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08 февраля 2024 03:00

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Have you had the chance to be with someone you don't have worry about your future cause you knew it was with her at the end, I had that kind of assurance with her, I had actually we had planned everything out together, she was my friend for 8 years, and changed our relationship to another, you might ask why, cause I thought she knew me she understands me more than anyone you as my bestfriend she know all flows and weaknesses all my strength and personality, it was like GOD was preparing her for me cause I never thought she could hurt me this much, she knows my cuts my bruises, she know every fucking thing, one thing about me is on one, I mean no one has ever choose me when the time comes it's all about them
She left cause life is overwhelming she said, I wish nothing but the best for you dear, yes you broke me, yes you made loose trust but most of all I will never love nobody.
Thank you

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08 февраля 2024 03:00

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I’m a girl that is enough😁

Even though we can't talk again😞 Even though we've never hugged, kissed, or even been together, I find myself missing you. It's strange becoz I don kno why. Whenever u text me and we have a conversation, I feel a sense of comfort that I can't explain. It's puzzling because I only know your name and not much else about you. Yet, I can't stop thinking about you. When we stop talking, I feel an overwhelming sense of depression. I just want to know how much I miss u.

The fact that u are here, reading this, brings me some solace. It's comforting to know that you exist and that u ar aware of my feelings. even though we may never have the chance to be together.

This is just a vent, but it's been weighing on my mind.

Fr how are you doin?

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08 февраля 2024 03:00

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Hey guys how are you doing.....here is my vent so there is a guy I know him more that a year (we have never met in person ) we talk we chat we sometimes face time.now he is showing me some interests he want me to meet him and sometimes he tell me he want to be my man menamn he always says I'm into u because of ur personality and he always says he wanna make love to me he always think of it ena guys I'm confused does this guy like me for sex or to have a good relationship I don't exactly get his intentions when I always want to meet him my heart beat fast so guys what can I do please

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08 февраля 2024 03:00

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Hola guys I am 18M ever since I was a kid I used to spend my time playing games, playing in the house watching movies I grew up that way even my parents doesn't allow me to go outside and play with some of our neighbor kids as a result I am shy and don't talk to people's unless I am with my 2 close friends. My parents know them and they will allow me to go their place to menamen then covid hits it was the best thing for me beka playing game whole day and everything keza gen lelit 10 seat eyetensahu kuas mechawet jemerku sefer west then I started making friends at first I tought they were nice gen after few months I started seeing their true color mostly they used me for money my dad is not with us usually he travels a lot so he gives me money every week when he goes so we go out go to some restaurants or Cafe then eat then they ask me for some money as usually and I give them that then when I was at high-school there was this girl let's name her X then she told my friends that she like me menamen keza they told me that and told them she wanna talk to me the problem was I am afraid of women's after a year we talked. I regret that we talked she told everyone that we were dating and that made my high-school life a Hell cherash beka besua mekneyat I started hating going to school keza years passed then after those year my life was kinda good only had 2 friends beka having fun learning, studying and gaming and most of the time church new mehone eza emaralew Gen most of the time after covid basketball neber mechawetew them G12 segeba there was another girl form another branch be hone program becha tegenanen menamen keza i only talk to her via message and we were close but the problem was when she brings up the idea about relationships or sth I always bail out ena after long time I started liking her and same for her gen i didn't have the courage to ask her then after 6 or 7 month of talking ante gen meche new meteyeken malet sejemer ere were bestfriend eko eyalku eyemelesku neber gen after that beka ante dengay nek fiker aygebakem bela zem alech keza I felt something gen menem almeselnem then after i stopped talking to that girl I was happy like betam des alen then after a few months she called me and send me some romantic bullshit gen I didn't reply after that met some few girls keza after talking menamen they said the same thing as the last one.
My question here is am I this type of person or not??? It's just the way I grow up it's hard for me to talk to girls or ask them 😕 i am confused betam Ena I need help even my friends they're saying why r u being dumb like this sew sewedek aseb yelalu gen they don't understand that I like them its just I don't know how to express my feelings for them menem yahel bewedachew

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08 февраля 2024 03:00

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I just wanted to get this off my chest ffs. I have a girlfriend, well at least she thinks I'm her boyfriend. Confusing? Very much. We started talking off of a random start, she was lowkey kinda chill so i thought i will just hangout with her as friends, you know i wasn't looking for nothing serious. The more we hang out she starts showing more signs you know and I'm good at picking up little signs so i noticed but acted like i didn't. Then one egzeru yeregemew ken lay she asked me to be her man, like tf? So i was like "i don't wanna hurt you but i told you i ain't looking for nothing serious, let's not talk about this again"

A couple of days later her so-called "best friend" calls me to shout at me like i did something to her. She was steady talking about "esuan yemeselech lj ante manabak slehonk new..." Sijemer esua mn agebat tf? Sewu eko life yelewm new milh,

Then beka mn lbelh good guy lemehon bye i set up a lil romantic date and asked her out. I never saw her eyes shine like that, everything was just perfect for like 5 or 6 months. What happened? I don't even know. When she calls my phone malet, i wanna slam my phone to a wall. When she sends a text mnamn, i wanna delete the app she sent it through. When we speak over the phone mnamn, i be wishing that my ears would go deaf. When she holds my hand in public, i wanna cut my arm off new mlh. When I'm driving and she takes my hand and puts it on her thigh, i wanna crash the car into a ditch new mlh... Becha vibe wef. Tereten absu elachuwalew

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08 февраля 2024 03:00

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Hey there,
I'm kinda nerdy.
Who am I kidding?. Im the king of 🤓s.

My point is, I have never been friends with a girl in my life.
In my school years, I barely had a friend. I used to sit alone in class. I only had friends on exam days😂.


But then I joined med school, which's like an incubee for nerds😂 and idk how but it felt like home. Life got easier. I finally had a break from those lonely years.
And I was happy until I found out that I have a selective type of mutism towards my crush🤦🏾‍♂. I just go on mute when this girl talks to me😭. All I can say to her is "eshi" or "thanks" and by the time she says another thing I was already out on my way.
It's really getting worse by now. idk what to do.

Has this thing occurred to anyone of you, could you please suggest me some tips?

Thanks.

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08 февраля 2024 03:00

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Hello Guys,
Im 29M, I met this woman 2 months ago.we started talking and clicked right away, we even said to each other 'I love u' in just 2 weeks, i really love her. i dont have much relationship experience, on the other hand she had a serious relationship in the past.
we met personally frequently and talked a lot about our relationship and even our future.
the craziest parts start here: she really really wants to be married or live together ena i told her eski tinesh bedenb enetewawk.
whenever we go out for a date she never offered to share the bill ( i know it's silly), des endilat when i spent a big amount of money she doesn't care(it tells me sele future yemtaseb kehone endih endaderg atfekdim).
on text im the one who asks the question out of curiosity and she never wants to know about me. and it bothers me a lot.. kemrr tewedegnalech or gize lemasalef bicha nw biye endeterater aregegn. ofc endezihn biye teykiyat nebr obviously she denied. is it a good sign or im tripping?

Thank you 😊.

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07 февраля 2024 03:00

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Hello guys my age or my name doesn't matter but I'll say I'm male and I just want to say I finally freed myself from alot of blockage you can call it spiritual mental or physical or in our culture metet or any dark magic or spell that has been done onto me sadly buy alot of people I truly looked upto and grew up with and lived with on my existence on this earth the thing is any war that is done onto you without you not expecting is worth fighting because the war is opened on you because you have something special in you which you don't see for yourself anyways I just want to say I used alot of methods which has nothing to do with religion or exorcism or whatever but my own God given power which we all possess and I realized I can help alot of people and this is my 1st attempt but I can tell you one thing this life is about self love and finding your self worth and once you do all the things that are done onto you will seize to exist in that exact moment I am not special in any way I just freed myself on my own accord which is possible as long as you breath and I want to help people see their worth so they can drop all the weights they have been carrying all along if any of you need someone to talk to hit me up I'm more than excited to show you how beautiful you truly are thank you for reading if you made it this far and if you're thinking of ending it don't before you see your worth then u might have a different perspective on life.
Selamachu yibza

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07 февраля 2024 03:00

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I am dating this person,and they used to be in love with my best friend, I’m still friends with my best friend and they are also friends. It’s starting to make me annoyed and crazy !!!! Any comments ?

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07 февраля 2024 03:00

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Hey guys i need ur help, especially females.

At second year of UV, me and my boys were on the party day to day virus, we met a group of girls , and we started to chill every weekends together. I met a girl from that group and our vibe together was good, so we started to see eachother alone , we spend nights talking in the cold.

I am the type of person who chooses to die rather show my weakness, but i dont know why , i didnt felt ashamed when i was around her  tegemetgnalech mnamn beye asbay alawkem 1 neger salasker new maweraw yekfagnen besuam belelam sew bekul , ena she liked that i was completely honest, esua gn she was trying to protect herself bezu yewestuan menager teferalech lebuan kekeftchelgn endemegodat betam ergetgna neberch gn for the sake of our friendship she continued to see me.

we became close and there came winter break, i went home ,no drink no drug, completely sobered up and after 1 week i started to forget about her , and she started texting me 'at this point i understood that she was mad cause i was the one who initates conversation most of the time' then we talked and i did it again forgot about her,, i started to notice that i was engaging with her cause of the UV environment , but when i am home i dont even think if she exists. So my silly ass decided to get intouch with her, tefah tefash tebabalen keza i said anchi eney kaldewlku atflgignem selat , she got pissed off , keza enem i was on something , techekacheken , i removed her from snap, then after sometime we were called back to the UV and she imediately came to my mind , i txt her , she completely ignored it, i got mad , i saw her physically incampus and i just walked past by her like she didnt exist, then this continued for a year. Eyetgelemameten metelalef normal hone.

After a while, i completely cut of my boys my group cause the path we were heading towards was definetly hell , after that i started to think clearly i made significant changes am proud of myself from hell to paradise 😁 ,, then i when i see her now Guilt is hovering throughout my body, even if i heard her name being called anywhere , some unpleasant feeling starts to come up, i txt her about this issue and she saw it and didnt reply, i asked her to meet me face to face and apologize for the things that i have done to her, and she saw it and didnt reply ,,, thats why i came to you guys. I wrote this as unbiased as possible.

So help me out what should i do? if she is tired off my ass why does she read the txt? Should i apologize physically ? And she tries to look at me and when i look back she pretend that she wasnt looking , i have caught her many times but i couldnt read her mind.

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07 февраля 2024 03:00

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Loneliness grips me like a vice, squeezing tighter with each passing day. In my early twenties, they said this would be the time of my life, full of excitement and adventure. Yet, here I am, financially stable but emotionally adrift.

I scroll through my contacts, hoping for someone to call, someone to share my lowest moments with. But the list is barren, filled with names but devoid of true connections. How did I end up here, surrounded by material comfort yet feeling utterly alone?

It's a paradox, they say. I have the means to do whatever I want, go wherever I please, but what's the point when there's no one to share it with? Friends seem like a distant memory, their laughter echoing in the recesses of my mind.

I wish I could say I'm okay with this solitude, that I've embraced it as some sort of enlightenment. But the truth is, it's suffocating. There's only so much solace I can find in my own company before it becomes unbearable.

They say reaching out is the solution, that I should join clubs or attend social events. But it's not that simple. The fear of rejection, the anxiety of not fitting in—it's paralyzing.

And so, I sit here, venting into the void, hoping that maybe, just maybe, someone out there feels the same way. That in our collective loneliness, we can find some semblance of connection. Until then, I'll continue to navigate this desolate landscape, longing for the warmth of human companionship.

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07 февраля 2024 03:00

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hello their 19 male
sorry for my grammar well I've a question for womens (especially) I tried to be in relationships for the last two years and I couldn't find my girl like the first one (grade 11) I couldn't love her (trust me I tried so hard but I couldn't don't know why) and I didn't want to be in a relationship with a girl who I didn't love so we broke up one year later I liked this girl (just a crush) ena mokerku chat mnamn ena it was going good (tho she had a bf) we talked a lot like she would get mad if I didn't send her a pic every fuckin night(I wasn't comfortable) I tried to ignore her but she didn't stop texting me so I couldn't gra agabachgn shows me mixed signals (she knew I was into her) gin I made a big mistake being too good towards her lately she ignored me guys I'm not too attractive nor ugly(I think) eshi Koy mn aynet men nw lenante attractive toxic or good

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07 февраля 2024 03:00

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Hola guys, Im about 23, I wanna share you some crazy thing that i feel inside እና that makes me feel guilty about myself, ምን መሰላችሁ ... Here የሆነች sexy ቀሚስ አለች እና ስለ shape.ua አጠይቁኝ Angle and devil ተባብረው የሰሯት ነው ምመስለው fuck. እና ከቤታችን ፊትለፊት ነው ሱቋ sometimes eye contact እናደርጋለን እና the way she look at me and the way she act, የሆነ ነገር  ይፈጥርብኛል....ይሄ ሁሉ ነገር አሪፍ አይደል ወይ? ልትሉኝ ትችላላችሁ፡ But she's a mom ለዛውም የ3 ልጆች...እና እኔ ራሴ ለሷ ውስጤ ላይ feeling እንዳለኝ ያወኩ ቀን I feel so bad 😔....esti mkerugn!

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07 февраля 2024 03:00

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Hi everyone, male here in his late 20s. I have been a workaholic for most part of my life, giving no attention to relationships, and now that i am kinda stable, I am getting back to it. The real problem is if i I go out with a woman more than once, it's like she is in a rush to get pregnant or get married. Wtf happened to taking it slow and seeing where things go. Is it just me, or have you all noticed.

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07 февраля 2024 03:00

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Hey everyone

Its been almost 4 years since I wrote this vent. I've been through ups and downs. I think I beat the system, thank God I'm alive & well.

Different ages taught me different lessons. The lesson I'm taking right now is loneliness. Don't get me wrong, I love my solitude compared to having frivolous people aroud me. Now that I know what I want & what kind of company I'm looking for, I just couldn't find her.

Just wanna ask you guys how you managed to find your soul mate?

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08 февраля 2024 03:00

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Hi people help me out is it ok to have sex without cuddling. It doesn't feel good he was clearly avoiding the cuddle part in between. We're not supposed to be together and catch feelings and i kinda have and gebtptal probably and i feel like he's trying to protect me from catching feelings but it sucks

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08 февраля 2024 03:00

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08 февраля 2024 03:00

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ik ventu rejem nw gn bare with me I really need to let the air out ... yemer Set hono financially struggle endemareg kebad neger ale gn? ewnet metenfes feleku ende ekuyoche Yale genzeb hasab temehrte lay matekor feleku endet yihone semetu uk 3 amet chama enkuwan alkeyerkum Ande be huhu Ande be amir eyareku sibetes eyatabeku 3gna amet Univ lechers nw temere. Kedame ledete neber guwadegnaye gift mn endesetechign tawkalachu? Chama 😥 mn yahel obvious bihone nw yemer felefituwa nw legud nw yalekeskut mnm yahel lemedebek bemokerm gelts nw. what hurt the most demo beteseboche financially stable nachew dena nuro nw minorut Ene gn ezi le modes enkuwan birr echegeralew lemn beye seteyk endatbelashi nw ye birrn waga endetakiw yelugnal seriously? Endalbelash😭 500 birr le Wer bezi gize? Andande ken eyezeleku ertb erat bebelabet nw aleke keza demo break simeta yemesaferiya birr mekera. algebachewm enji enesu eyaregut yalut nw liyabelashegn Michelew yemer betam painful nw seeing my friends sament lemaykoy Tsegur 1000 siyawetu yihe eko Enen wer yikelbegnal  ik 1 amet bicha nw yekeregn gn kegize wede gize betam eyekebedegn nw beza lay endi techegre andu meto let's do it ena bednb keflshalew alegn yihe yemejemeria gize ayidelem wend endezi aynet neger siteykegn gn at that time lebirr beyema alaregewm bechrash yalfal el neber gn alefe? Yaw negn endewm besowal I really don't know what to do. helme yeneberew be teklel megbat lemafekerew sew denglenayen mestet neber gn I don't think it's gonna happen aktognal. ik konjo negn, miyamer kumena alegn key negn and all(not to flex gn sew yemilegn nw) befelg le genzeb beye laregew echlalew gn idk it's not who I am lemn part time job atserim letelugn techlalachu gn i can't ke class schedule gar ayihedlgnm beza lay yematam emaralew. You guys r so lucky yemer I'm jealous becha don't judge me 🫶

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08 февраля 2024 03:00

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I met him in a library three years ago on my campus and at that time, he asked for my name, and we only introduced each other. I only remember that. and then he graduated that year , and after three years, after 3 years, I randomly found his profile. and said hi, he asked me to send him my picture, saying he knew me from somewhere. After I told him where I knew him, we started talking more and got to know each other. He said he loves me within a month, but I told him we are not close and not to be too fast. He assured me he was genuine and asked me not to be stressed. Over time, I told him that I love him too.
And now we are in different places, so we only communicate by text and voice. Since I can't talk freely at home, I won't feel free to talk. When he wants to talk, he asks me first, and then he calls. I also call him when no one is at home. Now it's been five months, and the problem is:

1) Even now, I feel free to talk to him, but he is not like before. When I call, he always picks up the phone, but sometimes he says i will call tomorrow and forgets. and there are times when he doesn't reply to my texts during the day, 
and I told him, "why are you doing that? don't say that you don't do it." but he is doing it again. and I don't feel good about this.
Or Is it normal ?

2) Now he is in addiss. when I
ask him when he will come, he says he will come when he finishes all the processes, cus he is trying for a scholarship and then says we can arrange things on what you want and he suggests introducing our families or even getting married. I told him it's too early to talk about marriage since I haven't finished my studies, and it's too early for that discussion too. So I feel uncertain about how we will be since we haven't met in person. When I think about the future, I don't feel good and stress about how it will be if he gets an opportunity and goes further away.

3) My main stress about the current situation is that he has changed his behavior. His words and actions are different, and I feel like he doesn't care about me. Even I told him how i feel clearly, he says not to think negatively and that it's normal not to talk for days or even a week.  But as to me in a long-distance relationship, if we don't communicate properly, how can it last? What's the purpose then? I am really confused and stressed by these things for real. I need help and some suggestions, please.
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08 февраля 2024 03:00

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Why are women confusing, they like men approaching them but don’t like it at the same time. I am a great guy got it all in my basket looks, career, personality all but I have never talked to a girl why I fear I might be rejected and that ruins my confidence and reputation what do yall think about this especially women?

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08 февраля 2024 03:00

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he just say hi and tell me that he loves my pp(don't  have a pic just landscape and smtg else) we started talking it was the perfect convo we have a lot in commen we love reading books(fictional) and we love music and he can also draw(exceptional case that took my heart) and we love playing football on the offencer side🫣 and he also gave me  a name from his favourite movie(I insisted😅) and he told me I understand him very well and he was like a sad boy and I got some issue so it was like we can be sad together I was in a fantasy island but our convo last only 2 weeks ( and u be like huh every story ends like this unfortunately yes) and he stop talking to me I guess it is ghosting and I try to find him on ig and I got him and at first he didn't  recognise  the name he gave me(can u belive that😭) and later he remember me and he say I will talk to u and I waited for 2 month (still waiting 😅)
What did I do😭😭 and sometimes I say hi but he didn't answer I know I am begging for attention but u know I just wanna check up on u🙂

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08 февраля 2024 03:00

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Okay im just gonna say it i am a porn addict and i am a 19yr old F
The last two months esp be week biyans ande ayalehu max eske 5 gize. Dro gena the images say yemirekaw lij ahun i gotta see the whole video to reach that. 😭
Yemr i tried deleting the vpn, adjusting my setting to block explicit webs mnamn gin beka horny sihon download arige vpn mnamn ayalehu. Demo tinish reason nw yemifeligew keza eyoretiku 🏃‍♀️ wede incognito. Ena ende dro betam aytsetsitegnim sometimes beka asre download kemareg elina i dont even delete the vpn ena im loosing my spirituality too. Erasachun endet nw asaminachu yemitakomut porn please please help me🥺🥺

Ask my id yemitilu wendoch fuck you

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07 февраля 2024 03:00

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Hello there
Am the guy
Hule ehud 12.00 behala betam yemchnkegn betam depression wst egebalehu sle hiwota betam asbalehu
Betam Bchegnet ysemagnal kategeba yemyawargn rasu sew yelem
monday -  saturday
Besrabota bchayn nw masalfew class lay tnsh yashala ke classmate tnsh gza asalfalehu Keza matalay degmo  gym egebalhu
benezh geza  slemaslf bzum aytawekgn gn ehud ken betam yleybgnal betam beka mn endmshalegn alakm



I DON'T ANY FRIEND WHO CHECK ON ME
I DON'T ENOUGH MONEY TO MEET ANYONE
I DON'T HAVE ANY FEELING TO MY FAMILY THEY ALL ARE JUST BORING

BEKA LIFE BETAM NEW YESTELAGN
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07 февраля 2024 03:00

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Heyy am 20m..
Y’all ever dated someone with a with different religion normal new belachu keza the relationship got a lil serious and serious satsebut; it’s giving me headache when I be thinking about this shit.. ik its leading me to the biggest heartbreak oml coz I don’t wanna end the thing whatever we having I loves her n at the same time I DO NOT see myself marrying a Protestant gyall

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07 февраля 2024 03:00

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Someone had asked me to help her out on matric, which I took last year. As in maskorej. We weren't friends but we used to be as kids. Bcha, we were on good terms. We used to say hi and I know she has a really positive attitude towards me. I do too. So she asked me this simple favor. Not to throw her the answers or whatever but just simply to not cover my paper. It was really that simple. I have developed this inability to say no, plus saying no is like betraying the sisterhood (tilaleh). Anyways I said yes even though, deep down, I knew I couldn't do that. Not because of my integrity mnamn but because for once, in a very long time, I actually felt sorry for myself. I'll explain.
Preparing for that exam, I lost weight and spent countless hours stressing and crying. Like literally, sometimes i would anxiously wake up in the middle of the night feeling the need to study or get assignments done but end up sobbing. Not only that, but some people around me knew I cared about my grades and for a long time I've basically been tricked into working for them. I feel so bad for saying this out loud but they used me. I mean it's my fault for not saying no when I could have but i had a hard time making friends so I did everything to preserve the little attention I got. Bcha, for the longest time (years) I felt the need to excel academically to compensate for my lack of any sort of meaningful social life. And that came with it's sacrifices. Depression and low self esteem were my long time buddies.
And, uh, you know, there were kids who didn't care as much about grades. Actually they didn't care at all. I really don't want to sound like a ምቀኛ, but they managed to be badass and have that epic highschool life while somehow getting the work done. Nothing wrong with that, now that I think of it.
Anyways, ma girl was kind of like them. She's really sweet and a genuinely nice person but...
I felt sorry for myself.
Like, the only thing that kept me alive till that day with all the dark thoughts in my mind was the hope of it all finally being worth it. 'Fine, you sleep and I'll do the work, cuz we're all on our own for that big exam and this won't matter anyway' were my comfort words.
I hope I've made my point. I was in such a dilemma in that exam room when I finally decided to ignore her and I hate myself for it.
This isn't the end of the story.
I now do not feel the satisfaction I thought I would have after getting a good result. Partly because it didn't get me any benefits. These days all you have to do to get to a good university is pass. And also, I'm still the nobody I used be in school.
So sometimes by the back seat of the crowded lecture hall, I think to myself what would have changed if I had decided otherwise.
P.S she passed.
✌️ Peace out

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07 февраля 2024 03:00

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There was a post I saw back a few weeks ago that piqued my interest about AASTU and its zesty elements. While y'all might laugh it off and think its a joke, shit is getting out of hand. Idk if you'd believe me or not but its a jungle out here. I mean its not like there's an actual homo goin on or anything (and I do mean that) but the joking around getting too much.
Niggas that were calling you out at the start are now the main actors in the action. Ain't no safety for yo ass to the point the only way you feel protected is when you walk with your back against the wall. (xd overexaggerated it a bit).
But FR niggas get carried away with each party refusing to back down to the point by the time we're done joking around, we're left with this sense of depression similar to the post nut clarity.
And truth is we don even wanna do it but can't let your friend get the one up on you. Truth be told niggas from there are as straight as it gets but you throw some bad apples in there and shit turns into a fuckfest (not in the literal sense). Bet when I said this, some zesty ass nigga came upon your mind.
Maybe some of you already know some notorious figures in common.
yeah them niggas need to be stopped. By all means. I mean you might have to throw in an Abraham's lamb as sacrificial in the form of a homie to get out unscathed but we must stay straight brothers, WE MUST STAY STRAIGHT (again no one's turning gay or anything; just wanted to use that meme) .
Which block and jema knows what's up. Yh I'm talkin abt none other than you.
So overall just wanted to clear out no homo shit goin on. Just wanted to clear out the air. BUT niggas messing around need to be stopped.
XD just thought abt how staff from AASTU watchin this vent and subjecting the masses to a group therapy with No-Homo shirts on🤣🤣🤣

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07 февраля 2024 03:00

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what's up fellas 19M
I need your help how do I know if I'm in depression I mean like I'm having a hard time like everyone and I couldn't figure it out (sorry for my grammar tho) thank you for your time

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07 февраля 2024 03:00

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Have you ever loved someone so deep , imagined every aspect of your life with them , made them your only bestfriend , sacrifice several things throughout the relationship , did the things you wouldn't do if it wasnot for them but after 5 years find out they are not the one for you? They break your trust , loyality you had on them . But you still tried to fix that with them but they do it all over again . I am in this situation , I know i have to let go of him because of several reasons that it wont work out but It is hard , I also feel bad when i think of leaving me . I wish i could be with him but many things are wrong . I have to choose myself or him at this point. I feel betryal , regret and lots of negative feelings.

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07 февраля 2024 03:00

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Always when i want to try to approch to people and communicate I feel like they will ignore me bully me & laugh at me bicha yemiyalagitubgh ena tesemijet yemagegh aymeseleghm yarasen hasab benetsanet mawrat alchilm beacause of this I got into Difficulty of making friends(have no friend at all) hulum negereyastelagh nw I have no confidence betam eferalew also my body shakes firihat wustane betam gelotal I have spent the worst life always depressed blaming my self minm edemalchil nw misemah hule erasen kesew betach agrge nw mayew I am not doing well on my education(currently preengineering in aastu)
After I have seen my bad results on my exam I feeling giving up . Idk what to do ketimhirt wuchi mawkew neger yelm esun mesrat kalchalku min endemihone alawkim kemitasibut belay wusta tegodtual my psychology is not good.
If you have any opinion.is there any way that I can heal from this 🥲

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06 февраля 2024 03:00

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I feel like if i dont get therapy now i will kill my self...it's not like i havent tried it before (both therapy and trying to kill my self) but both of them didnt work...i want to do it right this time...i want to be helped...does anyone know where i can get a good therapist and is it expensive? Cause i'm broke as fuck

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