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09 октября 2024 04:00

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Oh hello, you're alive. Great, welcome to the world, have a seat because you can't walk yet. You're gonna spend the next few years in the psychedelic world of colors that make no sense but it's alright because you can pee yourself and somebody will probably sort it out for you but don't get used to it, soon they'll be expecting you to use the toilet, so make the most of it, and not long after that you have to go to a building where they'll make you learn stuff and prove you know it like times tables and the alphabet and whatnot. Maybe you still think you are the center of the world and you can probably get away with that for a while - some people do their entire lives - but eventually you're going to start pissing other kids off so you probably gonna have to learn some humility soon, too. Got it? Good, all right. Then you're gonna go to another building where the tests are a bit harder and the subjects are more intense. They try to teach you stuff like trigonometry and iambic pentameter without ever actually explaining what you can use it for but don't worry, just memorize it and spit it out and forget it the second you walk out of the exam hall. By now you're probably getting weird urges to do stuff to your classmates that you never really wanted to do before and now you're gonna have to play a game for the rest of your life where you really want this kind of closeness with people but sometimes not everybody feels mutually, so you're going to have to hide it. Welcome to the world of dating and body language and sex. Yeah, you're gonna like the last one, it's going to dictate your life and most of the films you watch and book you read for some time to come whether you realize it or not. Oh you're finished spitting out all that rote memorization well great let's go to university. You need to if you want to earn lots of money which is obviously very important because well, well it just is shut up! Look, everyone's happy when they're rich. Pick a subject, not the humanities you idiot, something real like law or maths. I didn't spent 18 years raising fucking philosophy major cogito ergo broke all the time. Oh you finished? Great, well it's off to the companies for you then. Tell them you're a people person and you have excellent organizational skills and you work well in a team. Don't mention your actual passions for landscape gardening or music, they don't give a shit. just come off as generic as possible, stick it out for about 30 years, you'll make good money in time. Only the sex thing is probably getting a little empty by now and you're craving some kind of actual connection with the opposite sex or same sex if that's your thing. Jesus, you thought getting people to take their clothes off is difficult, you try finding a partner to fall in love with. And even then, what if they get bored or you get bored or they go off with the milkman or something, well sorry you're just gonna have to risk it like everyone else. Like life, actually. Some people are dead by your age but you're not. No, you're still sad in a pit of your own mediocrity feeling dull and stepped on by life, standing on a rock that's spinning at 9,000 miles an hour around a gas giant in an infinite universe, a product of 13 billion years of cosmic evolution but no, no, definitely you carry on being bored and feeling like crap. And you now you feel worse because you know how great you should feel about everything, amazed and happy all the time and yet you still feel like shit. Well, that's biology. Well, maybe your friend's getting rich or getting married or getting pregnant or something and you're poor and single and maybe you don't want kids, it doesn't matter what Carl Sagan says, you don't feel any sense of wonder at all, you feel like shit, you don't want eloquent prose about how beautiful the cosmos is you want money to live comfortably or you want to be in love and maybe you want children.

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09 октября 2024 04:00

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I wanna ask you a question. If you were given a Power to end three things Once and for all, what would those three things be?

Let me tell you mine

1. Sexual assault ( includes all kinds of sexual violence against Women and children. Well men get assaulted a lot by men and sometimes by women too so, we would want to include those as well... unless we're thinking about Revenge.) I think sexual related violence against anyone is just the cruelest and nastiest thing anyone can do. Imagine if there was none of that, Lord, we would've exhaled.

2. Physical violence: the War, the fights( unless for sport purpose) the Abuse, the child labor and all. No body can attack nobody. Doesn't matter if he's your kid, doesn't matter if she's your wife. No one. No matter what your sacred script said.

3. The tendency to NOT want learn. Yeah I would eliminate the fuck outta that shit. It's the most unique feature we have that makes us different from the rest of the animal kingdom and here we are close minded. Learning, Then changing minds, listening, reasoning, Being open minded and many many More are The exact opposite of being Ignorant. And we need'em. I'd make everyone eager to Learn and want to progress. But then, What do you think would happen to Religion, tinkulna, witchcraft, Astrology and all of those nonsense that Basically rely on the believers To have " faith" and nothing more?

Your turn, Tell me.

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09 октября 2024 04:00

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I am 27 male lives in addis i always wonder how i would wright or basically vent my life or at-least a day in my life and the thoughts that tun through my head and my perception so here it goes , Today i sat on the edge of my bed, the shadows of evening creeping into my apartment. Despite the warmth of the setting sun, an icy loneliness enveloped me. Each day felt like an endless cycle of work and quiet evenings spent scrolling through social media, watching friends share moments i longed for—a comforting touch, a shared laugh. I often thought about what it would be like to have someone beside me, someone who could hold my hand and remind me of life’s joys. Yet, every attempt to connect seemed to fizzle out, leaving me feeling more isolated and adrift.

As weeks turned into months, i found myself lost in introspection. I wandered through crowded streets, feeling invisible among the throngs of people, each lost in their own worlds. The absence of a meaningful connection weighed on me, forcing me to confront the question of what truly mattered. I yearned for a partner who could be my rock, but every encounter felt fleeting, like whispers that faded before i could grasp their significance. In those quiet moments of longing, i began to understand that perhaps this is all that could be for me and I should ….

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09 октября 2024 04:00

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I'm 23 M. Here is the thing, I've a girlfriend and it's been a couple years since we started dating. We love each other with no limits She would do anything for me. The problem is her family wants her to marry and they always try to introduce her with some rich man and ask her if she is interested in marrying but thanks to her she won't hesitate to reject and I was confident enough about not losing her. I am broke asf I don't even have a job but I always think that I would make it and have the dream life with her but now I start doubting myself what if I don't make it?! what if i am wasting her time?! I mean she could live a better life if she wouldn't choose me. She is the love of my life I really want to marry her but at the same time this doubt is making me think I'm just ruining her life. Im going crazy tell me what I should do?

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09 октября 2024 04:00

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Hey guys. I'm 18 M Living in AA. currently I'm in relationship and the things is she's older than me by 2 years almost. And I thought this was normal till I told to my friends about my relationship and they made a big deal out of it... Some of them didn't believed me And I said it's normal since we both love eachother. But sometimes I couldn't help but wonder, normal nw? 😭

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09 октября 2024 04:00

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Hi everyone I am 20 M, i was reading recent vents and I noticed one vent that relates to me but my story is kinda different, so I decided to vent and i hope you guys will give me mature answers.

So there is one girl... We have a friend in common she introduced her to me and at that time i had no feelings and my friend told me she had a boyfriend, soo we was just friends and through time we start getting closer and we used to talk alot of things, even when she have a problem with her bf & her family i have been there, and then i start getting butterflies she was soo fine for me idk why but alot of people told me she was not that beautiful but for me she was soo fine... 

Sooo, the story starts after she broke up with her bf, after that we were getting more closer we talk everyday, we talk on phone and she was giving me signs like she gets cute when we talk and i was getting too much comfortable, soo i decide to tell her my feeling but she just broke up with her bf so i decide to give her time and tell her when she heal... But at that short time she was flirting with one of my friend ( I'm not that much closer to the boy!) ik he knows her before me but i thought i was the boy that she wants! so they start dating..after 1 date she gets uncomfortable and they separate after while she told me they were dating and he wasn't giving her attention so she left... I got upset and ignored her for days and she was blowing my phone and after several days i talked to her and told her how I felt and she said she will lose some people and me b/c of it "if we broke up after that i will lose you as a friend so i just want you as a friend":she said, after we argue alot and we just stop talking. 

After while i heard she went to univ and 7 months passed by since we talked, but she was on my mind all that months, ( the craziest part is we didn't unfollow each other on ig, we used to view each others stories), So one day i decide to talk to her and i texted her and she just replied like nothing happened, and we continued talking....

After while she came back for break and i met her in person unexpectedly, we was talking about meeting when she got here but that was unexpected, i met her at my friends mom funeral ( the friend who was flirting with her ), it was the day after she land here so it was unexpected meeting, by that time i can't get enough space to talk to her, so after the funereal i texted her and we met, we talked and she was still gorgeous we had a good time. So we start talking like the old days, after while i told her we should met, there is something we need to talk so after while we met, we met at park so we can talk freely so we had a good time, and then i start talking about the fight we had back then and we talked alot, and i told her after all that time i stil got the feeling for her... 

She said " you're special to me, i have a few close friends and you're one of them, we have spent alot of things, you have been there when i need someone, you're the best person for me. But i have never seen you that way( in bf way ) soo we can't be together "  and she told me to move on!...so after this day we stop talking AGAIN! And I don't want to push it because of my ego ( self respect ), i don't want to embrace myself by pleasing someone who doesn't want me. 

So guys, the part that got me confused and questioning is that why does she gave me those signs, if i was the best person for her why don't she want me to be her bf, she always tells me she wants attention and i gave all the attention she needs, but she dumps me Why!? and why is she on my mind after all that shii !?

- Why should I do guys!?... I need your advice!

( And one important thing : is it a fault to respect myself and move without pushing even if i loved her??)

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08 октября 2024 18:46

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I'm the person that no one worries about because I always show up when they need me. I'm the person who says, "I got it," even when I really don't. But I always figure it out.

Everyone thinks I am strong and that I have it all together when I really just deal with things quietly because I don't want to burden others with my problems.

That's the thing about peoples who hasn't been loved much. They think about every kind gesture, the slightest touch of fingers, kind smiles, random acts of love. Intimacy in every small thing done.

I find love wherever I can because it was never given to me freely. I don't ask for love. I search for it everywhere.

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08 октября 2024 04:01

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Hi i'm 22 M
About 18 months ago i was talking to some girl ena when i told her i have feelings for her, she said she cant go out wiz me because shes seeing someone else so i moved on. But we've talking again this summer and shes telling me shes single and trying to give me signals. My old feelings are coming back to me and im afraid i might crash and burn again. Should i stop talking to her or try my luck again? Tell me ur opinion

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08 октября 2024 04:01

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Hey people,

23 M So, lately I have been really frustrated
I am this shy, very unsocial kind of guy and I never had a girlfriend, Never had a good long conversation with a girl , i had some dude friends in past but none left now so no one I can talk to

No one that really knows me, not close with family too, My relationship with my parents is not close but not very bad as well.

Don't go outside much ... I stay at home most of the time and I am getting this feeling that things will never change
Like I will stay a lone loser forever and it is scaring me a lot ... couldn't do my job properly thinking about this all day

What should I do ? I really want to get a girlfriend or at leat have some social life but seems impossible .... I feel like it is impossible for me

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08 октября 2024 04:01

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please anbebachu comment what should i do...i'm 24F ena i have a bf huletachnm betam tamagn nen for our r/ship we've been together for 6 years grade 12 eyalew neber aberen yehonew ena ahun ke uni graduate adrgialew he is older than me be 8 amet ena sera neberew yanem malet new ena the problem is still financially secure aydelem yemiagegnewn birr beagbabu manage ayadergem yabaknal mnamn gn he told me we will have a better future bekerbu endi adergalew yerasen buisness own adergalew mnamn gn nothing happened temesasay new even loan alebet 1M akebabi ena after i graduated he proposed me ena i said yes it was 1 month after my grad keza after 2 week shemaglem telake betam yefetene neger neber esu betam eyaschenekegn sleneber tolo endihon enem mn mareg endeneberebgn rasu alawekum my fam tekeblewal gn bezum destegna aydelum enem i'm not happy betam eyechenekegn metual i feel like my life would be miserable with him ene bezu neger sacrifice eyadereku endiderglegn mfelegewn neger hulu eyetewku new abrew yehonkut gn  he didn't take care of me dero endemiaregew even for my birthday resahut mnamn yilegnal like dero gn midnight lay neber text miareglegn mnamn ene negn always surprise maregew gift mesetew one sided new bye endaltewew esu sle marriage new hule miaweraw ena our relationship boring honual bestekekl anaweram tolo entalalen mnamn beka feker mibalew neger bemehalachn teftoal ena ene first mastekakel yalebeten neger ena r/ship lay gize seten enastekakel sel eshi yelegnal gn ayadergm bezi hulu chaos this year endengaba yefelegal wesgne endaltewew yegodal beye eferalew lenem he is my first lela wend awrechem alawkem betam chenkognal  what should i do please i need help

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08 октября 2024 04:01

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Hey guys. I'm 18 M
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I am kind of busy with AAU test, driving license, business I'm trying to create, side work... And all of that. Ena I was just going through my phone and realized I am in relationship and didn't talked for 4 days 😭keza text saregat tilant mnm almeselatim she hit me back. Yene tiyaqe I didn't had well relationship specially my past 4 ones ended because "ene betam tiru silehonku" 😂 ena I'm confused. Chat say bedenb we barely talk... Not to mention we private too. Ena should I get suspicious or get along with the flow, gira gebagn😂 normal nw?

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08 октября 2024 04:01

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I'm 18 f and currently am grade 12 ena sasatrew tariku I love someone deeply beka betam malet new ena ahun break adrgenal gn still betam new mwedew esu demo yerasun hiwet jemrual wedehuala memeles ayfelgm gn ene beyekenu yamegal stress Leben beka hasabe bemulu esu hone mn madreg endalebg idk but betam yamegal what my gonna do guys lemetew lemrsat bezu mokerku gn yeljnete new Gena kahunu endezi mehone Des aylm bezi sat gn beka ehe felge new mimeta neger aydelem betam gobez temari neberku gn in 11 betam lazy honkug esun lemastekakel ahun school keyrealew gn ahunm esun new masebew bezi keketelkug matric yekensbgal beza lay my health endet lehun yamegal 1 ken kayehut beka samntun Des yelegal ayamegm gn ahun mnteyayebet mnm gize yelem beka esun maybet to time yelem ena gays pls mkerug erdatachu yasfelgegal bcz enem tenayn efelgewalew matric endemetalgm efelegalew please help me

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08 октября 2024 04:00

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I’m 21M and just trying to find someone who matches my energy—someone a bit freaky and unafraid to be themselves. Dating feels like such a struggle right now! It seems like everyone’s either too vanilla or playing it safe, and I’m craving that spark. I want someone who can vibe with my adventurous side, share some wild experiences, and just let loose without holding back. Is it too much to ask for a connection that’s both fun and genuine? I just want to vibe with someone who gets it, where we can be both nasty and loving, exploring those wild moments together. Sometimes I wonder if I’m asking for the moon!

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08 октября 2024 04:00

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I used to be a smart student when i was in the beginning of high school because a certain family member used to help me and that family member went to the usa, we were close she was my friend i use to tell her every thing i was so depressed i didn't have good friends at my new school they use to talk to me until their friends come and they will leave me😂 so i used the phone she gave me to distract my self andit worked the moment i start watching movies on my phone my mind stop stressing it was my scapegoat and my grades drastically went bad i used to fight with my father all the time about it i always said tomorrow tomorrow i will start studying it didnt happen after that a few time passed then covid came it was a great time for me to just sit in my room distract myself instead of using it for good i wasted it then it was announced school was going to open at least my experience was much better my grades were still bad i daydream about the time i got the highest result  while the teacher was teaching now i stopped living in the moment,,and i lied to her(the said family member)about my grades i was ashamed of who i become anyways time passes matric came the test was at 5 kilo uni  it was an amazing time i had there watching so many beautiful girls brightend my mood i mean it was a memory especially the federals 😂 making us do exercise at night it was something.time passes maric result came i passed with an average result i was assigned in hawassa uni my mind was stressed by what if what if i had taken my life seriously i mean i am great full considering a lot of students failed during my fresh man year she told me she started a process for me to the usa you have no idea how happy i was, i had no option in scholarship because my transcript was bad so i imagned going to the usa it was going to be a fresh start it made me careless in my grades now i am a second year student with shit grade by the way the process failed i think God did that on purpose due to my lazyness to tech me please take my advice please dont waste your time even if you hate it study hard other wise you will end up like me depending on someone else and waiting for us process that faild all she said was' sorry good luck'
I felt suicidal
Dont pity me learn from me DEPEND ON NO ONE
THE ONLY THING THATS CERTAIN IS THE EFFORT YOU PUT TO YOURSEF AND YOUR BRAIN DONT PUT YOUR HOPES UP ON UNCERTAIN THINGS. i hope you boys and girls learn somethng lmk what you think.....

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08 октября 2024 04:00

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Okey I’m Almost 22 F ,I realized that I don’t like rich men or a guy who is better than me. I realized that even from high school till now I used to date guys that are not financially stable. I mean what’s the point of dating a rich guy there will not be any drama he will provide i do girlie duties but I love dating broke guys so that i can pay and feel inferior than them. I imagine Dating a broke guy changing his life have fun with him, and then go to the next guy. I don’t wanna settle for one guy for my whole life I get bored easily. So When i go deeper into myself and ask questions I got two insights the first one is maybe I grew up being too masculine or second maybe i have a very low self esteem that I can’t tolerate someone better than me. I just want to let out this… feel free to comment

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09 октября 2024 04:00

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Hello guys endet nachu I am going to join the university pretty soon ena I really wanna have the best time there so please share ur experiences and useful advices for ur sister pls

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09 октября 2024 04:00

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It’s been like 6 months since I lost contact with her. I loved her so much. I used to call and text her every day. She was so nice to me, and once I called her, she didn’t even want to hang up the phone. But she never called or texted me first. I’m not the ‘call me first’ type, but it kept happening for months. She expected me to make a move every time. Since she didn’t show me enough attention, I stopped calling and texting her first. And guess what? She didn’t call me either 😂. Now I’m missing her. How can I contact her? Isn’t it weird to text or call her after all these months? 🤦

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09 октября 2024 04:00

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F almost 20 I don’t even know why I am writing this but here we go I have been through a lot since I was a kid my mom passed away and I have a bad relationship with my dad I was alone all through my childhood I didn’t get to be teenager I didn’t go to school but it’s for the best because my siblings are living that life now that makes me happy. and i have it all now, I own a business and it’s doing well I helped my siblings and they are living a good life in another country 🇺🇸 now I have a few friends and family around me and everyone talks about how strong I am bla bla bla but I am not happy i worked so hard for this life but I’m not happy I feel numb I hate talking with ppl or going out and Idk keman gar sleze ende mawera my friends are busy with their stuff and fam garem mawerat alchalkum and my bf all he talk about is sex I don’t even think he loves me I’m just lost I miss my mom I wish I can talk her or just hug her I wish I can just die and be with her I just don’t want to be strong anymore I want to cry out loud and tell someone how hurt I am how down I am feeling I just want to cry once. Am I being dramatic?

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09 октября 2024 04:00

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So i am 24 years old and  i graduated last year(2016). The thing is after the graduation, my close friends from campus have ignored me completely ena i am lonely now. Enesu yidewawelu yihonal gn beka kenesu gar kaweraw its been 3 or 4 months. I don't want to call them because they are so self centered ke dirom jemro. Beza lay i am fucking depressed sra alagegnehum eskahun ena like bet mewal ligelegne new. Gn all i want to vent out is i need a friend whom i can talk to, may be meet up. Beka religious endihon miyaregegne yemr gedam enid milegne sew new mifelgew. I don't care set bithonim yemr since i have no Gf bicha someone to talk to. God knows when gn i need someone to talk to ,someone who is real not fake.  Thank u in advance

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09 октября 2024 04:00

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Hmmm..it is my first time actually to vent and am here to tell something to my bros in here. Am someone who is been raised in one of very small towns in Ethiopia and i was this guy who is good at education because there is no other choice other than that. But i started watching porn when i was 12 and i have stopped watching it very recently, so the thing is now am uv student and  i have realized that watching porn and masturbating takes away masculinity, after stopped masturbating and watching porn in many places i go i see women staring at me sexually, even women i consider out of my league totally. I mean if you are someone really struggling with this shit nigga you need to stop in anyway you find because that is when u start realizing women are so easy to attract. And also for men chasing women please stop chasing women and start chasing your dreams, remember women are distraction. The rule is don't chase but attract. Be masculine my friend😎. and i will continue to tell the things i have experienced after stopping porn and masturbation if you liked this vent

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09 октября 2024 04:00

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Hey y'all,

So today I had somewhat of an annoying day and it got me thinking like am I the only person who feels every single habesha person has some some sort of undiagnosed mental problems? Lately I've been overthinking a lot and everyone around me, everyone I interact with at work even my friends are like that, and I'm not saying that I'm perfect but at least I'm aware of myself and I try to work on my weaknesses but most people are unaware of what is healthy and what's not. I feel like if we (habesha people) were all to be given a proper psychological assessment almost all of us would be diagnosed with multiple mental health problems. Anyway please people do some self reflection on your own behaviours rather than causing people unnecessary headaches

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08 октября 2024 18:43

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How do you cope up with the sudden, and unexpected death of a loved one???? Like, how do you stop the urge to go there to their room to see if they're there? I can't. I'm fucking losing my mind.

I lost my dad a month ago. Car accident. Sudden death. I didn't even get to see his face for one last time, that's how horrible the accident was. I don't know my mom. He raised me by himself. I'm his only child. Literally he was my world. I was and still am occupied with him. He was the best disciplinarian. He taught me manners. He thought me how to be a man. He gave me pocket money when he didn't have some for him. I got one of the best educations in the city while he was just a public servant driving an old car. Words lose their meanings when I start to describe how good of a father he was.

Even recently, even though I'd graduated and I've had a job for like 3 months, he couldn't spend 3 hours without talking to me. Every lunch hour the "have you eaten?" phone calls... Every evening the "በጊዜ ግባ አታምሽ" phone calls... Every Sunday morning playing chess... Every arsenal match we used to see together.... I was his life. I was the centre of his existence as he was mine. And now, he's left me in this cold, cruel, empty world.

The first days/weeks were fine. Handling the funeral, and the people kept me occupied enough not to think about him. But then as the days progressed, it became evident why I needed him in my life. I can't keep focus on my work checking if I have a missed call from him. I can't go into the house without going to his room hoping that he's there (only a cold cold room awaits). I wake up from my sleep again and again thinking I heard him calling my name. People.... I'm losing my mind.

How...just tell me how to cope?

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08 октября 2024 04:01

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Listen... I love my best friend so much. PLATONIC friendship guys don't let your mind wander off. We have been best friends for about 2 years now. But we don't look like we have only 2 years of friendship. The connection between us feels as if we were friends in all our past lives(the purpose of this sentence is solely to magnify my point. Don't come at me😂) and now... something happened. See, we always talked about applying for jobs at two places we have always wanted to work for. And when the job opportunity opens for one of the two, we were going to apply together because that's all what we have been talking about. But something personal happened, and I couldn't apply. Yk, I could have fixed that and still applied, but...due to personal reasons and my family being hesitant about the job, I talked myself out of it. Even tho my bestie was alwayssss adamant about me applying. And I missed the opportunity. A few weeks later, the other position we wanted opened, and we both started prepping our application. But yesterday, the first job I told you about... they accepted her. And don't get me wrong, I was really happy for her. But I was still jealous... there was this lingering feeling of...what ifs and...now I'm too down to apply for the second one.

And we always talk things like this out, yk? She is always open, and I am too. We talk about every single lingering emotion between us no matter what and resolve matters asap(and surprisingly, the most challenging fight we went through is over artists😂). we generally have a really mature yet childish friendship

But...for some reason I'm scared to tell her about this one. This is the first time I have seen her genuinely happy about something. She is so proud of herself for this achievement. And... I don't want to ruin that for her. And I also can't stop feeling this way. I tried, but...it has been on my mind since I heard the news. Tomorrow, we are going to meet to review our application one last time before submission, and...i haven't added a single thing since yesterday because of that... and she will definitely know something is wrong with me if she sees the state im in rn( because guys, u have no idea how much i wanted the first job. The second one has always been an option to me. I was confident i would get the first one, but i failed... and im so sad about it) What should I do?

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08 октября 2024 04:01

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ምን መሰላቹ guys አንድ ደስ ምትለኝ ልጅ አለች እና highschool እያለን filrt ምናምን አረግ ነበር ግን ፍቅር ይዞኝ ሳይሆን ዝም ብላ ደስ ስለምትለኝ እና በቃ ዝምብላቹ ጥሩ ምትመኙለት ሰው የለም እንደዛ ማለት ነው ከዛ ዝም ብዬ አብረን እንሁን አልኩዋት ከዛ አይሆንም አለች ግን ብዙም አልደበረኝም ፍቅርም ስላልሆነ ከዛ ማውራታችንም ቀነሰ የሆነ ጊዜ እራሱዋ መታ አብረን እንሁን አለቺኝ እኔም እሺ አልኳት ብዙም ሳይቆይ ዝም ተባባልን ይመስለኛል ሁለታችንም ጋር insecurity አለ ከዛ አልፎ አልፎ አንደ ኖርማል እናወራለን ስላቹ ፍቅር ባይዘኝም still ፍቅር አልያዘኝም ነው ምለው😅 ግን አብረን ብንሆን ደስ ይለኛል ከሷ ምንም አልፈልግም መቼምም እንድትከፋ አልፈልግም ግን አብረን እንሁን ያለቺኝ የምር ወዳኝ ይሁን ዝም ብላ r/ship ፈለጋ ይሁን አለቅም still ጥሩ ግንኙነት አለን ብዙ ባናወራም
አሁን ችግሩ እንዳልኩዋቹ ፍቅር ይያዘኝ አያዘኝ አላቅም እንዴት አንድ ሰው ፍቅር ሳይዘው ሰለ አንድ ሰው ለወራት ለ24ሰዐተ እንዴት ያስባል ይዞኛል እዳልል ደሞ አብረን ባንሆን ምንም አይመሰልኝም even ብረሳት እራሱ ደስ ይለኛል ፍቅር የያዘው ሰው ደሞ እንደዚ አያስብም obsession ነው እንዳልል obsessed ሚያደርገኝ ያኸል ጊዜ አሳልፈን አናቅም እንደውም ከሌሎች ሴቶች ጋር ልሆንበት እድል ይሰፈል ታዲያ እንዴት ስለሶ ብቻ አስባለው ግራ ስለገባኝ ነው ። እና ተመሳሳይ ነገር ያጋጠማቹ አና move on ያረጋቹ ካላቹ ineed advice

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08 октября 2024 04:01

Hey Unihorse 🦄
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What's up my ppl
Its my 4th or 5 time venting here
Honestly i just wanted the vent not the mikir u get back on the comments

My life seems to be going down and down day by day
everything just falling apart
Im 19 now just finished 12th (rough year)
I got a messed up family
And now currently they are trying to admit me to a mental hospital
Like for real
Honestly im not scared or angry or ....
I aint feeling any thing
Seeing every thing fall apart made it easy on me
Endewum im actually questioning my sanity but its sad yemir 4 or 5 yrs ago i was living the life. Every thing just going up and up had friends was great in school i was a believer (not religious) but i used to believe that im God son and im favoured
Damn
Keza buhala all of a sudden boom 💥 it starts raining chigir in my life
My mother got sick (Cancer)
Started neglecting my classes
Tried acting like i got it all collected but it just made it worse
I started smoking (cigarettes)
Started avoiding my friend (honestly i wouldnt call them my friends they ran away as soon as they saw me fall apart)
Well 4 yrs later im at the peak of messed up
If ud see me on the road ud think i was raised In the streets
My face is all blackened
My hair is all grown up
My beard tangled

Bezih semon matric wutet i was hoping on that
At least matric kalefku id have a second chance to make it beye
I studied hard
I even asked The so called God for this just help me out for once
And ill keep pushing harder beye
I got 297
For 3 points wedeku
I felt like God was playing a cosmic jock in my life
I felt like when he saw me see my result he fell down from his glowy thrown loughing and slamming the ground
That was messed up
I really hated him infact
i hate him now if he actually exists
The part that hurts the most is the people i used to learn with dero hulum alfual
Literally hulum
Even the dumbest i used to know

I dont know what to do now
Its Been weeks ebet kuch kalku

Im proud to announce

🙌I GAVE UP🙌📢

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08 октября 2024 04:01

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Slam betseb 👋, I wanted to vent here because it's a safe space around here so my stressful story begun on January and got opportunity to change everything after 2+ years here is what happened I'm experienced trader after many failures and passing through valley of despair and got a good capital to trade with and in my head I got the feeling I made it and made the worst mistake of promising my family so many things and least did I know this promises got in my head put a lot of pressure and burden in me and I didn't perform the way I wanted plus after a while the company got insolvent and I got nothing even lost my initial capital because of this result my family thinks I'm in sort of pyramid schemes and my mental agony begun from that point I started to build my personal account in which by its own is another mountain to climb until this week I overheard my mother said something and that trigger something in me got tilted and lost 85% of my capital I have build since my fall and I'm here at the start of newyear my stress levels all time high I have nothing to do in my life because all I know is trading nothing else I have no friends to go out and talk to it feels like I hit rock bottom and lost at the same time at the age 26 pushing 30 and I look at my old friends from uni doing well and I'm here staying with my parents without any tangible results to show I know comparison is thief of joy but sometimes it gets in your head even if you try not to so I began to ask my self did I made the wrong decision pursuing this career path or I'm delusional and at my current state starting new things felt like I wasted many years of my life so no matter what I'm looking forward to hear your opinion and perspective

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08 октября 2024 04:01

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08 октября 2024 04:00

Hey Unihorse 🦄
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Girls, I need some help here.
Been single all my life, never approached a girl with the intention of flirting. I think I'm too old to never experience a kiss or at least be in one of this elementary/high-school relationship or any 2-week telegram relationship. ሴት ጀንጅኜ አላቅም. I was about to write how I got here starting from elementary but it'd be a 30' read so let's skip to uni.
At freshman year it seemed like everyone came here(campus) to get a gf than to learn. Everyone was hitting on girls, "cooking" in their dms like it's their day time job. The boys usually delete the rejections so you wouldn't know how may girls they've tried but a girl which was mid( I hope you don't take this rude) showed me her dms and told me that she's sick of boys nagging her and that she ignores them. I was shocked when I saw almost 100 "Hi"s. Btw it was weird coz we've talked no more than 5 minutes before. Anyways the boys think I'm a wannabe sigma also heard the girls saying I'm ጉረኛ but none of that is true. My friends usually tell me that I'm missing the signs. But I'm not sure about those signs and even if I am, I don't know what to do next. I don't want to be that weirdo coz I've seen what some of the boys were "cooking" and it feels like the girls are just being nice and trying not to make the remainder of their years awkward coz they're classmates. It sometimes works with consistency but it doesn't feel right to me.
Two things are holding me back
1. Being the weirdo I mentioned above and creeping out a girl who was having a good day
2. What comes with relationship from what I see like calling each other with cringe names, less privacy, the drama... but I'll with this one. I just need some help with the first one.
So girls, how can I identify the signs? And after being sure with that, what's the next step?
I need everyone's perspective 🙏

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08 октября 2024 04:00

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hello everyone this is the second time I'm venting. honestly, I'm not here to here for help more like to just get it out. so the thing is about my sis. She just doesn't want anything. I mean she doesn't want to talk she pushes me out not just me but the whole thing I understand her job is exhausting she works with family I used to work there they are sooooo mean but im always with her at least i try im not holding it against her like im not like them or some shit like to see me different none of that. i just want her to comfort i know she's suffering with all of the things honestly i don't even know what to do or what to think. im moving out in a month or so. some part of me think she'll have some kind of relief the other says i just want to be there for here. im atheist if there is any creature or force out there i just want help her give her whatever she need and to tell here ill always be here for her. she is literally my other half seeing her closed or shut down makes hate this world. anyway ik it's cheesy and dramatic for most of you but i just don't know where to turn to. obviously finance is one of the first cause of sadness most of us know that, ik that trust me im not from money, but an absolute horror comes from your loved once what they do and don't affect your entire being i just wish i can suck all of her problems and sadness. ik i wrote it as if she is being difficult and im the good guy but no if you actually met her you'll know she's cool and im the bitch trust me on this one😅 ik all of us face problems of our own but just want to late it out. thank you all try to enjoy every happiness u got in every second you don't know when you'll lose it and there is always a chance you will lose it

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07 октября 2024 04:01

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Hello 👋
Currently working in the bank industry. 3rd year is coming soon and I hate the job it's consuming me every day I lost motivation and the pressure I want to quit it now but I just can't It's already too late to even get a job in other industry am just lost for words to describe the mess am going BC of this job anyone out there who's feeling the same lately ?

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