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26 мая 2023 04:01

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Hey peeps I really really need help!For real write me comments and help me make it make sense🥺
So here it is I have been with a lot lot of guys like damn,but been in a r/ship with 2 people and the others were dates plus I am 23F,too much right?so now I am in a r/ship which has been serious like yeah we hang out stuff but never did anything yet,so what I a noticing in me# the problem,I am turning out to be emotionless,the fuck I am starting to think like I am a bad person after my first r/ship,in which I really got heart broken,cried for days and I forgot about him but couldn't forget my tears...I have been in a lot of shit like my family stuff so dating is like my escape,all of my romantic encounters end up with me not giving damn of that person,I just move on...so what can I do??
I really want to be worthy for this person and I love him but my actions are not going accordingly like sometimes I zone out and get tired of the bond and he is really a nice person,I feel like i don't deserve him
So how can I be a good girlfriend that has constant emotions?How can I make him feel lovable?
Please be honest alright I can take it😁
Thank you for reading!

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26 мая 2023 04:01

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So..., there has been an update. As most of u guys said he called me 😂😂(one call was enough) things get back to normal. He started to act so nice... he said he wants to get things serious (but we r not in a relationship yet).. he even said we can't see other people. he said he will work on my trust issue and do everything he could to earn my trust.. i didn't want to believe him but i just wanted to see where things could go... we started to talk daily (for hours) and text. Guess what now🧐🧐 he ghosted me again.. i don't know what happened but he didn't call or text for like 4 days or sth. i texted him meanwhile and he said he was fine but his mind is all over the place bla bla..🤨🤨 what should i do now i'm really confused coz i have been developing feelings for him.. but i don't wanna chase him or something.. i don't know what to do please help😞😞thank you

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26 мая 2023 04:01

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In my entire life suicide asibe alakim and I always questioned a lotta pple when they say that. Now ik why. Is this really the feeling of abandoning your whole soul. Even tho your knowing how a big sin it is. How cruel could've been this world. I wouldn't wish this feeling even for my enemy. Y'all stay safe out there

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26 мая 2023 04:01

Hey Unihorse 🦄
I am 🎭 Emerics hoe
I need to vent
This uni life is taking a toll on my mental health, nd having a messed up family is not helping one bit. I'm a mess rn....
I don't have any friends(like i mean NO FRIENDS, i eat alone but being noncafe helps i guess, i spend my free time alone, i study alone.....i did hv friends but they either went to the states or withdraw from this school), there is no wifi or anything so i can distract myself.
I've been here before nd i despise feeling like this...worthless, ugly, unlikable person.
I don't even know wt am asking for here, an advice? A friend? I hv no fucking idea.
Btw i learn in aastu nd am 3rd year(just throwing this out there)

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26 мая 2023 04:00

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Hey guys,
I am a 21 years old girl, and i want ur advice on this one.
Its been like 1 year since i started having sex. I had sex with many guys but non of them satisfied me idk why
Even guys with big cock never made me cum. They just give me pain. Is this normal? Cuz now i quit having sex and i don't want to fuck anybody ever again.

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26 мая 2023 04:00

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Hello guys
Let me get straight to my point: I have a problem. I pro-fucking-crastinate a lot. From studying to simple chores. For example, I had two weeks to study for an upcoming test, but I didn't read anything until the day before the exam. And no, that didn't work well for me. I have tried every technique, from pomodoro to locking my phone away, but no! It's not about not loving what I do. I am crazy passionate about it. But I can't seem to get my ass up and do things unless it is the last minute. It's affecting not just my grades but everything in my life. I hate being lazy, but I get this heavy feeling in my chest when I do things on time. It's like my body wants me to be lazy and slack around every day. I need your help, guys. How can I stop?
 

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25 мая 2023 04:01

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Hey 😊
I want to live in a quiet countryside,I’d love to plant trees and vegetables, do farming, fishing and have a very simple life I want to be able to live much more, to watch each sunrise, to enjoy a cup of coffee, to read my favorite book, or to take a walk in the countryside, or even better to see the beach, listening my old songs (50's,60's,70's,80's) while watching the sunset or the beach.

These are the things I still get excited about living for every day .....or else I don't think that I'd live the best life at all and I don't reach that life yet I daydream alot about it. Is it only me?

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25 мая 2023 04:01

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Am boy and 27
ሁሉን ነገሬን በግልፅ ነግሬ ስጓዳ አዝናለሁ ያመናችሁት ሰዉ ሲጎዳችሁ ምን ያህል ከባድ ሊሆን እንደሚችል አስቡት የኔ ያላችኋት በጣም የምትወዷት ብዙ ነገር ስለወደፊት አቅዳችሁ ከዛ ሁሉን ነገር ሲበላሽ ምን ያህል ከባድ እንደሆነ😔....ቁም ነገረኛ ስለወደፊት የምታስብ ማቴሪያልስቲክ ያልሆነች gf ብትኖረኝ ደስ ይለኛል ግን  ትኖሪያለሽ?? ከዚህ በፊት ተጎዳሁ ብዬ ሁሉንም ሴቶች አንድ አይነት አርጌ የማስብ ወንድ አደለሁም
ግን ለምንድነዉ ሰዉ ሲጎዳን ሁሉንም አንድ አይነት እንደሆነ የምናስበዉ?

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25 мая 2023 04:01

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Hey everyone
For a person who'se been athletic for some of their lives I've hated my body for half of it. I just started to love myself just as it is ahun ahun ena sasbew befit the way I tried to change my body was always from perspective of the hate I have for it rather from love and from wanting to improve. I believe people should always strive for the best and not settle for something their heart is not content at and paint it as 'acceptance' ( IF YOU DON'T REALLY WANT IT) because no one is 'meant to' be a certain way it's just what u make of ur life. My BMI is 25 and for a female in her early 20s I feel like I should try and look and feel my age because this weight loss thing has taken a toll on me for long...I've tried strength training and it has worked before...but I couldn't maintain and gained back some of it....I've tried intermittent fasting and ADF also...it works like magic and ik how to do it hulunm...gn my problem is consistency.....so anyone with the same problem as mine...I need someone like me who really wants to make a change to keep eachother accountable and go on a health journey....start fasting and walking and all...hmu😁

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25 мая 2023 04:00

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Im dying by overthinking i can't help my self i tried alot of thing to cope up with failed i need help especially who you been through like me Please tell me something to get settle for normal state

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25 мая 2023 04:00

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Well fuck here it goes
I was in love once the break-up left me in a bad state and during that time me and my classmate got close, as a way for my break-up I used to call him whenever i get the urge to call my b.f after sometime the energy between my friend and I started to change. At some point I started to like him. But when i really thought about it, i felt like i would just ruin his life and whatever i was feeling would pass. He is a nerd and didn't have any experience. So, i was afraid i would be a distraction so i didn't do anything about what i felt. Then at one point Our friends started making fun of us, which made him stay further away. I do believe it's the best for both of us.
The issue is now a year later, where we are no longer close friends i just can't stop feeling jealous. I am great at keeping my distance, didn't show any of what I'm feeling.

Ps. He liked me. We both have reasons for not being honest about it.

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25 мая 2023 04:00

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It has been a few weeks since we talked. The reason why we argued was he wasn't giving me enough attention and time like he used to. He blames it on him being busy bla bla but i still think he could make some time for us. The thing i can never forget from the day we fought was he told me i come after his family. For over 4 years i thought i was part of him, his family. I consider him my family while clearly he doesn't. I've been looking at my call log and i saw how our talks got shorter. We don't text like we used to, talk on the phone like we used to. We used to talk for like an hour or so but now the max is 2 minutes. I can't help but see how his interest is declining. When i decide and try to move on he won't let go. He starts acting right. But now it's causing me pain. So would you guys think i should fight for this relationship or let go?

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25 мая 2023 04:00

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ቀዝቃዛው የሻወር ውሃ ከዶርማችን ፊትለፊት ካለው ክፍል ኩልል ባለ ድምጽ ሲወርድ ይሰማል። በጎን የሚያልፉ ተማሪዎችን ሹክሹክታ እየሰማሁ ወድያ ወዲህ እገላበጣለሁ። ዶርም ቁጥር 214 ከላይኛው አልጋ ላይ ፣ የሊቀ መዘምራን ቴዎድሮስ ዮሴፍን "እኔ አንተ ቤት የምቆም ሰው አይደለሁም" የሚለውን መዝሙር ከፍቼ... የሁዋሊት በትውስታ ሃሳብ ሞገድ ሄድኩ።

ዩኒቨርሲቲ ከገባሁ እንደዘበት 4 አመት ሆነኝ። አቤት ግዜ... እንዴት ነው የሚሮጠው በማርያም። በእነዚህ አመታት ውስጥ እኔና ፈጣሪ ብቻ የምናውቃቸውን ወጀቦች አልፌ ይሔው ልመረቅ ወራት ምናልባትም አንድ አመት ይቀረኛል። ዩኒቨርሲቲ ሳልገባ በፊት የነበረኝ የውስጥ ሰላም ፣ ከፈጣሪ ጋር የነበረኝ ህብረት፣ ለራሴ የነበረኝ self-esteem ብቻ ብዙ ነገር... ጊቢ ከገባው ቡሃላ ሳይታወቀኝ እንደጉም ብን ብሎ ጠፍቶ ራሴን በብቸኝነት ባህር በትካዜ ብርድልብስ ውስጥ ላኖረው በቃሁ። በዚህም አልበቃ በሎ በተደጋጋሚ ራስን በማጥፋት ሃሳብ ተውጥሬ ከአንዴም ሁለቴ ሙከራ ያደረኩበትና ፈጣሪ ግን እንድሞት ስላልፈቀደ የዛሬን ንጋት እንዳይ ለምክንያት አድኖኛል።

"ጸሎቴ ቢሆን ለወረት
ጎዶሎ ቢሆን የኔምነት
ባረከኝ እኔን ከሰማይ
በደል ክፋቴንም ሳታይ"
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... መዝሙሩ እንደቀጠለ ነው። እርሱ ፈጣሪ እኔን የረዳበትንና ያዳነበትን መንገድ መለስ ብዬ ሳየው በጣም ግርም ድንቅ ይለኛል። "ይታደሉት እንጂ አይታገሉት" እንዲሉ፣ በራሴ ሃሳብና እቅድ ለመመራት የሄድኩበት ርቀት ለኔ ከጭንቀት ውጪ ምኑንም አላተረፈልኝም ነበር። የማወራውን ሰው በእጅጉ በፈለግኩበት ሰዐት psychiatrist አልቀረኝ ፣ ካህን አልቀረኝ ፣ ፓስተር አልቀረኝ... ብቻ ሁሉም እኔን ለመርዳትም ሆነ እህ ብሎ ለማድመጥ አልቻሉም። የማደርገው ነገር ቢጠፋኝ ስቅስቅ ብዬ በማልቀስ ወደ ፈጣሪዬ ጮህኩ። እሱም በወቅቱ ሊውጠኝ ከነበረው የሞት ጥላ አዳነኝ።
ቤተሰቤ ከኔ ብዙ ነገር መጠበቁ ይበልጡኑ ፍርሃትንና ጭንቀትን በውስጤ አሳደረ። ያም ሆነ ይህ ግን እርሱ ጥሎ አልጣለኝም። አሁንም ቢሆን ጥሩ የሚባል cgpa አለኝ።
አሁን ለምኖረው ህይወት ክብሩን መውሰድ ያለበት እሱ ያዳነኝ ፈጣሪዬ ነው።
በተመሳሳይ መንገድ ላይ እያለፋቹ ያላችሁ እሀት ወንድሞቼ ፣ እግዚያብሄር እኔን በፈተና መሃል እንዳጸናኝ እናንተንም ያጽናቹ።
ዛሬ ነገ ሳትሉ ከፈጣሪያቹ ጋር እርቅን አውርዱ፣ ህብረታችሁንም አጠንክሩ፣ የሱ ሰላም እንዲወርሳቹ ራሳችሁን ክፍት አርጉ።
ፈጣሪ አብዝቶ ሃገራችንን እና ህዝቦቿዋን ይባርክልን.

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24 мая 2023 04:01

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Mn honesh endehon, mn atfche endehon ... Alawqm.
Gn andi yemawkew neger betam tru guadegnamoch honen neber. Koy sew anchim mafkeru hatiyat newn? Yaw Fikir enkua yhun ketebale malet new.

Degmo Afekrishalew bye yemenagerun dfret atiche sayhon beka I just wanted to settle things down and keep on sure ma feelings. I thought I owe our friendship more than my feelings.
Yemr you played me. I didn't. I didn't see ur this stubbornness of letting down the good things and qualities you have. You are such a hypercrite.

I won't never blame ma self anymore. I just tried all ma best to give us a second chance based on your terms. I let down my muscline pride and ego and I told you again and again that I won't expect you to love me back and I just want the pure friendship company.

You could've told me if u got another reasons. Ena degmo we're people and instinctually we care more to those who seems to have worth for us and seems to show unconditional care for us. That's just what happened between you and me. We ain't even know each other face to face, its just the personality of u I imagined in my mind created this thing.

While I tried all ma ass hard, u just got so ignorant and blind-sceptic to the company we've created. I can't even believe that you cleared the chat history we had so far and blocked me without even saying a proper good bye. I just waited for about a month and checked over ur tg whether u unblocked me or not.


I wish we didn't tear apart like this. Gn if this is the thing I only struggle for, I'm about to say this and probably if you ever see this vent, I probably wanna tell you that with all due respect I have for you, I now think you don't deserve me. And I'm just proud of myself for being such a creature who seeks for forgiveness evenif ain't get the point where i get wrong.

Goodbye my good old friend.

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24 мая 2023 04:01

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Girls I need help 24m never been in a relationship. So all my friends that are girls say to me you are going to be really amazing in relationship, but they never go for me. I mean what is happening what do they mean by that. I mean am not insecure or something but I want to make money.

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26 мая 2023 04:01

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Hey there 19f
I lost my virginity i guess, i mean he fingered me and i bleed. So im no longer a virgin virgin.

I cant tell this to anyone so there it is. I never dd anth more than a french kiss, that was my limit. And btw he is not like my bf or sth like we only chat and i met him once before, but we in the same class. My point is im not feeling anth, i should be feeling guilty for being this type of slut but im not feeling shit what happened to me holy crap this is not like me kemr. I never once in my life thought i would do this in a fucking classroom of a university campus.

Anyone who can insult me so that i would regret it is appreciated tbh, so yea have a good day

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26 мая 2023 04:01

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Please please help your sister Anxiety betam attack eyaregen new demo physical painun alchalkutim esutechemro eskezare endeminm erasen eyaregagahu koychalew gin bezalay semonun yehon wesagn guday alebign ena leza ken mihon Anti Anxiety madanit felgalew land ken betam new miyasfelgegn bemin menged magnet chilalew yale prescription ?

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26 мая 2023 04:01

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Lil secret i can't share with anyone.

I have been single for the past 2 years. Me and my ex did a lot of physical things except sex. I love when he talked dirty and he had a tendency to choke me and i loved everything. He owned my body. I never knew i could be that wild and freaky, i never knew i had it in me. I gave him all control over me, I've asked him to have sex but he knew i would not ask in my normal state so he used to control himself back. And God i have tested that self control too many times. Bcha he kinda opened the pandora box. He showed me a new part of me, the freez wild and freaky side.

After the breakup i was only able to kiss 1 person and i couldn't let them touch me, only if a simple kiss. I kept feeling like i was cheating on my ex. And my body was like having it's own mind. I couldn't be free enough again. When I see my naked body all i could see was what me and my ex did. It was hard for me to separate my body from the image of him being all over it.

I don't have any interest in dating too. I'm 22 BTW

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26 мая 2023 04:00

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ΛMΣП 👑 here, Listen up kings😈                                                                  Women want attention...
Mnamn milewn sewye enawkewalena..
As a matter of fact kezih vent sr comment ly for sure ydegmewal gn anyways..

22 f I work at a bank.. i have a coworker  we're the same age. Most customers mistaken us for being the same person. We kinda look alike. But i have more of a gloomy personality while she is bright and cheerful. Ena gn she gets lots of male customers attention. An obvious attention to the point they just openly ask for her number. I kinda feel bad for her cause  its so disturbing (there was one customer who was trying to secretly take a picture of her🤦‍♀).. and not a single one tries to talk to me unless its related to work.
Im not jealous, maybe i am. But im not the kind of person that likes attention (im the kind of person that wont be present on my birthday party and graduation).. 
I HONESTLY DONT WANT THE ATTENTION SHE GETS CAUSE ITS SOO DISTRESSING AND CREEPY. but me is confused about what im feelin' here..😁
Just wanted to let it out.

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26 мая 2023 04:00

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21F, I have tried to love myself since I can remember. I just doesn’t work. I hate myself. I hate everything. I hate the way I move, I hate the way I talk, I hate the way I socialize, I hate anything related to me. I am kind of pretty, always with the highest mark, got into a great univ, independent, but I don’t care. I feel like every human passing by is better than me. Even talking about facts I am 100% sure of, I think maybe the other person is right. What if I am wrong. I take advices from people in subjects that I obviously know more. To put it short everybody is right and I am always wrong. This has affected my confidence, i can’t speak to new people without my heart pounding, my job, I can’t express myself, I agree with any human I come across, or even be sure about my religion which I am sure it is true, but what if I am wronggg! I am never myself around people, my personality depends on the person I am with. A pushover with no boundaries is a way to describe it. Everything that can be wrong in a person I think I have. I tried to get into self love books, podcasts bla bla. It is all just momentary, the moment I come across a real person, even my close friends, I am a pathetic loser.

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25 мая 2023 04:01

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I think I get it now
We both stopped being each other. You weren't the guy I met those first weeks and I wasn't the girl you meet either. As time passed so much shit was happening that we stopped being ourselves. That's why in the end you said I don't love you anymore not the you you are right now because you changed
I did too I wasn't the happy a little crazy girl you meet anymore
We let things change us so much that in the end it wasn't even us. the best us at least.
I get it now I hate that I didn't see it till it's done but I get it.
We actually did love each other coz in retrospect only love will bring you back after the shit we were going through. It's also probably the best decision to stop it it was killing you and me. You are right we would have actually hated each other and that would have been worse


To be perfecty honest this I don't think anything would have made me hate you. I would hate myself for what I was doing to you but you I couldn't have ever.
I need to admit this so I can actually start to process the thought of losing you. Right now I am just holding on to the pain and I can physically feel how I am all the good things I have left.
Only at night when I have nothing to distract me do I actually cry and feel the loss of it all. But whatever happens I can't believe that I have lost another love I just can't.
My body actually aches now.
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25 мая 2023 04:01

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It’s currently 9:00 pm and I’m thinking about my life as a Christian and i can’t seem to forgive my self I’m such an over thinker i have always protected myself from someone who will take advantage of me I have always said no to things but I was 19 years old the first time I said yes to a boy to be together I have always said I don’t wanna do sexual things before marriage and I still fall into his trap I have done things with him except penetration and oral things and then I learned my lesson and moved on and after 3 years i liked this guy which is sweet and everything and at that point I didn’t wanna lose him because of this thing and I let my self do everything except penetration we just broke up 3 month ago bcha what I wanna say is I just feel so terrible and I’m so embarrassed about it all I’m even worrying about if my hymen there or not cause it can be tire with finger too so i always wanted to be a virgin for my future husband but at this point I might not be if it’s all about the hymen stuff from my whole life I have kissed 4 guys and I made out with two of them which I was in relationships with anyways i feel so full of sin and I don’t know how to forgive my self anyways I just wanna vent this and get it out of my chest and I want you guys to pray for me that’s all thank you

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25 мая 2023 04:01

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Soo this is for u , I know I don have the straight to actually send to this text but I just want u to know that even though we weren't actually in a #relationship I really had a gr8 4 months with u and I ll nvr find anyone that can be a gentleman like how u have been to me . U set such a high standard that nothing feels right or real after we stopped talking ,and I know it's for the best but I wished it didn't end this way , I know it was hard on u to continue through all the overthinking tumbling on u and I can't make u stay but u r my smile and I still want u in my life one way or another .
Thank u for building my confidence and self depreciation

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25 мая 2023 04:00

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20 F, so I think I'm asexual and I'm just curious to see what strangers' response would be to something like this since y'all don't know me and so you're unbiased. If I tried to talk about this with someone who knows me they'll just start to question if I was faking it and stuff with my past ex bfs and then it'll be awkward when I try to explain why I get into sexual relationships when I'm asexual. It'll be even more awkward if I get into another relationship lol. Besides, no one I know in real life relates to this (at least not that I know of) If I talk to my religious friends about it they'll probably tell me I should pray about it and God wants us to be in a relationship and get married and start a family.. or maybe they'll tell me such a thing doesn't even exist and it's just a mental health issue therapy or prayer can fix, and if I talk to my non religious friends about it they'll just tell me it's okay you can live with it or they'll probably tell me I'll grow out of it or that I'll meet "the right one" some day and I'll be attracted to him. But I want someone who actually went through it to say that to me so that I can believe them. So I decided I'll just talk about it here in case I find someone else who's going through the same thing.

Ever since I became old enough to discover that I had no sex drive I've tried everything I could to 'fix' it or try to figure out if it's a psychological or physical issue. I've just never been sexually attracted to a man before to the point where I started to question if I'm a lesbian but then I figured out I'm not attracted to the same gender either (phew, what a relief, can't imagine being gay in a country like this let's be honest come on now) When I see hot guys I can recognize that they're hot but it just doesn't really register in my brain..?? I don't know how to explain it, it's like how you would admire a good painting. Like, you know it's gorgeous but you don't wanna fuck it right? (I sure hope not) jokes aside I just don't feel attracted to anyone ever, my most recent ex was honestly the most attractive guy I've ever met but even though I genuinely liked him I felt absolutely NOTHING when he touched me.

It doesn't matter if I'm sober or drunk/high I still don't feel anything. I have to fake moan and shit when I'm having sex (I know a lot of girls do that lol) It's not like I'm hating every second of it or can't stand it or anything but I just don't feel anything.. just emotionally and physically numb and like as if I'm not in my body.. I know this sort of disassociation occurs if you've been sexually abused in the past, but I've never been abused. When I was younger I thought I'd become 'normal' when I grow up, but nope nothing has changed. So I guess my question is will I have to live like this for the rest of my life or is there hope for me? Will I ever be able to have a healthy relationship with a man? And do you think it's best to be open about it to the person you're with and just explain that it's not their fault? Or just fake it for their sake? Anyone older than me who went through this, how did you deal with it?

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25 мая 2023 04:00

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It's been a long time since I vented
Idk where to start fr but
I feel broken
I feel so lost
I'm a good listener but when I talk No one listen
Nobody ask me if I'm okay
I passed the hardest moment alone while everyone thought I was fine
I literally don't have anyone to talk about my feelings
I've never felt this alone in my life until this moment but just want to spill all my feelings n cry on their shoulder

I can't take it anymore It's just pain after pain n I'm exhausted honestly don't know how much further I can go
just feeling like my heads shutting down n my hearts slowly breaking
I'm tired to keep pretending that I'm okay when I'm not

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25 мая 2023 04:00

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Hey everyone, I wanted to ask a few things, ene tnsh gra sletegabaw maybe someone here can help🤷🏾‍♀
Okay so I'm female, 22 years old and I've been in my "i don't have to be in a relationship with someone in order to be happy" mind and I was peaceful and very much happy which means all the crush I had on a guy and all my ex story and stuff were gone completely!!
And I knew what I want in a relationship. With that been said, here comes this guy I know for like 3 years and surprisingly he was my very first crush😂 and he changed in a good way, in to everything I want like literally......he started talking to me after a few months of not talking and it was a bit weird for me to talk in a love language and stuff, his point was he's looking to date someone, a wife type girl and thought of me smh😂😂
So my problem is that I do like him, but it's been so long since u loved someone or even liked someone and now I don't know how to do love stuff like ANYTHINGGG and I think it is starting to offend him a bit, I don't wanna lose him, but i wanna get better on loving someone again......I want y'all help on how to do so

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25 мая 2023 04:00

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20 F. So I have this problem I get attached to things and can never let them go, I've been using the same plate and the same mug since I was a kid I can't imagine using a new one it's like they're part of me now, and a few days ago I found out my sister gave away my favorite doll to a guest that was in our house because his daughter asked him to buy a doll for her when he comes back and he was worried about it. I get it they did a nice thing and his daughter probably appreciated it but it was my property you know? It was mine and no one had the right to take it away without asking me. I've been attached to that doll since childhood it was the most precious thing I owned and I really really adored it I even named it Rapunzel (it was sarcastic lol the doll didn't have any hair so 8 year old me thought that was clever and funny) I've been thinking about that doll for the past two days and I can't stop obsessing over the fact that I'll never see it again, I've been trying to find it on the internet just to have it in my gallery but I can't find a picture of it anywhere. I know y'all are probably gonna say you're a grown ass woman get over it or you're laughing about how childish this is but that doll mattered to me okay? Help me I don't know why I get so attached to things, I wish I could get attached to people instead lol FML

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25 мая 2023 04:00

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Hi 22 female I met this guy because of financial situation through my family he demanded we meet he is around his late 40's the first day he met me he started touching me and to be honest I couldn't do anything about it cause he has things he would help my family with then I accepted that I have to keep on seeing him inorder to help the family third time he met me he took me to a motel and done anything he wanted with me and told me to get dressed and took me home so now I'm thinking it's a cycle and he don't want to seen in public with Me he just wants to meet me and do whatever he wants with me I feel lonely I actually wanna be loved and I feel real stuck in situation I for real can't control and even though it's been a month he never took me out even for his coffe or to eat if I stop meeting him in private places things would turn bad for me and family and I honestly don't know what to do and I for sure don't want to be treated as a sex toy help!😢

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24 мая 2023 04:01

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Hope someone can relate too.

Ive been single all my life..
Nobody has ever been interested in me. Ive never been asked out.
So now if someone shows interest in me i will think"whats wrong with them? Why would they be interested in me" then, them showing interest will be a red flag. And i will pull myself away.
I dont know what has happend to me through out my single life😕

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24 мая 2023 04:00

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Hello, I am 22 f, I am a medical student and sometimes I feel like I am immersed tmhrtu lay and I have stopped growing on other aspect of my life...and sometimes I wonder if I had chosen another field life would have been so different and fruitful...esti dm me and share ur experiences guys

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