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Final day of school. My roommates and I have packed up. I am sitting on my bed, suitcases and loose bags on the ground. My roommate is going crazy she is trying to do everything at once, running up and down. We weren't close but I will miss her. I will miss coming dorm late and the way she would ask were I was. I will miss her.

I will miss my other roommate too. We went out and ate donuts today. We haven't really done anything together but this felt surreal. The donut was amazing so was our conversation.

I hate the fact our last day is going painfully well. I wanted it to be just another random day but they are making it hard for me. It is so painful, so beautiful, so real what I am feeling right now.

I then think about the boy who talked to me yesterday. I think about how he smiled when I looked at him.

Earth to me, back to my room. I still sit here, listening to the soft chatter, and occasional yelling over the phone.

Maybe I should call that boy..

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I am 35 M have wife and kids. But am uhnappy wz my marriage... One day i met this girl we hang out mnamn and i like her... But as days go by i am falling for her like for real. Betam new yemwedat ena ke bet yatahutn selam ena fkr kesua new yemagegnew... Fkr asyazechign beka now it has been more than a year.. Ena is it even possible to love other girl that your wife? Ahun ahunma misten tche hula lagebat eyasebku new... What do advice me??

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Hey 18m know iam in a tight spot let me tell u why i was freash uv student last 3 month and i start a r/ship which is so fast but the problem us not the r/ship i was like really studying to get grade 3 mnamen like mulu leleit keza kenun mule and gemetu what happen🥺 i failed man how🤷eskahun algebahim i tried eko edele erasu fetwan azorech 😂 and i have to readd that means like ketay amet kendegena ke freshoch ga megebat imagine i got a gf and she will be like 2 year and ene ezi freash kendegena 😂 and my mother is supportive in all things but ma dad🤦
Esty ende agatemochu kenebr yehone ngr beluhi😏tnx for listening 🙌

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i thought love was real. that was until i met her. for some people love is just a partnership that last till one gets what they want. that was her case. to bad i fell for her and she was my first love. the first time ever i felt wanted and loved. it was nice for a while cause she said she loved me too. at the time i was just blinded by this thing called love and not realize i was being used. day by day she started distancing her self, complain about the silliest things, shout at me and stuff like that. when i realized what was going on she lied and said we need to break up because of religion( i an orthodox and she a protestant). i knew that wasn't the problem but didn't say a word at the time. just being curious i asked her why after about a month and she said i was childish. it's been almost two years since then and am here with trust issues cause i tried to be in a relationship after that and ended up with a heart break every damn time. now i believe love is just a word used to fantasize feelings that don't make sense. its like a sugarcane u chew on it untill the sweetness is gone and throw it out like it some trash.

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Ladies this is a question rather than a vent so yeah :) so what do y’all think the most attractive thing a man can do

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so today fetena kebdogn I got so emotional mnamn ena I even thought I was in love😂. I don't think I am in touch with my feelings. so I am always surprised by how I act but I think I act subconciously to protect myself or to make myself feel better. and its not that I am causing troubles everywhere mnamn no one knows I am struggling. I struggled with so much since childhood but I am really good at covering it up so no one has ever known and I prefer it to stay that way because people rarely value other people's feelings. and I get it everybody is living there own lives they shouldnt care about my feelings. so the problem is I got so emotional that I cried, watched porn( usually do that when I am not in a good mood) and was blasting my ears with a song. the thing here is I want this relying on porn thing to stop its a really risky thing to do and I don't want to damage myself.Please God make it stop I know its my fault for not controlling myself but please please make it stop God please. this pain, all this emotions all this things that are making me feel horrible and making me do bad things please just make it stop. I miss my innocence.
Anyone who has been able to quit porn pls help🙏

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I'm M 20.... I had been with zis girl began in high school(she was my whole thing at z time) for like 3 years.....for those whole years i loved n respected her bcha z things sew siwed misexewn hule malet ychala....we were best couple in z school and well-known by z students then after a year mnamn she got zis Ex things n i suggest her like a friend hula(i don't want shady things)......z Ex was so jealousy n he tried convince her to came to him bcha alot things were happened and our relationship didn't work out....she was like my first and we didn't go farther than kiss(best thing in ma life)......now I'm at end of 3rd year technology stud.. mnamn for long time i didn't feel to start r/ship until 3 months ago.....she was ma classmate then she asked me to help her with study stuff i attracted to her she's cute,lovely n pure but ma feeling was not that i was expected so i didn't go farther......after that ma best friend of friend saw ma pic and said that(I'll be her husband in z future) bcha behone mknyat we start to talk like couple ......OMG she is so lovely and cute(z way she talk,laugh) beka she was in to me......but when i realized that i can't give my whole time to her(there were distance b/n us) i didn't want to ruin the sweetness of our relationship so i told her that it wouldn't go well then she said ok beka.......n after those things happened sometimes i needed attention(most of humanity problem) but really don't want to dive into r/ship at zis time why is that happening.......is that only me??.....or i just want friend to talk with......I'm confused‽‽

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Hi, I am currently 22 about to be 23 and lonely. I always feel so lonely and for some reason I don’t have what girls want. I try to be funny. I try to workout. Work on myself and yes Ik it’s trying to hard but at some point, you have to try. Never been in a relationship. Never been intimate and for some reason ppl seem to catch on just by hanging out with me a couple of days, I always blamed my looks or my height but I never know what it is. Financially I am ok, and only so far the girls I have met just seem to ask me for money after a date.
And I know it’s crazy being depressed over a girl but damn sometimes it just feels lonely. Any suggestions.

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Hi 22f here we have been dating with my boyfriend for almost a year before things get boring and I let him go then we sometimes go out for drinks and casual sex after that now i am pregnant with his child am far to long to get you know so I let him know at first he was excited even with all our problems he ask me to marry him we can start our own life he planned the life we can have together and stuff I wasn’t expecting that but I was happy then after 2 more months he is acting like he is not sure and he started distancing himself now we don’t even talk I am confused am I day dreaming or can this really be the end to this relationship

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I wanted to ask everybody who's deconstructing to share their religious trauma. it doesn't matter if you still consider yourself a believer or not or whatever religion you're deconstructing I just want you to share as much as you can.
and for those of you religious lads who are going to get into a hissy fit because of this, I want you to take a step back and wonder if it's really your place to police people's experiences somewhere where they're trying to share them.

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i am thinking about ghosting this guy i am talking to. it isnt bc he is bad at something or anything but i feel like i need to cut ties. does it feel bad to ghost a person, and the person u r ghosted does it hurt?

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Do we ever get to meet people without social media? I've stayed away from almost all social media for years, all It feels now is as if I'm invisible, women find it rather odd when I talk to them in person, I'm not weird or anything, it's just that the world has changed so much that I feel like I can't keep up with it. How do y'all meet people without SM?

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hey guys so we contacted my cousin in Spain( who knows my bf since he was little and is willing help us) he said that it will be easy for me to go there since I have spainish citizenship but not for him unless we have a document that proves our relationship has been for more than a year and/or that we lived together for some time which we don't have and not to mention we still are teenagers and I'm afraid they might not take us seriously if this doesn't work I don't know what we will do can't think of another country that will accept a bunch of foreign teenagers just like that so I guess spain is our only hope.

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Hey, so I have been studying for my finals. Logic and critical thinking if you have heard of it. It is great the subject matter is suberb.

Look at what I did I just said the same thing twice without giving any evidence to why it is great. It is called fallacy of begging the question or otherwise going in a circle.

Well, the way we talk is the way we think. This course is helping me see how flawed my analytic capacity was. It made it clear that book smart people aren't the most articulate people. In general University is proving to be a place of learning and growing.

My roommate said and I quote " esum timhrt hono yitenal." I was furious but just packed my stuff and left. I understand school might not be your thing and you think studying makes you ፋራ but what is with the negatively laden judgment. How can u still operate on a highschool level? That is her part to figure out.

Again a bit random, but have you ever gone thru a person's profile pictures and constructed an identity about them? Because I have a lot especially when I was younger. Call it over thinking or what you will but I always felt like people left clues here and there, and I liked picking them up. Whenever I put something on my profile I feel like I put an actual piece of me out there. Funny right?

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Hey guys, it's my first time venting here. Am 23 and my bf is 28. It's been 1 year nd 5 month since we started dating. He's my first. When we first started dating I told him that I need constant reassurance, I need to spend quality time , am insecure nd all. He used to act that way for a while but not anymore his Instagram following is full of girls nd he's in their likes fyi he told me he don't like the way I dress nd he likes a girls pic who dresses like that And I overthink like crazy it's costing me my peace. He still has his ex's pic on his phone. Nd I did communicate most of it nd no change. I feel like he's still with me coz he doesn't wanna hurt my feeling since he prefers to hurt that hurting others. Am Soo confused Am thinking about ending things or should I wait?

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በዚኽ  ቻናል ላይ ልዩ ልዩ ይዘት ያላቸውን ጽሑፎችን ባነብም አብዛኛውን እንደተመለከትኩት ግን ስለ Sex ነው። አሁን አሁንማ Six የሚል ጽሑፍንም ስመለከት Sex ብዬ አልፈዋለው። ኸረ ለመሆኑ ዘመኔን እንዲኽ Sexሰኛ እና Sexአም ያደረገው ነገር ምንድነው ? ወጣት እንደመሆናችን ከሩካቤ ጋር ተያይዞ ያለብን ፈተና እጅግ ከባድ ነው። በደጉ ጊዜ አያት ቅድመ አያቶቻችን ይኽን ፈተና ይረዱት ስለነበር ልጆቻቸው በፍትወት ተቃጥለው ዘማዊያን እንዳይሆኑ ሲሉ ከእርሻ መሬታቸው ላይ ቀንሰው አነስተኛን ጎጆ ቀልሰው ልጆቻቸውን በጊዜ የመዳር ልማድ ነበራቸው። አንዳንድ ጊዜም ፍትወትን ያነሳሳሉ ብለው ከሚያስቧቸው ምግቦች እየቀነሱ አንዳንዴም እየከለከሉ እንዲኽ ካለ ፈተና ይጠብቋቸው ነበር። ይኸው እዚኽ ደርስን አባቶቻችን ከፍለው የሚሰጡን የእርሻ መሬት ጠፍቶ የፖለቲካው ርዕዮተ ዐለም ተምረህ ስራ እንድታጣ ስራ ብታገኝም በሰው ሰራሽ የኑሮ ውድነት ምክንያት ቤተሰብ ለመመስረት አይደለም ለራስህ በቂ ያልሆነን ገንዘብ እንድታገኝ አድርጎ ትዳርን ይዘኽ ቤተሰብ መስርተኽ ከዚኽ ፈተና የመጠበቅ ዕድልኽን ስላጠበበው ወንዱ ጭኑ ስር በአንጠለጠላት አንዲት የክብሪት እንጨት (አንተ ልበለው እንዴ . . ) ሴቷም ብሽሽቷ ስር በታቀፈችው ረመጥ በመለኳኮስ እየነደዱ ሀገር ተቃጠለች። አእምሮኽ ላይ የሚፈጠርን ወሲባዊ ምስል በጸሎት ከመቃወም ይልቅ ወደታች እያወረድነውና ምራቃችንን እየዋጥን ሌላ ምስልን እየጨመርን የልብ ምታችን ፍጥነት እንዲያይል በማድረግና በድጋሜ ሌላ ምስል በመጨመር ወራጅ የነበረውን አካላችንን ቋሚ ተሳፋሪ በማድረግ ለእርሻ ወደ ደብረ ሲና ዋሻ ቁልቁል እንጓዛለን። በተመሳሳይ መልኩም ምስልን በምስል ላይ እያከሉ የተጓዙና የተሳፋሪን መምጣት የሚጠብቁ የሲና ዋሻ ባለአባቶች ከቆላ የሚመጣን አራሽ ተሳፋሪን ይጠባበቃሉ። እንግዲኽ ሁለት ቆለኞች ናቸው ሀገር ምድሩን እያወኩት መዓት የሚያመጡት። ወንድሞቼ እህቶቼ እኔ እየፈረድኩባችኹ አይደለም በተመሳሳይ ዕድሜ ላይ ያለው ወንድማችኹ ስለሆንኩ ፈተናችኹን በእጅጉ እረዳዋለው። ነገር ግን መክበር ክብርን እንደመጣል ቀላል አይደለም። መክበር ክብርን እንደመጣል የቅፅበት አይደለም። መክበር ክብርን እንደመጣል የሥጋ አይደለም። አዎን ፈተናው ከባድ ነው ለመክበር ማለፍ የግድ ነው። አልፎ ለመክበር መታገስ የግድ ነው። ማሰሪያውም ጸሎት ነው።  እንደ ሀገር ያሉብንን ችግሮች ገዝተንና ረግጠን ድል ልናደርጋቸው የምንችለው አስቀድመን ራሳችንን ከዝሙት ስንገዛ ነው። ለሥጋ ፈቃድ መገዛታችን ስላየለ አይደለም ለሥጋውያን ተላልፈን የተሰጠነው ? መንፈሳዊያኑ ይገለጡ ዘንድ መንፈሳዊያን እንሁን። ለሥጋ ብንወድቅ እንኳ በንስሐ እንነሳ። መውደቅ ዐዲስ አይደለም በንስሐ አለመመለስ ግን ዐዲስነት አለመሻት ነው። እልፍ ጊዜ ብንወድቅ እልፍ ጊዜ ለመታደስ እንነሳ ዳግም ከመውደቅም እንጠንቀቅ። ብዙ አይጠበቅብንም ትንሽ ጸሎት ትንሽ ጥንቃቄ ትንሽ ጥረት ብቻ። እግዚአብሔር እኔንም እናንተንም ይርዳን። በእሱም ፊት በቅዱሳኑም ፊት ከመዋረድ ያድነን። ተስፋ አለን ! ዘማውያን ሆነን ግን በዚኹ ከቀጠልን የሚመጣው ካለፈው የከፋ ይሆናልና ይኽን የምታነበው ሰው ራስኽን አድን። እንደምወዳችኹ እግዚአብሔር ያውቃል። መዋደዳችን በቃል ብቻ አይሁን !! መልካም ቀን። እንዳይበዛና በአድሚኖች ውድቅ እንዳይሆን በሰቀቀን በአጭሩ ጻፍኩ። አድሚን ከዚኽ ቀደም ውድቅ እንዳደረክብኝ ይኽንንም ብትጥልብኝ ዐዲስ አበባ አፍንጫ ስር ሰውን እያገተ ገንዘብ ከሚዘርፈው ሸኔ ለይቼ አላይኽም።

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Don't even think about skipping it!!

As usual you stayed late last night, didn't you? and you were doing nothing that important. Sometimes you do movies other times, you go on a night adventure with your books and when you needed a break you pick your phone and check your telegram if there are any interesting texts when there are infact 10 texts you haven't even replied to.
Yes that's you!
Then you tell your self you need to sleep because your eyes are getting weak and you don't want the sun rises on you even though you know well you got nothing interesting to do the next morning.

The next morning you wake up, You check your telegram again, scroll through vents and see some people struggling really hard and thought your life is so easy and blessed then you go to your Instagram, view those endless reels your friends send you. Then you go through people's story. And there you are reminded that some are married , some people you grow up with are abroad, some are celebrating their birthday at some beach in Europe, others are running a good buisness of their own, some are international models and there you are lying on your back on your bed wondering what you are going to do for the day and the rest of the week because it's summer and you can no more hide in your school or campus.

You wake up angry, do your chores and in the Middle of the day you got a call from your friends and you know they're gonna ask you to go out or something.But you just see it ring until it goes off because you have no energy of showering, changing and socializing. Or else you're broke and you're not in the mood of asking your middle class family folks for money whom you see struggling with bills at the end of each month and who you have to ask 100 of times to pay for the wifi before it goes off.
Yes that's also you!

You know well that you're pretty talented, you know you can do better than many around you and yet you're stuck and everyone around seems to transform in to something better.You're happy that's happening to them and wonder when's your turn. You care about people, you give people the help they need and all the advice even if you're feeling low and need help your self, you still seem happy in your life but you think there's this void you want to fill.You have everything others look from their opposite sex but look at your single ass.No offense but the only song that relates to you is the friends theme song ( so no one told you life was gonna be this way? You're job's a joke , you're broke, your love life's DOA and it's like you're always stuck in second gear bla bla..) ( don't be mad tho).

And since you came this far reading, let me say this to you and end my long ass story.There's a word called serendipity and the Merriam Webster defines it as the gift of finding valuable or agreeable things not looked for.You can read more about it And the point I want to make is that your time will come, your chance and your time will meet. Just keep going on your battles no body sees , keep running the races no one sees the tracks, and we both know your inner self tells you , you can do better than this. Believe it. Your gut never lies.
And lastly I want to tell you that you're not alone.
We all have been and are there.🥰

( From a dude at the back seat of a bus making his way back to his home from college for a summer break)

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I am 20m and university freshman temari negn ena ye first semister result eyayn neber ena hulum miyastelu eyhonu new andu andun yakaksal beye sasb eybase meta ena yanbebkut ena teyakew seseraw yenbregn confidence wetetu simeta yet endegeba alakm becha hulum negeru astelagn ena mnew balgebahu endel new yasbalegn miastela debert wust new yegbahut cuz yhe wutete demo lektay ye uni koytawoche base new chershe wedbet lemhed gauaguche yenbrkut lj ahun esunm telahut.
mnalbat lene mihon advice kalachu share argugn.🙏🙏

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I'm a 25 Male, and the thing is, there is a girl older than me. 27 years old, and i love her. She loves me so much.
What did you think about this age difference guys.
Thank you

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i can feel my heart cracking up to shatter into pieces. I'm not being dramatic but i dont know the fault in being a romantic fool. I loved and i loved with all my heart. what did i do wrong.? how come he's so indifferent . I used to laugh when people talk about heart breaks ... i shoooo it off saying "fall inlove again" or "leave him, he doesnt deserve you". I even apologized for something i dont even know i did. i practically begged. I loved and i got hurt. but hating him makes me so tired , being disappointed in him is wearing me out. so, here I am telling complete strangers that i'm letting go. i'm not saying "i give up" because it wasnt anything that could change however amount of effort i put in. so i'm letting go. i wish you happiness and all the success in your life and although i'm not at that point yet i dont and never will like you, but i don't hate you any more . i'm letting go yene fogari

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It's always the small signs that reminds of the time
where we were cut deep
Bleed deep
Hurt deep

Like a broken switch, my emotions turning on and off with out my will, little reason, no proof

A swinging rope, cut into half, tied agian but shorter than before
Then again, then again
Until there was nothing to tie, nothing to fix, nothing to hold

Drowning in doubt with a self, constantly spinning around, not knowing which is which
Who am I? What do I want? What do I like?
Questions that have answers but changing every here and now, for no reason at all

Haven't I already formed an identity or is it just I can't ever. Is it just phase or a whole life span? Is it beating or has it stopped? Is there a pulse, any signal of hope
Should I wait or should I .... not?

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We built a town on a shaky ground. It has collapsed years ago. There's no reason for me to hold on to our memories anymore. I'm gonna let you go.

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Hello my good people out here. For those of you having a hard time just remember 'BEER IS ALWAYS CHEAPER THAN THERAPY'. Instead of going to bad therapists, call your friend and have few beers and see the magic happen. Beer🍺 is just water plus good 😊. Tried it and worked💯!
Peace ✌️

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Its been a while.......Six years ago, when I was 17 years old, I fell in love with a girl who was my everything. We spent three wonderful months together, but due to my immaturity, I made a mistake and we broke up. Since then, I have been with a few other girls and have had many feelings with them, even staying with some for more than a year and celebrating anniversaries. However, deep down, I can't stop thinking about her.

Over the past four years, I have only met her twice, but every time I see her, all the memories come flooding back and I am consumed by thoughts of her. I even have a folder of her photos that I look at frequently, and I find myself thinking about her all day long. Despite being with other girls, I still love her and can't seem to move on from her.

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this is my thoughts at their rawest form so forgive the lack of refinement.
for the past several years my life was plagued with inner conflict. I've gotten as close to yeeting myself off a building as I could ever possibly could, and it was all because of a goddamn boy.
I wouldn't even know where to start if you ask me to describe him. I could write sonnets about his eyes. I could speak about him for hours and I'd barely scratch the surface of who he is and how much I love him. every time I lay my hands on him feels so right, yet it isn't. I know it isn't. you don't have to write a paragraph preaching to me what's wrong and how to fix it because I don't want to know. I've already had my talk with God, and I've told him that I'm tired of asking Him to take this away from me. I've prayed and fasted and punished myself and I've tried everything I could without putting myself in danger, and He did nothing. the only thing I've gotten out of it is pain, guilt and self-hatred. so from here on out, I've set myself free. I'm tired of fighting and I'm tired of pain and I don't care what the consequences will be, but all I fucking know is that he's worth it.
it's the most terrifying thing to stare at what you've been told will happen to you if you live the way you've always felt is truthful and say "it's fucking worth it". it breaks the whole structure because hell is supposed to be the worst conceivable thing that can possibly happen to you and you simple realizing to yourself that there is nothing that will come that will make you regret the love you have is the scariest thing ever because of how free you suddenly are. the conflict within you has been settled and one side has won. you have understood that there's nothing that can change the feeling that this is the purest, rawest thing you can ever experience. no matter how much you tell yourself that it is wrong the core of your being is yelling at you saying IT'S GODDAMN RIGHT and at this point you just give in and let it take over you. this is what life is all about.
maybe one day we'll be safe to live our lives and love as truthfully as we want to. maybe one day we won't be terrified of being beaten to death by a mob of fanatics driven crazy by the cult that raised them. but until them we'll simply lurk in the shadows and behind closed doors I guess.

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Kindly Scroll if u r a teen pls😊😊

This might be the first time when am writing a vent actually needing help / relatablility. So if u relate to the vent pls share ur ideas i wanna know am not the only one 😁

So lately I've been thinking abt leading a simple life. Simple life in what sense u may ask a life of no or less desires maletm a life with no husband ( i enjoy and like guys tho🤧) , no kids, no luxury. Just a life with basic needs like simple food, non fancy clothes and roof over the head but the main things being social interaction with like minded people and serving the community for free ( or for the basic needs )
We all are suffering, being depressed, anxious, suicidal and all bcz we have endless desires that we have to fulfill most of them which are set by the society as a definition of success. What if i genuinely don't want them? Like the best kind of life for me is being with a community of selfless ppl serving orphans, living with them, eating what they eat, and giving them my all for free i just want my basic needs i don't want to work hard for this damn life.

Don't get me wrong am not saying money, kids, hubbys are evil endewm i believe if u r blessed with the right person and healthy children and a life in which u atleast don't suffer economically then des ylal infact i am traditional and if i ever get married i want to be a housewife and raise my 7 kids 😂 waiting for hubby being preety, cooking and all. But i don't think it's necessary to have these things to be happy in life.


And while i told this to my parents father understood my logic and was explaining to mom ( even tho he was saying it's a path of lazy ppl and failures ) on behalf of me while she was saying yhen hula invest yarekut lezi new tadya 😂😂

So is there anyone here who relates to this who actually thinks external things aren't necessary for ultimate happiness and infact their desire add to human suffering? And who actually wants to lead a simple life just free of luxury, spouses, kids and all,

Is it being lazy?

Am i being delusional?

Is it my age?

Doesn't my new path fullfil my voids as a human?

Will i regret

Idk esp after my father said it's a path of failures and am thinking like this bcz recently I've not been going out and am being a bit of a philosopher 😏 ሀሞቴ ትንሽ ፈሰሰ ( he's always correct ena azenku but idk if he is this time 😢)

I still work so hard ( med student😂), go out on dates and talk wz guys , invest on my beauty, health and work on self development like no other, but is it worth it and necessary 😢

Beka i want to live simple and enjoy serving the community with ppl who have the same mentality like me sharing love ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️


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