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24 октября 2024 04:00

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I am 19M
I tried everything in the world to stop watching porn and masturbation but i can't through the process i lost 2 gf i even tried sucide my longest streak is 22 days guys what shall i do i am helpless and some times i blame my cousin for this he the one that told me about it tf i hate my self and i lost my control over my self

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24 октября 2024 04:00

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Hey guys. Im 19 male so here is the deal:-
I've been single for basically my whole life and i get this feeling like "What am i doing wrong?" I meet up with a gyal, feel some connection between us, and suddenly boom she starts pulling away literally ignored (endless cycle)
Is this shit really normal? Is that cuz i am shy? Or maybe cuz i am not so good looking? these reasons make me overthink so much and funny how not only gyals even the people i call "my bros" literally started distancing away from me. And yeah btw depression hits the hardest.(And btw I'm in uni)🥲

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24 октября 2024 04:00

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Simien alenagerm lol but I am femelle 21 almost 22 and I live abroad
So my question is how do you find someone to date in this generation I am Christian Protestant to be exact and I don’t want to date just to play around I want something serious with someone serious and I know it comes with praying minamn gn you have to move too becha I get bored sjemer kemanem gar awrche alakm ai have one friend don’t go out my life is ke class bet ke bet sira menamn I had one yemer relationship when I was in 10th grade real as in bizu gize yekoyehut enji ye hetsan neber and I don’t want to be on this bs dating apps becha min weta weta bey menamn endatelugn sejemer yalehubet hager yalutn date mareg alfelgm obv becha gn eski any mikir metmekrugn kale let me know also I am open for a relationship lol( I don’t have a type I like someone that makes me laugh happy I hate prideful people someone that knows God ene akrari hogne sayhon gn I am trying
Idk how you’re gonna contact me or how I am able too maybe I will share my contact with admin if possible
Merci 🤗

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24 октября 2024 04:00

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Hey, Is it wrong to want a female friend whom you can rant about anything to? I was talking to some girls on ig and they were so boring idk if I’m the one who was too open or if they think am trying to flirt but am just the kind of person who likes to chat about anything and everything at anytime with a female , without no flirtation it’s just nice having females perspective on things it’s kinda breath of fresh air sometimes yemrr

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23 октября 2024 04:01

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Hey y'all I fucked up lol M 24 so here's the thing in 2020 Addis amet lay we were celebrating with friends and one guy decided to call a girl (F 21) who he just met and she came then this dude he's drunk Betam and start puking and all idk him much then a fight broke out in the bar everyone run out to my surprise her dude zoomed tf out the place leaving the girl alone she lost her shoe when she run so I got back and brought her the shoe and we started walking laughing and having a good time and she said let's have a room cause selemeshe her mom endematasgebat negerechign then I said okay thinking ntn will happen oh boy! so she kissed me and fetatenechbgn then I had sex for first time so we exchanged name and number benegataw, so after years she called and came in my house in my room and brought a blunt and started smoking☘️ and told me she got a child now and am hoping here it's not mine but she didn't say anything about that, ene ezi gar setaches endaybanen sendel eyelekosku sengoraded she came and kissed me bruh she's a mom now I can't do this😭she's beautiful af and despite having a baby she's shapie like damn and am right there like a doll being touched and shit and so yea we're doing it everytime she calls so how can I make it stop she really wanna talk about alot she's so stressed by everything and I listen to her and advice her but after that it's like she get turned on and comes this horny girl that I can't resist help a brother out what should I do this is not right

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23 октября 2024 04:01

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Please urgent nw tebaberugn

ande ngr laschegerachu nbr wolayita soddo lay sera feligulegn manignawm aynet sera yihun bicha mesrat nw mifeligew be Instrumentation and control servicing level 3 alegn seles sera nbr.... manm mawkew sew yelegnem... bet kiraym eske sent endehone ngrugn please...

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23 октября 2024 04:01

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I am 27 m after graduation from uv life goes so hard on me and I am struggling even to pay house rent and my own food recently and that makes me sick inside and today I was scammed by some scanner the money I have kept for rent and I do not know what to do guys please help me out give me some advice and talk to me
The worst thing is that I have no one to talk to about any thing in my life . You feel me ? So hard to live and so hard to give up too ! Complicated pls talk to me

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23 октября 2024 04:01

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Am 20,F


I really need your advice so please help me. yene enkwan yekefa neger hono adelem just I want to know ppls opinion leza nw. Negeru mn meselachu single hogna like my future lay tikuret Marge nw mifeligew gen erasen r/ship wist agegnwalew ena hulum r/ship same way nw end up miyargew maybe yalehubet age yihonal ahun ahun ema player hula eysbalegn nw yiha neger beka ene mifeligew gen at the right time lay tenegna ena blessed yehone r/ship nw gen I can't have it just tell me mn Marge endalebign 🙏🏻

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23 октября 2024 04:01

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Hey everyone how r u y'all so I will tell u my problem and if there's anyone who's suffering or who had the same problem... Pls let me know ur opinion.


The thing is u can say I have the prefect life specially nowadays when I look at ppl who r at my age ...they rly suffer from thing they don't have to. Look I'm grateful and thankful for everything I have but ahun ahun whenever I see my parents specially my father he's getting old he's not the man I used to know he's getting bald and have white hair all over his bread. He can't hold heavy thing as he used to bcha he's getting old edme tga nwa ena yhen mayte ejg btam destga ngn gn sasbw I feel like I'm just counting number amt bamt bmta kutr but not growing up? I just turned 21 recently dro 21 sebal telk yalch wetat lij nbr masbw now I'm at that age but don't feel like it I'm still the 17 girl. wdfit ensu syju metor ena laskachw mflgachwn ngroch maskat ykrna it became difficult ke ken ken msager n doing daily activity. Gze dgmo komo aytbkgym I don't wanna regret thing I rly don't so bdzi aynt hunta wst yalfachu swoch I rly need ur advice endt edalfachut mawk eflgalw
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23 октября 2024 04:01

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Everyone leaves eventually, whether in friendships or r/nship often for: someone better or due to mistreatment. Why do we chase those who ignore us instead of valuing those who care? We often invest in people who don't deserve it, leading to our own hurt. I've been thinking about this quote: "How can I blame the wind for the mess it made when it was me who opened the window?" It hits hard, you know? That feeling of, "Oh, it happened again," and u just start to feel numb & used to it. Even after going through it multiple times, u still find yourself repeating the same patterns, holding on to the hope that maybe someday it will all make sense, might not either. Who knows?

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23 октября 2024 04:00

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I'm 22 yrs old ena zare lawera yefelekut ጠፈፍ selalu setoch nw tariku ke 6 amet befit nebr yehonew.... i think be 16 amete nebr yehonech ጠፈፍ yalech sexy gorebet neberechen ena besua mekniat nebr masturbation  yejemerkut hula 😄 yaw ahun gn koyew kakomku...ena  balua endet edelegna nw echin yemeselech set eyekeka miyadrew beye ekena nebr ...balyew shufer nebr ena bzu gize bet ayasalfm ena besua mekniat getan wetat set kemekeka endesua ምራቋን ዋጥ yaregech set bekeka nebr des yemilegn 😂 ena bzu gize melketochn tasayegn nebr ene defere endekerbat tutuan fitlefite tastekakelalech egruan eyetatebech kef arga pantuan tasayegnalech mnamn gn ene esun ayche gebche nebr metebetebew 😄 ena and ken betachew eka lemadres telakugn bechawan neberech behedkubet seat demo lek ke shawer weta lebsua letkeyr setl nebr yedereskut uff esuan bemayete be hiwete telk seket endasaka sew betam nebr des yalegn endezawm demo dengeche nebr keza ekawn askemeche yekrta beye leweta sel na enji yet letweta nw kuch bel alechign eshi beye temelesku berun zegaw alechign kolefe kuch alku keza alga lay weta naa alechign bedeg sel axume ket blual lebsen awelekechelgn yan miyamer tutan chemek arekulat keza keteshashen behuala beza lega edme labe tef eskil kekahuat 😁 keza behuala baleyew balnore seat eyehedku mekekat jemerku andem ken saleyaz kegna gebi wetu 😁🙌

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23 октября 2024 04:00

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admin please approve arglgn emergency new..okay here is the thing hear me out please 2016 entrance tefetgne fetari redtogn alfiyalew ena beteseboche financially betam struggle eyaderegu new even enen university lemeshegnet borsa enkuan lemegzat akmu yelachewm ebakachun yemtchlutn yahl agzugn sle egziabher blachu...50 ሎሚ ለአንድ ሰው ሸክሙ ነው ተረቱም  i know there are a lot of good peoples out there befetari sm yizhachualew😭🙏  memar demo betam efelgalew ebakachu be achru endalkech tebaberugn🙏🙏

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22 октября 2024 17:45

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I stopped talking to her cause i know she did me wrong. She cheated. I didnt want excuses, i didnt want revenge i just stopped talking to her. But the problem was i was lowk obsessed with her so i kinda made stupid thing. Which kinda gave her the wrong impression of me still being obssesed with her and she kinda mekurat on me. The problem now is that everytime we came across eachother she act so stupid like aytagi mtgebabet nw mitefat ena ya demo yrebshegial. We in the same uni ena What should i do. I am being uncomfortable? (i don't want her back or anything, i just wanna yk find my peace like make her forget about it and move on)

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22 октября 2024 04:00

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Hey 24M Why is it so hard to find someone who is not interested in relationships ,i mean don't get me wrong relationships are as much important as building a career but not every body is ready for it why do you think most relationships fail after years of building trust.Why should i be called "irresponsible and a fuck boy" when i'm actually making my intentions clear and doing what most men never choose to do.Why is it deemed acceptable to lie and pretend that you love someone just so you could hit and run.Am i wrong for choosing not to ruin a women's life by cheating my way in but by asserting what i want which is just having fun.I just wanna know if im the only person that feels this way.

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22 октября 2024 04:00

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Heyy am F and with my bf we stayed for like 8 months but after we stop seeing each other his attitude completely changed, even from his start his kurat was very high but not on me, so after a while we see each other again and he wants to continue our relationship but I got confused and asked him abt our situation. Long story short, we broke up peacefully after hours of arguing. And the hard part is that we didn't hate eachother when we broke up, it's just that it was wrong time right person kind of situation. And I know that that he didn't want to break up atfirst and me either, but we did. Like one thing am sure is that he's never gonna apologize and fix things with me by himself because of his high ego, and me a girl I wanna keep my pride by not taking the first step, and now we see each other everyday and it's hard to act normal, and imagine all this break up and problem in our relationship is fully his fault and he doesn't want to apologize. He just choose his pride over our love and me. So guys wt should I do ???

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24 октября 2024 04:00

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I'm 22 male 5th year የ ግቢ ተማሪ, I have 4 brothers, 1 older and 3 younger. The thing is my Mom በጣም ለ ትልቁ ወንድሜ ታደላለች። when he graduated, even tho our financial state isn't too high we live comfortable, እና እንደምንም ብላ ተበድራ ምናምን እንዲሰራ ብላ መኪና ገዝታ ሰጠችው። again we have መሬት እና she also gave that house to him, cool whatever. Now እኔ ትንሽም ብትሆን የራሴ business አለኝ። ለወጪ ምናምን ከቤተሰብ ጠይቄ አላቅም. Now I was studying online business for a while እና ብር አስፈለገኝ ስራውን ለመጀመር እና in our main house there's a spare room that nobody uses right, so I asked them እኔ ቤቱን ላከራየው እና በብሩ ስራ ልስራበት, mind you, this business is good እና there is a high chance that I might not even ask them a single penny after this. She agreed reluctantly። እኔ ደሞ በጣም "ከፍትፍቱ ፊቱ" የምል አይነት ሰው ነኝ። ከዛ ደብሯት እሺ ስትል ደብሮኝ ነበር ግን ለወደፊቴ ስለሆነ ዝም አልኩ። ከዛ  today I rented out the place for 5000 a month, only 5000, ከዛ I took the money. After that I talked to them ምናምን እና I left the room. ከዛ I overheard my mom saying "ለ ታናናሽ ወንድሞቹ ትምህርት ቤት ክፍያ እንኳን እንዳይሆን አከራይቶ ወሰደው ብሩን ምናምን" I was fuming bro. She did all that to my older brother but when I ask her እቺን ትንሽ ነገር አናደዳት ቆጫት ለኔ መስጠቷ። the weird thing is ዛሬ ጠዋት ራሱ ለ ታላቅ ወንድሜ ብር ከባንክ ተበድሬ ልስጠው እያለች ስታወራ ነበር። he lives comfortably. He has his own house his own job ምናምን። ለወንድሜ ማድረጓ አያናድደኝም ግን ምን አለበት ለኔም ትንሽ ብታረግ? ብሩን ልመልስላት እያሰብኩ ነው። ከመለስኩላት ደግሞ I can't do my online business. ምን እንደማረግ ግራ ገብቶኛል። ይሄ ነገር እኛ ቤት ብቻ ነው ወይስ has anybody else experienced similar things. Sorry I yapped a lot. እስከዚ ድረስ ካነበባቹት thankyou

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24 октября 2024 04:00

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Oh hello, you're alive. Great, welcome to the world, have a seat because you can't walk yet. You're gonna spend the next few years in the psychedelic world of colors that make no sense but it's alright because you can pee yourself and somebody will probably sort it out for you but don't get used to it, soon they'll be expecting you to use the toilet, so make the most of it, and not long after that you have to go to a building where they'll make you learn stuff and prove you know it like times tables and the alphabet and whatnot. Maybe you still think you are the center of the world and you can probably get away with that for a while - some people do their entire lives - but eventually you're going to start pissing other kids off so you probably gonna have to learn some humility soon, too. Got it? Good, all right. Then you're gonna go to another building where the tests are a bit harder and the subjects are more intense. They try to teach you stuff like trigonometry and iambic pentameter without ever actually explaining what you can use it for but don't worry, just memorize it and spit it out and forget it the second you walk out of the exam hall. By now you're probably getting weird urges to do stuff to your classmates that you never really wanted to do before and now you're gonna have to play a game for the rest of your life where you really want this kind of closeness with people but sometimes not everybody feels mutually, so you're going to have to hide it. Welcome to the world of dating and body language and sex. Yeah, you're gonna like the last one, it's going to dictate your life and most of the films you watch and book you read for some time to come whether you realize it or not. Oh you're finished spitting out all that rote memorization well great let's go to university. You need to if you want to earn lots of money which is obviously very important because well, well it just is shut up! Look, everyone's happy when they're rich. Pick a subject, not the humanities you idiot, something real like law or maths. I didn't spent 18 years raising fucking philosophy major cogito ergo broke all the time. Oh you finished? Great, well it's off to the companies for you then. Tell them you're a people person and you have excellent organizational skills and you work well in a team. Don't mention your actual passions for landscape gardening or music, they don't give a shit. just come off as generic as possible, stick it out for about 30 years, you'll make good money in time. Only the sex thing is probably getting a little empty by now and you're craving some kind of actual connection with the opposite sex or same sex if that's your thing. Jesus, you thought getting people to take their clothes off is difficult, you try finding a partner to fall in love with. And even then, what if they get bored or you get bored or they go off with the milkman or something, well sorry you're just gonna have to risk it like everyone else. Like life, actually. Some people are dead by your age but you're not. No, you're still sad in a pit of your own mediocrity feeling dull and stepped on by life, standing on a rock that's spinning at 9,000 miles an hour around a gas giant in an infinite universe, a product of 13 billion years of cosmic evolution but no, no, definitely you carry on being bored and feeling like crap. And you now you feel worse because you know how great you should feel about everything, amazed and happy all the time and yet you still feel like shit. Well, that's biology. Well, maybe your friend's getting rich or getting married or getting pregnant or something and you're poor and single and maybe you don't want kids, it doesn't matter what Carl Sagan says, you don't feel any sense of wonder at all, you feel like shit, you don't want eloquent prose about how beautiful the cosmos is you want money to live comfortably or you want to be in love and maybe you want children..

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24 октября 2024 04:00

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Selam 22 Male. Ye campus temari negn ena tnsh chegrogn nw. Abate tureta keweta behuala expense mekotater alchalnm. Ena even ke class ljoch ekul menor alchalkum no body wants to be my friend bcha am a good student GPA rasu arif nw yalegn am one of the highest scorers. I knw amarach salay kerche adelm yemechrsha slhonbgn nw. Mtchlu btredugn des ylegnal geta yakbrlgn amesgnalw.

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24 октября 2024 04:00

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Hey guys! I'm  22-YO  M,  4th-y uni student,when i was fresh  I met some1 in a campus tg group  N we began chatting . This type convo' leads to a strong friendship. We enjoyed countless moments 2gether, filled wiz calls, meet-ups, N walks even in n8. Gradually our friendship turned into sth deeper—lov🙈
Hwever, in my 2nd -y I found myself feelin' ,cuz She's lecturer's daughter N z difference in  religious beliefs ,she was in grade 11 when I entered the campus but we felt a strong desire to be 2gether  TBH she lov me af, but Ik it's just passing emotion.😐
She was patiently waiting for me to express my emotions/kesu yimta, but we boz held back due to our stubbornness(derek 🪵 erasu endegna ayderkim). Despite this our luv and care z difference has created challenges in our r/ship,  then we often go months without talking n suddenly  we reach out to each other again after a long silence(AYASCHLENMA).😌 (imagine 4-y mulu)
rn I feel like It's not practical for us to be 2gether, so I hv to focus on myself N not invest in sth that isn't meant to be on flip side hv desire to be w her.
This situation is rly hard for boz of us (ከባድ ነዉ አለ ተሸካሚ). What ሹድ I do guy's ?

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23 октября 2024 04:01

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I’m 18F Pls ahun yemnegrachu neger kelal limesl ychlal gn lene chnket eyehonebgn nw wede gudayu sgeba dro tru akuam weym shape neberegn ahun gn esu kerto atnte litay mnm alekerem mgb ebelalehu gn bzum aydelem Hospital hmem kalebgn bye temermre mnm yelebgnm beteseb hule yesedbugnal guadegnochem endezaw lemewefer mn ladrg ebakchun atlefugn mefthe efelgalehu amesegenalehu

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23 октября 2024 04:01

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Hello everyone
As a fourth-year university student, I have developed romantic feelings for a girl in my class over the past three months. I find it challenging to express these feelings to her. What steps should I take in this situation?

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23 октября 2024 04:01

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Hi
19 F
Just wanted to give advice to the ppl out here specially teenagers.

Yup I know life is hard some of u are not in a good situation in life.

Just pray I know it may not seem the best thing to say but believe me. Every thing that ur going though will pass and better days will come but u have to wait u have to be patient to get things. And sometimes u have to believe that maybe the situation will not change. Maybe u are the one that have to change. But when u pray believe me u may not feel better immediately but at the end of the day there will be some little voice in ur heart that will tell u that ur important and u have purpose, that ur not alone ,and God is with u.

And the other thing is man or women( girls or boys) it's okay to cry, cry as much as u can, ppl don't have to know that ur crying, but u have to feel ur emotion. Its okay to be vulnerable sometimes.

Hope everything will be better

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23 октября 2024 04:01

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Hi i know its betam weird neger gen let’s talk about it ena mn aynet behavior alegh meslachu ke wend lij ga sex mareg alfelegem gen cuddles or demo kiss long time hug mnamn betam yaznanaghal ena bf ga bezi case hulum ga new yetetalahut if i kissed them ena kiss lay gobez kalhonu i just moved on ena teneghnet aymesleghme just say stg guys please🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

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Sup guys am 4th yr university student at Addis abeba university n befit arif temari neberku arif grade score aderg nbr gin yaw tinish ke poor family silemetaw uv join saderig negeroch telewetu like need mibalu negerochin afford madreg silalichalku yegid eyeseraw memar endalebign tesemagn like night or party time or something like that but unfortunately I couldn't find any job at all, n Le class yalegn interest eyekenese meta gradem mesrat akomku cuz mnm manbebm mnm yasitelagnal just befit baylegn neger new survive eyareku yalewut keza gin sira sagegn ke class ga yigachibignal but am pretty sure eyeseraw emiasifeligegnin baderg arif mesrat ena emifeligewun aginche graduate madreg endemichil ena lesu insecure endiwon miadergegn demo am a victim of yewene beshita ena esu visible silewene sew fit mekom mekreb alasichil alegn metakem alichilm birr yelegnim ena awun graduate laderg almost 2yr new yekeregn ena adiss Ababa yalachu eski pls yewenech sira feligulign birr minamn alifeligim beka tinish sira keza at least Le 1yr seriche lemetakemia save adrge ketakemku bewala bedemb endemimar sure silewenku new ena pls bemitamelkut haimanot lileminachu yewene sira aserugn wuletawun aliresawum manignawunim sira eseralew ke class wugn night m biwen... Ezi AA emakew sew yelem like be sira miagizegn TikTok lay wetiche bawera akalew bizu sew liredagn endemichil gin tinish shy neger negn ena befeterachu yewenech sira feligulign even I decided to sell ma phone which is my only habit eje lay yalegn gin class bemn liketatel even exam sinor be silkie new manebew ena pls tebaberugn

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23 октября 2024 04:00

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ስሜ ትርፌ ቢሆን ይበልጥ ይገጥማል። እግዜር ከተረፈ ምርት ገጣጥሞ ነው የሰራኝ ይመስለኛል።  ለአይን ማረፊያ ሚሆን አንዳች የውበት ጠብታ የለብኝም። ከራስ ጸጉሬ እስከእግር ጥፍሬ ድረስ አንዳች የተዘባለቀ ህጻን የተጫወተበት ስዕል ነው ምመስለው። ሰው ከራስሽ አካል ምንሽን ትወጃለሽ ሲለኝ ሳቄ ይመጣል። ውብ አይናማም ሆነ ደና ከንፈር የለኝም። ለመልከ ጥፉነቴ መደገፊያ ራሱ ሚሆን አንዳች የደስ ደስ የለኝም። አለንጋ ጣቶች ወይም ሎሚ ተረከዝ የለኝም። ግንባሬም ግራ ያጋባል ሰው እንዴት ወደጎን ሚሰፋ ተዳፋት ግንባር ይኖረዋል?ለዛ ማጽናኛ ሚሆን ጸጉርም የለኝም። ደህና አቋምም የለኝም የድሮ ከዘራ ነው ምመስለው። ውብ ፈገግታም የለኝም። ፈገግታዬ snow white ላይ ያለችውን አስማተኛ አሮጊት ጋር ሲመሳሰልብኝ ተሳቅቄ በእጄ ሸፍነዋለው። ግን እጄ ለዛ ሚያበቃ ሚታይ አይደለም። ከእጄና ከፈገግታዬ የቱን ላሳይ ብዬ ላለመጨነቅ መሳቅ ቀንሻለው። ሚስረቀረቅ አሊያም የሆነ ደስ ሚል ድምጽም የለኝም። ቀርጬ ሳዳምጠው ጆሮዪን ይወጋኛል።
እያንዳንዱ አካሌ አጥንቴ ቅርጼ አደራደሩ ምንም ደስ አይልም። ብቻ ጉድለቴን ብዘረዝረው አያልቅም ብዙ ነው። ራሴን ለመሳደብ ሲሆን ጥበብ ትጠራኛለች።

አንዳንዴ እግዜር እንዲህ አድርጎ የፈጠረኝ ስለሚወደኝ ትዳር ከሚሉት መከራ እንድተርፍ ነው ብዬ አስባለው።ራሴን በዛ አጽናናለው። ግን ያው ሰው አይደለው። እንደሌላው መዘነጥ፣ መኳኳል፣ መሽኮርመም ያምረኛል። ግን በምኔ? ምለብሰው አያምርብኝም፣ ምኳኳለው መልኬን አይደብቅልኝም። እንደአብዛኛዋ ሴት የልብስ አድናቂ ነኝ። ግን በሰውነቴ ስለምሳቀቅ ከምለብሰው ሻንጣዬን ሚያሞቀው ልብስ ይበዛል።

መሽኮርመሙም ላይ ዜሮ ነኝ።ሌላው ቢቀር እንደማንኛውም ሰው እንትናን ወድጄዋለው ወይም crush አለብኝ ምናምን ማለት ያሳፍረኛል። ውስጤ በዚህ መልክሽ ወደድኩ ብለሽ መጃጃል ደስ አይልም። የምን መጃጃል ነው? አይደለም መልሶ ሊወድሽ ቢሰማ በእንዳንቺ አይነቱ መታየቱ እንደስድብ ይቆጥረዋል። አብሮሽ ለመታየት ማን ይደፍራል ብሎ ይነግረኛል። ለዛ ብዬ ወንድ አጠገብ ደርሼም፣ ወድጄም ተወድጄም አላውቅም። ማንም ቢለኝም አላምንም። ልቤ እንደድንጋይ ደንዳና ነው። ተዓምር ቢፈጠር ማይንቀሳቀስ ደረቅ። አንዳንዴ እቀናለው ሰዎች እንትና ተመችቶኝ ወይም ተመችታኝ ጠይቆኝ በዚህ ወተን በዚህ ገብተን ምናምን ሲሉ እኔ ለዛ አልታደልኩም።

አንዳንዴ አስባለው። እንዲሁ አንዱን አምኜ ወደ r/ship ብገባስ? አምሮብሻል ወይም ቆንጆ ነሽ ሲለኝ ምን ልለው ነው? መዋሸት ኃጥያት ነው ልበል? ወይስ ውሸቱን አሜን ብዬ ተቀብዬ ዝምብዬ አመሰግናለው ልበል? እሱስ ይሁን ግን እንዴት ይቀበለኛል? ለጓደኞቹ እና ቤተሰቦቹ በድፍረት እንዴት ያስተዋውቀኛል? ሲጣላኝ እየተነሳ ድሮም እኔ ነኝ ፊት የሰጠውሽ ቢለኝስ? ሲጀመር የፈለገኝ እንዲያው ጊዜ ለማሳለፊያ ወይም ለመለማመጃ ቢሆንስ? ብቻ አስባለው፣ ብዙ አስባለው

እሱስ ይሁን መፋቀር ማግባት ግዴታ አይደለም። ሕይወት ከሱ ውጪ ብዙ መልክ አላት። ግን የኔ ችግር ደስተኛ አለመሆኔ ነው። የገዛ ቆዳዬ ይቆረቁረኛል። አካሌ ይቀፈኛል። ፊቴ ያስለቅሰኛል። ከቀናት ሁሉ ልደቴን አጥብቄ እጠላዋለው። ምነው በናቴ ማህጸን ውሃ ሆኜ በቀረው ብዬ እመኛለው። ለራሴ ያለኝ ጥላቻ ወደር የለውም። ምንም ነገር ባደርግ ከራሴ ለራሴ ማስተናግደው ስድብና ወቀሳ ሁለት ሰው ነኝ እንዴ ብዬ እንድጠራጠር ያደርገኛል።። አሁን አሁን ግን ደከመኝ። ምንም ባላደረኩት ባልፈጠርኩት ነገር መጨነቅ መጨቃጨቅ ታከተኝ። ሌተ ቀን አንድ ነገር ላይ ችክ ብሎ ማለቃቀስ ጤንነት አይደለም።  በዛ ላይ ምኑን ከምኑ አገናኝቼ እንደሆን እንጃ ሁሉንም ነገር ከሱ ጋር አያይዘዋለው። ለእያንዳንዱ ነገር ሳዝን ደርቤ ለዚህም አዝናለው። በሁሉም ነገር perfect ካልሆንኩ ብዬ ግግም እንዳልኩ ነው። አንድ ጥፋት ካጠፋው ማስጠላትሽ ሳያንስ ደግሞ ሌላ ችግር ብዬ መውቀስ እጀምራለው። ይሄ ለአስቀያሚ አይሆንም እያልኩ ምተዋቸው ነገሮች ብዛት የጤንነት አይደሉም። ታስሬ ቁጭ ብያለው። እያንዳንዱ እንቅስቃሴዬ ራሴን ያስወቅሰኛል። አንዳንዴ delulu በሆንኩ ብዬ እመኛለው። ምን እንደምመስል ሳላውቅ መስታውት ሳይ ብደሰት። አለ አይደል በቃ ባላውቅ ብዬ እመኛለው። ግን ከመጠን በላይ እውነታውን አውቃለው። ከአካሌ አቃቂር ያላወጣሁለት የለም።

  ከዚህ ሁሉ ለምን ትቼ ዝም ብዬ ኑሮዬን አልገፋም ብዬ እየኖርኩ ነው። ግን ከራሴ ጋር መጣላት፣መጨቃጨቅ roast መደራረግ መረረኝ። ለአንድ ደቂቃ ዝም ብዬ መቀመጥ ያስፈራኛል። የራሴ ሃሳብ ያስፈራኛል። ከእግዜርም ጋር ከተጣላው ቆየው ለምን እንደዚህ ፈጠርከኝ ምናምን ሁሌ ክርክር ውስጥ እንደገባሁ ነው።

አውቃለው ሕይወት ብዙ ገጽታ አላት። በሁሉም ነገር ካልታደልኩ ተብሎ አይለቀስም። በርግጥ ሌሎች ብዙ ጉድለቶች አሉኝ። ትልቁ ጉድለቴ ግን ይሄ ነው። እግዜር እኔን በዚህ ይሆናል ኮርኩሞ ትህትናን ሚያስተምረኝ። ግን እንዴት አድርጌ ራሴን ተቀብዬ ዝም ብዬ ልኑር? ማለቃቀስ አቁሜ በነጻነት ስለሌላ መኖር እፈልጋለው። አለ አይደል አንድ ህይወቴን ለሰው ሃሳብ በመጨነቅ ማቃጠል አልፈልግም። ደስተኛ መሆን እፈልጋለሁ።

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23 октября 2024 04:00

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Hey guys I am 21 F
So here goes my vent as I mentioned I have lived for 21 years on this on this earth and not for once have I ever been in a relationship. I grew up with a spiritually strict single mom she was always telling me not to trust men so I pretty much hated the men species growing up especially in high school. Now that am mature and met a lot of different ppl I obviously have met great men with awesome personalities and respect. So the issue is I am really craving a boy’s attention now. Like I want to be loved adored touched hugged the list goes on. On top of that I have never even kissed a guy before. I feel like am ready for a relationship but am afraid of the commitment. Also there is this nice dude that likes me but not sure if I like him. Because of the reasons I mentioned before I want to give it a try even tho I pretty much know it will not work out long term. So what do u guys think I need ur advices ?

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22 октября 2024 17:47

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22 октября 2024 17:13

Hey Unihorse 🦄
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Hey yall, 20Fso i had a question for both boys and girls
I'm saving myself for marriage ena i dont want to do anything sexual before marriage, gn these days hulu miyasbew sle sex new, my question is ,is it worth the wait are there true men out there that want women like us and have the same priority?
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22 октября 2024 04:00

Hey Unihorse 🦄
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Here is my vent so I'm 21 years old now I'm going to go to college and study diploma, and what worries me is that my score is low, I didn't pass matric, I don't think I'm qualified for the course, I'm not very good at English, I can't memorize things with my words, I'm learning language on you tube, I'm scared, what do you advise me?

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22 октября 2024 04:00

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I am a 22 yr F
I am a 3 rd year AAU student and I am currently learning in a department I thought was my passion but it’s not great income wise. Before I chose the department my parents begged me to choose Cs and I couldn’t cuz I had no interest in it. I still like what am learning but my grade is just 😑. Like the other semester probation tebalkugn. And that really played with my mental health. I was a really good student growing up some shits happened and I can’t focus on school no more. And the fact that I chose the department is making it difficult too. I really want to quit now cuz ye memar intereste tefa I want to work now. But there is my family waiting for my graduation they don’t even know am doing bad they think things are going great. So help me out guys like mn larg gra gebagn?

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