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Hey there am 19
So the thing is lately I've been feeling like life is sucking the spark out of me like dude everything is so dull. Am in college 2nd year and yeah I've got friends but like, not really yknow? And bc the university is in the same city that I've been my whole life, it's just so depressing going there tewat and just class kale memar and then going back home when am done. My screen time is like over 16 hours everyday and i don't want my youth years to be like ts? I just want good ppl to do ionno side hustles or hanging out and else. Or online friends i dont really care am just talk deprived yknow. So if there's anyone who's interested ask for my id ig. Thanksies
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So i wanna keep my identity hidden and just talk about what keep bothering me, see i am not the best at keeping relationship (i mean with anybody) but see what i did there i said keep not start, i am good at making friends at first and i don't seems to have a problem on that people like me but as the relation goes on they start to dislike me. I know most of time i am the reason but recently this wasn't the reason, like for example i am at university and when i was in break of the last year i met a very smart girl online and we becames friends, i might even like her a little bit, we share a lot in common and for my luck we share the same university so i thought we would be friends(i was wrong). Out of the blue when we get to university she starts to act like she don't know me and i was like what's wrong and she was like i am just busy (at least if u want to end this, man up to it)
U know franz kafka once said
"there was a time where i though i am unfit for human relationship" i am relating to this now
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Am 24f techegerachu tawekalchu le tedar mihon nw memeret? I have many boys be ategebe. Tbh am in relationship ahunm betam kene gar yelefa sw nw aberognie yalew and we had betam bezu bezu negeroch like s,he’s my first le esum first negnie . but my families don’t love him he’s not good financial lay ene kesu yibelet agegnalhu , ene degmo betam financial teru lay yalu sewoch ategebe alu am confusing to choose my future partner , esun kedeche mehed kebedegnie, hatiyat nw teto mehed? Esu betam bene tesfa adergewal.. please tell me or advice me am very confused.
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And here is the story I want answers mostly from girls there is this girl which also lives a few meters away from my home is kind hard to say neighbours but she's pretty close to where I live and I liked her so so and so much it's been years since I wanted to talk to her and she also have a friend we were same campus with me for about 1 year and got separated she also lives a few meters away from where i live i can say they are neighbours (the girl that i like and her friend)but we've never talked nor say hi I also want to be friends with her just to get the chance to talk to her she(her friend also gives me an eye contact) then I ask my self a question what if she isn't into me what if she desnt like me and I will only see her places at church and also around not often and the funny thing is I have gon to church one day just so I can see her because I don't see her that much, when ever she passed me walking she kind give me eye contact like her friend but a way more for about 3 to 4 sec. I also look at her eyes and just walk away with out saying nothing like I it was best thing to do because I'm afraid if she say no and see her next time it would awkward so should i ask her out is it a sign her doing that or else ?
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Five years ago, I met a guy I quickly fell for. At 18, I had never had a boyfriend, and our long-distance connection became intense. Scared of starting something before college, I blocked him but couldn't stop thinking about him. After a year, I unblocked him, but when I confessed my feelings through a friend, he said he saw me as a sister. Hurt, I blocked him again.
Years later, I reached out, and we started dating. I was thrilled when he asked me to be his girlfriend, but soon, his behavior changed. He became distant and started hanging out with another girl, which made me uncomfortable. Despite feeling disrespected, I tried to ignore my instincts to avoid conflict.
As time passed, I realized we had different beliefs. When I confronted him, he suggested a break, which I mistakenly thought was temporary. I cried daily, feeling lost without him. I even offered to convert to his religion, but he said he wouldn't marry me, citing my family issues. This was a turning point; I recognized I was losing myself in the relationship.
After we broke up, I slowly moved on, but I still struggle with the feelings he left me with. I’m over him, but his manipulation and gaslighting still haunt me. Do you have any tips for healing from this?
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hey Guys I Need your adevice like it's urgent it's might be a long but i don't want miss out any detail so please be patient
The thing is there was a guy who was my brother bestfriend i've known him since i was a little u know i after a grow up he start flirting ngr begizew ene minm alakim nbr like even how to flirt ena ayigebagnim nbr minm ngr then le corona time break nbrku ena ebet meto eyaweran minman movie lakilgn byew lilebelew hedku betu he lives with his family and i've never been there before then he start playing u know ………at that time i didn't even have my first kiss i got freaked out i told him to let me go but he insisted ……like samign ayinet ngr i told him no he just continued …like eyetekderederku ngr nw yemeselew meselegn like yehone sat lay force litekem ngr simokr geftrew wetahu teketlogn weta ena lishegnsh blo minm endaltefetere ngr act mareg jemere i was freaked out for real ena eferaw nbr eske bzu gize dres this has happened almost 4 years back,
i got over the fear ena alfo alfo selam enbabal nbr bemehal enem yerase hiwot nbregn esum endezaw ………1 month back we were clebrating someones birthday and we met there and we planned to go out i was in a really bad situation like everything miderarebbachu ngr alea i just wanted a distruction ,we go out we got drunk we talked a lot like we got to know eachother betam when we got to our room he just tried to kiss me and i told him no he then stop and like anchi tibelchalesh blogn he hugged me and we fall a sleep,that nignt i told him about everything how he truaumatized me before minamn he was so sweet idk like malakew sew nw yehonebgn ,he told me that he has feelings for me and he wants me to be his gf kum ngr minamn ,i told him to slow things and talk ale ayidel i don't even know anything about him except that he is my brothers friend and that's bid deal you don't fool around with …… either way we talked over text like le samnt minamn we even met once ena he got shy ngr yemetetin sira ayeshiw ngr alegn still he raise that idea ena let take the first step lets get to know each other tebabaln then he stopes texting me eskehone sat aweraw nbr gin sayew ene negn leka maweraw when i stope texting literally zim zim beka even beakal agatami ketegenagnen erasu minm endaltefetere act mareg minamn ena what he did bothers me a lot i can't stop thinking about him ,like ruin yarekut meselegn hulum ngr be fracha ,you know close sew sihon ergetegna salhon benegeroch mejemer tiru ayidelem ena am just confused did i ruine the relationship that could be great or it's just boys amel idk…… min larg zim lbel or lawraw we would be perfect if things works out and if i didn't that would ruine his frindship and everything like risk lemewsed enkua i don't wana push things kene bicha endihon alfelgim ,even metet asasotot yihon ende yane endeza yalegn bye asbalehu ena min yishalal wegen
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Suffer from halitosis guys (bad breath) it drains my energy and affect my life goes to dental clinic three times and don't get help from any one of them and I think it is candida developed in my tounge but guys don't tell me just to brush twice a day use mouth wash bla bla bla I just try every thing regale of this any help please specially dentists or some one who is healing from it . thank you
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This is the story of a young woman 23, a soul adorned with beauty, intelligence and a heart brimming with kindness and devotion.
And she met a guy on Instagram who shared many interests with her, They talked about everything from health school to movies to science and any other related stuff and they both studied at medical school. they got along so well that she started to develop feelings for him after a months of chatting
After some time, she decided to tell him how she felt. However, he said he had never loved anyone before and couldn't accept her feelings. But later, he changed his mind and said he wanted to be with her, even though he struggled to express his emotions.
Despite their busy schedules, they managed to meet in person. It felt like they were reuniting after a long time apart.They shared intimate moments(kissed and a long ass hug) and had a moment. After along time on and off ( 2 years of it btw)cause of their busy schedule, he asked her to be his girlfriend and she couldn't say no for him because she loved him to the core. after that they met again and they had sex once, she couldn't say no for his interest because she loved him deeply. But things started to change. He became distant, only interested in physical intimacy, and seemed to care less about her feelings.
She asked him for more love and attention, she asked for bare minimum (phone calls and hangouts) but he dogged and ghosting her inviting, they were studied in different cities so the relationship was kinda LDR, but he claimed he was too busy to give her the time she needed. And she feeling unloved and lost, she realized she deserved better. She wanted a relationship based on care and respect not just physical desires
After then she decided to prioritize her own well-being and self-respect and asked him to act right and give back the love she deserve but the last replied he gave was "he get it but he had no time to give rn"... she lost after that reply, she can't forget what was he said for her on those times, she can't help her self, she can't move on, she lost, she lost, she's been like this for 2 years waiting for him to act right. Help her with what you got please🥺
P.s that girl is me
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I am scared of a lot, our Generation are living to get a girl or a boy, the don't have a real problem in there life,,Specifically
People in 16-21 here in vent channel are totally getting my brain to get depressed
1. masterbating
2. she hate me he love me.
I knew there are tons of people here who can change people's mindset... please guys request something amazing... or just learn from other venters...
I wish we all Ethiopians deal about something life changing rather then... wife husband seeking please don't kill your energy on something that is less important in your life...
sorry yetesemagnin.. nw✌️🙏
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Hi imma b quick w yall
It breaks ma heart that the only problems our generation facing is this kina problems
I read in one of the vents that
A brother hav a problem with changing girls everyday hw he gave four rings for a 4 diff girls nd talk bout hw he's not bad person bro If u were not a bad person than manew tadya
And another one says that he's facing problem with he's gf that she keeps sayin no she don wanna hav sex w him
And the funny thing is she's actually not a virgin but she don wanna hv sex engde ahun
Yhe Lesu problem nw
Demo another one havin issue w girls he can't sleep w em cuz he's feelings suddenly disappears for em
I dono min albat they c it as problem but I think there's more things 2 worry bout now day's
I say that the old good days
Hav ended nd yall should fouc8ng on the reall problem we facing this days
Beka get married Ena tagalgel brotha that's the only And the right solution if can't get married jst go nd work hard so u can
Ehen lemalet yeflakuttt
Nd I hope yall hav good 4 yrs
Adiosssss
Nd btw ma name is Ibrahim
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Sup y'all
I'm curious about something. Black magic spells (መተት/ድግምት).
I'm so religious, a devoted Orthodox Christian and I know a lotta ppl who struggle with that kinda thing.
They pray they baptize mnamn gn none of them work and set them free from the spells.
I mean it makes me fool to the point I started to question my faith. I thought God above Satan and his power, why these people aren't cured yet? Idk in Ethiopia next to racism kemtelawu nger yhe Eres bersachin endi yemnderargewu nger nwu ena if anyone knows an effective way to break a sorcery please tell me. It wasn't serious for me till I found out one of the closest people in my life are suffering with the same problem ena meftehe mtaku kindly ngerugn
Tnx for reading, may the Lord be with all of us
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another thing is that er, Nami failed her accounts paper, right? actually, the majority of the class failed and i don't actually take accounting but... anyway, she failed and got scolded by the teacher and i simply asked, "are you okay?" and instead she just rolled her eyes at me. ...? which i honestly...
struggle to initially understand since the previous days we were doing just fine.
but... when my other friend, Hanzel asked the exact same fucking question, she... replied? It was so weird, i thought it was just... so odd. Next day, our school called in a few universities to promote their courses and stuff in our school. my class had to be in the library. so, all three of them were sitting in a row, while I was facing the opposite, and Hanzel sat beside me.
Nami and Hanzel were talking a lot, and when i tried to get into the conversation too, Nami just, rolled her eyes at me. ??????? i genuinely didn't understand, because like, we don't actually talk after school, no. no insta, no telegram, nothing. so if you're gonna guess it's a misunderstanding through a text... it's definitely not it considering i have no communication with them outside of school, at all.
so... exiting the library, we also had a science project next week. Slydia who was absent the previous day, i asked her at the stairs of what she wants to do for the project. Nayla heard and she immediately went, "oh my god, the teacher literally told the class multiple times that everyone needs to fucking present" and im just like "ok" because. WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO RESPOND TO THAT? LIKE, SERIOUSLY?
during recess, it was awkward. so... fucking awkward. they were all talking amongst themselves, while i was... there, but... i don't... feel acknowledged? i wasn't acknowledged at all, actually. oftentimes when the teacher is gone, theyd resort to talking with themselves but, they never invited me. and im not even busy with work or anything, i just... I don't know. you could argue i could join them, but, it's going to be so awkward if i actually did.
there are a lot more, but i met the school counselor, i talked about my other friends, and... they've decided that it's gotten really toxic. i remember bawling my eyes out when my friend said the word "toxic". i couldn't stop my sobs and my tears, and they were so loud. my eyes were swollen.
during the whole period, i felt so... empty. i genuinely felt su1c 1dal at that point, and it's crazy how, my own best friends dont even check up on me. and you know who did? my friends who aren't even from the same class. and the guys in my class... i still remember how he told me that i shouldn't k-1ll myself because he knew how suic - 1d4L i was. i still get emotional and sad when i think about it again.
funnily, all three of them also cared about this guy, who's also in a similar situation like me, except... they aren't even close. just, general classmates. but they were so worried about that guy, but not... me? I always... make jokes about dy1ng or being depressed, but... none of them actually catch the hint. or maybe they do, but they aren't actually bothered enough to do anything about it.
i don't know what to do at this point. no, dont worry, i am not going to un alive myself... im not brave enough to do so anyway. i just.... wanted to get this off from my chest. that's all.
I've... also actually, apologized to them. ive scheduled the message because i didnt had the heart to wait. i asked my friends to read it but dont give me the context, and... it seems like they're shifting the blame onto me and they're questioning everything. wow... you really forgot your own roots, huh?
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This guy is showing all the signs that he likes me, but he’s not making any moves what should I do?There’s a guy in my class who has been giving me really strong signals that he’s into me, but he hasn’t actually made any move or directly shown his interest. Here’s what’s been happening He often makes deep eye contact with me, especially when he’s laughing or when something funny happens. I always catch him staring at me, and it feels like he’s trying to communicate something with his eyes. There have also been moments where he stares at me even when he’s talking to his friends, and sometimes he’ll look at me when I’m not looking and then quickly look away when I catch him. He also seems to find small excuses to be around when I’m nearby, but still doesn’t talk to me.His body language feels really clear like he’s into me but he hasn’t actually approached me, started a real conversation, or made any obvious move to show his interest. I’m confused because it feels like he’s holding back, and I don’t know why.Why would a guy show these strong signs but not make a move? Should I be the one to initiate something, or is it better to wait for him to take the first step?
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Hey guys what's up am M n 24 the thing is I have my own business and have employee's we engage like friends not ketari ena tekateri through this process I treated the one employee well like she's my gf mejmerya yehen ene salhon lela sew notice yargew ena teykugne " kesua lej mnden nw yalachu ngr wey andagnachun aweru ena relation jemeru hultachum gar feeling endal yastawekal " keza maseb jmerku ewnt lezich lej feeling alegn wey beye ena they are right I have feeling for her gn feraw lesua lemenager beza lay yesuan feeling mawek felku negrochen endalabelash ...what should I do zem beye mesmagn negryat mefterewen letbek weys yesuan feeling mejmerya lewek ?.....sry for my english and thanks for your time.
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I was reading sm vent ena...how did u guys get ur English this level? ere giveme sm link perfect mehonebeten eng betam yeqerenyal fr help me :)
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hi I am a 24M
so the thing is i have a bigggg feet fetish i mean i get horny just watching a preety feet everthing about womens feet makes me horny the soles nails everything so this obbsession got to the stage where i meet a girl who calls her self mistress and we had a great time i got what i want but the thing is i got addicted now i cant stop watching girls feet on the road even on porn and i am going to a lot of mistresses because havent had sex i also got an opportunity to have oral sex so it feels good
is this only me or anybody else with this type of obbsession ?🙄
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Nobody’s the shit. No one is truly “him” or “her.” The phrase “meant to be” works in fascinating, yet devastating ways. Fate? That's another word for it. What makes it terrifying is that we never really know what’s “meant to be” until it happens — and even then, how do we know that that's what was meant to be? For all we know, your five- or ten-year-long friendship might’ve only happened because you were just the bridge, the middleman. Maybe your role was to introduce them to someone who ends up being their real, lifelong friend. You? Just a stepping stone. No one is safe from this. Think about it, the person you married five years ago? Maybe they were only meant to meet your best friend through you, and they get married after you guys end up divorcing or something. You? Again, just part of the chain. Right now, I might have been introduced to someone only so that I could introduce them to someone else. But that doesn’t mean I’m stuck playing middleman my whole life. Sometimes, I get to be the one who gets introduced to. It’s all connected, but not always in ways that make you feel good. We’re all side characters in someone else’s life — no one is the main character. But it's not here that it ends up being terrifying yet wonderful. Imagine there’s this influential speaker, a guy with a gift for words. Over time, he rises to power and becomes the president of some country, say France. One day, you turn on your TV and catch him giving a speech about life and whatnot and guess what happened? His words..it hits you. His words changed your life. Maybe his entire purpose, all his achievements, his rise to the presidency, was so he could give that one speech and reach YOU. A random ass person. Or even maybe I joined this platform years ago just so I could vent right now. And you? You joined recently, read this post, and it clicked something in your head. You realize something about life because of a random string of events that brought us together here. Even further, picture this: a guy in Asia buys a new phone, but it gets stolen. Somehow, it’s shipped halfway around the world and ends up in your hands. The original owner? He has no idea that his phone is now on a completely different continent. It was never meant for him to keep it, you guys were worlds apart and yet it came all the way to you. The paths of your lives, even worlds apart, crossed without either of you knowing. That’s how small and insignificant we all are. It’s humbling. But here’s the thing, should we let it crush us? Nah. Just do what makes you happy and live your life. But let’s not fool ourselves into thinking that life is all about us.
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Setochye..tanash ehte (down there 👇) beyekenu new matbat samuna aynkat mnamn yemalsemaw ye doctor advice yelem but hulem ende adis tkoshshalech shta baynorm sitateb miferefer dirty alew mn gud new 😭 and.. breast lay tsegur mabkel is it normal? Not only breast butt Crack lay chmr tsegur is it normal ??😭
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😊😊Selam guys.i am dating a pilot here in Ethiopia .ena i really Love him but am not sure about his feelings for me.maryamn lataw alfelgm .ena do you think that pilot can be loyal in their relationship ?
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Guys endat nachu
Mn tefetere meselachu yehonech lj neberch Ena uni lay yemakat wededku teredagn alechgn keza Ena degmo be hiwot girlfriend norogn aykem Ena esh alkat keza 1 month mnamn abren kekoyen behala negeroch escalate adrgew abren entegna alkat keza room yzen my penis alkom ale mnm bederg embe ale blow job hand job even oral mokern gn alkom ale Lela Ken iko zmblo iyekome aza neber myadergen keza beka isun finger adrga andi soset kecheresch behala wetan keza 2 weeks later dgame room yzen sex linaderg mokern still alkom ale 🤣🤣 beka this time alchalkum beka ljtun let's break up alkat betam alekesch still ahunm iyelemnchgn nw andi lay endnhone
Ena guys what is the problem Ena how can I fix it Ena mn lbelat degmo esun
Thank u 💓
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Hello guys i just wanted to ask u something here OK I'm one of the most attractive girls out there and the problem is I don't go out I don't post anything in social media Minamin most of my life is class ebet nw class kelelegn demo ebet west nw mewilew i dont chill I never drink any alcoholic drinks Ena people told me to go out to meet new friends post picture on social media becha yalegnen my youth enditkmibet yengrugnal but I don't really know what to do ferhat albegn to do something seweta Hulum sew tekurtu ene lay yemselegnal mask aderge nw mewtaw sewm alekerbim becha confidence yelegnem bmnm ngr Ena yhe ngr betammm depression west eyasgbagn nw salsakek mewtat mechawet efelgalew guadgnoche ga gn demo my comfort zone yene ebet nw endet nw rasen upgrade madergew please help ur sister out I also need money to help my parents gn ferhat albegn temarim negn mn laderg endi yhonkut strict nberu my familys leza nw still nachew but I feel like I'm wasting my time... I wanna one of the most confident girl ferhates endet lasweged ewnt I'm so stressed
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I'm M 25 and am in jail for last 3 year still now and am so tired by my life malet beka bzu negeroch adekemug emewedat fekre ene ezi bemekoyete yetenesa bzu negerwa eytgoda new ahun lay dmo btlyaye ngr emnleyay mslo eytsmag nw ezi bota lay keswa lela manm yelegm ba ahun sat dmo fekren matat tsfa yadrekulet adis hiwot rasu and lay gedel yegebal am trying my best to fix my relationship but some features of problems are bumps up from somewhere and make me depressed filing lonely cause of those things sometimes i think about suicide or doing some drugs what should i do guys help me out guys or am going to decide the first choice ....
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Hey y’all so me and my soon to be husband are long distance who are saving ourselves until our wedding. We both grew in a strict Christian family, so we knew about our boundaries. Even though we now know our love language is physical touch/intimacy, I wouldn’t have minded if we never had any of it till we got married. But things started to change slowly. Starting from the first peck, to the deep kisses, to the touching eachother’s privs and cuddling, he was the one initiating them all, and i was fine with it bc we didn’t ever involve any kind of sex. I sometimes would think of telling him we should limit it but then i just compensate with his feelings bc at least he didn’t ask for sex and he’s the man, you know. Then one day after we spent the night together he was like, “you know what, i think it’s wrong of us to do this stuff before we’re married n we should repent“ and that just hit me🤦♀️ He told me in a very gentle way and i acted all cool at the moment. Buttttt😭 I should have been the one to resist, i should have said no starting from the first kiss he gave me, I should have suggested this before he did, but now he made me feel soooo guilty and embarrassed😭😭 i should have stayed the innocent girl he met at first, i think i really messed up😞
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12 oct, hey edt nachu😊 it's my first vent 🤗,,, univ architect stu wde pointu snhed edzi aynet life experiance yalachu hasabachun share edtargugn nw (seriously pls🥹) ena mn mselachu klay edalkwachu ye architecture tmari negn ena departmntun smert btam flgew nbr gn ke gbaw bwala gn yaltbkut ngr gtmegn,, mndinew arif pc yasflgal tbale eshi alkuna enm yalegnin actually wendime ytmrkebat ye dro pc nate 🤭 ena eswan amtiche tftf malet jmrku esuma tagsagn 4 amet astmarechign (be skay nw gn archtect yhone sw yawkewal🤗) but finally lmrk sell bzi krmet ye apparent project eyserawbet pcye crush argeche🥹 ene lasera swsdat mnm tsfa edelelw ngrugn lngeru btam old nat adelm le archtect le normal tmarim athonm ena bzi krmet adis pc lmgzate yalmokerkut nger yelm gn bka mnm alhonlign ena finally mn asbku zndro withdraw molche ktay amet lmktel asbkugn 😔 ena kzi bfi btlyayu mkiniyatoch withdrew molto kza yktele mnamn kale hasabun share argilegn btam slferaw nw malet normal nw 1 amet, ena be 1 amet wst mn aynet sera bsera eske 40 k birr lagegn echilalew ( l have skill like graphics, editing) pls eski hasabachun askmtulign gwadegnachun ke chinket tadegut 🥹pls
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20M 🔜 21 and here's a little writing I did for my tip of the iceberg ("my tip"😭😂)
I see nice places and think to myself I would have taken her here
I see flowers and think I would have given her these
I see chocolates and think I would have bought her these
I read poems and think I would've wrote her one like this
I listen to good music and think how you wouldn't have liked it
And I start thinking how I'm going to make it grow on you
I create a scene in my head where I would explain why it's a great music
I think to myself that everything reminds you of me as it does to me
I think to myself maybe when her brother mentions football she'll think of me
Maybe feel bad for me when you hear my team has lost
I think to myself how I would tell you that you made me wish I never looked at other women
How you made me wish your smile was the only thing I laid my eyes on
How you made me wish your smell was the only thing my nose picked
How you made my skin only crave yours
How my little brain fell in love with yours
How I didn't look at you with lust
How I realized the efforts you made after you left
How I look at someone from afar and hope it's you
Even in the city you were not in, I always looked for you
I looked for you in places... even in other people
But never seem to find you
I don't think I'll ever do
And that scares me
You were my greatest discovery
The red sea scrolls to my archeology
And now I'm remembering other things I thought of telling you
I think of how I would tell you Lucifer is not actually a name
I think of telling you about apocalyptic Jewish books
How the book of Ecclesiastes resonated with modern works of Camus
How I would tell you about the story behind the different versions of the bible
And it saddens my heart I never got to share this part of me with you
How long did I know you? 3? 4 months?
I think... I just do that
I create these scenes in my head
And for some reason I feel like you will come back
Maybe that's me not letting go
But am I wrong for that
Would the people of heaven give up the life they have
So why should I move on
I just want eternity with you, is that too much to ask?
But time will pass, I think I'll forget you
And I feel like I will meet someone else... Maybe my Autumn
But like every student, I know there won't be anything like Summer
When the day comes to tell my friends "Sorry guys I gotta see about a girl"
I wish you'll be that girl
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hey, the last time i wrote in here was months ago. but anyway, i got a more insane story to tell. so... i lost my best friends. or, my so called best friends, i think. all three of them.
so, we'll call them, Nayla, Nami and Sydia.
I met all three of them as they were new students (ive been here since 2020 and they came in school in 2023) so, i decided to become friends with them. they weren't there at the same time, but first, it was Nayla, then Nami, and finally Sydia.
Nayla was my best friend.
was.
we were close, and when Nami came in, I also decided to befriend her and we all became buddies. So... if anything, i was quite literally their tour guide and their first friend ever there, too.
I get pity whenever someone new comes in because I know the feeling of having no friends, but... it's like, how my friend said. being the admin of a group, and your own members kicking you out of it.
so... basically, i got a boyfriend, right? boyfriend turns out to be a weirdo, like, in a sexual way, and jerked off to my pictures and stuff... he also apparently had taken pictures of me in secret, specifically, the not so appropriate ones. mind you though, i cover from head to toe with loose clothing...
anyway, long story short, had a fight with Slydia because she teased me about "liking it" whenever he secretly took pictures, so i told her, "there are some things you cant joke about" and she snapped and said "if you know that you've got a sensitive heart, then you should just shut up"
and so i did.
i stopped recessing with them for quite a while, and we didn't talk. the others in my group were wondering though, and i was finally brave enough to... actually say what happened. but still.
isnt the context of, having one's picture taken in secret is already creepy? and Nayla told me i was being dramatic... being dramatic because im scared that he's going to do it again??? like, i deadass told her about what he did and, i dont even think she gives a fuck about it.
anyway... there's too much that had happened, but I'll just explain the important bits.
so, one day, we just had our examination finished and we didn't talk during this whole period but we still recess and stuff because usually they'd discuss the answers after exams are over. i didn't like that, because my parents and teachers taught us to not discuss the answers after exams because it'll only make us more anxious.
so. they were sitting around at one table. (at this time, all tables were individually separated) and because i was sitting at the back, i only saw three of them, talking and laughing. i gave the teacher an excuse to use the bathroom, but i ended up having a breakdown. and... Az, the girl who hated me from before, heard me.
i was panicking. i honestly thought she'd ignore me, but... instead she... comforted me. it's as if... she never even hated me in the first place. i still remember her telling me to eat during recess. my... former friend finally came down and asked, but i lied about it's just me worrying about my exam marks. if you actually know me, exams are the very LEAST that im thinking up in my head. anyway, i got good results if that might be reassuring.
then, Nayla comforted me, but i lied because i was so scared of actually telling the truth. i was terrified, to say the least. throughout that whole time, i kept asking myself, can she not see through my lie? could she not see me lying through my fucking teeth?
moving on, Slydia was absent on sunday, so it was only me, Nayla and Nami. At some point, I told her, "hey, sometimes i feel like im third wheeling you guys" and you know what Nayla said? She laughed, and went, "oh but if Slydia's here, what is it gonna be?" and i told her "fourth wheel?" and the conversation just, ended there.
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Hey everyone, 27 M, I simply just wanna know, have y'all questioned your religion, i want every single one of you to be just honest and not defensive and tell me if the reason you are following your religion is based on something you truly felt or seen rather than what was passed to you by your parents, what's your proof? did you ever confront your self?
The bible has verses like " A lazy person says 'there's no GOD'" and "bad people(forgot the actual word) seek miracles" but is it fair to accept and devote life to a religion solely based on a book and traditions and stories passed from our fore fathers. and do you really believe that all humans are created without their consent yet most of them will end up in hell burning for eternity??
By the way i'm Orthodox and learned a lot about my religion, and on topic about "existence of God" it says "every creation has a creator, just because we don't know or see the builder of this table doesn't mean i came out of nothing", it makes sense but doesn't answer many questions. and in our country you can't ask these kinds of questions in any of the religions, so I'm just a boy having a hard time and struggling with these questions so i would appreciate if you could tell me your opinions and especially if you ever had similar questions and regained you faith i would really like you thought.
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It fuckin hurts
The thought of not being able to see her again fuckin hurts.
Looking at her pictures every night before bed fuckin hurts.
Listening to her voice everyday fuckin hurts.
Reading our past conversations fuckin hurts.
Smelling her scent fuckin hurts.
Closing my eyes fuckin hurts, cuz shes the only thing im day dreaming abt these days.
Painting hurts cuz i can see her face in every blank canvas.
But hay, let's see the bright side .. endless gym motivation 😁 ( but that also fuckin hurts )
Whatever i do shes always in my minde and that fuckin hurts
The day will go smoothly with a fake smile but when the night comes everything shifts, it just fuckin hurts!
I wish i could go back in time and stop my self from every damage i caused to her, i wish i was a better husband for her, i wish if i can make her mine all over again, i wish for the pain to stop, i wish, i wish, i wish.... ik non of my wishes will come true, but there is a dululu part of me that still wishes that still hopes
I loved her with all my heart (all of it) so i guse i have to pay the price for that too.. marem sibeza yemeral adel mibalew😅
For her im the biggest mistake she ever made but for me she is my answer to my prayers, she is a blessing
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