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21 августа 2023 04:00

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More like taking advice actually. So the thing is two years ago I was told I was adopted. My parents sent me to therapy cause they were worried I didn't react as they expected me to. For me It didn't change anything cause I love them so much. But whenever I get into a fight with My Mom I relate it to "me getting adopted by them" situation cuz when my mom gets mad she is like another person and she says somethings that uk would hurt your feelings and I have a really bad anger issue and whenever she says those things I get into an urge to say, "are you doing this because I am adopted?" "I wonder How my biological Mom would treat me if she was hear?". I mean I don't mean it after all but at that moment those are my inner thoughts and might talk them out someday. SO Guys what should I do to stop this thing??

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21 августа 2023 04:00

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ሰላም ሰዎች እኔ አሁን ያለሁበት ቦታ ምንም አይነት ስራ የለውም እና ደሞ ከተመረቅሁ አሁን ድፍን 4 አመት ሞላኝ። ሁሉም ከኔ ጋራ ይማሩ የነበሩ ጓደኞቼ ሁሉንም ሌላ ቦታ ስራ አግኝተው ተቀጥረዋል።
ብቻዬን ቀረሁ😭😭🥺 ያ ሁሉ የወጣትነት እድሜዬን በ ትምህርት ብቻ አሳልፌው(አንድ ሞያ እንኳን ሳይኖረኝ)😢
  አዲስ አበባ መጥቼ መስራት እፈልጋለሁ ግን እስከዛው ለትንሽ ግዜ ስራ እስከማገኝ ድረስ እንደሌሎቹ የሚያስጠጋኝ ዘመድ ወይ ቤተሰብ የለኝም።ቤት ተከራይቼ ስራ ለመፈለግም ምንም ገንዘብ የለኝም እና አሁን ደሞ ኑሮ ውድነቱ ከአቅም በላይ ሆኗል።
Addis ababa በጣም ብዙ የስራ ማስታወቂያ ስለሚወጣ እዛ ሄጄ መስራት እፈልጋለሁ ግን ከላይ እንደገለፅኩት የ የትራንስፖርት እንኳን የለኝም እና አሁን ከባድ ጭንቀት ላይ ነኝ።
ብድርም ቢሆን የሚያበድረኝ የለም፤ከ መንግስት የብድር አገልግሎት ሰጪዎችም እንዳልጠይቅ ደግሞ ከ እናቴ ጋር ቤት ተከራይተን ስለምንኖር ምንም ምናስይዘው አንዳች ነገር የለንም😭😭
እና ወገኖቼ ምን እንደማደርግ ጨንቆኛል እባካችሁ ሀሳባችሁን እንድታካፍሉኝ ??🙏

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21 августа 2023 04:00

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I know u are going to read this so fuck you and all your negative energy u ass hole i gave u my heart my money my time and every thing but u switched it for that hoe i can't even trust that u cheated on me with my bestie so fuck u and fuck her i wish u the best ya dick head gelawn bepantu yemiyash wend endi yanadegnal bye alasebkum nbr bene genzeb rich nigga honeh lemetayet stmokr nbr aydel yewend shermuta ayche alakm nbr and girls just stay single girl make money be rich and happy fuck men pshh

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21 августа 2023 04:00

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It's not for everybody
Having a wonderful life having a wonderful husband/wife it's not for everybody you may never find love I'm sorry but that's just how life goes
Not everyone is gonna achieve greatness
Sorry kiddo that's just life

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20 августа 2023 04:01

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Heyy 21F, i just turned 21 years old and what I want to ask is "Will my life continue like this or will it change?" I mean I want to have a lot of fun in my life. I haven't seen that much life in what I've been through so far, I don't even know how i become 21. I want to know more people, to have fun with them, to መቀወጥ, achieving my dreams, knowing myself, earning a lot of money.... All in all, I don't want to waste my 20s like I have already. Especially however the friends I have now are very nice, but we don't get to hang out as often as I would like. When I see the others, they always go to the club on Saturday night and have fun. They always make memories but me I get stuck at home and I'm getting really jealous. Don't tell me clubbing is bad, I know that. But it's because i love it beka🤷‍♀. And pleaseeee help your sister, what should I do?

P.S. But when I say this, I am not complaining about the life that God has given me, in fact, I am very thankful

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20 августа 2023 04:01

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I have something yehoech lij alech we start talking be telegram bemebeshahsek ale adl she is unique ngr she is awesome she wasn't give me her phone but she call me i give her my no shr never had a crush or bf her dad is so hard like she is not free girl mlt keleme ngr nt bet bxm yikoxaxeruatal i askd her enigenang she say i can't i am feeling real ting for her wht am i have to do..

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20 августа 2023 04:01

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I met a girl a few years back and we have been together since but i have quite to issues i love girl who are in shape as do i workout and lift weights my self and she is not much into that field and it bothers me a lot i have told her a lot. but i see no change and i am loosing hope what should i do

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20 августа 2023 04:01

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Hey guys Female 22 and 4th year uni temari ena my question is I have a boyfriend ena we've been together for over 2 years now ena we're on a break from campus now ena he's soooooo nonchalant like he doesn't call mnamn but when we text he says I miss you I love you and shi ..when we're alone demo he's the sweetesttt like he cares about me mnamn I know I know it's the bare minimum gn it makes me happy ...bcha as I said he's nonchalant and not as excited as he used to be to meet up with me he doesn't even ask this days I'm the one who does everything ena you know what people say "if he wanted to he would" so mad me think maybe he doesn't want me or he's getting tired of me mnamn ena I asked him but his answer is always the same he says" I'm just busy and I miss you how was your day love "mnamn he'll be sweet and I'll forget about everything bcha I'm tierd betammm ...what do you think his problem is?

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20 августа 2023 04:01

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I got short question I’m 20 and I’ve been through a lot kinda relationships tho am far from that thing now anyhow I’m thinking about giving one last try i mean I’m tired of being broken and I’m so traumatized about the past relationships which were too fake but i was giving my whole and they were playing me dumb also i need someone to love me like i need someone to look after me idk but im stuck with those 2 thoughts…what do yu advice me

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20 августа 2023 04:01

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Hey Everyone,

My question is for people who have been in relationship with a big girl ... Not thick but big.

Question 1. How was the social aspect of it? Was it different than when you were with a midsized person ?

Question 2. How was the sexual experience?

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20 августа 2023 04:01

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I have to let this go okay!
•Bethy tried to have sex with me even though I didn’t know what she was doing because i was kid (sexual assault)
•my cousin tried to have sex with me when i was in grade 5(another sexual assault)
•I watched my dad raping my mom in-front of me for alot of times and i can’t forget the image of him spitting on her and calling her bad words
•my uncle tried touching me
•i was about to get raped by two guys when i was grade 7 i reached out to God ena helped me that’s why i have this strong connection with him
•i gave my virginity to wrong non religious person
•our servant tried having sex with me and I couldn’t forget the position
•I tried killing myself but ik it’s big sin so here i am fighting for my life
•i took ecstasy and I thought i was getting crazy and die
•knowing I’m just 18 for this and strong enough but couldn’t let my past be past
•I HATE THAT I DID NOT LIVED MY CHILDHOOD GOOD BECAUSE I AM TALL AND HAVE BIG BODY THAT MAKES ME OLD ENOUGH FOR THIS ALL!

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20 августа 2023 04:01

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Iam male in the early 20s and Iam going to share you my story and it will help many young teens understand the real world. I always treated girls nice and with respect because I was raised in a family where I was thought to respect them even in primary school yeneberko my mom used to beat me when I say bad words to them I thought nice was good because I thought they liked to be treated that way would win any girls heart but that got me crushed and firendzoned many times over the years specially the couple of 3 years I wish I treated them differently becouse I would have saved my self from lots of suffering and pain i will soon tell you the mistake i maked becouse all of this pain was hard no one was there to guide me. But only one man maked me understand the reality and many of you know him its Andrew Tate he opened my eyes. The mistake i did was i hired a hooker to entertain me I just couldn't deal with the rejection that's why I did it becouse I thought she can give me some pleasure and love she was a like 4 year older than me she did everything on me including BJ she was very nice she put the condom on me and she guided me how to do it since it was my first time she insisted that we do it by seeing porn through our phone so we did it and she just gave me some friendly advise at the end she said sex isn’t a big deal idk she was smoking may be she was high I never thought hookers would ever be this nice at last malt yemfelgew young dudes specially those 17 and older who are reading this DONT NEVER TREAT ANY WOMAN WITH RESPECT AND CARE IF YOU EVER DID THAT UR A SIMP and you will be rejected or firendzoned 99 percent of woman are like that. so be a man and build your self up don't ever in your life beg a woman for NOTHING i mean nothing sex isn’t a big deal you can find it this days any place. And she ain't a special as you thing she is like every human being Adios.....

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19 августа 2023 04:00

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Am I the only one feeling like there is no world out of chatting n dating girls? am so worried that I spend my whole time chatting with over 20 girls at a time i want to be out of this guys n scared of being a lonely guy that doesn't know real love... n for girls, is that normal for a girl to chat with many guys?? i need myself settled with a (future) girl of my life ...hope that it's not only me feeling this way please help me out... thanks!!

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19 августа 2023 04:00

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For all the women out there you all think you're unique and mysterious like a deep ocean. No you're not.
OMG most of those I see on the venting and commenting section are fake and annoying. You are acting like you know all, you've seen all, you know better and try to follow all the shitty trends, which won't add a penny in your life.
Please don't degrade the value of women by your irresponsible, irrational and simp ideologies and believes you snitch of the western.
Don't work hard to be called a bad bitch. Be the innocent one. Bragging you are introvert, antisocial,asexual and many other things you think are cool, dope, up to date. Cut the crap you are like all the other girls.

You can't imagine how easy it is to break the shell of this kinds of bragging, fake personality built ups (they make themselves believe they are and they really posses all those things they think makes them look cool). It is enough to say "wow, you're different" "wow you're awesome"  "wow you're really a high value woman".......... One of such types of compliments is enough because they built that up for others to see, and those overwhelming comments are their rewards which they were looking and working hard for.
Women be woman. Be real. Don't strive for the praise or to fit in, just be real. As the saying goes: Men are like wine, and women are like milk. Women tends to mature earlier. So especially the teenagers and the early and mid 20s, please don't try to get sour in inappropriate way and much earlier. Nature is against you and you push things faster? Pass through all the things you need to pass through in their own time and you will get it all in your own time. You built a personality that way, by living not by picking up from wherever you think is nice. You are supposed to learn from others experience, not copy and paste it in yours.
Stay as fresh as a milk as you can. And when the time comes you'll have all the yoghurt, cheese, butter to give to whom ever needs it, and only a woman, you, can give that. So you don't need to show off anything, you don't need to brag, you just take your time quietly and wisely after which you will sour and your smell will call anyone. JUST Aspire to be a good daughter, a good sister, a good relative, a good neighbor, a good friend, a good student, a good lover, a good wife, a good mother and when you're all these you're  a good woman.

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19 августа 2023 04:00

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Ok so, in light of recent events, the "gibre sedom ekawemalew" stuff, me and my friends were talking. And one of my friends said "suri matef gay new". Um a religious person, but i also do "suri matef", but that doesn't make me "sedomawi". To get to the point, there are this things they (sedomawian) do, like the rainbow flag and other shit. They take good things and change their meaning. Back when i was a kid, if u drew a rainbow, u r talented. But now if u do that u r gay or smth. Another example is I have a cousin who works at a branch of "Kestedemena foam", i sometimes visit him at work and I people ask "why did u choose the rainbow, that is gay". And there are many more examples, but the point is if we let them define things like this, they will be the ones in control.
I cant write all my thoughts, um not that good at writing. But I hope u got what um trying to say. Anyways fetari yitebiken. Thanks for reading.

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21 августа 2023 04:00

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i love my man, regardless of the people who hate on him, me or us. it’ll always be me and him, growing and learning together. we aren't perfect but hey at the end its me and him every morning, afternoon and night, we choose each other at the end no matter what and that’s that. but afterawhile i dont think he loves me anymore . its like im the only one who tries whereas he just stays and leaves me to help him despite all my problems . its not that i dont want to help him but its just that i feel like he is using me for his own benefits

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21 августа 2023 04:00

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Hey..this is my first time.
M 24 , give Ur man help
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I real don't feel like I want to be in r/n ship but at the same time I don't want to be alone I mean some one I could hang out, share idea, travel, do s, talk..etc this idea come b/c if I'm in r/n ship I have to invest more time on her( UK want I mean)"and I haven't found my dream girl yet. but then see movie called Friends with benefits from that moment this idea started to build. I don't want to lie girl tell her I love her & have s & leave her. I just feel like when she or me needs each we just call each other and have fun. Is it wrong thing to do.
Do u think I can find someone?

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21 августа 2023 04:00

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Hello u guys it's my first time venting so i'm 20 f and i just got in a situation that's not even clear for me any ways i've a boybestie and our friendship began when we were a child like 12 yrs before now(and still) so this year we started hangingout(dro bzum alneberen) mnam so u know friendship lay andande mdbk yalebachu ngr ale bcha esun esunm eyaweran mnamn bemhal sle sex mawrat tejemere ena he told me he had it before(many times) and i told him i've never exprianced it (ik i'm stupid to tell hin that)ena he was shocked mnamn keza bcha negeroch ketelu keza we started hanging out alot like alot ena he's being nice mnamn i swear i can see it from his eyes he's falling for me and he gives me signals every time we meet ena it's not comfortable i swear i love him like a friend and he knows it gn he's trying ena bcha idk what to do like v mehonen menagere nw tfate weys beande mn tekeyro nw bcha gn fr boys uff boys kmr mn bye endemasredaw ena endemnegrew hula gra gebtogna if he asks me out i know it'll be the end of both of us bcha tfat linorbgnm ychlal gn just pls say something like betam ychenkal

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20 августа 2023 05:01

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20 августа 2023 04:01

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Hey guys
I am 20 and F
How can i not be an introvert anymore... i am tired of being lonely😔

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20 августа 2023 04:01

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If u knew millions of ppl are abt to disapper from the face or earth wht will u do ?Hey guys I was thinking about the us government say there are aliens but on one seems to be bothered but why they admitting now ? In the movie we see wht aliens do with there blue light and can take ppl or make them teleport to there ship kinda thing don't U think there going to use these us Excuse to the " rapture " if u don't know wht it means from the sky u will heard simply trumpets and that is like God taking ppl that believe in him and accept him us Lord and saver. So when Jesus was asked he say no man know the day or the hours Only the father in heaven. So in Middle September there is a Jewish holiday called " feast of trumpets " trumpets get it okay other things about these holiday these holiday doesn't have a date so these holiday is spread about 48 hours nick name for these holiday is " No man Know the days of the hours" wht they do is they send a couple of ppl to seen the first grips of the moon they send words to the start the feast of or holiday mnamn .....

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20 августа 2023 04:01

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I am fell in love with a 23 year old woman. We met when I was 22. First we were just friends and have many phone calls. For such long times. She is really cute. Long story short😊 I tested her if she is player or not but she isn't player. And this makes me to love her so hardly. I don't like player woman by nature. I bloody hate that mentality of woman.


Recently, we're starting giving more time for each other. She loved it and so do I. Speaking of our relationship we didn't yet make it publicly and openly thou.

I love her. I can't love any other woman like this. she loves me so much as she told me and act. However there are some other issues which needs our strong patience for both.

Lastly, I believe in prayer so please pray for us especially my Protestant brothers and sisters.

Thank you for reading.

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20 августа 2023 04:01

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First time venting here so here is the thing im rly shy around guys like i get wild while chatting but in person bruhh😭last time i almost got hit by a car when going to cross the road so i don't have to say hi to this dude i also don't know how to keep a convo for long my only answers are ere eshi aha mhm at this point its getting embarrassing💀

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20 августа 2023 04:01

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i was really hesitant about this but i really need someones thought on this, i mean someone i don know, so there is this girl i really like and i feel at ease when i am with her and i am pretty sure she likes me to but i am kinda afraid that i would lose my signifcant other if i asked her to be my gf and it doesn work out so what should i do

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20 августа 2023 04:01

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It all started at the beginning of this year, when I joined a group. I've met a few friends....well including him🐻. Usually, when I have crushes it was nothing serious, I've never had a hard time getting over them.


Then I met him, and at first he was kinda annoying. We used to argue every day. (Mind you, we've never talked in private. It all happened in the group). But then the dude decided to disappear for three days or so, and that's when I noticed that I kinda like him.


It was nothing serious, so I didn't pay attention to the feeling, plus the only thing I know was his name! (Literally, ion know how old he is, what he looks like, what he likes or dislikes).


Days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months, without me knowing any additional thing about the dude🥲 But the feelings started to get deeper every single day.


And one day, my dumb ass decided to confess 🤡 and I wrote a whole paragraph describing how I like him despite not knowing anything about him. I didn't expect him to like me back, so his response didn't hurt me.


Dude was like "You don't even know me" (No shit, Sherlock 🙄🤦🏽‍♀) but he was right. I don't even know him 😂.


Due to some reasons the group we were into got deleted several times, and it was hard for me to talk to him. And I've realized how my happiness was determined by that group. How I was so attached to my phone. And how a simple text from him would make me exited ✨. I never thought that it would be this deep.


And nowadays I'm finding it hard to get over him. I don't know what happened to me, and why I'm so head over heels over a dude whom I don't even know. But I want this to be over, I really do.

What do you advise me to do?

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20 августа 2023 04:01

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My thing is, my ex-girlfriend whom I've broken up with three months ago after 2 years of being together, has this favorite book series (for those who might know it, it's called the covenant saga). She's been in love with them since she was a teenager, but she couldn't find any hard copy, so she read them using apps like wattpad.

Five months ago (before we broke up), I found a vintage books seller, I tracked him down, and I was able to find the first copies of six of the seven books in good condition. I then paid three times the original price (trust me, it was not cheap), and I got them. I decided to give her as a present for her birthday (which is coming up in two weeks). Then, we broke up.

I know she'll enjoy the books for two reasons. Firstly, it's her favorite book and she likes reading hard copies, and secondly, she enjoys vintages and antiques very much.

Also, I don't want to win her over and try to get back with her. I also don't want to guilt trip her with the books, and make her feel like she has to talk to me to say thanks.

So should I give her the present, or not? Please give me your honest opinions.

Thanks for your time.

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19 августа 2023 04:00

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I am 🎭 Nani
I need to vent
I was reading alot of stuff about virginity ena on my previous vent yall supported me too gn here is the thing I’m 18 I shouldn’t even experience this ahun lay gn alright kene temaru ewnet DONT EVER LOOSE YOUR VIRGINITY. Beka if i can replace it I would with any payment gn regrets hono kere gn God is good what if i was pregnant kezim yebase snt ale im not doomed I’ve alot to live for ik gn i have this bad feeling about it when virgins talk about how they’re giving it for someone they love. Weyne i wish my future husband read how much i respect him and did that because of foolishness. I don’t want him to see me as whore I’m actually overthinker and have ADHD that’s why I’m feeling like this bcha alakm losing my virginity was biggest mistake of my life.

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19 августа 2023 04:00

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Hey y'all well this is for the ladies who feel like they don't fit on the friendship they have I see you girl and its okay to feel like that just keep doing you Thank you 😊

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19 августа 2023 04:00

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Reason - Shit boy, you're an addict too.

Purpose - Understanding


I fucking hate the visualization we have of addicts. Not every addict is at the lowest rank of society. Not every addict is the pathetic reflection of humanity as our fantasical imaginations picture it. That man in our heads with ashy skin, baggy clothes, red-shot eyes and a hazy look isn't the poster child for addiction anymore. He never was.

Any habitual action we do for the purpose of fulfilling a desire and lacks rhyme or reason is, by definition, an addiction. I don't know why addiction is only realized when an artist finally overdoses or when procrastination fucks us up to no return (this one, I saw first-hand). Maybe we don't want to leave the comfort of our familiarity. Maybe our addiction needs to drop us from the cliff for us to understand the danger of the edge.

I was surprised to learn that the first synonym of addiction is Dependency. Obviously we depend on food and air, but their presence is perfectly logical, right? However, food becomes an addiction when it serves desire. When anything, which was needed, is used to satiate want, it tarnishes a healthy dependency.

But fuck, man. Who am I to say all of this shit? No one. I got addictions too. But that doesn't take my right to observe nor my freedom to think of it. Otherwise, let God cut the whisp of my soul for I have neither created nor discovered most of what I perceive. How could a perfect man understand his faults, for he would have none to observe? Yeah, being the fool gives more to the curious psyche.

So. I got addictions. I ain't battling with them... yet. My screen time hasn't made me fanatic, for instance. But I wonder... what if their effect is down the road? Like a young adult eating carbs and vaping constantly to die of cancer at 45. And I know for a fact serving desire keeps me from the best version of myself. I could learn meditation in the time I serve the ego of my favorite artist. I could exercise and study in the time I scroll an illuminated glass. Shit... I could even pray. Why the fuck not. Fuck motivational speeches, I just want to respect the man I see in the mirror.

The first step in rehab is admitting you got a problem. Nobody would try to find X for a solved problem. But fuck that, I'm not trynna give myself phantom problems. But should I really be that naive to act like diagnosing my actions is too high-brow for me? And am I really that stupid to tell myself high-brow people ain't got their shit together more than I do?

I'm not telling you to stop what you like doing and recover, go to rehab and shit. But I want to be independent enough to say "Fuck my desire" if it will mess me up eventually. Our task then is finding comfort and excitement in things that are not harming us. Our purpose is to hike the mountain instead of seeing its picture. Desire is human nature, and it's better if we listen to it; therefore, the next step after admission should be redirecting the outcome of addiction to something healthier.

I don't wanna be the guy saying, "Oh I can stop, I just don't want to." I want to have enough discipline to say, "I'm not doing that just because I want to."

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19 августа 2023 04:00

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Hey.... first time venting
What's going is that when I care and try to be uk the good guy to the girls I'm dating they kinda disrespect me and after a couple days I turn into a TOXIC mf and.... I get their love and care but at the same time the stress is real like ...homie if you don't pick up the phone till the 3rd beep, your day is gonna be fucked up fr!!!!

What's with the Girls ....

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