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09 ноября 2024 07:57

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I'm tired. I'm so tired of everything.  My life is so boring and plane, I'm falling behind everyone, i hate my looks and body and i can't stand looking at  a mirror. I can't do this anymore

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08 ноября 2024 04:41

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I’m a 24-year-old Christian guy, and I’ve never shared this with anyone before, but I really need help.

When I was in grade six, some older friends exposed me to masturbation — they did it right in front of me. I hated it, I hated everything about it. That day changed my life, though, in a way that still haunts me. Even though I was disgusted at first, I found myself thinking about it when I was alone. Eventually, I gave in and started doing it myself. It felt good in the moment, but afterward, the regret was like a knife in my chest. I’d cry and beg God to take this burden from me. I knew it was wrong from the start, but the urges kept pulling me back in.

I never even saw a naked girl at the time. It was just my imagination that triggered it. But the worst part? I knew this was a sin. I know it’s against everything I believe, but when the lust hits, it’s like I lose all control. The second I finish, though, the guilt comes crashing down. Every time, it feels like I’ve betrayed myself, betrayed God. I cry, I hate myself, and I can’t stop blaming myself. It’s a cycle I can’t break, an addiction that’s been following me for years. I remember times when I even did it after coming back from church, and the shame from that alone is overwhelming.

I’ve never told anyone about this. I feel trapped. When I reached grade 10, I started watching porn. The thing is, I’d watch it, masturbate, and immediately delete it because the guilt and shame would kill me. I’ve never enjoyed it, not once — not after the act. The regret is always stronger than any pleasure.

In grade 11, I had sex for the first time, and the same thing happened. The regret hit me immediately after. I’ve tried to stop this, sometimes going two or three months without giving in, but then life gets hard, stress hits, and I don’t even know how it starts again — suddenly, I’m watching porn or masturbating, like I’m on autopilot.

I’ve been in relationships, but to be honest, all I ever seem to think about is having sex. It’s hard to admit that, but it’s true. Some girls even complained that I was too big for them, and afterward, they didn’t want to do it again. That only made me feel worse about myself.

I’ve read the Bible so many times. I know what I’m doing is wrong. I’m ashamed of it. I judge myself every single day. Please don’t judge me — I do enough of that already. I hate myself for it, and I know my actions are sinful. I’ve even fallen into sex chatting, and it’s just one more thing that makes me feel dirty and trapped.

My lust is destroying me. It’s ruining my life, my spirit, my mind. I know exactly what it’s costing me, and I feel like I’m suffocating in this. I just want to be free from it. Please, if anyone has gone through this and found a way out, help me. I’m begging for help, not judgment. I’ve had enough of that from myself. I don’t know how to escape this anymore, but I want to. I want to change.

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08 ноября 2024 04:41

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Hello everyone this is advice for those who use Dating app ene yegetemegnen lenegerachu maybe it's lesson or demo yegetemew kale .....I was using dating app it's called Badoo and 1 sew tewaweku and telegram username tekeyayern then telegram lay mawerat jmern keza he is cool siyaweram betam yeteregaga new menamn tegebaban bednb keza be akal lemegenagnt sitykegn agatami hono altmchgnm keza lelam ken sitykegn aymchgnm alkut keza it's ok beka sefer metche lagegnsh ena awereten tegebiyalsh alegn keza enem sefer kemeta beye eshi alkut keza Corolla mekina nbr yeyazew simeta yawe rasu nbr photo lay yalew keza gebaw na tinsh ke sefer asphalt teshagero akome mekina ene ma esu nen mekina west yalenew mawerat jmern sle sera nbr yaweranew keza selk tedewelelet suk eka reseche wetche eyedewelu belo ke mekinaw wered na awereto  temeles becha bezu gize selk sidewelelet eyewerd eyawera yimelesal keza ahunm werew tedegagami homenebgn sel awekuhe Des belognal lela ken engenagnaln menamn eyalut hulet face mask and kofiya yargu sewoch mekinaw west gebu na afenugn ene gabina nbrku keza birrun yekolefew meselot new meselgn be eje berun kefechew bechalkut bagegnwet tinfash mechohe jmerku ye enen chut yesemach asefalt lay abera mechohe jmerch keza ye sefer sew mekinawn meketl jmeru betam eyefeten nbr mekinaw ye gabinaw birr kefet sel nbr enem egezihaber beretatun setegn na ke mekinaw tenekebalelku weredku I don't know endet endeza edarku rasu ena mekinaw amelete ene mekinaw west segeba targa neberew sewoch siketelut gn targa yelwm ye hualaw keza mekinawn amelete ena ebakachu sew atemenu ke ene temaru I don't know mm felgew ende hone selk iphone new gn selkun felgew aydelm enesu selkun ene ke liju eje gar setagel new mekina west yewedekebegn ena pls edzhe yagatemachu kalachu comment yalagatemachu demo tetenkeku

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08 ноября 2024 04:40

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Hello 26m
So I want your opinion on something. So basically my question is this are short term relationships and sex right for men because you know our society basically a man is the one with the finance and responsibilities to take care of his Marriage and So on. So in other words a man must be financially stable to be married. Meaning atleast more than 300,000 saved in his bank account and has a nice income which takes Time maybe a long time 35 to 40 age most of time until then people shouldn't marry if that is the case why is sex a sin I mean every men has sexual feelings isn't it absurd. Can you share me your thoughts?

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08 ноября 2024 04:40

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What did you get in life by being ጨዋ lij?

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08 ноября 2024 04:39

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Hey y'all 26 M.... Never imagined my self venting but here we go.... So in the summer there was this girls who was an intern from AAU that have been doing her internship in our office there was a group students actually... So I just can't get her outta my head man.. Her pretty ቀይ face, Her smile and the way she talks like damnn... We chatted few times like casual talk about her education and stuff... Bruhh I even saw her in my dreams so many times.. I'm obsessed I think.... Tho I can get her contacts easily.. I'm not going to reach out to her... I'm afraid I will look like a creep if I texted her or stg...and I think she even forgot my existence at all💀💀....So I'm just sitting and waiting here till fate crosses our paths then maybe I'll ask here out(Ik I sound dumb)...

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08 ноября 2024 04:38

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Heyy guys am 23f and yedroo elementary school guadegnaye dewlo engenagn ylegnna tegenagnten bzuu aweran sakn mnamn keza kesuga yemeta and guadegnawm neber esu wchi slk eyawera sleneber bzum alaweranm ... Kez ayehone sew ale kanchi ga betam match taregalachu blo photown asayegn slesum negeregn salayee beka wededkut 😭 ... Keza weyne beka astewawkegn byew teleyayen ena ande bante slk ldewllat blo abrot kemeta lj slk tekeblo dewelelgn .... Kezan ken buhala guadegnaw beyekenu ydewlal engenagn eyale chekechekegn .... Keza zm bye agegnehut ena slku arif slehonech tenesaeu mnamn keza gn lju obsessed hone 🥺 ene ltewawekew yeneberew lj demo chrash wendmu new .... Keza Yzot meta na yesu fkregna endehonkugn asmeso astewawekegn weyneee 😭😭 gn tru sew nw begenzeb betam yredagnal mnamn ... Mnm aynet gngnunet gn yelenm ... Ene gn betekenu slezagnaw eend ssema beka you guys atakum betammmm elm yale fkr wst negn mn larg chenekegn lngeree weys ????

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08 ноября 2024 03:00

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19m guys since we're talking about sexual insecurities what about having a dark skinned penis as a white dude

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08 ноября 2024 03:00

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Old as fuck in my mind I think
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U know failing in life it hurts but it is also so liberating, anyways it is so much better than doing things u don't like so that u can just do whatever everyone else is doing, survive. My mind is in messed up state and people going crazy ain't nothing new these days, sometimes I think about going crazy and I just know that ain't me but when I think about all of the times I spent on nothing and for fear of losing it even though it was inevitable hurts me more. On the plus side am not even me anymore. Don't ever sell ur dreams. It's like what J Cole said "even if u let'em kill ur dreams it will hunt u". I want to be free of these state of mind but that requires balls and seizing the day and paying ur due diligence. I don't feel like I have to be me anymore, I could just fake it like I faked it all these years. I don't know people am just lost and I hope time will come when I could get out of these rut am in, if I live that long. Love urs..pc out

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08 ноября 2024 03:00

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The realization that you're left behind so much behind especially when choosing university education over other actually useful and money making hustles. The realisation that you fucked up when you choose med school as a carrier spending more than 6 sleepless years draining your self to end up with wrinkles fatigue and a stupid MD degree that won't get you anywhere but in a pit of regretting your life decisions still left behind at that age even. Left behind all your friends who was not good at school and had bad grades but they started life earlier did their business and connections and now making money with what they're doing and having fun at the same time. The realization that having straight A's ain't shit but a lie everybody told you you'd succeed in life if you had good grades. The realization that you're a pretty girl but not changing that in to some attention on some social media's and building some thing off of that. Me sitting here as a 3rd year med student filled with nothing but regrets.

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07 ноября 2024 03:01

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Here's the thing ejeggggggggg betam chnket wst negn yalehut betam bzuu neger nw yetederarebebgn, ena I feel like I'm a burden on my mom ena I can't do it anymore... Betam eyastelagn nw eyenorku rasu yalehut so tyakeye... Rasun miatefa sew fetehat kaltederegelet neseha bigeba tergum ynorewal?

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07 ноября 2024 03:01

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Hey 19f
So amna nbr with my boyfriend yetewaweknew mejemeriya lay friends nebern keza nw wede relationship yetekeyerew. He was a gentleman, caring, Beka yefelekutn ngr nbr miyaregegh we had fun betam des mil moments asalfenal. Ena yewchi process jemro nbr yane then tesaktolet kehede wer honotal. Ena yetesakalet scholarship nbr ena esun teto lela hager hedo sera mefeleg jemere mnamn gn sera ata then let's breakup alegh all of a sudden ena abren menketl aymesleghm ale keza tnsh koyto demo cheat endaregebgh negeregh with a fucking sugar mommy🤦🏽‍♀️😭 sera selataw home service sesera birr abederechgh bemil mekniyat he kissed her and lela ngr endemtfelgm negrewalech😭so please help me out beka I'm 19 ik bzu endemitebkegh gn how can I forget him malet he's my first boyfriend😭betam nbr mewedew ena gn betam nw yazenkut. I mean ene mnm alarekutm hule nbr maweraw check maregew. Sijemr beftsum endezi yaregal bye asbew makew sew adelem ena please give me some of ur advises.Thank u

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07 ноября 2024 03:01

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I have one question fkr malet sexual thing mareg nw ende❔
I don't know why gn this generation fkr mijemerut Le giziyawi semetachew becha nw 😭

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07 ноября 2024 03:01

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Hey guys I’m 24 and it’s my first vent keze befet Stefe nbr nw admin alasalefelegnem becha ande teyake alegne ena la setoch nw wend ga be relationship koyachu eske teg deres sex adergachu atatemachu keza behala behone ngr teteltachu seteleyayu derom wendoch yemetfelguten ngr esjetagegnu deres nw yemetelu yemr yan geze ye sex semetun alatatamechutem destegna alnebrachu ymr wendu selefelege becha nw yaregachut semet yelachum enante sex mareg atfelgume este negrugne

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07 ноября 2024 03:01

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I need to get something off my chest.
I'm 21 M living abroad and honestly, I've never been in a relationship that's lasted more than 3 months. I usually date and hang out with girls, but I just can’t seem to get attached, and I have no clue why.
But then there's this girl I met about 4 months ago. We both vibe in the same friend group and live together. I’ve been dealing with my own stuff, like smoking for the past 7 months, so at first, I was all about keeping my distance to avoid any drama. But she’s super affectionate, and we end up arguing over the dumbest things, which is kinda fun in a weird way.
One night, it was just z 2 of us at home watching a movie, and things got a little heated- started making out. It was weird because we both pulled back at one point, but then it happened again when we were alone. Now, every time she hangs out with the other guys, I get this weird jealous feeling. It’s like I’m actually starting to like her, and that freaks me out because I don’t want to get hurt.
I talked to her about it, and she said she just got out of a relationship and isn’t looking for anything serious—just keeping it casual. But for me, it feels way more than just fun, and I even miss her when I don’t see her for a day. I don’t really have anyone else to talk to about this, so I’m kind of lost here. What should I do? I’m seriously struggling.

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09 ноября 2024 07:56

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I'm a 22-year-old guy, and I usually don’t vent or ask for advice, but here I am, lying on my bed on a random Friday, reflecting on my life. I’ve always been a mix of introvert and extrovert. My childhood was great, but when I hit high school, my family moved to the outskirts of Addis Ababa, and I ended up feeling pretty isolated during my teenage years.

I’ve never been in a serious relationship until I was 21, even though I know many girls liked me malet nw back in high school. I was just too shy to act on it ngr. There were even girls baddies nw mlachu who had crushes on me, but I kept my distance, caught up in the idea that I needed to make money first—thanks to all the red pill content I absorbed online bezi agatami filter out what you consume.

During this time, I fell into some risky business. I started exploring the world of carding, which is essentially betam aza. Its stealing credit card information to make quick cash. It was exhilarating at first navigating underground forums, learning the tricks of the trade, and pulling off scams. I made a decent amount of money, which I funneled into my family’s business. The rush of successfully executing a scam was addictive yelele, but I also became aware of the risks getting chemadd could ruin everything, and the moral implications weighed heavily on me.

Eventually, I realized I couldn’t rely on that lifestyle forever. I decided to shift my focus to something more tenegna wedehone ngr. After graduating high school with good results, I went to college but dropped out to help my family with their business. For two years, I hustled and learned the ropes of entrepreneurship, but it was draining yelele i even lost my character.

The most memorable part of those years was a girl I dated for three months. We met in Merkato when I bought something from her sister esua neberech deliver yaregechlegn. She was sweet and beautiful, and during our time together, I found myself falling for her hard. We shared amazing moments, including a kiss that felt great one of those moments that just stays with you ngr. I loved her in a way that was genuine and overwhelming, but as much as I cared, my financial struggles weighed me down. I felt I had to make the tough decision to break things off. It broke my heart, but I knew my family was depending on me, and I had to prioritize my future.

After realizing that the trade business wasn’t going to bring in enough money, I decided to move to Dubai and start fresh. I went with just enough for a flight and a two-month visa, without a plan for accommodation or food. I hustled, trying to find my footing. Ena fast forward sra agegnew nd i worked for 4 months nd Unfortunately, I got fired just before my visa expired, leaving me in a tough spot. I stayed with kind guy from my community habesha nw, promising to pay him back once I found a job le room malet nw .

Despite my efforts, I couldn’t secure a job that would help me renew my visa, so I made the tough decision to return to Addis to avoid overstaying nd Ke police ga kemeruarat also its illegal . Now I’m back, feeling lost and overwhelmed. Life is tough, and I’m realizing I need to connect with others who share my ambition, especially in content creation.

And here’s the thing: I really miss my ex. I loved her deeply, and those memories, especially that kiss, linger in my mind. Should I reach out to her? I want to clear the air and see if there’s a chance to start over. I’d appreciate any thoughts or advice from anyone who understands what I’m going through.

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08 ноября 2024 04:41

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21M

I want to ask you something. I have a girlfriend of four years. I love her very much. But I really wanted sex, but she said let's get married and then she stopped me. What should I do? I have never had sex since I was born.

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08 ноября 2024 04:41

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i am 23m long story short been sexual negere be young age nw yawekote like sexual stuff gorebete minamin that hole other story i have been at peace with it like its a past ena i cant change it trumatized miamin alehunekume beye asebalewe gin the problem is i started mastrbtion btm be young age when 10 minamin ena i am horny 24/7 i can control my self i am in the journey of stopping porn and mastrbtion but i cant i have btm high sexual drive i dont know what to do to be honest

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08 ноября 2024 04:40

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Hi I need to vent I am 39 M and I'm broke I still live in my mom's house
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Betam new chigir yalebigh, yameighal lemin endezi argo endefeterigh alakim chigre min meselachu I have sexual disiers not on konjiye set or wend uffffff! It's hard to tell the truth hisanat betam new mimechuigh min mareg endalebigh akalim hisan ሳይ ላቼ ይንተብተባል ብላት ብላት ነው mileigh አስካሁን ግን ምንም ነገር ሞክሬ አካልም ህጻን ልጅ ሳይ ግን በ ሃሳቤ ብዙ ነገር ነው ማረጋቸው guys what should i do?? የ ሄቬንን ጉዳይ ስሰማ ልቤ በጣም አዝኖ ነበር ግን በ አንድ በኩል ደሞ ውስጤ ያለው ሴጣን ስሜቴን ሲከሰክሰው ነበር ምን አለ አሱን baregigh sil neber mindew yalebigh chigir guys?? Ere beka hisanat say betam simete mimetaw yikombighal yewhonch ye gorobet lij alech she's my friend hule new machawtat she's 3 years old bizu neger mareg efelgalew neger gin...

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08 ноября 2024 04:40

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Do You think It's a good idea to reveal my identity to someone from this group ?if anyone done this before please share your experince

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08 ноября 2024 04:39

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Pls help me is it safe to have sex and take post pill after 12 or 24 hours mn yahl yastemamnal

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08 ноября 2024 03:00

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Part 1
It's kinda long story, so bare with me, please
So it started when my best friend and abro adeg wendeme yemelew mother came from UK 🇬🇧 (London)for a 4 week vacation
And I gotta say it had been a long time since I saw her
So, let's get back on track
My friend called me and he was like bro my mom is here come and say hi
And I agreed I mean why won't I our family know each other for a very very long time plus my mom and his mom had us at an early age like his mom 17  and my was like 17 and half  or something so u can say both our mothers where pretty young to be more specific the day she arrived in Ethiopia for vacation she was like 37 I guess
So, back to the point again
I greeted her she gave me a hug, and to tell the truth, she doesn't even look like she's 37
She looks like she's 22 or 23
She looks pretty asf demo with
Big juicy booty
Boobs big & juicy and didn't even drop down an inch
So, on the 2nd week
I slept in the guest house she was staying in, and in the morning, my best friend  got a date, and by that, I mean
He was heading out to fuck a girl and her twin lucky bastard I know
So he left and I stayed there with his mom we were talking & catching up
And suddenly my phone rang and I went to check it out(it was charging) and then when I looked back at his mom I just realized that the white shirt she was wearing was a complete see through when there is enough light and when I say see through I mean see through like u can see her nipples and stuff well enough and as I mentioned earlier his mother is so hot like from 10 she's like a million
Unfortunately I was hypnotized watching her good big juicy titties less did i know that she was looking at me while I was staring at her boobs and she let a little laughter that woke me up from my mefzez and she looked at me and said aye ye zendero lejoch u guys can't control yourselves
And I was ashamed that I immediately apologized and she said don't worry about it came towards me and gave me gentle double tap on my chest
And left saying make your self at home am going to take a shower
She left & I was stuck with that pic of her hot boobs in my head
That I started what if scenarios in my head you know like porn
That's of course until I heard her calling me from the bathroom
I said "weye"
And she responded "na ande eski wede"
And I went there knocked at the door and repeat "weye terasheg"
She said "awo na geba" the moment I open the door she was tying the towel Infront of the bathroom mirror which eventually allowed me to see her naked hot body from the front and bruh her body is clearly from heaven like damn hot

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08 ноября 2024 03:00

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Hi this is me 30 yr old F working, I have Epilepsy taking medication daily I dont know for how long I continue, am from poor and complicated family like I dont know my father, grown up with my aunty and her childrens, now am afriad of marrying because my mom dont want me to get married because of our dad was bad guy, I am sick, am not vx, am not rich yet, am not cute enough to be loved, all the men I met want my body not me most of then said it sex partner so what should I do I have a lot to say about me but tired for now

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08 ноября 2024 03:00

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Yo, I'm straight as fuck but BTS are hot as fuck. Damn🥵🥵🥵 Just saw their vid and you can call me iron man from the waist down. I dare any guy not to catch feelings. I'm still very straight but hypothetically if one of the vocalists want to hit me up, I'm fucking gone ladies. If any guy here has watched their vids, lay it on me bro. Is it weird or what?

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07 ноября 2024 05:27

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07 ноября 2024 03:01

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I am a 20 yrs old girl and lately beka I am losing hope in most things like my energy is 0 and some days I feel so energetic and I enjoy the day but mostly I feel numb and anxious Abt things and sometimes I even doubt whether I feel like that malet sometimes I think yehone I am seeking attention and I need to suck it up and get tough but idk I am rly confused as hell about my feelings are they real or am I just an attention seeker and I feel like an imposter most of the time , like whether I truly know something or am I worthy bye eteykalehu bzu gize , and recently demo yehone ende 70 amet person new yemisemagn literally beka life bore eyaregegn new nothing excites me I don't even know if I want to be successful and betam nostalgic eyehonku new bka I can't stop thinking about the past beka mnm noro adelm gn lifen wede huala eyenorku new ymimeslgn I am rly in the most confused state what should I do?

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07 ноября 2024 03:01

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I've to get this off my chest. I'd always thought having friends was not important. The idea of interacting with people was something I couldn't physically do. I keep my circle very small that it only fits me. Talking with strangers feels refreshing at first then it becomes a tough nut to crack. So I stay in most of the time. Read books, watch some sad movies, and I sometimes write. I did enjoy doing all of this until recently. Living in this shell that I created to keep my self from getting hurt never felt lonelier. There's a quote by Charles bukowski which goes like "when nobody wakes you up in the morning, and when nobody waits for you up at night, and when you can do whatever you want, what do you call it freedom or loneliness?" Well I felt this to my core. I'm not out here looking for friendships or a boyfriend for that matter. I have serious issues to resolve and I know I have to learn how to be happy by my self. But I must say sometimes this loneliness/freedom comes with a bag of boredom, and it's so hard to to keep on living with የጎበጠ ጀርባ.

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07 ноября 2024 03:01

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07 ноября 2024 03:01

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I met him when I was 19 (5 years back), and even from the beginning, I sensed that there was something off about our connection. Our conversations were deep and engaging, touching on everything from religion to psychology and our mutual love for movies. He was eloquent and challenged my thoughts, making me think in ways I hadn’t before. Despite these meaningful exchanges, I knew there was a toxicity lurking beneath the surface.

As time went on, I found myself falling for him, acutely aware of the red flags. I tried to ignore the way he manipulated our relationship, thinking that my affection could somehow change him. I invested so much of myself in trying to impress him and become a better version of myself, hoping it would matter. Yet, no matter what I did, I felt like I was never enough to earn his respect or commitment.

The pain of realizing that he was more interested in using my feelings to fulfill his own needs hit me hard. I forgave him repeatedly, even when he said brutal things that crushed my spirit. Our situationship was fraught with confusion; I was emotionally invested while he treated my feelings as disposable.

Now, after nearly five months of no contact, I find myself missing him in ways that feel contradictory. I miss the conversations we had and the way he made me think, even though the connection was toxic. Watching my friends find joy in their relationships deepens my fears and insecurities. I feel stuck, worried that I’ll miss out on the excitement of my early 20s while grappling with the emotional fallout of our situation.

One of the hardest realizations for me is how easily I love. I tend to see people deeply and study their details, which makes it hard for me to resist falling for them. This has left me feeling vulnerable and scared; I worry that I’ll invest my heart in someone who won’t reciprocate. The thought of getting close to anyone again feels daunting because I fear that my feelings will not be met with the same intensity. It seems safer to keep my distance, to avoid the pain that comes with unreciprocated emotions.

Coping with these feelings has been challenging. I’m navigating the pain of feeling unlovable while trying to make sense of what I went through. There are moments when the weight of it all feels too much, and I question if I’ll ever be able to move forward.

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07 ноября 2024 03:01

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Hello guys this is my first time venting.....so the thing is I have a boy friend.the issue is he wanna have sex and I don't betam bzu gize bezih mkniyat tetaltenal but we get back together somehow.so the reasone I don't wanna have sex is 1.i don't wanna have sex before marriage 2.idk why but I don't trust him not bcz he is untrustworthy he really love me he really did but he say whith out sex abren mehon anchlm bcz some day madreg bfelg I don't wanna cheat on u slezih enleyay alegn i love him too I don't wanna loose him he is sooooo special gn endalamnew yaderegegn ehen yakl lemn sex kaladeregn abren anhonm ale????
I need ur help guys what should I do?????
Tnxs for ur time 😊

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