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08 ноября 2024 04:40

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So I want your opinion on something. So basically my question is this are short term relationships and sex right for men because you know our society basically a man is the one with the finance and responsibilities to take care of his Marriage and So on. So in other words a man must be financially stable to be married. Meaning atleast more than 300,000 saved in his bank account and has a nice income which takes Time maybe a long time 35 to 40 age most of time until then people shouldn't marry if that is the case why is sex a sin I mean every men has sexual feelings isn't it absurd. Can you share me your thoughts?

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08 ноября 2024 04:40

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What did you get in life by being ጨዋ lij?

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08 ноября 2024 04:39

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Hey y'all 26 M.... Never imagined my self venting but here we go.... So in the summer there was this girls who was an intern from AAU that have been doing her internship in our office there was a group students actually... So I just can't get her outta my head man.. Her pretty ቀይ face, Her smile and the way she talks like damnn... We chatted few times like casual talk about her education and stuff... Bruhh I even saw her in my dreams so many times.. I'm obsessed I think.... Tho I can get her contacts easily.. I'm not going to reach out to her... I'm afraid I will look like a creep if I texted her or stg...and I think she even forgot my existence at all💀💀....So I'm just sitting and waiting here till fate crosses our paths then maybe I'll ask here out(Ik I sound dumb)...

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08 ноября 2024 04:38

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Heyy guys am 23f and yedroo elementary school guadegnaye dewlo engenagn ylegnna tegenagnten bzuu aweran sakn mnamn keza kesuga yemeta and guadegnawm neber esu wchi slk eyawera sleneber bzum alaweranm ... Kez ayehone sew ale kanchi ga betam match taregalachu blo photown asayegn slesum negeregn salayee beka wededkut 😭 ... Keza weyne beka astewawkegn byew teleyayen ena ande bante slk ldewllat blo abrot kemeta lj slk tekeblo dewelelgn .... Kezan ken buhala guadegnaw beyekenu ydewlal engenagn eyale chekechekegn .... Keza zm bye agegnehut ena slku arif slehonech tenesaeu mnamn keza gn lju obsessed hone 🥺 ene ltewawekew yeneberew lj demo chrash wendmu new .... Keza Yzot meta na yesu fkregna endehonkugn asmeso astewawekegn weyneee 😭😭 gn tru sew nw begenzeb betam yredagnal mnamn ... Mnm aynet gngnunet gn yelenm ... Ene gn betekenu slezagnaw eend ssema beka you guys atakum betammmm elm yale fkr wst negn mn larg chenekegn lngeree weys ????

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08 ноября 2024 03:00

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19m guys since we're talking about sexual insecurities what about having a dark skinned penis as a white dude

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08 ноября 2024 03:00

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U know failing in life it hurts but it is also so liberating, anyways it is so much better than doing things u don't like so that u can just do whatever everyone else is doing, survive. My mind is in messed up state and people going crazy ain't nothing new these days, sometimes I think about going crazy and I just know that ain't me but when I think about all of the times I spent on nothing and for fear of losing it even though it was inevitable hurts me more. On the plus side am not even me anymore. Don't ever sell ur dreams. It's like what J Cole said "even if u let'em kill ur dreams it will hunt u". I want to be free of these state of mind but that requires balls and seizing the day and paying ur due diligence. I don't feel like I have to be me anymore, I could just fake it like I faked it all these years. I don't know people am just lost and I hope time will come when I could get out of these rut am in, if I live that long. Love urs..pc out

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08 ноября 2024 03:00

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The realization that you're left behind so much behind especially when choosing university education over other actually useful and money making hustles. The realisation that you fucked up when you choose med school as a carrier spending more than 6 sleepless years draining your self to end up with wrinkles fatigue and a stupid MD degree that won't get you anywhere but in a pit of regretting your life decisions still left behind at that age even. Left behind all your friends who was not good at school and had bad grades but they started life earlier did their business and connections and now making money with what they're doing and having fun at the same time. The realization that having straight A's ain't shit but a lie everybody told you you'd succeed in life if you had good grades. The realization that you're a pretty girl but not changing that in to some attention on some social media's and building some thing off of that. Me sitting here as a 3rd year med student filled with nothing but regrets.

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07 ноября 2024 03:01

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Here's the thing ejeggggggggg betam chnket wst negn yalehut betam bzuu neger nw yetederarebebgn, ena I feel like I'm a burden on my mom ena I can't do it anymore... Betam eyastelagn nw eyenorku rasu yalehut so tyakeye... Rasun miatefa sew fetehat kaltederegelet neseha bigeba tergum ynorewal?

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07 ноября 2024 03:01

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Hey 19f
So amna nbr with my boyfriend yetewaweknew mejemeriya lay friends nebern keza nw wede relationship yetekeyerew. He was a gentleman, caring, Beka yefelekutn ngr nbr miyaregegh we had fun betam des mil moments asalfenal. Ena yewchi process jemro nbr yane then tesaktolet kehede wer honotal. Ena yetesakalet scholarship nbr ena esun teto lela hager hedo sera mefeleg jemere mnamn gn sera ata then let's breakup alegh all of a sudden ena abren menketl aymesleghm ale keza tnsh koyto demo cheat endaregebgh negeregh with a fucking sugar mommy🤦🏽‍♀️😭 sera selataw home service sesera birr abederechgh bemil mekniyat he kissed her and lela ngr endemtfelgm negrewalech😭so please help me out beka I'm 19 ik bzu endemitebkegh gn how can I forget him malet he's my first boyfriend😭betam nbr mewedew ena gn betam nw yazenkut. I mean ene mnm alarekutm hule nbr maweraw check maregew. Sijemr beftsum endezi yaregal bye asbew makew sew adelem ena please give me some of ur advises.Thank u

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07 ноября 2024 03:01

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I have one question fkr malet sexual thing mareg nw ende❔
I don't know why gn this generation fkr mijemerut Le giziyawi semetachew becha nw 😭

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07 ноября 2024 03:01

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Hey guys I’m 24 and it’s my first vent keze befet Stefe nbr nw admin alasalefelegnem becha ande teyake alegne ena la setoch nw wend ga be relationship koyachu eske teg deres sex adergachu atatemachu keza behala behone ngr teteltachu seteleyayu derom wendoch yemetfelguten ngr esjetagegnu deres nw yemetelu yemr yan geze ye sex semetun alatatamechutem destegna alnebrachu ymr wendu selefelege becha nw yaregachut semet yelachum enante sex mareg atfelgume este negrugne

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07 ноября 2024 03:01

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I'm 21 M living abroad and honestly, I've never been in a relationship that's lasted more than 3 months. I usually date and hang out with girls, but I just can’t seem to get attached, and I have no clue why.
But then there's this girl I met about 4 months ago. We both vibe in the same friend group and live together. I’ve been dealing with my own stuff, like smoking for the past 7 months, so at first, I was all about keeping my distance to avoid any drama. But she’s super affectionate, and we end up arguing over the dumbest things, which is kinda fun in a weird way.
One night, it was just z 2 of us at home watching a movie, and things got a little heated- started making out. It was weird because we both pulled back at one point, but then it happened again when we were alone. Now, every time she hangs out with the other guys, I get this weird jealous feeling. It’s like I’m actually starting to like her, and that freaks me out because I don’t want to get hurt.
I talked to her about it, and she said she just got out of a relationship and isn’t looking for anything serious—just keeping it casual. But for me, it feels way more than just fun, and I even miss her when I don’t see her for a day. I don’t really have anyone else to talk to about this, so I’m kind of lost here. What should I do? I’m seriously struggling.

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07 ноября 2024 03:00

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selam  i'm men  negn i'm 20 ena please say something ,i've best friend(like sis) since born but yehone  seat lay letewesenu years teleyayten neber be childhood benebernbet giza ena teenager edme lay sinders tegenagnen ke 7 class jemro keza ahun eskalenbet yegbi temari negn eso almetalatm ena wede happen wedaderegewu sgeba  hulam emnteyaybet menged  just best new that was good each other but yehone time lay idn alakm lawukat feleku and i told her lawukat endemfelg and she said that idea tru endehone negerechgn keza yehone trip neger nebern na lena betam close yehone leso bzum close yalhone sew ga beza agatami bedenb tetewawekuna sayhon bedenb tegbabu bachiru keza trip behola bedenb eyaweru r/ship  jemeru na bzum alkoyum cuz esu lela set lemersat blo neber yekerebat na yan hulu eso tnegregni neber ena ketewesene giza behola eso r/ship jemerech na ke 3 wer mnamn albeletem breakup aregu ena tru huneta lay aydelechim endtawuku i love her since trip na linegrat sil yehone fito lay bemayewu neger bizu giza etewewalewu na ahun bezihu huneta balecht giza negerkot nat mnm ltlegn alchalech breakup silegodat na text enaregalen endewawelalen kenegerkot behola  ena how to i treat her idk what will i do hule sile eso  emotion eteyikatalehu balegn akm treat eyarekot new gn det mareg endalebgn  det mawurat endalebgn gra eyegebagn new i feel  tru neger endalat but i don't know what i talk and do her 
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07 ноября 2024 03:00

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selam endet nachu yehe yemjemeryaye new setsef ena yene cheger kelek yalefe yelugneta alebegn yejemeregn gena betam hetsan hogne new sew keremela menamen seseten ekuyoche lemekebel seruaruatu ene alhedem neber (endemalfelg asmeselalehu ) yehen neger kedrom etelaw neber ahun uni temare negn lakom alchalkum men laderg ?

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06 ноября 2024 03:01

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Hey guys,Male 24

Isn't sex over rated? Like I'm so good at it and makes my girl satisfied but when it comes to me it's doesn't meet my expectations or maybe I'm expecting too much.

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08 ноября 2024 04:40

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Hi I need to vent I am 39 M and I'm broke I still live in my mom's house
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Betam new chigir yalebigh, yameighal lemin endezi argo endefeterigh alakim chigre min meselachu I have sexual disiers not on konjiye set or wend uffffff! It's hard to tell the truth hisanat betam new mimechuigh min mareg endalebigh akalim hisan ሳይ ላቼ ይንተብተባል ብላት ብላት ነው mileigh አስካሁን ግን ምንም ነገር ሞክሬ አካልም ህጻን ልጅ ሳይ ግን በ ሃሳቤ ብዙ ነገር ነው ማረጋቸው guys what should i do?? የ ሄቬንን ጉዳይ ስሰማ ልቤ በጣም አዝኖ ነበር ግን በ አንድ በኩል ደሞ ውስጤ ያለው ሴጣን ስሜቴን ሲከሰክሰው ነበር ምን አለ አሱን baregigh sil neber mindew yalebigh chigir guys?? Ere beka hisanat say betam simete mimetaw yikombighal yewhonch ye gorobet lij alech she's my friend hule new machawtat she's 3 years old bizu neger mareg efelgalew neger gin...

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08 ноября 2024 04:40

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Do You think It's a good idea to reveal my identity to someone from this group ?if anyone done this before please share your experince

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08 ноября 2024 04:39

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Pls help me is it safe to have sex and take post pill after 12 or 24 hours mn yahl yastemamnal

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08 ноября 2024 03:00

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Part 1
It's kinda long story, so bare with me, please
So it started when my best friend and abro adeg wendeme yemelew mother came from UK 🇬🇧 (London)for a 4 week vacation
And I gotta say it had been a long time since I saw her
So, let's get back on track
My friend called me and he was like bro my mom is here come and say hi
And I agreed I mean why won't I our family know each other for a very very long time plus my mom and his mom had us at an early age like his mom 17  and my was like 17 and half  or something so u can say both our mothers where pretty young to be more specific the day she arrived in Ethiopia for vacation she was like 37 I guess
So, back to the point again
I greeted her she gave me a hug, and to tell the truth, she doesn't even look like she's 37
She looks like she's 22 or 23
She looks pretty asf demo with
Big juicy booty
Boobs big & juicy and didn't even drop down an inch
So, on the 2nd week
I slept in the guest house she was staying in, and in the morning, my best friend  got a date, and by that, I mean
He was heading out to fuck a girl and her twin lucky bastard I know
So he left and I stayed there with his mom we were talking & catching up
And suddenly my phone rang and I went to check it out(it was charging) and then when I looked back at his mom I just realized that the white shirt she was wearing was a complete see through when there is enough light and when I say see through I mean see through like u can see her nipples and stuff well enough and as I mentioned earlier his mother is so hot like from 10 she's like a million
Unfortunately I was hypnotized watching her good big juicy titties less did i know that she was looking at me while I was staring at her boobs and she let a little laughter that woke me up from my mefzez and she looked at me and said aye ye zendero lejoch u guys can't control yourselves
And I was ashamed that I immediately apologized and she said don't worry about it came towards me and gave me gentle double tap on my chest
And left saying make your self at home am going to take a shower
She left & I was stuck with that pic of her hot boobs in my head
That I started what if scenarios in my head you know like porn
That's of course until I heard her calling me from the bathroom
I said "weye"
And she responded "na ande eski wede"
And I went there knocked at the door and repeat "weye terasheg"
She said "awo na geba" the moment I open the door she was tying the towel Infront of the bathroom mirror which eventually allowed me to see her naked hot body from the front and bruh her body is clearly from heaven like damn hot

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08 ноября 2024 03:00

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Hi this is me 30 yr old F working, I have Epilepsy taking medication daily I dont know for how long I continue, am from poor and complicated family like I dont know my father, grown up with my aunty and her childrens, now am afriad of marrying because my mom dont want me to get married because of our dad was bad guy, I am sick, am not vx, am not rich yet, am not cute enough to be loved, all the men I met want my body not me most of then said it sex partner so what should I do I have a lot to say about me but tired for now

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08 ноября 2024 03:00

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Yo, I'm straight as fuck but BTS are hot as fuck. Damn🥵🥵🥵 Just saw their vid and you can call me iron man from the waist down. I dare any guy not to catch feelings. I'm still very straight but hypothetically if one of the vocalists want to hit me up, I'm fucking gone ladies. If any guy here has watched their vids, lay it on me bro. Is it weird or what?

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07 ноября 2024 03:01

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I am a 20 yrs old girl and lately beka I am losing hope in most things like my energy is 0 and some days I feel so energetic and I enjoy the day but mostly I feel numb and anxious Abt things and sometimes I even doubt whether I feel like that malet sometimes I think yehone I am seeking attention and I need to suck it up and get tough but idk I am rly confused as hell about my feelings are they real or am I just an attention seeker and I feel like an imposter most of the time , like whether I truly know something or am I worthy bye eteykalehu bzu gize , and recently demo yehone ende 70 amet person new yemisemagn literally beka life bore eyaregegn new nothing excites me I don't even know if I want to be successful and betam nostalgic eyehonku new bka I can't stop thinking about the past beka mnm noro adelm gn lifen wede huala eyenorku new ymimeslgn I am rly in the most confused state what should I do?

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07 ноября 2024 03:01

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I've to get this off my chest. I'd always thought having friends was not important. The idea of interacting with people was something I couldn't physically do. I keep my circle very small that it only fits me. Talking with strangers feels refreshing at first then it becomes a tough nut to crack. So I stay in most of the time. Read books, watch some sad movies, and I sometimes write. I did enjoy doing all of this until recently. Living in this shell that I created to keep my self from getting hurt never felt lonelier. There's a quote by Charles bukowski which goes like "when nobody wakes you up in the morning, and when nobody waits for you up at night, and when you can do whatever you want, what do you call it freedom or loneliness?" Well I felt this to my core. I'm not out here looking for friendships or a boyfriend for that matter. I have serious issues to resolve and I know I have to learn how to be happy by my self. But I must say sometimes this loneliness/freedom comes with a bag of boredom, and it's so hard to to keep on living with የጎበጠ ጀርባ.

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07 ноября 2024 03:01

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Hey
Am female ena be kerbu 22 amet limolagn nw mnm kum ngr salsera ena betam chenkt west negn mn larg yerasen income generate mareg efelgalew gn ebet edesera ayfelgum habtam aydelnm eko gn arfesh temari nw milut mn larg salamesh mesrat mechelbet menged kale eski tekumugn ena demo eskahun mafekerew miyafekrgn sew alagegnhum 🥹 bezi meknyat nw rase lay gedeb arge kuch yalkut yerase ngr saynorgn endet wend lay dependent ehonalew eyalku becha labd nw betam tesfa korchalew

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07 ноября 2024 03:01

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I met him when I was 19 (5 years back), and even from the beginning, I sensed that there was something off about our connection. Our conversations were deep and engaging, touching on everything from religion to psychology and our mutual love for movies. He was eloquent and challenged my thoughts, making me think in ways I hadn’t before. Despite these meaningful exchanges, I knew there was a toxicity lurking beneath the surface.

As time went on, I found myself falling for him, acutely aware of the red flags. I tried to ignore the way he manipulated our relationship, thinking that my affection could somehow change him. I invested so much of myself in trying to impress him and become a better version of myself, hoping it would matter. Yet, no matter what I did, I felt like I was never enough to earn his respect or commitment.

The pain of realizing that he was more interested in using my feelings to fulfill his own needs hit me hard. I forgave him repeatedly, even when he said brutal things that crushed my spirit. Our situationship was fraught with confusion; I was emotionally invested while he treated my feelings as disposable.

Now, after nearly five months of no contact, I find myself missing him in ways that feel contradictory. I miss the conversations we had and the way he made me think, even though the connection was toxic. Watching my friends find joy in their relationships deepens my fears and insecurities. I feel stuck, worried that I’ll miss out on the excitement of my early 20s while grappling with the emotional fallout of our situation.

One of the hardest realizations for me is how easily I love. I tend to see people deeply and study their details, which makes it hard for me to resist falling for them. This has left me feeling vulnerable and scared; I worry that I’ll invest my heart in someone who won’t reciprocate. The thought of getting close to anyone again feels daunting because I fear that my feelings will not be met with the same intensity. It seems safer to keep my distance, to avoid the pain that comes with unreciprocated emotions.

Coping with these feelings has been challenging. I’m navigating the pain of feeling unlovable while trying to make sense of what I went through. There are moments when the weight of it all feels too much, and I question if I’ll ever be able to move forward.

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07 ноября 2024 03:01

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Hello guys this is my first time venting.....so the thing is I have a boy friend.the issue is he wanna have sex and I don't betam bzu gize bezih mkniyat tetaltenal but we get back together somehow.so the reasone I don't wanna have sex is 1.i don't wanna have sex before marriage 2.idk why but I don't trust him not bcz he is untrustworthy he really love me he really did but he say whith out sex abren mehon anchlm bcz some day madreg bfelg I don't wanna cheat on u slezih enleyay alegn i love him too I don't wanna loose him he is sooooo special gn endalamnew yaderegegn ehen yakl lemn sex kaladeregn abren anhonm ale????
I need ur help guys what should I do?????
Tnxs for ur time 😊

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07 ноября 2024 03:00

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Hey there
Am 20M
It’s ma first time venting here ena mn meselachu the main problem is am too much overthink yamiyareg sew mnamn ena i do care about everything and everyone malet yichalal beka yehone sew yenen help kefelege i will duh it no matter what yetm budewlu ehedalehu mnamn neger ena relationship lay demo I don’t know setoch may be miyakebrachewn aywedum mnamn yibalal ene endeza lemadreg asbn and hulet ken adrgew gn alchlm beka so most of ma rlns fail yaregalu “It’s tough when you support someone and help them through tough times knowing they’ll eventually walk away እንድ በራሴ ያየሁትን እና የደረሰብኝ ነገር የፈለገ ብታማክራቸው ግዜህን ወስደህ የነሱን ችግር የኔም ነው ብለህ ብትቸገርም ከዛ situation ሲወጡ እስከመፈጠርህ ይረሱሃል ሰውን መርዳት ጥሩ ነገር ቢሆንም ግን ከጊዜ በኋላ ላሽ እንደሚሉህም አውቀህ ይሁን” quotation mark wust yeketetkutn FB lay new yagegnehut it hurts betammmm

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07 ноября 2024 03:00

Hey Unihorse 🦄
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I need to vent
Hidden love #2

lina/እሉ!
It is my pleasure to vent it out and admit i was failed to you.
Like the previous, Its also unsuspected. It was started when we was 1st year student. You know that you have amazing smile , I dont know any one who is cute with eye glass. I had been dream about you. I never forget the last day of campus, dinner at k. palace.
I vent out because I never told for anyone.
❤🔥
Love you!
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06 ноября 2024 03:01

Hey Unihorse 🦄
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I need to vent
Hey I am not even going to edit this so this is as raw as it gets. I thought I had grown and matured but I haven’t. I remember in Anne Frank’s diary she said smt about the previous peter being in her mind just at the back of it, the feelings and everything brewing just outside the conscious mind. I thought I was done with all the things of the past and all it did to me but turns out I am a direct product of it. It wasn’t character development or anything it was just pure unadulterated trauma and I didnt even know it. The alter ego I created is now my real personality I dont know where to draw the line between who I am and who I was. I am so used to living in survival mode the child in me is now suffocated and rotting in the depth of my being. But I had this hope that everything will turn out good, not only the hope but somehow the ability to wake up and somehow work things out. I know what I am saying is really up in the air but if you know you know. But doesn’t mean that all the things that happened were valid nor does it mean I turned out a better person. Cause no, no I didn’t. Its so stupid how I thought I was done with my old patterns when the only thing I did was remove the triggers. Just like trimming the edges of a bush, it just grows bigger and fuller. And at 20 I thought I would have been better than this. I always had to earn love, it was never given to me for free. The truth is, your existence is enough for u to be loved. You dont have to do anything. But I have met guys 90% of the way and still felt like the most unlovable person ever. I had no type for the longest of time because I was so intent of opening all the doors for love to come in and sweep me of my feet. But this aint some cheesy rom com so it never happened. I have a boyfriend now, he is absolutely great. But at times like this I just tell myself that we wouldnt be together if I hadn’t facilitated it. If I hadn’t put my best self on display. Anywho neger bibeza right? So I am a bit confused, sad, mad and just absolutely tired. Any advice or same experience will be greatly appreciated.

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