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09 июня 2023 04:00

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20F nd 2 nd year pharmacy student in BD university
I hate the way i talk.....
I hate the way i dress....
I hate the way i laugh....
I hate everything abt ma self am very very thin(looks like 15 years old girl),very shy, don't hv even a little confidence, can't focus on my business,always work hard but get a bad result (usually25/30) bcha i hate everything that i have i don't know how to be a best version of me....
i don't know how to study smartly....
i don't know how to dress....
I don't even know how to accept my body
Pls help ur sis

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08 июня 2023 04:01

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Hey fam,

I am currently a 3rd yr university student, and lately i have been thinking that ntn makes sense I am seeing this place as a waste of time, just misleading us from what actually matters. I feel bad for myself and everyone here who study like there is no tmw or its the only thing that matters who think they will benefit from knowing the difference between commonly used and popularly used network topology and getting it right on exam and shit I bet no one will ask u in an interview for some job..... anyways I refuse to be sucked into this so called reality and I will break the cycle for God help me.

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08 июня 2023 04:01

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This is for all the guys at universities and schools , Ante dedeb what the hell are you doing with your life ? This isn't what your supposed to be doing, Do you think chasing girls all the fucking time makes you cool ? No it doesn't, girls don't have the same burdens as us men they can afford to fool around in their young days but you one minor slip and your life is upside down 👎 , get your shit together at least finish school get good grades , workout and get a job or create a small business. I rarely see anyone in this channel talk about something that's good , everyone is talking about their own embarrassing stories, feeling sorry for themselves.

Don't be a cunt 💢

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08 июня 2023 04:01

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This is an apology for xxxx
Dear xxxx I don't know if you are in this channel or not but I am writing this in case your friends or someone who knows you is. I want to apologize for what I did to you 3 years ago in 10th grade , The guilt has been eating me alive since then I tried to apologize to you earlier but I didn't have any means to contact you and had no idea which school you got into.You and I met each other in the ninth grade I was the shy introvert girl and you were the outgoing and the one with great sense of humor.I never knew what you saw in me but all of a sudden you started going after me,,You claimed and confessed many things but you left last minute and pretended like nothing happened.
I won't lie by saying I loved you but I liked you and you abandoning me like that broke me and you never told me why you did that and what your intention was all along.(Did you consider me as a toy or as a mission to accomplish)
But I ended up doing a bad deed it has been troubling me for so long and I want to repent this wrongdoing. I have moved on from every thing but I couldn't move on from my mistake.I wont be going into details here But..
I am deeply sorry for doing such a childish and immature thing. I am sure you wonder why I did that.. Well I never had recieved affection from anyone before, that when you showed me that slight affection I got immersed so deep and when I understood that you were playing me I got angry and it made me feel as if something was wrong with me that made you ignore me. When you started ignoring me I began questioning myself of what I did wrong and you made me feel worthless. I know that this couldn't be enough reason for my deed or that it would not justify my doings but I wasn't at my right mind during that time either. xxxxNo Words will never express how sorry and regretful I am about every thing.
I am sorry for taking too long to apologise.
I wanted to start life fresh and I wanted to start it by apologizing to those I did wrong and you were one of those few people I wronged I hope that oneday you will forgive me.
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I don't regret the days I had lived knowing you, you were my light at my darkest and lowest point.
Thankyou for making my 2years with you merry and memorabe.
I wish you the best in life
Goodbye
From xxxxx

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08 июня 2023 04:01

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I want kisses, cuddles and good conversation, nothing more, nothing less. I don't want it from some stranger, but I like being single. This is frustrating.

Do you think men will agree to just this?

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08 июня 2023 04:01

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Hey guys 20 f endet nachu so here is the thing before a couple of weeks i vented about how I'm attracted to submissive guys and how I'm dominant and all and i got a lot of comment of guys who wanna hook up i guess but the problem is I'm really not looking for someone to hook up with I'm just curious about this stuff and i just wanted to talk to experienced submissive guys and dominant girls who could relate with me so if there are any guy or girl out there who can relate with me please feel free to reach out

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08 июня 2023 04:01

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I am 20F
Here is the case
I had a boyfriend for 2 years when i was in a highschool ... he is such a compassionate principled talented and funny person.. he is the one who can make me happy he is a hardworker too ... well i belong to a business oriented and relatively wealthy family and we also had sex to the fullest ...
I always tell him that he can count on me if he need anything in his career but he never accept that he always want to do it on his own eyetetchegere eyayehut birr sesetew alekebelem wend ke set birr aykebelm alegn betam tenadedku ena 1 wer yakl ignore arekut yidewelal alanesam akorefku keza ahun i heard that he is not in a relationship but girls are chasing after him... enem mayhon relationship wst gebahu gn esu yhen ayto ene gar endimeles neber hasabe 1 kenm dewlo ayawekem zim ale zim zim ena ahun esun degime lemagnet mn ladrg benatachu
Please give me your answers respectfully

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08 июня 2023 04:00

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I am freshman st. in AAU ena recently we preferred our filed of interest.. My 1st choice was med.. like being a doc is my dream It was my biggest plan of my life.. I can't even imagine my future without it since nursery till now I always tell ppl that I wanna be a doc.. I hadn't plan B. Ena tlant ye sm list for coc weta ena I didn't got my name on the list only around 250 students who has the best pt. were selected ena yesterday was heartbreaking day of my life.. I really regretted to choose AAU as my 1st choice If I were in another uni, It may be easy to achieve my biggest dream.. Ena in the coming friday we will be announced our placement since I hadn't plan B currently amn't interested in any filed Ion even know where my life is going

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08 июня 2023 04:00

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this is the last part of my vent. yesterday my mom suggested we go for a drive to talk , I got upset when we were talking cause it reminded me of all the times she never stood up for me when she was just silent when he insulted me over nothing , and she cried , I cried I was screaming and yelling also cause the hurt and working 2 jobs got to me.i was telling her how I feel like I cant depend on their help b/c of the way I felt unwanted when my dad kicked me out , I also told her , she shouldnt have stayed silent cause its her house too , then she told me she would kill her self if I didn't move back in the house ,i told her how dare she say that and she said " beka erasen atefalew keza yikochishal " i kept telling her its not good for my mental health to be insulted and then she said " handle it " I told her I already payed rent , and she said that she would pay me back the money . i told her no , I told her I will only mend things up with my dad , she agreed and we went home to talk to my dad, he said he wanted to kick me out to teach me the meaning of life cause I was "wasting my money on clothes and selfcare" and that he thought the reason that I'm spending my money is b/c I don't have to pay rent . and then he said that he loved me and she just wanted me to see what life is , cause he learnt life when his relatives kicked him out , and that i can also move back in if i will never by selfcare items or clothes again and also if ill never wear makeup or get my hair done . i said no , ill never move back in , but id like to have a good r/ship , he said yes and we made up and i went to my home.i just wanna say that , i feel like shit , i cant work properly b/c everything triggers me to anger. how can i get kicked out just b/c i took care of my self WITH MY GOD DAMN MONEY!! , mind you i have never bought ANY skin care of makeup product above 600 birr , i have never bought a piece of clothing that is new , i always by second hand to save money , i took my jobs seriously and my education too. how can my mom threathen me with killing herself unless i move back in that house. i swear to God , i wanna die , i hate this life , i hate my life i feel like shit , i cant think i cant focus , i hate this

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07 июня 2023 04:01

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Hi there it's my 1st time to vent am 24F . I always hear girls getting hurt b/c of guys mnamn and i didn't want that to happen to me so when i get in to college i started to think about r/s then i started praying and working on my self by reading books ,studying, having a part time job,serving God becha i did all the things that will make me better and i was happy then when i become a GC student i met some one and we got in to a r/s and we were planning to get married mnamn we dated for about a yr....ena.. he had a gf before me and he told me that she hurted him and people talk about how he loved her and how she was his 1st love mnamn so bezi case i felt like he still loves her ena telegram ly senawera entala nber insecurity slemsemagne endswa mewdegne iymslegnm nber but it wasnt a big fight keza yikrta etykewna entarek nber then i Graduated and was preparing for another exam and while i was studying i got tired i started talking to him on telegram and asked him to meet he said no he wanted me to study then my sister was out to buy something and run in to one of his friend and he said to here" ehitsh kebet wetche kalagnhu eyalch taschegrewalech esu eko leswa belo nw" alat then my sister told me i was so mad 😡😡 ene yemselegne cafe with his friends seyawera engenagne eyalku yemchkchkew iynt nger selmselgne telegram ly lmn endzi alke beyew tetalan then he cleared history i was so mad didn't talk to him i waited for him to talk to me at day 5 i sent a voice message if he want to end this lets i said this just to break the silence b/n us and i was mad i called him then he told me he already decided to break up with me i begged him asked him to meet and talk to give our r/s a 2nd chance he said no begwadegnaw agenche angerkut still no. When i told to my friends they say it is a silly thing r/s dont end up like this they said and after a year he propose to some one and got married and guess what he become my gorebet kegna bet atgeb yalwen bet tekrayto knowing i live there..... he didn't even say sry b/c of him i lowered my values... people forgive there love partners(sometimes when they cheat) but i didnt do any thing to hurt him. He made me feel like am worthless...... bendezi iynet,silly meknyat metw sew negne beka endel adergegn at z end gen financially endemalawatew gebtot nw(its my guess) b/c at that time i didnt have a job i just graduated he doesn't even had a real job or money but i stayed with him believing things will get better but no now he married someone with a car and better status..... is this fair? What was my mistake?

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07 июня 2023 04:01

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Okay so it's long time since i vent..here is the vent plus refer my last vent for more info.
So i moved on from that fucked up situation we borke up wendyaw that time was hell . I remembered i couldn't sleep ,eat, study ..my grade dropped. Even though after though time  i managed to pass it .started reading books, working out, spending time with friends mnamn bicha alfe mayalfe yalem ena fully recover arku malet nw..btw for those of you who r dealing with breakups and can't move on especially if the break up is not your fault ..you should fight for you heart kmren nw beka be ged bihon try to move on ..for me books helped a lot plus try to make things correct with God..go to church  believe me it will work. KEEP FIGHTING FELLAS.
so when i go to my vent..ahun lay i started a new rship with the most pure human soul i ever seen in my life things are good ..life is going great .i'm about to graduate .AND from out of no were that devill lady called ..mjmrya it was be lela sew selke...keza sanesaw helow sel yizegal betdgagami .keza chersha ande ken be erasua selk dewlech .she say she wants to check on me.. she asked me how r you how is life mnamn.i just told her i'm great life is great ..that i started a new rship and i'm very happy ..she said good mnamn i didn't want to talk more so i say selawran desbognal beye wrewn asatre zegahut selkun..keza behula she unblocked me for all her social media..she start sending random shits to my insta and tg like signs to talk to her. i keep ignoring them but the question is why did she contact me? after fyi she the one who say she don't felt about me the same back then and bloked me. And even i told her i started new life ..why that didn't stop her from wanting to talk to me? Most importantly what did she want? i'm confused fellas.

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07 июня 2023 04:01

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Ok so im in a serious issue right now so im 3rd year college student ena my last week wetetua tebelashto she tried to talk to him in private ena he tried to ask her out and he tried to do some stuff in short he sexually assualted her so for 1 whole week alnegerechignm she got into depression and mecheresha lay negerechign so i told her esun mekses endaleben she agreed with it i decided to report this to main office center and i dont know how werew endale begibiw teseracha werewm demo "she had sex with the teacher" nw eventhough she didn't i dont know man semto endaserachw cause we talk to the director privately and now my best friend tetalachign cause she thought i did it and all other her friends ena classmatochua they all went against me hulum"anchi man bet nesh hidesh metnegrilat" ena guys yatefahut neger ale i tried to help my best friend i tried to stop that asshole lecturer koy zem malet neberebegn endezi aynet koshasha sera eyayw specially demo on my best friend which she considered yawaredkuat mesluat guys please tell me if im right or wrong and thank you🙏

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07 июня 2023 04:01

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Hi✌️✌️
I want to let this out. My dear i am doing great i dont need your pity or feel sorry about me. Our goodbye is painfull even tho it isnt said verbally the process of letting you go is sooo fuckingg hard. U cant even imagine what i went through. I dont know how it was for you maybe enkuan tegelagelku bleh des bloh yihonal wey demo askeyemkuat bleh u might feel like u r a bad person maybe am not even worthy of anything to be remembered maybe demo u miss me (sometimes i fantasies abt it) bcha idk gn am definitely sure i will be remembered as a good and anice girl in ur lyf and am proud of it😊😊. I still loved you but i dont like you anymore if you get it ee gebtohala beka i miss you gn i dont want you anymore . Am glad we cut all the ties but its still a lil sad we are just strangers . Not reacting when i heard about you, act normal like you are one of the others when your name is mentioned . Bcha i just want to let you know you were once loved by an innocent girl who was willing to do anything for you lik movies ena books lay endalew aynet fkr just because its you not by your looks or anything beka ante silehonk. Its funny how i think we will definetely end up together poor me😭😭 Beka chnklate wst yeneberkew ante bcha nbrk even behlme hula ayh nbr. I doubt that there will be any girl who will love you like i do. I dont want us to continue as a friend  i have no energy to pretend. Getting away from you is the best for me to recover from the damage i experience. I knew i was in love with you i knew i would be hurt when it comes to end gn i didnt even imagine it would be this hard . It took me a lot time eko even to be normal. The funny part is we didnt even date😂😂 yaw those 4 yrs i dont know what to call them bcha we were sth sometimes we were more than a friend sometimes we were lovers sometimes u were like a proctective brother sometimes demo just noone i fell for you deeply day by day keamet wede amet then after yrs i get to this point. I still remember our first conversation ohh God we have changed a lot in those 4 years . I wish i didnt respond to you that day(2018) and ended like that beka keza there will be no story about us. Enem yihen hula ngr alasalfm nbr. Bcha i wish we didnt meet demo. sometimes i wish i give us a chance beka endet endemnhon sasbew if we were a couple🙄🙄 would the ending be different. our chemistry and bond ahhh its such a waste. I still remember how you laughed and get easily annoyed at lil things,gena yehone sentence sijemr yemtchersew ngr ,how you hugged me ,how you call my name so differently😩😩. I wish for both of us happiness and am sorry if i make you feel confused . I have never say this even though ante ga baydersm beka i need to say this once up on a time i was so in love with you, i was hurt by you ena it was soo painfull and am glad it ended. am done thank you

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07 июня 2023 04:01

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Hi everyone so I will take matric after two months and now a days I'm not feeling well I mean I just don't feel that I'm living and I'm losing interest on everything we finished class I spent all day at home studying I don't have friends I don't have anyone to talk and I'm depressed and fritend about the exam just I'm losing my self I'm not me I don't wanna go out cuz there is no one who will spent time with me and I am losing the motivation to do everything like I hate eating I don't have the appetite I hate going to bed cuz I can't sleep and when I fall asleep I have to get up cuz I have to study and I hate that so day to day I'm losing weight
And my family says ''she is sick'' and I'm getting sick and everything bothers me so I thought yikelegnal if I tell you this guy's and thank you so much everyone yihenn Hulu slanebebachu

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07 июня 2023 04:00

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I have a life style which is better for me and like every day I woke up at 11:00 I run ,do some cardio and calisthenics excercise and go to work and working my own business and after that I will go to the gym and workout for 2hrs. So my new gf started to get annoyed and complaining about my life style cuz. So should I change my life style for her ?

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08 июня 2023 04:01

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Ene ena esua just guwadegna nebern gn esua ke hunetawechua endemtwedegn yisemagn neber gn dinget ezaw gibi keminor lij ga guwadegna honech esu yenem guwadegna neber sostachinm guwadegna hunen esu yene ena ye esua gingnunet sidebrew yejemerut neger endale silegebagn erakuwachew gn yane endemwedat gebagn It was hard betam gn kerejim gize buhala digame sinawera endemwedat negerkuwat endeza endematasbegn negragn gn text madreg medewel jemerech and the thing is leju ye wendime mist wendim new ena mawratim kebedegn le makom slemwedat alechalkum so mn timekrugnalachihu le merzemu yikrta le mikrachihu amesegnalehu

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08 июня 2023 04:01

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Hey 19f i want an honest opinion here
ከአንድ አመት በፊት ከባድ ጊዜ ውስጥ ነበርኩ  በቃ ሁሉም ነገር ነበር ያስጠላኝ so bcha  i joined የሆነ የመንፈሳዊ ትምህርት ከዛ (it was hard for me betammm😩)ላቆመውም ነበር ከዛ ግን i endedup being a friend wiz ze teacher ብቻ ሁሉንም abt ma life ነገርኩት በጣም ነበር የገረመው moveon ማረግም አቅቶኝ ነበር 😑ሁሉም ያው ነው እል ነበር ከዛ ግን ዩኒቨርስቲ መጣሁ እና  በስልክ ማውራት ጀመርን  ሳናወራ አናድርም ምናምን Atleast እዛ እያለሁ teacher እለው ነበር እሱንም ተውኩ😛
Finallly  የሆነ ጓደኛ ቢጤ ያዝኩ
Which am nat emotionally connected And  i told him keza በቃ ይመክረኛል ይጠይቀኛል ምናምን (ይሄን ሳይ እኔ ብቻ ነኝ የወደድኩት እላለሁ😥
ብቻ ባለፈው በጣም ሲናፍቀኝ ሄጄ አይቼው ነበር(i  got a lil break) እና simple des mil date kind of ነበረን።አሁን እኔ በተራዬ እመጣለሁ እያለኝ ነው ጥሩ ጊዜ ይኖረናል ከዛ  አብረን እንመለሳለን Wtffff😩😩
Maybe if i give it a try beye i breakup wiz ze boy wediaw cuz yezane nw tnsh yeshetetegn 🙄(wshma mnamn snababal )
Still hulem accept mareg yikebdegnal zat am in love wen i remmeber he is into religious things

But in fact i fall for him hard❤️❤️
What should i do? 🙏

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08 июня 2023 04:01

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Have u ever seen some one closest to u lose everything they have built and u see there pain in their eyes but can't say anything cause u might touch a sensitive matter becha I wish I could fix everything...

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08 июня 2023 04:01

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First time venting… guys is it just me or not, cz whenever i see a girl which i find i’m attracted to.. i go nuts, like i want to talk to her and get close to her and get crazy together right. But then when i start to get to know her and start to get close to her, that flame just goes out slowly and i don’t even consider being with her anymore. Like she just fades away and i don’t like her anymore. Its not just one or two girls, its as a whole.

What should i do?

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08 июня 2023 04:01

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the beauty of Muslim ladies nowadays? They are absolutely beautiful and continue to be attractive and sensual, day after day. Their shape and butt astound me. What is the secret? Their fashion sense and their dressing style make them more gorgeous and every guy's attention is drawn to it. I just have stopped watching another religion girl. But Muslims are quite attractive. I wish Christian females will emulate their dressing style and the way they live or I don't know something must be done.
What are your thoughts guys?

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08 июня 2023 04:01

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Hey,
First time venting. I'm actually kind of person who is free to talk to anyone around me. But now I even don't know how to express my feelings.
Here is the thing there was a guy whom I was in love 5 years ago. You guys can't imagine how in love I was but things didn't went as I expected them to be. His feelings weren't the same as mine. He didn't love me as I loved him. If you know you know the feeling of not being loved back. It hurts as hell.
I was hurted a lot. I told myself that I should start to moveon and let go.
Surprisingly, I'm still obsessed with him after 5 years. We started to talk with the initiation of me. I thought that I moved on but when we started to talk damn I'm still there.
This time I wanted to make things less weird between us so I wanted to keep him by my side and he's helping me with some of stuffs in my life. And I'm expecting him to call me and check on me every fucking time. When he hasn't called I feel down and depressed. It's like the world turns upside down for me. And I can't control my feelings too. My hands are always active to text, my mind also becomes sharp to think about him. I don't want to be the clumsy, inelegant person this time.
If you guys have some tips feel free to share cause your friend right here needs it.

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08 июня 2023 04:00

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Im in love...meselegn ena beka all i could think about is him mnamn ena everytime i see him the world stops moving ena my heart pounds like crazy
Mejemeriya it was zmblo crush neger gn ke gize wede gize eyebase new😭helppp
Demo eko tg lay enaweralen mnamn keza lju yastelagnal andande betam keza demo sayew endegeeennnnaaaaaaa
Ahun lay its suffocating betam
Is love suppose to be suffocating?
When i miss him mnamn lelit መዓት gize new menesaw mnamn beka nefse yechenekal sayew demo dena honalew mnamn
Demo i think he likes me too cuz he stares at me rejm seat keza when we lock eyes he smiles
Sijemer lju set mibal ayaweram lezi aykerbm setochn gn he sent me ❤️😍🥰😘🫶 enezin emojiwoch tadya does that mean he likes me??😭im confused
Ena ahun lay beka the feeling is getting betam intense ena it doesnt feel like zmblo crush i think its something more mn ladrg help me out ebakachu

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07 июня 2023 12:07

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Today is my birthday but somehow i am all alone. Not that there aren't people around. My friends are around but it's like there is no one i would expect a gift from. No one to ask me how i would pass the time. No one i could ask to pass the time with me either.
I guess i was too understanding that i let myself be forgotten. I put everyone first.
Even when writing this i just feel sad for myself but still defend my friends believing they are busy.

But it's a strange right? Not having anyone on this kinda days? Or am i just being sad and lonely and emotional?

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07 июня 2023 04:01

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my advice, genuinely, is to not give a shit.
it gets so much better when you realize, brutally, that nobody gives a shit, or two fucks about your existence or how you feel.

shit, hit the gym, do some shit you wanna actually do instead of trying to fit in with people who don't even provide a tiny bit of benefit for you.
im not saying to push people away, no, im saying to stay the fuck away from people who make you feel like shit.

we all get dealt a bad hand, we all have that moment where we feel like we wanna fucking kill ourselves.
die as many times inside as you wish to be reborn into someone new, but dying outside and physically is some real bullshit.

you are the only one who is able to change the trajectory of your own life, the only one who is able to make shit better.
ask the right questions, get the answers that you need, not want.
don't get into situations where you make questions you can't answer, think about how you got there, maybe sometimes it is your fault.

you live this shit only once, it's a fucking agonizing test of patience, torture, yet the rewards are double.
find a way, no matter what, and keep it pushin.

good luck, wishin you some peace in this wretched hellhole we call earth.

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07 июня 2023 04:01

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"Suicide doesn't take the pain away, it passes it to someone else"

OK well I'm about to double it and give it to the next person

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07 июня 2023 04:01

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Is it wrong to want people to apologize for the wrongs they committed?

Sorry. It's simple isn't it?

When I joined the university i was the most cheerful girl. After four years i don't remember when i laughed from the heart.

I know life is better now but I'm not in peace. I have this rage against everyone who ever did bad to me while i was nothing but caring clueless and innocent 20 year old. I was forced to face the cruel side of human nature.

I don't want anything else just say sorry and acknowledge what you did to me and for how i suffered.

Why can't you see I'm so tired of the cycle. You guys are unwilling to believe i made no error. U just kept smearing dirt over dirt just to make me be the villain. I don't know maybe that would weight easy on your conscience.
Maybe i was too clueless and appeared to genuine for people to doubt its realness. I don't even know what i did wrong for God sake.

The people i respected, the people i ate and studied together the people i was willing to sacrifice many things for...

After a year you acknowledge it only when you needed something from me.

Its fucking sad you know. All i ever wanted was to serve be an asset to other's lives but somehow i am the queen of selfishness.
The worst part of what happened was you didn't let go of it, even when i went through hell to make peace with what went down u just wouldn't drop it.

All i ever wanted, what i still want is just own up to what you did and say sorry. I have already forgotten about it. But you need to drop it too. But u can't right?

I won't blame you. Its not because what you done was easily forgivable, or forgivable at all but i had to make peace with it. I can't just live and spend my time at the University hating you guys and be despiteful

P.s. I'm not talking about just one person.

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07 июня 2023 04:01

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it's not love coz i have loved and it doesn't feel the same

i look for you in every setting. maybe its because you are shy that i was proactive in everything.
i get easily irritated when things don't go my way when its about you.
i didn't care when people say i liked you until it bothered you.
i treasured that small inadvert care you show, i loved only i understood that. now, everyone does too. SAD.
the songs you sent me confuses me. the songs that u play when its just us.
i felt like u had feelings, i enjoyed it.
"be as you are" probably the best line of the year for me. why? maybe because u knew me when i was the most miserable.
you are my lil day dream.
a dream where i can interpret the little things to fit in my big imagination.

My sweet little Day Dream

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07 июня 2023 04:01

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Hey guys its been long since i write on this channel. I just want to let this out bcoz i have noone to share this and i want to you hear me out and give me some comments if u like.Btw am a 22 f 👩‍🏫👩‍🏫student. Ena the thing is recently i start feeling and notice i have become bitter malet befit lay even sew bibeltegn wey beka mnm bifeter tadlew bl nw enji alkenam recently gn beka even landand sewoch metfo ngr hula memegnet jemreayalew beka i feel like some ppl(specific ppl i know) dont deserve happiness weym what they have . Ene manm hogne sayhon beka fair aydelem bye nw yemasbew they put others in miserable lyf but they seem to enjoy all the good things in this world. i know world isnot a fair place beka gn yihe ngr yirebshegnal .and the other thing is beka for some ppl every thing is so easy and for some of us every thing is sooo freaking hard i need to work 3x the others to be good enough or meet the bare minimum and simply accepted by others. i feel like i dont deserve this and envy of others i hate this side of me gn i wanna be honest and work on this toxic trait of mee pls sdb kerto beka yehone yemitekmegnn comment situgn i wanna work on it . Betam yemtelaw sew endhone eyaregegn nw yihe bahriye beka honest honachu kerasachu exprience mnamn share argugn .Thanks

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07 июня 2023 04:00

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I'm so sick of being excluded and never belonging in one place, especially as someone who hates new things and an introvert. So so so so sick of this constant cycle and this constant need to try with shitty people. I've been through like 7 friendship groups and it's so tiring, creating bonds with people that then eventually break. I just want to stay in the same place. Currently in a friendgroup, and I feel so excluded. And I hate the envy I feel of their bonds. There's two girls who seek male validation and it just pisses me off so much. I hate being jealous of petty shit like they are always having a conversation and I can't jump in because I know I'll be excluded. And they have a different group chat on another app that I wasn't invited to join. I hate being alone because then my mind is too messed and I need to be surrounded by people. What can I do?

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