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Hey guys, so I need some help😔. The thing is, I'm not sure how to explain it, but like three years ago I had sex for the first time. It was kinda rough and it hurt a lot, so we had to stop. I even bled a little. Since then I've been really scared of sex Then I had a boyfriend, and I really wanted to try again but i got so scared at the last moment that I froze up and couldn't go through with it. Now I'm too embarrassed to even date anyone because I'm afraid it'll happen again. Can you guys give me any tips or advice to get over this fear? Please don’t say negative things tho😭

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I'm 18 and a female. Currently I'm a senior abt to finish school and I wanted advice on smth from a person that didn't actually know me. The thing is, there was this dude last year(11th grade) that actually liked me and even though I didn't like him my friend "M" (let's call her that) convinced me to give him a try. So I said yes and things were fine until I felt weird abt dating this boy, like I wanted to be myself bc first of all we didn't talk at school cuz my friends and his friends made shit awkward and second of all, I wasn't rly attracted to him. I broke things off and after a day or two I wanted him back so I got back with him....Anyway that happened like 3 times I think( me breaking up with him and getting back at stuff). After our third break up, I started to like that dude very much. Like id go every length to talk to him, and do shit for him. The thing is my friend M and him are very close. I've known my friend since 8th gradeand she just met him that same year. I knew that dude back in 6th grade so whatever it is, I've known her for more than she's known him. After the school year ended I felt the dude attention and love for me retreating. I did my best to get it back to me. I even did things I wasn't comfortable to do like send pics at shit. The dude used to be out all day and text me around at 12am(6seat in ethiopia) saying he was busy the whole day and this is the only time he got to text me which obv I'm asleep at that time. Anyway I used to call M and ask her advice on what the he'll i should so with him and she used to tell me uk. We were friends....somehow they(M and the dude) used to meet up once a week at school to do this project and I didn't mind that at all bc comeon first of all, I trust my friend so much and second of all, What kind of jerk would go my his gf best friend while still dating her? Anyway After some time shit got worse. The dude turned his active status off on every app and he used to post shit on his story but not reply to my texts like that's how disrespectful that guy was. I broke up with him and then when school started again this year, I Noticed there smth going on bn the Two. When I broke up with the dude,I was jk abt being friends with benefits and shit as a FUCKING JK but some how she knew I said that to him like this dude be telling her all the shit we were talking abt. That just grossed me out. And then it didn't even take him a week to follow her around school like they were dating now. Imagine all the gossip I had to go through..."omg this girls bf is going for her best friend how fucked up is that" and that hurt me a lot uk. I still loved the dude and the reason why I broke up with him was cuz he wasn't acting right. But shit made sense After I saw them together. The dude was texting m the whole time while I was asking her what to do to get him to reply. The trust I had in her was so much that there was no way id expect them to get together after a fucking week my him broke up. I talked to her saying " hey m, I get that u guys are great friends but it bothers me to see u guys alone on halls and pls stop cuz ppl are talking abt it" and all she said was " the dude is a big part of my life and I don't want to stop talking to him bc it makes u uncomfortable, he asked me out yest and obv I said no but I still can't cut him off..."
Bro, ppl were telling me that they've seen them Making out and I still had trust in her thar I just believed what I said. Anyway let me go to the point. Rn, i have a very loving bf and although she thinks I have a bf now bc I'm trying to get back at her, Idc I love him so much. But when I see m and my ex together, it just bothers the shit out of me. She texted me a couple of weeks ago saying she needs to talk to me bc i just say hi to her when I see her at school and at her locker but that's it. She knows she did me very bad and bicha she texted me and when I got the notification, I deactivated my account.

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Is it normal not to have a relationship in this age?
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Hello guys...I am here for an advice.  I am 22 years old girl that lives in AA. I am also in college. I live with my parents so I live very comfortably. The thing is I feel like there is sth missing in my life and I am beginning to think its passion. I just have no deep interest in anything particular. Here is a thing i know my strengths like I am resilient and wont stop sth if I started and my weaknesses like I have a huge procrastination problem ,lazy and social media addict. I tried to find hobbies but nth is sticking up with me and I believe because I have no passion whatsoever. I get envious of people who do stuff they enjoy. I wanted to try modelling but i dont know how and where to begin . So Give me a suggestion and advise for my situation and how to get out of it.
It would be nice if you guys also know people who recruit for modelling cuz I really want to give it a shot. Thanks for your time

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Some time ask how really God made this non sense world and blame us for the unconscious discussion of survival. Get fascinated my nothingness of thing because they don't have anything in it but also ask what is nothing ? Also everything? Not great fun of the relativistic ideology am naive enough to think that thing have answer . Work all days in a week with different companies because of inflation but know a day have face great problems burnout from all the work also have class . Monday to Sunday is like continues suffering on my way . Every time I think about suicide but fear that will not even give me peace that I want . My most fear is lossing it all even with all suffering losing is luxury. Now a day I start believing everybody have mental problem or just covering my illness. Starting my childhood spend most of my time with my self never trusted anybody also introvert not because I choose it because when I was child have to many responsibility I don't remember have time to play with my age group children that creat fear of not coping with my generation or other generation I don't fear people but don't want to be close may be my fear come from nothing to provide to that circle. I work hard in horrible environments because that make me to not expect anything as return . Sleepless days make me change my behavior to angry in real scenarios more humble human being but that character I think creat from seeking approval from my parent or society. This capitalist world is all about consuming .

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Hey I’m a girl and 19 years old unity new yemememarew Ena like I’m addicted to porn and masturbate istg like degme alaregm sin new beye aseb ena le 1 samnt techew the next week ejmeralew and my mind stalk with lesbians porn ena like mehone efelgalew kale les Lela porn alayem ena I wanna be bi endet laskumewwww yehen hassab??? Please

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Greetings @ all

I barely sleep at night even Im writing this in the middle of the night specifically kelelitu 10:00 ... Idk what's going on with my life , I really tried to change my life to work on something ewnet I really did it's not working out for me, I'm 25 yo m raised by strict family I barely talk with my family I can't even ask anyone to support me ,,, I swear I'm losing myself, all day I'm overthinking ena it's getting worse everyday idk I can't see my future, malet sometimes I wonder after 2 yrs mn adis neger linorew yechelal beye ena I don't see anything Gn I'm struggling betam ewnet I am bezi mehal gn I'm afraid I'd lose myself on the process.

Thanks I just wanna let it out

I'd love to listen if there's someone bezi menged yalefachihu

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Okay am 19 I am in relationship. my boyfriend used to have alot of girlfriends and it kinda bother me with my boyfriend we have stayed for long but their was alot of breakups in the middle becha got to make it short ik he doesn't love me he just like me and he always tell me that he will never fall in love knowing that I just feel harder he beloved in sex while I don't but still I just did it for him to make him happy and to show him the love i have for him but now am getting afraid that he will leave me am feeling like that I mean I saw it coming he isn't treating me like before the sex and I have a great fear a becha what do u advice me am getting worried

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I need help on how to get over this i am 23f and I like him but i have never mate him or talked to him. We used to go to same school but i don't even know his name and i never  liked him nor talked to him till now after almost 7 or 8 years just looking back i think he is the best man i ever known but i never even talked to him why would i think that why would I obsess over him after all those years you might assume i used to have crush on him and old feelings are coming back but it's not true i used to have crush on other boy at that time but not gonna lie i used to admire him bc he was so different from all the boys at the school and also ofc handsome but humble the only "interaction" we had was as i remember was one time eye contact as i go down stairs i am 23 never had a boyfriend because I didn't want to or even work on that but i don't think i will ever have am completely obsessed with someone that doesn't know i exist nor have I ever considered as someone i could love but hear i am hopeless romantic.

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I have feelings for someone but she is taken so i love her from a distance. She flirts with me but i tried to not take it serious as she’s with him. I think she’s upset with me nowadays as i am keeping my distance but what does she expect me to do? I’m certainly not going to touch someone that belongs to another, my morals wouldn’t allow me to. Which makes it hard as we live on the same floor and it hurts to see her. So I’m basically suffering in silence, sigh.

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Am confused to everything that happen to ma life...am uni student..when i came to this uni i didn't know anyone..but wasn't scare i just live ma life i didn't care what people talk abt me ...once a day i met a guy and we became close really close each other...we study together we eat together...was happy really..once we finished our simester we went home to tell the turth was cry cuz he was nice fr me n i cant separated frm him..but we should so we went home..after 1 week he told me that he luvs me...was shock cuz wasnt see him other than ma bestie n i didn't say anything...but one day he said me i don't want to continued like this so we should stop talking mnamn...but me i don't want to lose him so i say ok let's try it...then we started ...ma luv fr him not described in word..cant sleep if wasn't talk with him..if we fight i became sick fr real ma mood change completely...i may call him with ma friends phone if he wasnt pick ma phone..whenever we fight am the one who say him sry...my friends know everything n when they see it just they said break with him..u deserved a better person...but can't move on cuz he became broken fr real noone understand him..but in the middle of it am hurt too much..now a day i became change betam i just not angry on him and not expected anything frm him...but sometime was think want break and live ma life without stress but i can't maybe am in luv him and dont want to loss him or afraid to not break him..
What gonna advice me can i continue like this or... btw abren kehon 1 yr 8 mon hononal

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Hay am male and in the middle of 20s ,i didn't have a gf before or loved before and i work hard, i got well job considering our country situation, am kind of a person which believes to be Stoic and rational, and came from a struggling family so the story is i just met a beautiful women she is a campus student, good enthusiastic but we got too many differences, we got no similarity in life, imagine i want a life partner at the moment, i want her for granted , like for life, the problem is i couldn't find a proof that she loves me, and once she posted a picture playing with other men hair and doing sm stuff and i was quite hurt but i didn't do anything, and she apologized also told it is her friend mnmn, she do certain stuff soo opposite that made me to love her as well even it goes far to wash my feet smtms, i couldn't be able to proof that she loves me.....if any advice here? Or is she playing with her boyfriend on me, just felt, am not rich but kinda she doesn't care about financial stuff also since am the only one paying ....am soo confused. She doesn't seem to want me for serious stuff and smtms do the opposite. When i ask for a breakup, she changes and cry or do certain stuff. I've never been confused by women this much....any advice

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Am 21 I'm addicted with masturbation for 9 year's ena bxmm bezu geze le makom mokere awkalew yehone sat akomalew beyans le 2 months keza erasen meleshe ezaw wset agegnawlalew ena esti erdugn endet lakum? Bezu ngrochn godetognal berase confidence endayenoregn yannbebekut yatenawten endalasetaws aregognal so help me pls 🙏🙏🙏

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hey everyone I need an advice it's about my besti she is 21 and a medicine student and their is a guy who is her teacher and his behaviour is so hard to manage because he is so over confident ,he seems like rude ,and he don't want to communicate with other if he says something he will not change his idea easily so everyone in her section hate him but they both have good feeling for each other he treats her in the class he scold to other student but not to her this thing continues for long so she want to approach him by telling him different story to get his attention and to be close with him even she talk to him about her secrets in a phone and he give her advice this thing continues about 1 or 2 month but they didn't talk about their feelings ever finally she decide to meet him ,they set a time but he say he needs a benzene for his car so he can't make it for that day so they set the next day but he didn't call even she call him but didn't pick his phone so she decide to send this text "Emm genuinely speaking all the time that i can't see u at least once a day is just like live in a hell with burden of sad feeling. No matter if ur benzene is deplete, find out any other way to join me because i'm holding my breath until i see ur face. please save my life. " but he didn't reply her text so she change her SIM card ,now she is confused ,afraid and need an advice guys plsss say something

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hellow everyone longstory short i am F26 i have work i live alone i moved out 2 years ago from my parents house and i have enough money to make my livings i just come here cause i have no one to talk to so i want to here others idea cause my life to me is a mess mn meselachu i have very poor family we live in 1 room house with 8 people in it am not kidding so when i was in elementary i met this friends from very rich background and bc i spend time with them my behaviour the way i dress and take care of my self never matched who i really was everywhere i go highschool university work place ppl thinks am from very rich family and i dont bother explaining my self ..i work my ass off actually to even be where i am now and still nothings working out for me all my salarys i have to give that to my parents i swear i never even brought nothing for myself i also live for them but i think its wrong they see me as a money source and everyone in our family agrees to that i even feel guilty for thinking this way bc they did a lot of things for me to be where i am right now But do i exsist ..i want to be somewhere great and help them too but our family keeps nagging me do this that for my parents and siblings its not like i dont want to ...i dont see my goals being achived right now bc ke wer eske wer demoz metebek new....i also want to marry but all the boys i flirt with are in love with my outer picture am acctually not that girl ..and the ppl i really love r outta my league or they r not ready for serious thing so my ahun magbiyam seat lay negn ina my family brought this 20 year older filthy rich man and they are finishing everything talking with him and stuff they r so sure bc he is so rich he will change their life n i jst said yes but it hits me hard i want to love my husband and at last my whole life story ends this way am so sad.

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I never told this to anyone and it's my biggest insecurity. I'm 21F HU
The story goes like this, i met this guy in my second year and he is such a nice guy at first place, for someone with restrict parents joining university and getting that huge freedom was like reaching my goal at that time.
We started dating, on our 3rd date we kissed and after that we always kiss in every chance we got. But it was only a kiss, he always wants to touch my body but i stop him always.
One day, i told him that i'm about to withdrew because i can't get the department i wanted and we decided to met once for the last time before i left hawassa.
We met at z park and we kissed and he touched my body and he took a picture of me while kissing my body(but i didn't know)...after i left hawassa about 2months he asked me to send pictures and i sent him normal pictures but what he wanted was a nude picture of me , and i said no, then guess what? He sent me the picture of us while we saw kissing my body on the park. My brain stopped working, and i begged him to delete the pictures and he said he will delete the pictures if that made me feel bad, but i don't think he deleted them all.
Since we can't trust each other anymore we broke up, and never talked again for whole one year.

I really feel insecured when ever someone tries to approach me.
It's been 1 year but,i can't forget that and when ever i think about him i feel nerves and it feels like something that has happened yesterday.

I don't know how to heal my self from this, i feel like i  let'd him to destroy me.
I don't know how to move on.
I don't know what to do with my life.
I can't trust any other person at this moment.

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Question for my ladies here, Are any of you down for FWB arrangements by choice? Like willingly looking for it? I mean I thought it was only mens' interest and benefit. If so, how do you typically feel afterwards is it easy to remain unattached, or do things end amicably? Also how does it end? To those advising against it, thank you for your input. I'm just curious to hear about people's experiences and emotions.

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so hey everyone
i just wanna say st
this is for women that say they are ready for emotional intelligence men
if your asking for that you gotta come with the same level of emotional intelligence as well
let me tell ya what i heard
emotional intelligence comes with before we even get into this conversation.
"were talking about wanting your men who is tolerant,who regulates his emotions,who also know how to manage your emotions But ur also now how to navigate his sensitivities and everything else when it comes to that but u have to consider that emotionally intelligent man is good at cutting people off when he sees that your sensitivities bring to much reactivity.
when he sees that you can not regulate your emotions, when he sees that you have a low tolerance, this type of man that u are asking for is a man who will walk you out the door in a heartbeat if he feels like you are disrupting his peace.
because there's a lot comes with emotional intelligence.
that comes with a number of factors .
so if you are a women who nows that even tough you may be sensetive to certain things like criticism ,rejection because your not always gonna be accepted.
sometimes he's gonna be accepted ,sometimes he's gonna bounce back and sometimes he's gonna say i don't agree with your opinion , sometimes he's gonna say that i don't like those thoughts , sometimes he's gonna say that i don't like the way you talk to me.
if your not ready for that
don't be asking for intelligent man!.
hope this helps girls byiiii😊

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i am 21 female and I had actually written a vent before how a boy tried to make me sin masquerading it as love. how he almost forced me into sexual stuff before I declined. I just wanted to say to everyone who had assured me that it was the right choice that I left a thank you and that I did know it was actually wrong in my faith to sin like that. God puts no hirerarchy on no other sin except this. I just was surprised a person could tell you one thing and they could be the total opposite. I believe it was for my character development that God put me through this. I have healed and have no scars except lessons from him. I am also happy I got out easily. He has tried to come back and apologize and ask to be friends and I have forgiven what he did but I have politely declined his suggestion. I am doing great thanks to y'all kind words and assertiveness. :)

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I am a guy
And what follows is a bunch of words which mean nothing to some and something to others. Am I the only one who feels painfully alone? I have always had the feeling. I always thought that I had no one and the sad part is that I genuinely have no friends and dating always ends up with the phrase ohh I like you as a friend. Tbh I don't blame them cause I never even show the slightest affection. I feel numb. I hide my true self with numerous jokes. Jokes after jokes after jokes. And leave home with that gnawing loneliness. Maybe it's because I fear rejection. But yet again my state attracts rejection and fuels the cycle of utter despair. I don't know what this vent is anymore. A cry for help? A blowing off of steam?
I wish I genuinely had the courage to get out of my despair. I sometimes lose myself in an imaginative excursion where I was just a normal guy you know. Where I had friends I can hang out with. People I can talk about deep conversations with. People I can plan my day with.
I am way inside my head aren't I? Just be loose you might say with the shallow depth of understanding of the human condition you have. With our culture of neglecting and pushing aside people with mental health problems I genuinely have no hope for my case or the cases of others. I don't know if me willing to be good would help. I don't know if I would ever find a person I would feel comfortable with. Life is getting fucked up second by second. There is Nothing I am looking forward to in life. The reasons for being alive for me are dwindling one by one. I don't know. I really don't know.
I am a medical student btw. Fueling the stereotype I know. But I wish the stress was the reason. I wish it was the case that I am having it hard to cope with studies. My family life tho is a mess. My social life nonexistent and my personal life filled with the feelings I told you above. Additionally well I am non religious. Which adds yet more fuel. I would be really grateful if anyone who identifies with the jumble of words above talk with me. I genuinely want to be better and I think this is is an important step to take.
If you are still reading thanks for hanging around.

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ፍቅር ነው ማለት ይቻላል? በርግጥ ሥራ ካልገባ ይጨንቀኛል, ከሁሉም እሱን ነው ምግባባው, ሌልቹን ሴቶች ስቆ ሲያወራቸው እበሳጫለው, ስያቅፈኝ ሲስመኝ ደሲለኛል, እና ፍቅር ነው? አሳሳሙ አስተቃቀፉ አነካኩ ከአንድ ባለትዳር እንደማይጠበቅ አውቃለው ትክክል እንዳልሆነም አውቃለው ግን በቃ አላስቆመውም እና ይሄ ጤንነት ነው? እሱስ ምን አስቦ ነው ጠዋት ካልገባው ይደውላል ስንት ሰዓት እንደምመጣ ይጠይቀኛል ስመጣ አስተቃቀፉ አሳሳሙ ይለያል ይሄ መስሪያ ቤት ያላንቺ ባዶ ነው ይለኛል ምንም ማድረግ እንደምችል ከልቡ ይነግረኛል ሁሉም ሴቶች ቢደመሩ አንድ እኔን እንደማይሆኑ ይነግረኛል ወንዶች መተው ሲሄዱ ቆይ ምን አስነክተሽው ነው ያፈዘዝሸው ይለኛል ስራ እየሰራ በመሃል መቶ አዋርቶኝ ይሄዳል ምሳ አብረን እንበላለን እኔና እሱ ብቻ. አጠገቡ ካለው ይስመኛል አንገቴን ይስመኛል ፀጉሬን ይስመኛል ሲፈልገው ይነክሰኛል በቃ ምን ልበላችሁ ምን እንደሚያረግ ግራ ይገባዋል. ሥራ ከሌለው ቁጭ ብሎ ፎቶ ሲያነሳኝ ነው ሚውለው. እና ይሄ ምንድነው? እሚገርመው በጣም ታላቄ ነው እንደው ወደድኩት ለማለት እንኩአን ምንም የኔ type የምለው ነገር የለውምኮ ግን በቃ specialነት እንዲሰማኝ ያረገኛል.
ባለፈው በቃ ከነገ ጀምሮ ማማት ነው አትስመኝም አልኩት አንቺን ሳልስምሽ አንድ ሳምንት አልችልም አለኝ ከዛ ማታ ላይ እሺ ለሳምንት የሚሆን ልሳምሽ አለኝ እና አንገቴን ጉንጨን ፀጉሬን መሳም ጀመረ ከዛ እንደውም ከንፈርሽን ካልሳምኩሽ አለኝ አይሆንም አልኩት ታግሎኝ ሳመኝ ከዛ ምንም እንዳልተፈጠረ ሳምንቱ አለፈ እኔ ላብድ ነው መቼም ባለትዳር ማማገጥ አልፈልግም መቼም ግን ደሞ ከዚ መራቅም አልችልም. ስራዬን ልተወው እንዴ?????😔😔😔

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Breakups suck. I've been through it four times already and I don't see the point in dating again.

But I'm afraid that I will change my mind and start looking again. I need something that reminds me of the pain I'm going through so that I won't get sucked back to dating mnamen bullshit

I hope this vent will be a reminder of that engedih

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So, are people capable of leaving no matter how much they are in love? Princess, your capability of leaving me made me question everything - my existence, your existence, everything. Every atom, electrolyte, air, sky, cloud, living, dying, breathing, eating - everything. It's been three months but it feels like yesterday. Everything reminds me of you. I never knew I had a photographic memory until you left. I remember everything like it was yesterday - our first date, our first hand touch while we were heading to Adey Abeba in taxi for chechebsa, our first and last kiss. Every detail you told me about yourself your highschool crush guy name your favorite food, skincare products, friends.
Remember how they made you dirty in that nail salon and then you called me to yap about it?
and then they offerd you another free service
That's how much detail i remember about everything

Remember how thankful you were to have me in your life? It will always amaze me for the rest of my life that you're capable of leaving me even though it's my fault.
I wish i can go back in time and fix it but you know i can't go against time
I thought we promised it us against the problem not us against each other.

Y'all don't fall in love everything falls will get broken.

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I Am 23 male abt to graduate from university ,but I compromised my mental health ,friendships , time and resources so that I can actually obtain a degree I don't actually want .. the actual problem is I am doing a lot of bad stuff on my self like I am drinking smoking heavily like so excessively, I shaved my head ... and no body seems to care how is it that ppl care for the thing I don't I wanna do but don't really care if it has. Negative effect on me

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21F I am in relationship. my boyfriend used to have alot of girlfriends and it kinda bother me with my boyfriend we have stayed for long but their was alot of breakups in the middle becha got to make it short ik he doesn't love me he just like me and he always tell me that he will never fall in love knowing that I just feel harder he beloved in sex while I don't but still I just did it for him to make him happy and to show him the love i have for him but now am getting afraid that he will leave me am feeling like that I mean I saw it coming he isn't treating me like before the sex and I have a great fear a becha what do u advice me am getting worried

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Help me figure out my feeling. Is this love?? Am I in it.
I honestly feel something, some connection with my crush. Whenever we talk we vibe. The conversation just goes on and on which rarely happens. He is a good guy honestly. I observed him eversince our freshman year. He notices things like when I am cold, my skills, my favourite things, kelibrary spot stefa mnamn yteykal, he really remembers some random info begroup honen snawera yetenagerkuachewn. I found myself curious about him too. He basically pushes me out of my comfort zone to get out in the spotlight, to socialize. Active endhone. He discovered my Poetry potential. He downplays it gn He is both street smart and booksmart. Economically rasun support yadergal(bzu sew yhen ayawkm) negrognm aydelem, He is basically like an adult with charisma, Who has a lovely, straight yemayakabd personality, Spiritually bedemb yemiyagelegl gn never wants the spotlight to himself, he does it with complete humility, subtly and by being organized. Super chill with his friends and with everyone. I find myself wanting lifting him up, become closer and be there when he needs someone. And wanting to do sth for him. To support him in his path. Like he made me a better person simply by existing.
Surprizingly enough I don't think ahun balehubet dereja I deserve him bye. I want the best girl for him.... ygebawal. I want to see him happy always, mechem baykeyer biye emegnalehu. Eskezaw Rase lay bedemb eseralehu. Gen yetgnawm ship wst bnhon I don't want to lose this guy.

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I am 🎭 Bellafonte
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Hey Guys
24 F
I don't want to make the story complicated it's complicated as it is
So 3 years ago I used to chat with this guy I met online He's charming Tall cute smile and....
Bcha everything a woman could ask for we started getting along talking 24/7 on the phone and I started catching feelings for him not to exaggerate but I was blindly In love with him I still dont know the meaning of love so let's say I was obsessed with the guy and he said he wants to meet up and I kept cancelling plans for months and finally I said okay and
I let him choose the place
He said he wants to Hug and do kisses so We met at the hotel
IK that's a dumb thing to do and it was my first time Meeting a with a guy alone in a room I fucking trusted that guy so don't rush to judge me because I've been doing it myself for the last 2 years
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And obviously we were in the room alone ofc
We were talking and everything looks normal until it wasn't
He kissed me and I kissed him back
And he wanted to rip my shirt off and I refused I did
we were still on the couch when this happened and he took it off
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I couldn't save myself because I was too weak and it was too late and this still eats me alive because that was how I lost my virginity but mostly my dignity
I still see him doing that to me when I try to sleep
It became part of me I couldn't get over it since the day it happened
Guys sefer keyerku kutren keyerku I disappeared from everyone but it still hurts I don't know what to do
I wanna be free I really do wanna be free from the "what ifs" in my head and regrets

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Hi I need to vent
I am a grown man with a wife and a son I have a good job I love my wife very much. The problem I have is when ever I get the opportunity I will go to hookers and after I finish I always regret it but I can’t seem to be able to stop and I need help ASAP!!! Cause it’s another level of wrong what I am doing

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Okay I really really need your help, like if I lose this chance I don't know when I will ever love a guy again
So I met this guy in university through friends like we were casually having tea mnamn and first I wasn't interested at all like it's not love at first sight but the more we talked through out the night you have no idea what a gentleman he was and let's not mention about his sense of humor and how smart he is ....and believe me you don't wanna see the nerd and dirty mind combo fr, that shit is so freaking dangerous.

He's also very friendly and he says hi to me whenever we cross path mnamn gn I don't want to stop at that, at least I want to be friends with him so I followed him on insta but the problem is he is not active on social medias( idk why, he's so hot) and meeting in person isn't the solution either since I'll change campus after 3 weeks ... i have his phone number gn I don't know what to say and also if I talk him first I'm thinking he will lose interest bcha please tell me solution I'm so damn serious about him please HELP!!!!!

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