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29 сентября 2024 04:00

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Hi, happy new year y'all. I'm 23 M. Here is the thing, I've a girlfriend and it's been a couple years since we started dating. We love each other with no limits She would do anything for me. The problem is her family wants her to marry and they always try to introduce her with some rich man and ask her if she is interested in marrying but thanks to her she won't hesitate to reject and I was confident enough about not losing her. I am broke asf I don't even have a job but I always think that I would make it and have the dream life with her but now I start doubting myself what if I don't make it?! what if i am wasting her time?! I mean she could live a better life if she wouldn't choose me. She is the love of my life I really want to marry her but at the same time this doubt is making me hate myself

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29 сентября 2024 04:00

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It’s an endless cycle.

I hesitantly walked to the first floor and entered the room. It was filled with people- packed, to say the least. There wasn’t a single open table. Every person seemed to be with someone else: groups of male friends, female friends, couples, kids with their parents. I sat onto a couch by the door, alongside two other people, waiting for a table to free up. As I observed everyone chatting, laughing, and enjoying each other’s company, I second guessed my decision to come here. Little did I know that Sunday afternoons at such a place were for groups, not be by loners. "I should have stayed at home, snacks in hand, watching my favorite series for the umpteenth time", murmered to myself. But no, I was not backing down now.

I took out my phone and pretended to take a call. “Hey… yeah, I’m good… of course, I’m here… waiting for you… you’ll be late?… no problem… should I order?… but if the food arrives, I’m eating—I’m starving…hehehe.. don’t think I’ll wait… see ya.” I fake-ended the call.

I saw an open table and stood up, only to be intercepted by others who were waiting beside me—awkward moment one. I spotted another table, but the chair was too high. I swallowed my anxiety, walked through the crowd, and sat. my dress got caught in the chair and nearly tipped me off—awkward moment two. I moved to another table in the center, which two guys had just left. The table wasn’t yet cleaned, but I sat there anyway.

I plugged in my airpods and kept doomscrolling. Phone, oh phone, how indebted I am to you! I was doing everything I could in my power to look like i was awaiting company or enjoying my time alone. Yet, reality was far from it. Though I was proud of myself for hanging out alone, I was envious of everyone in there. I envied the female friends laughing together, the male friends discussing football and joking, the couples being all lovey dovey, and the kids having fun with their parents. I envied everyone, except myself.

“Yay,” I chanted to myself as I noticed another group leaving a seat in the far corner. I rushed to it, sitting with my back to the crowd and facing the window. No one could see that I was alone; no one would judge or pity me for eating solo—ah, how comfy! Wait, is that a “self-service” sign I see?? Never mind, I could endure it one last time as long as I had this secluded seat.

The food—the very thing that had drawn me into this crowded place alone—arrived. For a moment, my inner thoughts ceased as I savored it. Then they resumed,
"Are you, for once and all, ready to accept your loneliness?
"Is this the reflection of your self assurance, or merely a reminder of its failure?"
"For how many years will this continue? till you're 26? till 30? till 50? or till you gone for good"
.
.
.
They wont stop unless I made them.

I got up and left.

It’s an endless cycle, but i have tried.

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29 сентября 2024 04:00

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I'm 21 years old(M). 3rd year yeUniversity temari negn.Ena chgre mn meselachu..Ene kedro jemro slefkr swera mfera sew hogne new yadekut. highschool eskders fkrm hone fkregna meyaz mnm sense aysetegnm neber.Neger gen highschool sders hulum neger tekeyere.Slefkr maseb jemerkugn fkregna meyazm yamregn neber bhonm dfretu slalneberegn mnm set salkerb noreyalehu.Mekreb bcha sayhon setoch skerbugn erasu mshesh sew eyehonku koyehu.High school hogne slefkr bzu eyasebku university wust slemtnoregn fkregna asb neber.Ya neger endtagesm redtogn neber.Gen ahun university sgeba negerochn brtekarani agegnehuwachew.Ena hula sasb fkregna mechem lnoregn maychl ymeslegnal.Manm mfelgegnm aymeslegnm.Lelaw demo yhen eyametabign yalew kene astesaseb garm mimesasel neger migegnm aymeslegnm.Hule masbew yetm lgegn maychl mjmeslew yefkr hywet(kelib mtwed mwedat matkedagn malkedat misasalat etc) neger gen bzu negerochn say endezih yalem aymeslm.Ehe masbew negerm kentu hono eyekere new.Ene mnm fkregna lagegn mchlm aymeslegnm miknyatum criteriawochem alu edlochm yelu.Setochn kome lamawrat erasu eferalehu beza beza mekrebm alchalkum edlochunm eyagegnehu aydelem.Bezih reged hywete saysera yeuniversity koytahe lyalk new.Lelaw sgate ande keUniversity kewetahu kezih yeteshale edlochm mnorum aymeslegnm edl sil kesetoch gar lemegenagnet.Leza tesfa eyekoretku new.......Mn tmekrugnalachu wendm ehtoche

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29 сентября 2024 04:00

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Hello...this is H-28 Boy and this is my first time writing here, so I have this issue that I noticing happening in my romantic life, first of all am really good person like I swear I wish like my little sister boyfriend to have like my behaviour am so respectful, kind and loving person towards my girl but my sexual interest has really decreased towards her and I fantasised about wild sexs and with new girls and I am no more attracted to my girl anymore but other than sexual attraction I still love and wanna be with her and I don't wanna see her get hurt and I don't know how to proceed, please share you experiences and insights.

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29 сентября 2024 04:00

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Hi everyone,
22,F
The lonliness I’m feeling right now is killing me😭 Why is it so hard for me to find real friendships?? Not even one special person who i could call a best friend??
I’m also and only child and growing up I always wanted a sister or a brother to do life with. I’m graduating 2017, and i’m also getting married on the same year.
All my life I haven’t even had a genuine friendship. All the friends i had only stayed for a phase. And im not even shy or antisocial i swear. Im very friendly and outgoing. I still do have distant friends, but we don’t have that special bond you know. The only one who i call my person right now is my fiancé. But even he doesn’t know that i feel this way because i pretend that im okay with everything.
I have a lot of things to be thankful about, I know. But this part of my life, my loneliness, is something that scares me and makes me feel down all the time.
If anyone of you relate please let me know 😔

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29 сентября 2024 04:00

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I was reading vents on here and I see some similarities in the stories when the girls here talk abt their relationship and stuff. Every girl is saying that “ after some time he lost interest, he doesn’t have the old energy, he became cold, he started texting very let, he became a dry texter…. “ and y’all are stressing about what you should do about it to make him come back. You just let go, I don’t wanna sound judgmental but stop clinging on a dry ass man and move on. Stop begging him and ask him what you do wrong. He is just not interested anymore, you might say “ but he told me he love me, he said he like me, but he said I was the most beautiful girl he has ever seen” girl please. Just move on. The following thing I’m gonna say might be a bit controversial but if you don’t want your heart to be broken in the first place, don’t commit 100% to a guy who just becomes your bf. When guys understand your life revolves around them, they will do what ever it takes to ruin you. You need to start to be nonchalant. Stop caring too much please. I know how it feels to be ignored by the guy you’ve given your everything, and the fact that he doesn’t even care about you is heartbreaking but stay strong. May God be with y’all my beautiful sisters. ❤️

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28 сентября 2024 09:54

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I am 18F,
I like women. I have tried everything to change, like literally everything. Religious measures, drugs, dating men, and much more, but I just couldn't like men. I knew from a very young age that I was into girls but being a kid I thought it was okay, It would always confuse me why I couldn't marry one. When I hit rock bottom 2 years ago I tried to kill myself because of it. I've been in a few relationships with women but my internalized homophobia ruined things in most of them. Now I've somewhat accepted myself and am trying to live my best life. For queer folks out there, live your best life. Don't hurt yourself, It's not your fault how you were born. Stay safe ❤️

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28 сентября 2024 09:53

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Okay... and this rant is specifically about that dude(probably dude, assuming his self centred and egoistic rant that doesn't even make senseeee) up above calling a woman out just because she said the truth we are living in.

But wait! Before we beginnnn...yall, let's take a moment to appreciate boys like our little guy carmen here for having some human decency👏👏👏 i mean, they are doing things HUMAN BEINGS are supposed to do, so they deserve huge applause! Come onnnn imagine, use your brainnnnn, think bedenb bedenb, and tell me why we don't need to thank them! It is soooo hard for boys to go around without harming womennn yet some of them can manage to live without doing that! Surprisingly, some of them even have the brain to come up with a law that will "protect" women.

Seriously?

What laws are you talking about? You expect us to appreciate a law that gives 25 years of prison to a man who raped AND killed a child of 7y.o?? That's not protection, so shut that mouth of yours and think before you speak. You and your kind of boys are the ones we need protection from. You don't even qualify to yap about protecting others. First, learn to control your mouth and learn how to word your thoughts out. This conversation could have gone much better if you were not ego driven and someone with enough decency to see others perspective.

I mean...come on🤣🤣

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28 сентября 2024 09:53

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I’m 21 F
I need to know if my mom is in the wrong or if I just have a victim complex. my mom said a lot of hurtful things to me as a child that I can’t let go of like calling me a whore for wearing shorts that she bought me,telling me it was my fault n that I seduced a family friend when she found out that he sexually assaulted me as a child also telling me it was because of me when my dad used to beat her up till she was bleeding ,blaming me for my brother drinking problem saying he’s always out because me and him fight a lot and so much more but since I grew up she has improved a lot and try her best even tho sometimes she says hurtful stuff when we fight but I can tell she’s trying but I can’t help being a bitch to her it’s like I resent her and I can’t stop doing that even tho I feel like a bad daughter…am I in the wrong?n how can I fix my relationship with her

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28 сентября 2024 09:53

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21 M
So here i wanted to.move from hawassa to addis and i wanted some advice my job is not stable but i earn almost 9k to 12k a month And my source of income is not kuami job its partime job and i have a psychology degree sra lemefeleg mokralew do you thunk i will survive there like ye bet kiray or transport mnamn
Any advice lebchachu mtboru sewoch

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28 сентября 2024 09:53

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M 21

Happiness has left me,

It's been over a year since I've been feeling like this. I'm a 2nd year student in a college and I do really academically, and my family is great and supportive too.

But for some reason I don't see myself graduating, I don't see myself having a substantial future.

I be having a good time studying or having fun with my close friends but there is a sudden wave of demotivation that takes away the tiny smile I'm having. All my insecurities and fears take over me, I feel like a loser trying to function this messed up world.

I barely can function when this happens and I get upset since I spent that day without virtually doing anything and that leads to more depression which will snowball each time.

All my thoughts are ending my life before the real shit happens after I graduate because I hate to disappoint myself and my families

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28 сентября 2024 09:53

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Hello guys
I went to tigray this summer and i wanted to talk about smt. So I'm a tigrawayti who has never been to tigray before. For the first time yehedekut this summer new and I'm here to appreciate my people. I swear before the war in Tigray, beheresh mndenw bebale malak sew neberekug, i was literally oblivious but after the war I've learned about the people,the culture, the language and everything and when I tell you I am absolutely passionate and in love tigray❤️💛. I'm in love with your bravery, courage, love, forgiveness. And people have the audacity to call us zereia, after the " tigray genocide war". Only people who are retarded and doesn't know the situation will call us zereia after all we been through. And still zeria mile kale, so be it, yes we are. Anyways I'm here to say what an amazing the people of tigray are. I adoree you guys. You guys are the kindest human being I've ever met. Migeremew neger the people who live in addis ababa, wechi hager mnamn are the people who are still bitter. The people I met eza eialew are soo forgiving bka abzaiochu Kim tilacha yelebachum. And i swear, ever since I've returned, it feels like I left something important there and I feel almost empty. Bka i just want to say I love youu my tegaru people and I'm soo proud of you. Literally the most amazing people❤️💛.

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28 сентября 2024 09:53

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Hey, I'm 17F so the thing is I have a crush on someone, it's from church the cameraman and he's 3yrs older than me, he's so cute I can't stop thinking about him, can't take my eyes off him I like him so much ena I wanna get to know him, I wanna talk to him bedenb so idk how to flirt I feel extra nervous around him and idk if he likes me or not hr hugs me so tight like even a moan escape my mouth but we don't talk that much is that a sign he likes me should I just go and tell him I like you bro or smth weys drop some hint that I like him I stare at him for like hours but he rarely sees me, I don't even know what to do guys I need ur help

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28 сентября 2024 09:53

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I'm 20 M and finished my first year of university a month and a half ago. I'll soon be returning for my second year, but I want to talk about something troubling from my childhood. When I was around 3 years old, our maid would force me to do all the housework and beat me. I never did any specific actions to provoke her abuse. it was terrifying. My parents were always at work from early in the morning till late night, leaving me alone with her. I learned to tell time at a very young age not because I was smart but because I needed to track the hours until my parents returned.
You might wonder why I didn't tell my parents. I tried but they dismissed my concerns and didn't take any action beyond warning the maid. I was afraid of further repercussions so I kept quiet.
I always cry to death when they leave the house to work cz i know what comes next, this experience has had a lasting impact on me till this day. I remember feeling alone and scared as a child, watching other kids play happily while I endured abuse.
Our neighbors finally intervened leading to the maids dismissal. However it was too late. Those experiences profoundly changed my character, and I still struggle with the emotional scars I wish no one else would endure such abuse. At KG school I was known for my discipline cz i always sit alone in every lunch and break times seeing all the kids at my age running around the school , but other teachers found me odd because I preferred solitude. I've always been introverted and struggled to connect with others.
My parents constantly question why I don't interact with even my relatives. I've tried explaining that it's partly due to my childhood experiences, but they refuse to acknowledge their role in it. They dismiss my concerns, and I've learned that they don't understand my perspective. I know that children who go through similar experiences often turn to drugs as a coping mechanism. I'm grateful to have avoided that path.
Please remember to be understanding and compassionate towards those who may seem different or withdrawn. You never know what challenges they've faced and please if you're a parent and you're reading this please be aware of your childrens status please makes them talk to you freely you're the only one they have, thanks for your time

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28 сентября 2024 04:01

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I'm 22 F
ke fkregnaye ga 2 year alfonal ena yehone gize lay le exu comment (🥰🥰🥰) yemil adrgo ayehu ena mndn new yihe bye steyikew just friends endehone negeregn ene gn endaltemechegn snegerw okay beka yikeral blo neber ena ahun lay dgami lela video lay (❤️❤️❤️) yemil comment ayehu so mndn new madreg yalebgn endalteyikew kenun mulu slesu sketatel yemwl endayimeslew deberegn zm endalil alakm bcha please guys opinionachhun ngerugn

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29 сентября 2024 04:00

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I’m going to make this as short as possible.

Is it possible to still be in love with someone even if you have broken up almost a year and a half ago?
I’m I normal for that? I’m genuinely curious. And when I tell you I’m not over him I mean, I think about him almost every day and miss him all the time. And always imagine that the two of us are going to end up together. I guess I’m that delusional.

Anyways let me know what you guys think. Thank you in advance!

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29 сентября 2024 04:00

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I'm 24 m
we known each other for over 3 years and i liked her since then and we learn in same college. we text almost everyday and we talk about everything but we met by coincidence often when we met she blush she scream she hugs me very tight for long min she rubs my hands and didn't want to let go me and i told her couple months ago that i have feeling for her but she said she had enough anxiety and problems to deal with if she thinks about to start r/ship first she have to clear her head and i told her that my intentions are to marry her not just for dating and she can take time as much as she wants and i'll wait for her .another thing is i have process ongoing and when i'm finished with my class am going to leave and she knows that and i think maybe she afraid that i'll leave her high and dry. i told her if she wants assurance i'll marry her tmrw if that makes her relief b/c i'm financially stable i don't struggle but she said u r the only one i trust with my full heart that is not the case at all its just i don't want to start r/ship right now and i told her that i understand her and we'll be as before .after that she was like lets meet we shouldn't wait for opportunity to meet however we didn't talk about that topic for over 3 months .and the thing she do and she says is completely different i confused whether she have feeling for me or not and i tell her that i want clarification and for the last time i asked her to give me definite answer and obviously the answer is the same as before and i tell her to let me go and she start to cry even kneel down and beg me not leave her and i don't know if she is playing or not i really need ur help i have no idea what to do.

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29 сентября 2024 04:00

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So hey yall I need some advice here's the thing there's a guy at my mom work place malt same block lay new suk yalew ena I know him grade 9 jemro now am first year uni student ena he told me that he loves me and he want to marry me like le serious enje le keld mnamn alflgshem ale gn mnm feel largew alchalkum ena g10 mnamn eyalew he said stn anchi eko mnm atakim zm blshe ke bet school hedshe ena bzu akalew mnamn atbey like a lot of things kza befit betam nbr mamnew kza nxt day betam sry drunk nbrku mnamn ale ena drunk yhone sw endet new online gebto bserat liyawra Michelew?!? After a year or month he came back but I stop trusting him fr mnm bil alamnewm ena ahun suk sehad siyayegn suk ney eflgshalew mnamn yelal mn nbr selew I miss u mnamn yelal man wtf suk 1 month kalhadku aydwlm txt ayargm so endet nw ye ewnet metodut sw 1 month satayut betkru atdwlum or txt atargum kinda wired for me maybe he want revenge cuz bzu mawra sw adlwn ena he say bzu set eko yewdgnal/ yefelgnal ene anchin selmwed nw enje yelal ena tadiya lmn kensu ga athonm mnamn selw tenado mawrat yakomal kza after a month txt yargna mnw slew anadshegn nbr ena I miss u yelal I need ur advice just in case inje idc if he talk to me or not and tnx🙏

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29 сентября 2024 04:00

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Hey!! Hope yall doing great. So I just graduated high school and I can't choose what field and here are some of choices
Management
Business
Hr
Cs
Software engineering
Tourism
You can give me more fields if you want to and if you have graduated or studying any of this fields pls share your experience with us like is it hard,time consuming,worth it,do u like it,the pros and cons?
Thank you so much for reading I hope you share ur experience

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29 сентября 2024 04:00

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I am F 18 ..vent lareg yasebkut betam gera selegebagn nw..negeru endi nw ke 10 amet behuwala ke lijenet guadegayen agegehut ena wede 2 wer akebabi enawera nbr keza bezi summer ly bedenb nbr menaweraw.yehon teyake lekolign step by step enemeles nbr .yaw bedenb eyetewaweken metan enem selesu esum selene .kezam be silk dewelolign mawrat jmeren esu yedewelal wede 48-56 min almost 1 hr mihon yahel gize enaweralen .ene be befitu relationship betam tegodche nbr esum,ena azege nbr even be friendship bzu sw washtogn kedogn nbr .ena kesu ga salasebew relationship geban.fiker yeyazegn meselogn nbr gn adelem .ena ke hone gize behuwala eyewashewet selehone menager endalebegn tesemagn.ene besu bota behon sw biwashegn MN endemisemagn selemak MN beye endemenegerew chenkogn nbr .endagatami demo le 4 5 ken sanawera koyen esu ye fiker zefen yelekal ene gn mnm almelesem cause I was very confused about it.and literally maleksebet moment nbr ena because he so good person betam miskin ena tiru sw nw .yeteleyaye haymanot nw yalen esu yetetal (alcohol)ena beza metelaw yemeselewal gn no I wouldn't do that mikniyatum endikyer enditew selemefeleg .enam setefabet voice message lakelign MN honesh nw MN atefaw astelash weyy ene gn wedeshalew mnamn alegn.i don't have answers so I prefer to be silent&pretending like i didn't see his message ena endemnem beye negerkut kezi befit esum tegodto seleneber betam azene . yekerta alkut zm alegn hulachu setoch and nachu be wend feeling techawetalachu alegn.i didn't tell him ye mafker feeling ene ga endelele alnegerkutem endemalwedew kesu fiker endalyazegn . ewedehalew gn I can't beka nw yalkut.cause yegodal beye fereche MN albat yehe yebasunu yegodaw yehonal idk.ena MN alegn metwejin kehone MN mikelekelen ngr ale abren endanehon&mikniyatesh alasamenegm alegn .I don't wanna to be someone's sadness eske zare yene lib siseber nbr sekad sewash ahun gn ene lakum malete betam chenkogal MN lbelew reasone altamewem.yene chenket ena feracha demo mnm ligebaw alchalem.yene feracha demo endebefitu endalegoda be religion mikniyat endaneleyay nw beza ly I didn't feel comfortable with him ene demo betam wend feralew insecure honalew .ena huletega gize tegodaw lezawem banchi alegn..lene yan yahel expectation alew gn ene demo akategn degami sw mamen feraw...lelaw chegere demo because of our religion nw ene demo kezi behuwala be hiwote west meto relationship ke jemerku I have to marry the one like must nw beka lesu demo first priority mesetew same religion mehonun nw. Already this story alfuwal like month honotal gn I just want to know lela sw bihon MN yareg nbr milewn ena MN temekrugalachu.need your advice pls 🙏
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28 сентября 2024 09:53

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Girls I have a question. So I got a little problem…I don’t last that long like 2 minutes max, and maybe less if i have been making out for so long. But! Problem with finishing too soon for many guys is that the D will not be hard anymore right? But i don’t have that problem my D wont get soft even after like 4 or 5 rounds it even wont get soft between rounds, so far 2 girls have asked me if i had took any pills. Which i did not. So my question is if it stays hard will cumming too soon matter that much?

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28 сентября 2024 09:53

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ama get straight to the point, Ive always been a christian but never really had that "faith" uk. Recently I tried reading the Bible on my own and instead of feeling closer to Christ I feel like I’m having trust issues and ik thats messed up. There’s this crazzy intense battle in my head and it’s overwhelming. Don't get me wrong though I want to follow Christ. Plus everyone around me is into weird sexual shi and pushing toxic mindsets like an unholy amount of bs. It’s messing with my head and making me question my existance atp. On top off all this, I’ve never really made decisions for myself before so now I’m terrified of making choices because they always seem wrong. I deadass would rather have someone make a fucked up decision for me than me making the right one. CAUSE IT DON'T FEEL LIKE THE RIGHT ONE. I feel sooooo confused. I tried getting some space but it made me waaayyyy more anxious and detached from the world. If anyone who’s been through something like this could offer advice I’d really appreciate it. What should I do? PLEASE HELP I'm too young for grey hair bro

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28 сентября 2024 09:53

Hey Unihorse 🦄
I am 🎭 Starlight
I need to vent
How to say what is on my mind in short and pricise way? Alas, i am no poet but i feel like i need to say it.

We all are stuck in the fantasy of a happy ending, ✨the happly ever after✨. That is all we crave, but not only that we also need the perfect life. These two often clash and we are lost in the abyss of confusion and pain, what is perfect doesn't  really make us happy, and what really does make us happy is not perfect ( we most certainly hide it with fear)..
So here is a little bit of advice for  myትውልድ from a girl who thinks who seen it all...

1. Happiness  is not an end, not even a goal. It is just an emotion. Who ever planned to be sad, and pained and in grief, but we all plan and outline things to be happy? ( i know i kmow many far to many people have said this, buy i don't  think they have answered thr question of "if it is not for happiness, for what hell i am kicking my ass for? Then what is the purposd of everything?) And my personal answer would be peace. I can not explain to you, show it to you or anything ...  but one thing i know is it more that happiness and happiness it self comes from within peace. And to be in peace you have to find comfort in the chaos,  let what comes to ruin you ruin you and let the one that comes change you change you.

Then how to get  that peace??

Here are some of my ways...

Let go of things (you have heard it many times yes yes) but to be able to actually do that is more harder than said.... to be able to let go is when that thing, that person that problem doesn't control you ...many people thing that you should let go once tge problem is solved and done, when they are sure they don't  love their ex (they feel this once they got a new one) they let go .... but who said that is the case እርግፍ አድርጎ፣ አንቅሮ መትፋትን ማንን ከበደ ? gn when we do this, we hide and run fro that person or thing... መቼም ላንመለስ መቼም ላናይ... if we can't  run we can not let go ...but for your peace let go even if you can't  run, deal with it, or don't  deal with it ...just let go

Be kind to yourself ,  we people are the most stupid creature out here. We be hard on ourself with out any reason. It is not a bad thing actually gn we make it extra is it because we don't  face a really challenge in the world?? And we just give ourself  a hell time. I will grant you that 80% of  our problem arises out ourself .... so go easy on you love.
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I honstly have a lot to say ... very very lot and don't mind writing but...የበአሉ ጠላ ገና ትልቅ ትልቅ መልዕክት አለው 😂 

See you in part two ❤️

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28 сентября 2024 09:53

Hey Unihorse 🦄
I am 🎭 Lost poet
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The voices.

Is it only me or death is a very scary thing to think about?
Isn't humanity a crazier concept to grasp? How, we as humans differ from a lamb who's about to be slaughtered? Doesn't the lamb has a soul just like us? Do animals go to heaven for they don't know what they do so judging them is unjust.
or they just perish like they never existed.
Are we really going to retain our conscious after death?
What is death?
Is our conscious just little cells making our body, brain and heart alike, and when we die they just decompose and get back to being nothing but matter.
Like we were never one being with intellect, we just scatter in the universe and cease to exist? If so then what's the point of living ? If we are all going to never exist and be forgotten? Which raises the question of; is being remembered even relevant once you cease to exist?
Very peculiar really, and not like religion makes you less confused, it's another door to millions of questions unanswered left to be held by a thin thread of faith.
Well I find it scarier, to retain your consciousness and exist in another dimension be it hell or heaven they both scare me alike.
What's our purpose in this world of pain and laughter, who even rules humanity? Are we just mixture of evil and good? Is the devil a lie? And just a physical manifestation of our wicked nature that we try to avoid?
I'm yet to find my purpose in life.
I'm yet to experience true freedom, be it salvation or enlightenment.
I can't seem to silence them. The voices.
They're loud, and they need answers, and all I can give them is a bowl of hope, and a stew of faith, with a spoon of doubt just eating away my soul. Sonder they call it the feeling and realization that every stranger feels as complicated as we do. So what are we really? Humans? Are we really the truth?

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I have a question for those of who have depression.

Which one will you choose?

Being depressed at your current age or being depression free but you will be 7 years older than your current age?

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I'm 18. and i have an issue. i started masturbation when I was 9. and I think I'm stuck. i cant stop. it I started bodybuilding. but i can't. I start being very lazy and bores. I can't control my self when I see a girl with a perfect body. i just start doing it and after I'm done I become lazy. even i start hating the my self and the things I love I'm stuck. I do it more than two times a day. Please if you have an advice tell me pls

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I'm kind of person who ignore a person i like this is my personality. Intentionally አይደለም እንዲሁ ሰላም ማለት እየፈለኩኝ ሰላም አልላቸውም ማውራት እራሱ ይከብደኛል አለ አይደል crushአችሁን ስታዮች እደሚሰማትሁ ስሜት:: እና የሆነ ልጅ አለ ከ10 ክፍል ጀምሮ ነው የማውቀው and i like him and i thought he like me too when he stares at me( አይቼው እራሱ አይነቅልም) the way he talks me, the way he admire my beauty every chance he get 🥰 and the fact he always give me compliments የእውነት ብታዩት የሚወደኝ ነው የሚመስለዉ
እኔ ደሞ እየወደድኩት sign ሲጠኝ እዳልገባኝ እሆን compliment ቱንም ሁሌ ነው ማጣጥልበት ምን ላድርግ እኔ አይናፋር ነኝ

ከዛ 11 ክፍል ስንገባ he really get tired of me ሲያዋራኛ ከፊቱ ያስታውቅበታ and then ሌላ ሴት ጠበሰ የሆነች ልጅ ነች ያጣበሰቻቸው actually (i was like what😱 and  ask myself is this gonna make me የሰዉ ባል የምትመኝ ሴት 😕)። ያው ከልጅ ጋር  ማውራት አላቆምን በ tg ነው ግን በአካልም እናወራለን i'm gonna make it awkward cuz i was still love him so not too much. i ignore him all the time and i pretend that i don't care. but still friends ጊቢ ጉባዔም አብረን ስለምናገለግል::
ብዙ ልጆች ከእኔ በኋላ መተው they can communicate him more than me and( i was like hey it's not fair i know him before anyone of you) so i try to stop loving him ነገር ግን መልሶ ያገረሻል

12 ክፍል ገባን we talk on insta በጣም በአካል ግን ባላየ ምናም አልፈዋለሁ cuz ቢወደኝ ኖሮ ከሌላ ሴት ጋር አይሆን ነበር እና ደሞ ፍቅሬ እንዲያገረሽ አልፈልግ so ትምህርት ቤት ብዙን ጊዜ አላዋራውም insta ግን We are best friends and one day he ask me if he can talk to me about a thing that bothers him and make him sad ከዛ እኔ ምን አልኩት ለምን ፍቅረኛህ ጋር አታወራም ከኔ ይልቅ እሷ ትረዳሀለት አልኩት and he said what if it's about her ( and i was like damn pls don't play with my heart i've been hurting enough) imagine when your love talks you about his love no i can't handle. and i said why she make you sad she suppose to make you happy ብዙ ተጨቃጨቅን then i told him that there is no point on talking me about it.

After a while sth happened. his best friend told me that he is madly in love with me and i say i can't ( don't wanna make love triangle).እኔን ከጓደኛው ጋር ለማቀራረብ የሚሞክረው ነገር በጣም ነው የሚያናድደኝ i feel like he is using me for his friend.

University ገባን እነሱ HU እኔ AAU.በ insta እናወራለን ግን አንደ ድሮ አይደለም ቶሎ አይመልስልኝም ከ 2ወር በኋላ ነውReply የሚያደርገው እና ኑሮ እንደከበደዉ ነው የሚነግረኝ እኔ ደሞ አይዛህ እንጂ የምለው ምን ሆነክ ነው እስቲ እናውራ ብዬው አላውቅም።

አሁን fresh ጨርሰናል ሳንተያይ አንድ አመት ሆነን በጣም ነበር የናፈቀኝ አንድ ቀን የድሮ የ high school ጊቢ ጉባዔ ስሄድ አገኘሁት በጣም ከስቷል and he was cold toward me no interest to talk to me i thought he miss me too same mistake again. It literally broke my heart
i know i was So ደነዝ ልጅ i know ኩራተኛ አድርጎ ነው የሚያስበኝ. ከጠቀስኩት በላል ብዙ ነገር አድርጌዋለሁ it's so complex to talk. everything i have done to him was wrong as a friend and i start realizing it when i get older. When i get home at that day i start cry an ugly cry on my bed saying am sorry sorry
Overthinking i couldn't sleep😭😭😭😭

ያንን ሁሉ አመት እንደምወደው ነግሬው መሸነፍ አልፈለኩም ነበር እወድሻለሁ እስኪለኝ እየጠበኩኝ ነበር አሁን ግን ነግሬው እኔም እወድሻለሁ እንዲለኝ ሳይሆን የምፈልነው ተረድቼሻለው ይቅር ብዬሻለሁ እንዲለኝ ነው የምፈልገው።

So should i tell him እንደዛ የምሆነው ስለምወደው እንደሆነ እንዲቀለኝ ወይስ ችግሮቹ ላይ ሌላ ችግር ሳልጨምርበት ፀጥ ልበል.
September 1

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28 сентября 2024 04:01

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Edmeye 28 nw mekelle nw emnorew, Ena yehone tariken lakaflachu nbr,
Ke 1 amet relationship west gebalw yaw balasbkut agatami Ena teru ye 1 amet gizen eyasalfn nw,
Ke 4 wer befit fkregnaye wede sheger move adrga lmserat tasebalach Ena yaw destegna balhonm yeteshale offer selalakrebkulat balchiw gudaye tsemamten move adrga 4 wer asalfech,
Ena bemehal betam bzu chikechikochin asalfenal kelal emibal alnbrm, yaw bemehal endzi aynt gwadegnayen lagegn nw eyalch wendochin tagegnalch, yaw destegna balhonm efkdlatalw, bzu gizem lemkrat emokralw, wendoch selalen bahri edel kagegnen lemtkem endemnmokr mnamn, yaw endi selat gwadegnoche endi adlum eyalech enchekachekalen,
Yaw becha tedegagami agendachin Ena emiyachekachiken ngr yeh yehonal,
Yehone gize yehone endtlmdew aynt ngr alchign so okay alkwat gwadegnawan agignta tmlsech, kezam ke 3 ken bohala degami Yan sem terta ligenagnu endehone setngregn destegna alnbrkum, mkniyatum almost 7 amet tegenagniten anakm nbr yalchign Ena keza bohala shay tetitew degami be achir guze west lmn beye destegna alnbrkum,
Yaw bidbregnim eshi beyat tegenagnitew Mata techekachekn,
Yaw sele sewu setykat ke 7 amet befit endemitewaweku Enaye Mekelle University temari endenbr ena mngelaye selkwan tkblo emijenejinat sw endnbr ena walk ena andande tagegnw endnbr ena normal gwadegna endnbr tngregnalech so beka kezi bohala atagegniw alkwat.
Mkniyatum eswan flgo lijenjinat slkwan ytkbele sw normal gwadegn endemayhonat selasbku alkwat yaw kebzu chikchik bohala eshi alch,
ena yaw ke 4 wer ye sheger koytawa bohala le ashenda setmeta
Denget eje laye eyale slkwa text yegebal, yaw ye liju text nw ena salflg hulunm text endanbw adrgegn yelakw text,
Ena batekalaye lijuga betam nw emiyawerut tewatena Mata yedewawelalu ena text yelalakalu yaw becha endefkregna honeh setayew emiyabesach textoch anbebku,
Eyhe becha alnbrm yehone text laye "TG gebi" emil ayew ena wede TG gebche endanb tgdedku.....

Soooo......

Tariku eziga nw emijmrew

Becha liju yekdmo fkregnawa endenbr mawek chalku room yezew yewelu endenbr yaw lijnet selnbr eswa mader atchilm, betam kebabad textoch anbebku
Yaw yedrowen eyasetawesu yawerutn mnamn eyhe becham alnbrm bezi seat bidegem endemaytelutm kenewa fkregnam endeza aynt text anbebku...
Betam nw ytbesachewt becha mn eyhe becha betam bzu ye "belgena" werewchinm awertewal yaw lemasater nw enji ahunm endemifelegat abrwat madr endemiflg, becha be achiru
setmles ke ashenda bohala bzu program yezewal yaw betwa letwsdew ena sexual genegnunet endeminor emiyasaye textoch ayew,
"Ewdhalw" emilu textoch kenewa fkregna telkoletal le lijum yaw .....

Tegstegna ngr negn lbel mselegn...
Endayehut endetawek aderekuwat yemejmriya bsechitwa lmn slken nekah nbr yaw becha chikchiku ketlo mndnw selat
Mnm ngr endelele ena yayehw ngr hulu keld nw selemnkelaled nw betam selmnkerareb yaweranw nw belagn arfech

Ena eskahun ezi akwam laye nech mnm yetefategninet semet yelatm even ahunm endemtktlbet endemtagegnw mnm endemayfter mnm netsu sw endhonech ena esum endi aynt ngr endemayasb be text becha endi endemilat endemiyqweru nw emtasbw beye lelefw weys .....

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28 сентября 2024 04:01

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Hi,

I think I am going to be jobless for the rest of my life i keep getting job rejection after job rejection and now i just feel so demotivated i don’t know how to keep going. I feel so depressed because everyone is ahead of me. I literally just can not do it anymore. Does any one have any advice?

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