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So here is the thing I have had this tiny crush on this guy in my class since freshman year at first it was just a low-key thing but with time I developed a feeling and somehow the feeling feels like it's mutual like we both like each other. We never get the chance to talk but whenever I enter the room he slightly smiles and look away uhhhhh 🫠 he is really sweet and GORGEOUS I feel this deep pain in my heart whenever I think about him

So jumping to the main point I started talking to him with no name and no profile telegram account it wasn't random or love talk tho I was helping him with some school staff because I like him of course I mean I don't want him to fail or anything leju damo le information mnamn batam ruk nw he bearly have a friend and is so introvert so he will sooo be lost without me so we are talking uhhhhh I hope this ends well 🥰🥰

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Let teach you about a taboo topic
Discrimination against men is a topic that is often overlooked in discussions of gender equality. While it is true that women have historically faced significant discrimination and inequality, it is important to recognize that men can also be the targets of discrimination. This discrimination can take many forms, including in the workplace, in education, and in social settings.

One of the most common forms of discrimination against men is in the workplace. Men may be passed over for promotions or other opportunities because of their gender, or they may be paid less than their female counterparts for doing the same job. This discrimination can limit men's economic opportunities and contribute to a sense of frustration and hopelessness.

In education, men may also face discrimination. For example, men may be less likely to be accepted into certain programs or fields of study because of their gender. This can limit their opportunities for personal and professional growth, and can contribute to a sense of exclusion and marginalization.

In social settings, men may also face discrimination. For example, men may be subjected to negative stereotypes or assumptions based on their gender. They may be expected to conform to certain gender roles or expectations, which can limit their ability to express themselves fully and authentically.

The impact of discrimination against men is significant. It can limit their opportunities, create a sense of frustration and hopelessness, and contribute to a sense of exclusion and marginalization. It can also have a negative impact on society as a whole, as it limits the contributions that men can make to the economy and to society.

To address this issue, it is important to recognize the impact that discrimination against men has on individuals and on society. We must work to create a culture of respect and equality, where individuals are valued and respected for their contributions regardless of their gender. This can be achieved through education, awareness-raising, and policy changes that promote gender equality. By working together, we can create a society where all individuals are able to participate fully and contribute to their fullest potential, regardless of their gender.

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F23 I’m a campus student in AAU and there was this dude I met about 3 months ago we were attracted to eachother from the first time we talked we had deep conversations and we went out and had fun too it kept going on for a month then I asked him what we were he said he liked me but couldn’t be with me since he is not a relationship person and he couldn’t put in effort and I would end up getting hurt so I said okay we’ll I guess it’s better if we stopped talking because I’m not a friends with benefits person so we stopped talking and after a week he asked me if we could talk so we had a long convo he said he would try his best to be everything I wanted him to be coz he likes me a lot and he wants to try his best…. Two months later, yesterday he sent me a text out of no where saying he tried to love me but couldn’t and he wants to break things off and that he’s sorry I said okay no problem I just wished he would told me in person but it was no big deal mnamn demo the reason he told his friends for breaking up with me is coz he knows he won’t last more than a month with me and he doesn’t want me to get hurt what’s confusing is he’s been talking about me everyday in his dorm and he’s been telling me he loves me and everything and this is just a sudden thing we’ve had a disagreement last week about how we always make out when we meet up I said we should talk more and I can’t help but think that might be the actual reason idk am confused guys esp eski tell me what I should do I shouldn’t try to talk to him mnamn aa?

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Part 3 know what my religion stand about suicide they say street to hell...but u know it is what it is...so I right long ass letter for my ex ( he actually block me from everything I right it in the blocked accounts so so he won't never see it and I decide to eat dinner one last time so there is the break down happened....and then my mom cry then my sister the my dad surprisingly....they say how they been strangling,how even seeing my face unhappy make them sad,how they want talk to me about what happened to me,they love me and alot and I told them I am just feeling depressed,but I try to be oky I even tell them I will go out ,I will go to church and everything.....long story...I know now I am sitting and thinking maybe me being sad not worst than making them sad..and I just imagine what will they feel if they loss me how hurt they will be so I guess I decided to live and be miserable maybe better day will come but for now I only cry when I am alone I will smile and pry to GOD to make me the person I was before and let me forgive my self ......And tnx it is real feel good to get this out and if u are religion person remember in in ur prayer

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Tru ken endemtasalfu rasachun asamnachu sew kenachun kebad endihon argobachu yawkal , at least survive adergalehu Le next day blachu ... Bet yalut sewoch enkuan 🤦‍♀🤦‍♀ lekenachu mebelashet astewatso siyadergu..🤣🥹😭 yetefeterachut lemanuanuar endehone tesemtoachu yawkal , satfelegu yemtnorubet alem lay endalachus , sew bemolabet sew alasfelegachum ? Chgrachun ltnegrut yemtchlut sew ... Or maybe just a hug ... Lemesak felgachu enba tnfash asatroachus yawkal , mnm neger bidersbachu enkuan gd yemaysetachu aynet huneta lay dersachus atakum , rasachun teltachu tawkalachu. Important yalemehon smet , ........

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I'm tired of being myselfffffffff

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Hey it's been days
But I needed to be honest with my self, so the thing is I'm in realationship kind of thing but I'm not ready for none of this I mean he told me he loves me gn beka zm blo leafu nw mimeslegn demo betam miyaskew ngr demo enem ewedhalehu hule nw melew ena becoz of this I'm feeling bad I know semetu saysemagn malet endelelebgn gn beka esu eyenegeregn ene zm sel deberew ena endidebrew alfelgm yehone time lay dero santewawek ene befit megemeriya egna tmrt bet sigeba I was attracted to him but he doesn't even know my existance back then ahun gn beka ene seresaw esu demo mawrat gemere I say things I wanted to say if I got a bf one day beye yasebkuachewn ngeroch ena ahun sasbew endeza mareg alneberebgnm beka lesu ymr lene feeling kalew behuala ahun eyalku yalehut ngr bemulu yegodawal ena ene demo beka i don't have the energy ahun lay beka their are many things in my mind ena yehe demo sichemer eyekebedegn nw malet ene mefelg yeneberew beka sele esu sasb betam beka endikelegn mnamn nw gn beka andande ymr lmn eshi alku beye asbalehu beka ergetegna eskhon metages nberebgn beye asbalehu becha betam dekmognal gn I'm hoping one day beka uffff melelet sew endemagegn

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sup guys, hope y'all are doing well. venting የመጀመሪያዬ ቢሆንም ብዙ ጊዜ አድማጭ ነበርኩ እናም ዛሬ በደካማ ሰዋሰዋዊ ቋንቋዬ ቬንት አረኩ።(if it gets approval..)

እንደሚታወቀው ዛሬ የእናቶች ቀን ነበር march14። እናም እንደ አብዛኛው ኢትዮጵያዊ እኔም ዛሬ ስለእናቴ አሰብኩ። ባላሰብኩ! ምንም ደስ አይልማ። እሷን ሳስብ እፊቴ የሚመጣዉ (ገንዘብ ስትበደር፣ሰውን ስለገንዘብ ስታስጨንቅ ወይንም ሽሮ እና በርበሬ ጎረቤትን ስትለምን ነው።) የምትለምንነው ግን ያለን ንብረት ሳይበቃን ቀርቶ እንዳይመስላቹ ምስኪኗ እናቴ በጫት ሱስ ጉልበቷ ዝሎ መቅኔዎ ስለፈሰሰ እንጂ።ደሞ እኮ የጫት ሳንቲም እንኳን ባታገኝ 5ኪሜ የሚያህል መንገት ትጓዛለች ለሱ።(imagine how she is committing for her shit.) ልመክራት እንኳን ስፈልግ ትንቀኛለች፤እሷ ብቻ የምታቅም ነው የሚመስላት።
የሚገርማቹ በተለይ ይህን ሰሞን ሽሮ መብላት እስኪናፍቀን ነው በቆሎ ተጠፍጥፎ እንደነገሩ ተሰርቶ ነው የምንበላው። ለእኛስ it's okay ግን ጩጬ አለ ኒውትርሽን የሚያስፈልገው።ኋይ ዚስ ማች?

ሁሌም ስለሷ ሳስብ መፈጠሬን ጠላለው። እራሴን ረግማለው። የእሷ ባሰ እንጂ በርግጥ አባቴም/ታናሽ ወንድሜም በማይናቅ ሱስ ስር ተገዢ ናቸው። እኔ ደግሞ 23አመቴ ነው። ታላቅ ወንድም ነኝ። ትምርት ለመጨረስ አንድ አመት ይቀረኛል ትንሽ ስራም ሰራለው።(ክርስቲያንም ነኝ) ግን ምንድነው አንድም ቀን ስለ እራሴ ኖሬ አላውቅም። ሁሌም እናቴ የምታባክነውን ገንዘብ በምሰራው ቀዳዳዉን እየሸፈንኩ ነው ምኖረው። ብዙ ጉልበት እንዳለኝ አምናለው ግን እንዲው ጊዜዬ ሲቀልጥ ይታወቀኛል። ጓደኞቼ ትተውኝ ሌላ ታሪክ ውስጥ ናቸው እኔ ግን እዚው ታክታለው። የማይሞላን ኑሮ!

አንድ ፈጣሪን እና ጩጬ ወንድሜን ብዬ ለቤተሰቤ ቀለጥኩ። በዚህ ሁሉ ግን ፈጣሪዬን ማመስገኔን አላቆምኩም። እንዲሁም ደግሞ 3ቱም ከሱስ ሙሉ ለሙሉ መዉጣት እንደማይችሉ ተረድቻለው። እንዲወጡም ጠይቂኣቸው አዉቃለሁ።

አንድ አንዴ ሀገር ጥዬ ለመጥፋት ሳስብ የ7 አመቱን ወንድሜን አስባለው። ምግብ ባይበላስ እላለው። ጨንቆኛል ምን እንደምወስን አላውቅም። ለምን ቬንት እንዳደረኩም ጭምር!

ከተማረ እና ከሱስ የፀዳ ፤ ቤተሰብ ያላቹ ታድላቹ!

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9:35 pm
Man the time is running kene eyesheshe yale new mimeslew.
Me 16F.
I'm writing this incase i die. Or maybe it's just my delusion but whatever.
I need help. I don't wanna live in my own fantasy world forever i need to start working on myself and get closer to god i can't wait i really really need help. I see ghosts or maybe i'm just hallucinating. Hule menfes yayew yimeslegnal i hear voices when i'm sad or nervous tnsh eyalew new yejemeregn but yane i thought it was a normal thing since kids get scared by little suff but now I've grown up and nothing has changed. Endewm it's getting worse even now i'm hearing noises on our rooftop it's a normal thing it happens everyday but ene jezbawa hule adis tarik fetiralew like leba new mnamn eyalku even my dad get tired of ma shit that he started putting his phone on silent bcz my delusional ass won't stop calling in the middle of the night to tell him that there's a thief in our house kene yilk eko leba bigeba lesu yitawekewal.
And my older sister is also tired of me. abren new mnadrew ena hule ekesekisatalew demoko it's just me that hear weird voices lela wef. When i'm alone i feel like there's someone behind and beside me and when that happens it means it's my time to leave bcz soon i will start seeing some weird shadows everywhere. Bicha anyone that have cure for my hallucinations i would like to say Please help me. It's driving me crazy to the point that it's making me depressed and suicidal. Ahun enkuan bezi lelit yetenesahut mimot meslogn new my brain won't stop saying. muach nebs mehejawan tawkalech. Man could u just stfu like idc it's not like i wanna live but at least i should get closer to god mehejayen ena marefiyayen mazegajet alebign. Oh and i have sleep paralysis man yehone ken gelogn neber like there was someone on top of me and he was choking me. So i'm not sure if it's the sleep paralysis that made my body weak or if i'm really going to die bicha bye

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Hi ...I just want to put this here ....few hours a ago I just have complete and humiliating emotional break down Infront of my family my dad just ask me...u look real pale when I the last time even go out ...and there I try to hold my self I beat my lips untill they bleed but I couldn't stop it I fall in the ground and i just start crying screaming then crying ...... maybe u asking why right...let me get u back 2 month ago I graduate from university 59 days ago I dumb my bf it will be 55 day today since the last time I left home....yes I was that girl smart and nard ya (I know my grammar is a disaster I am not good at writing English). But I was been telling by everybody specially by her dad she have to study hard keep good grades then he future is bright since she was in kindergarten....and when it finally over ya it isn't what she thinks it is she wasted her whole fucking life for something that doesn't even worth it ......and if you ask me why dumbing ur bf lol I thought u know we don't have a future and can't be together u know like I have a future it is all my fault the fucked up part is he was the only person who truly love me GOD he was like this hot dude who have been dating those beautiful,hot girl after girl who I pretty much wish look like.. when I met him he was all red flags like literally if red flag was a person he would have been him ...I couldn't even believe my eyes when he actually talking to me I know it was a risk but I take it mostly bcz is was hot I know that is basic but u know it is what it is ...long story short with some miracle I don't have anything to call it he fall for me me lol me...I actually say he see who I real am and he love me for that ....he say he love me all my perfectionist and my imperfection ...ya I didn't believe him too but I keep being with him .....do know I never tell him I love him not even once bcz I thought the moment that he knows that the moment he would walk away ...I never once call him first unless he done it ... sometimes I won't even pick up... only bcz I want him to stay...It look I can't write all so there will be part 2 maybe 3

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Heyy guys i need to vent. So now i'm 3rd year univ student and this shit happened back then when i was in grade 9.

Back then i was just normal girl (more like rly depressed girl) and i rly don't love my life(back then) i was just existing not living a life and even tho i rly hated it i was ok with that. But then suddenly i changed school and uk those phase when u feel u starting a new life and i loved it uk and i got alot of attention from boy (it was the first time that guys gives me attention so i was rly amazed) before that i have a friend and she introduced me to her one of her guy friend. He was a rly nice( he's not at all handsome) but he have a personality of any girl who wants to marry (prince charming) and we were talking as a just friends thing but i rly liked him (note that i just liked him not love him) and then he asked me to be his gf it was my first time to be loved by a guy( no one asked me before ) i was excited so i just said yes but idk why after i said yes many guy wants to be around me and gave me their attention (i'm not gonna lie some part of me liked it ) but even tho i don't love that guy i don't want to cheat on him or smtg else ( he's sweetheart i could never do this to him and i'm not that kind of person either)
But we were not like normal couples like idk maybe girls will understand(when u are in relationship u expect things right maybe it's was my first relationship so i expect alot) but we kept fighting (not rly but our conversation isn't as a couple it's like war between two countrys) and u have to be excited or feel good when u talk to ur bf right but i was feeling fear and rly not talk to my bf more like just friend thing so i don't want to continue this relationship and i told him that. He was rly hurted cuz i was his first love... At that time everyone around us think he was the one who was right and i'm the witch or black cat. I mean i understand i broke his heart but i was not feeling the 'LOVE' between as. I felt like i'm using him i felt i'm the bad guy so i have to end it but everyone think i'm horrorible person.
After like a year even tho i did't heard about him that much i guessed he was healing and it was my turn to be hurted there were guys after him but i always compared them with him so i felt a failure to have or protect the love he had for me. There were unsuccessful relationship after him ... So eventually i gave up on being in relationship and focused on myself. And now i have a small coffee shop and i deliver sweet things and yestredary he called me and told me he wants sweets to be delivered and i know who he was but i was like i don't know u thing and just said ok and he said hey didn't u remember me i'm "his name" and i was like oo hey how are u are u joking around or what he was like oh no this is work and i was like r u sure and then the phone ended i don't know why and then when i called him back he's phone doesn't work.

The truth is i always have been stalking him since the day we broke up like for years and i rly don't want him to contact me cuz when i heard his voice the trauma came back (everybody thought i was the witch and i felt that i was scared to be in other relationship cuz i thought i am black cat who just bring bad luck to a guy i cried for so many days no one understand my side of view. But i'm not blaming them i was not good person back then too i might did it to much like i was like ok when can be in relation now and tommorow I will be like no this relationship would never work i was turning on and off ik it was not good thing to do i understand that after everything pasted but i still don't want to be in situation i was. He helped me alot about loving myself so i will be always thankful for that but still if we even become a friends again i feel like it's just not gonna work )
So this is my story if there is anything u want to say i would love to read it

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I'm battling with depression. Full war, no one to help me out , struggling by myself. I spent the last months defeated, there wasn't a single day that passed without me having a mental breakdown. I cried myself to sleep every single night , I had major mood swings, I couldn't bring myself out of bed, I was suicidal,......

The tough part is that I don't know what brought me here. Why am I depressed? Is it my neglecting father or the ex that I couldn't get over with? Or maybe it was always there , I didn't recognize it before I guess

I tried to reach out for help, I told my bestie about it, she understood me at some level but I didn't tell her I was suicidal so she didn't give it much attention, I also reached out to my ex nope that didn't help... And then I started facing it I just decided that I won't cry ever again, at least for no reason like I used to. And it worked it's been weeks since I stopped crying, I started working out , read the bible, pray ,....

Thank God I'm doing so much better but I'm still struggling, little things annoy me and I still have the urge to cry for no reason, I struggle to get out of bed ...

I don't have anyone to tell this story of mine so here I'm venting it to strangers, we're all struggling Adele ayzon y'all we got this .

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Hey my dear suffering, why dont you let me go. Why do you insist on staying. Moving on is getting hard for me.
I imagined things we could have accomlished together. Things we would have taught each other. I imagined futures with you. Little did I know we would have a fight on our first year anniversary and now all i have is memories. God didn't will it i guess. Its tough when God makes your favorite person a painfull lesson. Isnt it funny how the person you once loved the most and did everything for can become your enemy. Ay alem

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20,M
I have been experiencing a series of challenges lately. Despite this, I am trying to maintain a positive outlook and believe that everything happens for a reason. I don't feel sad or depressed, which sometimes makes me wonder if something is wrong with me. However, I believe that God has better plans for me, and this gives me hope.

One of the toughest challenges I am facing is being separated from my closest friends. They are leaving campus for better opportunities, and I am left behind feeling lonely. It's tough to maintain friendships when people are physically separated, but I am determined to keep in touch and support each other.

The second one be that the girl am trying to have a "thing" with has friend zoned me a long time ago and she even tries to fix me up with other girls, so the relationship thing isn't happening any time soon but may be it's for the best ,and the other problems are minor things but they are there to make me miserable.

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So this is for the people who i feel are under appreciated... the people who gave their time, soul, emotion and their own self to answer to the people on this channel... who thought the people deserved their time and tried to help... gave advice... told jokes to lighten up the mood... gave a piece o themselves to help another who they felt was in need. Yemechachu... hiwot yeknachu... enameseginalen... kebir yestachu... edegu temendegu... gizyachun endesetachu gizewn yestachu... joro atitu... semi atitu... yemechachu becha... ezi lay yetesemawen cheger ayasemachu ayasayachu...
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If there is one thing I learned about love, it is the space that you can give to someone. That each person have their own galaxy, making their own stars shine more brightly.

Imagine there is a parallel world where your earth meets mine halfway, this is when we do all the sweet stuff. Where I try to wake up half an hour earlier than you, just to buy your favorite sweets from  your favorite bakery which is a 15 minutes away. To find you already awake, playing your favorite game being the spoiled girl that you are. Let me do the cooking while you do nothing at all, me tolerating your lazy ass. Let all the dishes and our dirty clothes get piled up. It will learn to wash itself one day. While you do your artsy kind of shit, I will be writing poems about you. A night where you watch your drama, I will watch my horror because you get scared easily. While you are out exploring the outside, I will work from home and try to discover more of what I can do, waiting for your return.

Just us. Being together. While having a different universe.

I don't know if this makes sense to anyone, but it is just merely a concept of two worlds not being one, but rotating around the same sun.

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I'm a university student F, 20 introvert I really want to communicate with others like a lot but I don't have that skill still when I want to say something I just mixup things a lot and my friends see me like a weirdo ngr. Even in class I can't explain what I have in my mind. Tension mnamn endaybal highschoolm elementary eyalhu kesw ga mawrat yikebdegn nbr bawera erasu SW yenen hasab begls ayredalgnm. And I need advice.

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20 F. I know there's gon be judgemental comments on this one but who cares fire away. If I get one genuine advice it's enough for me anyway. So there's this guy who's like a decade older than me. Met him in 2022 and it was supposed to be a one night stand but we're still seeing each other. We have this friends with benefits thing going on, not sure if I can even call it that bc we're not friends at all. Can't call him my fuck buddy either bc it feels more than that. Anyway the label doesn't matter the point is I've started to notice that he wants more. Says or does things a bf would before catching himself and stopping. Whenever that happens I remind him what we have is only sexual nothing more. The last thing I want is to hurt him. He's a good guy. Kind and too damn forgiving for his own good. I can tell everyone around him adores him by the way they interact with him. They don't just respect him, they like him. First time I spent the night at his place I admitted I don't fall asleep in a new environment so he tried to stay up with me, said we can watch movies all night and before the first one was even half way through he was already snoring (can't blame him, the movie sucked ass lmao I mean I love Liam Neeson and all but come on now, it feels like he's always in the same movie recycled again and again.. anyways I digress) When I teased him about it in the morning he got all flustered and said he was just too tired. It was adorable. That was probably the moment that made me change my mind about it being just a one night stand. He's quiet and introverted but he suggests we should hang out during the day time too. I say no because I want to create a clear boundary between us. He tries to spend a lot of money on me even tho I told him from the start that it makes me uncomfortable. I remind him he shouldn't be investing his time and money on me bc what we have is just casual. I even refuse when he offers to pick me up and drop me off to my campus. I go to his work place myself whenever we meet up. I wait for him to close up or tell his employees to. We have a few drinks, go to his house, and then I sneak out in the morning bc if I'm still there by the time he wakes up he tries to convince me to have breakfast and then he'll be trying to convince me to spend the day with him. Trust me I learned that the hard way. I told him we shouldn't communicate over the phone unless it's to meet up but he texts just to check up on me sometimes. He says it's not fair that I get to make all the rules. He knows I hate cuddling but he rolls towards me in his sleep and snuggles in close, I just leave him be and continue reading on my phone and when he wakes up in the morning he pulls away and apologizes. Whenever he's going out of town for a few days he asks me to come with him. I say no. I don't even ask him why he's going on the trip, and my lack of curiosity frustrates him. Every time I go to his house there'll be a new thing bought for me, at first it was just a toothbrush that I started keeping in his bathroom, but then other stuff like lotion, hair products and even spare underwear so I can change when I shower in the morning. One time we didn't see each other for more than a month and I jokingly asked him how many girls have used these things and he told me that he doesn't sleep with anyone else. He had this offended look on his face like he couldn't even believe I'd think that. I was dressing up to leave but that made me pause. I told him he doesn't owe me any loyalty but he shook his head at me in disappointment. At this point it's obvious we're not seeing this 'r/ship' in the same light. Since he's older he's probably looking for a long term thing at this point, so I think it'd be best to end things now so he can find someone who's also looking to settle. I'm just wasting his time here. Any advice? If you're gonna lecture me about age gaps, please don't bother. I'd just like to know if it'd be too selfish to stay with him.

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betam yemwedat lij neberch be fkr abren 4 amet norenal, ena ahun tetaltenal mkniyatu ene neberku lemetalatachn. gn betam kochetognal batefahut tfat. ena snleyay be text bcha neber yaweranew be akal altegenagnenm neber. ahun 5 month eyehonen nw. ahunm gn hule nw text mlkew mnamn. ena wuste amno lekebellgn alchalm meleyetun. memeles endematfelg negragnalech ko, gn ke tfate betam neber yetemarkut kezeh behuala lagegneh alfelgm hulu blagnalech. heje kalechebet bagegnat yemefeter neger yinor yihon sewoch?? eski sle break up lmd yalachehu sewoch yehone neger belugn

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Part 2...I never once call him first unless he done it ... sometimes I won't even pick up... only bcz I want him to stay... anyhow after I break up with and I guess break his heart he told me I was the only girl he ever love and won't do that again...and do want see me again...I was too coward I didn't even do it on person I do it over a phone and I told him I have a secret bf who live abroad ( which is actually true but I end it before we meet but he use to keep send me money and and once I brought him kind of expansive watch for student and when he ask o told I told him I have friend who lives aboard) when he ask me it is him and I say ya I lie he was never my friend ( I know I am a monster and I deserve everything happened to me I know)....but I have petty much Good reason for that which I won't tell u for good reason ....let get back too depressions shall we ...the last 59 days I cry my self too sleep but the funny part is I can't even sleep after that sometime all night I sleep maybe 12 h 3 top and have headache all day , food lol the only time I eat when my mom force me like she shave it in my mouth I have 0 appetit I lost like alot wt yes I did measure but I know pretty much form my cloths and I can see my hand ...the only thing that I do is watch tv all day....I see how my parents how worried they are even my little sister who is like never take about anything she literally came to me and ask what wrong with me she literally cry but u know did say shit....so I diagnosis my self and brought depression medicine which is also a sleeping pill....I am not telling the brand u can only take 0.5mg/kg for me it is like almost 25 mg a day with means I table I start with one but in the end of the week I was taking 5 table a day which did work out too I got all the side effects with out the actual effect.....by this time I am literally breaking down I feel bed about my life choices about what I done some who actually love me I can't even explain how it hurts I feel the pain deep inside my Bones...so like 5 h ago I decided enough is enough.....it is like I can't right all again so there will be part 3

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20 M and I am a university student and I have jealousy issues like severe ones to start I have a girlfriend and a best friend and the thing is I trust them but since I trust them and since nothing is going to happen between them they are so comfortable around eachother like for example they long walks they like to hug and walk around campus bcha they hang out yo the point people don't even know if they are friends or not and I keep getting jealous like for example if I am not in campus some days they just be watching movies together lelit lay mnamn ena it just bothers me so much and when I say can you like not do that to my girlfriend she is understanding of how I am feeling and reassures me that nothing is going on but she won't stop doing what she always does and that's being Hella close with him and I can't say anything to my best friend because I don't wanna make him feel like I don't trust him around my girlfriend and I am very confused on what to do so please anyone have any comment please share

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please admin dont show my name , i am very addicted porn , iwas around 4 or 5 th grade when i first saw porn and i i also started fapping immediately. now i am 22 year old in university and i am still watching that shit , and the things i am seeing are getting worse and worse ,
let me tell you some of them if you know them , lesbian, gangbang , creampie , cuckold , trans (shemale ) , bukkake , familystroke , and a few months ago i watched and fapped with the most most superweird and illegal thing ever , i checked out the darkweb and there is a lot of weird shit there , i watched child p... and i fuckin did it and i did it 3 or 4 times in other days and i will never forgive myself . i will never escape from the regret , i dont know where my porn addiction leads me next ,
please please help me

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Hi endet nachu enkuan le enatoch ken aderesachu enat behiwot eskalech deres alehuge deresheleshalew wedeshalew enbelat ene enaten gize alsetatem neber beyekenu be kcat wey be alchol denzeze bet egeba seleneber afe lebse endayshetat ena yebelt endaykefat hule selam enkwan bedenb beyat alakem neber gn zare bezu amet yalakefkwaten enaten bet setgeba egrwan atebe semew setota lesetat asebyalew fetari yemesgen lezi ken yabekage susochen ahunem binorum yaw one day at a time bemilew alefewalew fetari yemesgen
Melkam yenatoch ken !!!

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22 m

I know you are in this channel But i don't know if you read it that much but Incase you do, hear this, your name starts with B and we learn on the same department I wanted to say I am done. you were my first crush and love and I had no crush in my life and you become the first we used to have seamless conversation and lovely, no one was bored but through time I don't know why you do what you do and I couldn't get any explanation for it  and it was a pain in my heart for so long,but I know you don't owe me anything or explanation but at least as friends you should have told me anything if I made a mistake or is it your personal case you start to act that way but I gave up.

officially you have become the first person in my life that hurt me no one has done it like this I always expect betrayal from other people so  when it happens I never feel anything but yours was different I trusted you with all my heart. But I will not complain that much since it is my fault crushing for you and i am sorry if I wasted your time all this long talking to you.

The worst part is that I had only religion,work and school that I am dedicated to until you came in my life and you turned my dark heart in to soft one and I will always thank you for that but now my heart has become full blown stone thanks to you I learn to not expect anything from any other girl in my life 🥹

Anyhow I wish you the best and a happy life. I will pray to God that he makes every wish of you being successful come true even if you broke mine to pieces. And from now one I will cut every communication with you. Don't try to call or text in anyway.

Have a nice life!

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So In first grading period it's just first day of school in our room I was the only one who don't have friends
And 2 girl approach me they are bff we became bff 1st grading the three of us use to tell everything to each other we even became a group mate most of the time we are vibing I feel like we are going to be bff forever I was wrong in 2nd the girls and boy are separated since it's covid we mix in November that's were I feel left out
They go out everytime with others without me and most of the time I was alone..... No one was on by my side while I was struggling I cried that night knowing I don't have friends anymore it's just like why? I go out every lunch by myself everytime only me eating in the classroom most of them are on canteen I like being alone but the thought of being lonely all the time it made me so sad I can't even ask someone about assignment I had no one that time, one time in science class we had a test and idk what to answer no was sitting next to me and ofc I cheat and got a passing score
I feel guilty it's just hard mo friends at room I wish me and my cousin still a classmate

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I really need ur help recently i started talking with this guy who has completely different and opposite behaviour than me but i was getting used to it he used to call and we would talk for hours and staff we had different perspectives on how a relationship must be for eg he only calls when he wants even if i call him he won't answer even my text messages he said communication is the key so you know i asked him why he is like that and he said i will only call you when i miss you even if its after 2 or 3 days and that's wasn't okay for me but still i tried to tolerate it so after a lot of effort we went on a date it was great but he left so soon to meet his friend and he said call me when you reach and i did like what he said but he said i can't talk rn and he hang up till then he don't answer my call my text and he didn't call too but i was so worried so i called him and he said he wasn't in a mood so i said oh endza khone its okay mnamn kza he hang up again i waited for him to call again but he didn't so i think i have to move on pls tell me your thoughts

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To my fav Ex ik it’s been a while we don’t talk anymore but i rhink abt u 24/7 nd i wish u came back cuz i still luv u nd i wish uk that I’ll nvr forget u u are a lot to me nd if u r reading this i still luv u nd idk abt ur feelings even it’s good or bad also if u luv or hate me rn i don’t rlly care stay safe babe ilysm❤️

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I have Serious question (for girls specifically) whats its like to have sex for the first time? Is it painful? did you bleed alot? did you scream? Please 🙏let me know how u guys felt when you gave your virginity

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Hi Everyone here goes another...
So my thing is I don't have much connection with people, I mean I do have people in my life am close to and it's great but It doesn't have that "kick" and I'm thinking because its I'm centered around Passion and most people nowadays are soley focused on job, money...not that they're unmportant but I believe social life is not something to be done as a Task. I like conversations, Random meetings, Playing Guitar and listening music, writing poetry and stories and share more than just time. Anyway I rarely have people to do that with and whatever suggestions u have Is much appreciated...my Identity isn't hidden anyone feel free to talk to me
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Hello guys am 25 M... I'm going through breakup from my 1year relationship wz this girl in my collage... the things is that i'm overthinker those who are will get me easily wht am saying is am breaking down literally the only word that explain my condition.
I feel lost bcz she was my everything know l hv left wz her memories only my brain is about to explode all i do is think about her.
I need someone to talk to (not a rebound )it's just talking to her going for walk with her was my relief when i overthink but now she is gone so i need someone to talk to listen my crazy thoughts.

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Is life supposed to be this hard?? is this really reality or are we collectively depressed? /genuine question. I badly want to say I can't take it anymore, but I have the privilege of expressing that with my set of hands, eyes, a brain, my phone and my life above everything, and there are many people who don't have those privileges and in wayyy worse situation than me at the same time, and shit could actually get worse, but I'm at MY rock bottom. I'm emotionally and mentally drained. Life isn't giving me any slack. maybe it is, maybe there r more miniscule things I forgot to do or accidentally did that haven't cost me alot yet, or never if I'm that lucky, but it's been feeling that way for the past couple of years. All I ask is just a chance to live, to experience the NOW, just for once, without having to worry about everything; the past, the future or how I walk, what i think, do or speak, without an ounce fear that it'll somehow come back to bite me??But here's the thing, there's also myself on the other hand who doesn't give me any slack. Like saying what what I want to say feels like asking a question I already know the answer of. It makes me feel so guilty, like I'm wasting people's time for no reason. Like I'm at this point where I can't let myself utter words, i torment myself in every way possible for the innocent words that haven't even left my mouth yet or think about the ramifications. But it doesn't end there, like if I accidentally bump into something for example my immediate response is to ask myself what I was thinking about when/before it happened to justify why it happened bc it's not just a silly mistake to me. I see it like a punishment but not for my 'clumsiness' but my thoughts and it's so draining. I'm tired. I'm fucking exhausted. And everything else is moving so fast at the same time, cause life doesn't give more time for confused beings like me time to understand, catch up before something new comes up. I'm not living atp I'm surviving. But I have hope and it surprises me sometimes. I'm so sure I'm going to make it! without losing myself. I know i'll figure it out; l'll solve the enigma that is life, and hopefully I remember the pain enough to come back and share the solution w as many people as I can.


Ps: I'm on antidepressants😊 it helps sm

Also also if you're going through shit, please remember that you're not alone and that pain makes you relatable and understanding. Hopefully that thought gives you some solace like it gives me💜

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