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All my vents used to be about my life and what I am doing etc........ but now I somewhat want to tell someone something I don't know if he will be here or to but if I saw him currently I would say these words. "hey yo I am sorry I turned you down you know why I did it if I had been there(prom ) would it been different? I wish I did take one date from you as far as I know I know you would be my first kiss I know you would have done it in front of our classmates and front of your ex-crush I know u loved her that why I reject your request to date me I liked you tbh I never liked anyone like I did with you I become the real me I am sorry that I didn't come to prom. if we met in the future I promise I will ask you out. it is extra I know but after everything I wanna have fun with you and just walk and eat ice cream like we talked about because that is enough for our little date. Your one  and only "nevertheless" first Kdrama friend."
i would have said those words anyway guys don't lose your hope of something ever have a fun life and enjoy life.

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Hey guys 23 M here I'll just go straight to the point why are you girls so complicated and so stubborn yet I keep finding my self attracted to this type of girls and end up with a waste of time but good sex 😁 thats all you know it's alright to be your self yet you want to be what you saw in movies and what you think your friends would do bicha I love you guys but you should think about this dont be like that thank you

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have u ever felt like u are full of red flags?
like for real if someone actually knew what i did so far,
like first of i follow all the rules but i aint religious at all.
secondly, i never had sex sure but i have kissed 10+ men so far and make out like with three of them.
thirdly, i cheated on my ex boyfriend.
and finally the last red flag about me would be i have male best friends.

mind u i am just 22, another thing is like with my ex we still have this crazy attraction. like after a year of no contact we met in this graduation program we talked and it felt like nothing has changed (i was thinking like we were the characters from the song "closer" by halsey and chain smokers, its about old lovers meeting and feeling the attraction(sexual))
so fast forward i met this guy and i kinda liked him and was getting attached but he cut things of because im a red flag.

i first felt like mf. but then again i get that it would be hard to make a person believe he can build something real with you.

and I just felt sad for myself for always getting attached to anything that looked like a home.
all i ever wanted was a home, now it feels like I ruined my chances of having one.

luckily, I'm a hard working lady and have a bright future. that's what these feminists advocate right? being independent and making your own money, being that bad bitch a queen blablabla

this is pointless

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My life seems like a movie and all I feel is resentment towards everything and everyone

"We all have that one person that we will always have feelings for ,no matter what . Just one look & it takes you right back to those memories " well that person for me was my ex , my first love. I have loved him since I was 18 and I am 25 . We were together for a year or so . I was the one to fall first and to make the first move too but I had never felt like I was the only one trying, he was perfect , we were perfect , I was genuinely happy but it didn't last . he said he wanted to break up out of the blue without any valid reason. And for New year's eve ,he drunk dialed and said a lot of things that he would be rich and marry me . And my heart was beating the shit out me ,after years he called and said the things I wanna hear so badly after the breakup. then I asked(practically begged )my cousin /his friend the real reason and apparently my parents are so rich that he is not qualified . it pains me to hear this. I didn't think it was even an issue , he didn't have much but he was young and he sure had an ambition and we would have made it work but now I am in a new relationship and I was kinda happy.

Now I resent me for being stupid to connect the dots back then ,that he was insecure
I resent my cousin for not telling me the reason (I wouldn't have let him go)
  God ,I even resent my family for being rich
But most of all I resent him,I mean who would break up with his gf over this. We were on our early 20's , he is not supposed to get rich at that time and it is not like my dad gave him envelope full of money to do so......so why did he let me go that easily

what should I do that would ease the pain or something that could give me closure because it ain't fair for my bf.

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Hey hope y'all are doing well.
So straight to the point, how do you guys deal with sexual temptation and so on. I tried to quit many times but I keep finding myself in those situations. I struggle a lot so please share what habits or tips that helped you.

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I don't know what to do, I used to think when guys says I would take my life if the she doesn't talk to me I think it is silly and think why don't you be a man and bear the pain. But now I am in that position a girl I really loved for the first time I don't know what to says even, it hurts a lot and I am afraid I might do something to my self my body and my heart are rebellioning against me. No matter I tried my brain knows i should move on gn my heart wouldn't. How could someone love someone like this? And why do girls ignore for no apparent reason out of no where as if they didn't text good bye my prince charming the night before? It has been months and pain is getting stronger and out if control,I couldn't do my job properly even🥹🥹🥹

I don't know how it can be solved really if it persist this kind of pain😭

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If ur family issues makes u stress out instead of making ur self mad try to progress what will I do if I was on the other side like putting ur self in the Other Person's Shoes Ena lelaw demo take ur responsibility and then they talk just listen try to respect every thing betam arif ngr demo more attachments mefeterew make apologize no matter what u did the easiest thing u can do maryamen betam tru leb yenorkale 'never try to put ur ego on this remember they r ur family the only one who never betrayed u 'stick with them and make a good view on there 👀's ...

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This is an important vent

U guys know ghosting a? Like kemeret tenesto disappearing 🕳️. Who tf told y'all that it's healthy?? It's the most annoying, disgusting, manipulative shit ever and it plays game with people's mind. Beteley wendoch on the talking phase kehone eshi u might have a reason gn while dating? Really? That's cuz i see vents saying should i just ignore her/him. Koy lemn dewlachu or be text this is my problem with u and i don't want us to continue malet eko yikelal.


Yemren nw because of that shit I'm still insecure after all these years thanks to someone 🙄
So please let's just drop this weird trend and just say what we feel & want.

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After all those ups and downs after those laughter’s and deep convos planning our future while staring into eachother’s eyes and promised to be together till we turn grey but damn it took u only 3 letters and disappeared as if i meant nothing to you.

Damn !

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S
ince quitting pot, I'm feeling both more alive and less alive, as strange as that reads. I feel more in tune with this world, but I feel out of tune with the other world. Maybe this world and the other are the same, maybe it's the same coin with 2 sides. So still, I'm kinda confined to the one side.

As it's known, people kinda need psychedelic experiences now and then to be wholesome. Like I don't drink coffee even, I only did that and occasional alcohol. And with my very infrequent alcohol use and 0 caffeine life, I'm left to bear the world very sober. It's not a 'bad' experience overall, but life seems to have become kinda deficient in it's zest.

When I blazed, I used to soar into the skies and my mind would be blown open and it would traverse the universe faster than the speed of light. Now I'm the opposite, which is again, not a bad thing. I'm so grounded. I'm very earthy. Which is great; one must experience all.

For me, pot took me to where I believed existed beyond the normal mental states; I knew there was more to this consciousness. It made me feel like life was sci-fi, which I really wanted to experience.

I had blazed for over a decade when I stopped. I think being this stone sober is only fair, in fact I should endure it for a decade also to be even.

It's not bad. I survive on dreams I guess 😄 should probably get good at lucid dreaming n stuff.

I plan to return one day in the future when I've set my affairs well and straight. Till then, I be sipping here and there.

Thanks for reading.

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Hello there

I'm a guy studying at Hawassa university, the thing is that I don't agree with the idea of being in a relationship while working on self development either professionally or in any other way. I'm not saying that it necessarily affects one's self development but it definitely has some impact. And personally I do not want any thing that would make me worry about other than my study and other extracurricular engagements.

But on the other hand there is this sexual need that I believe has to be fulfilled in some way. So when I think about finding a middle ground in which I will be able to focus on myself and also fulfill my sexual need the concept of FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS pops into my mind. But I don't seem to have found any girl around campus who feels the same way as I do and just have fun without being in a relationship.

So I would appreciate any advice that would help me get what I want.

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It's actually not a vent but i think it will help eyewlachu mn meselachu ahunlay betam bzu breakup ensemalen gn ymr mtwadedu kehone please esti mejemriya anchim adamchiw antem adamtat yemr yemr new mlachu even a small talk rasu can fix a lot

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Am I wrong for not wanting sex with my bf I'm 19 and he is 37 we started dating 1 ago but we still haven't had sex yet and he says if we don't he doesn't want to be in a relationship what should I do

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Jemaw am here just to say something specially for men out there
campus life ye muket gojo belew beteseb birr ylkal ezi tbelaleh feta tlaleh ke gbi stweta real ye life obstacle yjemral almeteh temreh be zget wtet weteh sra yele sefr dngay eyamok dge beteseb lay shekm thonal am sure business ejemralewa eyalk nw bmn abah birr nw mjemrew incase betesebh linorew ychal gn dngay lay eyewalk birr endet amnew ystuh kesreh btmeles enkuan dngayu lay lela wero bela tekemto nw mtagegnew enkuan ye geza betesebh twat endetesah tesalmeh mtkemetbet dngay erasu ykedahul man …at least try ur best to improve ur self baysakalh enkaun regret ataregm gn ezi ye muket gojo wst kuch bleh eyalagetk mtkelew kehone believe me man life time regret matregew hiwot nw minoreh….. mechem bihon arefedem birefedm zare jerm even if u improve 1% that’s a big deal trust the process …mengedh lay migebu negeroch cut the fuck them everything is temporary gbi lay kalmotkulh mtlh cheks erasu nege tlah tehedalech menati kehonk Kante gar zelalemwan shro Ena duba wet stbela atnorm she gonna say I deserve better afnchahn las tbalaleh man therefore just believe in ur self kante ye basum asaktewtal why u atasakewm? Batsakas atbel bayseka u gonna change the process ..just ke sew temar a friend of mine got obsessed with studying abroad and started the process by himself ..the embassy reject him twice I was thinking he wouldn’t make it but guess what we just had video call yesterday night he is in USA man yah just erashn emen man berash kalemnk sew aymanhm sew chnkethn ayredalhm mn a gebaw tadiya sew slanete lmn deche abelam…let God guide u to the way hiwoth lay miyareglh ngr hule le bego nw it’s been 6 months since God removed that whore from my life at that time after we been for like 1 year she dumped me for sugar አባት what ever the guy was and I thought I couldn’t live without her but my real life began after she dumped me wleta nw yewalechlgn….. I know gbi lay chik liyamrh ychlal lelit fate litaschenkh ychlal gn chawiw papa gbi lay girls gizehn nw mibelut finally tlewh yhedalu set lj mechereshawa yamral gbi ante stabeslew yeneberewn eka yane library maytefaw or mela hustle miyaregew wend yagebatal geza ante abdeh menged lay gerba tlekmaleh wey endesetochu yalewn endanageba qedada yelen wey demo melagna Cheka endanageba yehone ken sntala festalhn yzeh wta sew barekuh bla ende shenkora meta btefahs man……I ain’t ur motivational speaker …tnsh birefdm fatri Sle life endreda argignal kene befitm yeneka linor ychlal gn lalneka jema gd merfed yelebetm…..”jemaw money before hoes” at least huya mnamn yeteshekemehn betesb dersehlachew asarfachew

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Hey i am sooo tired of living i am always thinking of somrething bad to on my seld but i dont want to i have a child i wanna live for him but i cant.

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Hello, hoping to get some advice.

My bf and I have been together for around 1yr and 6month. We recently told each others parents we were dating. Yesterday he told me his mom would like to invite me to their home. She found out we were dating about 2 months ago and he told me today that she was planning on inviting me over. As a family they have this sunday late breakfast thing they do. He has 2 sisters; one that lives alone and one thats married. His sisters both know me and they both have invited me over to their respective houses but we never could find a time that worked for everyone so we havent gotten to it yet. But now I am shocked and nervous and excited as well because his mom asked.
However, when i told my mom about him and asked her to set up a lunch meeting to officially meet him, she had said she wont be doing that before the shimgelena and also wanrned me not to set foot in their house before the shemgelena so am confused on what to do because I don't want to be disrespectful to my bf's mom and make her think am uptight and honestly if the shemgelena was soon I feel like we could wait n make everyone happy but we planned it and its like 8month away. So do u think I should go and not tell my mom? Or do I refuse and suffer the consequences...Please, any advice is appreciated. Am sorry if the vent was too long🙏🏽

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Hello, I am going to be 26 on Nov, has never dated before, I only have guys who are only friends, and we see as brother and sisters. I had never opened my heart for any boy, because I was focused on studying, family and friends, and there was no time I think dating is important, however last year I came to U.S to study and then one guy dm’d me in instagram, and then I said to myself “Hey, you should be open to relationship otherwise how are you going to date or get married” Long story short, we started to get very close, we used to talk about 4 hours per day average, (he lives in another state)he was super nice to me, he always checks on me, always calls, always texts, always compliment, and we have similar interest in most things, he said “ there is no one like me that understands him without him saying anything,” he plays the guitar for me, he send me love songs, and then one day, I thought that since he seems really interested in me, “I need to ask what his intention was”, and just before I asked the question, he texted me saying “ U know that I always thank God for giving me a sister like you. 😂😂Boom….and I was dumbfounded, and I regretted that I let my guards down for the guy, then I said “ you see me as your sister, wow” and then he asked me what my intention was, and I said I thought he was interested in more than being friends, and then he apologized and he said let’s think about it, after that I just did not answer all his texts cuz I was depressed, then after three days, I told him he should had bern clear in his intentions, and then we talked about it and we moved on with being just friends, we met after that, and he was super nice, he treats me like a princess, he don’t even let me hold my purse😂😂😂😂guys I am so confused, how can a man be this nice, do this kinda deeds, and he sees me as just a friend, please make me understand, he always tells me how we sync with eachother , he compliments my looks, but he said I am just his sister….like how? I am really confused

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Hi guys I found out yesterday that my bf was cheating on me emotionally with two girls or they could be more yagegnehut enesun nw enji. U know he gets veryy mad when I talk to boys my oldmates or present class mate beka manmn wend sawera yehone mnkniyat felgo endi aybalm nw milew even the normal things Ena bezim negeroch bzu gize tetalenal now wht he is saying is that he talked to other girls because he was mad that I didn't stop talking with classmates even though we argued alot because of them but what's funny is that I know he didn't say nafekshgn sidewl ataneshm mnamn kind of shit to other girls cuz he was mad or also because of the disease and many many problem he had cuz he even talked with them while we were celebrating our anniversary while he was doing alot of things to make me happy that day he still texted back before coming to me. But he also did many sacrifices for like many many he also has a surgery which is too risky this coming week amd he only told it to me and his mom nobody knows other than us not his friends his sister brother or anyone so now he I'd saying how could u leave me now u are the only one who knows it and i can talk to especially abt this all the sacrifices that I payed are enough to forgive me this nw milew ene gra gebagn am I the bad person here? Chgr lay silehone or surgery silalew bcha lezam tlk kenatochn snakebr yaregewn lezam normal Ken bhon eko eshi benezi kenatoch endi madreg hula gra ygebal endi yaderegewn sak ybkagn malete kfu yasgbelgnal?
Miyastelaw neger demo and lay nw mnamrew Ena beka kalawrashgn eyale be gd mefenafegna asatagn sawerawm even guadegnawn teraw yezanem alekakso esu fit endate bezi seat thedalech nw milew yaderegew keld yimesl wey ahun eshi biye ke surgery behuala ay lbelew ere mn teshalegn esti eredugn?

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hey guys am 26F
so i met this guy at a friend BD party he is 27, so hundsome tall sexy body he is so rich mnamin,,,he lives in the state and comes here for a while  ...and i was obsessed with him for 2 years i hear abt his life and struggles from his friends he is a whole package but he has a lot in his mind his life is a mess .... i nvr even talked to him then i finally talked to him we got along well but when we talk he dont asks about me .im always the one who makes him talk...all he asks me is about my past sex life. and he told me he loves me in this short amount of time and is pushing me onto having sex ...all he talks is about sex sex sex makeout its been a month since we started talking and am already tired ...and am afraid bc im obsessed with him am in his trap what do you guys advice me.?

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Hey guys...lemasater mokralew I'm a 22 old girl ena betam confused hognalew. Ebet west ke enate gar menor kebdognal... since childhood betachn hule chekechek neber, abaten ene fit tsedbew neber, enenm meweled endalneberebgn, eda endehonku, abusive words eyetenagerechign new yadekut, kadekum bewala alakomechm, she even bodyshames me be ketnete, ke guadegnoche gar slk sawera tenadedalech, teru neger sesera tatatelebgnalech, 1 tanash wendm bcha new yalegn lesu endezi adelechem, Lene mnm atetenekeklgnem ende enat honalgn atawkm, and she manipulates me, she thinks its all about her, she compares me hulgize kene kemibeltu guadegnoche gar enam i feel so distant kesua gar... I tried my best to change the whole situation, yemtwedewn neger bemareg mnamn lasdestat mokeralew esua gn 1 enken felga tesedbegnalech. Bzu kebad hunetawochn endalf argagnalech... ahun berase confidence yelegnem, Ke sew gar mehon alchalkum. I Feel insecure, abandoned and worthless, i have been in a relationship betam kemwedew sew gar gn it failed because of my sense of insecurity. Betam tetsno argabgnalech i feel like I'm not my own
I tried to resist her these days Gn senechekachek abate endaykefaw chal eyarekugn metew jemerkugn Abate betam meskin ena yewah sew new esu mnm bet wst seltan yelewm, esua yalechew bcha new mihonew... esum legna sil tagesuat yerasun neger teto eyenake new minorew... Ahun lay ene eyekebedegn metual ena I'm finding a solution, temerke sera apply eyarekugn new gn alagegnehum ena she said "edelesh yetememew anchi temama slehonsh new" just because le wendme mesa akrbi blagn slalakerebku😊 just to make sure i feel miserable about my situation, tenagragn saleks hula des yelatal...kebet lemewtat eyasebku new gn abaten teche mehed alchalkum... tell me eski mn ladreg? Depression and anxiety eyetechawetebgn new mekerugn...

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okay am 24F
And i wonder if there are girls like me
So my thing is i hate going outside home and dating ,and when ever a guy approach me i become turned off i dont give them chance too and yet i am craving to have bf and live romance shit with a guy plus i never been in relationship like am still virgin .........ena whats wrong with me all girls my age had bf and living there life but i cant whenever i walk with a guy or they call me i got horrible and bad feeling about them 💔....i dont know eskemeche i will be like this😒

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This vent is for those freaks "ene yalesua menor alchlm menamn , cheat arrgechibegn mnamn eyalu lemiyalekaksut yehunlegn.

Relationships are great.

But know this,

As a man every serious struggle you face in life, you will face alone.

When the assailant pulls a knife and aims to kill you.

Your woman cannot help you.

You will help her solve her biggest battles.

She will send you love as you head off to face your own.

Women are a luxury. Self-ability is a necessity.

I fully depend on my woman for nothing.

When I was in jail, I did not expect her to pay the bills.

I do not expect her to run the empire.

The things she does for me are things I could easily do for myself.

When men say their wife is their number one ally, this is a man with minor struggles.

When the mafia is threatening to shoot my mother in the head.

When I’m in the ring with broken bones.

When I was stabbed.

I cannot call my girlfriend and ask for “help”.

You need BROTHERS for war.

Ask a woman directly.

Do you want to help me with my problems?

Look in her eyes.

Look how she instantly is less attracted to you.

“Um. What problems?”

Fix your own and fix hers. She doesn’t belong in life or death battle.

That is a man's world.

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Hey guys do u ever feel like that some time u r alone and there is no 1 there for u when u need them and u feel down because of that so I have that feeling someday and if anyone is interested let's be friends and chat and I am 19 m BTW

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Lol menn☕ ahaha atp i can finish a whole jebena. Complicated,takes self love to the point of selfishness,the cat down there controls their whole system lmaoo,don't have the knowledge how to take rejection ende my guy move tf on you don't have to mess her things up and yes she's not ugly she just rejected you (not me telling them as if these illiterate chimpanzees listen),bruv their games beyesusm they play too much but unfortunately you don't get much beyond looking like a clown,not every girl needs your validation lol who do you think you're? Ourselves? The list goes onnn. You know what i genuinely wish y'all were what you think you're but most things in your life are unfortunate bahahah
And kings out there with decent manner sorry for summing you up with these folks
Ende lastly don't ever go more than the so called talking stage with active niggers in "the reboot" gc bruv they're horrible is an understatement

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I need to vent
So here it goes.

I am male, soon to be 23. I have been in some relationships and situationships but all i wanted from those people was commitment, I want to settle down and love one person, make her my world, Grow old with her, run in the rain, you know lover her and cherish her with all my heart, go on museum dates, listen to soul songs while cuddling, drink some hot coco while looking through the window while its raining, i love rain so much lol, i intentionally go out while its raining and get soaked such an amazing feeling, you guys should try it. Anyways lemme return to the main subject ena i just want to find someone like that, honest, respectful, fetarin metakebr, but nowadays am loosing hope cause all i see is superficial, I just wish i could find you soon cause am feeling lonely, i mean when i say this there might be some toxic mens who will br like work on yourself and shit, i do work on myself, i have achieved a lot of things for my age and i am in a good state what is left now is my better half which will make my house into a home, My heart warm and my days and nights worth living. I don't even know why am venting all this at 1am lol. Anyways am waiting for you.

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Hey Unihorse 🦄
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Why is it so hard to make new friends? Like I’m not talking about those superficial ones where u will find everywhere I’m talking about someone whom you can have as best friends someone u could tell anything ale adl someone you would rush to tell how ur day went all the silly and weird stuffs also someone whom u would ask to meet anytime grab a bite to eat or have some coffee with or just simple walks and yet with all this friendship stuffs going someone whom you could also see as a partner uk someone u could hug and just find peace someone u just get freaky with with out being judged someone u would crave to hv around why is it hard to create a middle ground where u can get the best of the two in just one person as a guy im just confused and curious this days ppl i meet want to be either in a committed relationship or stay friends And from my past experiences there will just be lots of drama in there
Anyhow what I wanted to ask is
Is it weird to want to have that kind of call it relationships or situation ship? I believe its having the best of the two worlds in one

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Hi unhorse 🦄
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It’s been four years seens I lost my father he was so seek for a year and I’ve been there in every way every single seconds But ከመሞቱ አንድ ቀን ቀደም ብሎ a friend of mine opened a bar and invite me to celebrate with him So I gave myself a chance to enjoy I was so deadly drunk and spent the night at a friends house the next day I got home my dad was in an emergency room the minute I got there he passed away I couldn’t cry when I needed I couldn’t do nothing I was just sitting there his funeral seems like dream I felt like am paralyzed it’s the መጠጥ gave me mixed feeling four years from today እንደ እሳት ያቃጥለኛል ያን ሁሉ አመት አስታምሜዉ አንድ ሌሊት አባቴን ብለየዉ ዘላለም ሄደብኘ I couldn’t forgive myself I feel like I killed him if I was there things might have gotten better but I didn’t , sadly ራሴን ማጥፋትእንኳን አልችልም cose I got responsibility but am already dead inside One night cost me my dad my life

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Why does a person want live?
Thats a question i have had in my mind for a while. I thought abt it and i guess we humans have always lived for happiness and satisfaction.
Everything we do is to get what we want in life and we want that thing bc it brings as happiness. U can take learning for e.g. ppl either learn bc it brings them joy( rare) or they learn bc thier ultimate goal(money, helping others, gaining respect, being spiritual ...) would bring them satisfaction.
But what if u cant be happy anymore. Like nothing u do gives u any joy. Even the slightest things like looking at the sun set or the night sky just wont give u any sort of satisfaction. Doesnt that mean u have lost ur will to live.
Ppl tell me to live for the ppl around me. Do u know how much it hurts to do that. Seeing everyone experiencing everything while i just feel pain. I cant just show what i am feeling bc it would ruin their day and i am really getting exhausted. I am not complaining abt my life, my life is really good. But the problem is me. I hate myself to the point that i feel i probably deserve these thoughts and feeling.
They say get close to God, but i cant allow myself to do that. I dont deserve him at all. I he would forgive me and give me his unconditional love. But i cant forgive myself. I actually dont want to go to heaven ( i am pretty sure wont) bc if i did i feel as if the guilt would eat me. I have no will left to live. I have attempted like 4 times and i am still here. I am begging God to allow me to finally die. I am so fucking tired i cant do this anymore. I dont want to get better i just want to rest.
Sorry for all this shit😅

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