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21F I am in relationship. my boyfriend used to have alot of girlfriends and it kinda bother me with my boyfriend we have stayed for long but their was alot of breakups in the middle becha got to make it short ik he doesn't love me he just like me and he always tell me that he will never fall in love knowing that I just feel harder he beloved in sex while I don't but still I just did it for him to make him happy and to show him the love i have for him but now am getting afraid that he will leave me am feeling like that I mean I saw it coming he isn't treating me like before the sex and I have a great fear a becha what do u advice me am getting worried
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Help me figure out my feeling. Is this love?? Am I in it.
I honestly feel something, some connection with my crush. Whenever we talk we vibe. The conversation just goes on and on which rarely happens. He is a good guy honestly. I observed him eversince our freshman year. He notices things like when I am cold, my skills, my favourite things, kelibrary spot stefa mnamn yteykal, he really remembers some random info begroup honen snawera yetenagerkuachewn. I found myself curious about him too. He basically pushes me out of my comfort zone to get out in the spotlight, to socialize. Active endhone. He discovered my Poetry potential. He downplays it gn He is both street smart and booksmart. Economically rasun support yadergal(bzu sew yhen ayawkm) negrognm aydelem, He is basically like an adult with charisma, Who has a lovely, straight yemayakabd personality, Spiritually bedemb yemiyagelegl gn never wants the spotlight to himself, he does it with complete humility, subtly and by being organized. Super chill with his friends and with everyone. I find myself wanting lifting him up, become closer and be there when he needs someone. And wanting to do sth for him. To support him in his path. Like he made me a better person simply by existing.
Surprizingly enough I don't think ahun balehubet dereja I deserve him bye. I want the best girl for him.... ygebawal. I want to see him happy always, mechem baykeyer biye emegnalehu. Eskezaw Rase lay bedemb eseralehu. Gen yetgnawm ship wst bnhon I don't want to lose this guy.
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24 F
I don't want to make the story complicated it's complicated as it is
So 3 years ago I used to chat with this guy I met online He's charming Tall cute smile and....
Bcha everything a woman could ask for we started getting along talking 24/7 on the phone and I started catching feelings for him not to exaggerate but I was blindly In love with him I still dont know the meaning of love so let's say I was obsessed with the guy and he said he wants to meet up and I kept cancelling plans for months and finally I said okay and
I let him choose the place
He said he wants to Hug and do kisses so We met at the hotel
IK that's a dumb thing to do and it was my first time Meeting a with a guy alone in a room I fucking trusted that guy so don't rush to judge me because I've been doing it myself for the last 2 years
......
And obviously we were in the room alone ofc
We were talking and everything looks normal until it wasn't
He kissed me and I kissed him back
And he wanted to rip my shirt off and I refused I did
we were still on the couch when this happened and he took it off
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I couldn't save myself because I was too weak and it was too late and this still eats me alive because that was how I lost my virginity but mostly my dignity
I still see him doing that to me when I try to sleep
It became part of me I couldn't get over it since the day it happened
Guys sefer keyerku kutren keyerku I disappeared from everyone but it still hurts I don't know what to do
I wanna be free I really do wanna be free from the "what ifs" in my head and regrets
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I am a grown man with a wife and a son I have a good job I love my wife very much. The problem I have is when ever I get the opportunity I will go to hookers and after I finish I always regret it but I can’t seem to be able to stop and I need help ASAP!!! Cause it’s another level of wrong what I am doing
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Okay I really really need your help, like if I lose this chance I don't know when I will ever love a guy again
So I met this guy in university through friends like we were casually having tea mnamn and first I wasn't interested at all like it's not love at first sight but the more we talked through out the night you have no idea what a gentleman he was and let's not mention about his sense of humor and how smart he is ....and believe me you don't wanna see the nerd and dirty mind combo fr, that shit is so freaking dangerous.
He's also very friendly and he says hi to me whenever we cross path mnamn gn I don't want to stop at that, at least I want to be friends with him so I followed him on insta but the problem is he is not active on social medias( idk why, he's so hot) and meeting in person isn't the solution either since I'll change campus after 3 weeks ... i have his phone number gn I don't know what to say and also if I talk him first I'm thinking he will lose interest bcha please tell me solution I'm so damn serious about him please HELP!!!!!
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23M I don't want to go into details but I recently just got out of a relationship that I gave my all to. Everything I have. Time, heart, money you name it. It felt like I was only 10% of myself and she was the remaining 90. I don't know how to explain what I'm feeling right now but the simplest way to put it is I have utterly and completely lost any passion or interest for anything. I considered myself a good person when she was with me but now all empathy has left me and I am just a husk that's going through life and doing all I can to take care of my family and nothing else. The only thing keeping me alive is the responsibility I have on my shoulders, if it wasn't for that I wouldn't be around to vent like this. I can't even ask you guys the simple question of "What should I do" because I don't even know what I want. I dont know how I want to be. All I know is I do not want to be the person I am now... devoid of any passion or empathy. A robot. I want to rekindle my interest in people lelaw biker. I want to be myself again. Help your brother out.
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So, i'm a pregnant woman who divorced her husband a while ago and figuring out to stand up by myself. Currently i'm at my parents place you know until I give birth mnamn even keza behualam i'm thinking of staying here a little bit but for now what I want to vent is I started talking with my long gone ex boyfriend, he was some one I wanted to marry, which I wanted to spend all my life together with him but unfortunately life made us separated ena I married another man which the marriage couldn't work out. So now i'm talking to the love of my life the whole time i'm telling him everything that is happening in my life throughout the day... ewnet you have no idea how I became strong after i started talking with him. But currently i'm feeling that i'm being too much selfish i know he loves me lifes challenge was the main thing to separate us but still we missed eachother a lot he is trying hard to accept me as I am you know me with a baby mnamn... gn he don't know what to say to his families about me and i'm also afraid to even face his mom because she had begged me a lot for us go get back together ... i don't know what to do ewnet... shall I leave him gn i love him betam esum betam endemiwedegn abrew endehon endemifelg awkalew gn I feel like i'm taking advantage of him like rase nuro alhonlesh silegn wedesu endetemelesku aynet... what shall I do eshi... i'm so stressed bewnet
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Am starting to be scared of my sexual desires i meet this girl from school after being single for about a year we were friends like best friends we used to do everything but know we barely talk she reply my text after a day so do i. I used to detach my self from my phone to decrease my screen time this was her idea she told me to call her if i need to i used to but after some time she stoped answering my calls idk why after 6 months i still stuck thinking about her i have never touched a girl before her she was my friend but we do lot of stuff it all started when we were drunk after we played a game we where in the parking lot after along day we played bowling and drink some beer it was her first time after 2 bottles she started playing to much like hugging me we are a big fun of the weeknd i was the one who opened the music through the car speaker “often“ played in the shuffle i found my self kissing her she was on top of me my hands where around her ass we were make outing like intense one i touched her boobs for the first time her nipples were hard asf she moan a little in my mouth God it was amazing i didn’t hesitate to pull down her underwear in her pants she was wet like i can swim on it i played with her clit she moan alot i kissed her ear lop bite her neck she go down on me and give me the best blowjob that was amazing she was happy i have never seen her that much happy after that day we all do was sex btw she was virgin so do i the next day we were sober she called me early and she asked me to spend time with her i said yes we go to supermarket and buy stuff for our picnic i bought condoms incase we fuck it was like that 6 in the afternoon we make out in her car like no one is around we both are horny we fucked there for the first time she was fully naked i saw her pussy for the first time she was wet in give her head i eat her out she was bagging for her life she was shaking she asked me to put my dick in her i grap my condom she said i want all of you i want to test you let us do it raw i didn’t hesitate cause we both took medical exams so i was sure with her i put her on top of me and guide my dick first it cant go in i pushed harder she screamed louder alot of blood come through her pussy she said i was right and she laughed i was shocked likes there were tears on her face but she is laughing i said why you crying it hurts but i liked it was her answer and she said fuck me daddy i fucked her till i lose all my energy there were blood allover me she moan i chocked her slap her on a face kiss her bite her tongue i cum inside her she said don’t stop i fucked her even if i cum it was amazing we bought 12 pack of post pill we do this every day we do alot if weird things like we used to have sex i elevator inside a parking lot in a jakuzzi she wii give me head while driving we used to make out in coffee shop beca we do wired things last time we had sex it was i a proper room i blind fold her and tie her down she was fully naked i slapped her ass until it turns red play with her bobs and clit until she bagged me to fuck her she like to be tortured she is good in gridding her body on me beca i cant find some one like her cuz i am not in relationship or dating stuff i have no patience i will get board to quickly she was the one that feel my spot but we only do it for 1 month cuz she get sick cuz of the sex the doc insisted us to stop it for awhile but i missed her btm like btm i alwas think about her
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Pls guy help me iam now
20 years old ena mnm beka ke setoch ga medeset alchalkum malet beka room yeze kiss kargen menam behual sex jemere tolo nw mecheresew ena bezu chikoch ga beka edebaberalew demo chik koch yesemrulgnal gn menm desetegna lehon alchalkum
Ena bezu mkr bezu sewoch yengrugnal viagra ,titan jel menamn men yeshalegnal pls guys help me
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Okay the thing is i have a boy bestfriend we met online it has been 3 years since we met. And last kremt lay he was dating my friend(she is also my onine friend) when they were dating one day out of the blue he told me i was his first love but he kept it bc at that time i had a bf and stuff and now he is in love with her. Idk but after that i developed some feelings for him i mean i had a feeling for him but it grows after i found out abt that and now i'm talking with my ex just a normal talk i'm sure i got over him but when i see him or pass by him there is a weird feeling like ende medenget bruh bcha idk ena now after their breakup my boy bestfriend he is showing so much interest in me he flirts and stuff but how could i know if he feels the same way abt me and i wanna be sure abt my feelings
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I lost my dad 3 yrs ago I know it is enough time to grief but Almost every night I cry thinking abt him. For me he was different he always used kiss my hands and tell me that I am his beautiful daughter (as if i am beautiful🙄) he used to take me to school holding my hand until my 14 year. I know that no one will never love me like him, and i love him so much. When he was there i didn't care about the outside world i was happy in my small house but after he died things change life was hard blah blah but he wanted to see me in a good place in life he wanted me to go to uni ya i made it but he wasn't there i did every thing he wanted but wasn't there one thing I regret is that 2 days before he died he suggested to take me to school but I was like no dad the kids will laugh at me I am a grown ass women and he was like ok if u say so but I would really love to and i say no . And I am sorry dad I was never ashamed of u and I am sorry if I was not a good kid. I love you so much.
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Am just tell it out bc I can't hold it anymore ( pls Ik my grammar is fuck up so deal with it) so this pass week was nice everything was great an till things changed am starting to feel am the outcast or black sheep in my family am starting to feel less loved by my mom......bc she favours my 2 sisters a lot even tho she says I love u equally but she not noticed it well. While I try my best to make her happy and proud she just find a mistake and blame me.
One time she was happy talking to me and the second when my sisters come blown another df person and it hurt alot.... The more and more am starting to question myself why am I born to live like this it hurts.... One day that I won't forget is I was back from class and I was craving ingera but my mom told me there rice eat that don't touch the ingera... Even tho I was to eat I just do wth she says and when my sisters come she like ooh u come there ingera and wat u can eat that...... not even mentioning the rice I was heartbroken she see me less that my two favourite sisters
One time when there on there period she won't give a dam or dont order them to do work only saying take some rest u feel better but when it come to me when I try to rest she like take some med and wash the dish's even tho am in pain and even saying painful words make me not to get marry or have kids.
I just hate it I fucking hate it
It hurts 😓
I just don't know wth to feel or do... am just giving up and feel hopeless
thank for reading... 🖤🖤
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helllo i always wanted to know the reason behind why people make a big deal about a womens age and her accomplishment, you know whether she had childerns, married or not, is employeed what is the obession???? We are going to die anyway right i dont support sleeping around i am still a virgin even though im old but i still dont think they should vaule me through who if i decide to marry or not
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"I am a sick man . . . I am a wicked man". My life has been going downwards since the last 5 years. First the death my mother then losing my bestfriend of mine of 10 years. Things always get worse and worse. and after years I've fallen for this girl I was too scared of losing her on the first place that I avoided myself from her, to not get attached with her. And guess what? Ofc, I lost her without even making her mine.i was too scared of losing her I ended up losing her. My life's full of losing and losing. Lost my first love without even having her. I have never felt love in my entire life, besides my mother's love. And she's gone. My life's empty. I don't really have someone who do really care about me. Pure solitude. I have tried dating other women other than that one girl but every women I encounter can not be with me because of different reasons and circumstances. One doesn't love me at all, one can't be in relationship right now cause of family issues, one has a fuckin boyfriend, one this, one that......And you know what's funny? they say I am a handsome dude, both women and men told me that. and yet I couldn't make her mine. I couldn't make her mine!! What good of it, if itdoesn't even get me one significant other. Maybe they are lying about it. everytime I'm trying to do something good, it will end up being bad. Not only for myself. Whenever I try to do sth good for others, it will end up bad. Everything I touch, gets ruined. Anyone I touch, leaves. Even ppl who're still around could not really be happy in their lives to a degree(becuz of me). I'm cursed to ruin anything in my orbit. A friend of mine (Another one), Me and him were separated for about a year cuz of a conflict,we had a dispute that year. and he was happier that year when I wasn't around. Then I came back to his life and ruined it to a degree. Plus I'm grade 12 now. The fuckin exam is gonna ruin everything that's left between me and the rest of the family of I fail. Fuck!!!
When I look back and analyze everything, I've came to an understanding that my future wouldn't be much different, maybe worse. I'm such a pussy to end my life, and such a loser to live this kinda life. I'm just too scared to do it. I'm too much of a coward to end my life. if only there was someone to put me out of my misery. God doesn't seem like doing so. Fuck my life!!!
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Am confused to everything that happen to ma life...am uni student..when i came to this uni i didn't know anyone..but wasn't scare i just live ma life i didn't care what people talk abt me ...once a day i met a guy and we became close really close each other...we study together we eat together...was happy really..once we finished our simester we went home to tell the turth was cry cuz he was nice fr me n i cant separated frm him..but we should so we went home..after 1 week he told me that he luvs me...was shock cuz wasnt see him other than ma bestie n i didn't say anything...but one day he said me i don't want to continued like this so we should stop talking mnamn...but me i don't want to lose him so i say ok let's try it...then we started ...ma luv fr him not described in word..cant sleep if wasn't talk with him..if we fight i became sick fr real ma mood change completely...i may call him with ma friends phone if he wasnt pick ma phone..whenever we fight am the one who say him sry...my friends know everything n when they see it just they said break with him..u deserved a better person...but can't move on cuz he became broken fr real noone understand him..but in the middle of it am hurt too much..now a day i became change betam i just not angry on him and not expected anything frm him...but sometime was think want break and live ma life without stress but i can't maybe am in luv him and dont want to loss him or afraid to not break him..
What gonna advice me can i continue like this or... btw abren kehon 1 yr 8 mon hononal
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Hay am male and in the middle of 20s ,i didn't have a gf before or loved before and i work hard, i got well job considering our country situation, am kind of a person which believes to be Stoic and rational, and came from a struggling family so the story is i just met a beautiful women she is a campus student, good enthusiastic but we got too many differences, we got no similarity in life, imagine i want a life partner at the moment, i want her for granted , like for life, the problem is i couldn't find a proof that she loves me, and once she posted a picture playing with other men hair and doing sm stuff and i was quite hurt but i didn't do anything, and she apologized also told it is her friend mnmn, she do certain stuff soo opposite that made me to love her as well even it goes far to wash my feet smtms, i couldn't be able to proof that she loves me.....if any advice here? Or is she playing with her boyfriend on me, just felt, am not rich but kinda she doesn't care about financial stuff also since am the only one paying ....am soo confused. She doesn't seem to want me for serious stuff and smtms do the opposite. When i ask for a breakup, she changes and cry or do certain stuff. I've never been confused by women this much....any advice
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Am 21 I'm addicted with masturbation for 9 year's ena bxmm bezu geze le makom mokere awkalew yehone sat akomalew beyans le 2 months keza erasen meleshe ezaw wset agegnawlalew ena esti erdugn endet lakum? Bezu ngrochn godetognal berase confidence endayenoregn yannbebekut yatenawten endalasetaws aregognal so help me pls 🙏🙏🙏
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hey everyone I need an advice it's about my besti she is 21 and a medicine student and their is a guy who is her teacher and his behaviour is so hard to manage because he is so over confident ,he seems like rude ,and he don't want to communicate with other if he says something he will not change his idea easily so everyone in her section hate him but they both have good feeling for each other he treats her in the class he scold to other student but not to her this thing continues for long so she want to approach him by telling him different story to get his attention and to be close with him even she talk to him about her secrets in a phone and he give her advice this thing continues about 1 or 2 month but they didn't talk about their feelings ever finally she decide to meet him ,they set a time but he say he needs a benzene for his car so he can't make it for that day so they set the next day but he didn't call even she call him but didn't pick his phone so she decide to send this text "Emm genuinely speaking all the time that i can't see u at least once a day is just like live in a hell with burden of sad feeling. No matter if ur benzene is deplete, find out any other way to join me because i'm holding my breath until i see ur face. please save my life. " but he didn't reply her text so she change her SIM card ,now she is confused ,afraid and need an advice guys plsss say something
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hellow everyone longstory short i am F26 i have work i live alone i moved out 2 years ago from my parents house and i have enough money to make my livings i just come here cause i have no one to talk to so i want to here others idea cause my life to me is a mess mn meselachu i have very poor family we live in 1 room house with 8 people in it am not kidding so when i was in elementary i met this friends from very rich background and bc i spend time with them my behaviour the way i dress and take care of my self never matched who i really was everywhere i go highschool university work place ppl thinks am from very rich family and i dont bother explaining my self ..i work my ass off actually to even be where i am now and still nothings working out for me all my salarys i have to give that to my parents i swear i never even brought nothing for myself i also live for them but i think its wrong they see me as a money source and everyone in our family agrees to that i even feel guilty for thinking this way bc they did a lot of things for me to be where i am right now But do i exsist ..i want to be somewhere great and help them too but our family keeps nagging me do this that for my parents and siblings its not like i dont want to ...i dont see my goals being achived right now bc ke wer eske wer demoz metebek new....i also want to marry but all the boys i flirt with are in love with my outer picture am acctually not that girl ..and the ppl i really love r outta my league or they r not ready for serious thing so my ahun magbiyam seat lay negn ina my family brought this 20 year older filthy rich man and they are finishing everything talking with him and stuff they r so sure bc he is so rich he will change their life n i jst said yes but it hits me hard i want to love my husband and at last my whole life story ends this way am so sad.
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I have the best and the worst job at the same time I love it because I make good money with it I don't like it sometimes only sometimes because I use people specifically girls to make it yea am what they call in the movies a pimp I know the girls want to do it and they are making good money from it but sometimes I just feel bad sending them to have sex with rich old pervert guys and some of them have weird really weird appetite it just gets hard sometimes helina milut neger sinore I know am gone get hate for these vent but just wanted to say it out loud some where.
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Hey 21M addicted in masturbation since i was grade 7 even my body didn't functioning at this point i did atleast 1 to maximum 5times a day i want to stop but i don't know how i started to pray but i feel guilty after that what should i do please
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Some one please help me to break up with my 2years bf , I mentality & physically can’t I’m so attached to him but yet ik his Not good for me , before y’all ask why! his a manipulative person always playing the victim or blaming me for the things he does & most of all he have no boundaries with his girl best friend .
so yesterday he had lunch with a bunch of friends & new friends, then the girl best friend where there to with her friends then when she so my bf she went to there tabel, then start yapping about how she& my bf was close before me & said he has saw her naked & how he choose clothe for her date bla bla. After the lunch he texted me what happened then I told him I felt uncomfortable cause what’s the point of her saying that and he Storm Off & told me it was a past why would u give a damm & Said will not be telling u Form know on , I said okay & I love u , so the next day I said good morning as usual & his not replaying then I called 2 but didn’t answer but had the audacity to seen ignore my text & snap random thing then I called again no answer then the next day I tired calling him 6 time he hung up on me !! What should I do !????
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I recently lost some USD I kept in my house and I don’t know what I should do. I live with a friend and other close mutual friends also hang at our house a lot. A while back a got some USD in cash and I kept it in my closet drawer, after a month or so when I checked on it it’s not there anymore. I was super confused because I never thought it would be stolen from my house specifically surrounded by people I trusted or so I thought. I know these people my entire life I can say, we have a lot of history together and for that very reason it was hard for me to believe they would steal from me. The amount of money stolen is significant for them but not enough to affect me much financially so it didn’t bother me the fact it’s lost, What keeps me up at night is not knowing who did it, I sat down everyone told them this happened and they were all surprised too. Yet still no clue on who might have stolen it. And I personally don’t want to engage in friendships with someone I don’t trust, and this puts a huge crack on the trust I have on all of them. The question I have now is what should I do? I would literally do anything to find out who did it any way possible, but I doubt there would be anyway to know unless they confess. And if I didn’t know and move on how can I be the same hanging out with them knowing one of them is a back stabbing thief and can’t be trusted. How can I move on from this? Anything that can give me closure am open to hear guys.
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i had relationships but all ended up being toxic so i am single for life that took me to have a friend with benefit and that shit makes me not even think about other womens now i am trying to get out but always end up with that women on a bed the hell is wrong with me what should i do to have a girl whom i would think to spend my future with cause i know for fact that these women is not the one and when i tell that women that we should stop doing these she says ok then after 3 or 4 days we end up Where we started i don't even understand what is going on and the other problem is that no matter what i do these days i end up being board with any women 😭🥺🥺 i feel like i am becoming horrible on any relationships
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Hope, what does it mean really ? why is it such a driving factor for us, human beings? i bet animals has no hope to become doctor amoung his spices. They're just minding their own business as in attending to their biological needs. Eating, sleeping,mating and walking. They don't dream to be at their next level of their career, they don't sweat over what to eat or Where to sleep or who to mate. They don't have economy class or race or religion. Their modo seems to live in the moment.
I guess What i'm trying to say is that, i'm becoming more and more like them.
I don't live on hope, i'm existing just because i already exist. I'm living a life set by who raised me frist and then what the society deemed as correct. I'm practically living a life of a written character for a play. Doing what i have be told and believed to be the best fit for the role i have to play with a few bits of room for improvements. And this is where i found my self, after years and years of playing the character. My dreams of becoming sth or someone is not actually mine its rather a reflection of my background. I don't even know my self, who is this me ? i don't know clearly , i have rather bits of here and there glims. Do i even like what i like? or i'm i conditioned in thinking so? What's right, and what's wrong ? more than anything, if i let go of the me i know, whom i'm i left with?
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i dont know if it is a vent or not ..ብቻ ጨንቆኛል i was raised in a rehabilitation center with so many kids where things where very dramatic and animated በጣም ......i still dk if it help u to understand me well ,lets continue ......እና oh am 21 F eldest in z house here was my worst life started on October 2023 ..my lil sis passed u know what's worse z reason ..we cant still figure out if it is suicide or murder ...we ( specially my mom ) can't tell it's a suicide when the situation doesn't seem like zat and u hav a suspect ...and u can't even say murder when u hav no evidence ....she was 13 she was z loved one in our house ....i can be witness even breathing is hard when she is not there ታሞቀዋለች አይገልፀዉም 😊😔..by z way we were 4 fam remain 3 me mom and bro she's gone ....lets get to ma point U can call me stupid, selfish or sth else but know days i cant take things any more guys its fucking me hard በጣም over my strength so i was thinking abt suicide lately ...searching all mentioned websites preparing a lot of things...ግን i got no strength to brake ma mom ..& no strength to live ...i always try to comfort my self do things my sis love to do trying to achieve here dreams ,trying to make my mom thankful for the things she hav ማርያምን z hardest part is i can't even put a little bit smile on my bro's face (he was the one who found here dead body and carry here to z hospital ) ...long live to adanech abebe ¡🖕 ሰፈራችን ወድሟል i know there is nothing new under z sun gn ....am new here eko even God is not watching በዚህ በኩል🥵 call it vent or not ...plz don't say if u don't hav sth helpful በማርያም u can't feat in my shoe ..
& መቅደሠ ክርስቶስን ነብስ ይማር በሉልኝ any time when u pray
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Hey everybody this is my second time venting so I need y'all to comment specially girls.
I was perfect for her too perfect, too caring, too loving but I cannot keep her. she told me that i deserve more better person. I know it is technique to pull apart but after we broke up it has been more than a month but I can't forget her. I don even know she cares about me because she moved on so fast. She seems happy. I had an option to move on but I don't think am ready for another girl. Her main reason to break up was her emotional availability and some trauma in her past. But i tried to heal her to be beside her even after the break up but i don really believe she needs me.
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I feel like i been dead long time ago I don't why but ale adel every body around me hates me my dad my friends i tried my best to be good but they hate me and know i don't have any emotion cause iam numb now
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I like him but i have never mate him or talked to him. We used to go to same school but i don't even know his name and i never liked him nor talked to him till now after almost 7 or 8 years just looking back i think he is the best man i ever known but i never even talked to him why would i think that why would I obsess over him after all those years you might assume i used to have crush on him and old feelings are coming back but it's not true i used to have crush on other boy at that time but not gonna lie i used to admire him bc he was so different from all the boys at the school and also ofc handsome but humble the only "interaction" we had was as i remember was one time eye contact as i go down stairs i am 23 never had a boyfriend because I didn't want to or even work on that but i don't think i will ever have am completely obsessed with someone that doesn't know i exist nor have I ever considered as someone i could love but hear i am hopeless romantic.
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