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15 апреля 2023 15:57

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selam sewoch tnsh tyake nberegn ena....
koy ye thtna ena ye tbit trgum mndn new ena fikeres (yetegnawem aynet) like ke fetari, ke beteseb , ke gwadegna,ke echogna, kljoch


kechalachu endih endih new belachu eyandandun betetenetnulegn des yelegnal

ena ke hulum befit amsgnalew

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15 апреля 2023 04:01

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Hey so 19M freshman in uni... agnostic... please dont judge tbh i wish i had faith i rly do mnamn would make life muchhh simpler.... but i dont now here is the thing so my last 2 relationships ended cuz of the fact that am agnostic, am not judgy i dont try to get ppl to stop believing mnamn i respect every religion gn ever since i became agnostic every relationship ends the second they find out abt it ... and idk what i should do

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15 апреля 2023 04:01

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እሺ በቅድሚያ ጤና ይስጥልኝ ለሁላችሁም
እና ደግሞ እንኳን አደረሳችሁ ሙስሊም እና ክርስቲያን ወንድም/እህቶቼ
ጠቃሚ ነው ብዬ ያሠብኩትን ላካፍላችሁ

#ስለ ግንኙነት በተመለከተ
ሠዎች ስለ ግንኙነት በዛ። ትኩረታችን ወደ ሌላ ነገር መሆን አለበት ይላሉ( የሆኑ አካላት)
መታየት አለበት ብዬ የማምነው ግንኙነት በህይወት ውስጥ ካሉ መሠረታው ነገሮች መካከል ነው ብዬ አምናለሁ። ምክንያቱም ዛሬ ግንኙነት የነበረ፣ ነገ ትዳር ይሆናል፣ ሲቀጥል ልጅ ያፈራል(የፍቅር ከሆነ) ወይም ዘላቂ ጓደኝነት ይፈጠራል ። ዋናው ነጥቤ ዛሬ የተስተካከለ፣ ጤናማ የሆነ ፣ ሁሌም ሆኖ እንዲቀጥል የሚፈለግ ኑሮ፤ ግንኙነት ከፋተኛ ድርሻ ይወስዳል። ስለዚህ በተቻለ መጠን ይህ እንዲፈጠር ትልቅ ሚና መጫወት ያለብን ይመስለኛል( በተለይ በዚህ ነገር ላይ ጥልቅ እውቀት እና ልምድ ያላችሁ ሰዎችን በጉልህ ይመለከታል፣ በእድሜም ከፍ ያላችሁ፣ እኔ ገና የ26 አመት ልጅ ነኝ)።

ለምሳሌ ፦ ከ18-24 ያላችሁ
ህይወትን  በትንሹ ማየት ትጀምራላችሁ።
የአፍላነት እድሜ እንደመሆኑ ፣ የስሜት መዘበራረቅ ያጋጥማል። የተለያዩ የሰዎችን ባህሪ ማየት፣ ጥሩ ነው ብላችሁ ያሠባችሁትን ማድነቅ( ከፊልም፣ መፅሐፍ ...ወ.ዘ.ተ)፣ መውረስ (መላበስ ) ፣ ከፍተኛ ከሠው ጋር የመግባባት አሊያም የብቸኝነትን ህይወት መምረጥ (በሰው እንኳን ብትከበቡም) ፣ አዋቂ ሆኖ መገኘት ወይም መታየት፣ ሰዎች እንዲያዳምጧቹ ወይም ግዜ እንዲሰጧቹ መፈለግ...ከብዙ ጥቂቶቹ ናቸው ። ( ከልምድ እና ከመፅሐፍ ውጤት የተገኘ)

ከ24-30  እንደ አንድ ኢትዮጵያዊ፣ በተወሰነ መልኩ እርጋታ የሚታይበት፣ የተዘበራረቀውን ህይወት ለማስተካከል የሚጣርበት፣ ብዙ ሀላፊነትን ተቀብሎ ለማስተናገድ የሚጣርበት፣ የህይወት ወላፈን በትንሹ ቀመስ የሚደረግበት...ወ.ዘ.ተርፈ  ነው። በዚህ የእድሜ ክልል ላይ ያለ ሰው ከምንም ጊዜ በላይ የአእምሮ ንቃት፣ ስሜት ማስተዳደር(መቆጣጠር)፣ ጥልቀት ያለወ ሀሳብ የሚጠነሰስበት፣ የሚጠይቅበት ነው( እንደ ሀገራችን ሁኔታ)። ይህን ስል ከዚህ እድሜ በታች ያላችሁ ተዝናኑ፣ አታስቡ አያልኩ አንዳልሆነ አንደተገነዘባችሁ ተስፋ አደርጋለሁ። እንዳውም ቢቻል በለጋ እድሜያችሁ ብትጀምሩ እጅግ በጣም ጠቃሚ እና አስፈላጊ ነው። ያው ካለው ነባራዊ ሁኔታ አንፃር ልፃፍ ብዬ ነው። ከ 30 በላይ የዳበረ እውቀት ስለሌለኝ ስደርስ ...ይደርሳል።


በመጨረሻም ከዚህ በላይ ብፅፍ ሙዴ ነበር። ግን ለሰው አጠር መጠን እና ሳቢ ( እንደዛ ላይሆን ወይም ላይመስል ይችላል)በሆነ መልኩ ላቅርብ ብዬ እንጂ።  በቀጣይ ስለ ተለያዩ ማህበራዊ ጉዳዮች ለማንሳት ሞክራለው።  ምናልባት በተጠቀምኩት ቃላት አሊያም በአገላለፄ የሁሉን-አወቅ ስሜት ከፈጠርኩባችሁ ፣ይቅርታ እጠይቃለሁ። የትኛውንም አስተያየት እቀበላለሁ (ጥሩም ሆነ መጥፎ) አመሰግናለሁ።😇😊

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15 апреля 2023 04:01

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Hey there every one i hope this vent passes through
Emm so this is kinda a vent and a question

Long story short I met a girl online and we chatted for a long long time and she is the sweetest girl i have ever known. First of all i have never had a feeling for any girl before but this one she is different and she captured my heart. The problem is I messed up real bad like really bad. We both had feelings for each other but I was scared for a relationship so I bailed out and the worst thing is she never gave up on me not only once but 3 times I guess …and at last we had not spoken about for 2 month after that i just added her on some social media and we somehow started to speak but I still had feelings for her but she said that she doesn't want to be hurted anymore and i thought that would be the last of us …but she asked me if we could be friends and i said yes .but then my mind started to overthink and i got scared of everything and the thing is we have different faith…i don't know about her but my parents are strict wiz this things and is forbidden to have a different faith as a family member or a wife to be precise…and the fact that i am scared everything and the faith thing and i didn't wanted to hurt her feelings somehow on the way of our life ….so my mind decided to leave her be and again she tried to get me back and the stupid me put up an idiot reason to just end it ….fast forward i again saw her on social media and she couldn't leave my mind and i do still like her or have feelings for her …so i just added her on snapchat and she immediately added me back but i am scared to text her i know i am a horrible person actually the worst person for leaving her several times but i want to be friends with her no matter this i wont leave her. And I know things might not work out perfectly but…. Idk I wanna fix it all…
So the question to you guys is should i try and text her. She might ignore me but should i shoot my shot or leave her be?
And thank you all
Have a great day☺️

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15 апреля 2023 04:01

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What’s your greatest achievement guys?

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15 апреля 2023 04:01

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What would you do if you are very toxic for your sister
I cant make her happy, i am always a burden for her, we cant actually comunicate and resolve our problems. I wish i was never created.

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15 апреля 2023 04:01

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22M here; so I am an Atheist who used to be a Muslim and a very active and practical one as well, I don wanna write the story of my life just wanted to hear some opinions. I couldn't tell u the exact point i stopped believing in God but it was around when I was 19/20 so not a long time ago I just started engaging in these debates that are very thought provoking and one thing led to the other and I remember havin a lunch with two my friends (one of em is an Atheist the other an Orthodox) and we were discussing how the bible and quran got the very basic scientific knowledges we have now very wrong and I found myself arguing against my former belief. I don't have any problems havin a discussion with religious ppl sometimes you could say I actually like it and none of my friends or other people i had discussions with came at me negatively or judgementally. I don't really have any concerns of not finding friends cus i think I'm blendy but what concerns me is when i think about my future with my fam I just can't see how i can be myself and still my rship with them and I fuckin hate pretending so.... also romantic rship wise like most girls I talk to wanna play n that but when it comes to serious rship they want me to be religious or else their parents wont allow em. on this part i wanna hear from a non religious ppl on how u managed through this stigma

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15 апреля 2023 04:01

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Please hulachum stop porn and masturbation benatachu endene hiwotchu yebelashal am uni student ena mnm mareg alchlkum letena semoker focus mareg alchelm uni yalu setoch library mnmn say lela neger new masbebw becha ye wedefit hiwotchun mablashet kalflgchu ahununu akumu plz plz plz.....

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14 апреля 2023 08:34

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Hey y’all
Idk to whom to talk that’s why i preferred venting here anyways yeah he was my bsf since g11 then after a year n smtg he became my bf and literally he was my all in one person i call him to tell him bad/good news to take advice Bka mn lebalchu he was my everything gn kehuna gize bhala he’s careless mnmn i tried tolerating it cuz i love him ymrm afkrwalw mariamn gn bzu ngr sedersrebebn j told him ebakh try not to be careless dewl mnmn ketron yehuna ngr seyagatemw text argm mnmn ena i told him if u want take break testekaklh na cuz enam overthinker nen insecure malet endihum endinan enkwan yesu careless mehun techmero then he said no alflgm kza kehuna gize bhala he told me break enarg gn laltewsena gize which means eske amet lehun yechelal bcha ene dmo 4kn kebdn ena i called him negrkut be akalm agencha negrkut gn he’s still insisting malet ahun breakup aregn ena esu eyale yalew when I’m good testekakey emetalw I’m only yours gn yekbdal when you lose your all in one person sedwl he hangs on me he blocked me on call text aymslm ene mn larg i can’t concentrate on anything eyatemarkun esun new yemasebw metgnat alchm all night i cry mn larg ewnet cuz i really had a big dream w him yah ye histan ngr mnmn letelu techelalachu gn we’re old for that i mean we 20 mnmn bcha any advice 💔

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14 апреля 2023 04:01

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Hey y’all here’s the thing (female) btw ena I just don’t know why people are so scared to approach me like I don’t get it Am actually physically attractive like I have long hair , tall enough for female , I dress good no matter what , nice personality mnamn u know gin they are soooo scared to get to know me then sengbaba demo they always tell me wow betam neber miferash u r so nice glad to know u yilugnal can u tell me WHY just put your opinions might help

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14 апреля 2023 04:01

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I don't know whts going on my life I have a mood swing yelele . When I hang out with my friend's I'll be excited to meet them but once I go, I got some feeling that I want to go home so bad but I know I don't want to ,at the same time I don't like being alone.Sometime I got pissed by wht they do it annoys me & I got jealous without reason but deep down i love them . And also I become depressed then I wanna cry so bad .Even when my parents talk to me my mood will change & I start to act careless. Wht should I do ?

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14 апреля 2023 04:01

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You know......you should vent about your joy not only your problems

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14 апреля 2023 04:01

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Why are most of the guys fun and chill with girls they have no interest in and kinda reserved and quiet or they show serious attitude around girls they like or have a crush on?

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14 апреля 2023 04:01

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Hey M, so what do you do when you love some one and i thing the other loves you back too but they say yall cant be tigether cuz its probably not the time for yall
I mean i really love this girl its been like a week since she said that but its seems like forever..i cant take my mind off of her..anywhere i go or whomever im woth she all i see in my head
We go out w the boys quiet a lot but wherever i am i think of her evem if ik a bit happy n laughing w other people my smile jus fades away when i realize i might never see her again and thers always this hole in my heart like sum is missing.
And for all the ‘work on your self ‘ comment im trying but that ain no help, i work out i try to make money i try to forget but i just cant and iv done thos dating girls mnamn thing and i know im never gonna love anyone like her this is it for me
Even now after she ended things w me i might see a girl attractive to the eye but that all no romantic shit comes to my head. Anyways thanks fo readin my bs✌🏽

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14 апреля 2023 04:01

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Hey guys. I am a freshman at HU. This year has been pretty hectic but I like HU. Especially after I saw this amazing dude. I am not even kidding this guy is a ten. He was tall and had an amazing physique. First day I saw him at the student complex, he was wearing khaki pants with a black Tee and orange and black low dunk Jordan 1s . On God he looked good. I saw him a lot during the first week then none at all till now. And I lowkey wanna see him again. So if you are reading this, comment, and I'll ask for your Id. If any of you know him forward this to him. He better be worth the hype. Lol😁

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15 апреля 2023 04:01

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Few weeks before one of my follower asked me  "how to become shure about what major to choose to study at university or college ?". so here is my answer for u, i think it will help u all guys

Choosing the right major in university can be a daunting task, and it's a decision that can have a significant impact on your future. It's natural to feel overwhelmed and unsure about which path to take. However, I believe that there is no right or wrong major when it comes to choosing what to study in university.

The most important factor when choosing a major is your passion for the subject. If you love what you're studying, you'll be more motivated to learn and succeed. Don't choose a major just because someone else thinks it's the right choice for you or because it's considered prestigious or lucrative. You need to choose something that resonates with you on a personal level.

It's also essential to consider the situation of your country and universities. Some majors may not be available in your country or at your preferred university. In such cases, don't give up on your dreams; instead, look for alternative options like scholarships or online courses.

Another crucial point is not to choose a major solely based on its earning potential. Money should not be the only factor driving your decision-making process. Pursuing something just for financial gain may lead to dissatisfaction and regret later on.

Take some time to reflect on what inspires you and makes you feel good when doing it. Consider how this major will help you achieve your long-term goals, whether it's working for a big company like SpaceX or writing a groundbreaking book.

In conclusion, choosing the right major requires careful consideration of various factors such as passion, availability, and long-term goals. Don't rush into making this decision; take time to explore different options before settling on one that feels right for you. Remember that success comes from doing what you love and being passionate about it!

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15 апреля 2023 04:01

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Hey everybody am 21m its my 2nd time venting here ...so the thing is that i just ruin a relationship gin i lose interest at all is like i can't be committed malte enjia betam bezu relationship jemere neger gin be rase miknyat i stop it ke meret tenesche makome efelgalew eskeahunm derse set mafker efelgalew neger gin afkere alawkem ...kezi befit befiker tegodechem alakm at least tegodche bihone eshi salgoda endi mehone gin enjia lemin yehun gin ...ena demo seten mamen alfelgm lemin endehone alakem ene zim beye afekershalew selat enem afkerkalew seteleghn betam enadedalew ...kezi befit betam rejem relationship yekoyut 1 yr nw keza buala gin besemam its a lot enam ke 1 wer befit relationship wst neberku ena we just hv fun , like i meet her be guadyaye ena s minamin argen keza we broke up ik this is weird betam gin eshi min large i need advice betam ewent

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15 апреля 2023 04:01

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Hi vent here fam 24 m
The thing is i am addicted and high fantasy of pussy licking I just licked once most of time i fantisizes that only even I watch porn of pussy eating only.is this thing normsl??? I want to get rid of it

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15 апреля 2023 04:01

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It's more of a question for girls. So here is the thing: my girl don't really like fingering while we r having sex and i don't seem to know what to do i mean almost all girls like that. We talked about it clearly and i asked if she likes anything but she has noooo idea either, we're both new to the stuff....so i need your help on this one ladies

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Hello Everyone, so my vent is when i was only 8 or 9 mnamn i saw my parents having sex( I know so traumatizing). Also, I have accidentally found a lot of porn videos on my fathers phone at those early times. In addition to that I spent my summers at my aunty's house ena her oldest daughter used to bring her boyfriend home and they would sleep at the same room i was sleeping so i have witnessed them having sex a lot of times( which makes me hate her till now) bicha i am 26 female now and never had sex(waitin till marriage) but i have been struggling with masterbation and pornography since i was 13 mnamn. keza beka i would pray mnamn bizu gize etewewina i'll be back to it. Like, bizu gize sitew ohh i am finally done sil be hilme hula feelingu yimetabignal ena bicha i am praying asking God for forgiveness and healing. what i want to ask is, is this thing because of my childhood experience? and plus how can i repent from this like le niseha abat endet biye new minagerew. I am so worried sewoch like this days i am getting closer to God reading the bible, praying mnamn gn this thing is getting in my way ena i don't know what to do esti please help me. Thank you!

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15 апреля 2023 04:01

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Hey there,

I hope you're doing well. I just wanted to talk to you about something that's been on my mind for a while now. You recently told me that we can't be lovers because you see me as more of a sisterly figure. And while I respect your decision, I can't help but feel a little disappointed.

I know we've been friends for a while now, and I value our friendship more than anything else. But I can't help the way I feel about you. There's just something about you that draws me in, and I can't shake this feeling no matter how hard I try.

That being said, I don't want to make things awkward between us. If you're not interested in me romantically, that's okay. I just want to know if there's someone else in your life that you have feelings for.

If there is, I won't be upset. I just want to know where I stand with you. And if there isn't anyone else, maybe we could explore our feelings for each other a little more.

Or, if you're not comfortable with that, maybe we could just be friends who occasionally exchange cheesy poems with each other.

Either way, I just want to be honest with you about how I feel. And I hope that we can continue to be friends no matter what happens.

Take care,

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15 апреля 2023 04:01

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28 M
So here is the thing, i had this purely sexual relationship with a woman much older than me. She introduced me to many things (we kept exploring ).i felt my sexuality getting wider and wider.
so i am done with her now its been a year. The main issue that i want to vent now is that i have this interest to transgender women shemales to be exact, i don't know if they are even available here. I blame it on her i feel like she stretched my sexuality to the limit. I've told this to some of my friends and the first thing they ask is if i watch porn or not , surprisingly i only watch porn occasionally once or twice a month. Are there any people experiencing this weird sexual orientation?
please keep your negative comments.

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15 апреля 2023 04:01

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I'm 23M and recently iv really been having troubles with my dating life.U see the thing is im quite attractive but i am never ready to settle with some one unless ik how they are in bed and whenever i bring that up girls think im a play boy.I really dont get how people take your honesty for a red flag.The reason i have this as a requirement is i happen to be a very horny person and i need some one that can match my energy when it comes to this.And i never want to go cheat or touch myself just cause im not satisfied with the sex so i tend to take this very seriously.Am i a bad person for putting my intentions on the table and telling things as they are rather than lying my way in so i wont be judged or called names?

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14 апреля 2023 04:01

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It's just endless looop.
Maybe am a bit late to understand this.
I used to worry abt passing matric and i did
Currently my worries is abt what am gonna learn and will i get the fields that i want to learn cause there is a lot of competetion here at AAU.
So, it's obvious that my next worry is abt if am gonna get a job mnamn and then it will be abt life when i start to live by myself it can be financially or other things and like that.
I think am kind of stuck idk what am chasing

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14 апреля 2023 04:01

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Since some of you loved my previous vent about loving life and all, I'm just gonna say I'm not always all happy and positive, infact 90% of the time I'm questioning the purpose of life like why am I even alive moment.

But I'm hanging on to that 10% you know, that peaceful moment when you look up the sky and you see the clouds blending with sunlight, birds flying far faraway from your eyes, children smiling at each other, people my age being silly... Idk these little glimpse of my day makes me at peace and feel like there's so much more for me to live for if I just hang on and believe in God.

So for those who are struggling with anxiety, depression, mood swings, insecurities... I feel you, I've been there and I'm still there but I'm giving all I got to do better and live life to the fullest, y'all should too, we can choose to do better or keep struggling. No one is gonna come and save you , you're your own best friend.

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14 апреля 2023 04:01

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So the thing is i'm a confident ,self esteemed, intelligent but also introverted  kind of guy(i believe i am).the problem is i am in 2year long relationship with the girl i really love, i mean i'm obsessed with her. she also love me in a way no one ever does but in recent time we've got in to the same colledge and she started to act differnet when we are at public places like she want to switch roads when she see someone she knew. it feels like she is embarrased to be seen in public with me and it's breaking my confidence, also it's killing me inside don't get me wrong her love and attention is never changed what do you make of it guys it's really starting to affect my grade my life...

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14 апреля 2023 04:01

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I am a girl 18 I am the kind of person to focus on my career more than anything else and I didn't really cared about guys or relationship until I meet this guy in my class we started talking and became friends we would text for hours sometimes till 4 at night and it made me feel really special like he cared about me he used to wait for me after classes we studied together we were so close! and then suddenly one day I saw him with this other girl he said she lived near his house so they started coming to class together and then they started spending more time together it was like she has replaced me and I couldn't say anything it's not like I am his girlfriend or anything then we kind of drifted apart I couldn't bear seeing him with her everyday so I started ignoring him but I wonder was all the talking, laughing, texting nothing to him ? Not even as friends??
I asked him if he liked her and he said no but they are really close and everyone thinks they are dating after I started ignoring him he didn't even bother to ask me why I was ignoring him or anything

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14 апреля 2023 04:01

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It happened again. I was just goin through my dms. Giveon playing, n my hands somehow typed his name. I said to my self not again. Dont you wanna move on. he moved on. he made it clear he doesnt want u in his life.

But i read his bio, his new profile is our favorite anime character so i smiled. I saved it to my gallary. My chest feels the knot.


Back online, gone through the rest of his pics. Ive already seen all of his pics but I saw em again.
It still feels strange not having him around..

4 years I said to my self. No one knew me like that. Me and him we have a history...but it was no good
he said he loved me... but he..What givion sings abt I absolutely relate to n before I start getting all worked up, i impulsively dialed his number.... 3seconds in i decided not to n i hung up the phn.. my brain saying are u going crazy stop this madness...but then I dialed again.

His voice comes through he said hey love... i said hey.... i couldnt figure out what to say n quiet frankly I don't even know why I called. He said, do u want me to come? I said yes. He said the usual place? I said yes. I hang up the phn.


As i was taking a shower I imagined what I would do to him n what he would do to me. Even tho common sense and logic doesn't support this I said to my self I only live once. Its always been my motto before making bad decisions. Theres nth in this world I want more than him. I put on my best outfit...

He called me
..i sprayed his favorite perfume on me n went outside. I got in his car. We drove away. It was a long drive n my mind went to so many places I thought abt all the men I rejected because of him.. i thought abt what would my frnds say if they saw me doing what am doing... I thought abt how safe I always felt when he drives, i thought abt going abroad so I can move on once and for all i thought abt so many things.

It was 9am when we made it back. It was plain silence... n before I got out i looked at him. I said I love you & good night n thanks. He smiled at me n said i got u. But then he said "but do u love your self"? Not wanting to get into it again I jumped out.

My tears couldnt wait till I reach my bed room. He kept calling me to make sure I was okay. I was soaking my pillow with tears. Tears of anger, pain n grief. Tears of self loath n regret, but most of all tears of heartbreak .

It wont happen again I said.
just like I did last night.
Im Not here to be judged i just felt the need to vent it out
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14 апреля 2023 04:01

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Hi i am 26 M.
I just want to ask your honest opinions about being a friend with benefits. I have been talking with a girl for the past 3 months and we talk to deep and share different thoughts. After being a frnd for abt 3 months i kinda liked her so i asked her for a date. We had a great time she is cute with a nice sense of humour. One night while we were chatting ... i told her i kinda liked her. Guess what she likes me to but the sad story is that she don't wanna get into a r.nship instead she is more into friends with benefits stuff. i was so shocked to hear this from her. I didn't expect it . Even if i like her honesty but at the same time i wanted her to be my girlfriend like an official r.nship.

I am confused what shall i do.
Special girls i need your honest advice .

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14 апреля 2023 04:01

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Hi
I'm 18 almost 19F. Its hard for me to even say this but I'm a porn addict or at least i was. And i haven't watched porn in months but today as i was watching this movie and it had a sex scene in it and i replayed it till i was... idk what happens to my body. And i am sick of myself for this. Does anyone know how to stop this please? How do i stop these urges? I sure as hell don't know how.

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