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07 июня 2023 04:00

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ever felt lonely tho u r surrounded by many?ever felt worthless tho u r told u r worthy? ever questioned ur existance daily like wth am i doing blachu... wuuuuuuuuuuu i am tired of being alive

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07 июня 2023 04:00

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At this point, I am waiting for my family ljihn lelijachn endilu. My anxiety would kill me to go out and meet people. I just don't align with this generation. I am waiting for my hubby to drop from my ceiling.

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06 июня 2023 04:01

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The thing is my best friend and my girlfriend are very close like my best friend confides in her and he likes to vent to her more than he talks to me so the weird thing is I get jealous of this the reason is why he thinks he can only confide in her and that she cares for him and is more comfortable around him because she has no friends like really close ones so I can't say stop it because it will hurt them both and I can't seem to understand or get over it I just can't feel comfortable with the fact that they are getting closer with him venting to her

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06 июня 2023 04:01

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Am 20 F university student.. and when i was 18 kehone des kemil konjiye lj gar fkr jemre neber.. ena almost abren 2 amet yahl koytenal.. mejemeria akababi betam des mil relationship neber hulum neger konjo neber then kes bekes negeroch mebelashet jemeru. (To be honest sex kejemern buhala) lela sw honebgn. Behonew balonew chkchk hone srachn.. endebefitu mihonlgn neger kenese. Beza mehal ene enleyay alkut keza beftsum ayhonm blo bete dres meto ykrta teyekegn.. endhed ayfelgm gn demo abrew endkoym fkr ayasayegnm. Betam gra tegabche nebr. Keza kebzu gze buhala yehone ken bagatami slkun ategebe tetot tenesa. Then kefetkut keza ke bzu setoch gar yetetsatsafewn text ayehu.. sle textu teyekut beza yetenesa tetalan.. keza bete meto bedgami ykrta ale.. wsten kr eyalew ewedew sleneber bcha eshi alkut. That was my biggest mistake🤦‍♀ hulum neger ystekakelal bye masebe tfat neber. Chrashunu basebet. Yehone ken abren gze eyasalefn eyale t-shirtun siawelk jerbaw lay 3 bota betfr yetebuachere mlkt ayehuna teyekut.. keza kade mnm alakm enja alegn.. betam neber yekefagn mnm salnager zm bye hedku. Then yehone ken tetalten eyale sekro dewlo cheat endaderegebgn ena endewashegn yhe neger wstun selam endenesaw negeregn. With 3 girls😔😔... For real Lbe wst neber hmem yetesemagn like yemr hmem.. then we break up. Ahun keteleyayen 2 wer alfonal gn still am in pain.. endet mersat endalebgn alawkm yhen neger... Even adis mitewawekugn sewoch rasu hulum esun meslew nw mitayugn sw mekreb aktognal. Am depressed.. and I need an advice

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06 июня 2023 04:01

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Hey
my question ,it's specially for girls who lost their v card on their wedding night so how does it feel I mean not the process just bcha v huno magbatu🤍....
Am just curious

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06 июня 2023 04:01

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Am ..F
i have bf ena Illuminati weste megbatun teretare alegn why? Cuz migerm chenkelat alew betam kemalchu belay gene miserawen alekem like NFT, crypto staff lihon yechelal bezu geze wechi yehedal sera newe milegn betam young newe gene genzeb endet keyet endmiyametaw ligebagn alchale endak ayefelgem teykewalw werewn endetem adergo yekeyrewal getan betam newe yechenkegn brainwashed tedergo yehon , dero maryamn yan yahel le ነፍሴ sayhon le ስጋ hiwote newe mechenk yenber (abzagnaw swem endza newe) ke kerb geze wedi wede menfesawi negroch lebe eytmelse selhone ahun selsu ነፍስም abzeche newe yetchenkut betam newe yasazengn ahun demo zena,habet menamn felga swu maygebaber gudeguwad yelem dro sakew endzi selalnber ahun chenkegn yehone westachu yemunegrachu yelm 6 sense mserja magenet alchalkum teru negr sense eyarku adelm negative negrochen masb felge adelm yemr teru leb alew , le guwadegnochu, le betsbochu migerm bota alew leloch seket yechenkal betam "ምንም ማድረግ አለመቻሌ le guwadegnoche " yelal bezu geze ena weye yesu frndz endet endmiyasbelachew ena esu gar yalchewn bota biyakut elalaw , bezi bekule demo yehoene minagerw neger ale gene alchelm ene enkuwan merdat alchalkum cuz yehone miferaw neger ale rasun busy bemaderge ye miresw yemaelwal becha yehone negr weste gebtuwal still gen ayenen eyaye "help" yemselal gene alchalkum cheap erasu endetkeberebt newe masbew beza bekul control endmiyaderguwachew i know ena bezu yenberbeteb huneta selmak newe illuminati shit weste endegba yeferahulet
guys eski temsasay negre wesete yalchu or hasb suggest argugn chenkognal 😔😢

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06 июня 2023 04:00

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I have commitment issues and girls around me are the reason. I have been the best friend , the boyfriend , the big brother figure and the clown in my relationship with women. In all scenarios one thing I've noticed is common to all girls around me is that they don't care about who they're in a relationship with they just wanna be in one. As long as the dude is their type and they don't see a red flag that is " off limits " to them they'll date a guy just to be in a relationship. And eventually you guessed it the relationship will fail because either she cheated or he did. How can one ever trust when all the girls around him seem to be this way ... I don't know. Maybe I'm just a coward. I have commitment issues.

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06 июня 2023 04:00

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I feel like I might be an actually insane person

Life is getting worse every day. I'm losing all interest in the things I do. I feel angry at myself every minute. I'm forced to watch other people live happier, more fulfilling lives. Not perfect, but definitely better. My abusive sister is currently spending a month long vacation in Japan. My younger brother, who works the nightshift, has developed a great relationship with a well connected colleague. I am forced to watch other people have better, happier lives around me. I am trying very hard to work on my own personal projects, trying my hardest to keep believing that "the pain goes away, but your work always remains", but I feel useless. I don't contribute or do anything. Any time that I make an effort to make something people will like, it gets nothing. I get nothing. I am nothing. Even though this is a silly example, I remember a few years ago I posted a joke and it got like two likes. Then someone else posts the exact same joke a week later and gets a million. That sums up my entire life in a nutshell.

I am constantly told by the world that I am nothing. That I am worthless. I am a consumer and i have no power at all. No matter what I do, I am never able to positively impact my situation. I am trapped. It all feels completely hopeless and I am in so much pain. I am forced to see others be directly rewarded for being petty, cheating, and actively intolerant of others. Even in an age where people supposedly care about mental health, my traumas and struggles are completely marginalized and invalidated at every turn. To use an internet term, it feels like every single solitary action I take is gaslit by the entire world. I am the bad guy if I ever do anything that others are rewarded for. Sometimes I wish that my body would just physically give out from all the stress so anything I go through could be taken seriously. I constantly feel like I'm about to die and I feel like I am on the verge of a nervous breakdown. My life has been like this for at least 5 years if not more, and nothing ever changes.

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06 июня 2023 04:00

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My mom and I were just having a conversation and she casually asked me if I see myself becoming a mother in my 20s or 30s, and I decided to be honest and not get her hopes up so I admitted that I probably will never have kids, she got offended and assumed I decided that because she's not a good mother and I don't wanna turn out like her. Which is not true at all, of course. She also assumes the same thing about my views on marriage too. She keeps reminding me that not every marriage is the same, but I know that. My parents' marriage failing is not the reason I don't want to ever get married. I have my own personal reasons for why I don't want to ever be a wife or a mother. And even though I don't talk about these things with anyone, I know that if I did a lot of people would be judgemental about it. I mean I know about our culture and all, and how starting a family is the ideal thing for a woman to do in the eyes of most people, but I hate that people shame women (and men) who don't want to have children. Would they want someone who's not emotionally available be responsible for a child's life? What good would that do? The child will suffer, and so will the parents. In fact some people should even be banned from having kids if they're not fit to be a parent mentally or financially. What's funny is some people even have very negative opinions about adoption. I mean they're free to do what they want with their lives, but I don't understand why they have to shame people who want to adopt instead of giving birth. What's wrong with wanting to give an orphan a safe home and loving parents? Anyway I'm getting off track, the main point is please don't pressure people into doing things they're not ready to do just because you believe it's the right thing. Live and let live, and all that. Thanks for reading.

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05 июня 2023 04:00

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25 M. Have you ever been confused about what u want sexually? Idk why but my desires change almost every week idk whats wrong with me. One time im like this sweet guy who just wants to cuddle and the next i feel like being dominant only to feel like being sumbissive the next one. Its like a viscous cycle that im in and idk how to explain it.

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05 июня 2023 04:00

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i love him ...but we have religion stopping us. ..i wish i met him earlier am working now and i need a husband not some1 to chill with...i freaking want to spend time with him see him in the eye for hours kiss him hug him tell ppl that he is the one he is so Hot eko. i knw he likes me too but act like i dont knw abt his feelings while am the one who is crazy abt him...he purposely come to where i am hugs me i freaking love that we talk abt random staffs for hours but i act like i dont get our relation only cause of our religion am not akrari muslim but my religion means more than anything in the world to me....if i jst decide to be with him ..in the future my children might be confused ...my family wont be happy too .. ..yemren nw everynight i dream abt him living happly in our home hugging him i sometimes wake up in z morning and think its another dream and i cry bc it was a dream in the morning i miss him z most. am not religious person i knw i have been with a lot of dudes too cause but i nvr been in relationships cause i couldnt consider non ofthem as my person ...but him its another level ....sry guys i wrote a lot am jst letting my heart out cause no one knws me and i want strangers opinions thanks.

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05 июня 2023 04:00

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We are seriously living in a weird age ...who said that men don't want to cuddle men don't have emotion and always want to fuck I mean seriously who came up with this ideology don't men have emotional don't men want to talk....I mean yest we get bonner but we also want connection an honest true simple talk while lying down ...please we men have emotions too we want to sometimes cuddle

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05 июня 2023 04:00

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This is for the girls. What do you feel when your guy wants to eat you out. Do you think it is because he is too horny that he would do a gross think or do you think it is normal? And is it oral sex or normal penetration sex that makes you cum quick?

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05 июня 2023 04:00

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So am fucking lonely or feel so empty am not introvert I can easily socialized with ppl make fun laugh joke around but deep down am not happy I feel these loneliness I can't let ppl in my circle am careful what kind of ppl I surround myself with maybe that's why I don't have no close friend am a type of person u call Man real one am so direct am in my 20s ,tall handsome all that .... There are time I really need some company.. When am driving back home or late night or when alone eating in restaurants I used to date and have Specific type like girl that make her own money or from family that have good money I say these cuz they have some type of subconscious mind they learned from there parents so won't be hard to double our money there days I want my babe to spoiled me or pay for our date or vacation reminder am not saying in all am saying sometimes anyway I don't even know if these will get approved anyway it's wht it's

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05 июня 2023 04:00

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20f….Pls i need your real opinion and advice. I have been with this guy for 2 years. We’re in uni ena we met there so when we started this relationship it was as a joke and simply like ds bleshgnal ds blehegnal so abren enhun neger neber then it was very hard but we stayed as long as we expected. Mndnw hard yaderegew btlugn huletachnm elehegnoch, anshenefm bayoch, akurafiwoch mnamn nen ena ene demo i have this problem which is overthinking so yhe hulu yatalanal ena eyandandu esu yemikeldachew keldoch kenega disrespect bihonum yan yahl endih alkegn bye bzu lalakabd echlalew andande gn betam siyabesachegn akorfalehu enageralehu yanenu keld gn melshe bkeld lesu beka disrespect aderegshgn blo betam gua ylal hule demo metalat ged nw yemimeslew selam honen 1ken waln bibal tinsh koyto metalatachn aykerm miyatalun negeroch demo betam tinish yehonu negeroch nachew gn huletachnm alasfelagi negeroch enenegagerna enkeyayemalen bezi melku new 2 amet mulu yekoyenw beka bicha abrew meketelun ena esun magbat mnamn efelgalehu mkniyatum betam kemlew belay new yemafekrew betam lataw alfelgm mechem esu gn yemererew ymeslegnal hule chkchk mnamn ylal ik chkchk bibezam gn tinish gize new egziabher kefekede ylewetal bye asbalew soo guys what should i do to make it last weys should i let him decide what he wants?
Sorry for the long story vent sadergm yemejemeryaye slehone mn malet endalebgnm mnamn alawekum bicha👍

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07 июня 2023 04:00

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So I have a crush on this amazing girl for like 9 months but I don't have the guts to talk to her or ask her out. Never been like this, this is new to me too lol
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06 июня 2023 04:01

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Setan yalebgn yimeslegnal ena liyaweta weym liyasweta michil sew kale bakachehun every damn thing i want or wish to do is erkus even my thoughts. Endi alneberkum yemr and to make it worse i feel no remorse wtf

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06 июня 2023 04:01

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Hello lost soul, incase no one said this today, let this be your reminder.

PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP;
THE WORLD NEEDS YOU

I hope your heart feels less heavy today
I hope that you haven't let go of the dreams your child self once had
I hope the world will be kinder to you and that you recieve more love.
I hope that you can look at yourself in the mirror and feel content with the reflection
I hope you can hear yourself laugh and understand the power your voice has
I hope you are able to bring down the walls you've built between you and the world,
And i hope you never have another experience that forces you to build another one
I hope that your mind is at ease, your body at peace
I hope the world allows you to be more vulnerable and gives you the courage to say what it is you're feeling
I hope your thoughts are no longer dark and lonely, but light and liberated
I hope you have the strength to continue on your journey
To try again, to have faith, to stay hopeful
Because you deserve to see
What the next version of you will come to me

Its gonna be okay, and whomever you are, if you wanna talk, we can talk, let out all your feelings, am here for you.

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06 июня 2023 04:01

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Okay so here I am after 2 years I guess... I remember my vents were all about me having mental health issues and identity crisis.

But now I am here because I have relationship I am about to get in and I honestly need advice please give it time and help me.

I just want to say first what I want is a serious relationship I can grow with and I do think I am ready to be fully involved and love. (I have never been in relationship so this might be my first )

So this guy right..we met on social and it was on summer (kremt) I really didn't give him much attention when we chat to be honest ...I ignored his calls couple of times (I wasn't ready at the time don't judge) so recently we started talking consistently .. flirting through the phone and so on ..now it has been two weeks and he told me he loved me and that he want serious relationship. Well guys the problem is first I couldn't TRUST him🤦🏽‍♀ yeah i like him but due to past trauma (not relationship related) and all this painful things I hear everyday I just couldn't ...yes he is earning it eachday but i just don't think its fair ...the second thing is i had standards one thing he didn't fulfill was age ...he is only a year older than me. And I get scared because as   Guy's in their 20 earlies..idk bcha I have this belief to "live in the moment"  I don want to stress too much before it even get started. But😭😭 he  asked me to meet in couple house (first date)..i blocked him 👀 we talked and resolved ..he said he just wanted to hug me and kiss me freely but respected my decision. I fear what I am ignoring red flags ...he does makes me feel good tells me he is madly in love...

1. Isn't two weeks too early to confess his love?
2. should I go for it ...ignoring the thought "most
guys in their 20's don't want anything serious"
3. How is the beginning of a relationship should look like ...beside the fling.

we met for 15 minutes one day We are about to go on our first date
I honestly don't even know what I am doing here.
Just Help!

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06 июня 2023 04:01

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Have thought about having emotional supporter its not relationship or friendship but having someone to talk about anything to give support to be there for them, and to show love
Does smtg like this exist?

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06 июня 2023 04:01

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አሁን አሁን ቆንጆ ሴት ቀላ ያለች አሪፍ ቅርፅ እና ቂጥ ያላትን ሴት ባየው ቁጥር የማስበው ቀስ አድርጌ አሳምኜ ቤት ወስጄ እጅ እና እግሯን አስሬ ጠረጴዛ ነገር አስደግፌ ለረጅም ሰዓት ቂጧን እየላስኩ አዟዙሬ ቂጧን በጥፊ እያልኩ አሰቃይቼ ቂጧን ብቻ መብዳት ነው እና ቀይ አሪፍ ቅርፅ ያላችሁ ማንኛውም ከ16 አመት በላይ ያላችሁ ሴቶች በሙሉ ተጠንቀቁ ለማለት ፈልጌ ነው በተለይ ባለትዳሮች 😊

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06 июня 2023 04:00

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Hey im 25m eshi so I'm always amazed at how different each of my relationships are malete with friends, family, romantic partners, work acquaintances, bicha literally everyone ... Eski think about it lerasachuh. It kinda makes sense when u think Abt it tho b/c unless u bring the same person with the same experiences, ur interactions and dynamic has to be different.


Just a thought bicha I have a girl best friend gin she is abroad now and I kinda miss that dynamic ... I love meeting new people and seeing how the vibe is different with everyone. so im basically looking for a girl that wants to be best friends

so a little more about me i like trying new things, i like people who have a positive outlook on life, i do good for myself financially, i like movies and shows betam and i love meeting new people so if anyone is if anyone is interested comment a bit about urself, what u like, what u dont like, anything that shows personality really.

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06 июня 2023 04:00

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Hey everone i need some of your advice please ....im Mikal ...25 years old You know i have been in love with one person for 6 years...we never had a relationship wasnt that lucky to be with him we meet at college now he is in Canada we have bn apart for almost 5 years now... i always waited for him like the morning that waits the sun...u can go to diffrent dates n meet good guys but...sometimes the heart want what it wants...crazy...right... please help me i need your advice.......

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06 июня 2023 04:00

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So someone borrowed one of my books a few months ago and just told me yesterday that they can't find it anywhere and promised they'd buy me a new one. But all I could think of was how much I wanted the exact same copy back, the one I read and highlighted, but that would've been an unreasonable thing to say and wouldn't change anything so I didn't say anything. Is it healthy that I'm not okay with replacing a book? It's just a book after all. It's strange how I get attached to something that can be replaced so easily. I wanna figure out a way to fix this because it's affecting my life.

Things that technically shouldn't matter bother me so much, like when someone's in my room and they pull my books out of my shelves for no reason and don't put them back in the same place.. I could leave it like that and the world wouldn't end so why do I feel the need to rearrange it in the order it was before? Why does change make me uncomfortable? I can't stop wearing t shirts I bought forever ago even though they're faded now lmao, I can't replace my goddamn childhood pillow even after getting a more comfortable one, hell I haven't even changed my wallpaper, ringtone, and notification sound (a ridiculous one at that lol) in years! I can go on and on providing more examples but you get the point.

On my first vent about this I mentioned how I wanted to find that doll's picture on the internet just to have it in my gallery, why did the thought of forgetting what she looked like freak me out? I felt the same way when I lost my grandma two years ago (she was actually my great aunt but I never had grandparents so I considered her as one) we had a few pictures of us together and right after her funeral I frantically searched for them in the photo albums because I was scared I'd forget her face (then realized I never got them printed in the first place and they're still in my camera that no longer works) Does anyone have any tips on how I can teach myself to let go of things? I actually think it'd be easier to get attached to people instead, but it seems like I'm incapable of that so...

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05 июня 2023 04:00

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I made a comment the other day in a vent here and made me question this, what is the primary purpose and goal of a woman? Career or family building like being good wife and good mum?
This is not to the top G guys but for the woman out here.

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05 июня 2023 04:00

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Just like she says in the song It Was 4 Am and I Couldn't turn my head off I kept thinking about you and how perfect we would've been or could be, it's almost a year now since we talked and over 15 years since we knew each other. I low-key liked you as much as I remember. You are such an amazing guy with amazing quality. I've always liked you but I never really thought that we could ever get a chance. Cuse in high school I wasn't pretty or popular or smart in general and I wasn't smart as well and was alone most of the time. And you were the cutest tallest kid with the most beautiful gf. You were nice to me in a way that you are just a nice guy uhhhh, 2 years after we finished high school you moved into our neighborhood /in front of our house where you could see everything through the window (like Tyler Swift's and her crushes house in her song "you belong with me "). And you dm me on ig and we started talking for a little bit then we stopped because I was texting you back slowly and I never texted first or maybe you don't want to talk .and now my heart is hurting all I could think about is you .im thinking to dm you for your Bday. I really hope we could get a chance..

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05 июня 2023 04:00

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20m university student I found myself thinking of me as a question, not as having a question but as being a question that's neither true nor false but just a pure question, a never ending question, a question with not enough answer.....and.....a life dedicated to answer it ,

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05 июня 2023 04:00

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I need to vent
Everything is changed now
I love and crave to have my sisters rn
I love spending time in the house now
I dont mind doing all the chores my sister asks me to do now
I have a niece now
I can play with my niece all day everyday and still wont get bored now
I miss my dad just as I missed him while he was right beside me now
I feel numb about every other thing now
My dad and my siblings are my everything now
I dont think about him often now
I dont cry often now
I can carry burdens thousand times than before now
I dont listen to hiphop songs now
I dont talk with peoples that much now
I'm always in my head now
I dont have decent friend now
I missed my best friend more than ever now
People think I have bad personality now
People dont attempt to do quarter of the things I do for them When I am at my lowest still now
People wont fight for me still now
I have not given up on him now
I remember him with everything I do still now
He fucks with my mind more than ever now

I dont have patience now
I am always stressed now
I am so insecure more than ever now
I am living with people I dont like now
(I think I have patience now)
I pity myself now
My mind is trapped in the past now
I experience sleep paralysis now and realized its the worst feeling now
I skip the songs he sent me when I listen to songs now
I think about people on street when I pray that it rains now
I pray before I eat now
I dont talk with lele often now
I missed her more than ever now
I crave to have a talk with her now
I always think about how my life would be like if she was me now
I pray to get better now
I thank God for things that I have now
I think about how our bond will get stronger than ever if we didnt part ways now
I haven't accept things that happened to me still now
I have been ignoring all the bad things that happened to me still now
I pray now

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05 июня 2023 04:00

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Why do we deserve to be happy? It's one of the most common words I hear from motivational speakers. Every time I try to listen to those or try to feel better about my shitty self, all they say is 'you deserve to be happy'. But why should we accept this as a fact. Is it written in the bible? Does God want us to pursue our dreams, love ourselves, be confident, be the best version of ourselves? If anything we should feel miserable because of our sins, right? At least that is what I do. How can we be happy if we do even the smallest of sins. Only purely good people should be happy, right? Or did I misunderstand orthodox religion?

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05 июня 2023 04:00

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I'm feeling repulsed by my family members, tbh I have not been a good boy ( trust me I have tried to be... was one of those kids who sat in the front and stuff) ofc that wasn't enough... always got criticized for my "terrible future" and how I am always not good enough... agul asian parent bs... all for their ego so they can brag to their friends. So, let's get on to my mistakes well, the last conflicts were due to me smoking green and my hustles ( legal ofc) but you know my family thinks they're too bourgeois for me and worry what others would say about them... my dad actually punched me over that last week.... for fing working. And yeah I also think they took me dropping out of uni too seriously ( engineering lmao... sorry for students but I never had interest in that) I am currently studying two degrees ffs but you know no glitter nd sht so yeah guess it doesn't matter, I mean no partying no girls no other stuff... but ofc a bit of mistakes and not t neeting their exaggerated expectations isn't enough.. I don't deserve to get glared and insulted over nothing I think I should just grind and move out away from all this

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