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Growing up, I was a bit of an introvert, a trait that persisted through my university years. This characteristic made it challenging for me to forge numerous friendships, resulting in a close-knit circle of a few best friends. However, I don't regret this, as it allowed me to concentrate on self-improvement, excel academically, and cultivate a strong work ethic.

Post-graduation, I dedicated myself to my career and quickly climbed the ladder of success as a software developer. Currently, I earn around 250kETB per month, a figure that continues to grow. However, despite my professional success, I've come to realize that my social life is lacking. I have limited friends to share my time and success with, which often leaves me feeling rather robotic.

So, I'm reaching out to you all for advice. How do you typically spend your leisure time? What are some of the best hangout spots in Addis Ababa? Which hobbies would you recommend I explore? Are there any clubs or social gatherings where I might have the opportunity to meet new people and make friends?

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Memot felgachu takalachu? These days all I think is about it, I am 27M. It is challenging, but maybe if you could provide me with a solution, I don't know how to begin expressing my frustrations which is related with relationship. for example, I met one girl a months ago and after some calling and texts, we had a good date for only two times, its stopped due to after I told her I am a virgin, she ignored me, on first time she didn't belive me and said "rejim neh, tsimam neh, konjo neh bla bla… endet v litihon tichilaleh…😏?, then when she notice that its real, ignored me automatically😡. and similar story happened on me before. My question is why you girls hate or lose interest if the person doesn't have sexual experience?🤔 Regardless and in short, I am unable to help myself and often feel incredibly lonely, to the point where I contemplate suicide at times. I have always believed that women are divine creations meant for the human... but it remains just a notion as I have never had any romantic experiences. It is disheartening to be 27 years old and not have any relationships whatsoever. There are various reasons for this, but one of them is that I am a shy individual, and my father compelled me to solely focus on my education and now succeed on it. I don't believe that financially stability is not related with love or affection. yet I still feel an overwhelming sense of loneliness. I yearn for companionship. How can I assist myself in this situation? I looking for someone to advice me too. wore abezahu sorry. thanks

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It's been a year since my ex and I broke up, and I'm finally starting to feel like I'm ready to start dating again. But the thing is, I feel like I've lost my way. I don't know what I'm looking for in a partner anymore. I don't know what I like to do for fun. I don't even know who I am anymore.

I feel like I've been so focused on my ex and our relationship for the past year that I've lost touch with myself. I've forgotten what makes me happy. I've forgotten what I'm passionate about. I've even forgotten what I like to eat.

I know that I need to find myself again before I can start dating again. But I don't know how. I feel so lost and alone.

I guess I'm just venting. I'm not sure what I'm looking for by writing this. Maybe I just need to get it off my chest. Maybe I'm hoping that someone out there will read this and know exactly how I feel

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Well where do I start....

I'm a 23 year old guy who keeps having a fruitless attempt at relationships. Every time I try it's always either ghosting or being stood up when the time finally comes to meet up. At some point it gets to you, the notion of being in a relationship seems like a grand joke that everyone like to poke fun at you.
Looking back on it I never asked much, just honesty, but they were incapable of delivering. If this continues well into my twenties I guess its going to be a turn off when women knew I've never been on an actual date before, pathetic I know but I wouldn't be surprised if they thought so. Believe me I've tried every attempt I could think of from approaching at venues to starting up a conversation in a non awkward manner but the outcome is the same, public humiliation.
At this point I have only one attempt at trying for a relationship which will inevitably fail and after that.... I guess fuck all.

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Hey guys f19


I dont know how to even start it's been a rough day for me acutually this whole week was not good i been crying non stop i ate food tho beacuse i don't want to worry my mum tata eybzale lememn atbey menemn melwe pass lemarge meblet yescahale

You know i am tired of this felling betam always felling down and depressed,  having no purpose ,not felling worthy ,feeling anxiety, not showing my true self,not showing my true emotions  ,not take caring my self ,always crying,lying  about my emotions and  a whole lot of shit .

alot of shit contrubute to my depression, my overthhinking ,anxiety .you know  seeing my mom and seeing my self in the mirror hurts me betma i balme my self for not being strong enough as her as resilient as her .

You know i never had a childhood my dad took it from me and my brothers he would come home drunk insult mom and us and he would try to hurt her we would stop him because yane we were teenagers but there were times when we was kids and couldn't stop him and he would beat her up hurt her make her cry like a baby and i am traumatized betam kemtasbet belay bezi meket becha adel literally 0.1 .yaw literally since the day i remember my childhood it is all chaos, shouting, crying,depression, suicidal thought ,and attempts and i thought my suffering was done until my father died

becha  when he  passed away  shit got worse betam we sufferd not because of him dying but fincalally i remember when we couldn't buy teff we would eat bread with a watery shiro esum ketgege eyale eyale betam worse hone by that time i was in highschool ena i didn't stop i asked for a scholarship because le bezu amet eza seltmarku they said yes and so i finished highschool ,i remember matric i used to study while i was hungry but it paid off i passed .

Now i am in college i begged my aunt to pay the first semester for me le erasa yelalte lene keflechlge ,i swear endet enadalfkute erase new makewe transportation selfeg ena when i ask my mom menenm literally clothe eyshtku new taksi yekeflkute .

Now i am in second semester not know what the fuck i should ena like i swear to god my eyes are bleeding from crying
Ena betam betam betam new depressed eyhoku yalhute ket lalmeta melwe sasb ema shit i dont know becha .men large be mariamn eee esti men larg i dont know what to do .



It helped venting btw

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no friends, no communication skill, no happiness, no sense of humor around peoples, anxiety of peoples even family, I can't sit with people, I can't spend time with people I love including fam... but those are not the main problem maybe...the main problem is that those are what I wanted the most in my life ke dro gemro.btamnum batamnum hywete bezi mkniyat bcha yemiyastela ena full of pain honoal. Imagine how it feels to not be able to be close to peoples I don't even know who I am anymore
Ena eski mn tlugnalachu adrg mtlugn ngrm kale ngerugn

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I am 🎭 Gray
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Hey people


Ezi channel lay vent arge alkm gn yhnn ngr share marg na hasabachun mawek flgalew
mn meslachu 20 ngn gn ene ende generatione lijoch alhonm bandand ngr:
mnm tkm yelelw meslo slmisemagn malet be slk flirt madrg, medewawel, fashion ytbalu lbsochen melbes, tawaki yhonu sewoch(tiktokeroch) mnamn mketatel mnamn mnm ayasdestgnm mlebsew ndmimchgn new mjenagen mnamn gize, gulbet ena genzeb mabaken ena layzelk mezazag slmimslgn alawram mnamn yhn sl btam kum ngrgna chkay mnamn adelwm feta malet des ylgnal btam
gn bezu mimslgn atalew na ahun ahun gibi sgba yetwawkut sew hulu mogn ndhonk yasbalu
Balfew endewm yhone sew ur positivity is mognet alegn
Sasbew demo kezmne ykdmku fara new memslachew ndewm ahun kalnorn much lnenor new mnamn ylugnal gn na ahun ahun gra ygbagn ene ngn wedehuala ykrewt malet eynorku yalhonkut ? 🙄


Sry slarzmkut
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Hey guys am 24 f am a college student i have epilepsy and i have zero friends am so lonely i want to go out but bechayen yastlagnale i want someone to talk to not boys tho i want a best friend so if there are girls out there who felt the same lets be friends?

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I started a new job about a year ago and I had my first work trip with them recently. One of the people that joined us on the trip was a government official that was also friends with my bosses. On the last day of the trip said person forced himself on me but I luckily got away without much harm. However I didnt and couldnt say anything because this man was their friend and a "reputable" person AND this was my first trip with them- I cant afford to be involved in drama before they even get a chance to know me.

Recently though, my bosses heard that he had harassed another colleague of mine and asked me if he had any foul play with me (apparently they had sensed there was something off from the way he was looking at me). I admitted and told them all that had happened - it was a very strange experience. Imagine three men calling you into a room and asking details about your assault. One was even asking questions like "Did he kiss you? Did he touch you?" mnamn. And tbh the only reason I decided to tell them was because it was becoming apparent that the man was a predator. He was using his position of power and a veneer of religion to get away with what he was doing. Becha, after that humiliating experience of sharing how I almost got raped and had to run away from his room, seek refuge somewhere so that he doesnt follow me to my room mnamn - I realized they do not intend to do ANYTHING about it. All the questioning was to feed their curiosity and maybe use to black mail him one day!!!

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Hey yall,how u doin.

So i have got this qsn,and it is about me not forgetting HER! in short i was in some kind of relationship with some girl(it was vague),i liked her so fucking much BUT her ego was just🤦‍♂🤯 so i had to cut ties with her.

I deleted her contact,texts,Telegram chat ..every fkn thing! but i couldn't delete her from my mind,and believe me I DO WANT TO!  So please,help me forget her...i want her out of my mind

Thank You🙏

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I Am 19 and some girl at school just start taking with me and she was pretty and thick to and every mans dream girl ena we were friends and i kinda like her at that time ena she gave me her phone password and my bsf told me to go in the hidden photos , when i looked at the hidden photos i saw her in room with guy or with her bf ena i didn't expect that from her ena i was mad idk ena i ignored her , but she was so mad because of i ignored her and she asked me why i didn't tell her keza koyten again mawerat jemern and we were close betam ena esua at that time she broke up with her bf ena i was like treating her betam ena i heard that she go out date with some body that is younger than her ena we kissed bela le jeles negerechew i didn't k that aweka endehone i was mad betam ena i blocked her mnamn ena after all that shit i unblock her and she told me that she liked me ena wan be more than friends with i was okay we will talk alkuna we start talking with her and we go out date i was so touchy to her at the end we kissed and grab her tiddies ena i was like wow and after 3 days ago we start arguing like i ignored her cuz she doesn't treat me good and again we meet and talk , kiss but at the next day i called her and i told her is gonna left me mnamn and i have u selat she started saying we are not on the r/p we are just friends setelegn i was mad and segahut selkun ena decide to text "i think ur wasting my time ena this isnt joke beye text areku and u don't dserve a man like me beye malet nw ena she was like okay bela memeles jemerch i was super mad ena u fake betam alkuat

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Sometimes i wonder how productiveness looks like bc for the past few years and now all i do is get up from my messy bed stare at the roof for hours open my phone and spen the whole day at my bed panic when exams are around and study for 2 or a week
All i want is to get up make my bed talk to ny families do some productive shits eat breakfast fast (i miss eating breakfast tho) go to class pay attention there study everyday as i do when exams are around eat my lunch talk to my friends spend time with them have my talj with my dad while looking at sunset as we used to do lj eyalew family talks after dinner beka That's all i wanted but here's mine not having a healthy relationship with my whole families they're sp tired of me,and have even more terrible relationship with my friends bc of my mental unstablity i keep doing some bad things on them and they can't tolerate it like they're still my friends gn ik they talk at my back even tho i haven't seen them doing or heard that they do my gut feeling tells me they're not happy with me or they gossip about me and sometimes i say to my self who do you think you're that they make you topic and gossip about you and i always feel like I've no value lenesu ena cancel my plans with them gn they feel bad and they be annoyed idk becha ufff i wanna be a good friend a good daughter a good person i wanna give everyone a positive kind and healing energy

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And sew tiru neger adigolachu yanin neger ende weleta kekoterew endet new handle mitaregut? There is someone(teacher) i met who seems to be kind person and fetena betam akbido awetana gize atron sansera wetan then chigirachinin sininegrew consider argolin marmachinin astekakelew now he came back for another course gin betam silerasu gura mabzat gemere he says endi silarekugn engi wedkachu nbr minamin so how would you handle this kind of bs?
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Hi buddies!
Last time, I vented about not being able to afford basic necessities and asked for help. The kindness of two people helped me survive thus far. You two, may God be your comfort in your tribulations!

I am doing all I can do to find a job but it seems my eyesight difficulty is standing between me and my potential employers. They never said this part out loud but I sense that they would rather hire an able bodied person with lesser language proficiency and skills than this ዓይኑን የሚያመው ልጅ።

If I were to choose my body organs, I would have chosen two perfectly normal eyes over a low-vision sight but I wasn't offered that luxury. And many folks don't get this simple truth. Why are people so cruel for heavens sake? All I asked was to be given a chance to prove myself. If they found me less productive, they could have fired me at any moment.

Still, I was doing my best to earn an income and one fine morning, while returning from church, I got my phone stolen. For a moment, it felt like existence was rigged against me and then sudden and unexpected laughter got hold of me. And that's the one thing I thank God for. No matter how low life gets, I can always laugh at it.

All the files, contracts and the rest are gone with my decent phone (the one valuable thing I owned) but today I remembered that I once logged into Telegram using my friend's phone. So now I am writing this vent from his device. On top of my struggle for food and transportation costs, now I have to worry about contacting people, accessing the internet and so on.

Regardless, I fix my eyes on the Almighty, who, fully knowing all my flaws, still loves me to the fullest. I wouldn't let all of these steal my hope and innocence from me and if anyone of you are going through a difficult path, neither should you.

Thanks for reading!
If you care, you may as well pray for me.

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I'm 20m
Hey guys, I suppose this is the only place to let my emotions out besides the gym. In case if it's posted late this vent is written by 13 July. So to day is my birth day and ik im too old for a bd surprises or that much drama. But it kinda hurts knowing no one gives a shit about u. I received 1 text from someone that is not even close to me. I'm surprised that that person remembered the day. I have a lot of friends that are super close , at least I thought that. I'm feeling like everybody wants me for my money not for what I am. I'm not saying I'm rich but I do better than most of the people at my age. Anyhoo back to my point, it was a shitty day. I didn't expect my day to be like this but it's what it is ig.

Ik the way I wrote this is weird but if u understand it a bit that's enough for me. Much love🫶🫶

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Besmam beweld 😂😂😭

You know that feeling when u finally move on from some one that feeling of great accomplishment and victory wooooooh can't even explain how joyful i currently am istg 😄

I can finally relax knowing they don't give a damn abt me

I can now think clearly that they didn't want me that much it was the what ifs that kept me stack

Now i can say to my damn self in z mirror Bitch they don't give a damn if u die or go through shits and not give excuses

Bcha am feeling sooooo goooooooood baby 💅 des sil እልልልልልልልልልልልልልልልልልልልልልልልል
Hallelujah💃
Hallelujah💃
Hallelujah 💃

🎵እሰይ ደስ ይበለን
እሰይ ደስ ይበለን
አውድ ዓመት መጣልን
አውድ ዓመት መጣልን🎵
እስክስ እስክስ 💃
ድድድድድን 🤩

I've to celebrate getan i was suffocating and dying eko wooooooohuuuuuuu🤸‍♀️🤸

Thank u wdoch❤️ for sharing this moment

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Hi am 20F living in addis this might not be the right place to look for a bestfriend but nowadays am feeling so lonely and depressed just cause i got nobody to be with i got zero close friends i could call when feeling lonely and i just wanted to put it out here if i maybe find someone i could call my own , my bestfriend and i need opinion in how i can feel loved or not lonely u have been feeling the same would love to herè it from u thanks

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Today is sunday , july 16th

Growing up i was raised a good kid who always go to church praises God also i never did what my parents told me not to do .

But as i got older starting from 16 my life kinda changed cuz i started to listen to songs(zefen) , we had little shop and i started to steal (which started from candy turned to money) and as i got older (18) i started watching porn , masterbation and i dated multiple girls at a time which i would make out do wrong stuff with (except sex and going down) i have done it all .

I was lost from Gods face .  I stopped going to church i only went there if i dated some good church girl  even when i went to campuse i went to club with some friends we used to smoke, drink. i can't tell how shamefull it is to even think about it cuz i should've known better ,

GOD gave his life for me and i was out there praising the devil but this year  i was spending most of my time at home and i got depressed,  i couldn't sleep and one day i decided to listen to gospel songs and my heart started to be filled with joy , happiness again like when i was a kid but the bad things didn't want to let me go so i knew i had to pray about it , so i started going to church listening to the word of God , him telling me he is with me every steo of the way .

Now i am happy free from all those bad things i was doing. There are a lot of problems in my life but still just by hearing his name realizing he is beside me i can see nothing is worth being sad for.

So me sisters and brothers believe in jesus , let him in to your heart , believe that he has a reason for whats happening in your life and all those things that worry you will disappear like they never were there at first place .

Be blessed 21m

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This is me ranting about why my relationship with you failed. This is about what I did wrong in the relationship.
1. I lied about my feelings for you. When ever we met I acted like I was not in love with you. I did not express my true feelings. I was acting like your best friends and nothing more. The only time I gave you my true feeling was when we say goodbye after every meeting. I hugged u a little longer. That was the only affection I showed.
2. I always gave you financial support and acted like I was doing that out of the goodness of my heart where the fact was I needed some affection back from you for the money I provided. I loved it when you said thank you and that you loved me after giving you something. That triggered some good emotions for me so I kept on giving you more to get that dopamine hit.
3. I always showed you my true feelings only when I was about to block you. I wrote like so many paragraphs of my love for you everytime I was to block you. But when we were together I don't think I was that vulnerable enough to let my emotions out to tell you what I was feelings deeply. I always pretended like a friend but when ever I feel like I am about to lose you I just act out and disturb your peace.
4. My friends know more about my feelings for you than you. I expressed more of my love for you by telling my friends about you. Instead of that I should have expressed it to you.
5. I did not have any guts to make a move on you. I think when we met I had a lot of chances to make a move on you but I didn't. Because I was scared. I felt like it would be awkward after that so I did not make any moves.
6. I did not understand your love language. When you said you loved me I always interpreted it like real love like relationship love. But what you ment was love as a friend. This misunderstanding in the long run hurt me because when I found out about what you were trying to say it broke my heart. But it was all because of my misunderstanding the situation and not clarifying on it right away.
7. I wanted to play the long game. I wanted to be there for you on every situations and for u to figure out that I was the one for in the long run. But because I did not communicate my feelings even if we stayed together forever now I know that you would not see me more than a friend because it was my fault for not communicating early on.

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Well hello there
It's just is it common do ya'll believe love exists I've never been in a relationship gn I'm afraid(somehow sure)I'll get bored after sometime and y do ppl struggle in moving on like suicide dres miyaders what kind of feeling is that beka alwededeshm/alwededechehm it's not the end of the world no offense gn ion get it

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17F ... so yall as you know its summer ena am all alone like why tf do i love being alone on the summer time gn? idk last summer rasu bchayen nbrku and this summer i go to the library alone , have fun alone , and i look like a fool ke library wtche bchayen sezor yall know ke abrhot ategeb yalw mall yess eza😂 .... ena i sometimes feel so bad when i see group of friends there and stuff but yk this is the SUMMER for me so whateva .... ena am like trying to prepare for SAT mnamn bro sometimes i listen to music for 2 hours straight at the library pretending am studying and balefew i was watching those reels on IG ena i accidently laughed out loud ena makom syaktey wetahu bro i literally only had 100 birr on ma pocket at that time but i just couldn't take my eyes off those ice creams kza 100 birr gzaw (that game zone at the mall, yesss) kza tach wrge i was licking my icecream with my headphone on bka i was vibein 😎 then this dude come up to me and threw a fucking paper on my face infront of ppl and i was like wtf bro legit aynen limetaw nbrko, kza i found his TG acc written skftew wrktun and i was laughing soooo bad ena hege meleskult(werewerkubet legit) then his friends started to roast me like tf bro mnaynt zmn nw ende kalflkus ... like they started following me and mesadeb mnamn and dmo i was alone bka alfetam aluy bro literally i was traumatized like they were literally bullying me bros they was pushing me endee! but thanks GOD for my headphones i wasnt able to here what they were saying kza i went to the rest room inside the mall tmlshe then seweta they were gone ahh i was scared bro like they were 6 foot tall ena 4 nachew and i wont lie the dude was kinda cute but the way he approched me wtf nigga am not an object eko plus sew eyesedebu beged ale😭 they were cunts literally ena kza i asked (melemen literally) birr to this dude taxi myazaw lay then thanks GOD bro was kind stey kza self lay znab znbe bro wthh i love rains but nooo i was shivering before by those fools not knowwww .. kza i was completley like wett ena swu selfun akumo lmtelel selfu sibeten 1 taxi simeta yaleselfe gbahua dude who cares kza my folks library mehed nw yastlay but i still go tho🤷‍♀️lmao , ena for all of you out there alone this summer you are not alone frl frl , mine is on anothere level bihonm bka ena dmo my girls whenever a dude throw some paper on you just go home dont even look back💀😭 i love you all so much and whaterver your struggling with rn your not alone i love you so so much you can always talk to me and to GOD (and btw i have a friend dmo but always go alone)<3 stay safe ok guys you are loved you are not worthless ena after all u only live once so have some fucking fun kmr like do some crazy stuff (not talking about drugs or some bad shit tho) yk for me fun is bka that day icecream blche music sesema and rain bchayen sedebedeb bro that was FUN for me bka be happy by the littlest things life aint always fair🫶

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I don't exist anymore. I'm falling apart. I have turned into pieces of masks that hide my tears. I became all of my fears. I am dead but I fear death. I am shame but I fear humiliation. I am dust but I fear dirt. I am dull but I fear boredom. I am my own fears.

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both we are 19 and we are not in relationship but to be couple አንድ date በቂ ነው ግን both of as know "አንዳችን ለአንዳችን መጥፊያ ነን "both we r እብድ እና little bit TOXIC...

so, ምን ተሻለ ቤተሰቦች

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Ik was the terrible friend even tho all i was trying was to be the good and best friend
I won't be the childish friend anymore I won't ask you to spend more time with me I won't tell you when i feel peoples have bad energy toward you I won't disturb I won't be annoying as u said i am i won't be so controlling,over protective over lover friend or obsessed with you kind of friend i won't bother you by telling you every traumas I've everything that has been done on me since i was child I won't bother you by telling my family issues( in which I've never tell anyone and i would never ever tell anyone kezi buhalam you are the only person that knows everything)
All i do was over loving you giving you too much even on the days you can't give me back any always being understanding towards you no matter you do i was always being supportive in which u understand it like I don't have a personality just because i was over understanding I'm not saying i was right gn it wasn't how you thought we were so close like so close and share everything together but when we got some other friends you started to spend less time with me and more as a squad that was when I started to feel our friendship is gonna end you've gaslighted me so many times but i haven't noticed you were gaslighting me and told your dorm mates about my problem just in a week or two after knowing them i really saw you as my bestie and everything but i was just a random friend for you adel? You told me you won't feel anything ene brkshm you told me you won't be hurted ene slerakush idk if you're fr or not gn i want you to know I've always been hurting every night thinking how I'll be if you left me it's the time ena idk bcha endenegerkush new you'll always have your place in my heart and I'll continue to love and support you I'll always pray for you as i always do lerase tselyi schers I'll pray for you I've never lied to you when i say tseleyeleshalew ena I'll kahun buhalam I'll keep telling everyone how amazing friend you're as I've always been doing and wedefit lemagegnachew sewoch sayker I'll keep telling ena I'm doing yhen bc you told me le chenklatsh tena kalsetewsh endemeteteyign ena if you do that it won't end up good ena it's better beselamu gize destegna hogne brkesh you've so many friends and I'm sure you won't get hurt that much you showed me everything ena you were the main character in my friendship stories and you'll always be i don't want to have a bestie kezi buhala bc ik I'm not good for peoples mental health i should've heald before trying to become you closet friend i was nothing for you just one of your closest friend but you were like my sister lene ena I've told you everything about my closest friend bc why not uk you weren't just a close friend to me you were like sister which we said we are ena you thought I'm a bad friend bc i was telling you every thing i think about other i was doing that not bc i hate them or i was a gossip friend it was bc that's what i tell a person whom i thought my sister i thought I'm more close to you than uk your 2 besties you got at school ik they're your besties gn i thought I'm like a little more close to you than them but i heard you telling others that we are equal for you idk sele ene mn tesemtosh wstsh endeyazeshew ena make you distant from me gn and neger eweki I've always done everything lanchi tru asbe bcha leave it ena have a very nice life ehte hope you'll invite me at your wedding as we promised each other. anyways thanks for the priceless precious memories we have had together you'll always be my #1 Best friend and sista no body won't replace you i can promise you this that not a soul can replace the place I've for you seeing you get close to others is so hurting and it's betam painful but you deserve happiness more than anyone
Atleast don't send this to anyone(your friends)sleneberen friendship styi even though they know every problem I've

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I wanted to vent but i just dont know were to start am just drained to even speak about it hope all this pain goes away

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Hey guys.... I have always been this introverted girl that doesn't talk a lot. No friends, no bf or anyone I can talk to. I graduated a year ago and I couldn't find a secured job even if I have good grades, I kept changing my work place and now I'm unemployed. I don't know what I am even doing with my life, I'm lost. Especially these days, I kept losing every single thing that I have been working on my entire life. I am waiting for the time that I will have the courage to end my life.

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21 F. This is gonna sound ridiculous because it might come off as someone complaining about their optimism. But I'm not complaining, I'm pretty grateful actually. The thing is I've always been an optimist but it's getting out of hand these days, nothing bothers me anymore, whatever happens I always feel like things will keep getting better and better. I shake my head and laugh when I think back to my early teenage years when I used to consider suicide, man what a waste it would have been if I had done it.. a waste of a healthy body, a healthy mind. Funny thing is there's not much to even be happy about in my life, I've went through and still continue to go through so many struggles but I'm still happy. Sometimes it feels like I'm just delusional, but who cares as long as I'm happy. Since I'm anti social I don't interact with people so I'm sure I look miserable to anyone who takes one look at me, sitting all alone with a blank look on my face, but in reality I'm probably the happiest person in the room. That's it that's all I wanted to say. Sorry if this was annoying to read lmao.

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19F

Ere guys, how do I get over the fact that I'm short? I've worked out in my mid teens to grow taller gn nothing worked, ahun I can't get over it? What should I do? I hate my height.

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Hey I'm f 18y

I don't know where to start
I was rped by my father when i was 13 he live in another country so he get away with it no one believed me even my mom
At 15 I start living alone and working i never talk with my father side family since then now I'm 18 and I still live alone my mom passed away that breaks my heart my cousins always talk about how strong I am bla bla bla
But I'm not strong it's just after that incident I don't think people will understand me if I told them anything so I stopped showing my emotions to people because they never asked or cares how I am doing no loves me what did I do to deserve all of this I can't heal I still have nightmares about that day I never met no one who loves me or cares about me I don't know why I'm venting this but I did


Was it my fault?
What should I do?
I don't want financial help I just want someone who can understand me is it too much to ask?
Am I overacting?

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I need to vent
Is it weird or smthng
Here is the thing I live with my family (Aunt, agottt) right ena I don't like here at all she is mean bitch to me she even spoiled servant over me she is very strict endweta mnamn atfekdlgnm ena I'm just waiting to get out of the house for college university mnamn ena
She doesn't want me to have friends, yerase hiwet Mnamn besu besu alwedatm
Metlate tkkl new kesuwa bet mewtat mefelegena so I can get the life I deserve for real
She doesn't want me to know things or to learn bekumneger malet new

I didn't even write down hulunm emtaregegn kufu sra but I hate her she is asmesay, wushetam, akatari
Jesus
Engaga bcha new endezi beuesus smmmmmmmmmmm I'm Done I swear she is evil emiyanaddew I can't do anything without her knowing

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