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03 сентября 2023 04:01

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So the thing is i will tell u what am dealing with now and i want u you tell me straight forward especially boys
So me and this guy we been friends for a year we and been there for each other in the good and bad moment well a year might sounds tinish but it was a year where we both were facing lot of problem and blessings in our lifes.he is the kinda guy i sometimes feel like his out of my league neger me personally got told my many people that i am a good looking girl with curves but still with him i feel a bit insecure .gen since his friend asked me out my best friend is sounding crazy i mean he always says i love u he calls me lil mama and always told me that i am the only person who got the right to be mad at him menamn gen thats normal thing for us i mean we do that derom ahu gen he is like "let me know if u are going to take the thing u r doing with my friend to another step cuz i dont wanna share u with anybody and if u really like him demo it not cool for us to talk and act like we used to cuz we have to set boundaries if ur going to date him " and i was like wtf ...and last time he was telling me about how he likey my chubby Chicks and how he like my skin color and the way i smells and how i blush and see him with wide open eyes when he give me a spicy pages in books to read (we both r in to dark romance books ) menamn and he end up saying girl u know ur my type aaa i wanna wife a wife like u .. and recently this days he calls me 3 time a day menamn and leave me with kisses through the phone ... And zem sel he said wont u kiss me back and when i do he said letenesh new yesateshign.well that was awkward .. i know he is every girls dream man sometimes i even feel bad for my self to walk with him cuz the girls that i see would give me that look like " he can get better" aynet but little do they know that we r not a thing ..becha what made me confused now is that he posted a girl on his story with a caption "mia more ❤️" and that was the girl he used to ask me advice to get her menamen ena i was like wow someone is taking the game lela level why dont he leave her if she dont want too cuz enemakew esua hard to get kinda girl negen bela selemetaseb esu he said i wanna show her that i aint like the rest to go ser seru menam( that was what he told when i forced him to date yhe girl) ...then i just saw her post and go to the comments thats when i saw her reply" love u yene Bal always urs "to his heart emoji so wtf is happening?

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03 сентября 2023 04:00

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So I was going back home from the gym, it was leg day and it was just "one of those days"... I had no energy and it just wasn't it so I had to stop at mid of my workout and just go home. I then decided to get some yogurt but couldn't find it anywhere...just shits adding up. Then I stopped at a supermarket to buy milk for my sister then as I was struggling to put the money that the cashier gave me back in to my pocket, I heard a call from my behind and it was "yenebite" and instead of giving her anything I just gave her the most inappropriate yehone look and just turned back and started heading home and I just genuinely feel bad about it. She was holding a child and I was taking milk for my little sister. It wouldn't have harmed me if I just gave her 10 birr or stg, at all. I was pissed at myself right after I turned back... it started to kick and I couldn't turn back cause...idk why either. It has been hours since it has happened but I'm still thinking about it and I wish I didn't do that...I really do.

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03 сентября 2023 04:00

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I guys today i will share you my sexual life well engdi my dick so big 9.5 inch ena setochun jenjegne mnamn lebda selee eyferugn nww ena eskahun shermuta eybdahu nww yalhutt give me some advice 😞😞

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03 сентября 2023 04:00

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Hello I want to talk to doctor please it’s kinda of urgent. Any doctor out there who can help me with my situation it will be helpful. It’s related about pregnancy.

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03 сентября 2023 04:00

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we are bestie, more like twins, he is like the male version of me. we met in campus and we have the strongest bond , half of the campus thinks we r couple ( thats how much close we r ). throughout my life he is the only friend who isnt envious towards me . he knows me more than anyone, i know his deepest secrets.... now we r on summer break
and he is changing on me and my heart is aching , all my life all i wanted was one good friend and he has this bigggggg place in my heart and he is becoming cold on me. he has told me i might see some changes and he wanted to work on his personality i get that and i fully support that but, he dont pick or return my calls , and give me some dry excuses the part that broke my heart was when other people call him he talks to them, he even calls them and whyyy me?
ik people telling me the way i care for him will break me one day i giess that day has arrived.
how am i gonna react when we go back to campus.

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03 сентября 2023 04:00

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Today I felt lonely way beyond measure, hard to comprehend, even confusing. What confusing is that I never felt lonely as much as i am alone.

My books are always here. Or some random thoughts that occupies this mind of mine. And other people too, I am surrounded with lots of them to my liking, and I play their games accordingly. It amazes me that I find a lot solitude time even tho I am "interacting"


And thanks to the recent degree program I started to study, i am actually too busy to even think about being/ feeling lonely.

So why did I feel lonely? May be it is the fact that my moves are calculated when socializing. It is only natural for me at least.It is action and reaction, but not always the opposite like Newton's law. I laugh when they laugh, I care when they care, I don't show too much emotion ( or so they say), been a long time since I cried .


May be it is because I was expecting some affection from some one. I am noticing a lot of affection among my friends, family, random couples I see around, and I go " how the hell they manage it ?" It is not premeditated ...their action I mean. Especially with people on the relationship side..... and I can't stop yearning the touches, and the kisses, everything. May be this feeling is just because I am single. Heheh, but I am too proud to let my guard down. I don't go with the fling ....every emotion that flows in me needs to be filtered.


Or it is just I am exhausted and burn out, and I just need a shoulder to rest. May be I just bottled up everything that happens and need someone I need to talk to.... yes, there is my lovely sister that always listens to me but she is my little sister and some of the things are way beyond her thinking....



Or it is just that I got to numb to everything and this is the spark flickers in me that didn't yet, turn to ash!!!

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03 сентября 2023 04:00

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I'm male 22 i always wonder if im the only one always in the middle i look for true love and i get gold diggers and when doing the reverse and look for friends with benefits i get stupid teens kinda confused here

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02 сентября 2023 04:00

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Hey, 22-year-old confused dude, let me vent. I received my education at AAU; in fact, I received my degree there this year. I mentioned my campus because I met a girl there about three years ago who is just different. I was there for every challenge she experienced once we first connected as classmates and afterwards as close friends. Short version: I started to develop feelings for her, but the fact that she is Muslim and I am Orthodox made it difficult for me. I try to  distance myself from her but she didn't let it happen. When we were conducting our final research, there were only approximately two months till graduation.We begin to feel more inclined than ever to spend the entire day and night in the library. Then, one day out of the blue, I kissed her, shocking both of us. After a week of not seeing each other, we resumed our meetings and began chatting about our friendship. I then confessed my two-year love for her, but she told me she never thinks of me in that manner.  But i carry on kissing her Mostly with out her willing,and spending more time together than ever. After that, we shared a room and slept there one night. And then, suddenly, she had said that she was not virgin,but boom she was. I don't know why she used to say that she isnot virgin. I was shocking so much that I had to stop what we were doing.After that,
But still we are not  couples 😭😭😭. She insisted . After graduating, we slept four times but did nothing else.
Okay, guys What should I do, and what do you think about my situation?.. What do you think Going here ?

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02 сентября 2023 04:00

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Hey everyone, I'm a 23-year-old guy who could really use some help right now. I'm having a tough time giving up alcohol. You see, I've got social anxiety, which makes it really hard for me to feel comfortable around new people. So whenever I'm feeling stressed or alone, the first thing that pops into my head is reaching for a drink. It's like the only way I can let loose and open up to the people around me, because when I'm sober, something holds me back. At first, it was kind of fun, but now I'm starting to worry about myself because I'm starting to hate who I am (which ironically makes me want to drink even more). If there's anyone out there who's been through something similar, I'd really appreciate your advice and support. Help a brother out, please!

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02 сентября 2023 04:00

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Hey there
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I know intentional friendships r less of a success than accidental ones but looking to give it a try and move forward with what life has to offer. Thank you👍

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02 сентября 2023 04:00

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Hey guys I am 21f,don't bother to say ,ask my id cause I am not worth it ebakachu😂😂
My point💃
Wegahut yihen menfes yilalu pro's...ebakachu yene ye wirdet menfes wigulign ebakachu...betam usual silehonebign I need help besmam😂
It all started back at 4th grade,puberty atbiya lay😁Ke crushe ategeb tekemiche Des endalegn eyale,I farted 🙊...ena he was so shocked 🙊ena we were kids it's fine lemitlu it went on until highschool like wtffff
He longer was my crush,so I zinged with this new guy and I was a nerd so like he fought with me ena I wish I controlled my impulses and ran out and cried,he was like ewww
Keza😂ere I am dying be sak
Adegin like highschool lay,Ke lift seri crush yazegn keza hule bet siweta esun metebek...keza esun eyayew, bidefas like derejaw lay🙊🙊🙊so shameful uff cringe yaregal sasitawisew...
Then campus gebaw ena fua fua alkua the freedom and crush boyfriend mehon michilbet place new 'biye asib neber'
Like library yayehut lij neber ena I was like yeyyyyy kayegn minamin...esu akakabi heje neber mikemetew Ke jemaw gar and I was so excited seeing him...keza🤦🏿‍♀️I went out partying ena click eyaregin,he knew meslegn aychh..keza Kuch bilen beyebotachin,betam tetaw meslegn vomit liyaregegn sil wetaw Roche wetaw,keza betam kasimelesegn behuala zore say,angeten kuatiro siyanteletilegn yeneberew crushe neber,vomiten ayehut I was done like wtf...he saw this😭😭
Eshi I am done alkuna ahun summer break lay,sefer wist yehone tall guy gar mefatet jemeriku,kite alarf ale eko😂I recently found out 10th grader endehone his hormones lela tarik new meslegn ...azenku🤦🏿‍♀️🤦🏿‍♀️🤦🏿‍♀️beka....ena kezih frequent wirdetoch rasen makeb michilew arfo bemekemet kehone,alichilim😂extrovert negn besmam...
So guys endet new more mature mehon michilew,lay sifatet Hulu yale wirdet endet lifatet...for real,I might die virgin eyalku eyazenku new at this point😂
So advice me guys
Ena ezih vent lay kalachu the above guys
I am sorry to (Miki,Alex,bisrat,johnny,leoule)
Thanks for the reading..

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02 сентября 2023 04:00

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Hi am 21 F and I just want some advice .when I was 18 I met this boy and we started chatting and I started to like him and he told me that he liked me we were like solmates even though the lives in adama and I live in addis we didn't spend a day with out talking to each other I thought we were soul mates but the thing is my parents are very strict so I couldn't meet him I think that ticked him off we were in a couple for like 1 year and then he started to show some red flags like he would tell me that his friend kissed him and she asked him out and other things like let's put an end to our relationship and another year passed like that we being on and off and one day he told me he wanted to break up and I was cool about it but I was deeply hurt I cried and my chest hurted and everything I was strong and I got over him completely I blocked him and after some time he started to beg me and told me "the reason " I said no and told him that I don't want to be in that situation like that ever again he chased after me for like 5 month then he stopped .....NOW after that it became harder to talk to boys when some boys are interested in me I just don't know how to talk to them I don't know why I was very good at flirting and chatting but now even if am interested in them I just don't do it am 21 and I have never been on a proper date .

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02 сентября 2023 04:00

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I have a question for everyone, what do ya'll think about teen love and r/ship in like highschool and shit like that? Think that this is your little sister or brother and drop ur best advise in da comments.

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02 сентября 2023 04:00

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Kemetamem bezat denachu tawkalachu?? Don't expect a well constructed statement. I suddenly started crying out of the blue. I'm not depressed nor sad alhamdulillah. But when I look back what I've went through yemr yalefew rasu yamal beka somedays when u remember how the nights used to feel kuch argo yasleksegnal. Yam alefe alhamdulillah now sew yemiwedegn Rasen yemwed le fetariye morethan ever yekerebku sew negn. But the scars hurt bro. YAMALUUU betammmm yakatelalu sometimes ena yemiyastelaw when there's no one who can relate. Ahunm endi destegna hogne memot alfo alfo yinaflegnal. It left me a hella big scar wellahi kezi buhala I don't think anything will ever have the power to have me sleepless let alone depressed. Le 1 sew yetesemagnen salaweraw emot yhonal eko aa?? Lenegeru enkuan alfo yamem bechayen cheyewalew. InshAllah yehone ken I'll forget how it felt.

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02 сентября 2023 04:00

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Soo just saw a vent saying my D is big and people on the comment were like “my G is suffering from succes and all that” but the truth is its really uncomfortable Yea having big d is no joke and its cool ig but unlike the guy im only 17 soon to turn 18 and what i don’t like about having big d is the way it makes a print when i wear a jeans and i can’t even wear shorts without it looking like i have a big boner and people keep staring at my D and its so fucking weird my uncles wife beteley jesus hule aynua esu lay nw sorry if this comes up as bragging but its just the truth and it rly makes me uncomfortable and i don’t even know eske snt edmeye dres endemiyadeg from what i have measured using a ruler my D is around 23 Something cm but im still a virgin and not interested in sex owww and when i was a kid my moms friend used to touch me down there but thats for an another vent shits too long.

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03 сентября 2023 04:01

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Hey guys, your dude here 👋 So, let's make things short. It's my birthday, just turned 24 today. Nobody around me knows about it and we're students far from our home. No big deal tho It's not new to me but I'm so sick and it's like one of the crucial moments that I shouldn't be sick. Cause I'm going to have final exam 2 days later. Bad things summing up on me. Wish me luck and a happy birthday also 😅

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03 сентября 2023 04:00

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'Love thy neighbor as thyself', one of the most quoted and most important biblical verse.
I was thinking, is it because we dont even love 'thyself' that the 'loving thy neighbor' part is becoming so freaking hard for us?
Look, I wish we could live in a world with love and harmony, and im sure most of us share this feeling, and for the 25 years I've lived in this earth, there is a pattern i have recognized; hurt people HURT PEOPLE! Im not making excuses for the insane inhumanly things we are doing to each other but Idk, i kinda see the hurt, vulnerable, broken soul who is silently soothing his/her own pain with evil... Oh, evil can be soooo soothing, sins give such a momentary relief, doesn't it?
But such is life. We are thought to compare ourselves with one another from such a young age, to make fun of our differences, although, truth is that we all are weird in our own ways, to blame anything and everything other than ourselves for all the wrong that has happened to us.... I think it's a cry for help. But we are all crying so loud in such aggressive ways that we can not for the life of us listen to the cries of others.
For instance, lets take feminism... oooooo, i can already feel the hatred im going to get for the words that im going to write next... I am a feminist. In fact, I think everyone should be one, I think that most ARE one but the modern day 'feminists' have spin it off so bad that it has lost it's original meaning... Equal rights, equal opportunities, thats all. But the way feminism works these days, i think that is also a cry for help... In previous years, women who are very much intouch with their 'feminine' side, who are nurturing, cooks and cleans and takes care of her husband and kids, is submissive to her husband.... those women have been abused so bad. I think it is nature that we feel bigger picking on someone smaller than ourselves; and the physical, intellectual, financial strength men had over women made us women so very susceptible to abuse. And so, women started 'not needing' men, stopped doing things like shaving and idk, things deemed feminine. That is an act of protest, act of taking back their lives into their own hands because she who lived for her husband, as history shows, gets hurt time and time again. Though the right way, i believe, would be to start living for herself(with God), our way of taking back the power seems to be that we act AGAINST men now. But that is a cry for help!!!! I dont think anyone really wants to go against nature. If we lived in a world where man used their masculinity for good, to 'protect' rather than harm, to 'provide' rather than use that to degrade his woman, i dont think feminism would be this sensitive of a topic. But, hallas, women are shouting to be heard, blinded by years and years history of abuse, and men are shouting to be heard, blinded by power and ofcourse we wont be listening to each other.
Back to the original point, I wish everyone spent time loving and understanding themselves. Love thyself the right way, be gentle with yourself, be kind to yourself, be good to you. I know that the love thy neighbor part will soon effortlessly follow
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03 сентября 2023 04:00

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I can't stop cutting, I can't commit suicide cuz am a coward, and I have unfinished business still in this flesh, unfulfilled magickal contracts, so I cut my self, so far I have 400 cuts in my body, we have a family meetings with my family once in a while they r very toxic and one time after listening to my dad I said a thousand cuts is better than to live contemplating suicide everyday. And btw this whole vent thing is useless and silly! Those of u who r lonely talk to someone, or turn up yr radio!

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03 сентября 2023 04:00

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I have a question for everyone, what do u think abt teen love, r/ship in highschool and shit like that? Is it even true??? Think that this is ur little brother or sister and drop ur amazing advise abt it.
Thank you and stay positive 🙏

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03 сентября 2023 04:00

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Hi sinte bilew yiterugnal eskahun minm aynet fikregna norogn ayawukm 4th year ye gibi temari negn ende guwadegna kekerebkuwat set fikr yizogn bizu tegodiche nbr esuwa fikregna alat gin be guwadegninet kene gar mehon tifelig nebr keketelin bizu silemigoda ewunetun negriyat teleyayn😴terebishiyalew min mareg endalebign alawkm gira tegabichiyalw

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03 сентября 2023 04:00

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Hey guys 20F first time venting here ,am really struggling with loneliness like i have no friends and someone to talk with and not doing well because of this.I thought it was ok to be lonely at first but now i realized it's very bad and am in depression because of it .idk how to deal with it anymore cause it's really getting worse day by day.what can i do?

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03 сентября 2023 04:00

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Hi guys
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I had some bad experience in r/ship some years ago and It been 4/3 Yr and I though am ready after all this years thein I approch some chicks but am scared to get in to r/ship it happened with 3 or more girls and Idk what to do .I start it real smooth and when things get real I run
Am 23 and M

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02 сентября 2023 04:00

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I am soooo tired like really tried of trying to stay alive. I hate myself more than anything in this life. I have a good life, good family, good friends i know i am so lucky and i am not complaining abt that. But the thing is i dont feel i deserve this. I am not a good daughter that my parents wished for and i am awful at making friends. I cant express any feeling correctly even love and affection and bc of that i have hurt everyone in my life. I keep most of my thoughts and Feelings to myself to the point where i cant share anymore. I feel like if i was never born things wont change much or may change for the better. And sometimes i feel like my purpose in life was to be an obstacles to be overcome by ppl in my life.i wish i could give my life to someone who wants and deserves it.i have given up like completely. I dont care what happens to me . I want to die i really do i have already attempted many times and i still want to end it. i have no reason in writing this here idk why i did it anyway

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02 сентября 2023 04:00

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I have a friend in bahirdar who has been through the very recent war , he told me the network was unstable and there was little to no internet connection

And by the times the internet worked he used to load all the Vents in this channel to read later


he said " Bro I'm reading all these Vents about loneliness and oh I don't have a girlfriend at 24 sitting on my couch listening to machine gun shots "


Moral of the vent

For every thing ur going through, think there's always someone out there who's going through a lot worse.

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02 сентября 2023 04:00

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Hey there am a guy and this is for girls to answer ….it’s wired but it goes like this i like licking  pussy so fucken much I really enjoy it more than a blowjob is it really me or anybody else like the last time i did it was for like 10min and I really enjoyed it more than her it is a problem or what do i have to stop it plz am confused i need your help

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02 сентября 2023 04:00

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so here is my vent today i found out that im the least paid employee in my company ena ymr kfag given the fact that i work my ass off even on weekends and i have always been commited i truly deserved better kza dmo migermew assist endtadrgn biro wst soonly ytktrech lj eraasu have better salaray than mine ............kza dmo this aint even the worst part the worst part is that i cant do nothing about it cause i know how hard it is to find a job and i know how much my parent struggled to find me this one

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02 сентября 2023 04:00

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19 F
A million problems in me, pschychological and physical...I used to fix or bear or surpass them by myself but now I feel suffocated, I can't am so much tired
Am feeling so much lonely and depressed
Am an over thinker
problems with my bf and fights
I am a big procrastinator
I lost passion in my hobbies
Kind of going to be a phone addicted
Lazy...sooo much lazy than u think
Weak in my religion
Unhydrated( I don't drink water) and I feel scared of my future health in this way
Crazy mood swings

I know there are ppl worse than me, but for me this itself so much, so no judgements
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02 сентября 2023 04:00

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I took entrance exam this year I studied mnamn gn I don't think it was enough ahun sasbew yaskegnal hula 😂
Beka lezi nw yelefahut elalew tesfa korche yehun alakem I don't even wanna see my results gn endi ehonalew bye asbem alakem mn endemfeleg alakem ahun almost lehulum neger felagot yelegnem malet yechalal I'm just living I stopped complaining abt anything ale aydel zem bye nw eyenorku yalehut sle wedefitu saseb yasferagnal mechnek demo alfelgem
I believe in God " esu selenate yasbal " yemilew kal its the only thing that gives me strength rn
Isn't that scary gn suddenly mn mareg endemtfelgu sitefachu
Ahun betam teru wutet rasu bameta
Idk mn endemareg bewedkem endezaw 😭 wtf is happening to me gn ayeeeee 😭 I was ambitious eko I used to have a dream,but now...... 😒😒 demo my fam they don't know me betam gobez,wedefit beka betam teru Dereja ley metders helm yalat lej endehonku nw miyasbut
They don't know shit about me 😭
I don't care if I die rn I wish I could be a better person it is a while since I felt this deep.
I think I'm going to cry rn 😂😭

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02 сентября 2023 04:00

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22F
So...this past 2 months I got involved with a guy my age we started kissing after 3 weeks of knowing him and started dating after that he love bombed me giving me gifts on the first week of us dating...things were going smoothly I was not madely in love since I was trying my hardest not to fall in love before I am sure of the whole situation I was protecting my heart but I started developing little feelings for him in time I am a person who wants not to have sex untill marriage and this issue have been discussed and I have made it clear for him and also told him not to go there even if I am ever intoxicated I trusted him to keep this word for me before days a situation came up where we had to spend the night together I was high and so was he ...but since he is a person who smokes on a daily basis he has more resistivity to it ..and at the beginning of the night he started saying ....what if I medefer u ....as a joke ....multiple times ...which I tried it not to get in my mind ..as I was in my highest he said esti rethink of the level we are in now ...I always say "no it is too early for that" wherever he brings ideas of being more physical..which felt a bit shady too..so as the night went we started making out things heated up and we were both naked "this has happened before...but no sex ...that has always been my red line"
So inable to change sides I went above him and he kept me there and we were dry humping I was very high even this memories are a bit vage so while humping he kept trying to enter his in mine and I said no ...and he stops and he tries again and I say no ...this happened multiple times throughout the night ...he told me he wants to be above I said okay and he kept on trying to enter it I kept saying no when he is about to ...so this ended and I was by his side since I was new to this he showed me how to give a handjob which I was doing ....but I guess he was not satisfied he started masterbating while I was sleeping beside him this happened twice that night too which that now I think of it feels problematic but I don't know if it is since I am very new to this.. it is problamatic right? and almost around 5 seat he smoked another blunt which I also shared ..that was where I was knocked out ...so it started again he told me to go to that side and he also kept me up there again ....I was telling him I was too high for that I was not even wet but he kept on trying to get it in which I said no to again and again but he wasn't able to since I was not wet and willing .... what I can not comprehend now is why I didn't stop it completely I know I was not that sexually stimulated to be doing this out of it ...I was even dry...was it because of the weed ...cause I would never do this in my right mind it is way farther from my principles......I am very confused
....here I was thinking of going deeper and giving my heart and devoting full into our relationship trying to be futurstic trying to be the sweetest girlfriend I was doing my best almost giving my all.. I was in the verge of hearing my heart and letting go but here he is trying to use advantage of my highness I believe if a girl is a virgin u atleast have to get her permission before u try to penetrate her which he didn't even do even when I was high and it was very obvious that I was he knew I was too high to make decisions.. thank to God that didn't happen it woud've been the highest regrets I would have...but if he had love or respect for me wouldn't he try to respect my wishes and be more careful with me do u think this is a guy with pure intentions ? .......
I feel unsafe
I gave him my trust I trusted him deeply he is a habitual lier but I just have this trust in him from deep inside
And he broke it
What should I do next ?
I am thinking of breaking up with him
This is an enough reason to break up with someone right ?
I am not over reacting to the things that have happened right?

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01 сентября 2023 04:04

Hey Unihorse 🦄
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What did i do that you hate me like this gn?? Or was it fake?!!!!!! I thought everything was real eko like im dying ena the worst thing is im seeing that you are really okay woth losing ke and i was right mnm aymeslehem.. whyyy?! Why did you hate me so much like this I thought it was real eko why arent you even giving a damn little flying fuck??! I dont wanna break my promise i wanna be there for you like i said before i wanna have your back i was just too emotional at that day because i never saw this kind if behavior if you i was off from everything and now bsual chrash I don’tknow how to feel anymore everything that i have is feeling like its fake even im being suspicious of my own friends because if the one i loved so much and he said that he loved me more than i loved him.. they will even leave me one day with out any explanations like you did.. ena the worst thing is your giving me a silent treatment and you know my insecurities you know how much i overthink you know how much i feel eko esun eyawek endzi taregegnaleh eshi mn larg? Like mn mareg neberebgn?? Plus i sent you a paragraph already and you answered me with 1 line?! You didn’t even tried to fight for us? Why…? Is it because you hated me so much i guess your “i love you so much” was “i hate you so much “ and now I understand i just dont know how to fucking feel beka yehone point lay i feel like im guilt yehone point lay demo i feel like there will ne something that made you think like this gn mnm bihon biwedegn yihen yakel aychekenbegnm nber elalew because i know my heart enji i dont know yours or others slezi enderase lib new laseb mechlew endemakew,ene demo alcheknem and here is a living proof im still here begging you to talk to me and fix those shits that i did last week ena I don’t know if death will be better that this wellahi i couldn’t beka even my laugh is not the same i know how much i am trying to fix it now but I didn’t saw any efforts coming from you ena literally it feels like everything was fake and its just… something we used to do when we was highschool mnamn alakm im just going crazy hayati wellahi eyabedku new mn eyalku endehonem conscious adelehum my own mind is playing on me death was better than this.. demo the worst thing is that i have totally changed my whole personality because if life.. i wasnt doing good at work and you know it like negrehalew ena i was faking the happiness,the smile mnamn ena it built up some kefuu setyo inside me that have anger issues,be annoyed betinsh betilku, idk why im telling you this you killed me abo! Asbew malakewn aynet sew eyehonku new ena i don’t really fucking know what to do anymore ena since you don’t want me in your life.. please don’t get back to that life.. please in the name of my death! In the name of your mother! Please.. just be a better person you we’re doing better like even your body tells it all please don’t do that just random sew eyelemeneh endehone asbew i want you to be in a better place it’s just because you deserve it..you deserve better things I swear!! Just dont and one thing demo i love you so much hayati I know its the most common words that ive been using since i knew you,gn it was sincere! All my actions could even tell you how muvh i love you and im crazy for you tho.. be in a better place and stay safe!

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