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I don't know how to put this well but here it goes...
Me is a dude ena
I've lost the thing that makes people KEEP GOING in life. I mean that an energy to hope and work towards something challenging.
I'm a campus student currently and working on a few part time jobs. However, I've lost that color in my heart that makes me push forward in literally ANYTHING
I've been in mild depression for the past 7+ years after my mom passed away(dad's also gone before her). I didn't even know that I'm in a very bad situation eske kirb gize dres btw. I've always thought that I'm in a temporary bad mood gn sasbew it was happening daily. I couldn't figure out how to get over my parents these whole years. Ena i can say that መጽናናት አቅቶኛል if that clarifies it.
I've been trying my best to be good at school and career, which are going kinda well, gn still there's nothing I'm getting driven to. Beka I'm doing things for the sake of doing enji there isn't እንጥፍጣፊ of hope and optimism in me.
Friends and family think I'm doing very well but the opposite is true. I'm crumbling piece by piece inside but everyone assumes I'm strong enough neger...
No one around me knows I've been through this f'd up shit for years because I don't find it logical to let them know what's making me depressed as they can't solve the problem(they can't bring them back to life adel)
I've considered alcohol, drugs mnamn to numb myself gn sasbew it aint a sustainable solution ena didn't do it yet.
Semonun I've been thinking about starting something big and dedicating my life to it if it helps me get relieved from the depression.
Alea there's yehone saying along the lines of "I'd rather die trying to reach the moon" mnamn. But i couldn't figure out what and how...
Bcha I'm living black and white yehone life without color. Not enjoying anything
It's hard to say this but I need help or else imma die. Die inside malete new 😆
So before I'm completely finished what do you guys recommend me to do? Prayer? Therapy?
Or should I መሰገጥ on something in life to fill that large void?
If you've reached this far, thanks betam for reading! Hats off
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heloooo ....am 18F so here is the thing ..... i know my passion is to do content like i really love making videos and stuff on social media and i wanna do modeling too (not runway)yk ..am Ethiopian but i want my content to be international, i love fashion mnamn ena i want to get out of this country for tons of reasons but the 1st one is to start a content ik i can do it here too but as i said i want it to be international not just local content ..i want to collab with some bigger content creators and do lot of things i the future and ik i will do it one day ena here is the thing balfew i got rejected for my f1 visa💀 yapp its kinda sad and ahun matric negn alamltkum yaw lhed nbr hasabe but i will take it and am trying to study but am scared ena i was thinking maybe lela hager heje to transfer to USA like dubai memoker flge nbr but matric yflgalu msly(which i hope i will pass) ....and europe well strict argwtal ahun so ion know what to do like ezi tmre transfer larg or(its not all about content creation bcha tho i wanna get tf out of here ) i have a really toxic mom ena bka i just want to go somewhere and be creative ena if i stay here endet nw maregew like help me out please 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻
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By chance I got a job right after I graduated, but the jobs I was getting took me out of addis abeba, even though I love the job(I work as office engineer in road project) am far away from my families and friends I went to addis abeba only on holyday and this thing affect my social life & some new opportunities..... On between this things I started a relation with my best girl friend we know each other almost for 6yrs (just as a friend) & in relationship about 6 months & she wants me to move to addis abeba to be with her.... by the way I like her she is really caring, religious...in short she is wifey material 😍
The stress is even if the job brings me a better income in the future it also take me out of my social life plus since my relationship is long distance its makes our relationship difficult and I don't want to lose her &
My biggest fear is what if I don't get job quickly in addis abeba after I moved there.... So what do u guys advise me will I resign my job & move to addis for looking new opportunities or will I have to stay here??? I really need ur advise specially people's who worked on a field because u know the feeling!
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I'm really struggling to understand why relationships these days seem so challenging. I was completely head over heels for this guy - I loved him so deeply that I would've done anything for him, even run away from home. I look back and see just how much I cared for him and how dedicated I was to our relationship. I was always there for him whenever he needed support or a shoulder to lean on.
Yet somehow, our relationship still fell apart. We didn't even properly break up - he just left me without any real explanation, and I felt so betrayed by the person I loved most. It's been incredibly painful and heartbreaking.
Everyone around me keeps telling me to move on, that I didn't deserve this person, and that I should be happy because I did everything I could to make the relationship work. But it was never enough for him. We were together for over 6 years, yet we didn't even have a real breakup - we just stopped talking, and it's been over a year since we last spoke.
I even blocked him after that first year, and I went through so much to try to overcome this - I even lost weight. It really took a huge emotional toll on me. But at least I don't cry about it every night anymore. That feels like a big accomplishment.
Nowadays, my whole perspective on relationships has changed. I can laugh and enjoy being around people, but as soon as things start to feel romantic, I get disgusted and remove myself from the situation. I've fallen in love with my single life, and I don't even want to meet new people romantically anymore.
Is this a bad thing? I'm honestly not sure. All I know is that I've been deeply hurt, and I'm not sure I have the capacity to open myself up to that kind of pain again. Is there any one who can relate?
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Am 20 f
Ena tarikun sejemer bf nebereg Ena wede 9 wer mnamn abren neberen esu neber abren endenhon yeteyekeg enem yaw set adelewe tenesh kora alku😎 gn yaw eshi alkut abren hone hule enegenagalen bete aderesog mnamn nw mimelesew betam yenkebakebegal profile'u erasu yene photo neber ene areg salelew nw miyaregew yehone Ken bandand meknyat wede teweledebet hager hede Ena tolo endemineta negrog neber yehedew gn esunm bandand mknyatoc saysakalet 6 wer akababi koye Ena eza eyale yehone Ken mata lay dewele alanesawem 3sat akababi alanesawetm neber kebad huneta lay neberku be negataw sedewel ayanesam melso dewele mata lay saweraw yezan Ken ebet alnebereshem wesetam nesh aleg sinega laseredak hulu neger selew eshi tebablen tewat sedewel selken block argotal mulu Ken sedewel walku block endaderegeg nw betam azenku afkrewalew betam esum endeza endemisemaw asbalew betesebocu yakugal
Enem keza Ken bewala medewel akomku keza elacwalew ke 1wer mnamn bewala deweleleg Ena AA endemeta Ena betacen gebi gar endale wetece endagegew negereg betam denegetku eje mnamn tenketeket endagege tekakefen bzu sat mawrat jemeren betam weshetam nesh aleg endemaltamen negereg mknyaten senegerewem lela weshet aleg betam endazenebeg negereg enem gn betam azegebetalew leseneg sil embi alkut btam arakut yezan Ken caw tebablen teleyayen keza bewala dewlo ayakm Samnt lihonew nw ene betam sinafkeg dewelkulet gn block endaregeg nw betam depression West gebecalew nafkogal lebe tafnwal kemtasbut blay afkrewalew Ena lelacu yefelekut ene tefatega neg abreheg hun lebelew weyes move on lareg
Wendoc demo ende erasacu argacu mn mareg endalebeg negerug please menor kebdogal memot nw mitayeg 🥹😞😞😞😞
Lemetsetug asteyayet amesegnalew 😘
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I have been in a friends with benefits relationship with a girl for quite some time, but her mental health is not good. She is so obsessed with the first guy who took her virginity. She told me she loves him and can't love anyone like she loved him. She gets depressed easily and cries often. She has mentioned that she has thought of killing herself multiple times, and I don't know how to help her get out of this situation.
The funny part is that the more she tells me about the guy, the more I realize she is lucky she didn't continue the relationship with him. The guy has mommy issues (he hates his mom), he borrowed a lot of money for a business that failed, and now he is in huge debt. He is an alcoholic. Even though I told her she is lucky that he broke up with her, she still cries every day because she misses him. I really don't understand why women can be this irrational.
She is so young and can get any guy she wants, but here she is, crying every day. I don't know how to help her forget about her past and focus on the future.
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How do you get over someone who you know isn’t good for you?
You know you don’t have a future together but you both can’t just let go?
He’s very affectionate one day and the next he treats you like shit?
Gin you just have hope cause you keep remembering how sweet and caring he was in the beginning.
Deep down you know he’s just draining you at this point but you just feel empty when you think about the possibility of it all actually being over.
Any advice eski
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I have been struggling a lot lately. Since I hit teenager I have been dealing with mental health issues and anxiety but it got to the point i can’t deal with it no more, constant depression and constant stress, and thought of other things to take the pain away as self harm, $ucide or anything that would distract me from my mind. But again when I think of my mom I feel bad cuz she doesn’t deserve to bury her child but I can’t help it. So I’m here asking yall for help if you know a good therapist in Addis that might help me through this please recommend me which therapist🙏
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Ayo, what's good y'all? 👋 This is my first time really venting like this, so I'm gonna need all you fellas and ladies to hear me out, aight?
So there's this girl I met on social media about a year and a half ago, right? And let me tell you, she is drop-dead gorgeous, my dudes. 😍 After just a few chats, we got super close - like, boyfriend and girlfriend close.
The thing is, I'm not really the commitment type, you know? 🙅♂️ I'm more of a hit-it-and-quit-it kind of guy when it comes to the ladies. 💃🏾 So when I started talking to this girl, my whole plan was just to get what I want and then ghost her quietly. 👻
But then I found out she's a freaking virgin who's saving herself for marriage! 💍 At first, I thought she was just saying that to keep me interested, so I lied and told her I was a virgin too. 😂 But nah, this girl is the real deal - she's never even been kissed before!
And as time went on, man, I started to see how pure and innocent she is. 😇 The way she trusts me with her whole heart, the way she sleeps so peacefully in my arms - it just crept into my soul, you feel me? I've been with a ton of girls, but this one? She's different.
Her biggest dream is to have this big, fancy, crown-adorned wedding ተክሊል.😭 And I just can't bring myself to ruin that for her, bro. I've fallen for her, hard. 😔 But I know I'm not the right guy - my whole commitment-phobic thing would only end up hurting her in the long run.
It's agonizing, man. Breaking her heart by leaving would devastate her, but staying might be even crueler. 💔 I'm stuck in this web of my own making, and I don't know how to untangle myself without causing major damage. What the hell do I do, fam? 🤯 I need y'all's advice on this one, for real.
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So I live in Oromo, Ethiopia and recently moved to Addis to have a better lifestyle and have fun. I went out one day to a club and saw this stunning lady. She betam gorgeous malet yechalal. So I tried to ask her for number trying to see if I could take out some day buy she threw up on me and shamed me in the club saying, the reason she threw up is cause I was a crip and ugly. Betam Kefagn malet yechalal. I was embarrassed but her friends were recording me and that video was posted on Facebook. My colleagues at work saw the video and shared it to my boss. I always get made fun of whenever I go into work. So I decided to quite. I tried to apply to another job but it quite didn't go well. Even random people laugh at me when I use public transportation. I have been depressed ever since. I tried seeking a therapist but damn, they harsh. They simply told me to deal with it. So I am at an all time low and I will be taking my life away. Just here to let you guys know that whatever you do, it will have an impact on something or someone
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Hi y'all I'm 20 f
So I know this isn't gonna get posted right away and I might not feel the same way after a couple of days but I just wanna vent my feelings I don't wanna feel all bottled up. Idk where to start okay I am a university student and things are tough I stay at my dorm most of the time cuz my parents live far away from my school. I feel so lonely sometimes idk I get into depression I don't wanna study but I know I have to especially considering I am now a med student there's a long hours of study awaiting me. But that's not the case I know everyone is struggling with sth. My dating life suckssss u guys don't even knowww istg I'm tired. I hqve come to know that my problem is attachment and I guess most guys are always emotionally detached so I end up getting heart broken. So some of u might not know how it feels to be heartbroken 💔 so let me tell u it feels like ur world is falling apart it feels like life is losing all it's meaning it feels like ur not enough it feels like u can't breathe it feels like stressing ur self out to death over sth u can't change even if u step on ur pride and reach out once it's over then there's no going back idk if I described it well but this is how felt. When I feel this way I always wanna get close to god . I'm protestant but I'm also a swiftie. Idk how to make that work. Sooo u guys I'm in deep shit emotionally and I need y'all to tell me it's gonna be okay and that I'm not the only one getting tired of this life. Tell me I'm not the only one feeling like I'm not worth it bcoz some dudes rejected me. Idk just tell me it will be okay
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I saw a meme that said: the longer you wait to find your wife, the more they use her, time is ticking nigga!🕑 I have been focusing on my goals all my life so I never had a girlfriend. Should I wait until I achieve my goals in a few years or should I start looking for her now?
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Am 19F n am addicted to havin sex n shii..like mewal alchelem sex saladereg like am obsessed w it af😻...n am js worried bout ma future n shii n ngl yehen mareg kegmerku it's been a while ..mn lareg I need help...tell me some tips esti🫶
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okay i got st to say and ask
why is everyone hatin when they see confidence people i don't get like huh👀
i live in my own world i do have up and down but still i like everything about me i didn't grow up like that I've been bullied cause i was the chubby kid with big lip .....
anyways im not tryin to fit in world standard beauty
im may not be enough for some people and be enough for other people. to explain it more im still the fat girl but i do exercises not for some dudes or for the people that call me fat just because i wanna be better me i wan be able to wear whatever i want and to be active on going some mountain like hiking mnamn not cause i hate my self
i understand that people have the right to tell what they want and what they don't want.
if they don't want fat people they don't ...so exept it
if they want it to they can to
the thing is alot of us can't deal with rejection but we have to እየመረራቹ ዋጡት😁
anyways all im sayin is
stop hating when u see people being happy cause ur not
as i was sayin u have the right to tell u don't like that but ስለ እራሳቹ ጥሩ እንዲሰማቹ እና ቁስላቹ እንዲድን ብላቹ ሌሎች ለይ ቁስላቹን አታጋቡ thanks for ur time 😌
ow and by the way comment sir lemesadeb eyerotachu yalachu teregagu ጠብቃቹሀለው እንዳትደፉ vip kalachu demo im not gone hide my id...
እንድታቁ ምፈልገው ስለተናገሯቹ መጥፎ ስሜት መሰማት ያለ ነው i ain't gone lie ተስፋ ሊያስቆርጥ ራሱ ይችላል ግን the thing is ብቸኛ ናቸው ሚረዳቸው የለም ለመናገር so ሌላ ሰው ደሞ ደስተኛ ሲሆን መቋቋም አይችሉም እና የናንተን ደስተኝነት ለማጥፋት ቃላት ይጠቀማሉ cause አቅማቸው ያን ያህል ነው they now words matter........
አንደአጠቃላይ እኔን ለመናገር don't waste ur time ትንሽ ሊሰማኝ ይችላል ግን i forget about it when i remember i can just sit on u and u can die my nigga😭
haters stayyyyy maddddd
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Selam,
Erdatachun efeligalew🙏
Fekregna alegn ye hulet amet ke 3 wer ena long distance relationship nw 1m ken abren honen anawkm lk endetewawekut nw yeteraraknew(sifelgegn ena gze sinorew ymetal/ene endeza nw misemagn) ena ene gena snjemr bzu be feelinge ergitegna alneberkum esu gn lesu endetefeterku yasbal, ywedegnal, ene slalehut mulu endehone ysemawal ene gn keza ylk esun kawekut yatawachewn negerochen nw yemasbew beka destegna aydelewm ale aydel stuck yaderege sew😔
beka break up enadrg slewm eshi aylm.
Ahun gn eyedekemegn nw.
Mn ladrg 1ken ke lbe lwedew echlalew bye ltebk or lakum????
sle geziachu ameseginalew.
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I am 25 M I just finished Collage.
Lately I started to loose weight and getting sick. My tongue got all fucked up and shit.
That's when I got tested and found out I got HIV. It's been 10 days I haven't told my parents,my brother and sister.
I have since started talking the medication. But the effects hurt at night and I can't sleep having stomach cramps.
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I'm 26M
I love my religion before you say anything or judge me, I know I disappointed myself and my beliefs, I am a sinner , i made a lot of mistakes, so I was sexually molested as a kid and I didn't choose this life but at some point as i grew up i started developing feelings for a guys and found them attractive. Just so you know i don't even support the lgbt community , and i hated myself for who I've become, i imagine how my family would get disappointed and might disown me if they knew my true Identity, I was depressed a lot of times and on Internet I try to find people like me and find friendship, and as my life goes on ,I've always prayed that this feelings would disappear, I've found guys that were struggling like me and it was easy for me to speak openly with them. And for people that says it's a choice, it's not bc if it was a choice why would I let myself suffer ,like why would I choose to be hate by everyone around me specially why would I purpose choose to disappoint God ,and my family. But I just want to say sometimes it's easy for you to judge and you don't know how someone is struggling with their life ,I've Always wanted to be normal, straight guy ,date a girl, get married and start a family so I just try to put this feelings behind and I started working, studying at night, and keep myself so much distracted.
Anyways I believe in God and things will get better. All my trust 🙏 are on God .
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I'm 27 i am feeling very weak and tired of believing something good will happen in the future like getting married,having good business and so many other my child hood dreams sometimes i feel like if suicide is not haram i did it long before but i think also for my families especially my father how can he handle this but i feel like he's leaving me soon cause he's cancer patient ohhhh how can i live with out him , how can he leave us with out seeing my Childs wellahi nowadays i'm not talking with anyone but i'm broken inside anyways ........pray for me and my father
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i'm in 2 yr r/p but it ends wz brake up bc of my boundaries. honestly im gd for her like respect ,commitment ,trust all aspects of love .idk what's our problem it's not about money i'm
student but i'm working .
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why all girl's want bad guy's and u act like some stuffs just u want good 1.+ at ur final age u regret
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Hey family
Let me put out my fucking thoughts here and I wanna say like whenever I think about my life I don't feel safe I fuckin' everything that controls me since my childhood and always gives me comfort doing what I wanna do and I hate opps that's why I been hating my life in this country I been grown up being obsessed with western shits and their freedom and I've been grown up and convinced myself knowing my home is there but unfortunately I couldn't make it all
I tot that high school life that bad girls I would have it
even It gives me no comfort to work for my future being employed because I don't wanna stressing myself to fulfill their criterias and I don't wanna abandon my freedom for expectations of any institutions like education,religion,etc I just be myself and wealthy and am also attracted to the girl who appreciates her freedom and free from societal norms who loves wild and adventure life even on sex but ik they aren't here in ethiopia that's why I don't feel it like home here
Am 22 yo m uvi student but always I been preoccupied with thoughts of to dissappear from this country completely not just to be rich but to feel my freedom and connect with my soul tribe
Maybe if there's someone who feels like this I wanna say welcome
Thank you
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Hey so kezi lj ka date mareg kejemern 3 month honen ena ene mnm mareg alfelekum like sex mnamn malet nw ke tdar befit esunm seteyekew alfelegem mnamn blognal gn mekina west mnamn make out senareg he insisted bj so i did it eyedeberegnem bihon keza lela gize degame bj mnamn sil embi byew tetalten mnamn yekerta blo alkso mnamn tetareken keza semonu insta password setugn neber ye esun acc ena keguadegnaw ga yaweruten ayehut sele ezi case..."esua lezi nw mifelegegn bla eyasebech nw ante kes bleh abablat"..."kes bleh esua stfeleg bcha"...endi aynet negeroch keza i blocked him yaweruten endawekugn mnamn ayakem sefer meto koyeto nw yehedew eyetebekegn ene kebet alwetam bye.....i did the right thing aaaa weys lanagerew gera gebagn fr
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Hello 26 f long story short i have a 3 years old rship ena we have been through ups n down together he's more of like a bestie i don't have other besties i always feel like he won't be the one i will be spending the rest of my time with and don't ask me how it's just a gut feeling but am always afraid of losing him even sentala lela gwadgna selelegn ke bale belay bestie emata nw emimslgn. Now i joined a new company n we had a training n our trainer was betam cute i liked him first sight like everybody was staring at him mnamn ena after that i happened to get his tg account n i started a chat ena kes eyale arif mawrat jemrn esum more into it hone he's on z top level manager mnamn emiserabet bota now we met 2 times mnamn ena lamen alchalkum esun endagegnwt mnamn ena sefre shegnegn mnamn ahun kebad guilt n confusion lay ngn coz bf ale n zis guy too. Eski advice me
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Hi everyone, I'm JB
Let me vent about what I'm currently feeling. At this moment in my life, I'm very happy. I've found myself and discovered inner peace. Thank God, I'm so grateful. You know, I've been through a lot of pain, tears, and other difficult things. But those painful experiences, hatred, and tears gave me the opportunity to focus solely on myself and build myself up. I don't care about other people's things unless they are the ones who have cared for and supported me.
I think I'm now at the stage of self-actualization. The world is in our minds; we can live the life we want to live and see things the way we want to see them. Everything is in our minds. Trust me. Once you connect with God, everything goes smoothly.
Every challenge I faced made me stronger, and what I wanted to share with you is this: for those who are facing challenges and struggling in life, put God first and start your morning with prayer. Your day will become brighter, and you'll get through the day with God's strength. Battle your days by praying every day. Don't make life complex, don't stress about the future. Live in the present. A little habit every day will help you build a great character. You'll find peace within yourself, you won't expect happiness from others, and your soul will shine and be happy even if you have nothing.
Another thing I want to share with you is to try to be calm in every situation. Don't talk too much, just listen a lot. Choose your words carefully. Speak about important things and avoid negativity. Just practice this.
Also, don't focus on girls. Just leave them alone. Don't care about what they're doing; they're just a distraction.
And another thing: don't sit at a table where there are rumors. Don't participate in that kind of stuff. It's a waste of time.
Please, don't judge people because you don't know their life path or what struggles they've faced. You don't know what your future will become, so don't judge others. Respect them and let them live their lives. It's none of your concern.
For today, this is it. See you next time.
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The worn, wooden floorboards of his grandparents' house creaked under Eli's restless feet. It was a familiar sound, echoing the symphony of loneliness that played in his heart. He was eight years old, but the world already felt too big, too cold. He remembered the day his mother left, a blur of tears and whispered promises she never kept. His father, a shadow of a man, had followed soon after, leaving him in the care of his grandparents, who were as worn and creaky as the house itself.
They loved him, he knew that. But love couldn't fill the emptiness left by his parents' absence. He yearned for the touch of his mother, the sound of his father's laughter. Instead, he found solace in the streets, in the rough camaraderie of the older boys who hung around the corner store. They called themselves "The Renegades," and they were a family he never had.
At first, it was just hanging out, sharing cigarettes and cheap beer, the scent of which he'd secretly come to associate with warmth and belonging. But slowly, the boundaries blurred. The older boys, hardened by their own losses, saw Eli's pain and twisted it into a weapon. They taught him how to fight, how to use a knife, how to numb the pain of his heart with the thrill of violence.
Eli became good at it. Too good. He became "Razor," a boy who could make a man bleed with a flick of his wrist. He wasn't a monster, not at first. He saw his actions as a way to protect his "family," a way to carve a place for himself in a world that had pushed him aside. But each life he took, each act of brutality, left a new scar on his soul. The joy he once felt in the company of his "brothers" was replaced by a gnawing emptiness, a hollow echo of the love he never received.
He was trapped in a cycle of violence, his past haunting him, his future a bleak, uncertain path. The boy who once yearned for a mother's touch now lived in the shadows, his heart a cold, hard stone, a testament to the pain of abandonment and the darkness that can consume a soul lost in the streets. My life story🙂↔️🤚
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fellas is it gay to love women?
so there's this girl I'm obsessed with and she's brilliant and beautiful and amazing and stuff. thing is, we've been friends before so this is just something that's still developing for her while I'm head over heels which I'm okay with you know. I personally don't think it's a red flag that somebody matches up your enthusiasm immediately as long as she's warming up to it. and the majority of the attention I give her isn't to just impress her or something it's because I really really like her and it's important to be that she knows.
ANYWAY, every time I talk about her to my friends I'm a subject of ridicule. like for some reason how much I feel about her is emasculating or something. which is literally the most mind bending thing to me because how in the fuck is being attracted to a WOMAN, which I'd assume to be the straightest manliest thing to do for men generally, somehow meant that you're now not manly enough apparently.
see this put me in a whole thing where now I'm starting to reevaluate not just the quality of character of my friends but also our general understanding of what being a man is. like... it's a performance you know. you aren't accepted into the realm of manhood simply because you ARE a man or because you SAY you're a man you have to conform to very specific and often really random standards that society, predominantly other men, set towards you and if you fulfill those adequate you get the social credit and respect you get for being a man.
one of the major gaps between men's understanding about what women want and what women actually want also sort of stems from here. unless you have enough women in your life you know that aren't under romantic pretexts that you're close with, you really don't have a clue about what the standards women have for men are. so you instead stick to what the men tell you and either have something good enough to make up for it that a poor girl who doesn't know what she's really into is forced to deal with your bullshit, or you get into a situation where you don't have anything to make up for your shitty caveman personality and you spend the rest of your life complaining that it's actually women's fault that they're not into your pure masculine aura. they tell you "hey don't let her know that you think about her all the time it turns her off. you gotta be nonchalant and emotionally distant like a REAL man." like even if the girl isn't into that, it functions as a very effective way to choose if the girl you're interested in upholds the same toxic values you see guys complaining about in podcasts and rid yourself free of an obstacle to a healthy perception of your masculinity.
the conclusion to all of this is fuck society, go simp over women. it doesn't matter that you're not a masculine real man if you get pussy. thank you.
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Hey moon i lied to you ,i lied the fact that i wasn't stalking u, i was abt to talk to you man but i couldn't uk feels so strage when you far apart nd i have a fear that what if he....Am here to tell you that the moment we met is the best thing ever happened in my entire life. uk jst bc we no longer talking , jst bc we're seeing someone elses ryt now maybe, just because we're far from each other nd jst bc we failed to make everything happen i assure u that we have a bond that will never ever break no matter what situations came our way, i fucking don't know demo how i found ur vent here to be honest god i was surprised. am not interesting to write or read vents here endante. i didn't even searching it, just came out of nowhere🤷♀ (those words uk ur words) u might ask is it magic or what?? maybe i could sense ur moves and doings ,the way u talk to me ,ur words and expressions i might be able to feel ur existence in me idk.
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Hey there guys do you know that feeling when you heart feels like something heavy is ontop of it esu feeling ee demo stress kemaderg literally mabede new yekerge metlute feeling betam eytsemage new .so let me paint a picture for you about my life a bit
20,female,dad died about 5 year ago ,he was an abusive mf ,saw my mom get insulted get beaten up every goddamm day which became a routine at one point ,got severely depressed, multiple attempts even my mom knows esun becha,almost didn't finish highschool cuz we couldn't afford it but i asked the school to give me a scholarship and they did cuz i had good grades , got into college cuz i couldn't go to a uni again cuz i couldn't afford it ,ende i passed my freshman years because of some good ass people out there and ofcourse god ,keza demo i am in my second year now bruh i am literally skipping school cuz i dont got money for transportation like that and mostly i get my mom from selling my cloth or by begging and i dont tell my mama this type of stuff ,literally yalshtukte neger yelem my personal belongings malte new to pay just my taxi becha ahun am in the same mud that i was back then ena if anyone is outhere that can helpme out or becha what should i do
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I am 18F and I want nothing but to die, I hv been feeling this emptiness for a year now, nothing interests me, I am lonely at times I don’t say a word to a single human for 2 or 3 days straight, I isolate myself, in 2 weeks I got Matric exam to take and I haven’t studied anything And it sucks cuz I was always the kid that preferred to study than play or enjoy myself, the smart kid was always expected to be perfect 24/7 and am throwing it all away any ion even care, they gave me medicine, took me to tsebel, but still I am not okay and I feel guilty that I can’t eat or hw am so anxious that I can’t even read the exam paper so I fill the blanks with gibberish, that I can’t sleep, that I can’t focus on anything because I obsess on winning a man to “heal” myself and it has been going on for 2 years cuz it has been so long since anything good has happened to me I Js wanna be loved beka I wanna hv sth in my life to wake up to, I hate how nothing makes me happy or hw idc abt the future or anything cuz I again obsess on getting with him and only him and unless I win that “prize” I will never be worthy of happiness,I won’t Kill myself for my mom’s sake but Idk how I will ever look her in the eyes once she sees my Matric results and hw I don’t give two fucks abt it.
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Hey people,
I don't know how to start. So, I'll just do it like you.
I'm male and 20 years old. Like almost everyone I experience the ups and downs of life. I have dissociative derealization disorder. I have an altruistic personality. I'm highly introverted. So, I have no social life. Sometimes I feel like an intellectual elitist. I feel like I'm more aware of things than the people around me. I like being around people as smart as me. And by intellect, I'm not talking about math or science. It's simply how a person perceives and processes information. I'm not praising myself if it seems that way. I just want you to understand.
I have this habit of observing people too much. I can't help it. It's more like an instinct for me. It feels like seeing through them. I see when they lie and doubt. I see things they want to hide. And almost everybody is faking it. I don't know how other people can't see it. It's too obvious. My observation comes down to the question, "can I rely on him/her?". It's either yes or no. There's no in between. You can see why I don't have friends. I'm here because I thought that I've been alone for sometime and I should talk to someone. I won't ask anything sexual or personal. It'll be purely anonymous. Just tell me your experiences. Thanks for reading!
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28 M i have been in a long distance relationship for over 5 years and found out i was dumb to wait for her this long because she started another new relationship. And now i am bored and fucked up in the head. i am a good looking guy but stupid at the same time lol.. to trust people blindly. I wanna move on and start a new life so what shall i do. I am really fucked up in my head. I started drinking a lot and hurting my self. Anything that can help?
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