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17 апреля 2023 04:00

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Hello my people so it's not a vent it's just a random thing. So this vent channal was the help full thing antil telegram update its self n this text reaction or those emoji come up when u click the text like people need your help n advice not ur reaction. .. like the fuck is ?,?,? if u don't have nothing to say just fking do something.... like know when you should use em for exampl i saw this vent the girl was talking about her bf ena they don't have same religion ena she wan stay strong n she don't wan loose him to ena in staid of helping here u guys are reacting dmo eko if it was the right emoji eko tru naw the fuck is ???hooo becha please let's be help full please
And another thing please people be nice to people n don't need to act like a bitch i mean in comment section yemetjajalu people stop please
Any way much love you all i learn a lot from you guys all just ??

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17 апреля 2023 04:00

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Hey am 19 M
Bzu setoch kostara neh ylugnal gn kostara adelehum ena relationship alwedm instead abro hangout madreg ymechegnal ena 1 partner endinoregn efelgalew

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17 апреля 2023 04:00

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so hi, um ive realized ive had this complex or idk how to describe it but , i lie to myself, and its tiring . id never be able to understand myself. for example, i felt hurt by what someone said to me but i blame myself for it as if it was my fault. “maybe bcs its true” and i never know if the emotions i feel, are real or for show because im at this one point where i think that all my crying is acting bcs i lie so much to other ppl too and i do sometimes think its really really fake but , even when im alone , i feel that way , but who am i trying to even show my tears too , im basically lying to my own face

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17 апреля 2023 04:00

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So im 28 female and I have a sister she is 23. And im here cause idk im worried sick abt her. We are very very close n I love her. Idk what happened to her. She was very outgoing,very smart,very active,had lots of friends, and to top it all of she is very very Beautiful. Every person that see her immidiately tell her why do u learn nursing maybe u should try modeling. She never took it seriously tho.
Things started changing abt two years ago when our brother died. She was very melancholic I mean they were the closest, they had two years gap, he was older yet they seemed like they came into this world together. It was hard on all of us. But it took her a long time to accept it.
And then she was back to being normal again, still socializing was rough cause well they used to do everything together. I cried behind doors too. But it was clear to everyone her sorrow was the biggest. I noticed she was still grieving... one time we were in this cafe n she was fine at the time n the waitress came took our ordors asked her tefteshal n she asked her why he didn't come? she cried a lot that day as we were going back home.
But then sth strange happened my mom told me she had a major panic attack n that strangers who found her in the streets called my mom keza yizat they came home.
After that day things got scary ....

My mom told me I should move back to comfort her n I did.
She tries to leave the house mata lay yehone time I heard her getting ready to go out. I asked her where are u going. She said idk but I feel lonely... i wanna go outside, im safocated i want to take a walk I told her its late n we would get mugged its not safe to walk at that hour she started breaking down so I had no choice but to say okay.
Keza beka It got worse she wont talk normally, she would scream so loud, going crazy
We contacted a therapist after a one scary night, she said she doesn't wanna live anymore... she said she wanted to go to where he was, she said she saw him in her dreams telling her to come to him. That night seeing my mom crying her eyes out and then watching my sister as she frantically walk around the house screaming.. throwing stuff, crying in between was the scariest thing ive ever seen in my life.

Now she is taking meds, but its just not her anymore she isn't excited abt anything at all. she gets up eats then sleep. she had withdrawn from school BTW. She doesn't leave the house unless in a car cause she tries to get her self in an accident becha God idk its been hell but at least she is calm now with the meds, i think the meds that she is taking is adkami ngr so she wont think... depressed endathon enklfam yaregal so she sleeps betam bzu hours per day tsebel soon tegemralech
What should I do to help her esti
Any suggestions
Thank you for your time

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17 апреля 2023 04:00

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Well 18m here.It's been a while since I've written here. I've been good. I was somehow was able to pass matric and enter one of the better universities that my country's able to offer me considering the result I got. So I guess I'm grateful. Its been five months since then and well I'm not sure how to describe how I'm feeling. Ever since I got into uni my self proclaimed depression has been getting worse. Mood swings are a regular and some really messed up tendencies hit every now and then. Sometimes I wonder if the unhappiness I'm feeling is genuine or something I fabricated to get attention. I have my reasons for it. Everyone has one for whatever they're trying to justify too. I was always a weird kid. Never could fit in well at school. The guilt for things I did and my closeted self crushing on guys in my class(the fact that I'm casual about it tells me how far gone I am) combined with my obvious lack of good genetics always kept me from getting along with others no matter how much I tried. I was quite the narcissist at some point because I thought I was smart and I was on the opposite side of the spectrum after getting a reality check. I've been bullied here and there ,called names and even beat up for my stupidity and almost "seta set bahri". Now thankfully all of that has passed and I got a brand new chance to rekindle whatever I lost with society and God. But as usual I find ways to fuck everything up. My addictions are still have prevalence in my day to day activities. Everything is supposed to be great now but my inability to move on keeps preventing me from being a better person everyday. I remember shit that my family did to me and what I did to them all the time. My intrusive thoughts sometimes get  the best of me and I almost go ahead with my disgusting fantasies. I'm afraid of hurting the people next to me. I'm still the weirdo in class never quite able to fit in and I'm still unable to do the things I wanna do in life. I still haven't given God any special time out of the guilt I feel . How do you break the cycle of being a never disappointment to everyone you know?

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17 апреля 2023 04:00

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Hi
I've a question for muslim sisters especially for those who r strictly religious u know like those who put on burqa or niqab(the untouchables)...so the question is how y'all sister want ur love story to be on this life like i dont think y'all just want to jump in to arranged marriage and life ur live as it goes...am not saying have a relationship neither or smt like that but would u be open to  interact if a brother approaches u(in HALAL way) or would u just ignore him and Meh!...sooo to conclude this the question am asking is as a majority of u all sisters do u think its CORRECT (btw i myself <a guy> escaped arranged marriage thing cuz i passed the entrance exam and got to college on time engi i would be on my home chillin by now)....as me i dont want that to happen so leave ur opinion about all this.

Wellahu a'alem...becha peace out

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17 апреля 2023 04:00

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It took me forever to finally let the water run down my body. I cried bending over, sobbing, clenching my attempt to silence my cry wasted in vain. All I see was you, stranger; stranger as the sky, all I see on a loop was what you did today, how you planned and execute it. Minutes passed and with the reasons I don't  know, my sobbing subsides.
     I straightened up, first washing my hair, taking my time... and over think how today unfolded. This eve was something especial to me, and you knew that ...that was why you where here early.I saw you and her whispering... you fussed around, bossed around, eat breakfast, and you went about your boring holiday tale for a millionth time. We all work toghter (not you tho) we were still together(even tho you want to shatter us like a glass). I went about my chores and she  called me asking me to go through  her phone and blast some music 😂 she never ever do that, unless there is something she wants to show me, something that would break my heart a little. And a fool that I am, went on about it. And what did I see? Right after to phone unlocked, your fucking text....a holiday gift package. I got a blind eye and pretended  like i didn't  see anything. When you were at the door, bidding  good bye...you and her alone...I heard you say sth. You turned and saw me, searching for a broken face and a broken heart... but all I gave you was a smile a cold one. You either can't read smiles or I am good at not slipping my emotions. You thought that some gift package  would hurt me, lucky for you it did...little gestures you showed to her and not me.... is not that much, but it cuts deep
    As i was scrubbing every inch of my body, the shoulder you patted, the hand you shaked, the forehead  you kissed.... all I could think was, the expectation when you eyed me, the malice in your eyes, the anger and the hate you have for me. You act like a father figure in front of my mom .... how the hell did you do that?
    As the dirt and the sweat of the day got washed away, as I got to cool all i could think was why, why, why being this much of a snake rather than come out straight  with your hate and be done with it? and it hit me ...you are scared of me!... no, no you are scared of my father, my fucking dead father and his dead legacy, it hit me again, harder this time. He took home the woman you love as a wife,  was a lot mature than you ever could be, with little empire, this got me to laugh, loud and till I got a tummy ache, till both tears, laughter chock me. A big man as you fearing the dead. You saw him in me!!

And it hit me again sadder, and dull this time ...not the why but the end result from your pov... you wanted me out, out of your life so that you could have them for yourself, to play the role of a father and a husband😁 and I got on your way. Flash back after flashback... all my darker times, all my wrong detours, and how you played them against me...we can go in detail but, that is where the devil is, already let loose a little bit of it.
  But I will tell you one thing, I will be here, I will be here for every father's  day to thank you and hug you and wish you a long live, I would be here for your happiness, and your sorrow, I would always hear you tales and you boasting ..always smiling upon  you. I want you at my wedding, at my second graduation, when I got hired for the first time, when I get promoted...all in my life.
    All this not because I see you as a father figure, or not because I forgive and forget. Hehe but only i want my little sister, even if you turn her dark with your whispers, I fucking raised her. And to always see that fear in your face, that I am able to remind you of him... oh, I will always be here, I won't  even lift  a finger to try and get rid of you. Because I want you here too 🙂

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16 апреля 2023 12:01

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Hello.

So I'm an adult female in my late 20's.

My grandparents live with us. Honestly, taking care of them is not easy for me at all. My health Constitution isn't all great but I don't try to show, though I get tired easily.

So, the thing is my mother doesn't interact much with grandma and grandpa, so to me its like me and my brother is taking care of them. I will always try my best to provide care and help but at times I'm not feeling well and can't really be available all the time. Just when that day comes or that week comes when I'm not there for them (I'll speak only for myself) all I've done goes to vain, I become the bad guy.

Then when I do things for them again, it feels like I'm doing it out of obligation not love which makes it harder to cater to their needs.

It has happened over many years, now I don't do much really. Give medicine, take food to her room, if necessary make her bed others do it now.

See? I don't do much but I'm still overwhelmed and exhausted when I've to deal with them.

I hate myself for it, it feels like I'm a very bad person because I don't take care of them but at the same time I'm so scared of this responsibility. Because I feel it's very tiresome and people are always looking for ways to make it known to us that we don't take care of them enough.

I really wonder if other children took them in, would the situation be different? Would they take better care of them?

A helper has been bought for them now but a part of me feels so guilty. I feel like I'm not doing anything for them what little I did will be taken over by the helper, I won't have much to do. Obviously now it'll give me the opportunity to just sit next to them otherwise it would always be for work.

I have studies to do, I have goals to meet, I am so lost this guilt is consuming me. I'm not sure what to do about it. How to deal with it.


I understand all the stuff like I'm lucky I've grandparents, I should cherish them and all. But so much has happened over years that even if they genuinely say something it also sounds traumatizing. It always sounds not enough. I don't know what to do :(

I really understand they are old, old people are similar to children, difficult to deal with I know but still it weighs heavy on me. My health is not allowing me to do much, (yeah it is not viewed positively if I've poor health) and not to mention my mental health, it is only recently that I've started to act like an alive human being otherwise I was as good as a dead person running around.

What do I do :(

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16 апреля 2023 12:01

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17 f here
Yesterday on IG i saw couples around my age getting engaged... እንደውም እነዛ ሁለቱ የ 23 አመት ወጣት ሚመስሉት ...... ያ ጨበሬውና እሷ ደሞ ቀጫጫዋ... አውውውው እነሱ። yoo... am tired of this የተመታ generation. Dudes in my age are getting engaged and am here tryin to figure out the difference between ብረት አስተኔ and ኢ-ብረት አስተኔ... what's wrong with us በፈጣሪ... some teen on YouTube be like "ለመጨረሻ ጊዜ ስቅስቅ ብዬ ያለቀስኩት እሱ ጥሎኝ ሲሄድ ነበር".. ሴትዮ ..እኔ I cried so hard thinking that I will take physics final exam without knowing ሀ እና ለ... and other 18 aged ወጠጤ is like "ስቀመጥም ስነሳም ስለሷ ነው ማስበው " ቱ 💦! ባባ እኔ ስቀመጥ ......ቅድም የዛ ሁሉ ሠው ቂጥ ያረፈበት ሽንትቤት ላይ ሄጄ ያለምንም hesitation ስለመዘፍዘፌ፣ የቲቸር ወሰኔ ጣት ስለማጠሩ፣ ባለፈው አመት አዝዤ አስተረፌው ስለ ወጣሁት እርጥብ ምናምን ነው ማስበው። ዋት ዘ ሄል( ምንድነው ነገሩ🤧).... እኔ ዘግይቼ ነው ፤ እነሱ ቀድመው??

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16 апреля 2023 12:01

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so we had an activity in class which has to take pictures of ourselves. and my crush borrowed my phone to have his pictures taken. looking at them now, its so funny to see how dumb he looks like lmao. he had a pose there in a manspread while the angle is not perfectly set. he prolly thinks he looks too hot but he's not. he was full of sweat and looks disgusting lmao why am i blushing

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16 апреля 2023 12:01

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I’m male, 23. My gf is 25. we've been going out almost 2 years, I love her so much she's a fantastic girlfriend, a fun best friend also a perfect wife material and we get on like a house on fire. But no matter how much i try to convince myself that she's attractive I just don't find her attractive at all, I don't want to have sex with her unless I have a drink. when I have sex with her while sober, I feel quite uncomfortable, I feel like such a horrible person, I don't want to hurt her, she's amazing, but I don't know what to do. I've talked to friends and even my parents about it which was hard, but they just said it was a hard situation and would probably just leave it awhile until things naturally end, this doesn't sit right with me, because I don't want her getting even more invested in our relationship if its going to end anyway, I'm hoping an outside perspective might help, cheers for any replies.

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16 апреля 2023 12:01

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I feel like I'm constantly waiting for something. Waiting for my grades to come in, waiting for my next class to start, waiting for the weekend to arrive. But tonight, I find myself waiting for something else entirely - my girl.

It's already 6PM and I'm walking back to my dorm from the library. The streets are quiet and empty, but my mind is racing with thoughts of her. When will I finally meet her? She's been on my mind for so long now, but it feels like she's always just out of reach.

I try to distract myself by listening to music ድንቄም distract ጭራሹኑ አባሰው even that just reminds me of her. The lyrics of the song I'm listening to hit too close to home - ህይወት አለን እኔ እና አንቺ ትዝታ አለን የምናስታውሰው ወደ ሁአላ የሚታየን🎶.....I find myself lost in the lyrics, feeling every emotion he sings about 🎵...🎧

I keep scanning the streets, hoping to catch a glimpse of her. Maybe she'll be walking towards me with a smile on her face.

It's frustrating and disheartening to feel like you're constantly waiting for something that may never come. But still, I can't help but hold onto hope that one day soon, I'll finally meet the girl who's been occupying my thoughts and dreams.

Until then, all I can do is keep walking forward and keep searching for her in every face that passes by :)

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16 апреля 2023 12:01

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Im 24M from GU and the thing is ive started this r/ship for the second time it's been around 6 months now  ,and definatly we love eachother we always kiss touch mnamn and she is a virgin but for some reason she aint wife material for me100% sure on that😁 so breakup is inevitable..recently after some arguments we agreed to have sex this weekend ....so the thing is she loves me alot and after i took her virginity it'll be hard for her to move on when we breakup i believe she'll be broken betam so i dont know what to do😣
please share your opinions

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16 апреля 2023 12:01

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Hey 20 F
Idk why my vents aren't getting through these days but i hope this one will
So I'm kinda of an overthinker and a sensitive person I cry alot for the stupidest reasons it's tiring honestly but I never cry infront of people at all I've never broke down infront of anyone I do it when there's no one looking cuz of many reasons obvi... but not until a few months ago I started being overly sensitive like more than usual for no obvious reason and I broke down twice infront of my friends and I snapped at one of my closest friends and screamed at her which I regretted instantly and I apologised to her but the thing is this is not normal I usually hold it until I'm alone and I don't snap at ppl with no good reason , idk what's happening to me I can't control my feelings and I hate when ppl see me cry it makes me feel weak idk what's going on
I just wanted to get it off my chest

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16 апреля 2023 04:30

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“ሕያውን ከሙታን መካከል ስለ ምን
ትፈልጋላችሁ? ተነሥቶአል እንጂ በዚህ
የለም።”— ሉቃስ 24፥5

ለመላው የክርስትና እምነት ተከታዮች እንኳን ለብርሐነ ትንሳኤው በሠላም አደረሳችሁ!

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17 апреля 2023 04:00

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Heyy am 20f
Have u ever feel stack, miserable and useless in life. I haven't made any change for the past 3 years.i tried many thing really but trust me being poor girl plus being ugly suck you'll die alone.i stay in my bed 24/7 and now I don't see the point of life actually. i don't think we are created to eat and sleep. I know how my days will end before i start it .What makes me so anxious and useless is when i see my old friends online working and glowing day by day this always makes me sick not in jealousy way but i wish i was them or look like them life is unfair sometimes, pretty privilege is a real thing in order for u to survive. u have to be pretty, rich or find your path I don't think i will get that path in near future and now am tired of existing ik my families are tired of me too.i just wanna let this out thankyou❤️

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17 апреля 2023 04:00

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Hey I'm 20 m computer science student at AAU. I want to ask people who studied CS ,SE anything related. How did you study especially all the maths courses? Did you have side projects? If yes How did you manage to do that. How did you get consistent with programing? I want to get into data science/AI. What do you think based on Ethiopian demand? Any suggestions what I should focus on that worked for you.
Also how to get over imposter syndrome if you got tips
kinda all over the place but yeah any idea is welcomed thanks

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17 апреля 2023 04:00

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Love or Fear? I'm starting to have a difficult time if love is the answer for most situations. It confuses you, or at least it confuses me. I never understood what it meant / the definition is just too difficult to fathom.
I prefer fear, you can count on Fear. If people are afraid of you they won't dare go against your interests. Love has become an instrument, just some weapon in our arsenal. Fuck this world, Fuck people they don't deserve mercy.
I'm depressed I suppose

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17 апреля 2023 04:00

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I met her at highscool when I was grade 12 and she was g10, and from the moment I saw her, I knew there was something special about her. She had a warm smile, sparkling eye and kind heart. I asked her ig and started talking we became those people who chat 24/7 and walk past eachother when they meet in person. We stopped talking much and by the time i took matric she wasn't there anymore. I passed the exam and had to go to uni. We stopped talking before it began.

Then after 2 years now we started talking and I still found her interesting. We started talking more, and I find myself drawn to her even more. She is intelligent, funny, and have a unique perspective on life that I find refreshing. We share similar interests, and our conversations are always engaging.She have a gentle demeanor and a warm smile that make me feel at ease.

As we started talking, I learned that she have an autistic brother whom she cares for deeply. She spoke about him with such love and tenderness that it touched my heart. The way she treats and loves him besmab she's so special❤

Whenever someone calls we talk for hours and spend our time talking good things and nonsense at all. We talked about when we will be available for dating marriage and relationship at all. I told her long ago i had decided that I wouldn't start dating until I turned 24 . It was a decision based on my own values and beliefs. She totally agrees with my beliefs. And she said the same, that she won't date a person unless it's for marriage and can see a future with him.
We have told eachother that we like eachother that maybe we are meant to be together then there's our principle we knew that it would be unfair to both of us if If we pursued a relationship knowing that we couldn't commit to it fully.

We remained friends and continued to hang out. Our conversations are still engaging, and our time together is still enjoyable. Even though we couldn't date, we cherish our friendship and appreciate eachothers presence in life.

Sometimes personal decisions can prevent us from pursuing romantic relationships even if we like someone. It's important to be honest and communicate our feelings openly and respectfully. Even if we can't date, we can still cultivate meaningful friendships based on mutual respect and admiration. We don't know what the future hold for us!

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17 апреля 2023 04:00

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Hi am 23M unversity student at hawassa shebela neger negn ena beka the thing is am not interst in relationship malte beka fkr minamin yembal neger minem lehzegna alchalem eventhougn fkregna rasu heze alkem ena and and sile rase eyasebuk germ yalegnal what is the problem give me some advise

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17 апреля 2023 04:00

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Hey ...F 23 year let get the point
in reactly i watch poronography and masterbation ena edt adergi nw kezi neger mewetate yamechalwe?endaza kayhu bewala teru felling yelgime Please tell me guys how to stop is ...

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16 апреля 2023 15:36

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23f Am feeling like shit i know it’s holiday everyone is happy n celebrating holiday with their family but here i am alone depressed am just a failure Stuck here alone with no one by my side nothing to eat just sleeping n overthinking how disappointing i am but happy Easter to u all

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16 апреля 2023 12:01

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After break up i almost moved but i heard she started relationship with the guy she told me he was just her friend only.........and one day at night i saw them kissing in university lounge ena betam debregn dgamu depressed honku eskahun endeti endi taregegnalech eyalku maselasel makom aktognal.......mulu le mulu move on endalereg 1 university nen bzu gize eyayewat nw ......what should i do guys i can't move on ....and i feel very lonely

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16 апреля 2023 12:01

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It saddens me where the people I once used to roll with ended up, I stopped before going in too deep Thanks to God....we started it just to chill, the pills we spammed first then came the marijuana...I enjoyed it round the start but that wouldn't be the case moving on...it was the dudes i was rolling with, i was the most reserved one by far, a well raised kid who was trying to be unlike himself...they say ganja is door that opens the way for every other drug, then they started khat and alcohol, I was still using that time around but my subconscience made the decision to distance my self from them. I used to go chill with'em till 4 local time at night I was 11th grader getting home by that time was becoming regular and arguements with my family as well, they obviously knew I was into some shit they r not dumb!.....they were getting ever wicked and the crew was full of these other niggas we met at the "spot" they started petty stealing then they started to hang niggas in the night, this was after they started the khat and alcohol, you know when it was over for me, when they pushed me lets say peer pressured me so hard to go to merkato and lay with some prostitutes, I was already not down with khat and thievery now this was it for me....I continued using for about a year after that but depression hit me, and I was beefing with my family but Thank God i had the insight to realise that road was straight insanity, I cut ties with them and I stopped using cause it made me more depressed than happy, if i was not high I was depressed it was as if it took my happiness away and it felt like I smoked not to be depressed or smoked just to feel normal...thats what it really does, to be happy you gotta increase the dose or else your hitting it to feel normal after sometime if u a regular user, u cant even laugh at a joke or a funny event if u're sober, cause it takes ur happiness away....fast forward 6 years and Im all good now thanks to God and my beloved mom, I may casually drink beer with my friends nothing else, but them niggas I used to roll with some of them done committed suicide man, some didnt even join uni doing some lowly work, some went mad and even their families left them to rott on the streets, some just doin the same old shit counting their dayz, even went to jail for 2 years when he was caught with that shit he slangin and now out warming stones with his behind, it fucks with me that I couldnt help them to get out of that life, at least could've told them to stop the using drugs but I didnt,...I see many teenagers well raised and from below average wealth families like me wanting to use drugs, I just want to tell you what I couldnt tell them, please dont do drugs there is nothing to gain but so much to lose, dont influence the way your mind works it is beautiful as it is, and family is everything they're the ones that matter, suffer with you if you suffer and get happy for your success, learn to say no and choose wisely who you let into your lives.

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16 апреля 2023 12:01

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My inferiority and superiority complex take turns torturing me everyday. I don't have a definition. I'm not whole. Im always on the middle ground. I think im a sociopath bc i simply dont care about people's feelings. My grandma died recently. I didn't know her at all, met her once or twice but noth8ng More. My mom was devastated when she heard the news. But all the time my mom was crying and freaking out i was only thinking how long will she be crying and when will it be appropriate to finish the movie i started. But then at the same time watching her grieve and my cruelty made me cry. So what am i? Im 17 and only got one true friend. Im friendly with people but secretly think everyone is a shallow façade. I think im a microcosm of a Machiavellian rule. I just want to be feared and powerful. But at the same time. I want to be the socialite. So what am i? A narcissist or an empathetic. I dont know. When you look at me im just another shy and timid teen but my mind is a very dark place. Suicidal thoughts come and go like a toxic ex. And some days im the happiest person on earth. So what am i? A depressed suicidal teen or a perfectly content human. Im too self aware to the point of being disconnected to the world around me. I cant feel love. I cant feel anything. And i have a crush on my teacher whos married. So how can someone with a relatively kind of good life just be so messed up bro like wtf is wrong with me

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16 апреля 2023 12:01

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Have u ever been with somebody in bed and they point out some part of ur body and made u feel conscious about it? Yeah thats what happened to me. I was with this girl and we were in bed making out and the minute i took off my shirt she saw the hair on my chest and although she didn't say anything bad, i knew she didnt like it. And for a moment i felt conscious about it. I never thought of my chest hair as something that would be a big deal infact i thought it looked masculine as long as my body is in good shape. Anyways her whole mood changed and i respect that its her personal preference but i dont wanna have to shave it (infact i tried shaving it once before and i hated how it feels) so i made that clear to her and walked away. Tbh i dont see what the big deal is if a man has chest hair, its just natural. I would understand it if it was too much hair but mine is not even coarse hair (not that it matters to my opinion). I think we all put a lot of pressure on eachother because we have this specific expectation of what eachother's body should look like and we feel like we aren't perfect just because we dont look like what most people want us to. Well i say fuck that. Confidence is sexy.
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16 апреля 2023 12:01

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I want to enjoy sex rather than overthinking if I might get pregnant. I'm thinking about going on a birth control. so um I think that's it .Am gon do it anyway. Idk how much that shit costs and if it has any side effects considering I only had sex once and I am young so yall drop what u know about birth controls and what u recommend .
And I'm planning on doing it with my boyfriend on a long term basis.

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16 апреля 2023 12:01

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Kemiwedachu kemetwedut kemiasebelachu kemiakebrachu sew,gar be relationship west yalachu sewoch edelegna nachu hulum sew yene yemilwn sew,yemiredawun,abrot yemiazn,abrot yemidest,bka yenesu becha behone alem west menor yefelegal....gn hulum ayagegnem....Ena endezi aynet hiwet yalachu sewoch kelal argachu atiyut wagaw bedenb yigebachu. This kind of r/n happen only ones in a life...esum edelegna kehonachu nw......You are just lucky.

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16 апреля 2023 12:01

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16 апреля 2023 04:01

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pls hide my identity(cant believe am doing this ) so there is this guy i saw in freshman year . to put it mildly he is GORGEOUS totally and utterly and well you know what happens next of cours i was smitten not only does he had the looks he also got the brains and the humble to carry it all i guess, so it was inevitable. the thing is its been two years since then and am still having this thing for him but from afar as i could get cause i don't think he sees me really . in order to stop this repeating cycle i decided to stop going out (of my dorm) give me a break i was fresh but the error on this really amazing ,not,plan is where unbeknown to me i befriended this girl who is he's besti n a person with no filter . i hear about him every single min and i don't know even if i want her to stop so this 'crush' got bigger and my chances got way more slimmer . his friend think every girl wants him which is an established fact so i start to act like i dont it was stupide i know .. i cuss at him(definitely on the stories she told me about him ) or got board when she talks about him just to draw that impression than what i want . after a year later she and me were separated by dorm and other stuff so we stopped hanging out it was a relief and i think i moved on at that time until recently when i heard he got himself a gf i don't even know why i were disappointed its not like he see me or anything but for once i really wish he could . am really scared of rejection from experience so i chose to hide and cower than to get hurt till i can really move on i'll be in the sidelines admiring him , of course .

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