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12 февраля 2024 04:58

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Iso hello guys I just turned 23 and never had physical interaction with a girl,and I really want to try at everyway possible 😁. Is it bad to just approach a women just for pleasure I mean i always think it's bad but the tensions are coming now and really need some help

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12 февраля 2024 04:57

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Hey guy's um 23 M I was very depressed..... U hav no idea how much I hav been suffering Mnem aynet tesfa ymibal nger aytaygim nbr bzih amet nw graduate yadrkut plus ahun lay 2nd degree eytmaruk nw ..... Psychological book manbeb ewdhalhu ena sle Psychological disorder aneb nbr .... Spiritual life almost 0% nber betam skeptical nbrku ..... Sibza tibaram nbrku chirash Gbi temari eyalhu they call me "the handsome guy in our batch" ☺️ bcha Narcissist aynet sew nbrku .... so this happen I Wana commit suicide and I did it የኤሌትሪክ ገመድ ያዝኩት 😳...... before 10 min መብራት ጠፍቶ ነበር it seems very funny but it's a miracle 4 me Jesus lmden nw endemot yalflkew malet jemrku .... I feel like um lucky and God protecting me OMG. After that day um totally changed all of my anxiety.... Depression.... Paranoid are gone and filled by confident spirit I start to pray.... Nsha gbahu... Bible manbeb jmrku .... Sbktochin msmat jemrku now I feel very happy and dedicated.
All I Wana say is የሚያስጨንቃችሁን ነገር በእርሱ ላይ ጣሉት እርሱ ስለ እናንተ እብዝቶ ያስባልና plus ከአቅማችሁ በላይ እንድትፈተኑ ፈፅሞ የማይፈቅድ አምላክ አላችሁ። please don't give up on u 🙏Tnx .... Slamachihu ybza

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12 февраля 2024 03:00

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Hello people!
Hope you’re doing well.
I’ve seen vents here a lot saying that they don’t know their purpose but in fact all the people in this world have the same it is creating a family that is guided by God ,yaw bezu tebazu yel yele, just be the best at where you’re at now even if you don’t like it,do it for the praise of God. Don’t worry much because you’ll figure out what you want but not what you’re purpose is.

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11 февраля 2024 05:33

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but why....?

When I was scrolling the internet, I found my ex nude online. It has been a year since we broke up. She was sweet, beautiful, open-minded, caring, and a rockstar in the bedroom (she was the total package). We broke up because I was not emotionally stable at that time.

who ever did this I have a question but WHY WHY WHY WHY?

why did you do this?

what did you gain from what you did ?

is it revenge because she break up with you ?

I hope you die, motherfucker. Thanks to you, I haven't slept for 2 days. I tried to contact her, but her phone is not working and all of her social media presence is gone. Voices in my head say, 'What if her parents found out? What if she killed herself?

If you don't like her, you just break up with her. At least she gave you the time of your life—I'm 100% sure of that. Why did you go so far as to destroy her social reputation? Thanks to you, her social life is destroyed.


Please, guys, anything of a sexual nature between you and your girlfriend must remain between you and her only.

Anything you know about her sexuality must remain a SECRET.

Anything she tells you about her sexuality must remain a SECRET.

Anything the two of you have done which is of a sexual nature must remain a SECRET.

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11 февраля 2024 05:32

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Why is life worthliving? i am not a big fan of just mere existence in this Diabolic world. But I couldn't help my self being so fond of life sometimes. Nothing great. Nothing fancy. We live in a world where some get the most astonishing pleasures imaginable. While at the same time others die in a tragic accident, a child gets brutally murdered, or natural processes bring about terrible disasters. All these happen for a brief moment of cosmic awareness only to vanish into eternal nothingness. It's like a Domino effect. We are in an unbearable vicious cycle of hatred and ignorance. instead of peace we choose war. we Hope but it always disappoints.
💔What a circus!! what makes our life worthyliving so🙄? what can inspire me to live?

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11 февраля 2024 05:32

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In the quiet solitude of my heart, I've come to a bittersweet realization. To let you go, though it pains me deeply. As the fragments of my heart scatter like delicate petals in the wind, I know in my soul that this parting is necessary.

You, once the epitome of perfection in my eyes, gradually faded from the forefront of my priorities, leaving me to grapple with the imbalance of our affections.

In the end, it wasn't your fervent plea for me to stay that echoed in the silence, but a resigned 'okay as I whispered of our inevitable parting. This might be the last things i will say to you, even though you might not read it but Thank you, for the kaleidoscope of emotions you've unveiled within me, for teaching me the depths of my own humanity. You held the key to the fortress I built around my heart, unlocking its secrets with such elegancy.

I have decided to love you from far, like a distant star illuminating the night sky, your presence will linger in the corners of my soul.

As I go on this journey of healing, i will remember the memories from the day we met like precious treasures, Knowing that from the ashes of this sorrow, new beginnings await, adorned with promise of love's enduring grace.

Good bye Bunny

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11 февраля 2024 05:31

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So...I'm gonna keep this short here's the thing ive never dated a guy in person before so these past year i decided to give it a shot cuz everybody around me is dating and i felt like i was the problem here..so i went on a date with this guy and all his intention towards me is sexual and im not one of those girls who are interested in this typa thingz i just want something real i dont wanna play around and waste my time around the person that im not even gonna see in the near future so i left that relationship thinking i could find someone better then after a few months i met someone and he acts the exact same way as that guy and now im convinced that every guy i met is like that ena ene gar bicha new ehe neger eyetefetere yalew weys hulum gar new ? what do you guys recommend me to do ?

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11 февраля 2024 05:31

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19M( gonna be 20 soon) Selam folks so mn meselachu never been in love my intire life is it ok I mean all my friends have experienced it but not me why?? I don't know trust me I wanna try it like everytime i see a cute girl I get their number and contact them ( chat call mnamn) gin like after a few days (not even a week) I get bored yselechugnal mnm yakl perfect bthon enkuan is it normal guys

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10 февраля 2024 10:47

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I am really attached to the girl, i met her like 2 years ago we got closer and closer, i knew she is a player but we started off as a friend and our friendship has no label now or just call it bestfriends, when i realised noe she wanted to change things to romantics she used to invite me to her home, even offerd me to spend night at hers saying it is dark and scary to go home, she also initiated me to move out with her (as roommates) knowing i was a jerk but i was ignorant then, she used to care for me somehow one day i noticed i really love her and i think she gets over me when it comes to me she is very lovely, but it is safe to say she is a hoe who want to get paid after a date and she entertain other dudes when bored so i hate her this trait fn demo i love her at the same time she ask me to buy her goods do her thing it is allright for me gn when i think longterm i honestly dont want to marry spoiled girl who go club every weekend gn when i decide to let her go demo i really need her i even miss the way she ask for favor, even she is soo hot af i never dreamed to hv sx with her i even lose my sx intentions with her gn demo i cant see her with other dude or marrying other old sugardaddy i want to talk to her and ask her to call but when she called i wish i throw my phone through the drain, i dont wanna stay bestfriends with her and i also dont need to hv a serious relationship with someone who i dont think would stay serious. What should i do guys

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10 февраля 2024 10:47

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It was yesterday (Feb 7)in AAU me and my friend were getting back from library late at night and I didn't notice a group of guys were behind us and when i suddenly look back there's a group of guys and i was scared not scared actually tinish denegeche nw and one of the guy there said 'ere adengechi' and you don't know how comforting it is for a silly reason anyways if you're reading this i just want to say thank you for saying that and also feeding my delusion with the silliest thing🙂.

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10 февраля 2024 10:47

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Ok this what happened today

I have been struggling with this life like I was depressed, introverted ( drop out college , no work) i gave up on everything for the past 3 yrs during that time I handled many ppl that crossed me really bad behiwete ke sew metalat alwedm gn feri aydelewm I just want my peace so I preferred to stay quit and let them won gn deep inside i was really sad and disappointed at the same time i wish i had that courage to hurt others feeling and the revenge personality.... for someone who struggled mentally ,suicidal, lonely like me it was too much to fight gn beka sewoch yidersubnal manm mn eyasalefn endehone weff...

i started working before a year ena I'm so dedicated ena zare some stranger I used to know crossed me again he is someone i know before many years idek his name once he asked me to be his girlfriend and at the time I was like 14yr old mnamn (he's big) he kinda muscular keza zare I went to visit my one of favorite sister (not in blood ) keza smeles seferachew ayehut ayegn😳 keza yehonech lej eyalekesech ayew ena i asked what happened to her n she said her bf beaten her I asked why she wasn't interested to tell keza i tried to cheer her up (it was already evening 1seat mnamn) so i told her to go and cry but not on a street 💔 keza sezor he was sitting on smtg " bet madres neberebsh " alegn I said " why don't u if ur sorry for her" keza sedebegn😐literally n I was like
👩 "WTF? DO I EVEN KNOW
U"
👨‍🦱 "I do know u gn laksh alfelgm"
I got mad betam so I insulted back then guess what he said??
" እጠፈጥፍሻለው!!! " weyneeeee egelewalew😭😭😭😭mikaeln seraletalew behiwete ende zare afre alakm berase ahun yemfelgew endet arge afer deme endemabelaw endtmekrugn bcha new mikaeln I feel sooo attacked beka endemetagn new yemkotrew I'm 22 ahun balehubet age literally manm endisafetegn alfelgm eza sefer demo gulbe nen yemilu be huka yedenezezu nachew yemolut ene demo enesun beye eswa gar mehed alakomem ketenagerugnm malef alfelgm so do smtg to ur sis beka I just wanna go and say " balefew etefetfshalew new yalkegn? Why don't u try?" Keza traumatized laregew new yemfelgew I'm really really done feeling vulnerable lerase endemalans eyaweku tesedbe zm malet alfelgm ena techniques kawekachum don't hold urself back cause he's muscular I know he ain gonna die by just a slap👋🏼

Edefawalew!

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10 февраля 2024 10:47

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Hello I vented before but the comments were rather condescending than helping and I wish to change that as well people come here to this channel to get help and share their emotions but people under this comment are mean and I don't know why if you don't have to say anything nice about somebody don't say anything at all this is literally twisted it doesn't matter if the person is non-binary queer or whatever the hell that they want to you just have to listen to them and if you are willing to help you can send you suggestions in private other than that to no one for you to give us your entitled opinion so please especially men out here especially men who are above 25/ middle aged men please stay away

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10 февраля 2024 10:47

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Why dont I fear death like a normal people. I don't mind dying. If I was told I am gonna die soon because of some sort of cancer or sth I will be fine with it. I don't even wanna waste my family money to just wanna get better. I don't care. don't get me wrong I am not suicidal. I don't think of killing myself. why would I?...I love myself and my life. I am so thankful about things in my life. Any psychiatrist here who can tell me whether this is normal or not?

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10 февраля 2024 10:47

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I know studying cs is going to be the worst mistake of my life. I'm not into tech, I'm not creative and I generally depend on reading to learn something. Plus when I dream of my future, I think of a stable job which requires my unique skill, pays well and has a visible impact (and is not in an office 🤮). I don't think that's what computer scientists do.
The reason I'm studying it anyway is because my parents are so passionate about making money and they're gaslighting me into liking it despite me telling them that it's not a good fit for me. I am meant to be in medicine. I'm not too excited about having a fun life, I'm really good at retaining information, I'm not bothered by being academically pressured. Also I'm an academic weapon and I could easily get into medicine. Whenever I bring this up they purposely but not directly make me feel as if I can't bear the pressure. They talk about the bad pay, the long years in school and work life balance. They also do that with engineering. I know it's because they care about me but I can't do cs. I just can't. It's a waste of my potential and ten years from now, I'll prolly be in corporate working in a job I hate while my highschool classmates will be in a position where I could never be at and this thought itself eats me up. Like, I'm that person that stayed up all night studying. Kind of. People expect things from me and I expect a lot from me too. I know for sure this is a mistake.
I thought of following my passion mnamn. but first of all medicine isn't my passion, it's just the best out of the choices I have. And second, if I ever do get into medicine and find out it's as bad as they said, I won't have a support system. They'll all just be like, we told you so. And I'm in such a dilemma. I swear.
They say to me that I'll be in school by they time my siblings get a job. But I'll be 27 one day and wouldn't I rather be 27 and a doctor rather than 27 in a job I hate?

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10 февраля 2024 10:47

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Here is the thing there is the gratest tv series called true detective and i can't stop watching it. I watch it over and over again and it's a masterpiece but it make me question my whole existence the main character rust is a pessimist but his philosophy is deep u can't just throw them out he is more like Nietzsche for example rust will say "human consciousness is a tragic misstep in evolution we are creature that should not exist by natural law"....."time is a flat circle everything we ever done or will do we gonna do over and over again"...and he criticize religion by saying "religion is a language virus that create neuropathway in our brain which dull our critical thinking"..."The onthological fallacy of expecting a light at the end of the tunnel that's what religious preacher sells same as a shrink"..." The preacher encourage your capacity for an illusion and he will tell you to be virtuous".... etc... In rust view God merely act as this vessel people project their own fear and despair onto. but in my view i think he is a hypocrite he say the world is evil but he will fight evil...that's what makes him a mystery. anyways he will change at the end. To be honest i don't recommend u to watch it b/c it can make u depressed and question everything but if u did be open minded....Thank u.

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12 февраля 2024 04:57

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I met this guy at fresh man he was a good friend. I genuinely liked him but there's a thing abt me, I can't develop feelings for no one neither for my friends nor for a guy but I liked having him around our energy matches a lot but as time passes by I think he couldn't keep being just friends with me so he asked me out, I was actually terrified. I didn't know what to do I was scared it felt like going to hell after making unforgivable sin so I deleted all my social medias but that doesn't change a thing. I think he also understood I was scared so he left me alone I missed him time to time, we're not as close as we used to be but whenever we face a problem in our life we vent on eachother and he still cares abt me like he did before. But a couple of days ago I did something I've never imagined will do and I wanna discuss it with him but I just can't bring myself to tell him. Should I just tell him and see if he'll change?

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12 февраля 2024 03:00

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Hi 18 F
Every time people say oh you're beautiful, pretty le enate demo konjeye lej alechachu🙄 I feel like they are saying it out of sympathy I will never believe that I am pretty because I am just seeing the truth I am never pretty my dad used to call me pretty yes because he felt sad about me like you will believe me after seeing my face like there is nothing attractive about me my face is full of scars, acne,dark spots and I have shapeless nose don't even start about my lip oh my god this life is really unfair why God why me 😭kids used to bully me in kG because I was black,ugly but I never thought about it in KG but I high-school I was very conscious about my looks and now I am at uni every one is gorgeous here and I lost all my confidence I don't know what to do please I am thinking about getting plastic surgery and pls pls help everyone😭😭again this is not a joke pls help me.

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12 февраля 2024 03:00

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I, just need an advice this advice can help me a lot

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I meet this boy on instgarme and we start taking and taking we usualy spent our days taking  i usually go to club and we go to same club with him so he doesn't think am Virgin and i told him i am but he u go to club u can't be a Virgin   and i told him am not a virgin then we change the subject we talk a lot on a phone and told me about his last relationship and we just a great connection at first i though he was playing  because his following list is full of girls he says i follow everyone not only girls even if i follow them i am talking to any of them am just talking to you and suddenly i start to believe him .
And then one day we decided to meet and we meet he take to hotel room and we had sex i tell him to stop he stop but i was to late he take my virginity he was in shock  becouse he didn't think i was a virgin  andthen i go home i said sorry b/c i don't what to have sex but he want he call me we talk and i go to bad but i that night i just hate my self am not virgin i had sex at the end of the day who will accept me to marrige if am not virgin that what i though am i right ?
The next day i call him he didn't pick up he told me he was sick i didn't trust him but he say welahii so i trust him and the next day we didn't talk like old days i feel like his ignoring me b/c of am weak women who can't even protect her self but he say he was busy that why enji he not ignoring me 

I feel like i don't know if he wana go i would let him go am not letting him go b/c his my first i broke my rule for him betam meytala nager kalhone am not living him gen my fear is i know me and him are different person like he is Muslim am ortodoxes  and what if noone will accept me like i am a girl who has been touched
I don't even tell to my close friend i mean am the one who was like to get marry with her virginity i feel like i  made a wrong decision i know i did but they will support me but i lost my self confidence

Boys is it okay u to marry a girl who not virign

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11 февраля 2024 05:32

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Hello there, male in his early 20s I've struggled a lot like a lotttt ena egziaber yemesgen I'm becoming the best version of myself like I'm financially stable, have businesses, don't use taxi anymore egzer yemesgen gn I have like high standard for my future wife idk sometimes sasebew I shld adapt to live alone on my own elalew I don't think my standards are too high gn nvr met a woman near my standard (jk I've met one gn when I was teenager nbr). U probably wonder what my standards are right egziaber melkam set blo yegeletsat aynet tsebay yalat ena konjo yehonech that's it UK I'm strong on my own gn when I got home from work I want that little emotional support from my own person gn I'd rather be alone than to lower my standards tell me i have hope

ena for some of you out there struggling nvr give up

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11 февраля 2024 05:32

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Guys pls I need ur help so there is this guy we just meet randomly on telegram (I was the one who said hi me the problem) keza we started talking and he is 22 and uni student and we were talking like for one year (exchange pic) and he was a good guy he just wanted to be friends I said yes and we were friends but I was always afraid that it will grow more than friendship like really scared. And he said it will not change menamen ena keza enegenagn selegn embi elewalew selk kitrem alsetem beyew neber keza setewt then we started talking and it was great and like we will talk for a day more than 2 hours I became attached and I asked him to stop our friendship but he said no tenegagren enfetawalen ( feeling endet new tenegagro mefetaw) then beka I am getting feelings beka enakum alkut then he said lemndenew selerasesh metasbew ale gen lek adelewm? Then he said I am also getting feelings menamen the only thing I wanted is for this not to happen then friendship aykum teyew relation enjemer aleleshem ale then I blocked him I am sorry pls don't judge me gen for only a week new mehonew alkut betam tended akalew tefategna endehonku gen at any cost I don't wanna be in relationship i have like bad opinion about it and I am literally crying right now pls guys what shall u do?

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11 февраля 2024 05:31

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I am 21M
I have this girl like my chilhood and ik her since i was like 12 and we have been good friends.When i was in high school i was porn addict and i was player and i destroy my self during those times now i am unv student in AA i had sex with just one girl and she is my child hood friend and when we get together we always had sex like always and it's been 3 years since we began having sex atleast 3 times a week but the thing is she is not my gf but i love her to death she like the friends with benefit thing she makes me quit porn addiction and also am not player any more but the thing is she hate boys and she thinks all boyz are z same so what shall i do jemaw??
My way of escaping this situation is like getting a girl who is interested in me and who can love me to the death. I make it short cause i don't wanna make u meselchet so like if u wnat the full story just dm me and help me with ur suggestions.

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11 февраля 2024 05:31

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Am 21 and Yall what is wrong with me please help me i can't talk and have chill with peoples at all. like literally even with my father and all my family i can't start agood conversion with someone and can't have fun. How gn peoples can have covo with strangers and make friend. Like am here welkite university for remedial and bro am at dorme 27/7 all day. When it come to girls i had agirl like i can't make her happy have fun and agood time with her and she be like my mom just trying to make me feel good because she like me. But one day we can't keep that going and we stopped that after that noting. Am confused here guys tell me what should i do am sick and tired 😔😔

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11 февраля 2024 03:00

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why is this happening to me I feel like I'm living in hell fuck abrewgn yetemaru friends freshman first semester final chersewal while I'm stuck here in this fuckin nightmare I'm sick of it yemer bekagn ede Koy temari ena politics mn agenagnachew I don't give a fuck who leads all want is to graduate to work hard to have a better life n family fuck the mengst

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10 февраля 2024 10:47

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hey!

am 20F

am a universty student and i have been in a relationship before but am not sure i was in love i mean yelugneta yatekagnal betam ena meet madergachew wendoch lk smetachew wede fkr sihon ena sinegrugn wey kes bye erasen tefategna asbye ameltalew gn 1 2te betam lemnewgn ena asaznegnewm relationship wust gebche nbr whatever so i guess now am really in love bzu amet guadegnaye nbr ena ahun esum enem i love u mnamn tebablen relationship wust gebtenal gn enja yemejemeriya honebgn demo endalatawm feralew esu konjo rejm teym tegbabi zenach bcha beka hulum set mtmegnew aynet wend nw. Be3 amet yebeletegnal enem konjo negn actually 😂 key achir mnamn the point is ene tnsh betekrstian abezaw i mean ageleglalew kemis nw mlebsew i have never kissed someone odd botawoch heje alawkm neger aygebagnm bcha beka more or less innocent negn esu tnsh kene yeleyal ena yechenkegnal betam betam nw mwedww esum endezaw betam nw mnkebaberew gn endet mehon endalegn esu fit gra yegenagnal endet bf treat madreg endalebgn kene mn endemitebek mnamn cause i feel like he will be my husband i always pray for that ena my question is howdo i treat my man wendochm wend antsar set demo lbam set endet endemikon negerugn eski am kinda childish ena demo ene beteklil nbr magbat mfelgew ena esu aychlm ena what should i do


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10 февраля 2024 10:47

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Hey there 🤚
First of all I'm sorry for dumping my miseries on y'all but I had to let it out.

My mental health is getting worse again only this time I don't know how to handle it anymore. My life is like unending sequence of traumatizing events, I start every year with an optimistic mind that maybe it'll get better this year maybe my life would be a little better at the very least but guess what, it gets worse every fucking year.

I have completely lost interest in everything from my grades to my whole fucking existence. I'm not always like this. I feel better for some time I feel like I'm starting over and finally building happy a life until everything just falls apart again and I'm left with nothing but this emptiness and feelings of not being enough for anything.

I'm not suicidal, I tried it once but I didn't really have the balls to do it and I honestly don't see myself trying anything like that again. I don't want to live but I don't want to take my own life either.

I have lost my faith so I don't really have anything left to hang onto or someone to rely on. I fear this will be me for the rest of my life. Is life always going to be like this? Does it get any better? I honestly have no idea what's going on with me or if I'm ever going to be better. I hope everything gets better because I can't live like this anymore

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10 февраля 2024 10:47

Hey Unihorse 🦄
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Hi I am 20F,
I just want to vent and I am not sure how coherent I will be but here goes nothing.

So I have never dated, never really wanted to. I mean I thought I was to young and didn't really care when I was in highschool so I thought I would date when I get to uni but Uni life is just so fast and 1 year turned to three so here I am at 3rd year, still never dated. The crazy thing is I still feel too young, too busy and too uninterested to date. Is the interest in dating something that kicks in at some point?
I am a plan person, always have been and dating never was in my near future plans, I wanted to get married at 26/27 so always said starting at 23/4 is enough time but that's also because I thought I would have a friendship base with the person I date and taking into consideration one or two failed r/nships 3 years seemed more than enough time but here is where the problem comes, I have no male friends. Partly because the maturity levels of Guys my age is well it's less than ideal (even for a friendship) to put it politely and partly because I don't want to date yet and the guys I meet have this weird pattern of confessing in a week to a month of knowing me (and as much as I want to say It's because I have a beauty that rivels painting or a personality too charming that is neither enough time to get to know my personality nor do I have a conventional and objective beauty Ethiopians would fall for at first sight)

Honestly right now I wonder if I am subconsciously pushing every possible guy I might like because of how much I like where my life is going rn. I am growing, and prospering so I don't want any drama that could fuck that up. I want to be a strong and independent women who made her dreams come true and thanks to God, I feel my self grow everyday in that direction. The other thing I want to have is a family and although it is not really much of a priority right now, I don't want time to slip me be so fast I don't realize it. I mean I am trying to do things that will help me be a healthy and supportive partner one day (through prayers, trauma healing and learning to be unselfish) but I do worry if I am supposed to do more? Like make an effort to talk to guys? I just always thought love and friendship are things that are supposed to come naturally but how does it happen naturally? Anyways I am just venting my confusion and anxiety May God guides me through this chaos😂 cause clearly I am beyond confused.

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10 февраля 2024 10:47

Hey Unihorse 🦄
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I am male I am 29 and I just want to vent this out cause I can't say it Infront of anyone I know most people will think how is this a problem but it is for me very much I am very rich like ridiculously rich and that's the issue I am never comfortable with a girl I am dating cause I feel like they all just want me for my money and it's betam annoying I want someone to love me for me to get married and to have kids to have what my parents had but I never feel that in the back of my mind I always think she is just here for my money sorry for wasting your time reading this I just wanted to say it out loud somewhere

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10 февраля 2024 10:47

Hey Unihorse 🦄
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I am finding it a lot easier to write when i miss you or whenever it takes a bit long for you to reply.
I hate that I miss you I also love having you. Ik it's ...weird
Idk what to do about my insecurity
Thoughts ...what if i am too clingy
What if he is annoyed
What if i am too much
What if i am bothering him and not let him have time with himself.....all this thoughts
Are we back?
Am not worried ...no really but what I am is that I am confused
At the same time i want you sooo bad or i guess I need you
The last thing I want to do is hurt you. It's delicate and I have to be so careful
So it's a bit hard to name what I am feeling
Do I love you?
If yes then ...will I be willing to do anything for you?
Isn't that love?
Or am I just addicted to you?
The feelings the joy you brought to my life?
Or is it....
Is this a lesson to be learnt?
Answer me my Darling are you going to stay in the past? Or will go further ?





Nvm that....am not gonna worry about it anyways 😘
Oh you replied to my text😂 what a coincidence 🤷‍♀

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10 февраля 2024 10:47

Hey Unihorse 🦄
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a friend watches a lot of trans sexual videos. he is in a very healthy and happy relationship. he goes to ጠንቋይ bet very often w his girlfriend. they are both medical students at Black Lion. he wants to stop watching tranny porn, what would u recommend?

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10 февраля 2024 10:47

Hey Unihorse 🦄
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I would like to ask a question and expect a suggestion,
Is it or Is it not morally acceptable to manipulate someone for your own benefit if that person at the end is no harms way,?
Or I should put it this way, you manipulate them for your own good but you will take responsibility for them at the end for them not to end up in an undesirable situation.
I wonder how many of you think it’s acceptable to you or not.
Thank you,

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