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Listen this is for women I really don't think you understand how hard a man's life is like you don't get it we have to be perfect at almost everything like we have to be handsome, rich and alot plus we can't cry because if we do we're considered not a strong man and ladies you don't understand us we go through alot but we can't do anything about it...

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So here is my story I had a bf so he always talke about Sex and after two years of on and off relationship he played a game on me he make me to think he love bicha he lied me a lot of things then we slept together I give him my virginity because at that time I was so depressed and lonely at that time the only thing I left was him after that day I felt guilty but I don’t wanna disapointed him after that day when we meet he told me he want to be friends with benefit because we have different religion he is Muslim and I’m orthodox the he told me he want married a girl Muslim and pure he doesn’t even care about my feelings before we sleep together he told me that he care ,loves me and he gonna be with me some bulishits and lies me about so many things so I was thinking he or me are gonna change our religion and be together so guys I need ur help I’m so depressed when I think about him and trying to kill my self even sometimes I want to kill him so bad he make my life miserable sometimes I think who is gonna married a girl she is not virgin he lives his life pice fully but I’m crying all of times inside and out I want you help what should do my life to past this pain?and I have this dude we were in relationship when I was 11 and telyayen gn he called all the time and he went me back and I afraid to tell him I’m not virgin what should I do I really got confused?

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እዚህ homophobic የሆናችሁ ሁሉ ደሞ ልባችሁ ቢፈተሽ አዳፋ ፥ ነፍሳችሁ ቢመዘን የሩዝ ቅንጣትን ያህል የማይመዝን ትሆናላችሁ ይሄኔ።

ግን እኔ የምወዳትን የኔን ሴት። ለእንሰሳና ለነፍሳት እንኳ ልቧ የሚሳሳውን ንፁህ አፍቃሪ ሴት ብታገኟት ልትወግሯት ድንጋይ ማፈላለጋችሁም አይቀርም።

በነፍስ ንፅህና ግን ትበልጣቹሀለች። በልብ ቅንነት ግን አትደርሱባትም። ግን ወጋሪዎቹ እናንተ ተወጋሪዋ እሷ ናት።

"እሷ ሌላ ሴት እየወደደች እንዴት እንደዚህ ያለገደብ ትወጃታለሽ?" የምትሉም ካላችሁ ደሞ
ፍቅር ስለመሰጠት ነው። መሰጠት ደሞ ተቀባይ እንጂ ሰጪ አያሻም።

አሁንደሞ ከመሀላችሁ አንድ ሰው
"አዪዪዪ ሰይጣን አይናቸውን አውሮታል። እያታለላቸው ነው።" ይል ይሆናል።

ሰይጣን ሰውን አውሮ 'ነፍሰ በላ' ያደርጋል እንጂ አውሮ 'ለሰው ሟች አፍቃሪ' አያደርግም።

እናንተ የሰው ደም የጠማችሁ ፈራጆች ፥ በጌታ ፊት እንደፃዲቅ ሌሎችን ለመውገር ድንጋይ ይዛችሁ የቆማችሁትን ግን ታውሯቹሀል። የታወራችሁት ደሞ ፍቅር ከሚባል ተዐምር ነው። እድሜ ልካችሁን ራሳችሁን ብቻ እየወደዳችሁ ለመኖር ተረግማቹሀል።

ምክንያቱም የምታዩትን ወንድማችሁን እየጠላችሁ የማታዩትን እግዚሀርን እንደምትወድዱ የምትማማሉ ግብዞች ናችሁ።

አሁንም ክርስቶስን እንደሰቀላችሁት እውነትን ፍቅርንና ፍትህን ትሰቅላላችሁ።

እኔ ግን ብሞትም ሀጥዕ እንጂ ግብዝ ሆኜ አልሞትም።

አዎን እወዳታለሁ። አሁንም ፥ ወደፊትም ፥ አግብታም ፥ ወልዳም ፥ ሳልነካት ፥ ሳልስማት ፥ የኔ ሳትሆን ፥ እስክሞትላት ድረስ አፈቅራታለሁ። ልፈርድባት በሄደኩበት መንገድ ንፅህና በሚሉት ፍርድ ፈርዳብኛለችና ዘልዐለም ለልቧ ልቤን እገብራለሁ።

ይሄም የሚጎረብጠው ይኖራል። ልግድልሽ የሚልም አይጠፋም። ብትገድሉኝም ፍቅር አይሞትም። ብትገድሉኝም እውነት መነገሩን ደሞ አይተውም።

በእናንተ homophobic hypocriteኦች ምክንያትነት ብዙ ባለንፁህ ልብ teenኦችን አጥተናል። ብዙዎችን ወደ suicide ገፍታቹሀል። እጃችሁ በንፁሀን ደም ተጨማልቋል።

ይህን piece የምጥፈው ምዕሉውን የLGBTQ+ን community ወክዬ አይደለም። ነገር ግን በcommunityው ውስጥ ያሉትን ሰው ሰው የሚሸትቱ መልካም ነፍሶች ነው። አራዊታዊ ባህርይ ይዘው በዚህ community ውስጥ ለተሰገሰጉት ግን
"ሰው የሚሞትለትን ነገር ከመረጠም አይቀር መልካሙን ቢመርጥ አይሻልም ወይ?" ለማለት እወዳለሁ።

በተረፈም ግን በዚህ community ላላችሁና በኢትዮጲያ ላላችሁም ሁሉ stay safe እና suicideን ማሰላሰል ተዉና ወደ እግዚሀር ለምኑ።

የhypocriteኦች እግዜር ሌላ ነው። እውነተኛውና ፍቅር የሆነው እግዜር ግን አይጠላችሁም። ብርሀኑ በብርሀናችሁ ይታይ። መልካም ሰዎች ሁኑ። ፍቅር ግን በምንም ሚዛን ሀጥያት ሊሆን አይችልም ከlust ግን ተከልከሉ። ከዚህም ከዚያም አትጋደሙ። ፍቅር ያነፃችኋልና ፥ ምኞት ግን ያሳድፋቹሀል።

ፍቅር መንገዳችንን ያብራልን። የምትኖሩለት እውነት ብቻ ሳይሆን የምትሞቱለትም እውነት ይኑራችሁ።

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Suicidal queer people ካላችሁ reach out to me. Death is not the way out. Especially teens. እባካችሁን አትሙቱብን።

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hey Guys am 23 F ,Yene Chigir mn meselachu i met a guy almost 5 months ago and we saw each other for like 3 months ,he  was the dream guy and i was in love with him ,after sometimes nw girlfriend enalewb yenegeregn ,still gin engenagn nbr silesua miyaweragn ngr hulu chigir nbr endemileyayyu nbr masbew ,how stupid am i ………bicha negerochun realise sareg i ended things with him ahun chigre min meselachu lela sewn mekreb alchalkum i dated another guy tiru sew tiru future linoren yichil nbr gn sismegn enkua yann nw mastawsew yefelege nice bihonlgn endesu lihonlgn alchalem beka  .manm endesu lihonlgn alchalem ena guys how can i move on i just want to have that kind of connection with another man

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Hi everyone I am 20 M, i was reading recent vents and I noticed one vent that relates to me but my story is kinda different, so I decided to vent and i hope you guys will give me mature answers.

So there is one girl... We have a friend in common she introduced her to me and at that time i had no feelings and my friend told me she had a boyfriend, soo we was just friends and through time we start getting closer and we used to talk alot of things, even when she have a problem with her bf & her family i have been there, and then i start getting butterflies she was soo fine for me idk why but alot of people told me she was not that beautiful but for me she was soo fine... 

Sooo, the story starts after she broke up with her bf, after that we were getting more closer we talk everyday, we talk on phone and she was giving me signs like she gets cute when we talk and i was getting too much comfortable, soo i decide to tell her my feeling but she just broke up with her bf so i decide to give her time and tell her when she heal... But at that short time she was flirting with one of my friend ( I'm not that much closer to the boy!) ik he knows her before me but i thought i was the boy that she wants! so they start dating..after 1 date she gets uncomfortable and they separate after while she told me they were dating and he wasn't giving her attention so she left... I got upset and ignored her for days and she was blowing my phone and after several days i talked to her and told her how I felt and she said she will lose some people and me b/c of it "if we broke up after that i will lose you as a friend so i just want you as a friend":she said, after we argue alot and we just stop talking. 

After while i heard she went to univ and 7 months passed by since we talked, but she was on my mind all that months, ( the craziest part is we didn't unfollow each other on instagram, we used to view each others stories), So one day i decide to talk to her and i texted her and she just replied like nothing happened, and we continued talking....

After while she came back for break and i met her in person unexpectedly, we was talking about meeting when she got here but that was unexpected, i met her at my friends mom funeral ( the friend who was flirting with her ), it was the day after she land here so it was unexpected meeting, by that time i can't get enough space to talk to her, so after the funereal i texted her and we met, we talked and she was still gorgeous we had a good time. So we start talking like the old days, after while i told her we should met, there is something we need to talk so after while we met, we met at park so we can talk freely so we had a good time, and then i start talking about the fight we had back then and we talked alot, and i told her after all that time i stil got the feeling for her... 

She said " you're special to me, i have a few close friends and you're one of them, we have spent alot of things, you have been there when i need someone, you're the best person for me. But i have never seen you that way( in bf way ) soo we can't be together "  and she told me to move on!...so after this day we stop talking AGAIN! And I don't want to push it because of my ego ( self respect ), i don't want to embrace myself by pleasing someone who doesn't want me. 

So guys, the part that got me confused and questioning is that why does she gave me those signs, if i was the best person for her why don't she want me to be her bf, she always tells me she wants attention and i gave all the attention she needs, but she dumps me Why!? and why is she on my mind after all that shii !?

- Why should I do guys!?... I need your advice!

( And one important thing : is it a fault to respect myself and move without pushing even if i loved her??)

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My first vent

A male raised in rural area with truama, being bitten everyday even they did satan related thing to me and even i did that forcefully. I don't mention full of it. I hate my background i am now graduated from aau recently. now i am well paid i earn am >100k(no secret be programmer a lot around me earn >200k) but i amn't interested in anything at all i am shy to talk girl even i don't have close friend to talk.
Just am doing now bc i have to help my sister, my family and my twin sisters.i started not believing in God through things happened to me when i was child. Honestly i hate him i prefer to go hell whatever it have why that to me? I was innocent child to do this thing at all when i think my sisters and brothers are living there i feel bad guys.

feeling depressed i feel insecurities fear sometimes hopeless i wish if i had someone who listen me when i talk .


But i feel okay when i saw where i was i have been through lot of problems but i don't see those problem as problem i saw challenge who had more than me. when i see back i came lot of way. When i was university i didn't have shoes,i finished my whole university stay with 1 tshirt but it was okay.

i see something in my future i will do something impactfull before i die
please religious guy don't refer your bible i don't believe in it anymore.

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Hey guys 20M ...ena I'm in a weird situation rn ... look I used to talk to this girl back in high-school (10th eyalew) ena I kinda liked her then Iknew rship endematfelg so I beged stopped having feelings ....then we continued being friends then we started opening to each other ngr.i used to get jealous lela wend setanesa mnamn then yhone seat lay astelachiny like alea mnm ngr feel.madreg aqomku .then 11sengeba dgami tarekn ena negeratochn astekakeln nd bff ngr honen...then I started meteratering my self if I love her or not ...walk enewta malet jemerku jus to see what I feel when I'm with her alea.nd guess what I feel notin mnm fkr new maysemany alwedatm ngr gn lela wend setanesa ebesachalew ...so wtfs wrong with me? ....

Pls be kind

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As I scrolled through my phone one evening, my heart raced—what I saw shook me to my core: my friends, brave yet vulnerable, sharing nude pictures and videos like they were just another trend. I first spotted it on a Habeshan website (habeshanx .com), I stumbled upon a conversation in our group chat. Some girls were laughing about how they sent a “hot” video to their boyfriends. They seemed so carefree, but I couldn’t shake the feeling of concern. I wondered, do they realize the risks? What if those videos ended up in the wrong hands? Or worse, what if they regret it later?
In our culture, respect and dignity hold significant value. I remember my grandmother telling me stories of strong women who upheld their honor. I can’t help but feel that we are drifting away from those values. I want to understand why so many of my peers feel the need to share such personal things. Is it about acceptance? Are they looking for validation?
I decided to talk to some friends about it. During a heart-to-heart, I voiced my worries. “What happens when the moment passes?” I asked. They listened, and to my surprise, many shared my concerns. They talked about the pressure to fit in and how social media makes everything feel so public. It was comforting to know I wasn’t alone in my feelings.
I realized that we need to have these conversations openly. It’s important for us to support one another and remind ourselves of our worth beyond our appearances. I hope that together we can create an environment where we value ourselves and each other, and where we think twice before hitting send.
In a world where everything feels so fast-paced and accessible, let’s not forget who we are and where we come from. We can celebrate our beauty and strength without compromising our dignity. After all, being a young woman in our country means carrying a legacy of resilience. Let’s choose wisely and uplift each other, always.

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I found out my gf cheated on me by kissing another dude so am about to dump here but before that should i fuck her or not cause i can't decide on it boys help on this .

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Hello society
So I'm here to rant bout lekefa fyi I'm only 17 ena bcha I'm just warning ⚠️ y'all out hun
Hooooo MN yhe hula asafegn( I just deleted a fuckin paragraph)
bcha u bitchs watch out try me bcha!! I'll stand I'll say mnalkegn if u got the audacity to continue I'll shout entle eskibetes, fake cry which I'm very good at and chokkk bye I'll mesadeb u based on ur face since most of the people who melakef looks like yalaleke chka bet so watch out for key girl 165 cm people better shut up and walk for ur own peace😁😌

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hello guys am 22 f ena have you ever been in asituation where u don know where you are bka yehone menged yata sew mehal asphalt lay bchawen endekome sew endeza nw feel eyareku yalehutgn bka ke gebi le break meteche it been 3 months bt tegademe nw mewelw sleeping and watching tiktoks or movies even hula pray mareg techalew bewent i think am lost senfena taqalachu bka ke comfort zone alemwetatt mnm lemareg motive matat bezi huneta endet qeriwen amet endemkoy alawekm 😞ena help me please give me some motive🥺

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Hi everyone .
Me and my bf of more than 2 broke up cause we have different life path and very difficult to continue .
Ik that i wont marry him gin i love him so much so does he.gin beqa telyayen.
How do you guys handle "healthy" breakups 💔??cause u know i didn't hate him. It so hard beselam milyayet.

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18 f how do you make your parents less strict i mean i go out sneaking out and all but i wanna have freedom sometimes like if they know my friends they will say yes i mean after i go out they dont at all but i wanna have freedom go out without asking them go out for long time or tell them the truth im at this place bey i did bad things to lose thier trust but am changed anyways how do yu unstrict ur parents (anything will work)

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Hey guys im gonna keep this as short as possible. I'm a 17-year-old female, and last week I went to my aunt's house for the first time in about 6 or 7 years, since it was New Year's. Everything was going smoothly at first, but I wasn't really enjoying myself. After spending the whole day at there, I started to feel bored and sleepy. My aunt offered me a place to sleep in my cousins' room (they're twins and weren’t there at the time), so I agreed and went in. As soon as I entered the room, I felt nauseous and struggled to breathe. Suddenly, I began to remember something from when I was around 10 years old. I was confused because I hadn’t recalled it before; I thought maybe it was just a dream, but it felt so real. I remembered him threatening me after he assaulted me, holding a knife to my throat and saying that if I told anyone, he would kill himself and it would be my fault. I don’t understand why I couldn’t remember this before, and honestly, I wish I hadn’t remembered it at all because it’s really messing me up. I want to tell someone about this, but I’m unsure which twin did it.

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I have a boyfriend and we have been together for 2 years and 7 months, we love each other, I have some problems, I don't think he loves me like me, he favors his families more than me, and he always questions me, he doesn't want to spend anything for me, and how can I be sure of him, betam techegerku, I can't decide.  I told him clearly how I felt so many times but he says I'll fix it, no I'm not cursing like that ylegnal, but it's practically there nothing can be changed, what do you advise me?  What should I do?  please help me?

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so the thing that i wanted to vent is a little complicated but i will try my best!
so I'm about to be 20 next month, and i mate some one a year ago and we get to start knowing each other by the time!
and the thing that makes it complicated is, she is 6 years older than me😩 and to be honest i love her and older girls are kinda my type  but not that old though 😒 and  i thought we were just a best friends, n she is rich and im not! so one day we meet like other day's and we were in her car and suddenly she kissed me, well i didn't hesitate to kiss her back at all, and she confess to me that she liked me the sexual way! and she said we "should have sex sometimes" and i lost my mind at that time and i reminded her that I'm young for her but she couldn't listen at all and we start to have sex by the time goes by and now im sick of this shit 🤧, and i told her that we should've stop and i told her that she should engage, and the worst part is she told me that she is thinking to marry me 🤦🏽‍♂️ well i love it but im a gbi temari and if my family find out whats gonna happen to me i cant even imagine so what I'm i going to say to her now im messed up!

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👋 hey am new here. am 28 M
Ye ene relationship tarik fwb yibezawal like just sex beka keza hulachinem wede rasachin hiwot esun kemelamede yetenesa rezem yale gize comited yehone relationship lay enkuan mekoyet kebedognal tileku yekoyenew only 6 month nw. Malet ye ene comited yehone relationship binoregn nw mefelegew gn suddenly endeza yihonal yalkut r/ship ayikoyim lemenden endehone alakem. Anyhow ende ene yasalefachehu sewoch Please help your guy help🙏🏾🙏🏾

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If you are a homophobic hypocrite, have your read.

I had been as straight as a wooden ruler up until I met her. The girl who turned my life upside down, the girl who made me discover parts of me that I never knew existed.

I grew up in the Christian tradition, and considered homosexuality to be the greatest sin. I despised homosexuals. I thought "How can a girl fall for another? In what fucked up universe can this happen?"

Then there she was, a miracle of a human: a person with the purest heart I ever encountered.

Before I tell you about her, let me tell you a bit about myself. I am a beautiful, intelligent, artistic girl any man would die to date, and no lie, I have dated some men before I met her.

When I was in thos3 relationships I was loyal as fuck. I never even replied to normal texts from other men, but there was this thing that made me leave these relationships after sometime, the men will start sexualising me, and I would lose interest 100%. Irreversible loss of interest.

I never had sex before, and I am still a virgin. Never done drugs, never done anything illegal, well that is except one illegal thing.

I fell head over heels for her. Illegal as fuck.

She is different from anyone I ever met. The way she loved her ex, made me think
"If a gay person can love this intensely, as selflessly as one could, how can this be sin? I mean I never seen no straight person love someone as much as she loved her ex, who is a girl by the way."

The more we got close, the beauty of her heart mesmerized me, በዚህ ሰው በሰው ህይወት ላይ በሚጨክንበት ጊዜ she cared about animal life, and animals loved her back.

I discovered that she was a lesbian, እና instead of judging her I tried to see things from her perspective. ሳላስበው ለማንም boyfriendኤ ተስቤ ከማውቀው በላይ ሳበችኝ።

I knew in my heart that if someone fired a bullet at her, I would without hesitation jump in to save her. የኔ ሆነችም አልሆነችም ወደድኳት።

"አንቺን መውደድ ማለት ምን ማለት እንደሆነ አውቃለሁ። አንቺን መውደድ ማለት suicide ነው። አንቺን መውደድ ማለት its being up for ለ15 አመት እስራት with delight። አንቺን መውደድ ማለት it is walking straight to a living hell ግን አንቺን ባለመውደድ ውስጥ ያለውን heaven አልፈልገውም።"

የምሬን ነበር። ህይወት ያለፍቅር ትርጉም የለውም። ፍቅር ደሞ ለምንወድደው ለዚያ ሰው ህይወትንም ቢሆን አለመሰሰት ነው። እወዳታለሁ።

አንድም ቀን ጉንጯን እንጂ ሌላ ቦታ አልሳምኳትም። አንድም ቀን ያልሆነ አነካክ አልነካኋትም። እሷ ለኔ sexual ስሜቴን ማስተንፈሻ አይደለችምም አልነበረችምም። ያለsex አብሬያት አመታት መኖር እችላለሁ። እየወደድኳት ሁሌ በፈንታዋ ለመሞት ዝግጁ እንደሆንኩ።

ከሷ ጋር ያሳለፍኩት 1 ወር ከሌሎች ወንዶች ፍቅረኞቼ ጋር ካሳለፍኳቸው አመታት በአዕላፍ እጥፍ ይበልጣል። ከእነርሱም ጋር ቢሆን ግን ምንም አይነት sexual relationship አልነበረኝም። ገላዬ crave አድርጓቸው አያውቅም።

እሷን ግን ገላዬ crave አድርጓት ያውቃልኮ። እጄን ስትይዘኝኮ ልቤ ለሴኮንዶች መምታት ያቆመበት ብዙ instanceኦች አሉ። ሰው መለመን የማልችልበት ሴት እሷንኮ እያነባሁ ለምኛታለሁ። እንድትኖርልኝ በህይወት ተስፋ እንዳትቆርጥ ለምኛታለሁ።

ይሄ ሀጥያት ሊሆን አይችልም። እኔ እሷን እሷ ደሞ exዋን የምትወድበት ፍቅር ሀጥያት ሊሆን አይችልም። ሀጥያትኮ የሚወለደው ከራስ ወዳድነት ነው። እኔም እሷን ስወዳት ራሴን ትቼ ነው ፥ እሷም ደሞ exዋን ስትወድዳት ራሷን ትታ ነው።

አሁን ተለያይተናል አዎን። ግን ህይወቴ እንደነበር አይደለም። ከሷ በኋላ የሷን ያህል ሌላን ሰው መውደድም አልቻልኩም። Actually ለሷ ያለኝ ስሜት እንደማይደገም I knew it from the start.

ስሰናበታት I was hoping normal life እንዲኖራት። Because አሁንም ቢሆን በዚህ loving someone of the same sex እንደ ሰይጣንነት በሚታይበት አለምና ሀገር ውስጥ gay ሆና እንድትኖር አልፈልግም።

"የሆነ ጊዜ አግብተሽ ወልደሽም ደሞኮ እንገናኛለን። ለልጆችሽ ጥሩ አክስት እሆናለሁ። በዚህ ህይወት የተመተረልን እጣፈንታ ይህ ነው።" ብያት ነበር ከመለያየታችን በፊት።

"አንቺስ?" አለችኝ።

እኔማ ህይወቴኮ እሷ ነች። ያለፈውን የህይወቴን ምዕራፍ ከድና አሻገተችውና አዲሱን ምዕራፍ በማይጠፋ የፍቅር ብዕር ፃፈችው። እሷ የነገሰችበትን ምዕራፍ።

ከሷ በኋላ ማንም ቢመጣ እንዳይደርስባት።

ምክንያቱም ከሷ ወዲህ አልቻልኩም። ንፁህ ልቧ የቀደሰውን የልቧን መቅደስ ሌላ አግብቼ ላረክሰው አልችልም። ያልተነካ ገላዬም የሷ እንደሆን እድሜልኬን ይኖራል።

Relationship ውስጥ ለመግባትም አልጋበዝም appetiteኤ መንምኗል። የቀለበት ጣቴም የሷ ብቻ ነው። ምንም ያልታሰረበት ግን forbidden ፍቅር የተጠመጠመበት ጣት።

ከ5ዐ አመት በኋላ ይሄን ባዶ ጣቴን ታየው ይሆናል። ልጆቿ "አያቴ" ይሉኝ ይሆናል። ውበቴ በሷ ትዝታ ሲረግፍ እድሜ ሲገፍፈው ታይ ይሆናል። ወይ አታይም ይሆናል።

ወይ የምንገናኘው በሌላ አለም ይሆናል። እወዳታለሁ።

የመውደዴ ዋጋ ሞት ቢሆንም። መውገሪያ ድንጋይ የተሸከሙ ሀጥዐን ሊወግሩኝ እንደከበቡኝ እንዲሁ እወዳታለሁ።

የኔ ባትሆንም እወዳታለሁ። ባልደውልልላትም እወዳታለሁ። እንደጠላኋት ባስመስልም እወዳታለሁ። ንፁህ ነፍስ ስላላትም እወዳታለሁ።

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Hello guys I want to talk ahun selalhubet hueta mnamn so mn meselachu I am the most be family expect metedregewa lij Ena mn meselachu ahun electromechanical engineering temari negn Ena bzaw lek wediyaw Sera mageget albebge to help family Ena ahun be electromechanical engineering temerke sewta be mn mn field lay Sera lagege echelalew eski metawku kehone help ur girl

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Hello everyone , im 22 M soon to be 23 and im a muslim, i’ve read everyone else’s vent for a while now but i never thought o would vent too but here it goes, so my problem is relationships i mean i really want one i mean the meaningful and long lasting one but recently I just starting to open up to people and communicate enji i use to be a big introvert but despite there being a lot of girls with a genuinely good heart who wants a lasting love most or almost all of the wont date a poor guy and ik not poor poor but like I can’t always take her out i mean ik I’ll have a great carrer and make something out my self in the future but now i just don’t have the means and that scared the hell out of me cause ik I’ll be messed up if i like someone and she lives me cause of that and even if she stays ik I’ll be disappointed that I can’t give her what she needs rn but despite all that i still feel like theres aomeone out there who can understand me, i just really wanna know the hard truth should i just stop and focus on my carrer and start dating in my late 20’s or early30’s or should i be open and tryy best to find the perfect women ( i like dark skin girls btw )

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I'm F and sasatrew tariku I love someone deeply beka betam malet new ena ahun break adrgenal gn still betam new mwedew esu demo yerasun hiwet jemrual wedehuala memeles ayfelgm gn ene beyekenu yamegal stress Leben beka hasabe bemulu esu hone mn madreg endalebg idk but betam yamegal what my gonna do guys lemetew lemrsat bezu mokerku gn yeljnete new Gena kahunu endezi mehone Des aylm bezi sat gn beka ehe felge new mimeta neger aydelem betam gobez temari neberku gn betam lazy honkug gn ahunm esun new masebew bezi keketelkug memote new beza lay my health endet lehun yamegal 1 ken kayehut beka samntun Des yelegal ayamegm gn ahun mnteyayebet mnm gize yelem beka esun maybet to time yelem beza lay ahun mental illness agatmogal gdeta siyameg sew efelgalew lesu negerkut gn mnm alalegm mnm wesheten meslot yehonal mknyatum mnm lagegew selalchalku text aderekulet doctor amakerku bezihu keketelkug medhanit mejemer alebg eyebasebg meseleg esu gn wedehuala memeles ayfelgm and gize betam amemeg keza lagegew smokr alchalkum slk ayanesam beza lay text aymelesm erasen matfat alfelgm gn betàm amemeg keza mokerkut egziabher selalfekede emebete selalech enem behiwet alehu ehen yahl new yesnelbona amakari mnamn ahun lmokr new betam kebad new betam ena gays pls mkerug erdatachu yasfelgegal bcz enem tenayn efelgewalew guadegam yelegm please help me

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Hi sewoch edet nachu i need ke lb yehone mkr ena mndnw meselachu  ene ye natural temari neg enam gbi fresh gebi neg gn beka basb basb filled mn memret endalebg alawekum maletm bahun gize arif ye hone filled mn edehone gra gebag enam ezi wst senioroch kalachu hasabachun ngerug pls edatalfug lelaw degmo be ahun gze gbi ke gebu be hola wede social maskeyer ychalal wey ? Maskeyerus arif hasab nw milewnm abrachu ngerug

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23f guys I wanna ask u something is it okay to have a chubby 😺 for normal weight lalat set??? cuz im insecure about it when I think about having sex 
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I can’t love my boyfriend anymore what should I do

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I'm so tired of being wanted for my body and men with raging lust are interested in me, I do have some good figure but I don't know if they will still be interested if I lose my figure or have kids.like most men I date are always talking about how they want to get married to me just because of my body. I just want to be loved is it too much to ask like. I'm scared that some day when my young body fades away I would be unloved.

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Hi everyone here is my story. I have never found someone who genuinely loved me never in my entire life, I am a female and 26 years old. I am average looking (a bit cute ), smart, financial stable and introverted. I have my own good and bad just like everyone, I am not that sociable but mnm alilm. I am always alone and have no best friend. I don't mind being alone since I have many things to do. I work from home so I sometimes go for a walk or work from a cafe or restaurant. Bcha I tried dating in the past and I never come across someone who is in love with me. Bcha ahun I am kind of tired of everything ena I am thinking to "Mekureb". I am not that religious so I want to understand how it's done, the criteria and procedures for it. I am also a bit scared how my family would react to it but endeza arge fiker ena teyayazh negeroch kewuste endiwetalign feligalew kezam edmeye siders memenkos new mifelgew. Be betechristian esun lemadreg kene mndn new mitebekew? Thanks in advance.

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Yo, so listen up, back in high school, there was this girl, right?  At first, I wasn't really feelin' her, ya know?  But then she started talkin' late at night(like sexting ), and she was all about gettin' freaky.  We texted all night long,  like, every night.  Then, she was all, "Let's do this in person."  But I was like, "Nah, fam, I'm not into that."  I mean, even if she had the bomb.com body, I just wasn't feelin' it. 
  lemme be real, it ain't because I'm some insecure , okay? I got it all, like, the whole package. But like, I'm just not feeling it right now, you know? Not the time for that kind of thing.
So, I told her straight up, and we just moved on, you know? Now we're both doing our own thing. I'm in college, third year, and I've got a good side hustle going. And, honestly, the whole thing with her, like the texting and all that? It's become super addictive. Now I'm doing the same thing with other girls, and when they want to meet up, I just ghost them.  am I straight up weird?

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I’m 19 years old, and I am a Christian. When I was 16, I got into a relationship with a man who was 34. We were together for two years, but due to some misunderstandings, we eventually broke up. After a few months, I met another guy at church. We started talking, and soon, we became quite close. He told me he was only going to be around for three months and, before he left, he decided to propose to me. So, we got engaged.

After he left, things became difficult because he worked 14-hour days, and we didn’t get much time to talk. I tried to be understanding, knowing that he must be tired. But something began to feel off. One day, I decided to look him up online and found a photo of him—wearing a ring on his hand. I was confused because, whenever I asked him about his life, he always said, “I’m alone, I don’t have anyone here except God.”

I felt uneasy, so I reached out to a friend who lives in the same state as him. That’s when I found out the truth—he had three children and had been divorced for three years. Now, I’m left wondering: should I confront him about this, or wait for him to tell me the truth himself?

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So here is my story I had a bf so he always talke about Sex and after two years of on and off relationship he played a game on me he make me to think he love bicha he lied me a lot of things then we slept together I give him my virginity because at that time I was so depressed and lonely at that time the only thing I left was him after that day I felt guilty but I don’t wanna disapointed him after that day when we meet he told me he want to be friends with benefit because we have different religion he is Muslim and I’m orthodox the he told me he want married a girl Muslim and pure he doesn’t even care about my feelings before we sleep together he told me that he care ,loves me and he gonna be with me some bulishits and lies me about so many things so I was thinking he or me are gonna change our religion and be together so guys I need ur help I’m so depressed when I think about him and trying to kill my self even sometimes I want to kill him so bad he make my life miserable sometimes I think who is gonna married a girl she is not virgin he lives his life pice fully but I’m crying all of times inside and out I want you help what should do my life to past this pain

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Why me? Why this big hole happened to me? This a big gap that no one can ever fill it. Why on me? I wish you could call me "daughter" i wish i could call you Proudly "አባቴ". You don't even care about my happy new year. You don't care if I ever exist or not. You don't care about me at all.
Oh God, what is my sin that left me with out a father? I know I had done a lot I ain't a saint But no one ever deserve this feeling on heart.
Yeah i know I'm crying on the first night of 2017. I can't even tell him what I'm feeling I can't tell no one about this to anyone. I just can writing it to let it out of my chest But is it out??? Oh hell nah it's buried deeply through my heart. I missed you daddy! I huv'been missing you my whole life. Waiting for you to love me, to check me, to care about me ,to call me daughter like that daddy of my friend's.
Wait what if you come right now and say "forgive me daughter. i'll be your father from now on. Let's forget what's passed and live our future." What if u say littrally this?? Could I forgive you? Could I forget what u did to mom, to me?? Could i forget those nights that i spent wetting my pillow?? Could i forget those 18 years that passed with out even one memory of you?? Could I?? I really don't think so!!
I was just praying that 2017 can be the year that could give me my father back ( not back sorry I didn't have u at all). Hell No i just realized even your self can't fill this big gap that's been widening for 18 fucking years.
I wish i wasn't yours at all. And i will never ever ever have my future kids with a fucked up man like you!!
በ2017 የመጀመሪያው ሌሊት የተፃፈ ግን vent ላረገው ያልቻልኩት ዝብርቅርቅ ስሜቴ፡፡ i hope i didn't bore you.

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