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Wassap ma people..... I sound fine when I mashkualet ma people mnamn eyalku😂....I am fine tho ... Who is this days lanagaru🤔, any who... It's more of like a suggestion for my bros/sisters out there who might need this maybe 1 person aytefam if your struggling with depression and shit for something that's not worth the dime of it, you got this what ever it is (ሳይጨልም ኣይነጋም) and you can escape those bullshits ...you know what is the key to escape all those bullshit fr first yaw obviously the iconic focus on your self and religion nw Don't worry about things that doesn't matter only focus on the useful things like the real useful things not those bullshits you know what they are.... and I know you've heard about this and be like mehhh fu it but guys just try it for latenesh gize and isolate your self from things that are dragging you down and try it just focus pray work grind and most of all be 🔑 disciplined....

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It was 4yrs ago, when i was in 10th grade......i had the most wonderful friend i could ever ask for, even now. And there was a girl i liked....i loved her to the extreme and my friend somehow knew.....immediately the day after he knew he took me where no one was listening and asked me if i liked her. I told him the truth. Then he took a pause and looked at me with such honest eyes(i still remember it clear as day) and told me that he would help me hook up with her.....i should mention that he and the girl i like were extremely close.....but even despite that, he offered me a helping hand....then after that he would sacrifice his relationship with her for my sake. I was so greedy. Despite his effort, it didn't work out. And do u know what i did? I blamed it all on him....because I didn't want to admit the truth....then after that, our unbreakable bond crumbled like a cookie soaked in milk....after that, after I realized that i lost everything, i finally accepted that it was all my fault....i hated myself from the bottom of my heart....i despised myself.....then i gave up on friendship and love.....what meaning would they have after what i did?....so i stopped interacting with girls....stopped talking to people. I won't converse with them until they go out of their way to talk to me.....i thought "i think I'm ok now. I think I've made up with myself" then immediately, I started crying for who knows how long and that self hatred came on rushing back to haunt me yet again.

Main point: don't do anything to upset yourself....you'll regret it.

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Hey y'all Wagwaan,
I saw some of my n¡ggas venting about relationship and shit and the mad thing is that y'all thirsty niggas ain't ready for life(commitment,providing, being protective) literally at all and the reason why you keep looking for gf is the fact that u feel lonely and y'all thought having a girl will fix the void, trust me it will never do.
So,  wake u pussy ass up and work on yourself, try to hustle, create connections, read books and stuff then when you are ready to provide for your future wife then you will start looking for a wife bruh a husband who doesn't provide for his wife aint a man. And girls multiply the seed u gave them, if u gave her anger brother she will multiply it to....😁, and vise versa

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damn, it's been 4 almost 5 long years since my girl kicked the bucket 😓 n I still ain't recovered from it. I've lost interest in a lot of shts n I ain't even tryin to be in no relationshts or hook up with nobody ever since. but like five months ago, I started talkin to errybody i know for no good reason. n now for some crazy reason most of em be thinkin I'm tryna get with em or somethin. like come on man I just wanted a plain old friendship😭 yk? sure maybe I was flirtin a lil bit without really meaning it but that don't mean I was tryin to start no romance. now I'm just stuck in all kinds of confusing situations with a whole bunch of people. I'm startin to wonder if it's even possible to have a normal friendship these days without any kinda romantic complications

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Sup sup
So F, 20
I have these mixed feelings yehone gize i want to be with someone Yehone gize i want to be left alone. After my breakup Which was nearly 4 or 3 yrs ago i haven't had any serious relationship and it was bc of this efelegalew alflegm smet ena there's this one guy he says he has a crush on me like Kedro jemero mnamn and he'll always wait for me and stuff ena eski lmoker biye I've tried yk texting and calling all these bf and gf cringy stuff ena idk why I'm not feeling anything, I'm neutral as i was like nothing has changed in my life esu sletechemere even when i respond i love you back or when i see a text from him i feel nothing ena ahun mn yeshalegnal ena this is not my first time with him kezim befit we've talked and tried too gn this time would be different biye nebr gn z same shit ....if you relate to my situation pls contact me or lmk what to do..have a good night

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It’s አንበርብር the not o funny n silent guy anymore 22

I went to ጤና ጣብያ cityscan አሰራ አሉኝ

Financially I can say I represent most of 🇪🇹 people ደሀ or የደሀ ደሀ that’s what they calling us this days what’s it like being ደሀ ካላቹኝ the best image to creat in ur mind would be in a low light space የአበባ ስእል ያለበት ትሪ ላይ ቤተሰቦች እየበሉ ሳይጠግቡ ለነገ ብለው አስበው ጠገብኩ በቃኝ በቃኝ ሲባባሉ የሚያሳይ ምስል we had those moments almost everyday
Growing up እንደ ድመት ሶፋ ላይ መተኛት አዘወትር ነበር n I went to ዲቻ የበዛበት school I didn’t av the same bone and strength but I did av an anger n ድፍረት(ኢሱ መስሚያው ጥጥ ኖ)I had the የምስኪን face but still got in to the most fights As u guessed የቀበሌ ቤት ወስጥ ነው የምኖረው the thing about it,is like አትወዱትም አጠሉትም cause of that ሰው ብዙም ለውጥ አይነሳሳም and u most likely have ጥቁር ዶሮ በራቹ ላይ የሚጥሉ naighbors

"ጋሻዬ" My mom calls me that its a beautiful name to be called untill u know ur sick

My moms life would’ve made the perfect music video for Neway Debebe ደሀ ናት song sometimes I think we’re the last generation to have innocent moms and that saddens me and I can relate my father to Kate bush army dreamers song
i haven’t smoked for sometime now or went to the club
Now days it’s just work from Sunday to Sunday አንዳንድ ጊዜ ሴቶችን ሳይ ይለክፉኛል av u ever wonder if men are the ለካፊስ or the ladies who's to blame? is it men for wanting something beautiful or is it the ladies for getting outside looking like that when they know it’s gonna get them in trouble ? In my case it's them and when I see couples holding hands እወነትን ለአፍታ እረሳለው thats litrally be the only time i think about what i deserve instead of what i should work for the heart is something else specially if u been rly alone like rly rly alone n i see vents every now and then most men's vents are about them being alone I think if ur working hard for something big I think ur suppose be alone but if ur not u certain are just breathing instead of experiencing moments that take ur breath away

Reminding my self the dream is what keeps me disciplined when this shit is all over living in the country side starting a family just out there in the green farming and reading books or maybe fixing up cars or building something too

My problem is always been not telling the problem betam sew kasechenkeg I disguise the truth or tell a watered down version of it

Someone said ደስታክን ቅርብ ቦታ አታስቀምጥ well people think I do but I always didn’t ma pops አሁንም የሰው በር ጠባቂ ነው I didn’t tell him much but I went back to hussle bout 8 months ago n የቀን እቁብ እጥል ነበር in on some days I make net 1.5 k and 1.8 profit and now i started 700 ብር daily እቁብ that’s about 21000 a month I av a solid plan and the next even gonna be bigger ik ትንሽ ነዉ but for people like us its like heist ተሰርቶ የሚገኝ kind of money and this is literally twice that job salary he wanted me to have u see ትቢተኛ መሆኔ payed me off ተቀጥሮ መስራት with small salary is ዘመናዊ ባርነት n I honestly believe that የሁላችንን ጤና ከሰጠን making the money is easy even in moments like this I pray for ma health not for the money I need to get the treatment

N u read this vent so far n u got so confused n wonder what this vent is rly about well its about እንጥል ማስቦጠጥ n its harm but mostly its about a man who is feeling rly rly sick at this moment and doesnt have a dime to aford the ct scan or if things went sideways the treatment too but nevermind u probably know what its about

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Am freshman uni student, and there's this senior boy that I have a crush on him for a while. One day I was at the library doing Assignments, he approched me & he called me by my name. I don't know how but I never approched or talked to him before. We only made 1 or 2 Eye contact. I asked him how he knew my name he just kept silent and asked for my number. I don't know what the hell I was thinking and I said No😭😭. I regreted telling him no the minute he turned back and went.I was hoping he would ask for 2nd time guess I have blown my chance away😪. Call me egotistic but I can't go and talk to him unless he approch me first. Am just mad and confused at my self.

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Is it just me or are girls flaky these days? It's because most women have at least 20 guys in their messages. Is it wrong of me to be talking to 10 different women at the same time then? I prefer to talk to only 1 but they're forcing me to do this.

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I am Lou
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TEENAGER GIRL

She is a girl, she stands in front of a mirror analyzing herself everyday, she looks at her eyes and feel its ugly, she looks at her pimples which gives a touch of pink and red in her face, she feels ugly as if the world hates her, she wants the world to love her but lost in herself she is living in darkness.

Never let anyone tell you girl you ain't beautiful, it doesn't matter how much you weigh or how tall you are, remember you are always beautiful because you have a heart of a girl, a heart that is so beautiful that can make everything beautiful like herself in this world, most often a girl doesn't realize how much amazing she is, lost in this world she tries to be like someone else losing her own shine.

She feels ugly looking at her scars, because she forgets its the marks of a tigress that she has always been

DIRTY IS NOT YOU, DIRTY IS THE OUTLOOK OF THIS SOCIETY WHICH CAN'T STOP CRITICIZING SOMETHING WHICH IS ARROGANTLY DIFFERENT FROM ALL.

You feel like people hate you seeing your scars in your wrist, no girl the one who hates you is the biggest fool who has never actually got any self respect in this world. your scars are not something which shows your ugliness, YOUR SCARS ARE JUST THE REMINDERS OF HOW BRAVE YOU ARE THAT YOU KEPT FIGHTING IN YOUR LIFE THROUGH ALL THE DIFFICULTIES

you may feel like your tears makes you weak makes you feel embarrassed but, it's not true. you feel like crying in front of someone you love is what makes you uglier and weaker, but let me assure if someone loves you truly that person takes that moment as a greatest opportunity to wipe your eyes

you might feel like the dark spots on your skin and pimples in your face makes you feel ugly, but in fact it makes you look much more beautiful than ever

PLEASE NEVER PUT YOURSELF DOWN GIRL, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL REMEMBER IT ALWAYS.
✍ Lou

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hi guys.
am 27F
ppl like me dont look like we have problem with love....i dont normally say this but bc no one knws me here and its a vent i will let my heart out .
Am preety nice sexy body the sweetest behavior plus am brave everyman's crush and i still doesnt have a boyfriend...in my early twenties i was picky i like those sexy boys but i kinda ignore when i like someone and they try try and try then they stop...i nvr start anything cause am afraid to get hurt...and now i kinda am into nice behaviour and someone not ugly jst normal...and i couldnt find one...what is wrong with me ...my age betam heduali neger gn ine zigiju adelewimi to marry a stranger... mn albat i couldnt find the one or i had this crush on someone 5 years ago i also ignored him and he left maybe he is the person am waiting and not letting anyone in ...am sorry guys am complicated advice me if you can??

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There was this guy that i met here on 'vent here'. Ke hulet wer kemnamn befit. We went on date. It was a great date. It was fine. And he was also talking about meeting me again. Gen my phone tebelashto neber at that time. So after the date we did not communicate at all. Tg ly he tried reaching out. Gn beza seat i was dealing with other things so i didnt give him much time. And that was it for us. Gn ahun ly sasbew i regret it betam, that i did not try to keep in touch with him. I feel like i missed out on a very nice guy, he was sweet. But i blew it☹️. I know i should talk to him instead of ranting here, but i feel like I'm going to get rejected😂. So i won't.

Ps. Tomorrow is my birthday(ik its off topic im just excited about it😁)

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Why am I the way I am? Why am I closed off and why does the thought of being vulnerable with someone give me literal physical pain? I've never been good with feelings, feelings like anger and pain I can process and understand them perfectly but feelings like love and emotional connection with someone....it's like my brain doesn't understand it at all. I tried you know to fall for someone. To have a connection...to love him. But I couldn't two months into the whole thing it all fell apart. And I tried, I tried even when he passed all my boundaries, even when he wanted to change some things about me I tried. And he was the nicest and sweetest person to ever live. But I couldn't love him. Like I even know what love is right? I would kill to feel what love is, to fall in love. Not because I crave the feeling itself, or because i want to be loved but to just know that I'm not that broken, that maybe I'm fixable somehow, that maybe deep down i have heart.

My question tho some say love is a choice... So if i chose to love this boy why couldn't i?

And some say love is just something that happens to you, that you don't choose who u fall for...so how do u know u have fallen for some one?

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Hii am women in her late 20's
I've been reading some vents i also vents lot of things cuz i like writing
Some of u think alem lenante becha yetdefabachu yemselachu geze nebra , lelocachu begza class mates, friends ur relatives also ur close family bully eytdergachu, belittle eytdergachu newa yadegachut ,divorce baderge family and toxic behone or single mom/dad newa yadegachut , betsbachuhun yemtaku /orphanage yeleloch family setayu hode mibsachum alachu adel , ወንድ ብሆን endzi aderge nebr , talak ወንድም ቢኖረኝ ekebr nebr yekotalegn nebr belachus asbachu taku nebr adel , appropriate behone way fikr magegneten teflgalachu gene megodaten tefralchu adel yeah abzagnwechchen yetsber leb ,yetsber lijenet , yetsber wetatent yezen newe mineorew ዘንጦ የሄደ ,ሁሌ setesk yemola yemselal adelm eytefogagern newe cuz as u know no body cares keza yelk enamachewalen yelbachewn ansemachewm judge newe menaregachew heal endiyadergu egna gar comfortable honew kemiyaweru judge selmnargachew kelal newe normal eyalen negrachew enakelbachewna suicide ensmalen yehe hulu fikr bematach newe fikr teftobenal adel ,yeswochen negr lememker temokeralchu adel raschunes mekrachu takalchu discipline alachu lekalachu , leraschu tamagn nachu ee
hulunem lemsedest temokeralchu gen hulunm sew masedest atchelum, asfalt le enante lemayshageru enante hager akwartachu bezu tadergalchu adel የእናንተስ gize meche newe ,ከአቅማችሁ በላይ ሠዎችን ታፈቅራላችሁ ልቤን አውጥቼ basayehut /basayehuat telalachu adel ...ከቁጥጥር belay yehone negr bemulu mechersahw rasen matat newe ልባችሁን,አእምሮአችሁን yekerta teykut ke leb yehone yekerta our self yegebawal bemn Let it Go , Let God ሁሉም ያልፋል leman belachu newe rasachehun metatafut, lemanes belachu newe angetachehun deftachehu yemtehedut , lemanes belach newe rasachun yemtetelut manen des endilew enza enanten belittle bemaderge disrespect bemaderg talke endhonu insecurity lalbachew sewoch belachu ema mechem endategodu enza astedadegachew lay gudelet lalabachew singeru leket lelalchew ግልፅነት አና ጋጠወጥነትነ leyunetun betekekel merdat lemaychelu sweoch belachu confidenceachun ategdelu , ምንም neger endmaysakalchu bemnger ke bego gonachu belay tianach gudeltachun eyasayu lemiyashmakekuwachu sweoch eskene enkenachu fetariyachu endmiwedachu asaywachew enji atedbku beza godolo manentachew yeswen enken kemfelge yezelele melkam neger masb lestsanachew swoch አለም አቀፍ ድድብና approval atsetwachew toxic yehone env't lay eraschun endetm belachu kena malet atchelum wetu beka busy hunu awawlchu k tshalu swoch gar,yehun enanten lift up kemiyadergu swoch gar yehun
Praying is a key For life Not only Money Not only water and oxygen praying is oxygen for mesmrun lata hiwtachen gera legebaw atenfafesu letzaba hiwot endzira oxygen nachen ፀሎት ነው
Take care your self🙏

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..i hate myself yet i have incoming exam and its important cuz i need to make my parents proud and i was thinking to quit dancing and focus to school but im empty without anything joined

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Okay
M21
I know bzuwochachu vent sijemir male kal enzelewalen😁 gin echin chrsuat and thank you silemitanebut... and wede gudayu... i memelketing abeba yemeselech lijjj around school(st'mary) and beka le 4 wer minamin endiw eyayewat keza ene makew lij selam silat ayew then be lela ken silkuan endiyamtalign teyekut(and yeresahut esuam lik endene betam new mitayegn like betam beka gin man defro kedimo yawira😭

wend adeleh min asiferah endatlugn akalew esun🫤gin i can't betam new mitamirew lijitua and bawerat ena egir bila bitlegnis😭😂then beka lijun silkuan amtalign eyalkut like mothe alefe...be mecherash semister mizegabet weak lay deresin silkuan salagegn simuan ekuan salak😭... eziga ye crazy sira seraw min atilum (min alachu? gobezoch) the last day ke school mels the all student yalebet ye st mary group gebawina(6000+ member) ye eyandandun set temari profile mayet jemerku gin wefff 300 minamin dershe dekemegn and profile lay photo bayinoratis?then be ye departemnt group lifeligat wesenku 4 department ale
Computer science
accounting
management
tourism

So i was think konjo girl c.s and tourism mechem ayimarum biye (sorry mitmaru kalachu agatmong ayakim) so enezi group wist alifeligatim malet new smart move yilhal😂 then i start serching groups and after 15 min i found management 2014 group and gebaw profile say yelchim keza kelay and makew fit ayew the guy kesuaga abrew ayichew makew beka so ezi class nech alku group join alku and ezaw i found her friend woooo so she is there gin yelechim and four girls demo profile yelachewim so kenezi andua nat and leguadegnawa tsafkulat(give me ur konjiye friend silk biye) and she give me wediyaw  job dome soldier we made it boys alku lerase. Then i start talking and i told her am that guy bzu gize mitayegn minamin awekechign meselegn esuam and told her betam betam endemitamir🫤 boom neger tebelashe text ignor jemerech after month digame tsafkulat again ignor then 2014 aleke ediw eyelefaw😒 yihe hulu be akal mawirat silemifera new like first time sihone after megibabat pis neng yelele first time gin i can't. And new year 2015 happy new year alkuat ignore again.(maybe silke ketefa weyim sim ketefabign biye i save her phone be paper😁😂 kezi hulu lifat buhal mehereshaye ignore mohonu asazinognal😤😭 bicha this is the crazy story yihe hule teleftro still simuan alakew bicha i love herrr so much gin man yadefafregn wey angel hidew shuk biluat yihe kebad huno new? Setanin yegerefu yihe ayakitachewim🗿

And after long time last monday ye kremt limezegeb hije ayichat(demo ayechign and ende befitu yemir fitit😳 gira yagabal) yarekut endale asikogn akafelkuachu( gin gin konjit talk to me if you read this) tekami mitlut mikirim kale like first time lemawarat confidence miset ayinet any mikir ekebelalew😎

(abdu kiar song says"
አለያይቶን ቀረ ማፈሬ ማፈርሽ
ውበትሽ ያ ግርማ ሞገስሽ ባያስደነብረኝ
የምልሽ የምናዘዝልሽ ብዙ ቃል ነበረኝ🫣(he know me? ende😨)

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before this person came, in a world filled with broken hearts and shattered dreams, there was me, a guy who had experienced betrayal in numerous relationships. With each heartbreak, I grew more disillusioned and began to lose faith in love. Just as I was about to give up on the idea of finding true happiness, fate intervened and led me to a new kind-hearted girl "my zo-zo" it sounds funny when i call her this way, still good tho, btw her name is "zoe" it means life.
our connection was instant, and we found solace in each other's company We spent hours talking on the phone, getting to know one another on a deeper level ...our bond grew stronger bcha mn alefachu betam temechechign ena I couldn't help but fall deeply in love with her. However(a big one),.... there was one significant obstacle standing in our way - our religious differences...
Despite our reservations, we chose to overlook this disparity, focusing instead on the happiness we found in each other ... We knew deep down that our love was special, and we were willing to fight for it. The promises we made to each other were sacred and meant to be kept forever..... "forever" hmm
Anyways i had to move wdelela hager and she also decided to move to the city where I was temporarily residing for educational purposes. She made this sacrifice willingly, leaving behind her career and family..her college for the chance at a future with me 🤦🏾‍♂️... However, as time went on, she noticed some changes in me . I began to withdraw.. yetewesene seat nw mingenagnew ymigebatn yahl alhonkum beka alea like becoming distant and aloof
This was not what she had expected yene "amelewerk" stagegnegn bzu bzu tasbalech... beza lay She had given up everything for me and now I seemed to be slipping away.gn It wasn't that I was purposely avoiding her... it was just that certain conditions and circumstances had consumed my attention... She felt lonely.. especially when she realized that she had given up everything for someone who couldn't keep his promises
It was ironic how I would become angry ኡፍፍ... when she asked for my attention considering she had given me the care and love that nobody else had ever given me. I was blind to see what an angel she truly was in my life. The pain became too much for her to bear meselegn.. she made the difficult decision to walk away.
Now, I find myself in a position we had always prayed for. I have the time and the financial means to pursue my dreams, but none of it brings me joy. My mind is filled with memories of her... and the things I possess hold no value without zo-zo by my side. I realize that everything I have now is a result of her prayers and sacrifices.
I deeply regret the lonely times I putted you through, the neglect you experienced despite loving me with all your heart. I am sorry for the broken promises, for not cherishing the queen you were and always will be to me... . and finally Thank you for everything you did for me, even when I didn't deserve it You went above and beyond to support me yene ngist, and I am forever grateful for your love. love you

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It was around 2008 (Ec) when my dad whom I barely see twice a year pulled up on New years Day and introduced me to his kids. They're from his other wife ( I didn't know he had kids, I didn't even know he had a wife. For all I know, he was a dude that worked 24/7 and lived on the road most his life and one day he'd just come back to me and my mom. I was Such a dumbass)

Yeah, well, that man is the reason I am this way.
Most guys have father issues and that's being sort of a norm these days. And I knew about that early on so I never complained or anything I just buried it deep inside and listened hip-hop to ease the pain away.

And yeah, he showed up, introduced me to his Two kids like we were some strangers meeting each other for the first time and he was like the mutual work friend that knew us both. He brushed it off like it was nothing. I remember holding back tears like I have never done before. I couldn't wait to go home and cry my eyes out like I was just praying "don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, just wait till you get home( unfortunately some tears slipped but I brushed them off without anyone noticing)

He sort of took us all to his parent's house and we just had food there, I left about an hour later, I walked all the way back home with my head held high and emotionless bound for nothing suffering and disappointment.
I got home, fell on my pillow and cried the rest of the night. Nothing ever felt right after that day. Nothing ever feels like it would go my way and it doesn't.

I still see them till this day ( I'm actually in their house now haha,)
they're more or less good kids, there's three of them now and I don't mind much.

But even here, even today or the past few days, I see this oddly big man who has similar facial structure as me walk in to the house and treat these kids with also similar facial structures as me with fatherly compassion and love. Not towards me tho, we can never have that father-son bond. It's always the
: "endet neh, timhrt tiru new"
Me: "awo"
Him: "gobez Berta"
Me:"eshi"

I don't even know who the fuck this guy is and It really really really fucking hurts me. It really does. I know Maybe I sound a bit childish or like my problems aren't big enough but I don't care at this point.
He was no where to be found when I was a kid, he didn't feed me love or gave me any guidance in life but he just shows up one day and says " look, I have three kids that I spoil and splash with everything they want and I am there for them even when they're down, I feed them with guidance and I hold their hands and take them to school and I kiss them and hold them and tell them they can be anything they want to be.
Not for you tho, kiddo."

I don't hate the man. Not anymore. I just feel this sort of anger towards him. I know it's a shitty solution but I blame all my inadequacies I have on him. He's the reason I'm lost in life. He's the reason that I have to teach my self everything in this life.
I'm over looking my mother here. She's the greatest woman in the world, she literally saved my life on more than one occasion and she doesn't even know it. She's the reason I still fight to be a somebody in this world just to make her proud and retire her so she can do whatever the fuck she wants in this world.


Crap, I feel like I wrote too long.
I'm thankful if you're still here. I've never really let this out and it feels good.

Oh, yeah, so my point is, I'm a 20 year old guy blaming all my life problems on a shortcoming father who was never really around and now I feel shit because I'm I feel unlovable and like I was just a mistake along the way

Well, I guess that's life eh.

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This is for you eldusha

Yk I thought I loved you once. You were the perfect girl, pretty, sweet, kind and religious. And here is me not good looking, no friends just working hard on my dreams. I am not saying you should be mine or I deserve you but at least u should have given me a chance. I could have given you a better life believe me but yeah it's crazy u chose a dumb ass who vapes and smokes like I would kill him with one punch. I think girls tend to fall for the popular guy rather than the lonely better guy.

I have been daydreaming a lot abt us for the past couple of months, I imagined us starting a family, buying our house , raising our children, visiting our parents on holiday....uff I still want that like really bad. I just want to be a good husband for you, treat you better than anyone else.


I get that u think u hv better choices and I respect that. I don't want you to be with me without loving me, but it hurts. It hurts me that I am not good enough to even get a chance. But I believe God has his own plans for me, and I hv decided to stop talking to you. I have been trying for months but you just dry texted me and I now see things clearly. You never liked me, maybe u just wanted to use me for stuff like u hv been doing, u never made an effort, never texted me first and all that.

Anyway thank you for opening my eyes. I will now focus on my dreams even better. Ik I am miles ahead of the guys in your dm but I hv not reached my dream just yet. So sit there with your drunk and high friends and watch me climb up greatness, watch the life you could have got with me but u missed , watch what we could hv been , just watch I will make it with God

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Hey I am 19F
So the thing is I am skinny not like betam gen I am skinny you know with flat boobs and flat ass and I really thought it would grow cuz it started growing when I was like 11 but then akome and I am really insecured about my body
So one question for the dudes out there would you date a flat girl? Like does it really matter?

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Ehmmm hi guys 1st vent here.

And is inferiority rly bad feeling ? Becos I dedicate it as self-awareness and I said this becos I realized that everyone is trying to look (not to be) smart , cool mnamn the society is being more materialistic I think that's what's affecting our personality example am kinda broke , HIV positive , stupid boy ... but I also have best frnds , girls I date wz and everything but all r fake that is not my real personality , I think that's happening on all of us ,if I am right do we always have to continue like this? I guess revolution stars from a bit

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I feel soo bad abt ma self and the thing what makes it more worse is ma parents keep comparing me with every single girl they see. They are like look at her how she is cute how she dresses the way she styles her hair and look at ur self wht u look u look like trash we buy u clothes why don't u be like them they keep making me feel insecure abt every part of me and it feels soo bad am tired and exhausted i always say ur pretty u look good just ignore them but ma mind seems not to accept that idea of me Fuckkkk😭 i used to be numb eko gn lately ngru sibza i started believing it. I thought parents were suppose to say good things and be kind with their words help u boost ur confidence level but bruh mine don't know this kinda things

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It’s a question for girls not a vent:)
Do girls date a broke guy who can’t afford a thing more than a macchiato when you are dating?
P.S honest answer plz

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Random thought

Gn malet new what if when a man and a woman gets married they share their pain(ik they say in sickness and in health mnamn in their vows) gn literally endeza bihons.. The moment they're married yesua period hmem wedesu bihed 😃 ohh how lovely it would be. Setoch neber tenberkken will you marry me minlew..

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26-year-old male, living alone in a rental house. My ex-girlfriend left me when I suggested we live together, claiming my income wasn't sufficient. Ironically, she earns less than half of what I do. As a man, I understand the expectation to provide, so I see where she's coming from. I currently make 22K per month as an NGO employee in Addis. It has been a year since our 18-month relationship ended, and her words have made me hesitant to get serious with new women I meet. I know my income will increase over time, and I'm also pursuing a side hustle. So, my straightforward question to all of you is: Am I not worthy of a relationship? Please share your thoughts.

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For guys who wants to marry a virgin woman if you are religious man what if the girl did everything except penetration technically make out but not you know the actual sex are you willing to marry her if you love her
put your genuine answer thank you

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Ok this a story how a block from a girl changed me I don't even know why I am venting but it amazed me how God works

Here is the story

Her name was rodi(Dana) or whatever her real name was if she didn't lie this also and also I didn't know her looks because she send a fake pictures also I am not sure and as usual she talked with me with her fake account.

We start talking she was nice and I was a player kinda specially in text I talk with 10-15 girls at the same time so I thought it was another person on the list and it went well for sometime.  the reason I become this kind of person was because of a sudden block by girl and thought girls didn't deserve any care,being nice and after this i become careless guy when it comes woman....

Then this girl has divorced parents and was single child as far as I know so was like perfect combination to play with so I start to talk to her as a player then after a little time she told me she wanted to have a big family like a lot of kids so my hand like froze tbh because that is the line I will not cross for me if a girl wanted to have big family and breaking her heart is no option. so my nice guy and caring nature kick in and didn't want her for sex only but for real thing and guess what happened ? I dried her wet pussy with my boring conversation and one day I say good morning and she blocked me like as if we weren't laughing the other night.

If it was like other girl I wouldn't mind her blocking me but because I would not even remember I got blocked in the first place because of the number of girls I talked and suddenly  my heart gets heavy like the first time I get blocked like for no reason and I was afraid that I will not control myself and play with more girls in a harsh way this time until I ruin their life's.

But God works in a mysterious way I guess I was passing that day just overthinking the situation through rufael church and I asked God is this my tipping point of no return?will I ever come back from this and be a genuine guy? And I was sitting in the church and suddenly this level of calmness spread to my body like to stop everything....

And when I got home and opened telegram like usual 20+ girl message waiting for a reply and my hand couldn't respond to anyone and I deleted 100s of total conversation with girls like in a snap of a finger like I never delete text.
And no double texting girls like ever that was my rule and I texted the girl with my other account thanking her for our lovely conversation!

And now no talking to girls just my work and I feel calm no chaos or drama in my life...and I Thank you rodi for being the instrument God used to teach me something.

And I know you will be reading this and I wish you the best and
don't think I am obsessed with you tho venting about you. It  just surprised me the situation...

For other guys if you were hurt by a girl and became a dickhead/ player like me, it will all pass  The hurt you feel use it for positive thing it will be much worth it, it might take time but work through it I was amazed how I even could change in a single day tho also....

And Good bye everyone and thanks if you read it this far🖐🖐🖐

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I just realized it’s been months since I told her I Love Her. I am her husband to the world. But he calls her ‘My Lady’….

I do deserve to be cheated on cause I never was a man for her, but he is.(Or Is that what she made me believe?) Problem is, she is not willing to take the risks of being with him, losing a backup.I am a backup that sits and watches his wife build a life elsewhere right in front of his eyes. Losing every part of my manhood. Watching her blush,smile and fall for him. I just sit and mind my business; don’t even react anymore. And surprisingly It doesn’t hurt as much as it should.

I signed my life away to her when I let her come back to me years before doing the exact same thing for someone else…

Is she right? I am not a man?

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why do i feel no emotion i have no reaction for any situation my sexual drive is 0 right now. what can i do anyone past this situation how were you able to do so?

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hey guys I need some advice on this girl that I've been talking to I'll try to make it as short as possible,so we knew each other since 9th grade but in 11th we went to different schools so we got separated (as friends there was nothing going on between us before) so since last year I've been seeing her again and again then one day I asked her let's go out sometimes and she accepted it and we talked about it on IG at the same time matric exam was getting closer so after we decided the day we both got kinda got busy and we stayed silent and forgot about it,but after a long time which is matric alfo university assigned kehonen behuala yehone ken ke gibi smeles aginchat I asked her then she agreed again then started talking to her on telegram she was talking firstly and after some conv I started talking about the date and after some conv she started to reply after a long time then firstly she said she was busy and said sorry for the wait I thought to my self maybe she has lost interest I should move on then I asked her If she had lost interest she replied with no interest lose mareg aydelm I was so busy mnamn kante ga bcha sayhon kene besti ga erasu altegnagenm ke gibi meta mnamn alech.
so I'm asking you guys should I move on or keep going

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I am seriously very mad about this society , I see these poor people in the streets begging just to eat something to survive and you people just egnore them like they don't exist , all you cry about is your emotions and break up when there are people out there sleeping in the streets at night begging god to end their life .

Where is our sense of sympathy ? What is a penny worth for you to make you think they dont deserve it .

What made you evil enough to look at them in disgust and pass by thinking your comfort is granted .

If you just talk to one person who is in need and listen to him/her story, you would feel like your problems are noting . There is happiness in making someone's life better .

You are not meant to think only about yourself and stress about it , that is why you feel empty inside .

“ Do to others as you would have them do to you. ”

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