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12 ноября 2024 03:01

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Suffer from halitosis guys (bad breath) it drains my energy and affect my life goes to dental clinic three times and don't get help from any one of them and I think it is candida developed in my tounge but guys don't tell me just to brush twice a day use mouth wash bla bla bla I just try every thing regale of this any help please specially dentists or some one who is healing from it . thank you

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12 ноября 2024 03:01

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This is long please bare with me🫶
This is the story of a young woman 23, a soul adorned with beauty, intelligence and a heart brimming with kindness and devotion.
And she met a guy on Instagram who shared many interests with her, They talked about everything from health school to movies to science and any other related stuff and they both studied at medical school. they got along so well that she started to develop feelings for him after a months of chatting

After some time, she decided to tell him how she felt. However, he said he had never loved anyone before and couldn't accept her feelings. But later, he changed his mind and said he wanted to be with her, even though he struggled to express his emotions.

Despite their busy schedules, they managed to meet in person. It felt like they were reuniting after a long time apart.They shared intimate moments(kissed and a long ass hug) and had a moment. After along time on and off ( 2 years of it btw)cause of their busy schedule, he asked her to be his girlfriend and she couldn't say no for him because she loved him to the core. after that they met again and they had sex once, she couldn't say no for his interest because she loved him deeply. But things started to change. He became distant, only interested in physical intimacy, and seemed to care less about her feelings.

She asked him for more love and attention, she asked for bare minimum (phone calls and hangouts) but he dogged and ghosting her inviting, they were studied in different cities so the relationship was kinda LDR, but he claimed he was too busy to give her the time she needed. And she feeling unloved and lost, she realized she deserved better. She wanted a relationship based on care and respect not just physical desires
After then she decided to prioritize her own well-being and self-respect and asked him to act right and give back the love she deserve but the last replied he gave was "he get it but he had no time to give rn"... she lost after that reply, she can't forget what was he said for her on those times, she can't help her self, she can't move on, she lost, she lost, she's been like this for 2 years waiting for him to act right. Help her with what you got please🥺
P.s that girl is me

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12 ноября 2024 03:01

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I am scared of a lot, our Generation are living to get a girl or a boy, the don't have a real problem in there life,,Specifically
People in 16-21 here in vent channel are totally getting my brain to get depressed
1. masterbating
2. she hate me he love me.
I knew there are tons of people here who can change people's mindset... please guys request something amazing... or just learn from other venters...
I wish we all Ethiopians deal about something life changing rather then... wife husband seeking please don't kill your energy on something that is less important in your life...
sorry yetesemagnin.. nw✌️🙏

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12 ноября 2024 03:01

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Hi imma b quick w yall
It breaks ma heart that the only problems our generation facing is this kina problems
I read in one of the vents that
A brother hav a problem with changing girls everyday hw he gave four rings for a 4 diff girls nd talk bout hw he's not bad person bro If u were not a bad person than manew tadya
And another one says that he's facing problem with he's gf that she keeps sayin no she don wanna hav sex w him
And the funny thing is she's actually not a virgin but she don wanna hv sex engde ahun
Yhe Lesu problem nw
Demo another one havin issue w girls he can't sleep w em cuz he's feelings suddenly disappears for em
I dono min albat they c it as problem but I think there's more things 2 worry bout now day's
I say that the old good days
Hav ended nd yall should fouc8ng on the reall problem we facing this days
Beka get married Ena tagalgel brotha that's the only And the right solution if can't get married jst go nd work hard so u can
Ehen lemalet yeflakuttt
Nd I hope yall hav good 4 yrs
Adiosssss
Nd btw ma name is Ibrahim

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12 ноября 2024 03:01

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Sup y'all
I'm curious about something. Black magic spells (መተት/ድግምት).
I'm so religious, a devoted Orthodox Christian and I know a lotta ppl who struggle with that kinda thing.
They pray they baptize mnamn gn none of them work and set them free from the spells.
I mean it makes me fool to the point I started to question my faith. I thought God above Satan and his power, why these people aren't cured yet? Idk in Ethiopia next to racism kemtelawu nger yhe Eres bersachin endi yemnderargewu nger nwu ena if anyone knows an effective way to break a sorcery please tell me. It wasn't serious for me till I found out one of the closest people in my life are suffering with the same problem ena meftehe mtaku kindly ngerugn

Tnx for reading, may the Lord be with all of us

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12 ноября 2024 03:01

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another thing is that er, Nami failed her accounts paper, right? actually, the majority of the class failed and i don't actually take accounting but... anyway, she failed and got scolded by the teacher and i simply asked, "are you okay?" and instead she just rolled her eyes at me. ...? which i honestly...

struggle to initially understand since the previous days we were doing just fine.

but... when my other friend, Hanzel asked the exact same fucking question, she... replied? It was so weird, i thought it was just... so odd. Next day, our school called in a few universities to promote their courses and stuff in our school. my class had to be in the library. so, all three of them were sitting in a row, while I was facing the opposite, and Hanzel sat beside me.

Nami and Hanzel were talking a lot, and when i tried to get into the conversation too, Nami just, rolled her eyes at me. ??????? i genuinely didn't understand, because like, we don't actually talk after school, no. no insta, no telegram, nothing. so if you're gonna guess it's a misunderstanding through a text... it's definitely not it considering i have no communication with them outside of school, at all.

so... exiting the library, we also had a science project next week. Slydia who was absent the previous day, i asked her at the stairs of what she wants to do for the project. Nayla heard and she immediately went, "oh my god, the teacher literally told the class multiple times that everyone needs to fucking present" and im just like "ok" because. WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO RESPOND TO THAT? LIKE, SERIOUSLY?

during recess, it was awkward. so... fucking awkward. they were all talking amongst themselves, while i was... there, but... i don't... feel acknowledged? i wasn't acknowledged at all, actually. oftentimes when the teacher is gone, theyd resort to talking with themselves but, they never invited me. and im not even busy with work or anything, i just... I don't know. you could argue i could join them, but, it's going to be so awkward if i actually did.

there are a lot more, but i met the school counselor, i talked about my other friends, and... they've decided that it's gotten really toxic. i remember bawling my eyes out when my friend said the word "toxic". i couldn't stop my sobs and my tears, and they were so loud. my eyes were swollen.

during the whole period, i felt so... empty. i genuinely felt su1c 1dal at that point, and it's crazy how, my own best friends dont even check up on me. and you know who did? my friends who aren't even from the same class. and the guys in my class... i still remember how he told me that i shouldn't k-1ll myself because he knew how suic - 1d4L i was. i still get emotional and sad when i think about it again.

funnily, all three of them also cared about this guy, who's also in a similar situation like me, except... they aren't even close. just, general classmates. but they were so worried about that guy, but not... me? I always... make jokes about dy1ng or being depressed, but... none of them actually catch the hint. or maybe they do, but they aren't actually bothered enough to do anything about it.

i don't know what to do at this point. no, dont worry, i am not going to un alive myself... im not brave enough to do so anyway. i just.... wanted to get this off from my chest. that's all.

I've... also actually, apologized to them. ive scheduled the message because i didnt had the heart to wait. i asked my friends to read it but dont give me the context, and... it seems like they're shifting the blame onto me and they're questioning everything. wow... you really forgot your own roots, huh?

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12 ноября 2024 03:01

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This guy is showing all the signs that he likes me, but he’s not making any moves what should I do?There’s a guy in my class who has been giving me really strong signals that he’s into me, but he hasn’t actually made any move or directly shown his interest. Here’s what’s been happening He often makes deep eye contact with me, especially when he’s laughing or when something funny happens. I always catch him staring at me, and it feels like he’s trying to communicate something with his eyes. There have also been moments where he stares at me even when he’s talking to his friends, and sometimes he’ll look at me when I’m not looking and then quickly look away when I catch him. He also seems to find small excuses to be around when I’m nearby, but still doesn’t talk to me.His body language feels really clear like he’s into me but he hasn’t actually approached me, started a real conversation, or made any obvious move to show his interest. I’m confused because it feels like he’s holding back, and I don’t know why.Why would a guy show these strong signs but not make a move? Should I be the one to initiate something, or is it better to wait for him to take the first step?

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11 ноября 2024 15:44

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I am 19 years old female
Matric result metolgne medeba eyetebeku new ena beteseboche bewetete betam desetegna nachew kezihm betechemari demo schoolar ke USA agicha visa eyetebeku new bezi Hulu mehal gen behone melket mekniat hospital hedku benegerachen lay menem ayenet yekefa hemem agatmogne ayawekem gen ahun ye biopsy mermera kadereku ke 3 Ken behola hodgkin lymphoma (type of blood cancer)yemiasay result tesetegne resultun ende agatami posetaw kefet seleneber anebebkut enji lehakimu yemesetew gena nege new
Ena bedeneget negeroche Hulu chelalemu betam dengechalw

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11 ноября 2024 15:44

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Hi everyone

Help me understand things,
Few years ago I was this clueless girl from small town. Now I don't know who I am, in terms of career you can say I am successful for a 24 Yr female. So let me get to my point
So far I dated three times, the first one was older like 5 years and he used to smoke, a fact I figured after we were in a relationship. One day we were making out and he pulled his p our and grabbed my hand and made me give him a hand job, which at the time I didn't know what was happening I just followed. Trying not to disappoint and I generally didn't understand it.
We broke up the day I saw him smoking. I was like 17 to 18
Second boyfriend I was like 19 I was in love this time. I was in Addis. I really loved him he loved me too. Same age. We dated like 6 months but during that month we had already started staying in a room and things. We didn't have sex. But one day he fingered me and the next day I bleed. I thought it was my period but nothing. I realised since I was having pain that could be my hymen.
This brings me to current boyfriend, 1+ Yr of relationship. At some point he started nagging about staying in a room and we started spending a night. I did it with my ex and nothing I didn't want or out of prior agreement happened so I didn't think much of it this time. But one night I woke up and he was on top of me and he was saying he isn't going to put it in, I don't know why but I froze. I didn't say anything. And I didn't feel anything but he froze and apparently he was inside me half way. I didn't feel pain or anything. He pulled out. And he kept saying sorry and he slept.
I didn't fall back to sleep. I felt disgusted with myself. I had been half innocent from the time of the first boyfriend and between the 2nd and the 3rd like for 4 yrs, I couldn't say I was a virgin. I was always half, the girl who can't say she is innocent but don't know what sex is. I don't know why I never expressed or opposed. I couldn't say what my current boyfriend did was wrong. I got tired of this half state. The whole night I was disgusted with myself so I don't know how I thought doing it properly would make me feel better but in the morning I told him I was ready to do it. Boy was shaking, I didn't feel pain. And the deed was done.
From then on I have no interest in life.
I have a good paying job, with annual net income close to 400k. I'm doing my masters and applying overseas too. But nothing is making sense. I'm still in a relationship with the last guy.
I'm thinking like maybe I should start doing things people my age do. To feel something you know. I asked one of my guys to bring me something to smoke but once I had it on my hand I said no.
I don't know why I'm doing this. Life is senseless.
This vent is also nonsense.

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11 ноября 2024 15:44

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21 m
its almost 10 months now . i got type 1 diabetes.i know many youths are suffering from this disease.its terrible disease hard to control but thanks god its going smoothly. my question its normal dating yhe yalebet sewn i need to know. thank u for ur

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11 ноября 2024 15:43

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Soo it has been a few months since i vented that i want to get married with a lots of ብቻ ብቻ in between. I thought it was a feeling of moment, i thought, my mind needed some change and was subconsciously make me want things. ብቻ i thought it would pass in no time!

But it did??

No, it fucking did not. To make things worse it got persistent, dormant, ever growing feeding off my imagination. And lord have mercy on my imagination. Smetimes it is deppressing(not your typical deppresion)but that sense of emptiness where even your breath doesn't serves any purpose what's so ever. It doesn't make me sad, it doesn't have any feelings to it. And tbh that is the wrost of a state a human can be in. But thanks to my imagination, now my wedding, my man, my family ...everything realted to that has a detail like the devil. To mention that now, writing about it will wake that urge again, the "i wanna get married, with the whole shenanigans" and we can not get to that rabbit whole.

So what else is there beside me want to get married??

Not much really, some little changes. I saw comment on the previous thag said "there will be a flood of guys beneath your feet" 😂 there are not any guys down there or any where for matter. I have been in little first date and to none sceond dates. Had a fleet of moments that seemed like love?🤔 (what is love ግን ) but all endes up in vain. May be i am not looking in the right direction ?? ብቻ it is hopless than ever my last plan Z will be to outright ask my family to find ባል 😭

I heard somewhere that "if a woman wants to marry and didn't find the right guy it is because God is preparing her for her husband ሔዋን ለአዳም ተፈጠረች እንጂ አዳም ለሔዋን አልተፈጠረም" they said there is no "the right guy for a girl" God is shaping the girl in order to fit the man ( this the context i can make the best of it ) and it became my መጽናኛ 😊ብቻ every time i doubt and lose hope to why i am not married yet. I say "God is preparing me for my አዳም"

the other thing i heard is "instade of having a type , list the characters you dsire and, find the perfect man. Try to work on yourself make you type list your character then you will get the man you want" this is very helpful too. ብቻ i think these two things helped me greatfully and tame this urge.

so there are some change, learning a lot of things, i think i understand why most marriages doesn't work now a days, but that is for another day (don't want enrage my pitful feminist , yet )

I really appreciate your comments and i wanna say thank you🩶

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11 ноября 2024 03:00

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SLEEP AROUND AND DIE POOR OR CONTROL YOUR SEXUAL APPETITE AND SUCCEED.
A man is not measured by how many women he has slept with. There's absolutely no trophy for sleeping with countless women.
Having self control over your sexual appetite is key.
A man who has conquered his lust for sex has won 90% battles of life. Don't be sexually driven, don't allow your penis drive your life.
The alpha male movement is all about becoming the best version of yourself, becoming a man of value, power, influence, greatness, success and relevance.
Remember that the more women you sleep with, the more poorer you're likely to become. Because every lady has a bill for you in terms of lodge bill, transport bill, food bill, beer bill, clothes bill, hair bill, rent bill, outing bill, nail/eyelashes bill, lotion and perfume bill... by the time you are done spending you'll be a broke niggah.So please, be wise I am here to open your eyes.Discipline is everything and if you lack discipline as far as women are concerned then forget about success.
I personally have what it takes to sleep with women on daily basis but life has taught me that there's more to life than sex, discipline taught me to prioritize life goals first not sex.I lie not, these days getting sex is cheap and that's the more reason why you should not take it serious.
You can always get it any time you want. So no need for unnecessary drama and in any hurry.
What's more important than sex now.Is to focus on building your life, your bank account, your future, improving yourself, pursuing purpose, relevance, value, power and fame.Truly, women are not worth it if your life hasn't been built yet.So don't be a fool ny brother Stay focused and zip your trousers then go hustle hard for your future 💪

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11 ноября 2024 03:00

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Hey how r u i am 23 years old m i have a huge sex addiction but i haven't done anything still know i was have many gf but only kiss no sex what should i do tell me

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10 ноября 2024 03:01

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18 F here
I've geen going through self hatred since i was 15, i cannot stand my appearance, especially my face. In my eyes, I'm the ugliest person alive. My friends are all so pretty, and have great personalities. I'm awkward, werid, and dirty. I have crooked teeth so I'm afraid to smile or laugh, my face is full of hyperpigmentation and alot of acne. I'm so thin i look like a stick and no matter what I eat, i can't get thicker. Whenever i pass by someone who is pretty, i internally wish i was like them. It got to a point where i can't look at a mirror in public cuz i know I'll hate what I see. I have zero confidence, i can't even do presentations cause i know people will judge me. I'm not dumb enough for self harm or suicide, but i think I'm self harming myself mentally. I have this voice in my head calling me names whenever i make the smallest mistakes. My self esteem is so low I've let everyone walk over it. I hate that

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10 ноября 2024 03:01

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I hate nice girls. If they so much as say hello, it stays on my mind. If they return my texts, my heart races. The day one calls me, I know I'll look at my call history and grin. But I know that's just them being nice. People who are nice to me are also nice to everyone else. I almost end up forgetting that. If the truth is cruel, then lies must be kind. That's why kindness is a lie. I gave up on always expecting it, always mistaking it, and even hoping for it. Someone who's worked hard at being alone doesn't fall for the same trick twice. I'm a veteran at this. I'm the best there is when it comes to losing. That's why I'll always... hate nice girls

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12 ноября 2024 03:01

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Hello guys i just wanted to ask u something here OK I'm one of the most attractive girls out there and the problem is I don't go out I don't post anything in social media Minamin most of my life is class ebet nw class kelelegn demo ebet west nw mewilew i dont chill I never drink any alcoholic drinks Ena people told me to go out to meet new friends post picture on social media becha yalegnen my youth enditkmibet yengrugnal but I don't really know what to do ferhat albegn to do something seweta Hulum sew tekurtu ene lay yemselegnal mask aderge nw mewtaw sewm alekerbim becha confidence yelegnem bmnm ngr Ena yhe ngr betammm depression west eyasgbagn nw salsakek mewtat mechawet efelgalew guadgnoche ga gn demo my comfort zone yene ebet nw endet nw rasen upgrade madergew please help ur sister out I also need money to help my parents gn ferhat albegn temarim negn mn laderg endi yhonkut strict nberu my familys leza nw still nachew but I feel like I'm wasting my time... I wanna one of the most confident girl ferhates endet lasweged ewnt I'm so stressed

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12 ноября 2024 03:01

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I'm M 25 and am in jail for last 3 year still now and am so tired by my life malet beka bzu negeroch adekemug emewedat fekre ene ezi bemekoyete yetenesa bzu negerwa eytgoda new ahun lay dmo btlyaye ngr emnleyay mslo eytsmag nw ezi bota lay keswa lela manm yelegm ba ahun sat dmo fekren matat tsfa yadrekulet adis hiwot rasu and lay gedel yegebal am trying my best to fix my relationship but some features of problems are bumps up from somewhere and make me depressed filing lonely cause of those things sometimes i think about suicide or doing some drugs what should i do guys help me out guys or am going to decide the first choice ....

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12 ноября 2024 03:01

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Hey y’all so me and my soon to be husband are long distance who are saving ourselves until our wedding. We both grew in a strict Christian family, so we knew about our boundaries. Even though we now know our love language is physical touch/intimacy, I wouldn’t have minded if we never had any of it till we got married. But things started to change slowly. Starting from the first peck, to the deep kisses, to the touching eachother’s privs and cuddling, he was the one initiating them all, and i was fine with it bc we didn’t ever involve any kind of sex. I sometimes would think of telling him we should limit it but then i just compensate with his feelings bc at least he didn’t ask for sex and he’s the man, you know. Then one day after we spent the night together he was like, “you know what, i think it’s wrong of us to do this stuff before we’re married n we should repent“ and that just hit me🤦‍♀️ He told me in a very gentle way and i acted all cool at the moment. Buttttt😭 I should have been the one to resist, i should have said no starting from the first kiss he gave me, I should have suggested this before he did, but now he made me feel soooo guilty and embarrassed😭😭 i should have stayed the innocent girl he met at first, i think i really messed up😞

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12 ноября 2024 03:01

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12 oct, hey edt nachu😊 it's my first vent 🤗,,, univ architect stu wde pointu snhed edzi aynet life experiance yalachu hasabachun share edtargugn nw (seriously pls🥹) ena mn mselachu klay edalkwachu ye architecture tmari negn ena departmntun smert btam flgew nbr gn ke gbaw bwala gn yaltbkut ngr gtmegn,, mndinew arif pc yasflgal tbale eshi alkuna enm yalegnin actually wendime ytmrkebat ye dro pc nate 🤭 ena eswan amtiche tftf malet jmrku esuma tagsagn 4 amet astmarechign (be skay nw gn archtect yhone sw yawkewal🤗) but finally lmrk sell bzi krmet ye apparent project eyserawbet pcye crush argeche🥹 ene lasera swsdat mnm tsfa edelelw ngrugn lngeru btam old nat adelm le archtect  le normal tmarim athonm ena bzi krmet adis pc lmgzate yalmokerkut nger yelm gn bka mnm alhonlign ena finally mn asbku zndro withdraw molche ktay amet lmktel asbkugn 😔 ena kzi bfi btlyayu mkiniyatoch withdrew molto kza yktele mnamn kale hasabun share argilegn btam slferaw nw malet normal nw 1 amet, ena be 1 amet wst mn aynet sera bsera  eske 40 k birr lagegn echilalew ( l have  skill like graphics, editing) pls eski hasabachun askmtulign gwadegnachun ke chinket tadegut 🥹pls

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12 ноября 2024 03:01

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20M 🔜 21 and here's a little writing I did for my tip of the iceberg ("my tip"😭😂)

I see nice places and think to myself I would have taken her here
I see flowers and think I would have given her these
I see chocolates and think I would have bought her these
I read poems and think I would've wrote her one like this
I listen to good music and think how you wouldn't have liked it
And I start thinking how I'm going to make it grow on you
I create a scene in my head where I would explain why it's a great music
I think to myself that everything reminds you of me as it does to me
I think to myself maybe when her brother mentions football she'll think of me
Maybe feel bad for me when you hear my team has lost
I think to myself how I would tell you that you made me wish I never looked at other women
How you made me wish your smile was the only thing I laid my eyes on
How you made me wish your smell was the only thing my nose picked
How you made my skin only crave yours
How my little brain fell in love with yours
How I didn't look at you with lust
How I realized the efforts you made after you left
How I look at someone from afar and hope it's you
Even in the city you were not in, I always looked for you
I looked for you in places... even in other people
But never seem to find you
I don't think I'll ever do
And that scares me
You were my greatest discovery
The red sea scrolls to my archeology
And now I'm remembering other things I thought of telling you
I think of how I would tell you Lucifer is not actually a name
I think of telling you about apocalyptic Jewish books
How the book of Ecclesiastes resonated with modern works of Camus
How I would tell you about the story behind the different versions of the bible
And it saddens my heart I never got to share this part of me with you
How long did I know you? 3? 4 months?
I think... I just do that
I create these scenes in my head
And for some reason I feel like you will come back
Maybe that's me not letting go
But am I wrong for that
Would the people of heaven give up the life they have
So why should I move on
I just want eternity with you, is that too much to ask?
But time will pass, I think I'll forget you
And I feel like I will meet someone else... Maybe my Autumn
But like every student, I know there won't be anything like Summer
When the day comes to tell my friends "Sorry guys I gotta see about a girl"
I wish you'll be that girl

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12 ноября 2024 03:01

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hey, the last time i wrote in here was months ago. but anyway, i got a more insane story to tell. so... i lost my best friends. or, my so called best friends, i think. all three of them.

so, we'll call them, Nayla, Nami and Sydia.

I met all three of them as they were new students (ive been here since 2020 and they came in school in 2023) so, i decided to become friends with them. they weren't there at the same time, but first, it was Nayla, then Nami, and finally Sydia.

Nayla was my best friend.

was.

we were close, and when Nami came in, I also decided to befriend her and we all became buddies. So... if anything, i was quite literally their tour guide and their first friend ever there, too.

I get pity whenever someone new comes in because I know the feeling of having no friends, but... it's like, how my friend said. being the admin of a group, and your own members kicking you out of it.

so... basically, i got a boyfriend, right? boyfriend turns out to be a weirdo, like, in a sexual way, and jerked off to my pictures and stuff... he also apparently had taken pictures of me in secret, specifically, the not so appropriate ones. mind you though, i cover from head to toe with loose clothing...

anyway, long story short, had a fight with Slydia because she teased me about "liking it" whenever he secretly took pictures, so i told her, "there are some things you cant joke about" and she snapped and said "if you know that you've got a sensitive heart, then you should just shut up"

and so i did.

i stopped recessing with them for quite a while, and we didn't talk. the others in my group were wondering though, and i was finally brave enough to... actually say what happened. but still.

isnt the context of, having one's picture taken in secret is already creepy? and Nayla told me i was being dramatic... being dramatic because im scared that he's going to do it again??? like, i deadass told her about what he did and, i dont even think she gives a fuck about it.

anyway... there's too much that had happened, but I'll just explain the important bits.

so, one day, we just had our examination finished and we didn't talk during this whole period but we still recess and stuff because usually they'd discuss the answers after exams are over. i didn't like that, because my parents and teachers taught us to not discuss the answers after exams because it'll only make us more anxious.

so. they were sitting around at one table. (at this time, all tables were individually separated) and because i was sitting at the back, i only saw three of them, talking and laughing. i gave the teacher an excuse to use the bathroom, but i ended up having a breakdown. and... Az, the girl who hated me from before, heard me.

i was panicking. i honestly thought she'd ignore me, but... instead she... comforted me. it's as if... she never even hated me in the first place. i still remember her telling me to eat during recess. my... former friend finally came down and asked, but i lied about it's just me worrying about my exam marks. if you actually know me, exams are the very LEAST that im thinking up in my head. anyway, i got good results if that might be reassuring.

then, Nayla comforted me, but i lied because i was so scared of actually telling the truth. i was terrified, to say the least. throughout that whole time, i kept asking myself, can she not see through my lie? could she not see me lying through my fucking teeth?

moving on, Slydia was absent on sunday, so it was only me, Nayla and Nami. At some point, I told her, "hey, sometimes i feel like im third wheeling you guys" and you know what Nayla said? She laughed, and went, "oh but if Slydia's here, what is it gonna be?" and i told her "fourth wheel?" and the conversation just, ended there.

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12 ноября 2024 03:01

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Hey everyone, 27 M, I simply just wanna know, have y'all questioned your religion, i want every single one of you to be just honest and not defensive and tell me if the reason you are following your religion is based on something you truly felt or seen rather than what was passed to you by your parents, what's your proof? did you ever confront your self?
The bible has verses like " A lazy person says 'there's no GOD'" and "bad people(forgot the actual word) seek miracles" but is it fair to accept and devote life to a religion solely based on a book and traditions and stories passed from our fore fathers. and do you really believe that all humans are created without their consent yet most of them will end up in hell burning for eternity??
By the way i'm Orthodox and learned a lot about my religion, and on topic about "existence of God" it says "every creation has a creator, just because we don't know or see the builder of this table doesn't mean i came out of nothing", it makes sense but doesn't answer many questions. and in our country you can't ask these kinds of questions in any of the religions, so I'm just a boy having a hard time and struggling with these questions so i would appreciate if you could tell me your opinions and especially if you ever had similar questions and regained you faith i would really like you thought.

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11 ноября 2024 15:44

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It fuckin hurts

The thought of not being able to see her again fuckin hurts.
Looking at her pictures every night before bed fuckin hurts.
Listening to her voice everyday fuckin hurts.
Reading our past conversations fuckin hurts.
Smelling her scent fuckin hurts.
Closing my eyes fuckin hurts, cuz shes the only thing im day dreaming abt these days.
Painting hurts cuz i can see her face in every blank canvas.
But hay, let's see the bright side .. endless gym motivation 😁 ( but that also fuckin hurts )
Whatever i do shes always in my minde and that fuckin hurts

The day will go smoothly with a fake smile but when the night comes everything shifts, it just fuckin hurts!

I wish i could go back in time and stop my self from every damage i caused to her, i wish i was a better husband for her, i wish if i can make her mine all over again, i wish for the pain to stop, i wish, i wish, i wish.... ik non of my wishes will come true, but there is a dululu part of me that still wishes that still hopes

I loved her with all my heart (all of it) so i guse i have to pay the price for that too.. marem sibeza yemeral adel mibalew😅

For her im the biggest mistake she ever made but for me she is my answer to my prayers, she is a blessing

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11 ноября 2024 15:44

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Hello F19 There a guy I can't get over the story begins when were in elementary I used to have a crush on him 😅 i even write a diary and my family found it and they beat me ..when we get to the point .when we were in elementary astemari bota askemeton ene esu ena his bestfriend ande lay tekemeten gn kesu bestfriend gar kedro jemro entewawek neber ena at first betam scared hogne neber lemawrat enkuan gn cuz I know his bestfriend bizum lemegebabat gize alfejebenm neber betam tegbaban sostachen ena I was feeling that he likes me malet ena everyday endet des eyalegn endmhed endeneber gn there was a problem I have 4 bestfriends ena 2 of them liked him andua gn betam confidence slnberet she would flirt mnamn ena he likes me I know that gn I have no confidence or open minded to romance thing am scared even besua ena besu mood mnamn yeyazal bichal even with my 4 bestfriends snawera like yemnadrgewen sew hulu tenagere alakem awke yelem elalelew mnamn Gn yehone neger eyegebaye meta keclass mnamn sinota endmayakeye mnman yelal cuz yetmhert bet hot person slnber hulum end cold person new yemeyute gn betam nber yemewedew ena gn class wiste love birds nen😂 ena this thing gn out of control eyeweta sihone bota keyerku ena he stare at me sayew degmo he acts as he was not staring bicha drama neber that year ended the next year gn I make him jealous betam ena yastawekebetal betam malet that year corona break lay I heard he started a relationship with my Bestfriend ena kesu gar yemtawerawen tilekeleye jemre I was mad gn I act like supportive friend ena One thing I realised I was fool mn ale if I was not scared of romance thing if I have confidence like her biye temeyewe ena i was getting insecure betam about my body mnamn keza when we get back to school aynu enen yemeyayebet mneged was so 🥹gn he was with her esua degmo she get too rude legna after she got famous with her new boyfriend gn I was disguiseted by how I fat I was after the corona and even though he was with her he send her texts how perfect,mirte sew nech mnamn ena I could never forget him we get separated hulachenm highschool sngeba gn I heard esua yalechebet tmhert bet endegeba ena beka yezane wetaleyee after 1 year mnamn 10 grade lay ageyehute ena when he hugged betamm chemnkoye neber hi bicha tbebalen telalefen keze he was with his friends enem endza keza I start to think about him endegena at that time degmo there was aguy that I was talking too gn I could not forget about him yezane yerem endza alef 11 grade gebaw ...nth 12 lay gn we meet meheja seat lay hule keza hi bicha then bicha I can't stop thinking about him but I heard he is in a relationship and what can I do I can't stop thinking about him ena I regret it yane if I was not scared we would have been somewhere now. . Anyways what can I can I do help pls ,Thanks if you read it all

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11 ноября 2024 15:43

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Yo i just have a thought why is our National anthem so ass? We could really do better i have written better poem and melody for it, whom do i give it to so they can change it that shits ass fr

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11 ноября 2024 03:00

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I wish he could spoil me like any man who does for his girl who he says she’s the love of his life, or at least try a little. Because why would a man not be able to do that when he got all the money? and before you get me wrong he already has his life together and we’re getting married soon. I’m sure about his love for me and he’s the sweetest man I wouldn’t ever trade for anything. But right now he doesn’t do anything more than paying for meals when we have a date. Like literally. I’m a uni student and he’s 4+ years senior of me. I’m the kind of girl who gets excited over the smallest things, even buying me chocolate will make my day. He actually used to do that before we started dating but not anymore. I guess I’m not lucky😭

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11 ноября 2024 03:00

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I'm very tired of my life... I don't even have the energy to write and explain the whole story for you guys... but currently I need help so If anybody who works in airport or who lives Mekele please try to contact me thanks for your kindness ...

Besides this, suicidal thoughts were normal for me, I even tried to committe that one or two times but now I know that I was wrong, so for those who are in tough situation right now God is here don't be afraid to face what ever comes in life... Cause I know the feeling even after I stopped attempting suicide I wished everyday that I leave this world for good... so for those who are in depression be sure that no body could snap out of you from it but God will... just reminder...

I may share you my story one day If I got the energy☺️
Untill then stay safe.

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10 ноября 2024 03:01

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Hey I’m 18 M and live in AA so straight to the point I’m looking for a relationship and it’s been a year and half of being single I was with this girl who was 2 yrs older than me I mean I was rly into her but she was grade 12 and got a scholarship to Canada and she told me she could stay but I couldn’t let her stay and I told her I don’t want long distance relationship bcuz it would take years to get back and I moved on after that but now that I’m looking for someone else I don’t find most of the girls that I see at school attractive I don’t think I have high standards all I ask is they are physically attractive got a good music taste doesn’t like drama and and got a good humor anyway if anyone is interested hit me up 🤙🏿

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10 ноября 2024 03:01

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Hey am 19 M this is my first time venting here i need your advice so i just failed my entrance exams and been doing side hustles and some jobs for a while and trying to move out and there is this side of me that want to have a relationship and there is the other side of me that wants to work hard change my life and i don’t think i can do both at the same time in my past relationships i used to spoil my ex’s and i think i should do the same for my next one (even if i don’t spoil her i would spend money on her like foods dates and stuffs) and idk how i can manage both being hardworking man and getting in a relationship there is this girl who I’ve been talking to and we have been flirting and dating here and there but I’m really scared that I’m gone miss the opportunity to get with her since I’m really trying to be financially stale and she’s a very gorgeous girl also she’s a bit older than me 21😅 but that was never an issue it’s just i feel very insecure about her that a rich dude would ask for her hand & marries her what should i do i need your advice should i ignore her?

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10 ноября 2024 03:01

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What do you know?! What do you know about me?! This is the kind of man I am! I have no strength, but I want it all. I have no knowledge, but all I do is dream. There's nothing I can do, but I struggle in vain! I hate myself! All I do is talk a big game, and make myself sound like a big shot, when I can't do anything! I never do anything, yet I can complain like a pro. Who do I think I am?! It's amazing I can live like this and not feel ashamed! Right! I'm empty... There's nothing inside me at all! I know that...Yeah, that's obvious... I know it's obvious... Before I got into the situation that led me to all of you, do you have any idea what I did? I did nothing. I've never done a single thing. I had all that time, all that freedom... I could have done anything, but I never did a thing! And this is the result! What I am now is the result! All of my powerlessness, all of my incompetence, is the product of my rotten character. Wanting to accomplish something, when I've never done anything, goes beyond the limit of arrogance! The cost of all my laziness and all the wasteful habits in my life just ends up killing both you and me. That's right. I have no character. Even when I thought I could go on living here, nothing changed... At heart, I'm just a small, cowardly, filthy piece of trash, who's always worried about how others see me. And nothing... Nothing about me has changed! ...I absolutely hate myself..."

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