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08 апреля 2024 04:00

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Hey there, There are things that are difficult to talk about; like the rust that devours what is available to it from my heart. Like my hand that I extend to the image of your sleeping face in my memory, but it ignores me. Like my voice that turns off when you say to him: You are dead, like the darkness that rests in my eyes. It's like an empty closet that closes its door and goes to sleep. Like a language that hides its metaphor from me as if I were death. Like poems that slowly disintegrate under the weight of distance and wisdom. Like a loneliness that shares half of my bed with me at night and turns its back - fidgeting - on me in the morning. Like my room that is overflowing with chaos. Like your eye that hides inside it a tribe of amazement. Like nothingness that devours our lives only because its hunger is greater than our desire to live.

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08 апреля 2024 04:00

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Hello everyone!
I'm 23F and I want to vent
I need you're honest opinion okay... for those who have nothing good to say EYEHEDK 😒
So the thing is I was exposed to porn when I was 13 by a family friend. Keza I started to desire it ena rasen explore mareg jemerku. My body was fully developed that time.
Ena the type of sex that I desired was rough where I submmit to the man manamen ena... Long story short, I had a bf in campus ena he was my first gin I did not feel it with him. After him there were another gin I gave up on fulfilling my desire.
Fast forward to now, guadegna alegn gin I'm still in the same mood 😒
Any real advice plz?
Thanks,

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08 апреля 2024 04:00

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So here is the thing I just want to let it out ...I was in remedial class last year and am 1 Year rn so I got pregnant from someone and it wasn't my first time and I had to get through abortion but I don't want to lose this baby but on other hand I can't keep him I have final on Monday and am confused anyways am gonna take the pills tomorrow and let him out I should stay strong for my self everything is going to happen by reason bicha it's gonna be harddddd but I should I don't know why this is happening at this time

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08 апреля 2024 04:00

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Straight to the point.i am female.i have pubic hair around my pantline i mean ጭኔ ye ፖንቴ malekiya you know that place right??? I am afraid to shave it you know setelachut yadgal yibezal mnamn mibalewen....ena is it only me or its normal.idk how to remove it permanently its so embarassing😔.relating to this,is shaving or removing creams good?...any tip to stay clean and bald😁..my girls help me out thankyou.it's because i found it embarrassing to ask the people i know in person hope you understand.

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08 апреля 2024 04:00

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So hi in my last vent some of you all was mad and rude like okay let’s all agree to disagree but then all of that were mean in the comments who tf do u think you are to judge them like we are all fucking sinners as much as they are lie is also a sin remember and in front of GOD/ALLAH we are all equal there sin is no different than ours and I don’t support them no I don’t they at some point know the rules and if they choose to be that it’s their right they choose that path and who am I to tell them that they are wrong I ain’t shit and ur not shit too they and I didn’t mean the rapist one I meant the one that are just gay and I also hate the rapist gay ppl too because that is disgusting but the other that doesn’t do shit and are gay like why would you even hate them

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07 апреля 2024 04:00

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So. It's just I don care about my hair😣.. I shower. I take care of the way I dress. But my hair.. I forget it. I go to hair salon. Do it a certain style. Then I come home nd nothing. NO HAir oil. NO using hair bonnet or shash. I just live. Then when the style looks ugly, I use Cape. Until I go to hair salon again. Been thinking to improve for > a year now😣. But I just cant remember my dam hair.
It used to be waist length. Now is just above my breasts and half the volume gone. My mom doesn't care for it anymore bcs I'm a uni student. Yep. That's it. Help.

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07 апреля 2024 04:00

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Im 29 i never been dated single women who is lost and confused and mad who don't know what she have to do What are am gonna do with this life there is nothing i can be proud myself why 30's look a hell ? Because we're not hit goal imagine your family expected as your age but you don't have anything to show for it that's really painful

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07 апреля 2024 04:00

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So lemme ask, why tf do you care about me at all? Why in the world would you want me be close to you that way? why do you open your doors for me and tell me you'll be there? why did you call for the silliest thing ever happened? why did you let me have you one to one knowing i'd try hit on you? Gn i didn't because my love past its normal stage ena i don't get sexual around you! I just wish i was so sure i wouldn't lose you, gn you was wrong to let me in your life Knowing i got love for you i never talked about, if you don't love me back!!!

That is the problem, i dont know if you love me or not matter of fact i wish i never met you!! ene eko why did i even love you? ene alakm. endafekerkush yawekut rasu anchin kemelalak alfo compromise malaregewn neger hula eyaregsh zm selsh new.
Or if you wanna be the dont care girl, why would you suddenly be the sweet caring girl, you are giving me the love and care plus respect i never seen at the same time you wanna be the feminist dont care girl which ome do you want me to judge you by?
you was never my girlfriend gn you was acting and talking around like am your man, lying about who's on your DMs
Gn ene yegeremegn eko i couldn't stop loving you anyways, no matter how angry am i at you, no matter how i dislike you i am addicted by your everything.
What should i do??

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07 апреля 2024 04:00

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I recently found out that i have
Clinical depression. Tbh I never thought this is even a thing I really denied it and tried to ignore it but it's day by day getting worst. I hate being like this and I am really getting sick everyday.
If anyone can give me advice pls tell me .😔I am confused.

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07 апреля 2024 04:00

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i dont how many of you guys would understand this but i have been thinking about this for a while now. why do i always turn out to be like the people who hurt me the most? like i had been raised by a violent relative and i somehow end up being like her. and also i had a cheating and manipulative ex that made me suffer day and night and i become exactly like her on my next gf. i always take the bad thing from the people that hurt me the most and end up acting like them. i subconsciously do thing that made me hate those people to the people who love and care about me. i had a very toxic friend who always stabbed me in the back and i eventually become the worst version of him. i dont know how i can put an end to this. talking this out doesnt even feel right but thank you

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07 апреля 2024 04:00

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21M 3yr Uni Student.
Why's every guy this days chasing after girls, r/ship? am I the only guy who doesn't see the point?? It's not like your going to marry the girl you're dating rn or smtn.. Personally, why would I waste my energy on something unproductive???(እንደዚ ሚለው It's because he doesn't get attention from women ልትሉ ትችላሊቹ ግን not to flex I'm 6ft, light skinned, attractive & from a well of fam.) Some nibba even said you don't care about girls because your testosterone is too low 😭😭🙏🙏 And I'm like is he right?? Like girls approach me and I'm like ሴትዬ ምን አርግ ነው ምትዪኝ💀, I can count the number of times I hugged a girl in my whole life and the moments where I was coerced by the ጀማ to do it
In conclusion, I avoid women like a plague until the day I get into my early 30s and fam makes a marriage arrangement for behalf of me.

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07 апреля 2024 04:00

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Hello guys,I have read a lottt of vents actually this is my 1st time venting here bica i am 20f so the thing is i have never been in any rship or staff like that its bcz i thought it will destroy my future life in d/f ways also am not a social media person for a long time but after 2023 i decided to change everything so i start chating a lot and the guys i met are cute,
kind,cool,funny and most of them told me they like me and they wanna go on a date with me but the prob is i cant even like any of them they keep asking for my phone,to go on a date to start rship i keep telling myself that i have to go on a dates and really push my self to like one of them but especially those days i start worrying
So the question i want to ask u all is that ,is it normal not to feel anything for anyone.

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06 апреля 2024 14:04

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why do people hate escorting (prostitution)? I happen to think that it is a lit job. Women hate talking about it and as an escort I face their comments a lot so I would really want to know what men think about it. Could any of you men enlighten me with a perspective?

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06 апреля 2024 12:15

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guys mn endemaderg alakam wellahi when i make eye contact w girls beka be 10 ken mnamn i like u mnamn yilugnal ene demo i like making eye contact gn mn ladrg esti say something

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08 апреля 2024 04:00

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Okay so basically I’m a teenager and I have a boyfriend my boyfriend and I are really in love but I have a feeling that I’m wasting my teenage years by being with him since he’s a very jealous individual I’ve been meaning to tell him but I just don’t think he can stomach that and I feel like I’m an asshole
Any tips on this ?

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08 апреля 2024 04:00

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23 m. I have everything women want except for a smooth tongue. All the women I talk to get bored after 2 months. I'm just trying to find my wife before I get too old. I wish I didn't have to take a course to learn how to talk to my future wife but someone teach me pls 😞

AMHARIC: setoch yemifeligut hulu neger allegn gin kibe milas yellegnim. Yemawerachew setoch batekalay ke2 werr behuala eselechachewalew. Ebakachihun andachu astemirugn kesetochgar mawrat. Karejew dingilinachewin yatu setoch bicha nw yemitebikuñ

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08 апреля 2024 04:00

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You were right. I've never found anyone and said that's it that's what I want, no. I'm afraid of commitment. I feel like I'm gonna get my heart broken. I flirt with a lot of men I make them feel like a man I give the soft, insecure men a chance. Because it's easier to get validation from them, it's easier to lead them on just to reject them at the end. I know I'm evil for doing that. I hate myself for being aware of my actions and their consequences but still chosing to do them regardless. I like pushing people away, because the people who choose me are the kind to try harder everytime I push them away. The effort they put in to stay in my life gives me a high.

I know I need something real but the idea of getting emotionally attached to someone freaks me out. If I chased after the ones that I actually like, the ones with options they wouldn't try as hard to stay in my life. And that ironically makes me fight harder. Then I would become just like the men I rejected. So I keep ignoring what I want and give the chance to my average folks because they are the weakest links to get what I want without getting attached.

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08 апреля 2024 04:00

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am 24 yrs and also am a programmer. I spent most of my time on coding or doing projects . but my question is idk how to talk a girl or mejenjen alchilm endt mawrat endalbgn cuz set emagegnbet free time nurogn ayawkm ena What brings to my mind when i see any girl immediately am thinking about fucking her or only sex so is it normal ?
actually i know how to fuck them hardly but idk how to talk them .
I fucked 2 girls still but they were open to fuck with me so i did it. but nowadays what i realise is keteta wed sex enji mejenajen mnamn memuazez emibal ngr ylem k ene ga bka hula openly k ene ga mebadat teflgiyalesh e let's do it mnamn hula bey betyek ds nw emilgn enji i don't need any call, text .... only meet for sex. So guys is it normal btam eyasasbgn nw memuazez melmed endalbegn yesemagnal so pls help me🙏🙏

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08 апреля 2024 04:00

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Hey guys 24M here I have a gf 4 yr koyten nbr befkr ngr gin tegenegnten yemawurat chance betam tnsh nbr coz she is the one n the only female for her family. so, betam ynkebakebuwatal kebet atwetam silkm yelatm nbr not only this my family is also very hard. I have only two chance to meet with her(when she goes to church and school)  when I am grade 12th stu for the first time  eske 3 seat koyen arf gze eyasalefn eyalen she want another thing ene gin gze salsetat beka meshe kezy belay ankoym alkuwatna akomkuwat mknyatum ke cheek kiss wuchy mnm alfelekum coz eskemecheresha gze l want ma life end with her (hywete ke 1 sw gar endhon slemfelg esum kesuwa gar bcha❤️)ena esuwan leza kn bcha slalfelekuwat nbr..esuwam satwed endemnm bla smetuwan tekotaterech ena esh alech ena teleyayn..keza tnsh koyto wutet meta enem alefku ena I joined Uni bye snegrat she cried a lot yemr siksk bla alekesech why elatalw she said kefaygn coz I want ur fail alech endet alkuwat beka ke ayne tdebekalek bzu ketemarut konjowoch ena kene yeteshlut gar twulalh tlamedalh tafekralh keza enen tkidegnalk alechgn...I said never, don't think like that my love for u is not defend on ur class level, on ur fashion, on ur family, on ur ....l love u coz ur loved person 🥰alkuwatna mechem endemalkeyrat snegrat kebzu lifat buhala esh alech she hugged me keza chaw tebablen tleyayen enem benegataw lben, haseben hulu ngren esuwa gar tche mehed aybelwna cumpas hedku... lemme make it short
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kezy buhala nw engdy gudu yeteftrw ene kehedku 4 month buhala she cheated on me very painful 😭 she broken my heart 💔 Final lay nbrku gin manbeb akatygn erasen amemegn endemnm bye chalku ena erasuwan teyke eskalaregagetku dres sewn alamnm bye wesenku 1st year syalk metaw teyekuwat mnm altefeterm alech betam slemwedat belbe ykrta arekulat ena eyaweran keteln 3rd year alko ke ereft mels cumpas hedku bzum salkoy gin ahunm lela gud negerugn she cheated on me with another dude, she get pregnant n finally she aborted 3 month child ena tmhrtuwan akuwarta shashmene endehedech ngeruygn betam kefaygn yewnet betam OMG🙆🙆..tnsh teregagche when I called n ask her mnm endaltefetere ena ke family gar endalech tmhrtuwanm eyeteketatelech endehonech ngrchgn ybelt amemeygn😭 bewushet lay wushet🙊 zim bye sasb lesuwa yesetehut time, place ena love kochegn keza ke 1 month buhala erasuwa dewula hulun ngr yaderekut anten lemasmerek le transport ena lante stota lemesetet birr lemesbseb hedku alechgn..mind u (lelaw hulu endale hono)...betam tenadedku ena wushetwa astelagn keza mnm salilat sitotam alfelgm ene garm atmchy 2gna endatdewy bye silkun zegaw bzu gze btdewulm silkunwan block arekut...keza fetary ymesgen temerekut family gar metaw eswam le beal metach gin 4 month mulu kene tedebekch ahun beteleyaye sw ykrta eyalechgn nw but I don't want to back l want she is ma first n ma last love keswa wuchy fkr alawkm nbr flagote gin mn yaregal🥲...endemayhon kaweku buhala betam amemeygn kefaygn bcheygnet tesemaygn ehenn gin manm ayawkm kene ena kefetary wuchy yemgermw ngr set mekreb feraw keza buhala bzu setoch metu gin mamen akateygn ...akabedk atbeluygn ena yemr kelk belay leset lij kibr aleygn syaznu stekzu syaleksu mayet alfelgm betam yameygnal gin set lijn kelk belay makber metfo yhun🤔🤔

1. Lemme ask some questions, female esky ngerugn befkr alem mndnw yemtfelgut from male's??
2. I think hule ewneteygna fkr ezy midr ale eyalku nbr tamaygn, afkary, fetarn ena hatyatn yemtfera, le genzeb yaltegezach, eraswedad yalhonech set alech eyalku nbr yemamnw wendochm endezaw  gin yemayw ena yemamnw ngr alhed aleygn ke 2dary school eske cumpas yayehut hulu lemayetm lemesmatm yemkeff yemzegenn ngr bcha nw(film lay bcha yhun ehe ngr yalw🤔) bzu setoch kelb yemwedu fkreygna eyalachw cheat syaregu aychyalw wendochm endezaw andandochun steykachw they said "it's normal thing just enjoy ur life, life is short" ohhh God how gin🤷...ena tesasche yhun elalw andande🤔

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07 апреля 2024 04:00

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Hey guys selam nachu
So the thing is am into being a sub for almost 2 or 3 years but in that time i met only one girl she was better compared to others who say they are dom gn still she backed out at some point
Its realy rare and most of them back out with out even trying it and am feeling like am trying to be a sub in a dom girl exsist mayaregbet hager what do u guys think should i give up or does they exsit and i just have to keep searching?

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07 апреля 2024 04:00

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Dear Eyob Getachaw

You are the best thing that have ever happened in my life . You made me who I am today , you showed me my inner real self , you thought me that people can actually love you even if you are your messy self, I love you sooo much. I was crying all night and in the morning no words can explain how much you mean to me and it’s really hard for me to keep leaving without you being by my side. You were a true friend for me . You thought me what friendship really is and how to love someone deeply from the heart and always be there for them when ever they need you , my heart is literally in pain rn , I don’t know how to get over this . Bcha all I wanna say is that I love you , I love you sooo much and my life won’t ever be the same ever !!!!

Everywhere I go it reminds me of you every person I know reminds me of you.
Thank you for being there for me thank you for being my protector when ever I fucked up , thank you for showing me my worth .

Life will never be the same without you never!!!!!!
Even when my lovely grand father died I didn’t cry as I did today . You are like a gift for me . You showed me what real life is and you were my friend no matter how fucked up my shit was you never judged me , you are the best thing ever. I don’t think I’ll over get this heart break ever

I will always love you 🫀

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07 апреля 2024 04:00

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Tadia mndnew lk keyet drive enargew?
Mndnew melsu endet enenur endet enreda hiwetn be endet bale menetser eny
Endaydkemn mn enarg sidekmen endet enamlt?
ewnet mndnew ketelewawete? Gize bechawn ewnetn ylewawetal? Tadia ewnet mibal kelele keswga endet enenur?
Zm blo saymokew sayberdew minor nw lk?
Ebd sw nw lk??? Ewnet milewm weshet milewm kdm tlant nege mnamn blo miawkew neger yelelew egna ebd nw mnlew nw lk?
Erkanun mdr lay endemeta erkanun afer lay eyetenkebalele minorew yhon lk? Nechena tkur netsuna koshasha destan hazenn yetun mayawkew yhon lk sayod lemetabat mdr indifferent hone minorew egna ebd yemnlew yhon lk? Esu yhon alemn yashenefat? Weys teshenfo nw? Ashenafi endenhon beman ayn ashenafi enbal manew feraju??? Ewnetegnaw dagna lk mn mehonun miawk gize huneta maylewawtewn kuami forever lkn yemiawk?
koy lk banhons? Imperfect west imperfect honen bnenors? Teshenfen meshenefachenn amnen either deret neften or anget deften bnenors?? Does any of anything in this world matter at the end of the day??

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07 апреля 2024 04:00

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I been dating some one for 3 weeks alredy and on the 3rd week she says I ain’t exited any more I’m bored of you type shi keza 2 day latter she tells me that she regrets saying that and she only said that cuz she was overthinking and now we’re back together I still don’t trust her I feel like she playing me any advice

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07 апреля 2024 04:00

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Am 20
Yea ik too young to be in a r/ship
Ik and
He is 22(he says so)
I left him 4 times more
Just in 2 months😬
It was super clear it wasn't right
But it kept going anyway (he came back, I welcomed him..again my mistake)

I told him I will keep my sanity till marriage , even my lips

Then he told me
He cheated bfr on his ex bc she couldn't give him ...well..sex🤷‍♀
So he said he didn't want to hurt me and he had to leave

I believed we are not our mistakes so I told him it was fine and he should stay

But he was hiding his utube channel
I discovered it anyway
He didn't want me to bc he knew I wouldn't like it...some sort of sexual thumbnails
Didn't care at 1st bc it was just a thumbnail ...part of a trick to get more clicks👍



But then I knew why he told me he cheated
all it was...
Was a trick
For me to force myself to sleep with him instead of loosing him for sex
So I chose to stop the r/ship for the 5th times
He begged a lot
I said no

Then he reviled his true self
He told me he has sleeping with his friend who is a girl
So basically I was 1 step away from ruining my life n my sanity
Moral of the story
Most of the time...almost always
You can't Change who he is
This days all it matter for boys is just ...

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07 апреля 2024 04:00

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is t too late to start over
I feel down and its like I have failed myself in every aspect o my life. I am 24 but nothing seems to be working out in my favor.I wanna or rather I have already given up.I tried my best

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07 апреля 2024 04:00

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I will refer to table as "she" because that's what she said she was and I don't care if its a lie.

I heard what happened to her here in the gc with everyone else.

I never stopped thinking about her,  I don't know if I will ever forget her.  I miss her.

I don't why I care so much but I do I really truly do.  I have so many regrets even though I was always kind to her and would stick by her side when people were mean to her, she reminds of the little me I used to be. 
I wanted to help her, but it really is too late now.

I don't know how to cope.  I still think of her everyday.  I'm from the bottom of heart broken.  Wherever she is I hope she is doing well.

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07 апреля 2024 04:00

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There is this one friend of mine who happens to be male. We have been soo close for a year or year and half but lately we're not close as we used to be. For the past 8 months he have been a little distant from me he didn't call for months. I literally was 'nagging' him and asking him not to be like this. I know he is a good friend he just got some other priorities, and I appreciate that he got something to focus on. I'll always support him but guys here is my question. Can a person be too busy to call their friends once in months? To have just a normal conversation once in 3 weeks or more? I think no. I don't wanna lose him, and I hate our friendship at the same time.🙄 Wtf is wrong with me?🤭 Tell me what should I do? Ik the first option is to cut him off but I'm not someone who can cut people off easily once I make them my real friends.
Demo lela ngr mtasbu eko atefum😁 Maryamn he is my pure friend yhe geltu lela mnemmm lihon aychlm

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06 апреля 2024 12:17

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if God is really out there, why can't he do something about it? I've asked and begged him so many times. If he's truly like they say in the scriptures he wouldn't stay silent while I'm suffering maybe he ain't even there or maybe he evil himself. If he really loves people like they claim, he would reach out without hesitation. he hasn't said a word for not just a month, not even a year, but for decades don't even try to tell me that if he granted your wishes, you'd leave. I can't handle it if he doesn't come through for me too. I'm tired of everyone telling me to be patient and wait for things to improve. why should I? I mean, if he can't even control this small thing, why should I have faith? It's extremely tiring when I think about it. my mind can't even accept this messed up scientific nonsense as well It's just plain disgusting. I don't know, but I'm starting to think I might have to turn to the devil himself if he can actually get things done 😖fk this world.

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06 апреля 2024 12:13

Hey Unihorse 🦄
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I'm 23 (f). I've had a very eventful life and I never really told everyone everything. Just different people know a different parts and never the whole story. I lost my virginity at 13 to an uncle of mine who I'd never see again because he left abroad the next day and never came back. I never knew him before then either. He stayed at our house that night because our house back then was near the Airport. It never bothered me until I got older and how terrible the man must've been to seduce and fuck a young girl in her own room at night. It was too rushed to feel like I consented to it but I did, in fact, let him go on despite the pain. A year later my father would pass away, with my mother remarrying almost a month after (im an only child by the way and her relatives who hated my dad influenced her into marrying as quickly as possible before I notice, which is dumb since I was 14 so how wouldnt i?). This was the most terrible decision she's ever made that affected me. My step dad would go on to use me however he wanted up until I was 18 and left for uni (which he very much tried to stop from happening). There were point when we'd have sex various times a day every other day for months and I was only 15 or 16. I hated myself the whole time but he stopped having to force me at some point. I started asking for it, at some point. I think that's when he reflected on his actions and got a glimpse of who i've become. I would ask for it every time I came from uni. He even started lying about how my mom is starting to notice. I felt like he was only turned on by the taking advantage of me part, that it was never that he couldn't resist me. I felt so much rage and anxiety. It had to be released in some way, so I chose to tell my mom that I don't really feel safe around him and that he touches me inappropriately sometimes. This was a very big mistake since this would start an itch in her she will eventually scratch. She pokes him in all the right places until he breaks down and admits to the whole thing like a coward. My mother quietly left the door and went to her sister's, I wouldn't see her for another month. My aunt took all her stuff, she told a significant amount of family members what happened. He left the house to his cousin in Jimma (he was a shufer anyway so he didnt have to stay). I went back to campus. I kept meeting a bunch of guys who kept dipping when they found out I'm not a virgin. No one wanted me. I was attractive but my past always haunted me so I kept myself isolated. I just want to ask one question. Whose fault is this? I sometimes think I deserved a better childhood, where everything wasn't about sex. I'm all alone now. Maybe it will be this way forever?

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