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10 июня 2023 04:01

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I live with them. they're close family. I live with them because I am taking a class and it's very hard for me. Just a small amount of money gets sent to me but not enough to make me independently but this family of mine takes advantage of me, he is very good at manipulation and deceiving. Like face of a sheep with a personality of a wolf. Takes advantage of me money wise I can't say I don't have when i do he asks me for money everytime and when we hangout since it's hard staying at home I am always who pays for everything. Sometimes when I stay at home I get uncomfortable since he has a wife too. The days when we go out to hang out we spend my money on drinking and stuff. Sometimes I feel like I have no control like he do something to make me pay or sth.what should I do to protect my self from people like this who only use you for there advantage and manipulate you by sounding good after wards. It's usually to stay away from them but in my case I can't I am living with them and I don't have anywhere to go until I get a job which is hard. How do I protect myself and how do I tell the manipulations?

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10 июня 2023 04:01

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ok here it goes, 22 M, my God give you the patience to read all this 😁

love, crush, infatuation? I couldn't answer since the first time I saw her, it was on one of the class when we were merged with other section that I saw her and something in my heart changed. in my entire life I have never had a crush ,love or anything I just see a beautiful girl say she looks good and went my way but this time I don't know why my heart beat for her for the first time,it took me a long time to talk to her  but one opportunity made us talk and since that moment we used to talk everyday for months and suddenly our conversation start to fade.

it has become once a week and little by little I don't know why that happens. through all this time tho I couldn't grasp that she is interested in me so I couldn't ask her to a date. she started a job one day and I joking asked her to take me out on good lunch and we agreed we went to lunch it was nice but was as a friend nothing more and since there was rain we couldn't do much.

After that tho for month and half I don't how but since I was to busy and don't even know where am at sometimes because of the stress since I was doing some job. I couldn't talk to her or anyone at the time but when after that time  when I try to reach out she became distant and I thought she was mad so I asked her,her response was "I am on a social media break" that lie hurt me to the core🥺. the way I know she lied was I was with a common friend of ours and she was talking to him like everyday even if it was class matter and other funny thing. and for the first time in my life I deleted all those thousands of message and cut off all communication, I never believed in clearing chat but this time I understood why people do it. now even if we see each other every day for class I just ignore her like we don't know each other. thank God we are going to finish this semester enji it will be much worse for me.

even after all this I blame my self may be because I didn't make a move she got tired of waiting,or I becoming boring or she think I don't like her who knows but the worst part is she didn't even ask why I deleted the chat that is the one thing that hurt me a lot, doesn't she care a bit?all year of conversation gone like that and she never asked nothing and it was nail in the coffin for me, I know nobody owns me explanation but at least for the sake of our friendship I thought she would ask. then I thought she got what she wanted not wanting to talking to me I guess.

damn this feeling I have.i don't know if it is love but it hurts a lot🥺🥺I wish sometimes she could read this vent ask me why i deleted the chat and will tell her all the things and will finally get over it, I start finals on Monday and my brian is full of her thoughts for no apparent reason. I wish there is a pill to make it go away😭😩

the hell with love if it hurt this much.iff it is called love in the first place!!!

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10 июня 2023 04:01

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To get straight to the point, I feel like I'm going to be friendless in a very short time.

My parents were really strict growing up, so I only saw my school friends in school because I wasn't allowed to leave my house for anything other than school. So after highschool ended, I never kept in touch with any of them.

The friends I have in college are nice, but they have childhood friends who they hangout with everyday, so once we graduate the friend group we have in school is probably gonn slowly die down to.

I hate feeling like this, and I don't know what to do. And I don't know any place I can go and meet new people either.

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10 июня 2023 04:01

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Hey there esti zare life gra le gebaw sw mikr legisu yemr mn aynet life eyasalefku endehone sasibew yasqegnal then lalemarzem emokralew here it is:
I am 22M and I'm a university student . I had a crush before 2years ena ahunim abren nen we loved each other tetalten anakm even teqeyaymen we are honest to each other I don't want to see any girl keswa wichi eswam endezaw gn I have friends(girls) eswam alat (boys) gn she will tell me about them all time belela ngr endematasibachw enen bcha endehone mitfelgw mnamn ngr and me I don't tell her about any of them and she also thinks I am a shy person who is afraid of girls😂 set merche nw enji managrew shy person enkwan adelewm. And from my girl friends two of them had a crush on me ene gn yelebgnim I have that liyu mist eko🥰 ahun erasu nafeqechign yemr 😭 ... ene gn 2tun setoch zimbiye enem crush endalebgn hogne nw managrachw bale miste eyetebabaln belahlign belashlign eyetebabaln enesu eko yemrachewn nw gn ene alakm just ye chewataw dimqet nw mimeslegn 😒 gn keza enesun ke ene life lemaswetat felekugnina meet lemareg asebku huletunim yeteleyaye qen 😂 demo eko 3tum aytewawequm 😅 keza andwan meet arekugn keza be gils ene kebdognal qen be qen lanchi yalegn fqr eyechemere nw alkwat ena chenekegn menager silalebgn nw afeqrishalew alkwat 😳 ene tebqe yeneberew ene bezi menged eko alasbhm wendme eko neh milewn qal nbr I used that word for breakup lela endatasbu mist alegn😉.. then yeswa mels mn bihon tiru nw weyne ehe qal nbr sitebqew yeneberew eko betesebochem yaqalu fqr endemjemerku gn esu alnegeregnim nw yalkwachew enam yinegregnal biyachewalew zare liyu qen nw alech ena she gave me a kiss😳 god denegetku mnw tesmeh atakm ende alechign meqeledsh nw ende alkwatna eskizorbat samkwat ( cheat adelem eshi eyasmeselku nw😁) keza mata dewelechina lebetseb tenagryalew the day after tomorrow (sunday) misa teteraw bezaw ye betseb tiwiwq yinorkal alechign life gra gebagn ... tlant demo ke lelawa gar meet arige eswanm I had a crush on you alkwat keza eswam feeling endeneberat eskinegrat endehone mittebqew negragn she give me a kiss weyoo😭 ahunim I did that masmesel part😂 gn eswam endene temari silehonech we are couples starting from now on alechign be desta alkwat then same gibi silehonin she tell me that the whole day sun-sun dres ke mata 2:00-3:00 we will spend in beg tera chelema wst keza eske 7 library manbeb gideta silehone keza enqlf alechign 😴 ahunim be desta alkwat beteley be beg teraw temechegn alkwat 😂 then tinish awrten I did that masmesel (give a 30 sec kiss ) ena teleyayen. Eneko biyans eswa ende lelaw crush alebgn atlm biye eko nw mn aynet mind nw yalegn qoy ke sihtetu maymar sw😂 Ahun wendmachun tadegut eki mikerugn mn yishalegnal libe ke 1 set wichi lela ayasbm only that girl I had a crush before 2 years lelochu lay player negn😂 miskinoch siyasaznu ... yenesunm life mabelashet alfelgm wede lela ngr gebten 😂 beqa betam rezeme meselegn be pt2 emelesalew Sunday meet kareku buhala betseb liweq eski😂 .. beg teram mn endeseran ke lelawa gar achawitachuwalew put down you comments any thing funny , qum ngr , mkr , bcha leweqew miteqm comment aytefam ke libachu yihun bcha ly all🫶

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10 июня 2023 04:01

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Maybe you need the full story 😂 people are wondering how the guy did these all only within 3 weeks 😊 so i'm 27 and i'm attending my masters program at one of foreign based colleges in the city and this guy from France was invited to give us additional lecture.
The first day he came in to our class my jaw was dropped i wish i could send you his pics. He is way handsome and graceful more than you can imagine 🙄 YEWEND AWRA i can say he is divorced with kids and he is in his late 40s. So i had this hugeee crush on him since day 1 and i never missed his class so for a certain task he was assigned to be my mentor we got the chance to switch our numbers and within 2 days our convo began to be out of context. We don't chat that much just a greeting in the morning seeing each other in class and good nights in the evening.
One day he asked me to bring his things to his office because he had to talk with someone. He gave me his key and he immediately followed me and kiss me and stuff 😊 i was against it even though it was the most thing i wanted. I went home and write him that he is moving too fast and we need to know each other. He told me a little about him self and asked some questions about me. I never initiated a chat and i aways try to act normal infront of my classmates. days later he calls me from his office and try to have s*x with me I stopped him and told him i was not ready and he said we got no time since he is leaving so soon. I was sooooo drived and never felt such s*xual desire for a man. I had a boyfriend years ago i gave him my v we had s*x like 3 or 4 times and we couldn't continue doing that because it was painful for me and i never felt a pleasure so it has been like 6 years since i made love and this was the first time i felt such kind of thing for a man so i promised this new guy that i will prepare my self psychologically and will try to do it the next day. The only thing i was afraid of the pain only this is the reason that draggs me back so the next day i went to his apartment and we had s*x still no pleasure for me i don't know what is wrong with me 😒 he kissed me everywhere and plays with my hair and everything except the s*x makes me happy after that day i noticed that he began to act different like he is shy or scared around me. He act as a father around the other students but me 😞 i guessed maybe he is afraid of commitment i also tried to act that i don't care about the future too.

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10 июня 2023 04:01

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20m so the thing is have you ever had someone give you everything it maybe your parents, sister, brother or family becha the point is I have been given allot Ena I see everything that's given to me as a debt Ena ahune it's like it has surpassed the point which I am able to pay my debt , I don't know becha if u have same problem.....

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10 июня 2023 04:01

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So I'm graduating high school in a month or two. Next week tuesday is actually my last day of school. Idk but it has this bittersweet feeling to it. One one hand, I'm very excited for the next chapter of my life. I'll be going to college. I'll finally be able to pursue my dreams fully. On the other hand, I'm realizing that I'll never get to experience this part of my life again. I'll never be 17 or 18 from now on. I won't get to see my friends on the daily. I'll miss those people man. Fuck, I think I'll even miss my Physics teacher and all. It just hit me that I'll never be a kid again and I don't know how I'm supposed to endure that. I just wish things stayed the same, maybe for a little while.

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10 июня 2023 04:01

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I am now fully aware of the fact that he doesnt want anything to do with me. Why i cant i give up tho? Whats the matter with me?
I need to accept that we are no match, i need to accept that we just cant be friends. I am too full of my self and i am too awkward to talk to him at all. I need to know that this is it for us.
He is too smart for me. I am too dumb for him.
I want to talk to him tho, but i dont know how, i want him to know all the things that are going on in my life and i want to know everything thats going on in his.
But this is just it for us.
The worst part is that he has lots of friends sp he doesnt need me, i am just an extra for him, nothing will change in his life weather or not im there. But for me its him..
Things will change if he is in my life.

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09 июня 2023 04:01

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Hey I need honest opinion here
I have a boyfriend that I really respect but our love that we have for each other isn't balanced he loves me more than I do I used to have one boyfriend before him but after that break up my feeling that I have for love is dying because I gave too much on that relationship and now I'm little scared not to hurt him like my ex did so I'm trying to give him love but deep down I'm not in to it
I feel like if I leave him he will be hurt and he was also hurted when I leave him lat time then I got back again.. he is planning to propose me to marry him but im feeling like it's the wrong decision to marry some one that you don't love that much but I'm scared because I don't want him to get hurt no matter what
Do you think it's right to be with someone that you don't love that much just because the scare of hurting that person

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09 июня 2023 04:01

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So here's the thing I had my first love when I was 12 ik people think that its too early to love someone at that age but me I did...So we were in 6 grade his asked me to be his gf and ofc I said yes things were doing great until 7th grade there was this new girl she was pretty I can see his interest rising to her... so one thing lead to another we broke up and after 2 weeks they started dating so my classmates start to pity me I hate it  I fucking hate it  I felt so vulnerable so I pretend to like someone else and it worked and in 8th grade they broke up he  started getting close to me again I  tried to avoid him but he always got his ways  we got close.... 2 weeks before class got closed I heard his going to another country for good ewnt bimot rasu destegna nbrku I didnt know how to feel or react I didnt say goodbye cuz  it hurts so bad and  I love him so so much we didn't talk for 1 and half year not talkin to him doesn't change the way I felt about him I missed him and I even fall harder I heard he had become a man whore msemaw ngr endale its so disgusting people algebachum sid nw yehonew yemechersha balge... but still it does change the fact that I love him... he said hi in tg we started to talk I acted like girl bsf he told me  about his dates his girlfriends everything mlte every fucking thing girls pic eyelake am gone ask for a date and I be like go for it( the supportive girl bsf my ass I was dying )gn yhun I was so happy for him I didnt mind if he was with other girls as long as his happy and now......it's been six years I've been asked by a lots of guys but I cant I'm keeping ever part of me for him it just doesn't feel right we still talk often video call mnamn online  kalgebaw  online  gbi  limena nafkeshignal gbi playfuly I love u mnamn yilal we flirt a lot  yehone dirty ngr sil I turn him down ena he like the chasing leza nw melslegn attached yehonew... bcha no matter how many times he screwed up endemkeblew silaweke melsegn the reason his still in touch with me bcha i want to move on at the same time i dont kesu belay miyamr , someone who treats me better my type yehone wend bagegn enkaun I could never choose them over him never  bcha am so confused egziyabhern I dont know how to help my self and idk esu rasu mn endemifelg he always gets me confused am stuck between wanting to move on and waiting for him

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09 июня 2023 04:01

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I am currently suffering from minor depression I guess . All I do is lay on bed . I have zero energy to get up and do literally anything at all , I am so sad all the time , I overthink a lot like I don’t even know about what 💁🏻‍♀️my mind is all over , I just wish to die be done with this life thing I don’t see future or rather not interested at all and hopeless in everything I guess , I cry sometimes and no appetite at all and a lot of stomach pains I am guessing it’s because of the appetite thing and I even had vomits somedays , I am overwhelmed and the fact that I am a guardian for two children I don’t know how to handle it really 😔. The self blame and lack of doing my responsibility is killing me inside and my mind and body not responding is killing me even more . I don’t know what to do people ! The fact that I have obligations and get up everyday clean the house , do the dishes , cook and send the kids to school is becoming so much to handle for me and am stuck and I don’t know how to overcome this all🙇🏻‍♀️ anyone been through this ? Any tips would be appreciated thanks 😊. And I have been on this situation for like two weeks but the fact that I cant recognize myself is freaking me out and never felt or been this way before as I was/ am a hopeful and bright and energetic and optimistic person so help ur sis out coz I am scared as hell .

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09 июня 2023 04:01

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what do you do when you finally understand that your relationship will not work cause of family's rejection (they said am from another ethnic group so we can't marry each other) but yet we still wanna continue our thing what do u suggest me if i was ur sis? or wat wud u do if u were me?

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09 июня 2023 04:01

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Hey everyone so I'm 19M and this is my first time venting . I'm currently a freshman at some science and tech uni in addis ( ifykyk ). I met this girl online before class started and we vibed instantly ( she's also a freshman there ) and then when class started I dodged meetups irl mulitiple times cuz I had bad social anxiety and kinda bad around women, but finally we met in the presence of mutual friends and after that I finally had the guts to meet her alone and we had a great time we started watching movies and stuff together , we even did it in the livrary lol . We started meeting multiple times and she made me feel great , she was such a fun person to be around with and after some time passed I started to catch feelings , as soon as i realized that i started detaching and one might say ditching. its kind of a defense mechanism where i hate being vulnerable and not in control . I rationalize about my decision by telling myself that she was never interested in me ( she prolly wasnt ) . We grew to be strangers as if we never even met and i recently heard she was texting another dude and it hurt ( mind u i was the one who abandoned ) . The thing is I cant get her out of my freaking head . I am heartless when it comes to girls cuz my last encounter ended after i broke the girl's heart ( she asked me out k ik i'm bad with women ) . This one isnt the prettiest around but she got to me . We act like we dont know each other when we see each other in the lounge or some other place. My heart beats so fast and knees go numb when i see her . So help me out y'all , am i in love ? Or just some simple crush ? You wouldnt abandon the person u love right ?

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09 июня 2023 04:01

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Why do people choose to be dramatic??? I mean there is a lot of shit stressing everyone out but some of them also chooses to add drama on it mtsmmm
Becha the dramatic person in my life is my father and I wish he weren't I wish it was some stranger that I can ignore and do not care about but it's my father
Ena what he keeps doing is he acts like talking on the phone manem saydwelelt esum lemanem saydwel I know this isn't a big deal. The big deal is the things that he talks on the phone for someone that doesn't know it's fake  they really are stressing. Once endelemedebet he was talking like at his work place kehone sew gar endetetala ena police mnamn meto ke police garm tedebadebo(🤦‍♀️this is so jilnet and I'm having a second hand embarrassment here) then station endwesedut kza  sihed emiyawkew police selnber esu asmamto endaslkekew mnamn and this isn't a one day thing he was talking about this for weeks and he wants us to hear about it when he talks about it on the phone and when we ask him about it he refuses to answer ena betammm techneken neber me and enate then yhone ken meto endlmedet mawerat jemere kza esu ketkmetbet bota yhone eka lewesed tega sel mnm lela emiyawera sew aysemam he was the only one who's talkin ena no one was answering kza I was like ayee maybe demtsu tekeneso yhonal kza the next day em endza siyareg I had an extra SIM esu emayawekew kza wede slku dewelkubet eyawera then it rings it wasn't even silent malet lesu ene nebrku yaferekut then yaw zegahubet he was like zegtobetal lka degame dewele mnamn becha this is not the only thing he even acted like yhone menfes endyazew sew once it maybe looks easy and fun when you read it gn it's really hard specially for my little brother he was crying his eyes out on that day and when I found out that it was drama lmn esu abate hone nw yalkut endet sew le lijochu ayasbem biyans for my little brother he loves him so much ena for him he's the perfect father ene enkuan I can't hate him Ik gn the things he did before fucked our father and daughter relationship and I don't expect much from him and Ik any girl who's reading will understand me cause for a girl her father means a lot but I'm not the lucky one I think I'm even amazed when I see my friends having a healthy relationship with their father.
I know everyone is not perfect but this is too much.

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09 июня 2023 04:00

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I rly need your advice specially boys! Sorry for my grammar in advance😐 I just don't know how to say or how to vent I know its a long be patient pls😢
there is this guy who has been chatting on facebook with my bestie and had also along distance r/ship kinda stuff 2 years ago he was at campus then when he come to our home town they had a date and she say she hated him for his looks እንደጠበኩት አይደለም አያምርም + he is student why Should I talk to him ድሀ ነው ምናምን አለች they brokeup. but we(me &him) continued talking chatting. after months he graduated and comeback here he asked me if I want to have relation with him I asked what kind of relation he say freinds with benefit stuff. That love is not exist we should chill live mnamn I sayed no then he ghosted me stoped chatting with me.
After a year now he start talking to me I told my freind abt him she sayed she still hate him I asked her what if he got money now? Wolud u like to be with him? She sayed NO.
Now we are dating not actual date he just sometimes want to meet We talk on stuffs .He never says I love you or anything he just talk to me. I asked him why r we seeing each other? If he gonna ghost me again or what he want from me. coz am afraid that he still got a feeling for her and may revenge on me who knows😐 then he said this time is diffrent I cut everything wz her he sayed. Now the thing is I like him alot drom des ylenyi nbr he says he is busy on his work fyi he got his own business.But I wanna have a serious relationship not just somebody talks to me when he want & absent when I need him! last day we met he kissed me I felt rly deep that moment imagining our future life. The next day he sayed he wanna meet at private place just to cuddle and talk but then work come to him and the date cancelened. first he was genuine now he says he is very busy but he is trying to make a time for us. he never callme unless I call him he never text on facebook unless I start the convo idk if I should wait for him until he calls me or not talk to him at all and cut him out of my life idk I think i got a feeling for him! what should I do guys?

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10 июня 2023 04:01

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How are y'all doing? Hope you're all okay ..
I'm a female and I'm 19 years old. I live with my family duh. And I have a question. back when I was like 5 or 4 years old I had an accident there was a fire and now I have a big ugly scar on my body the thing that I wanted to ask is my family often insult me using that information. the other day I remember my mother asked me to show her my scar which I haven't shown to her for a while because she was using it to hurt me so I said" no I'm not going to show it to you because when we quarrel you're going to use that against me" and she insisted that I show her I said no and my father asked me the reason why and I told him and he was like "yeah you're right your mother is like that" and then I was like okay it's just my mother I mean my sister and my father are not like that they're not using my weakness against me so I guess it's okay I can deal with this and then my mom suddenly said that my father also talks about my scar behind my back and says shits about me and now I can't even handle it I mean I know I'm not going to get married and have that happily ever after with anyone because no one's going to want to be with me and I'm hiding it with clothes and nobody knows I have a scar on my body. I'm scared of showing it to anyone because of my family. if they even hated my scar that much and insulted me with it how can anyone ever accept me the way I am and my question is that is this normal? is what my family doing normal and should I not hate them for it?

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10 июня 2023 04:01

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I'm not having a good day or maybe a good life in general. At my work place they are pretty social. And i thought i was part of the circle too. Until recently where i've realized they just want me for the things i do. I do most the work at the office. When i do sth i'd like to do it nice and neat. At first i was doing it cause i thought it was my job, untill suddenely they all stopped doing everything, and all the pressure is on me. Even my boss will be angry at me for not doing what they were supposed to do cause apparently their job is my job now. They exclude me in most of their conversations and whenever they go out for lunch. But they come around when they want something done.
I can't quit cause it pays me good and i went through hell to get the job.
But i am sick of this. I am not one to stand up for my self.
Just wanted to let it all out.

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10 июня 2023 04:01

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ጅቦች ይጮኻሉ። ወሾችም የጅቦቹን ጩኸት ተከትለው በፍራቻ ድምፅ መጮኻቸውን ተያይዘውታል። በዚኽ መልኩ ከሚሰማው ከጅቦችና ከውሾች ድምፅ በቀር ፍፁም ፀጥታ ሰፍኗል። በጌታ ስቅለት ቀን የረገፉ ከዋክብት ዳግመኛ የሰማዩን ሰሌዳ ላለማድመቅ ቃል የገቡ እስኪመስል በሰማዩ ላይ አይታዩም ነበር። ጨረቃም በነፋስ ባልተበገረ ደመና ተሸፍና አልጠፋችም ላለመባል ያኽል በስፍራዋ ላይ ነበረች። በዚኽ ሁሉ ውስጥ ለስጋ ፈቃዴ ተሸንፌ ለመተኛት እየዳዳው የነበርኩ እኔ ጩኸት ይሰማኝ ጀመረ ! የተራቡ ወገኖቼ ጩኸት ፍትህ ያጡ ወገኖቼ ጩኸት የተደፈሩ እህቶቼ ጩኸት የተረሸኑ ደማቸው በከንቱ የፈሰሰ ወንድሞቼ ጩኸት የአባቶቼ የእናቶቼ የሀገሬ የቤተክርስቲያኔ ጩኸት የእኔ የኃጢአቴ ጩኸት. . .ይኽኔ ለማንቀላፋት ተቻኩለው የነበሩ ዓይኖቼ በእንባ ተመሉ። አነቡ !  . . . . .ስለዚኽ ስሜቴና ስለተፅናናውበት ቃል አሁን ላይ ምንም አልልም ! ! እንዲኽ እንዲያ እያልኩ ግን ጋደም አልኩ።  እንቅልፍ ወዲያው ሊወስደኝ ባለመቻሉ ስልኬን አነሳሁና ይኽን የፈረደበት vent here የሚባል ቻናል መጎብኘትን ጀመርኩ። የሚያሳዝን የሚያስደስት የሚያዝናና የሚያበሳጭ መልካም ምኞት ክፉ ሀሳብ ሁሉምን መቃኘት ጀመርኩ ሀሳቤንም እየሰነዘርኩ አለፍኩ። ልቤ ግን ያዝናል ! ለወትሮ ሕሊና ትንሹ እግዚአብሔር ነበር  ሀልዎተ እግዚአብሔርን ግን ከሕሊናችን ላይ ምን ደመሰሰው ? በሚል ጥያቄ ለዓይን የማይመጥነውን ለጆሮ የማይጥመውን አለፍኩት። በአብዛኛው ከተመለከትኩት ነገር ግን የተረዳውት "ራሳችን ለራሳችን ያለንን ጥላቻ" ነው።
አንዳንዶች ውሳጣዊ ክፋታችንን ውሳጣዊ ምቀኝነታችንን ውሳጣዊ ቅናታችንን ውሳጣዊ አስመሳይነታችንን በተለይ ደግሞ ከፀጋ እግዚአብሔር የሚለየንን እንደ ተራራ በልባችን ገዝፎ ያለውን ውሳጣዊ ትዕቢታችንን ተመልክተናቸው በጠላትነት ተነስተንባቸው ጦርነትን ከፍተንባቸውና ድል ልናደርጋቸው ሲገባ ከዚኽ በተቃራኒው ግን ራሳችንን የራሳችን ጠላት የምናደርገው በሚታይ አካላችን ላይ በመሆኑ ጤዛን ለመስኖ ልማት አውሎ ለመጠቀም እየጣርን እንደሆነ ያሳብቅብናል። ሸክላ ሰሪ በሸክላ ማሰሮ ጋን ጣባ ምጣድ ጉልቻ አበባ ማስቀመጫ እያለ የተለያየ ይዘት እና ቅርጽ ያላቸውን ሸክላዎች እንዲሰራና በስራው ደስ እንዲሰኝ እግዚአብሔር አምላክም በእኛ በቀጭኖቹ በወፍራሞቹ በረጅሞቹ በአጭሮቹ በቀዮቹ በጥቁሮቹ በአጠቃላይ በእጁ ስራዎች ምን ያኽል እንደሚደሰትብን አስተውለን ቢሆን ምን ያኽል ከራሳችን ፍቅር ሊይዘን ይችል ይሆን ? ሁላችን የሰው ልጆች ተመሳሳይ ቁመናና መልክ ቢኖረን ልንኖርባት የምንጓጓላት ዓለም እንዲኽ ባላማረች ነበር ! ሁላችን አንድ አይነት ብንሆን "ውበት" የሚል ቃል ባልተፈጠረ ነበር። ሁላችን አንድ አይነት ብንሆን . . . . . . . . . . . .ብዙ ማለት ይችላል (አንድም እንዳይረዝም አንድም Decline እንዳይደረግ ሀሀሀ) መለያየታችን ግን አስውቦናል ! የሚታየው ላይ ማተኮራችን የማይታየውን እንድንዘነጋ አድርጎናል ! የሚታየውን "ውበት"  መውደዳችን የማይታየውን "ውበት" እንድናጣው አድርጎናል ! ለሚታየው መሸነፋችን ለማይታየው ተሸናፊዎች አድርጎናል ! ( ቀደም ሲል ለጠቀስኳቸው ቅናት ምቀኝነት ትዕቢ . . . ) ውበት ከውጭ ወደ ውስጥ ሳይሆን ከውስጥ ወደ ውጭ ሲሆን የበለጠ ይጎላል !! ውበት ከማይታየው ወደሚታየው ሲሆን በሌሎች ላይ ፀዳሉ ያንፀባርቃል። ይኽች ዓለም እንኳ ከማይታየው ወደሚታየው የተገለጠች ናት !! ይኽ ሁሉ ያልኩት (ሴቶች ጡቴ ቂጤ ፀጉሬ ወገቤ ቅንድቤ ወንዶች ደረቴ ቁመቴ ብልቴ ሰውነቴ  ማለታችን ሁለቱንም ፆታ በአማከለ መልኩ ደግሞ አለባበሳችን ላይ በእጅጉ ማተኮራችን በዚኽም ደግሞ የበታችነት አልያም የበላይነት ስሜት እንዲሰማን መሆኑ አግባብነት የለውም ! ስጋም ፈራሽ ነው ልብስም የኃጢአት ውጤት ነው ) . . ስለዚኽ በእነዚኽና በመሳሰሉት ነገሮች ራሳችንን አንጥላ ! ሌሎችንም አንጥላ !! አናንኳስ ! አናሸማቅ ! በሌላ መልኩ የማያልፈውን በሚያልፍ መተካታችን እኛን የእኛ ጠላት ያደርገናል። ከራሳችኹ ዳኑ !!
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10 июня 2023 04:01

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Part II
3 days before his departure he concluded his class and we said bye as the other students do and later in the evening he calls me and asks me why i acted so cold knowing that he is leaving in couple of days then i calmly told him what i felt that he might not want something serious and he kinda get offended probably acted. told me to trust him and that he wants to cuddle and kiss me one more time so i went to his apartment and we have s*x AGAIN still there was no pleasure for me 🤔 maybe i might need medical checkup for this but this is not the issue for now. Before leaving his apartment i asked him if he is going to keep in touch or not and he acted surprised and ask me back that how he is not going to keep in touch and said bye.
i wasn't expecting him to come to our campus the next day before his flight he said thanks for everything then he said bye and get in to his car.
We start chatting until his departure time he was telling me i was a good person and stuff and at that moment i knew he was not going to keep in touch i don't know why 🫣 then he promised to let me know if he arrived safe and i told him that i will be looking forward THIS IS THE END OF OUR CHAT he didn't update me on his arrival 😤 i didn't write anything at all, am i wrong?? but i keep talking about him, check his social media last seen, 24/7 scrolling down his photos 😢 I'M SO OBSESSED WITH HIM! the bad thing is while talking about him i found out that he gave his number to one of my classmate and took a photo with another 😭 and now i added jealousy to my obsession! i don't know how to get over him!

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10 июня 2023 04:01

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Hello peasants, it's not a vent actually just wanna talk

I'm 17, M here and I'm enjoying life fr even tho I'm don't have friends that much, I like spending time with myself going out alone just me my airpods and the streets, I have a gf who loves me and love her too, I workout, and do work to get some money, I ain't good at school but still trying..., just wanna say that Ik there are some challenges u gotta deal with but try your best to deal with it and be happy with what u got and what you're achieving, just try to focus on yourself and your goals

Much love ✌️

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10 июня 2023 04:01

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when i was in high school they taught us women has more sexual desire than men...but i guess i am not one of them girls...nothing in this world would make me sexually aroused idk whats happening to me..i wish i enjoy those kinds of things ...yes i dated handsome men...and i have dated who are good at foreplay and who knew what they were doing,,,and yes i have tried touching my self to the point it disgusts me...i googled and all but nothing is changed...idk what to do..please the ones who will comment to ask ur id...... I WILL NOT ASK YOUR ID!!!

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10 июня 2023 04:01

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I literally feeling a physical pain right now.. Only God knows how it hurts saying you goodbye.
Im not lucky with love i guess.

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09 июня 2023 07:00

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09 июня 2023 04:01

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I just want to vent
Even if u don know that um so fuckin missed u i will always this feeling for u it's hard to let go off things u have wait it for ur life time but i did it. i do let you go and wish the best for u and um always love u till the end i know that u do love me forever.But i love and choose my religion over u but i choose to love u in silent and i want to say sorry for making things difficult for u there is no words to explain how um hurting inside it's just killing me i don know if this pain let me live .....😔😔😔

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09 июня 2023 04:01

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I was in a Metaphysical store out of state the first time i heard pink+white by frank ocean and i got chills when i heard “you showed me love” so I decided to Shazam it to play it when i got in my car, as soon as I walked out of the store i got a call from a friend that my ex passed away. I like to think his spirit spoke to me in that moment.

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09 июня 2023 04:01

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I just lost hope in Ethiopia fr 🤦🏽Just a question would you rather be an engineer in Ethiopia with 4.0 gpa or would you rather be( የ 10 ኛ ክፍል ሽፋታ) get abord and work 14-16 hr with 20-25$ per hour payment and upgrading your self with all the opportunity and resources you'll get ...... I know someone who is on the 1st state and works in a random road construction and get paid 7-8k birr and I know a dude on the second state and have built a g+5 building here and collect his 200-250k rent money a month that guy was a janitor and a taxi driver there..... Sometimes this country is fucked to it's core and people now adays work their ass off to get a good grade and at the end some bullshit will drag them to a 4000birr damoz....I've been positive my whole life about everything but this scenario is hard to be positive at... wtf is that what do you all think about it do you think we have hope here fr????what's your opinion???

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09 июня 2023 04:01

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So I saw my boyfriend recording me in video while I was giving him a blowjob and I thought what is he gonna do with it and was asking is he gonna show it to his friends and not only that when I saw his neck there is a big hickey and I asked him what happened and he told me it's just a scratch but that's not a scratch anyway after I went back home I felt bad like real bad that I had to be recorded by someone I trusted and see hickeys in his neck do you think I should stop this relationship 😪

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09 июня 2023 04:01

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Hello there, How are you today, i want to remind you something

There's no shame in taking longer.
You aren't behind, and your timing isn't wrong.
Your path is just different, And it's okay.
Life isn't a competition or a race.
You can't compare the journey you're on or the things you've achieved because everyone is going to different places.
We all have different goals and dreams and values.
Different strengths and struggles and traumas.
Different opportunities and access and resources.
And that means the places we get to and the ways in which we get there are going to be unique.

It's okay if your timeline looks different. And it's okay to walk down a completely different path.

There's strength in honoring your needs. Strength in giving yourself the best possible chance to
succeed by going at your own pace and being mindful of what you're currently able to give.

You just have to be patient with yourself and your process.

You'll get to where you want to be.

You'll achieve your goals.

You'll make it to the end.

You have time. There's nothing written in stone that says you have to reach certain milestones by a specific age.

There's no rule that your successes count less if you take longer to achieve them.

It takes however long it takes, and it's okay. It's still real and worthwhile and valid.

You're allowed to take longer than other people. You're allowed to take the time you need.

Its gonna be okay, and everything will happen in its time. Keep on going and keep on moving forward, i believe in you.

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09 июня 2023 04:01

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Moving out was an experience  that fucked me up beyond  repair. Mind you that I was still living in delusion. And I simply though that getting paid a pity money solved my problems. I bought all the things I couldn't  buy when I was with my family. But half way through the month... I was soo broke that I slept on hungry stomach and cold night with nothing to warm myself. The people at work would invite me over to lunch most of the time but still the hunger was unbearable. ( hunger is not the concept of not eating at all. But thinking about all the tasty, delicious  food you ate until you tummy brust and you got a bean on your plate!)

By the second month I learned my lesson and went low on my expense ...way way too low. I started walking to work, about 30 min walk , I cut the money I spend on clothes  and card bills, I went from eating three times a day to just a day (dinner). This was the month I get to read a lot of books, I started looking ...observing my flaws, insecurities, my past and feature. I started to see the reality, what matter and what does not

Work was booming, I got my own little  home I rented. The evenings I went home with a book in my hand and dinner by the other were the joyful moments of my life. I would have my tea boiling, dinner hot and ready... after that I would read till I fall asleep. That month was the first  month I didn't  cry at all.

Third and fourth month came and went. I got my little saving for school. I met new people and got new experiences, waking up by 5 am became my habit. I even got my self a date ( I gotta tell you I would sell my soul just to be with him... if not, just for his smile😇) he supported me in many ways. He was the reason I was moving. Beka after he came the grass was greener, rainbows everywhere. And I was the happiest girl in the world! That is right in the whole fucking world!!

The 6th month were I got fucked up again 🤯 thought that I was crazy .... let's keep this for part 3


What I want to say in this part is that ... what ever problem you have in your life just know that it will pass. Money problem? you will be rich ( how, when? That is your problem ) you look ugly? You never know when you would laugh at yourself for thinking that. ( I don't  suggest  using makeup and trendy clothes  will solve that problem). Did  he leave you for another? What goes around ,comes back around ( trust me!! 😉)  he doesn't  love you ? He doesn't  think you are beautiful . Some other will love you just for  your  flaws. He will tell you how beautiful  you are till you puke ( beauty  is in the eye of the beholder). Mnm bhion all you gotta work is on yourself. That is when you will be rewarded.... even if you got loving partner, money, job , knowledge. If you don't work on yourself and know your worth....everything is bullshit then


What ever is worrying you, little darling all you gotta say is HAKUNNA MATATA!!


I know it is hard and far fetched but that is the reality!! Till next time 🤗

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09 июня 2023 04:00

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