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09 мая 2023 04:00

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A couple of days back, a by passer was kinda momentarily interested in me. And my entire body started shaking. It was very momentary and maybe misdirected because I kinda think it might be meant for the gorgeous friend of mine sitting beside me at that moment and the guy was just not rude enough to point out that he actually meant her and not me. After the moment passed, I felt so ashamed. I have been trying so hard to be enough for my, to stop the people pleasing and the seeking for approval traits of mine I've had and been battling for the longest time and seeing the effect a random guy maybe, possibly, giving me the slightest bit of attention, I felt soo ashamed. Now, I kinda feel sorry myself. Not in the, 'you're pathetic' kinda way but sorry for the little girl in me who is always going to rejoice in the tiniest bit of acceptance and attention for she has always felt small, unseen, unheard; for the little girl I'm trying to desperately silence and kill but resurfaces with the tiniest gesture of kindness, approval and love; for the girl who is used to being tolerated and not celebrated. Like most people, I love love, and like most, I have made myself believe that I am not worthy of it. But I phrase it as,'I don't need love, I don't need a man. I am okay on my own.'. That encounter made me realise that what I once thought was a strength is just a cave I put myself in, an armour, for I am just another scared person desperate for love.
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09 мая 2023 04:00

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...I need help I am 19 years old male, who is addicted to PMO ever since the 8th gread,I am venting this here because I need you guys to tell me what I am missing here. There was times when I was fully invested in resolving the problem and I have been trying for 2 years almost, And I am in a point now that I don't even put the work in anymore ,Like I don't want to be concious about it any more, Like it goes like this I will get an urge ,I control it ,feel a little bit proud then I will feel the urge again and then I just give in to it. I can't say I am unconscious when doing it cause my brain keeps talking to me the whole time like "Don't do it " , "Come on you know this stage " , "Trust me you won't like the consequence of it " but I just keep going and going to opening my laptop and opening chrome and typing in the keyboard. After I finish my brain will go like "See" .and will bring all the reasons why I did it and will try to make me feel good as hard as he can. Its like I have two section of my brain arguing. The cycle will go like this every goddamn time .The think the term for this is called revolving door syndrome.which I heard it itself is a stronger addiction than PMO. The thing I am worried about is that what if I be comfortable to this scenario. my brain just keeps try to recover as fast as it can to make me feel better . I know this technique is good because staying in the relapse-guilty state is not good at all but I don't want to be the guy who is not doing his best but he thinks he is doing the best cause he don't feel guilty the next day and repeating this circle every year to get to a point where he thinks he knows everything about the addictions behaviour and won't accept any suggestions cause his way was comfortable enough for him... I just need you guys to help me figure out what is really going on and how to get my self out of this loop I trapped myself with. Thank you for your time. I would appreciate any comment.

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08 мая 2023 04:00

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so I saw him yesterday at a wedding waking with his family with those pretty eyes and a perfect tuxedo and he did look at me I don't know if I was staring too much or if I was in front of him but we made eye contact I got panicked and looked away we continue that technically speaking I continue every little he did catch me seeing. he was perfect for the bucket list of my bf material but he was a wedding crush, not real-life love, so I said u will be in my heart whilst I attend a wedding

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08 мая 2023 04:00

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this might not be a place for this but i don't have a platform to speak on so at least some people will read this. if you're orthodox this is mainly for you, how many of you know that the orthodox church believes that mary was resurrected like jesus and went up to heaven? https://eotcmk.org/e/filseta-the-fast-of-the-assumption-of-st-mary/ you can look into this document but it explains the orthodox church's beleif that mary was resurrected and went up to heaven in glory. also this belief about mary's death and glorious resurrection and assumption came in the 8th century. orthodox will tell you that it was from the time of the apostles but they have absolutely no proof of any of that. many orthodox will tell you Mary was sinless which is why she resurrected(you can find that in the website) . My question is what's up with all these claims, none of these claims have been written by any of the apostles. dont you think you're putting a little too much faith on the priests and religious leaders. have you forgot that the people who denied christ back in the day were the religious leaders and priests. they were also the ones who believed and obsessed over the "fathers" way which is another way of saying our own way , or man's ways or traditions over god word. These priests are nothing but people pleasing blind guides going and leading people straight to hell. because think of it, they're not repenting, they're not telling you to repent. if you gave them 60 minutes, they would speak lies for 30 minutes and truth for 30. the prayers are also half true half false. so that you will not be able to be born again. jesus said to the old priest that if he wasn't born again he would not see or enter into the kingdom of heaven. God is calling you to repent and be born again. that's when you will find mercy. you won't find mercy hanging with those who are going to get the wrath and judgment of god for disobeying his commandments.

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08 мая 2023 04:00

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You know what I learned after discovering this channel?

Most people's problems revolve around 3 things

1. Love/Relationships

2. Sex

3. Money

It seems as though most of us are just fucking horny😂 no offense.

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08 мая 2023 04:00

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Does anyone else have literary zero friends. Like zero. Im friendly with people and i have many people that i know but i just dont seem to have someone to call a friend. I have one friend tho but i just realized she doesn't care for me that much. So most of the time im alone. Im 17 and there are many times where i sit alone during lunch time and stuff. I just dont understand why i haven't found someone who likes me. So i just want to know from ppl like me how do you deal with this?

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08 мая 2023 04:00

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I'm a 22 YO female and when I was a teenager I used to think I was incapable of falling in love but I had a guy friend I met when I was 14 and by the time I turned 20 I finally admitted to myself that I really loved him. I usually run away when a guy confesses his feelings to me because every r/ship I've been in ended with me breaking up with the person because they complained I don't give them enough attention or time, or open up to them, even tho I warn them before we get into a relationship and I make it very clear what kind of gf I'm gonna be but they think they can eventually 'fix me' so they pretend to be ok with it but then once we're dating they try to change me.. and even though they keep complaining we never solve the issue because I'm stubborn and don't want to force things just to make them happy. I'm not only an introvert but extremely anti social so I'm just not capable of showing affection like they are. I wish I was. I feel the need to compensate physically for what I lack emotionally so whenever they're trying to have a personal conversation or try to talk about our future I initiate something sexual and it ends with us having sex and the cycle repeats every time we're together.. I use sex as a tool to avoid a deeper personal connection (ironically I don't even enjoy sex) And then eventually I realize I'm not good for them bc I'm not willing to change so I just break up with them. All 4 r/ships I've been in ended this way, and none of them lasted more than 6 months. But when he told me he loved me, for the first time in my life I didn't leave I actually felt pretty calm and assured but we stayed friends because I knew that if we got into a r/ship it'd fall apart because I'm incapable of being consistent, and when you're dating someone you don't have the freedom to create some distance like you would in a friendship. I don't like calling or texting often, or hang out in person more than once or twice a month but if I started dating him I knew I would have to do these things. And I don't think it's right to force myself to do things I don't want to do just because that's what I'm 'supposed to do' as a gf. I didn't explain this to him because I didn't want him to try to convince me or wait for me. I wanted him to date other girls and find someone more emotionally available than I am (not sure if that's normal to want for someone you love but I guess I'm just not a possessive person?) To be honest I'm a really selfish person and just because the friendship was enough for me I decided to stay friends even though I know damn well that it wasn't fair for him. I hoped I would work on my problems on my own and then maybe I'd give it a shot if he still wants me by then lol. But then suddenly for some reason the love I thought I had for him completely disappeared. I have no idea why. I just woke up one day and realized I didn't love him anymore, just like that. That was depressing because I thought it would last a long time. It made me feel human, capable of love, so I wanted it to last. But then it was gone just like that, which made me question was it even love to begin with if it fades away like this? It's been years since this happened and we're not even friends anymore and he has moved to another country since then and we'll probably never see each other but I guess I'm just venting here bc I think about what happened sometimes and I struggle to understand it. I've started to wonder that maybe old couple who stay happily married forever fell out of love at some point but just stayed together bc of the mutual love, attachment, and respect they still have for each other. Maybe that's all love is? It's temporary and it'll fade so you might as well pick someone kind to be with and build your life with so that when the feelings inevitably fade the respect will remain bc they're a good person? This is the conclusion I've come to, so if anyone disagrees feel free to tell me why. Thanks.

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07 мая 2023 08:30

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Hey this is more of an advise for the guys the best advise you will ever hear in your life I hope this changes your mind set about woman's here I go if you ever noticed
Woman are good to you when they see value on you woman are terrible to you when they see no value on you. Men actually are nicer naturally than woman in terms of we might see a woman and we may not like her then we will try to be nice to the woman. But woman when they don't want some one or some thing they discard people you ain't shit to them until you have a value you need some thing that shines to have value. in society we have been programed to see woman are always victms so woman are not that innocent as you think they are not specal as you think they are none of that they are not special until you decide they are special they are not valuable until they provide you a value. so bro open your eyes to the reality and have a high value compared to other mens and don't give attention to a woman thats the weapon she uses to control you the one woman you think is specal she ain't special There are 3500000000 female population how can she really be specal bro 😂

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07 мая 2023 08:30

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Hey guys I really need to vent 😪 bka life mrr eyargchg nw ymr I'm losing hope btam let me vent more clearly koy 1) my mother and father divorced  5 years ago but they still live  in the same house yaw kfl lytew mnamn leega silu my father was an abusive man I used to always  watch them fight as a kid   ena bemehal gn haymanotun keyre ena lza nw ytfatut  gn he changed completely and recently I saw a weird txt on my mom's phone btam nbr midbrew txtu it was with her normal friend  bye makw sw gn dmo it's her right mnamn aymlktgm ellna kza when I see how my father still cares for her how he still clearly love her mnamn it hurts  kza dmo when I remember  that he never treated her right  when he had the chance  tkkl nat elalew bcha I'm confused 2) I broke up  with the person I love the most  ena he seems fine he is even dating lela sw ene dmo bka move on madrg btam kbdogal 3  I'm an engineer amna nw ytmrkut ena bka ngroch drbrb blwbg bchega miyasdesteg nbr sraye nbr esum btayu bka dmozu ena transportu aygenagm chrash kebet br eytyku nw mhedew  tnsh sertesh enchmrlshalen blw lash alug.... maybe I'm an over thinker gn bka ymr lately nothing sense alsetsh slallg nw kn eko I'm fine I always support my family on everything  my friends think I'm the happiest of them all mnamn gn bkn ke 3 or4 seat blay metegat akumealew bka enklfe tft blo sasb nw madrw

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07 мая 2023 08:30

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Masturbate lemadrg yemokerch set virgin nat weys aydelchm ymr eziga yeawezagubgn nw 😄🙏

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07 мая 2023 08:30

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hello everyone እንደው ጥያቄም ጭንቀትም ነው ነገሩ እኔ 24 አመት ወንድ ፣ ብዙ ጊዜ ጓደኞቼ ወግ አጥባቂ ነገር ነክ ይሉኛል ያው የድሮ (oldies) ነገሮች በጣም ደስ ይሉኛል oldies goldies😊 ለዛም ይመስለኛል ሴት የማይቀርበኝ አለ አደል ኮስታራ እና በመጠኑ አይናፋር ለሚቀርቡኝ ግልጽ እና ተጫዋች አንዳንዴ ሴት አይታኝ ፈገግ ካለች ምገባበት የሚጠፋኝ አይነት ወንድ አብዛኛውን ጊዜ መጽሃፍ በማንበብ እና የ እግር ጉዞ በማድረግ አሳልፋለው ያው ለራሴ ለምላት ሴት መስፈርት ባይባልም ቀሚስ የምትለብስ ልክ እንደ ንግስት አይነት 😊 መቼም ንግስት ሱሪ አትለብስ እላለው ለራሴ ግን እንዴት እስካሁን አንድ ሴት እንኳን ደፍሬ ማናገር ይከብደኛል አላውቅም ነው መልሴ ለነገሩ ይበለኝ ሲያዩኝ እየደነበርኩ ። ቢሆንም ተመስገን ነው ለኔ ያላት መቼም 🤔 አትቀር እንደውም ምን ትዝ አለኝ መሰላቹ "ላንተ ያለው እንጀራ ይሻግታል እንጂ ማንም አይበላውም" 😁 እውነት ግን ሴቶች ወግ አትባቂ ወንድ አይመቻቹም?

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07 мая 2023 08:30

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Hello there
F20
ke boyfriend gar break up argen kza we have mutual friends hule bayhonm alfo alfo engenagnaln aywalwe ena lbe yedngtale selesu asbalwe lesu beye sent amet yekoye friendship makome albgn??bzu ksu gar miyankakagn ngr ale how to forget him and move on

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07 мая 2023 04:00

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So you know what's happening...the guys I meet(which r very very very few) & approach them in the most friendliest way end up liking me in the way that I don't want it to be(as in from 💙--->to--->♥)
Demo ko I have this thing where I specificly don't approach guys tbh idk y & b/c since I keep my distance most the guys in school ga anaweram unless there's some school stuff going on
But u know , now that I think of it's kinda yene bahiri(keeping distance)....even ke setochu ga for some reason I don't even know anismamam🤷
Gn yaw it is what it is & it's not that deep so....
But tell me if u have ever been in this position at this age

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07 мая 2023 04:00

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Hey everyone endet nachu it's my first vent here... I'm in a hurry situation mn meselachu am software student but yan yahl ye coding ewket yelegn ena ahun ereft lnjemr new gn ereftun family business neger alen eza endagzachew new mifelgut mamlet alchlm ena bzum seat aynoregnm ena mn baderg yshalegnal memar felge neber programming language bezi meketel alchlm betam wedehuala kerchalew what do you think mn ladrg mn amarach alegn?

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07 мая 2023 04:00

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'Sup Family

I have the habit to study over night after i slept in the night for some hours ena when i got bored mnamn i used to relieve it by talking with CHAT GPT😅 mnamn as there is no one online in that mid night ahun gn betam eyastelagn nw chatting with GPT they are annoying sometimes 🤮🤮 so is there anyone there who wants to join me???

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09 мая 2023 04:00

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Hello
Let me get this shit out of me for once
I'm 22 M and I'm fucking lonely
Yes I said it fuck this covering up ende
Like i was the kinda kid who hadn't gat out of his house to hag out until I was 19 like shit and by hag out I mean gamezone until 12 seat max

U can tell form that university was fucked up time for me like I couldn't make friends, I was eating, studying .. all living in a dorm with ma self cuz each one of them changed there dorm to there friends mnamn ... plus I wasn't healthy getting sick and shit. So I started here at some college and still the feeling of depression went through the roof it gat to the point where I couldn't sleep for 3 days straight and my heart beating fast hands feeling numb ( turns out I had panic attack and some anxiety ) bcha I don't show it im kinda full of energy in others eyes.

I'm trying eko hanging out for brakes and at lunch with class mates but I just can't have good conversation with them cuz what there talking about and I'm at are just .. huge gap ... I'm on the path to help ma self off this hole while there talking about the girl there with and sex and shit (yaaa I never been with a girl forget sex even a physical touch )
12 hours of screen time and my grade going shity-er, watching evey movies and series for the second time and third, listening loud songs to escape the thought thinking Its just a phase and I can get better is nat working

I tried meditation working out or just occasional rand talk or tinder just to feel something but shit went mehhhhhhh

The good news is I have seen how suicidal shit end up with ma bro(survived btw) mom and dad in tears so even if once or twice a week it goes thorgh ma mind I won't give in to it 🤞

I don't smoke drink or anything. I'm cool caring and always trying to crack a smile but shit it spreading out like a fucking wind fire

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09 мая 2023 04:00

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Hey...am a girl 22
And all my life i tried so hard to make it work with guys even if i only see guys as friends and am not sexually attracted at all...i think am asexual and romantically attracted to only females💋...and sometimes i just wish i live in the westerns cuz i would probably be dating right now but here...i have to always hide a huge part of me and act like am just waiting for the right guy for the people around me 😂...and they think am shy and yebet lej who don't date around as her peers...but the thing is the more u grow up the more u realize things about urself and i just wish that i have my girl around me.
Am a very knowledge driven person who is into philosophy,,fashion and i love swimming sometimes and i just want my kind of girl ...what r u guys think am i weird or is this normal feeling?

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08 мая 2023 04:00

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Hello
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I got a question i really need your answer boy's ..why are you scared the word friend i mean u guy's really freaked out when we mention the word friend . Like even if we say they are just friend ... eshi esun ok i get it but why do u guy's are so afraid of being friend zoned ene i don't get it if u guys have feelings n if we don't want to be in the relationship i mean doesn't mean we can't be friends anymore ong not fair enda especially if we were bffs man u were my friend eko for stupid feelings we can't be friends like always ong u are so selfish enaa am willing to help u lose it but u don't wan even talk if am not willing to be gf this dumb fr friendship is btr than relationship for me

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08 мая 2023 04:00

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I forced myself but I can't fall in love. My friends are pressuring me to get a bf because I never had one but I don't want to I am just not interested maybe am immune to love. I really tried guys gn wef enquan wend lisbegn flirt syaregu ydebregnal. It's not only relationships I don't like having friends too. And I don't care much about my family or anything for that matter. Do you think I can't fall in love? Do you think stg is wrong with me?

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08 мая 2023 04:00

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Hey this is 22 M..ya all girls wearing yetegelalete libs doesnt make you cool or cute rather it only makes you sexy bitch so all boys out there just wanna fuck you,put you on 'sex zone' not 'gf zone' as you put us in a friend zone.so please girls give value to your selfs before ya all get smashed and left alone for good.🤞

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08 мая 2023 04:00

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Hey 23M here I hope this will be regarded as a vent...the problem is that
I am so frustrated with my struggle to learn German. I've tried everything, from websites to language exchange programs, but it still feels like an uphill battle. I've been studying for what feels like forever, and I'm only at an A2 level. The queue for the Goethe Institute is too long, and I feel like I'm hitting a wall. I'm so jealous of people who seem to learn languages effortlessly, or those who have the luxury of learning in a classroom setting. It feels like I'm always two steps behind, and no matter how much effort I put in, I just can't seem to make progress. I wish there was someone here who has learned any language on their own, or even just a native German speaker who could help me out. It's exhausting to feel like I'm not making any progress, and it feels like there's no end in sight. I just want to be able to speak and understand German fluently, but it seems like an impossible task. Why does it have to be so hard?

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07 мая 2023 08:30

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ለምንድነው ሁሌም ከኛ በታች አፈር አለ ።ወርቅ አልማዝ ነዳድ ያለው ከኛ በታች ያለ ያፈር ጥርቅም ውስጥ ለምን ከኛ ስር ተገኙ?ለምን ከሰማይ ሰማያት ስር አልሆኑም ለምን እነሱን ለማግኘት መሬት ስር እንምሳለን ውድ ህብት ዝቅ ካለ ከፍታ ስር ተገኘ ለምን የኛ ዝቅ ማለት ውስጥ እነዚህ ነገሮች ከፍታ አገኙ ለምንስ እኛ ከፍ ባልን ቁጥር ዝቅ እያሉ ከኛ ሚርቁት ለምን ከወደላይ አልተፈጠሩም ? ከፍ ባልን ቁጥር ለምን ይርቁናል እነሱንስ ለማግኘት የግድ ዝቅ ማለት ያለብን????አልገባኝም

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07 мая 2023 08:30

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On thursday i found self love because i got ignored by someone i didn't have closure and getting ignored actually gives u closure so if u are reading this then i shot my chance and u didn't respond or react to it so good bye
As tupac said" i want to c u eat and drink just not on my table"

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07 мая 2023 08:30

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Why is it so hard for guys to keep their cool when around their crush😭😭 like ik we all feel some typa way when we're in close proximity with someone we like but most girls are conscious about their actions & try to make it not so obvious.
In conclusion its soo easy to know when a guy likes you.

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07 мая 2023 08:30

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Day by day, it gradually dawned to me that I am not remarkable. Friends often lose their sight of me as I can be easily ditched off, be replaced with no sweat, and each time it happens, I force myself to believe that it is okay since that's how I live through after being abandoned. Oftentimes, it made me ponder that maybe I am as good as gone,disappear in this world without a trace, and perhaps that would benefit everyone including myself.

Sometimes, it is terrible not to stand out whenever I desperately wanted to be remembered. It's not difficult to shout that “I am here” but to let them feel it. I am sick of being the one not chosen, the one who's in downright ostracism, the one who's always got to suffer the jealousy, sadness, and anxiety.

I question myself everytime. Am I not good enough or I just simply don't have a friend that assures I am belong? Nonetheless, after all of these questions that frequently result in silence, it became simpler to blame that it is all my fault. Because if I try to assess myself of where I am good at, I could directly tell that they cannot stand it. They cannot tolerate me as I am quite and withdrawn. Perhaps, no one wants to befriend someone who's at the corner trying to disappear but genuinely wanted to stay if someone could make me.

It wouldn't hurt to be a home to someone who's lost, right?

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07 мая 2023 04:00

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First time venting, I had an ex who meant the world to me, we had been friends ,had been on a relationship and had been on and off for years.It has been almost 3 years since I started dating my current boyfriend, I love him, He is my savior but there are times that I still think of my ex a lot and I call him sometimes and he did too, about 5 months ago we had a fight with my boyfriend cause I met my ex and during that time my ex wanted to get back with me and not only getting back, he wanted to marry me right away and we kissed once then it completely turns me off, I immediately knew that there was nothing left for him in my heart and that I don't want to be with him so we get back with my boyfriend and I thought that I will never think of him again or be tempted to call him again but now I am here separated from my boyfriend because I did that again, I called him and I still think of him a lot like on a daily basis and I think that it is unfair to my current boyfriend, that is why we are separated.I don't know how to stop my thoughts and why I think of him cause I definitely don't need any romantic relationship with him. I need to know if anyone of you have been in the same situation and how you managed it cause at this point am thinking that there is something abnormal with me that I may also need a treatment.

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07 мая 2023 04:00

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I dont think we can make this work.. I am not comfortable with you I sometimes feel distant and sometimes very close.. i sometimes miss u and sometimes I dont. It may be my problem and its okay you can all blame it on me.. but I dont feel that your love is "real". I think you got me calculated that it is a good time for you to have a girlfriend then it will be great to marry me because of this and that. Same doesnt go for me. It wasn't perfect time for me to be engaged in relationship i am only 21. But I was waiting for a loving and spiritual(most importantly) man to come to my life. I am a loving girlfriend I really know that I can love you if you love me. Not always. But if my inside want to. So my heart wanted to love you. You know I am a spiritual woman, a leader, a good cook, never had sex before (I am still virgin), good looking, stable, doesnt enjoy lexury, to be graduated with great distinction, have good plans, business minded, bla bla these are all from what you said with your own words. U used these words to warmup me. I was/am the perfect woman/match you have dreamt of or wife material. I loved u, I did. But expecting much from you. I expected you to be the most loving and caring boyfriend. I expected your warm love words, your heartfelt deep hugs, i expected you to love me with whatever you have, i expected you to make me your priority and so on. I wanted you to love me just for being me not what i have or be. But I dont think these all are in your life. I think I am just the fulfillment of your successful life. The woman to give you children, to cook for you, to keep and maintain your house, to run your businesses, to brag with your friends, to give you sexual satisfaction.. i know I can give you all these I know my self very well but the other thing I am sure about myself is I am not a kind of girl you use her for something. I respect myself and have high self value. Whatever I do I will do it from the deep courage of my heart with my full right to do or donot do it. I hate to do or be the expected. That's why I can't be your wife. I will not marry you.

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07 мая 2023 04:00

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So, I have a question for all of you

How do you see the concept friends with benefits?

Is it good or bad?

If you think it is good would you participate in it if you had the opportunity?

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07 мая 2023 04:00

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So I got many boyfriends currently well I don't know it happened I've been abused a lot in my early times and words are just words to me and I like to hear them the I love you oh you special all that anyway I fell in love young and he put me through bad stuff cause I loved him and then I had this guy friend who I felt so lonely and wanted a guy friend to hug me and tell me I'm here for you but he rented a hotel and wanted to do stuff with me and I quickly run away so I been heart broken ever since and I like having fun with boys and get anything I want from them no matter how hard I can't trust any guy do I want love yes someday yes I want some real thing somebody to grow old with by the look of it I'm gonna have more boyfriends too duh anyway maybe some talk with a girl who understands

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