sure that no body could snap out of you from it but God will... just reminder...

I may share you my story one day If I got the energy☺️
Untill then stay safe.

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Hey I’m 18 M and live in AA so straight to the point I’m looking for a relationship and it’s been a year and half of being single I was with this girl who was 2 yrs older than me I mean I was rly into her but she was grade 12 and got a scholarship to Canada and she told me she could stay but I couldn’t let her stay and I told her I don’t want long distance relationship bcuz it would take years to get back and I moved on after that but now that I’m looking for someone else I don’t find most of the girls that I see at school attractive I don’t think I have high standards all I ask is they are physically attractive got a good music taste doesn’t like drama and and got a good humor anyway if anyone is interested hit me up 🤙🏿

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Hey am 19 M this is my first time venting here i need your advice so i just failed my entrance exams and been doing side hustles and some jobs for a while and trying to move out and there is this side of me that want to have a relationship and there is the other side of me that wants to work hard change my life and i don’t think i can do both at the same time in my past relationships i used to spoil my ex’s and i think i should do the same for my next one (even if i don’t spoil her i would spend money on her like foods dates and stuffs) and idk how i can manage both being hardworking man and getting in a relationship there is this girl who I’ve been talking to and we have been flirting and dating here and there but I’m really scared that I’m gone miss the opportunity to get with her since I’m really trying to be financially stale and she’s a very gorgeous girl also she’s a bit older than me 21😅 but that was never an issue it’s just i feel very insecure about her that a rich dude would ask for her hand & marries her what should i do i need your advice should i ignore her?

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What do you know?! What do you know about me?! This is the kind of man I am! I have no strength, but I want it all. I have no knowledge, but all I do is dream. There's nothing I can do, but I struggle in vain! I hate myself! All I do is talk a big game, and make myself sound like a big shot, when I can't do anything! I never do anything, yet I can complain like a pro. Who do I think I am?! It's amazing I can live like this and not feel ashamed! Right! I'm empty... There's nothing inside me at all! I know that...Yeah, that's obvious... I know it's obvious... Before I got into the situation that led me to all of you, do you have any idea what I did? I did nothing. I've never done a single thing. I had all that time, all that freedom... I could have done anything, but I never did a thing! And this is the result! What I am now is the result! All of my powerlessness, all of my incompetence, is the product of my rotten character. Wanting to accomplish something, when I've never done anything, goes beyond the limit of arrogance! The cost of all my laziness and all the wasteful habits in my life just ends up killing both you and me. That's right. I have no character. Even when I thought I could go on living here, nothing changed... At heart, I'm just a small, cowardly, filthy piece of trash, who's always worried about how others see me. And nothing... Nothing about me has changed! ...I absolutely hate myself..."

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So these days movies got spicy scenes right or a make out scene. Tell me why I've started to get immediately uncomfortable to the point I get goosebumps everywhere like when an insect crawls up on you and you get disgusted kind of goosebumps and can't watch the scene. I'll immediately get very upset, tears well up and shit. It's been idk like 3 years since I've started experiencing this. I'll either skip those scenes or stop watching the movie.

I googled and it says maybe I've some kind of trauma, maybe I do? Because I'm still not sure how I feel about the first time I had sex. It could have been better or the times I did it again multiple times none of them were intimate, none of them felt like I truly was loved nor respected. Maybe I've done them to keep the men with me? Idk I really wish I wasn't introduced to this thing called "love" or "sex" at all. I really wish my parents didn't give me a phone for me to discover this taboo things online. Because men in real life weren't interested in me but those guys online oh they really wanted me , and at young age I felt so special and wanted, only if I knew they wanted to fuck me and thats what really matters . Lust is what ruined my life, I really really wish I could go back and undo all the things I did.

The fucked up part is I'm totally convinced now no man will ever approach me ever without the intention of fucking me. They will date me I do bring cool vibes, and Im the calm cool girlfriend but if i don't offer My body I'm suddenly uninteresting.

And this thing called love. Nahhhh it doesn't come without lust.
Just trauma dumping on y'all.

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Hey guys i really wanna hear ur thought right now
Im confused between learning anesthesia and architecture Which are completely different things i wanna get some adivce on this i have no time to decide .

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I miss you alot lucky
I miss everything about you
I listen to the playlist u make for me everyday
I ache to hear your voice and talk to you as we used to
I missed you my lucky

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Hello everyone I just need your helps anyone who knows a peaceful way to die please help me i don't want to explain my reasons and I don't want anyone to know I killed myself I want it to look like a natural death

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This is for the men, can u guys really fall I love with a girl u never saw? Can u guys fall in love just by text without a single pic?

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Hey y'all, I'm a 16 year old girl and what i am gonna vent about is ✨ Racism ✨ . The thing is: I hate being racist and all racist people and stuff but at some points I find myself hating on races that aren't mine for their cultures and trends.Once,I had a crush on this one guy and I hated him immediately when i knew he wasn't from my race. I started believing that we are the most beautiful zer in Ethiopia, the most civilised of all and other typical racist stuff.
How do i stop being the person I hate?!
How can I protect myself from what the government did on the generation?!

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