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15 мая 2023 04:00

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I know you are in this channel But i don't know if you read it that much but Incase you do, hear this, your name starts with B and we learn on the same department I wanted to say I am done. you were my first crush and love and I had no crush in my life and you become the first we used to have seamless conversation and lovely, no one was bored but through time I don't know why you do what you do and I couldn't get any explanation for it  and it was a pain in my heart for so long,but I know you don't owe me anything or explanation but at least as friends you should have told me anything if I made a mistake or is it your personal case you start to act that way but I gave up.

officially you have become the first person in my life that hurt me no one has done it like this I always expect betrayal from other people so  when it happens I never feel anything but yours was different I trusted you with all my heart. But I will not complain that much since it is my fault crushing for you and i am sorry if I wasted your time all this long talking to you.

The worst part is that I had only religion,work and school that I am dedicated to until you came in my life and you turned my dark heart in to soft one and I will always thank you for that but now my heart has become full blown stone thanks to you I learn to not expect anything from any other girl in my life 🥹

Anyhow I wish you the best and a happy life. I will pray to God that he makes every wish of you being successful come true even if you broke mine to pieces. And from now one I will cut every communication with you. Don't try to call or text in anyway.

Have a nice life!

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15 мая 2023 04:00

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So In first grading period it's just first day of school in our room I was the only one who don't have friends
And 2 girl approach me they are bff we became bff 1st grading the three of us use to tell everything to each other we even became a group mate most of the time we are vibing I feel like we are going to be bff forever I was wrong in 2nd the girls and boy are separated since it's covid we mix in November that's were I feel left out
They go out everytime with others without me and most of the time I was alone..... No one was on by my side while I was struggling I cried that night knowing I don't have friends anymore it's just like why? I go out every lunch by myself everytime only me eating in the classroom most of them are on canteen I like being alone but the thought of being lonely all the time it made me so sad I can't even ask someone about assignment I had no one that time, one time in science class we had a test and idk what to answer no was sitting next to me and ofc I cheat and got a passing score
I feel guilty it's just hard mo friends at room I wish me and my cousin still a classmate

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15 мая 2023 04:00

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I really need ur help recently i started talking with this guy who has completely different and opposite behaviour than me but i was getting used to it he used to call and we would talk for hours and staff we had different perspectives on how a relationship must be for eg he only calls when he wants even if i call him he won't answer even my text messages he said communication is the key so you know i asked him why he is like that and he said i will only call you when i miss you even if its after 2 or 3 days and that's wasn't okay for me but still i tried to tolerate it so after a lot of effort we went on a date it was great but he left so soon to meet his friend and he said call me when you reach and i did like what he said but he said i can't talk rn and he hang up till then he don't answer my call my text and he didn't call too but i was so worried so i called him and he said he wasn't in a mood so i said oh endza khone its okay mnamn kza he hang up again i waited for him to call again but he didn't so i think i have to move on pls tell me your thoughts

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15 мая 2023 04:00

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To my fav Ex ik it’s been a while we don’t talk anymore but i rhink abt u 24/7 nd i wish u came back cuz i still luv u nd i wish uk that I’ll nvr forget u u are a lot to me nd if u r reading this i still luv u nd idk abt ur feelings even it’s good or bad also if u luv or hate me rn i don’t rlly care stay safe babe ilysm❤️

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15 мая 2023 04:00

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I have Serious question (for girls specifically) whats its like to have sex for the first time? Is it painful? did you bleed alot? did you scream? Please 🙏let me know how u guys felt when you gave your virginity

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15 мая 2023 04:00

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Hi Everyone here goes another...
So my thing is I don't have much connection with people, I mean I do have people in my life am close to and it's great but It doesn't have that "kick" and I'm thinking because its I'm centered around Passion and most people nowadays are soley focused on job, money...not that they're unmportant but I believe social life is not something to be done as a Task. I like conversations, Random meetings, Playing Guitar and listening music, writing poetry and stories and share more than just time. Anyway I rarely have people to do that with and whatever suggestions u have Is much appreciated...my Identity isn't hidden anyone feel free to talk to me
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15 мая 2023 04:00

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Hello guys am 25 M... I'm going through breakup from my 1year relationship wz this girl in my collage... the things is that i'm overthinker those who are will get me easily wht am saying is am breaking down literally the only word that explain my condition.
I feel lost bcz she was my everything know l hv left wz her memories only my brain is about to explode all i do is think about her.
I need someone to talk to (not a rebound )it's just talking to her going for walk with her was my relief when i overthink but now she is gone so i need someone to talk to listen my crazy thoughts.

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15 мая 2023 04:00

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Is life supposed to be this hard?? is this really reality or are we collectively depressed? /genuine question. I badly want to say I can't take it anymore, but I have the privilege of expressing that with my set of hands, eyes, a brain, my phone and my life above everything, and there are many people who don't have those privileges and in wayyy worse situation than me at the same time, and shit could actually get worse, but I'm at MY rock bottom. I'm emotionally and mentally drained. Life isn't giving me any slack. maybe it is, maybe there r more miniscule things I forgot to do or accidentally did that haven't cost me alot yet, or never if I'm that lucky, but it's been feeling that way for the past couple of years. All I ask is just a chance to live, to experience the NOW, just for once, without having to worry about everything; the past, the future or how I walk, what i think, do or speak, without an ounce fear that it'll somehow come back to bite me??But here's the thing, there's also myself on the other hand who doesn't give me any slack. Like saying what what I want to say feels like asking a question I already know the answer of. It makes me feel so guilty, like I'm wasting people's time for no reason. Like I'm at this point where I can't let myself utter words, i torment myself in every way possible for the innocent words that haven't even left my mouth yet or think about the ramifications. But it doesn't end there, like if I accidentally bump into something for example my immediate response is to ask myself what I was thinking about when/before it happened to justify why it happened bc it's not just a silly mistake to me. I see it like a punishment but not for my 'clumsiness' but my thoughts and it's so draining. I'm tired. I'm fucking exhausted. And everything else is moving so fast at the same time, cause life doesn't give more time for confused beings like me time to understand, catch up before something new comes up. I'm not living atp I'm surviving. But I have hope and it surprises me sometimes. I'm so sure I'm going to make it! without losing myself. I know i'll figure it out; l'll solve the enigma that is life, and hopefully I remember the pain enough to come back and share the solution w as many people as I can.


Ps: I'm on antidepressants😊 it helps sm

Also also if you're going through shit, please remember that you're not alone and that pain makes you relatable and understanding. Hopefully that thought gives you some solace like it gives me💜

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14 мая 2023 16:36

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Here is the thing that is troubling me and turning me in to the way of depression and suicidal

I have been in an addiction for 9 years and also i tried many different solutions suggested by my friends and professionals  to be out of this gn it didnt work for me chrash it was getting worse lastly since i love my mother i swear in the name of her to God as "Fetari hoy yhen sus kalakomkugn yemwedatn enaten bemot ntekegn" bye when i said this i thought i will stop as nothing is above loosing my mother gn i cant i get back to the addiction and after 1 month mnamn my MOM get sicked seriously and after staying in the hospital for 4 months she went to her God 😭😭😭 let me conclude it ahun lay things that are in my mind are "ፀፀት , ነፍስ የማጥፋት ወንጀል " every time there is smt that speaks in my ears "እናትህን ገደልካት እኮ" beka i had recognized my self as worthless and someone who shouldn't live anymore ...What is ur opinion on this???

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14 мая 2023 16:34

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I rly want to kill my self but then i remember my lovely mom and mn yahl break endemaregat i use to think she doesn't care about me mnamn gn she truly love me ena bcha she is the reason i keep fighting.it break my heart mn nger lesua alemadrega am not the kid she deserves bcha i love her so much!!!

Happy mother's day

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14 мая 2023 04:01

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F in her early twenties.
This is for females only!!!!!
As a virgin girl(i probably am going to be till i die)..
I want to know, how does it feel having sex, as a girl??..
Just curious here..

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14 мая 2023 04:01

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It's me again, I realized I should've provided more details when someone asked in the comments why I became an asshole lol. So here's the thing, I've known these friends for like a year now, my old friends and I drifted apart so I don't think I can count them as friends anymore so this group was my only friend group these days. The reason I started being kinda rude to them was because I got sick of defending myself all the time. It seems like I'm always coming up with excuses why I don't wanna go out with them anymore or why I didn't pick up when they called and stuff like that. I told them I'm going through some family matter stuff but they still expect me to constantly meet up with them and text and call and all that. I don't like doing those things even when I'm feeling great let alone when I'm going through a hard time but I don't know how to make them understand that. They all happen to be extroverts btw, bc opposites attract and all that lmao, and I don't have as much energy or desire as them to go out or hang out all the time. So lately I've started being brutally honest because I'm sick of making up excuses. So I tell them straight up that I don't wanna go out or meet up often. They're not used to me being this cold so they started getting upset and expecting an apology, but I promised myself long ago that I'll never apologize unless I mean it and am willing to change. And I'm absolutely not willing to change because I like being like this and I'm the happiest I've ever been when I'm avoiding doing things I don't want to do. That's why I cut them off completely. If they're not okay with distance when I'm going through shit then they won't be okay with it when things are back to normal either. So I've decided to end things early (not sure if a year of friendship is considered early tho) because I don't see a future in this friendship. And the person that asked for details in the comments also told me to tell them the truth and for that I say I can't do that because they'll just try to convince me and tell me they'll give me space from now on but I know them and I know they'll be disappointed in me and things won't be the same between us ever again. I'll feel the tension and I can't stand that shit. So yeah I can't tell them. Anyways I know I'm a dick lol

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14 мая 2023 04:01

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Hey guys I am 23M. I was out on a date with this girl that I had class with for the past 2 years. She is a very quiet and intimidating person. I always talked to her. I initiated every small talk we had. Like she is that quiet. And I build up the courage to ask her out this one day and surprisingly she said yes. We met up the date was going fine. And she is a very good listener. I felt like I was talking to a person that was trying to write a discography of me. I felt so good and comfortable. And this is the key part. One conversation led to another and somehow she asked me about what my opinion is about Andrew Tate. I peeped at what she was trying to say and I told her I don't like him. But I agree with some of the things he said. And then she said "Really? How come you don't like him?" And then I said, "Isn't that what you wanted to hear?" And she then said, "I didn't want you to tell me something I want to hear, I wanted you to tell me your honest opinion." Then somehow I was talking about a lot of gender stuff mnamn and she was just there listening to me. And I got comfortable and made some snarky comments about females and how she is different and all that jazz. She didn't smile she didn't even try to make an argument she was just there listening. The date ends and I drove her home we said goodbye. And the moment she was out of the car and into her home she blocked me. I was so shocked she did that after she was so good to me. I was so hurt by it. And I told my sister what happened and she told me that women ask about things that are a deal breaker to them and let you talk freely without showing any type of disagreement to see what you are really like. And I was shocked. The whole time I thought she was listening to me she was observing and scanning me as a person. I felt so dumb. I hear about all this stuff on TikTok, YouTube & stuff. I used to think men like Andrew Tate were actually on our side but they are not. They make it seem like men are these strong creatures but we are not. I couldn't even tell what she was trying to do. I realized I didn't even ask her one question. I blew the date and my whole perspective on things changed. Anyways I am trying to develop as a person thanks to you soliyana. I know you will read this.

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14 мая 2023 04:01

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"Afekrshalew engaba magnetun matatun abren ennurbet shekmshn lakllsh atarkign" ylegnal gn endet lmen man lay yayewt tdar enen yaguaguagn even be ljnete eyayew yadekut le sew tsadik mimeslew abate enaten every night sidebedbat lemegdel siasferarat,be1lbs ke bet siabarrat,balefe hiwetua siweksat,zemedochuan bet aygebum mgb aybelum blo gbi ber sir siasadrachew bcha bzu ngr alfual tadya enate yhe hulu yederesebat fkr fkr bla hlmuan tta esun bememretua dehone yaweku ene endet lben mestet lchal? endet amgne tdar wst lgba I know i can't

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14 мая 2023 04:00

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Selam strate to my point legba uvi temari neg lela uvi metemar leg alech be akal tegenagten anawkem ke jelas new selkuan yagehot call prank senarg ena bezaw mawrat jemeren just endewawelan ken beken be sms, tg chat enaregalen conventionnachen 100%, demstiwa😚 and 100%engbabalen gen photowan lekalgalech bezo gize ena physically 0% new attract metaregeg asteleta mnamen sayhon just beka mokriyalw attracted lemehon gen mnem lemiseman or chatacnen lemiyaneb sew "enat ma destine nacho new milen" ena wede adiss senmeles proper date lemtat tnegagrenal beakal leyat hasaben lekeyer echelalew or kahono negeron lakwartew?

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15 мая 2023 04:00

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Hi ...I just want to put this here ....few hours a ago I just have complete and humiliating emotional break down Infront of my family my dad just ask me...u look real pale when I the last time even go out ...and there I try to hold my self I beat my lips untill they bleed but I couldn't stop it I fall in the ground and i just start crying screaming then crying ...... maybe u asking why right...let me get u back 2 month ago I graduate from university 59 days ago I dumb my bf it will be 55 day today since the last time I left home....yes I was that girl smart and nard ya (I know my grammar is a disaster I am not good at writing English). But I was been telling by everybody specially by her dad she have to study hard keep good grades then he future is bright since she was in kindergarten....and when it finally over ya it isn't what she thinks it is she wasted her whole fucking life for something that doesn't even worth it ......and if you ask me why dumbing ur bf lol I thought u know we don't have a future and can't be together u know like I have a future it is all my fault the fucked up part is he was the only person who truly love me GOD he was like this hot dude who have been dating those beautiful,hot girl after girl who I pretty much wish look like.. when I met him he was all red flags like literally if red flag was a person he would have been him ...I couldn't even believe my eyes when he actually talking to me I know it was a risk but I take it mostly bcz is was hot I know that is basic but u know it is what it is ...long story short with some miracle I don't have anything to call it he fall for me me lol me...I actually say he see who I real am and he love me for that ....he say he love me all my perfectionist and my imperfection ...ya I didn't believe him too but I keep being with him .....do know I never tell him I love him not even once bcz I thought the moment that he knows that the moment he would walk away ...I never once call him first unless he done it ... sometimes I won't even pick up... only bcz I want him to stay...It look I can't write all so there will be part 2 maybe 3

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15 мая 2023 04:00

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Heyy guys i need to vent. So now i'm 3rd year univ student and this shit happened back then when i was in grade 9.

Back then i was just normal girl (more like rly depressed girl) and i rly don't love my life(back then) i was just existing not living a life and even tho i rly hated it i was ok with that. But then suddenly i changed school and uk those phase when u feel u starting a new life and i loved it uk and i got alot of attention from boy (it was the first time that guys gives me attention so i was rly amazed) before that i have a friend and she introduced me to her one of her guy friend. He was a rly nice( he's not at all handsome) but he have a personality of any girl who wants to marry (prince charming) and we were talking as a just friends thing but i rly liked him (note that i just liked him not love him) and then he asked me to be his gf it was my first time to be loved by a guy( no one asked me before ) i was excited so i just said yes but idk why after i said yes many guy wants to be around me and gave me their attention (i'm not gonna lie some part of me liked it ) but even tho i don't love that guy i don't want to cheat on him or smtg else ( he's sweetheart i could never do this to him and i'm not that kind of person either)
But we were not like normal couples like idk maybe girls will understand(when u are in relationship u expect things right maybe it's was my first relationship so i expect alot) but we kept fighting (not rly but our conversation isn't as a couple it's like war between two countrys) and u have to be excited or feel good when u talk to ur bf right but i was feeling fear and rly not talk to my bf more like just friend thing so i don't want to continue this relationship and i told him that. He was rly hurted cuz i was his first love... At that time everyone around us think he was the one who was right and i'm the witch or black cat. I mean i understand i broke his heart but i was not feeling the 'LOVE' between as. I felt like i'm using him i felt i'm the bad guy so i have to end it but everyone think i'm horrorible person.
After like a year even tho i did't heard about him that much i guessed he was healing and it was my turn to be hurted there were guys after him but i always compared them with him so i felt a failure to have or protect the love he had for me. There were unsuccessful relationship after him ... So eventually i gave up on being in relationship and focused on myself. And now i have a small coffee shop and i deliver sweet things and yestredary he called me and told me he wants sweets to be delivered and i know who he was but i was like i don't know u thing and just said ok and he said hey didn't u remember me i'm "his name" and i was like oo hey how are u are u joking around or what he was like oh no this is work and i was like r u sure and then the phone ended i don't know why and then when i called him back he's phone doesn't work.

The truth is i always have been stalking him since the day we broke up like for years and i rly don't want him to contact me cuz when i heard his voice the trauma came back (everybody thought i was the witch and i felt that i was scared to be in other relationship cuz i thought i am black cat who just bring bad luck to a guy i cried for so many days no one understand my side of view. But i'm not blaming them i was not good person back then too i might did it to much like i was like ok when can be in relation now and tommorow I will be like no this relationship would never work i was turning on and off ik it was not good thing to do i understand that after everything pasted but i still don't want to be in situation i was. He helped me alot about loving myself so i will be always thankful for that but still if we even become a friends again i feel like it's just not gonna work )
So this is my story if there is anything u want to say i would love to read it

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15 мая 2023 04:00

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I'm battling with depression. Full war, no one to help me out , struggling by myself. I spent the last months defeated, there wasn't a single day that passed without me having a mental breakdown. I cried myself to sleep every single night , I had major mood swings, I couldn't bring myself out of bed, I was suicidal,......

The tough part is that I don't know what brought me here. Why am I depressed? Is it my neglecting father or the ex that I couldn't get over with? Or maybe it was always there , I didn't recognize it before I guess

I tried to reach out for help, I told my bestie about it, she understood me at some level but I didn't tell her I was suicidal so she didn't give it much attention, I also reached out to my ex nope that didn't help... And then I started facing it I just decided that I won't cry ever again, at least for no reason like I used to. And it worked it's been weeks since I stopped crying, I started working out , read the bible, pray ,....

Thank God I'm doing so much better but I'm still struggling, little things annoy me and I still have the urge to cry for no reason, I struggle to get out of bed ...

I don't have anyone to tell this story of mine so here I'm venting it to strangers, we're all struggling Adele ayzon y'all we got this .

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15 мая 2023 04:00

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Hey my dear suffering, why dont you let me go. Why do you insist on staying. Moving on is getting hard for me.
I imagined things we could have accomlished together. Things we would have taught each other. I imagined futures with you. Little did I know we would have a fight on our first year anniversary and now all i have is memories. God didn't will it i guess. Its tough when God makes your favorite person a painfull lesson. Isnt it funny how the person you once loved the most and did everything for can become your enemy. Ay alem

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15 мая 2023 04:00

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I have been experiencing a series of challenges lately. Despite this, I am trying to maintain a positive outlook and believe that everything happens for a reason. I don't feel sad or depressed, which sometimes makes me wonder if something is wrong with me. However, I believe that God has better plans for me, and this gives me hope.

One of the toughest challenges I am facing is being separated from my closest friends. They are leaving campus for better opportunities, and I am left behind feeling lonely. It's tough to maintain friendships when people are physically separated, but I am determined to keep in touch and support each other.

The second one be that the girl am trying to have a "thing" with has friend zoned me a long time ago and she even tries to fix me up with other girls, so the relationship thing isn't happening any time soon but may be it's for the best ,and the other problems are minor things but they are there to make me miserable.

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15 мая 2023 04:00

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So this is for the people who i feel are under appreciated... the people who gave their time, soul, emotion and their own self to answer to the people on this channel... who thought the people deserved their time and tried to help... gave advice... told jokes to lighten up the mood... gave a piece o themselves to help another who they felt was in need. Yemechachu... hiwot yeknachu... enameseginalen... kebir yestachu... edegu temendegu... gizyachun endesetachu gizewn yestachu... joro atitu... semi atitu... yemechachu becha... ezi lay yetesemawen cheger ayasemachu ayasayachu...
Thank you very much!

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15 мая 2023 04:00

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If there is one thing I learned about love, it is the space that you can give to someone. That each person have their own galaxy, making their own stars shine more brightly.

Imagine there is a parallel world where your earth meets mine halfway, this is when we do all the sweet stuff. Where I try to wake up half an hour earlier than you, just to buy your favorite sweets from  your favorite bakery which is a 15 minutes away. To find you already awake, playing your favorite game being the spoiled girl that you are. Let me do the cooking while you do nothing at all, me tolerating your lazy ass. Let all the dishes and our dirty clothes get piled up. It will learn to wash itself one day. While you do your artsy kind of shit, I will be writing poems about you. A night where you watch your drama, I will watch my horror because you get scared easily. While you are out exploring the outside, I will work from home and try to discover more of what I can do, waiting for your return.

Just us. Being together. While having a different universe.

I don't know if this makes sense to anyone, but it is just merely a concept of two worlds not being one, but rotating around the same sun.

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14 мая 2023 16:36

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አንድ ነገር ልምከርህ bro መቼም ለሴት ልብህን እንዳሰጥ ይህ የእናት እና አባቴ ታሪክ ነው እናት እና አባቴ በትዳር ወደ 25 አመት ሊሆናቸው ነው።ቤታችንን ጨርሰን የገባነው 2013 ነው እና ለፊኒሺንግ ብር አስፈልጎ ሚያቃቸው ሰው አበድሯቸው ነበር ከዛ ደግሞ እናቴ ከሱ ጋር ቺት አደረገች መጀመሪያ ያወቀችው ታናሽ እህቴ ናት እና ደውላ ሰደበችው ከዛ ነገቺኝ እናታችንም ማወቃችንን አውቃ ዝም ብላለች በነገራችን አባቴ እጅግ modern የሆነ አባት ነው የእናቶች ቀን ሲደርስ ለእናታቹ እንኳን አደረሰሽ በሏት እንጂ ብሎ ሚያስታውሰን እሱ ነው even ቡና አፍልቶ ወጥ ሰርቶ ሚጠብቀን ነው ሚስቱን ልጆቹን በአግባቡ የሚነከባከብ ሰው ነበር እናም ከcheating አላመለጠም so ወደ ትዳር ምገቡ ወንዶች ሚስትህ ትቶ በ አመት 20 አመት ቆይታቹም ለትክድህ ትችላለች ይሄንንም consider አርገህ ግባበት አመሰግናለው 👍👍

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14 мая 2023 16:34

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20 F, I know this vent is gonna sound incredibly ungrateful but I have to get it off my chest. It's mothers day as I type this and I just texted my mom happy mothers day and sent her some money. It got me thinking about our relationship and I decided to vent about it here and get other people's perspectives on it since I've never told a soul about any of this. Hopefully it doesn't end up sounding like an AITA subreddit post lmfao.

My parents are not strict, but in a different way. My dad's the 'I don't care' kind of chill, and my mom is the 'its your own life' kind of chill. She gives me the freedom to do whatever I want bc she trusts me and knows I can look out for myself. No curfews, no rules about my appearance (tattoos, piercings, hair color), who I choose to hang out with.. basically I've been making my own decisions since I was a child. And I know some people would kill for that, and my friends tell me they wish my mom was their mom.. but I actually want her to BE my mother sometimes. I want her to guide me and step up when things get tough like a parent is supposed to. I know I'm her only friend, but I don't need her as a friend I need her as a parent. Being her friend is a burden I didn't ask for. Not sure if I'm making any sense here. This is just really hard to admit bc it took me a long time to accept, but as much as I love her I don't think parents should treat their children like their therapists. I'm glad she has me to confide in but sometimes it got too overwhelming especially when I was little. The things I've heard at a young age.. let's just say I was not ready for all that.

I know life hasn't been kind to her and that she has no one else to complain to. But as selfish as this sounds sometimes I want her to listen to my problems too. I may be young but I struggle too, life hasn't been that kind to me either, and she's the only person I try to open up to but she refuses to acknowledge my problems or she just compares them to hers. And of course our problems are not comparable because I've barely lived yet compared to her. She's forty years older than me for Christ sake she's been through a lot, more than anyone my age can understand. My struggles must sound ridiculous to her so understandably she doesn't wanna hear any of it, but that's okay I guess. She's not my therapist either. I don't really need an emotional support anymore like I did when I was teenager anyway. But it seems like all we ever talk about is how she's so sick of everything, and Idk how to say this without sounding like an asshole but sometimes I wish she'd stop telling me these things. I worry too much already without her giving me more reasons to. I think about death too much already without her constantly reminding me that it would be a relief to die.

Have any of you ever heard your parent say that they want to die? If you did, then you know exactly how it feels. How it feels when you try so hard to become a reason for them to want to live but you fail constantly. You're not enough you never was. You can't help. This person that gave life to you wants to die and you can't do anything about it. I got a part time job just to help her out with money but that's not enough either. I had a dream last night where she died and someone tried to comfort me and I looked at them blankly and said don't worry this is what she always wanted. I've been thinking about it all day. Is that how I would really react if she died? How fucked up would that be? And I love her I really do, and if I could solve all of her problems I would, I'd give up my own happiness if it would help her, but that's just not possible. I can't help her in any way, lord knows I've tried. If you ever become a parent please don't treat your child this way. They'll have their own problems that'll fuck them up soon enough so please don't add yours onto their shoulders too. Anyways feel free to come at me in the comments, I know I'm a piece of shit lol

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14 мая 2023 04:01

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I never thought i would send this kind of vent but listen up short dudes.

From any of you short dudes out there, do u want to date a tall girl with short dudes fever? I'm here asking if anyone who wants that contact me😭

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14 мая 2023 04:01

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Hey everyone..so i was following up this channel lately and what i read most is sad r/nship stories..wow..many of us go through same situations. So here's mine to all those who might learn something from it.
It all started when i was reading በጣም አቀርቅሬ and i didn't even hear the slightest ኮቴ አጠገቤ እስኪደርስ፤ምን ሹክ ብሎኝ ቀና እንዳልኩ ራሱ እስካሁን ይገርመኛል ግን out of no reason ቀና ስል ቀጥታ ያረፍኩት አይኖቹ ላይ ነበር..then ትንሽ ተፋጠን መልሼ አቀረቀርኩ።ከዛ ልወጣ ስል ሲያየኝ በውስጤ "ምናባክ ታፈጣለህ" ስል አስታውሳለሁ።that marked our beginning!በኃላ ላይ እንዴት አወቅኩት ብዬ ሳስብ ነው እንጂ መጀመሪያ እንደማንኛውም ሰው መስሎኝ ነበር።በቃ ምን አለፋችሁ my life turned into a korean movie series!!like ሁሉም ሴቶች የሚወዱት ቆንጆና ሀብታም ወንድ ሰው notice እንኳን አርጓት የማያቃትን ሴት እንደሚወዳት አይነት።i always find him 4 or 5 steps away..before he even said hi በድርጊት ነበር የምንግባባው።Yes actions do speak LOUD!በቃ when a guy tries to approach because he is interested in you አለ a..ደስ የሚል ስሜት ይሰማል!his actions we're so innocent እና መውደዴ እንዳይታወቅብኝ ብሎ የሚያፍርና የሚደባብቅ አይነት አደለም so everyone ነቃ that there was something going on between us..he didn't have many friends at school and i'd always see him alone so ሳየው ያሳዝነኝ ነበር ምናምን..ብቻ ነገሩን ሳሳጥረው ወደድኩት..ዛሬ ለመጨረሻ ጊዜ ካገኘሁት ሰአት ጀምሮ ነገ እስከማይበት ሰአት ያለው ጊዜ was a time pass for me..not a regular የሚያመልጥ ጊዜ።we drew the attention of many people and everyone who knew me በውስጠ ታዋቂነት ሊያወራኝ የሚፈልገው ስለሱ ነበር..ሰው መቼስ ማንሳት መጣል ያቅበት የለ በኃላ ላይ ያስጠላኋቸው ሰዎች ራሱ ቀርበውኝ ነበር።ነገር መበላሸት የጀመረው የአባቴ የቅርብ ጓደኘው በተኛበት አልጋ ቤት ሞቶ የተገኘ ጊዜ ነበር።he meant so much to me since i knew him when i was a kid እና አዘንኩ።my crushም የሚያመልጠኝና ነገ የማላገኘው ነበር የመሰለኝ..and i rushed everything after that..assuming things on my head..በጣም አይንአውጣም እንዳልሆን እየፈራው የኔ ስስትና የሱ እርጋታ እኩል ሊሄድ አልቻለም።ተበለሻሸ!
በሂደት ብዙ ነገሮች ተፈጠሩና Boom 🌋ሌላ ሰው ጋር ሆኖ እርፍ!!oh God the word hurt is not even appropriate to describe the pain i felt watching it all happen.አለቀስኩ አለቀስኩ and tried many ways to stop my self from calling him,go to him and not to assume he might be thinking about me.i walked with a heavy heart and eyes full of tears that doesn't roll down.የትምህርት ወጤቴ ማሽቆልቆል የካሮትን እድገት ያስንቅ ነበር።የሚኮርጁትን ሳይ የምናደደው ልጅ እኔ ብሼ አረፍኩት..አትፍረድ አደል ሚባለው።it seriously took me a lot to detach from those terrible feelings.ግን i never got the chance to thank him for opening my eyes to see how the world works,he dragged me out of my fantasies,i met incredible peoples that am ever grateful for,even if i still don't figure out what i want from a man i surely know what i don't!,i saw true faces of manny people,i learned so much lesson,am not the girl i used to be,am more extrovert ጭራሽ መካሪ ሆኛለሁ..but..the one thing am so grateful is that I'll be able to save my daughter cause i can notice the many signs i went through.I'll be her best friend she ever had and i won't let her repeat my mistakes! I wish he said sorry for hurting me that much cause my intentions were pure.but i forgave him in silence.i perfer to blame my self than to him.he tried to approach me after all that tho i didn't let that happen.i didn't wanna move in circle for my self.now he's someone i used to know.so i say it's OKAY to fall for someone you think is good for you but when things become clear as day that the two of are not going to work out just move on..do the things that develops you and that you wish to do before life is over.if you don't have any idea search on the internet..give your self & your parents a priority and stand on your own feets..and dont stress ነገር ሁሉ ለበጎ ነው።

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14 мая 2023 04:01

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So I actually I'm so tired asf I can't take it anymore I'm tired at everything I just need some where I can just live freely I can do whatever I want I don't like this pressure I hate it I hate everything I just want to look at beautiful places idk I just i can't take it anymore I'm fucking hate this I just wanna cry

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14 мая 2023 04:01

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Ye ahun setoch yemifelgut birr yalew wend new they don't care about silante, tiru brain yinurih , handsome bithone ,postive person bitihon these things lenesu bullshit new unless birr eskeleleh ,ezi dereja dersenal and miyastela askeyami tikur achir wend birr kalew yiletefubetal ,aniweshahsh hulachum setoch ..lezi new single dudes yebezanew
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14 мая 2023 04:01

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Well I never had feelings I mean not that I remember if I always end up creating my own feelings like I just act like am feeling it and it’s not some simple act i give myself emotions and in the middle of it I realize it’s all a lie and I end up breaking down about it
It’s like I know pain I feel pain I feel good when I cry bz that part of my life is real and rn I lost that too and I don’t think I cry fr nowadays
I don’t want to be dead inside anymore Idk what to do am kinda tired about everything bz of it nothing makes sense anymore sometimes I snap out of my world to reality and am standing in the middle of the road confused why am doing it or where am even going
Ufff it’s boring too I kinda need saving tbh 😂

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14 мая 2023 04:00

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So here's the thing I'm 21F a medicine student and long story short I met this swedish millionaire guy I mean he is filthy rich and he travells a lot and he was in ethiopia too and I met him in person and he wants to marry me, meet my parents stuff and said we'd travell together n stuff like he's so into me but the problem is he's too old like he would be a sugar daddy ena I haven't done anything yet sometimes I feel disguested by the thought of it but then again sometimes I feel like why not use my beauty for something so life changing like this I mean if I marry him my life would be so fabulous I'd be travelling which is my dream, be treated like a queen and just live a rich life. And tbh I live a good life here too my dad does really well, rich in ethiopian standards but I want a millionaire life style like the one in a private yacht and lavish things like that so I guess I will take the easy road.

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