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27 октября 2024 03:00

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Aight everyone
Its ma time to vent first
20 M and my case is about relationship....i never had one but am so desperate to have it.
Am the friendly guy gets zone quick as fuck🥲 but when i get close to every girl, i always start to develop certain type of feeling for them ena i want this routine to stop.
So the latest case is
I met this girl in betekrstian started going on recently ena she is soo close to me unlike others ena after like 3 months she brought a new dude with her ...like a day ago ....i only know him by sight. We used to go back home together. But yesterday she went with him....i felt nutn b/c others were with me but when i got back home i felt a bit jealous...idk why


What should i dooo i need someone to help me oh😭😭

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27 октября 2024 03:00

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Hey there
I kinda need help with something. I'm from the 94.6% of the students that took the matric examination, I'm 18M and unemployed. I'm going crazy over here, all I do is sleep really late at night, wake up late, eat, watch tiktok all day till 2am wake up the next day do the same. I really need to do something with my time or else I'll lose it before long. Anyways what I wanted to say is can you guys give me an idea on what to do or if you could give me a job, that'd really be amazing. Thanks for reading.

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27 октября 2024 03:00

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Hey guys 18M ena i will go to university soon so teyaka mn masalachu any private university recommend areguge Addis Ababa yamigage arif tmrt yamisat ena kefeyaw arif yahona ena college ena university leyunatu mnden nw andedau university college yamibal selala beya nw endatalefut pls🙏

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27 октября 2024 03:00

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Here’s a question out of curiosity: Do women generally enjoy receiving oral sex? In my first relationship, my ex loved it and often complimented me on it. However, every woman I've been with since has said they don’t enjoy it, and some even strongly dislike it. I’ve also come across discussions where women talk about how much they enjoy it. If you don’t want to answer, no worries just please set aside any judgment.

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27 октября 2024 03:00

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27 октября 2024 03:00

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27 октября 2024 03:00

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I am 22 M (but
Sometimes I feel like I am 30)
Teenagers bezih gze copy tedergew yetelekeku yemimeslegn ene bcha negn? Hulum temesasay new unique neger yelachewm lemendn nw?
Astesasebachew....alebabesachew..... even height look mnamn milutn ende nechoch hulum teketbewal
Just wondering why endezih endehone

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27 октября 2024 03:00

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So i am 27 male and what i wanna say is why does it always gotta be some notion or reason to date like why do we have to date to marry can’t we just have fun travel talk our deepest secrets be a friend and make this life more colorful, why do we need a promise or hope of a married life to be with some , i don’t get it i believe i need to travel have a laugh learn and experience what life brings me before i get tied and be a role model for my kid , what yall think?

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26 октября 2024 15:49

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For someone who says that is willing to help me accomplish my dream do I have to be forced to give sth in return, in this case give my body. Sometimes I wish I wasn't born as a woman or I wasn't even born in the first place

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26 октября 2024 15:44

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I'm gonna ask this out of genuine curiosity. What do the girls enjoy abour pegging? It just doesn't make sense. Especially if there are girls who actually do that and enjoy it, where's the pleasure in it for you? Just saying

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26 октября 2024 15:38

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hello, 21m.
Please try not to judge before reading the whole story. Guilt is already killing me. I have been fighting with myself on whether to write this or not because i didn't think no one would understand and this won't help at all. But I am finally here, sharing my deepest secret and hoping there would be someone who feels me.

I don't know where to start. Childhood, that where it all began. I have two brothers and my father passed away right after i turned 6. I never had a father figure in my entire life. And this is where thing started getting complicated.

One of my brothers (the older) raped me when i was a kid. I wouldn't say i was forced into it because i was just 7 or 8 and had no idea what was going on. He was my favorite brother and i did what he said just to make him happy. AGAIN I knew nothing about sex or homosexuality. This didn't stop there. More than 5 guys in the hood did the same thing to me. I was just a weak and timid kid who never dared to stand for himself and say no, neither who had someone to seek protection from. Who would I trust if my beloved brother did that to me, huh?

My brother moved to a new city and he didn't have the chance to touch me ever after. Then i grew up being a sex toy for the guys in the neighborhood and I gradually started to fking them back. By the time I realized what I was into, it was too late. I was already deep in that shit and couldn't see any way back.

When I turned 15, my family moved to a new city and it all seemed to be left behind. About a year ago, i was going though my brother's(the other one) old phone which he stopped using few days before and guess what, he texts about kissing cuddling and fking with guys. I was shocked and didn't know what to do. Curiosity got me over and i checked his search history and boom, he watches gy prn. Even if I've heard him saying i love you to a guy (which i excused to be a woman but just with a deep voice) on the phone, I never thought he would actually engage in same-sex shit. That was so excruciating to know that all the three of us were ruined. And i haven't been the same with him ever since, neither a word came out of my mouth about it.

Coming back to myself, even after i left the city, it was no easy to get out. i have developed sexual desire for guys, not romantically but sexually. Don't come at me, i really hate this and that's why i am here. I am a religious person(seemingly) and serve at the church and this is the last thing i want. i haven't done anything with anyone after i left my hometown and got no intension to do so. But i just can't stop the feelings. You know what's even worse, I am getting addicted masturbation. I do it multiple times a week.

I got a girlfriend with who I never had sexual intimacy because i want to maintain her purity and wait until marriage. I really love her and she is the one I want to start a family with. She is just perfect in every way and there a'int no circumstances i deserve her love.

I am a type of guy every woman craves, a calm, gentle, good-looking, respectful and romantic one from outside, but a total freak with unresolved sexuality issues inside. I have forgiven all the people who made me like this, but myself. I hate myself and i really want all this ended. I am literally dying inside day after day.

Oh, God, I didn't think i had this much to say. It has been piling up for years and I had to let it out before it blows my mind. Anyhow, if there is anyone who has passed through something like this, please help me out. I've already taken the first step and please pray on my behalf so iwould stay on the route. And those of you who are in this life by choice or those who think is it normal to be this way, don't bother to tell me to accept myself. THIS IS NOT ME, AND I WOULD RATHER DIE. thank you so much for making it all the way here. I am already feeling better

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26 октября 2024 15:35

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But if we all eventually die what's the fucking point, Try books, there's quite a few dead guys who are willing to claim they can explain what you're doing here and how you can be happy but loads of them just contradict each other and to be honest it all comes down to you. You're going to have to decide whether you believe in God or want to eat meat or support abortion or feel that life has intrinsic meaning and whatever you do people, will shit on your opinions and tell you you're delusional. Sorry, it's a game with no winners. And now you're old and maybe you've got money and maybe you haven't, same with a partner and child, and now you're two steps from death and you spend a lot of time thinking about what you could have done and Jennifer Smith in the fields behind your parents' house when you were both 17 and how you should've said I love you and instead you said look I'm sorry I'm just not in the best place right now, come on, it's getting cold. Well, no use thinking about it now. Jennifer is probably old and doddery just like you are. Not much time left. Well, I guess i'll just do it all again differently the next time. Oh, there - there isn't a next time? Oh that - that was it? Shit, I'd wish I had known because if I'd known that this was the one chance I have to live as a talking monkey in space at the best point in history as the smartest species on the planet using fucking magic on a daily basis like the internet and jet planes and smartphones with access to all human knowledge at my fingertips and the chance to talk about how cool being alive is I might have not worried so much about what other people thought and their shitty lives, and I might have just spent what little time there was making good art or doing good science or falling in love or just not being a dick. Oh well, if only I'd known. Which I did but i just don't really want to think about it. Oh humm, so it goes…

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26 октября 2024 04:01

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I remember the day I met Afomia like it was yesterday. We were in high school, and right away, we clicked. We laughed together, shared our dreams, and became inseparable. Every weekend was an adventure, whether we were exploring the town or just talking for hours.

When the end of the school came, life took us in different directions. I got a points to a university far away, while Afomia decided to stay local to support her family. We promised each other we would make it work, believing that our love could withstand the distance.

At first, we were doing well. Late-night calls and weekend visits kept the spark alive. But as the months went by, things started to change. My studies and new friends began to fill my life, and I found myself calling Afomia less often. I could feel her loneliness growing, and I felt guilty, but I was overwhelmed.

One day, Afomia decided to visit me. I was excited but also nervous. When she arrived, I was caught up with friends, and our reunion felt awkward. The laughter that used to flow so easily between us seemed forced now. We tried to catch up over dinner, but the conversation felt strained. I could see how much she missed me, and I missed her too, but it was different.

After that visit, we both knew something was wrong. We tried to communicate more, but it felt like we were just going through the motions. One evening, during a video call, Afomia broke down. She told me, “I don’t think we can keep doing this.” Her tears hit me hard, and I knew she was right.

“I feel it too,” I said, my heart heavy. “I love you, but we’re living in different worlds now.” We talked for hours, realizing that despite our love, we had changed and grown apart.

In the end, we made the hardest decision of our lives: to break up. We both knew it was for the best. Saying goodbye was painful, but we cherished the memories we had created together.

Months went by, and while we both moved on, a part of me always held onto our love. Life continued, but I learned that sometimes love isn’t enough to keep two people together.

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26 октября 2024 04:01

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Mn meselachu abzaghaw gize ask anything lay hone vent here lay gemashu teyake am addicted to porn weym sega new zendro demo internet nef selehone new meselgh classmate ye sister jelesoch set hunow rasu be porn sus ebed yalu alu ena lmndnew sewu le sexual neger endi feker kalew chance maystatew lemndew setoch 1 partner yezew hulutum ke sus maywetut sex enkuan bayadergu they can help each other by feelings??

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26 октября 2024 04:01

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Today I woke up to someone touching me. I 25,f live by myself in a rental house in a compound. There is a main house and like 9 rentals in our compound.
The late owner were so kind and thoughtful people hardly change rentals and I remember one time when she asked me if there were anyone who bothered me and my friend(any sexual harassment) since she also has grown-up boys. I remember wondering what it meant, not that I don't know harassment, I had my fair share as a kid but I know everyone so it never occurred to me till today.
I have a bad habit of leaving my door unlocked when I have to wake up around midnight and usually sleep with the door open and never not even once had anything stolen and Noone tried any funny business either.
And today I woke up to someone touching me. My blanket was stripped to the side and the guy is standing at the end of the bed, next to the door. The lights were out so I didn't get to see his face, and it took me a while to wake up and I screamed 'you' and he run out. It's 5 LT, close to midnight so this guy has no place to go and I can hear the toilet door closing so I did the simple logic, whoever is out and not in their house is my guy.
The owners son, I think, heard my scream and got out but I was collected so he just took a phonecall outside. I started washing my socks outside waiting for the guy to come out. My next door neighbor is a guy and we bicker like brother amd sister so I was disgusted when I found his door open and none responding, so I waited and after a while, since he has no where else to go he came out, not my neighbor but a friend of his. I called after him to wait but he rushed to the house and closed the door but the key was on the outside so I locked him in, he didn't say a word at first. I wanted to make sure he doesn't have another key so I flooded his house with two jugs of water. After like 15 minutes he called out and asked if I was the one who locked him out. I told him to guess why and when he played dumb with me, I told him he can explain in the morning.
Now I don't know what to do. I have locked my door and covered my windows well but it's like being haunted. And the more I think about it, the creepier it gets. This happened around 10:50pm and the outside door usually locks around 10:30, if his key on the outside could only mean this guy arrived not much before he decided to do this or was in my room for a while. And God almighty I was fully clothed cause Im on my period cause normally I wear a dress. And now I'm wondering was he in my room before.
I take responsibility for not closing my door but that is as far as my fault goes.

Now it is midnight and I genuinely don't know how to take things in the morning, I put the key on the corner of the door he will be able to see it in the morning. And a little backstory I was molested for 2 years by my uncle who denied everything when I confronted him as a child so this hits as close to home as anything. What do I do?

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27 октября 2024 03:00

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Hi this nate. I am 19 years old boy who is really depressed. I have tried dating since highschool but i think it's not for me i don't know why but the more I try the more i feel lonely. At this point of my life i have no friends because all of got our own life path i feel like shit every times tried talking to girls. No one loves me they only wants cool boys who lives in fake personality and i don't want change my personality for them so some one please tell me what to do

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27 октября 2024 03:00

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Hey everyone! I’ve been dealing with a persistent vaginal odor that seems to be getting worse in this hot university climate. Has anyone experienced something similar? I’d really appreciate any tips or advice on how to manage it, especially since I can’t use remedies like clove water, bet wst mizegaju negerochn metekem alchlm

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27 октября 2024 03:00

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Hey first time venting
So am getting married soon in about a month i want u guys to tell me things u wished u did but didn’t so i would do them and i want advice about anything helpful

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27 октября 2024 03:00

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Hey I'm 19 grade 12 (I also pee standing 😉)
I wanted to vent since I don't have friends n shi 💔so my problem is......I wanna be pilot ena the መስፈርትስ are u have to score above 50 on matric (specifically mhats, English and physics ) and u have to be healthy and also u have to be above 1.75....so I'm healthy 1.89 and evt but ..I have this problem with mhats n physics yk...ኮንታ ልገባ ነው fr😭😭😭 I was always avoiding em bcz when I try to read n shi they always consume my time n guess what? I always scored below 75 n boom last year I scored 55🙆🙆 I'm also scared of em...bcha I think ሳይቆሎጂካሊም yehone diagnosed medereg saynorbgn aykerm😂 ena yezih chanal kelemoch hula
1 ...do I have a chance ( it's only የወራት እድሜ so is it too late?)
2 if I have..what should I do I mean how should I study whats the reliable way (not the easiest)
3 how was the exam was it scary mnamn??
.. sorry for wasting your time with zis long ass vent ena I appreciate you for reading my vent may peace and love Will always be with you 💞🙏✨

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27 октября 2024 03:00

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Hi ya all
i am f

What I want to say is me and my bf were friends for years..and I am short he is tall ...I am rly proud of my self Btw beza slachu betam new mwedew achr mehonen mnamn guadognochem endene nachew they love achr mehonachewn chmr...when we come to the problem yesu gadognoch🤣😩 esu rejm slehone mikeldubet ymeslegnal enesum betammm rejm nachew ...ena enem esun mashemakek alfelegkum....guys ena height difference real chgr yametal wey please melsulgn ke experience mnamn mtakutn please🙏🙏🙏

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27 октября 2024 03:00

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Guys is it okay for a girl to have man guy bestfriends??am worried

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27 октября 2024 03:00

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Sup Crew! I'm  22-YO  M,  4th-y uni student,
Here's the thing when i was fresh  I met some1(local)in a campus  N we began chatting .  convos' leads to a strong friendship. We enjoyed countless moments 2gether, filled wiz calls, meet-ups, N walks even in n8 till 4🕑. Gradually our friendship turned into sth deeper—lov🙈
Hwever, during my 2nd -y I found myself feelin' anxious,cuz She's lecturer's daughter N we've different   religious beliefs ,she was in grade 11 when I entered the campus but we felt a strong desire to be 2gether  TBH she's crazy bout me (lov me af) when i tied her shoes,fixed her hair More ሳተች(siuuuuu)👀She gets jealous/worries that I'll meet up with my ex when I go home for break but I'm loyal....., Hwever Ik it's just passing emotion ,last year she moved to Double A town n my trust in her was shattered .😐
She was patiently waiting for me to express my emotions , she said" y don't u tell me i was waiting for u eko n i feel like u don't luh me", but we boz held back due to our stubbornness(derek 🪵 erasu endegna ayderkim). Despite this our luv and care z difference has created challenges in our r/ship,  then we often go months without talking n suddenly  we reach out to each other again after a long silence(AYASCHLENMA).😌 (imagine 4-y mulu)
rn I feel like It's not practical for us to be 2gether, so I hv to focus on myself N not invest in sth that isn't meant to be on flip side hv desire to be w her.
This situation is rly hard for boz of us (ከባድ ነዉ አለ ተሸካሚ). What 👞 🪵  I do guy's ?

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26 октября 2024 15:50

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Selam be WhatsApp bicha kemawkew sw gar sex with out protection adrgiyalew ena it’s been 2 months since I had sex then we fought after that day ahun yaschenekgn esu aydelem hiv binorbets biye betam techenkiyalew ena siteykew tenaded negr gn clean negn alegn gn betam ferchalew….yehone negr siyamegn hiv bihons biye eferalew hiv test lemedereg mn yahil gize nw yemyasefelgew early symptoms mech nw metayet yemijemrut enesus mndnachew erdugn

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26 октября 2024 15:47

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ወንዶች please ጥማታችሁን በልክ አርጉት. I mean why are y'all writing 'hit me up' in the comments??? Get out there experience life, get a gf from the outside world, work on yourself!!!!እባካችሁ አታሰድቡን!!!!

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26 октября 2024 15:39

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Mama I made it …lol I was just looking back at my old vents ( couldn’t sleep ) and I realized damn I made it. I got past every single struggle. I passed every problem I am the person I wanted to be back then. oh my god it feels amazing everything that happened led me here…. And I’m feeling so much Gratitude. I didn’t let her down, I worked for her and I got her. 🙏 amen

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26 октября 2024 15:36

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Hey guys....this question is specifically for my fellow med students so if you're not you should probably scroll so I won't waste your time.

So I am on my pre-clerkship yet and I just wanna ask my seniors who picked the same department. What is the one thing that you regret while going through med school. Might be a mistake or just something you wished you could have done different. Coz honestly I am too immature and I think I am making a lot of mistakes without knowing what they are. So I am asking politely to help your bro out.🙏

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26 октября 2024 04:01

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I am 24f
So there is this guy that I met him sera bota ena mawrat jemeren then sanasbew relationship lay geban ena almost a year honen we are together still now so the biggest problem is here....He is Muslim and I’m an orthodox u guys future maseb alchalnem we loved each other eko gn there is no future between us that thing hurts me betam😔anyone pls share ur ideas yetlyaye haymanot yizo abro menor yichalal? Betam ewedewalew esun matatem alfelegem gn demo negeye asfragn🥺

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26 октября 2024 04:01

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Hi guys im 20F, so im in college 2nd year now
and there is this guy in my class that i have been crushing on for a while now he is very tall and skinny and doesn't talk much. Anyways i have been trying to approach him but he is the antisocial type. He has friends but he is a laidback person ena ive tried to start a conversation with him in class and in college outside class but he is a stubborn person to say the least. I had managed to talk to him on few group assignments and he seems calm and collected. I often like his instagram stories as if he will notice me out of all those girls surrounding him and approaching him in person is also a struggle since he is always accompanied by his classmates who copy his appearances. Anywho zendro 2nd year sengeba my friend started being close to him all of a sudden and its making me jealous idk what to do but i want him to notice me so bad and atleast get to know him i think im obsessed what should i do??

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26 октября 2024 04:01

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So the other day I was on dating site of my habesha ppl and a few guys reached out to me. We talked it was fine gn after a few chitchats things changed, they all ask you enegenagnena ketemawen lasayesh mnamn.. Bezach tewewk lol. Guys ere uuuu mereregn dating site bemulu lmndnew hookup site yehonew where are you people only looking for a date. Suggest me esti good site if there is any.

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26 октября 2024 04:01

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I need to vent
"Well am writing this under my blanket" M in his early twenties.
Am like really traumatized man fr...back when i was 12 or 13 yo(we are poor so living standard force us to make the family beds closer) our bed was 2 in 1 aka 'tederarabi' with my other 3 siblings and my mom and dad sleep just behind me just because of my sleeping position...about my parents they are divorced in their heart and ideally but they keep on living with us making our life nightmare(they are hard workers but they have no idea about our mental health) and around mid night idk i always woke up because they whisper when they talk and grow up hearing words i should not hear as a kid hearing their endless sex and a lot...and i have to give them the "smile 😊" in the morning 💔 and their drama goes to the day and to night and started to have insomnia just in my early ages...i had a lot growing up carrying grown us man problems...

I write in the first line am under the blanket because screen time isn't allowed at bedtime here so that kid is now grown but i just heard them whispering and it hit me back to those traumatized times. I just wanna say a lot but am mentally exhausted i just want to let this out...

#Family #Adult
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