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Hi there
21F here
Why is dating guys so complicated these days😂
When the girl shows interest and makes a move he loses interest
Me personally I don’t go into a r/ship looking for something super serious but I’d like to see if we vibe and see how things go as we move on with the r/ship

If anyone feels the same hit me up 😂

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Im in love with my bf, best friend 🤦‍♀ hey there
I met my bf when i was grade 10 in high school he was my friend mjmriya lay for 2 years ngr kza nw rs wst ygbanw he was my first love ena like 4 years and half andlay nbrn bmhal on and off ngr yaw lijoch nbrn mnamn and yhone gize lay i caught him kissing other girl which i forgave him hes friendm class nw yemawkew bsu mknyat lenem guadga honeg campus kgbahu buhala ke ex ga sentalam andand ngroch tftrew siyaskfagm mnamn his friend nbr abrog ymihonew he try to be there for me endaykefag mnamn bcha we became close ena salasbew i start having feeling for him ena bf komo ko kere mnamn blo setoch siyastwawkw mnamn btm nbr ymknaw kza dmo btm nbr guiltynt ymismag ynbrw zmbye ymiyargachwn ngroch kezigaw ga compare eyarku . his friend btm mature nw ke bf ansar ena btm bzu common ngr aln bcha krase ga eyttalahu nbr le graduation gize Which was 3 month bfit bet program nbr ena nbru mata lay lebs lkyr bedroom hoge his friend mto he told me he's happy for me nd he gave me necklace ena btm nbr ymiyamrw nd thank u bye akfkut kza he was about to kiss me gn rasu akumo lebsesh wchi bka mnamn blo hede ena i was confused bcha 2 week bfit i was with my bf andlay wln bet gbahu the whole day bhonew balhone sinaddbg zmblo sibsachbbg nw ywalnw maryamn menged lay wend ayesh blo hulu tkottogal crop sellbsku ende hitsan lij eshi yhun bye zm byew nw ygbahut kza gen btm tlk tfat atfahu i called his friend i told him to come simta mkina wst gbche alawrahutm hulu i kissed him btm dngto nbr ene dmo i wasn't controlling my self gn he didnt stop me we make out sefer banhon im sure kzam alfo nbr kza he told me kbfit jmro endemiwedg gn bmhalachn mgbat kbdot endhone ena adlm endi margu masbu rasu sikebdew endenbr nd enem endemwdew ngrkut bcha kza kn buhala langnag tngagrn tlyayen yhone kbad break up yarku nw ymslg ena ksu buhala bf rasu mawrat alchalkum btm balge sed tfatga selhonku i told him ltnsh gize space endnwesd he keep saying sorry atfto mslot bmchrsha eshi alg when he say sorry dmo bka btm nw yekefag ynbrw rasen btm nw ytlahut zare hes friend bet meto nbr yenen cv liwesd nd we end up making out ena pls mn larg bf yasazngal mnm bihon yhe aygebawm nd ke lijnt guadgaw ga ymaydrg ngr arku nd i cant stop loving him lakum sel chrash bsobg kuch ale ena bka mn larg btm tchnkiyalhu i was crying lbzu seat rase lifnda nw i dont know mn mareg endalbg

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New year is comming.i guess i should be happy and hopeful but i am not. This year was really hard for me,there weren't any bad staff happening to me.but i caused alot of pain to my family. Last year around this time i told my parents what i really feel for the first time( that i have been struggling with my mental health and that i was considering killing myself) and that hurt them deeply. They did try to help me and i am really grateful for that. But all their work has been in vain. I thought if i was brave enough to ask for help everything would start to be better, but i just end up causing more stress on my family. They even started blaming themselves. Our family was seen as the perfect family and it was. And i think it would still be if i wasn't part of it. I ruined everything just by existing. God gave me a beautiful life and great family but i ruined it. I gave up on myself, i dont even want to get better anymore. i decided to act as i am getting better day by day so that i can see their smile back again, but its getting harder an harder everyday. I have been cutting myself for the past 6 months just to avoid suicide. But at this point i am done with myself and i am too tired to live for my family.
I wrote this just to try and let it out. Sorry if i ruined ur day.
have a nice day 😊

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Hi 20M
ok, this might sound strange
I don't give a shit. Sorry.
I can sum up my life as a long process of people telling me their damn problems. And you know what the worst part is? I act like a therpaist😀 and I think I'm good at it. I can read a person within 5-10 minutes interaction. It's a survival thing. I been doing this since childhood. I'm gifted actually. I have manipulated and destroyed a number of people, played on their predictable emotions. Don't judge 😄 I've also helped a lot of people. Helped them go through break up things, suicide stuff, self-confidence issues, uhh porn addiction, family problems. The thing is I have no emotional connection to any of it. There's nothing I want out of life, money🙄, love🤣, fame😏, sex😂 it's bullshit. It scares me to discuss it with people, because most are dumb and give me this look😳. The ones smart enough to understand think I'm an evil person.

I JUST DO NOT CARE

About me, my family, friends or anything at all

Nihilist🤔 maybe idk.

And it's exhausting to act like I do give a shit.

But I will keep going. Hey I have only enjoyed earth for 20 years.

For a few of us on earth, who keep wearing these funny masks to appear human: cheers🤭

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እኔስ ብዬ ነበር ትዳር እይዛለሁ
ስፈራ ስፈራ እሄዉ መሽቶ ቀረሁ
ኩሉን ተኳኳልኩና ቀረሁኝ ከቤት
ነገ ዛሬን ሲተካ አለሁ በፍርሃት....
For whom else does this song hits hard to?
Cause this song is exactly my life😂.
I wish icould send this to my mom and other ዘመድs😒, without actually sending it to them.
As a woman in her twenties with no romantic partner, the pressure from the so called 'ቤተሰብ' is getting ridiculous.

I hope I'm not alone.

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I am 🎭 Papa
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So before starting, I know im gonna have a lotta y'all girls cime at me! Gn first try nd hear me out! Gn if u still wanna come at me...i really dgaf😂

So the thing is I have an issue with 'Fat' girls....mind u not 'chubby' girls most Chubby girls i know they are heavenly ...but my problem is with 'Fat' girls...

Its not what u think it is....im not body shaming or cause they're fat mnamn....i actually dont like them bc of the way they perceive themselves ena beka selerasachew yalachew amelekaket nw.

Again enante agatmachu layhon yechelal gn ene beka almost 8 outta 10 fat girls I know think the society owes them some kinda special treatment cause they're fat mnamn! They think everyone is against them mnamn, hulummm mood miyezebachew nw mimeslachew mnamn...they don't accept themselves as they are....they think being built like shakira or whatever is the ultimate success or whatever.

Keza demo i can fuckin swear beka bergetegnenet at least ezi channel wust kalu wendoch yagatemew aytefam that when he tries to approach a girl mnamn beka they try and act like their mother mnamn nd get all grumpy on u😤shit is so frustrating to even watch!! U guys may usually see it on tv gn ive seen it happen in front of my eyes like multiple times ena lezam yemeslegnal i wanted to talk about it here.

Mn agatemegn meselachu a coupla months ago...we were out for the night to party...like as a group mnamn ena there was this dude and this girl beka they were so into each other (in our group of friends ) we were like 10 mnamn ena the girl got a little tipsy keza ke liju ga teyayezew ena some other friends....bet keyeru!

Keza (u know who😂) selk dewela mn bela mn bela heda felega agegnechacgew ena beka liju lay cherekechew endet yezehat tehedaleh shewedeh letagademat nw mnamn bela beka kewti aregechew....meanwhile lijitwa beraswa fekad nw yehedechew...nobody forced her....kezam alfo she used to date him secretly without anyone knowing!

Beka this is the way most fat girls be acting the whole damn time😤
Gerem milegn demo some become normal human beings after getting their first sexual experience ena beka betam gerem emilegn factor nw!!

Ena to sum up beka mn lemalet felege nw....im not hatin on y'all gn beka.....designated ena ehe mimeleketachu 'Fat' girls please stop this! Beka u rcool the way u are...u dont have to be a bitch about ethg and stick ure nose up everyone's business!! Being mean nd cruel about ethg is not the solution! Ene personally ahun whenever i see a fat girl being involved in whatever im involved in ehe trauma selalebign beka menfese nw mirebeshew

Gn i hope i can get over that soon! Ena y'all atop acting like this sooner too!

🙏thanks for ure time

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Hello there.. I'm 21M i live in addis here is the thing i was in toxic r/ship and its been almost 3 years but i can't move on, We were really close though the relationship was toxic. She always wanted to control me and wanted me to herself. When the toxicity got to an unbearable stage, she told me she cheated on me and i decided to stop everything. And that break my heart a lot, keza behuala degami sew mamen alichalekum ena after breakup i never dated again after my ex ena anyone who wanna give me advice i want to move on 🙏

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Hi y'all
I'm just a teenage girl with some boy problems.
So the thing is i have a crush on this cool guy i met at a university while taking national exam lol ik that's sick( should've just focused on my exam) anyway he is so cool and handsome so i just went straight and asked his number. Well long story short he ended up giving me his number and now we talk on tg but he is a dry texter like betamm he never texts first he never asks me back whenever i say good night he just says amen he doesn't even say good night. Well i have asked him his type and physically i am his type he likes thic girls which i am anyway. Whenever I try to make him like me back he just doesn't react whenever I send him a sexy picture he just says "arif nw" he acts like he doesn't care and that he's not interested but at the same time whenever we play a game and I ask him if he thinks I'm attractive he says yes and when I try to talk to him about sexual stuff he seems interested he was even willing to take a shower with me so I am so confused is he playing hard to get or he just doesn't like me and if that's the case how can I make him like me cuz I really can't move on but at the same time it's hurting me that he's ignoring me like this and not giving me his attention whenever I ask to meet up with him he comes up with excuses and says we will meet another day I've never seen him ever since we got out of the University and I just miss him what shall I do

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Hey so I am 18F waiting for my matric results.
So here is the thing I don't want to pass. Ik it sounds odd but hear me out. I am an average student and I am 65% sure that I am gonna pass(not to boast or anything). I come from a really fucked family. I had a dickhead for a father who had money and to some extent power.
My dad is in the upper class and since I lived with my mom we are in the lower high class.
The reason I don't want to go to uni is bcoz I don't have the energy. I hate the life that I am in. I hate my living situation. I hate my house. The bathroom is disgusting, the roof leaks bich min alefachu the house betselot new yalew. I want to change that.
Ik there are ppl living in the worst condition but I want to change. I am very ambitious. I have so many plans for the future me.
So, when I get to the point, I want to be a makeup artist. I want to be cerified but considering my financial situation that is obviously unlikely.
What I am trying to say is please help me out in anyway you can either financially or Idk help me find a job with less requirements (trust me the requirements I see are not in my favour).
Thank you!

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soon tobe 20F
Is it me or is there anyone who's scared of marrying this generation. yea I know am also in this generation gn kemr gra eyegebang new. malet ene yehone yameleteng neger ale ende. being not virgin is so normalized that virgin mehonen siyaku they try to mashof& shame me. I am virgin because of my choice but not because of circumstances. losing or not losing a virginity is another level topic for me. I didn't even have my first kiss yet.Alhamdulilah again it's by choice.
I just don't want temporary people touch my mind & body. I don't want meaning less relations and wasted time that I can't get back.
till the time I meet the one God is saving for me Inshallah

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I'm so fucking pissed on some people these days stereotyping beauty standards... I am seeing a problem which made me broke up with my girlfriend... She was obsessed with outside beauty standards ...and I loved her just the way she was....she was a beauty goddess both inside and out...what first attracted me was the outside obviously her body she's a a chubby beauty goddess she's so beautiful addorable ...well people said she's thick plus size or whatever all I saw was a true beauty I loved every inch of her plus her love for God her believe in God and all just was a real attractive things ...and honestly her body made me satisfied she was a full package up until she started listening to western fuxked up medias and beauty standards... A woman must be thin vegan and all she was obssesd she started hating her body even me cause I loved her just the way she is yes I loved her curves her big boobs her tummy her everything but the outside voice got to her first...please all bbw ( big Beautiful😘 woman ) your perfect ....real men want meat listen to the people next to u not someone from far...

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I don't know what to do anymore. I feel suffocated. I feel like I am not doing enough. I always feel left out and useless. I always overthink. I just wanna kill myself sometimes. I feel like a disappointment to my family. I wanna disappear but I don't wanna make my loved ones worry.

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Hey, would just like to clarify a few things. The previous vent was not about a spiritual awakening because of my grandma no no. What I wanted to point out was the the fact that I felt her hug on me and how it felt so real. Usually we all forget our dreams as soon as we wake up. And I am no exception but over the years I have had dream that felt so real I remember them as memories. One time a while back, I dream that Jackson Avery (yes from Grey's Anatomy) softly kissed my shoulders. We were sitting side by side and the windows to the room were open. The wind plus the heat of his breath felt so real my spine felt the shots and my legs were effectively Jello. And in between the hypnic jerks and the slow confusing dreams, these wholesome moments were I feel human touch is just one reason to keep going. And thanks for reading. Au revoir.

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You know the deepest vent is.
When your brain is about to burst but you can't even write a word out of it.
የደረሰበት ያውቀዋል
ብቻ For those of you who are feeling that way.
Rest Your Faith In GOD.
It Is All Going go be Alright.

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Im here to tell you the story of my life... as a child I was a dedicated Christian...I had a very strong relationship with God...
Father God led the way on every aspect of my life... grade 12 lay I was eligible for once in a lifetime scholarship I didn't hesitate to leave but that's when things started to change I started leaning on my self... I got cocky... the Bible says don't lean on your understanding ... I started reading books lots of em... disproving the existence of God... I became isolated.... besew hager lay I became an aethist a very loud one...mocking people who preach the gospel... becha I went to the darkest place u can imagine...and when covid hit the part of the world I was in I was unbothered..ppl dying left and right....when the second wave left the country it came to me... when I say it I meant death... it knocked my door so loud... I was in the ICU... never heard from my parents friends for two months ppl thought I died anyway what happened was I was in the hospital bed,..the severe complication made me forgetful... but I had vivid visions of me as a lil boy all happy singing a worship song.... I couldn't remember the last time I did that.... next to me was as White Christian family and I listen to them playing a worship song idk how to explain it but it kinda numbed the pain... the father prayed for me I remember the fever knocked me out but I remember him saying Jesus Christ save this man
The night after that I had a dream a dream ill never forget till I die,..
I see a man sitting with a door wide open but the way to him is very narrow but I see him I was standing looking at the man wanting to come in but couldnt I was very uncomfortable where I was at. where he was, I cant even explain it... it was very peaceful... when I wake up the fever was crazy and I was sweating...my back was burning. I looked up at the ceiling...after a horrifying fever and cough I dozed off again... and this time was a sound..you know like street preaching type of voice come to me child and you will rest it said...
I cried like a baby the nurse thought it was the pain but It was tears of repentance...
I said father God I could die today forgive me.. heal me gn yante fekad becha yihun
I recovered after three weeks I was discharged and am not here to preach but I cant just take what God did for me and how he transformed my life and not be an example for others who are lost... come to him... you will rest ewnet
Thank you

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Heyyyy yall
Chgr wst negn helpp eyu there is this guy beka betam perfect ena i kinda had crush on him almosttt ke 2 amet befit endewm he sent me "love you" text gn my dumbass mistook it for zmblo kindness new mnamn beye
Ena the thing is beka i can NOT stop thinkin abt him andande out of nowhere tz yelegnal ena i daydream about us keza demo eresawalew lekk tewku sel agegnewalew(unintentionally) keza the whole butterfly thing comes running back demo eko he's muslim and im christian slezih yea bzum hope yelewm gn enenjaa he's sooo perfect, his music taste erasu chefs kiss

Endewm this one time i saw him in my dreams bewnet i thought he was doin yehone voodoo shit ene lay cause endezi obsessed hogne alawkm
Am i in love?
Bewnet beka plis plisss helpp bewnet
Aytachu endatalfu❗️❗️❗️

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Ever been in love with someone else's writing? Despite not even knowing them, you're smitten by the beauty of their words. I'm jealous of those who can write with such vitality, their words have life to them; you'll find yourself smiling or sobbing over their work; they are the one I admire. And if u r one of them you r lucky person.

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My name is Yoshikage Kira. I’m 33 years old. My house is in the northeast section of Morioh, where all the villas are, and I am not married. I work as an employee for the Kame Yu department stores, and I get home every day by 8 PM at the latest. I don’t smoke, but I occasionally drink. I’m in bed by 11 PM, and make sure I get eight hours of sleep, no matter what. After having a glass of warm milk and doing about twenty minutes of stretches before going to bed, I usually have no problems sleeping until morning. Just like a baby, I wake up without any fatigue or stress in the morning.

I was told there were no issues at my last check-up. I’m trying to explain that I’m a person who wishes to live a very quiet life. I take care not to trouble myself with any enemies, like winning and losing, that would cause me to lose sleep at night. That is how I deal with society, and I know that is what brings me happiness. Although, if I were to fight I wouldn’t lose to anyone.

Modified English variant – You can call me Yoshikage Kira. I’m currently 33 years old. Not that you’d care, but I reside in northeast Morioh’s villa district. Also, I’ve yet to marry. In order to make a living, I work for Kame Yu department stores. After a long day’s work, I return home no later than 8 PM. I don’t like smoking, but do enjoy the occasional drink. I’m always in bed by 11 PM, and I make it a point to get no less than 8 hours of sleep each night. Before bed, I drink a warm glass of milk. It’s always coupled with 20 minutes of stretching to decompress from the long workday. Sweet dreams are the usual result of this.

I then awake as refreshed and recharged as a newborn child, ready to take on the day’s challenges. And after my last checkup, I was given a clean bill of health. For as long as I could remember, I’ve done everything in my power to live a productive life that allows me to pursue a lasting inner peace. This may be a foreign concept, but I choose not to concern myself with winning or losing, life’s troubles, or enemies who bring sleepless nights. That is how I cope with this backwards life we find ourselves living. It’s what brings me happiness in a world fraught with hardship and misery. Of course, if I were ever to engage in combat, I would win the battle without question.

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Why, in this era of digital connections and swipe-right culture, does building meaningful relationships through dating apps often feel as perplexing as solving a complex Code? After a self-improvement hiatus spanning a couple of years, I'm ready to dive back into the dating world, only to discover it's like searching for a needle in a haystack. Where have all the remarkable single ladies vanished to, and what's the elusive secret sauce to master the art of modern dating?

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It's funny yo and mom told me I'm like big and I was like nah mnamn and she said you are gonna be 22 next year like boom 💥 voalla I mean how only 3 years later I'm like 25? I thought I had 5 years I don't want to lie but it's like I feel like I'm 18 really I've not grown yet like nothing nothing I'm always like on study have no true friends like I spend with whomever u get ,no relationships its not like denial mnamn very great full for each year and second given to me thanks God within me there is a child that wants to enjoy more like play swings as much as I want but where can I get it ? Idk play football basketball tennis dance 🕺 whole lot it's like even people around me are like when will you get older why are you childish I feel like i want to have heart of 5 or 7 year child full of hope full of happiness positivity questions bcha I blaber

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Yaa all am 23 M from university and here is the thing when I got back from break to campus class mnamn altejemrem Ena class eskjemer mnamn ke jema gar weed mnamn mazag jemreku and I smoke for 9 days continuously Ena hule twat snesa I regret betam I promise my self not to smoke again and finally I smoke and the next morning the regretting continues what should I do to get rid of this shit

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i am an overthinker i hate disappointing people i know it's a bad thing i know i can't make everyone happy but i hate it when people are disappointed or angry because of me even if it's a little thing i hate it i feel like they'll leave or hate me so i will always plan what im gonna say or what im gonna do if it's gonna affect them or if it's just gonna hurt me so i plan everything and i play it in my mind i will say things that doesn't hurt them and things that i really wanna say i tell it to myself and have a conversation with that person in my mind and it's fucking exhausting to sit and think every night who i disappointed today, how am gonna fix it or when they're gonna leave and im tired my mind can't handle it anymore.

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l'm miss chocolate
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እ አይመስልም አይደል Dearest me? ማለት እውስጤ ውስጥ ያለሽ አንቺ ብርቱ ሴት ባለ አላማ ቁም ነገር ወዳድ..አላኖር አልኩሽ አይደል? Discipline የሚባል ነገር አጣሁብሽ አይደል? ከተፈጠርሽበት ዝቅ አድርጌ እንደ እንቁ ማብራትሽን ቀነስኩት አይደል? ከከፍታሽ አሳነስኩሽም አይደል?
ይቅር በይኝ አንቺን ብቻ ነው የምወደው ለመሆን የማስባት ሌላ ሴት የለችም በውስጤ ካለሽ ካንቺ በቀር...ትልቅ አምላክ ኧረ ባለማስተዋል ከመኖር ያላቀኝ...

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This is me venting for the fourth time in this channel ena yemiyasikew it hasn’t even been a year since my first vent ena aratum yeteleyaye version of myself new vent yaderegew ena if you remember me this is the girl who vented about breaking up with her boyfriend ena esu fuck siladeregegn I’m scared of not getting married cause I’m not a virgin mnamn biye salekakis yeneberkut lij negn yahunu vente kezagnaw vent tekarani new ena I feel like a lot of you are gonna judge me for this one gin Ezi eminmetaw ye sew judgement firacha silehone tebaberun😂 ahun to the point ….
So when I started dating my ex I was a virgin keza we stayed together for two years ena he started fucking me in the middle of the relationship keza break up sinaderg beka I regretted not being a virgin ena kezi wedih I’m only fucking my husband mnamn biye betam debirogn nebere keza gin Besmam beweld things got upside down ena ahun my body count 3 gebtolachuhal I fucked 2 other boys ena min eyetefetere newww the bad side of this story is I don’t know min aynet sew eyehonku endehone gin the good side demo the dicks were better than my ex on god new emilachu they did me really good ena even though I regret not being a virgin gin ke diro belay beka betam keyirognal ena honestly guys Hulum sew yibeda beka just do what makes you happy ena keep everything to yourself (setoch beteley le bestiesh menagerish trust me tikim yelewim) at some point we’re all gonna die ena nothing is really important Ezi midir lay just get your bags ena girls don’t ever call a nigga the next morning after fucking him erasu yidewil kaldewelem gedel yigba wendoch demo betam mind game lay gobez nachu ena saladenkachu alalfim I love how y’all don’t care about ye setoch feeling and just focus on what makes you happy, setoch Ewnett take notes they don’t even care about youuu

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Hey guys, soo my first vent didn't go through but i really hope that this one does :)

I'm an Arch student, and i need solid opinions on this one.

The thing is i recently went through a break up bekirb like 3-4 months ago neger and i just can't shake off the thought whether it was fully my fault or his...it happened around my finals neger ena the thing was my final project lay we had to work in pairs and let's just say that my teammate barely helped me, he only showed up to literally just sit there and watch tiktoks so i basically had to work on most part of the model and the drawings so things were pretty hectic for me back then like idek bcha betam tough neber and i barely got enough sleep mnamn gn whenever i had breaks, i called to check up on him, to hear his voice cause i really missed him...anyways gizew bekerebe qutr for the deadline intense sileneber i told him i was busy mnamn gn i don't think he understood that and he told me that "if i really cared and loved him, I'd make time for him" and after that i kinda got pissed at him for saying that cause i was trying to make time but it was nearly impossible for me at the moment and idk what happened after that gn i just ghosted him.

And even till now, i don't feel bad about it not even a little (besides missing him ofc), because i put my grades first and I'm just confused, if i should be.
Am i the villain my dream silaskedemku?

The worst part is i feel like i was too cold on him.
And demo I'm always like this like mnm guilt aysemagnm when i hurt people. So please guys, i need advices on how i can balance school with future rlships or how to care more for people bcha anything that helps, thanks :)

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I'm 21M and l am struggling with loneliness and social anxiety i don't any any friends in my life always I feel very sad 😔 and feel fear for every tasks currently I am a university student in aastu most of the time I do things alone ,going to cafe or library so on I don't know why I feel uncomfortable when people gather me around
So I need ur help of there any psychological advisor that can help me with this. Because I am loosing my opportunities because of my fear 😢

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Idk why i just wanna die...i have tried many things before gn nope it doesn't work....last time i tried i just lost lots of blood...enji i didn't die.....idk how I'm feeling this gn beka i lost moral in lots of things....i just wanna die at this moment...beka...😮‍💨😮‍💨

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Please help me out guys my result teblashtobgnal my mom and granny betam aznwbgnal ena mn madrg endalbgn erasu idk please help me guys like sera magegnt metchlu swoch serafelgulgn or yhon bcha yhon ngr argulgn im stressed out guyss

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siye min biye mejemer endalebign alawikim....embaye endihu bekelalu endemayimeta anchi tawikiyalesh, ahun gin minm ymiakomem ngr yale ayimesilim. Siye anchi bezih alem kemanim belay tawikignalesh...kemanim belay keribeshignal ...fiikr, tsebay, deginet, lesew tru mehon, malet min malet endehone asayiteshignal. AWO ene bizu set keribe yhonal anchim enem yminawikew ngr new. Gin yanch yileyal be ewinet. Hulu negerishin nbr eco yewededikut... siye you know tinifashish medanite nbr ternish hule ke eruk yisibegnal... aremamedishis enate😍 yene shefada.😂😂😂 egren alasayihim ymitiyign ngrs haha yene dengata 😂 siye ene anchin lemijesh nw yewededikush... siye abren bizu gize koyitenal ke 3 amet  belay... bizu gize yanchi ena yne ngr ymayihon mesilogn lirikish mokire nbr gin u know anchi yha endihon alifekedishim ...campus eyalen bizu negerochin abren asalifenal. Sleep less nights in the library, dinners, liberary betish nbr eco yene anibabi eza eyemetahu hulu fegegitashin photo manesish ngers i have all the pic i took, zuretachinis bega tera kuchi bilen yaweranews. Enate 🥰
Ene eco anchi endemitifeligiw lihonilish zigiju nbrku siye... mins bihon kanchi ayibelitim eco. Anchin kalasidesetesh hulum gedel ligeba yichil nbr eco enate🥺...be fikir abren yekoyenew tinish gize bihonim ke guadegninet giziyachin belay betam dess bilogn endenber tawikiyalesh... gin hule endemayhon tawikaleh tiygnalesh. Siye ewnet yanchi lib le ene tinishe bota kalew eco minm yhonal ...minm ngr... siye ahun eco mnm yahl basimesil ende guadegna layish alichim ...wude asibiw eski anchi ye yehone sew hunesh ene yanchi guadegna hunge sayish... balawikish balikeribish yishalegn nbr eco.
Ahunma tilk sew huneshilignal tru siram gebiteshal...ye liben neger gin endihu meret lay tewishiwisa mearey... siye anchi eco bezih lik yekerebikush ke libee yewededikush yemejemeriya ha hu yalikubish neshi. Endet new ahun endet new lala sew ymilemidew.. batash alimot yhonal biyesh awikalew gin menor adelem yminorew... lala ngr maseb alichalikum endihu alem hulu fituan yazorechibign eyemeselegn new enate 😭

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How often do you fantasize about being seen? Like someone really seeing you, without the covers you try and put on, without the act... the raw raw version of you and still be liked? Maybe even loved? Is it just me?
Ive been in love once. He was my closest friend, and i loved him because i was unapologetically myself with him and he still liked me. He would proudly display me as his. It felt like he wanted everyone to know. The little girl in me who grew up on these fairytales and chickflicks could not handle all that love. And then we started going out, shattering the great friendship we once had for good. And it didnt last long. A part of me thinks that just because youre good friends doesnt really guarantee a successful relationship. But another part of me wonders if he was repulsed after he really so me for who i am.
I have thought that i didnt want to date anymore. The breakup, though my idea, was one of the hardest things i ever had to go through. And i cant imagine getting myself in a similar situation ever again. Setting myself up for such a roller coaster of a ride, i dont know if its worth it. I tell myself that i dont really need to date, infact, i dont want to. Ive lived the 'fairytale'. And now, i dont even believe in marriages and that love lasts. I
Now, at 25 years of age, Im realizing how much i have been lying to myself. Truth is, I do want to be loved, cherished, and more than anything, seen and accepted. I keep on making excuses, try to harden my heart, but....
This feels so wrong, to want to be loved. Especially after telling myself time and time again that i dont really need that, that i am enough for myself, especially as long as i have my family and ofcourse God. It makes me feel so weak.
So now, here i am, going back and forth, so scared to even pray for a good man in my life because i cant decide if the goods of relationships outweigh the bad.
Growing up is sooo weird...
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